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try-set-me-on-fire · 10 months

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Ok well i had the brief thought “what about an ER nurse Eddie au?” and then this popped fully formed into existence so fuck it Friday pt 2.. warnings for smoking and vague references to critically injured kids

“That doesn’t seem very healthy.”

Smoke curls up from the cigarette held loosely in Eddie’s hand. “It’s not, particularly.”

Buck’s hands are in his pockets as he strolls away from the glass doors out into the ambulance bay where Eddie is doing the mature, professional equivalent of playing hide and seek. He comes to a stop barely a foot or two away from where Eddie leans against grimy concrete. “Didn’t know you were a smoker.”

“I’m not,” Eddie sighs, “Particularly.” He looks over Buck’s face as he takes a drag, cataloging bruises and cuts. He hadn’t been the one to look him over before he was discharged, probably because he was out here avoiding having to do so. “Only when it’s- only after the bad shifts.” And only once a month, even if the bad shifts come again and again. He bought this pack in January, it’s stale as shit.

Buck’s eyes follow the smoke as it drifts skyward. “Rough one today?”

Eddie thinks he probably doesn’t have to explain to Buck that it’s sometimes better when a kid is dead on arrival so he doesn’t have to try his best to administer care he knows will be useless. He doesn’t have to explain a day where nothing goes right and he loses more people than he can save and he still has to walk away from someone’s parent or wife or sister, left behind forever in a waiting room on the worst day of their life, and go on to lose the next person too. Doesn’t have to explain why he’s out here, and not in there. “Mm. We’ve got this repeat customer, always hate to have him back.”

Buck’s eyes flick to his face before they settle somewhere around his elbow. “Yeah?”

“Yeah. He seems like a nice guy. I worry about him. He’s here too often.”

Buck doesn’t look up. “What was he in for this time?”

“Minor concussion. Bruising. Lacerations.” Eddie sucks cancer into his lungs. “Heard a house fell on him.” Exhales it into the night.

Buck does look up this time, eyes a darker blue out here in the shadows. “Part of a house. Just a staircase and the- like, the balcony, really.”

“Maybe he should stay away from those.”

“From houses?” Buck asks, half his mouth twitching into a smile.

Eddie rests his head on the wall behind him. “Guess that’s not really practical.”

“No.” Buck is quiet for a moment, one hand slipping out of his pocket and running through his hair. Eddie wonders what he looks like, when he’s not here. He’s more styled, sometimes, when things aren’t very bad. He wonders if he’s usually all gelled up and neat. Eddie kind of likes the loose curls. “I’m sorry.”

“For what?”

“Making your day worse.” Buck looks genuinely apologetic, and Eddie shakes his head.

“The guy made it out okay this time.” Buck is just close enough that Eddie can kick at his boot with his sensible orthopedic sneaker. “You didn’t even need stitches.”

“That’s good.” Eddie’s left foot is pressed along the inside of Buck’s right, and Buck is staring down at them. “His favorite nurse was on break. I would have missed you if someone else had to do them.”

Eddie laughs, just a few bursts of soundless oxygen. “You gotta find new ways to see me before something happens that I can’t fix.”

Buck moves, taking the few steps necessary to lean against the wall beside him. Carefully, he takes the cigarette from Eddie’s hand, holds it between two of his own fingers, and takes a drag. Eddie watches it happen like he’s monitoring somebody’s pulse ox, and when Buck coughs he laughs again, louder this time. “Fuck,” Buck says, laughing too. “Thought that would be cooler than it was.”

“Smoking isn’t cool, firefighter Buckley,” Eddie says, taking the cigarette back and pulling from it again between smiling lips.

“Hm,” Buck says, grinning out into the night. Then he sighs, and rolls his head along the concrete to look at Eddie. “I think there’s nothing you can’t fix.”

They’re very close. “There’s lots I can’t fix.”

Buck shrugs like he disagrees. “I also think I’d like to find other ways to see you.”

Buck’s eyes are even more in shadow at this angle, and they’re the color of the lake back in El Paso that he and a bunch of kids went to after graduation, drunk off beer somebody’s cousin got for them, skinny dipping with breathless terrified delight under bright constellations. “Then ask me.”

Buck inhales as Eddie exhales. “What time’s your shift end?”

“5:30 AM. So, probably 6:15.”

Buck traces the two fingers he’d used to hold the cigarette down Eddie’s arm. “You wanna get breakfast with me?”

“Yes. I would.”

Buck smiles, and Eddie snubs out the cigarette on the wall between them. “I’ll meet you here?”

“Alright.” He takes a step forward, then a step to the right so he’s standing in front of Buck. “Two hours.”

“Uh huh.”

He should really get back inside. They’re understaffed, as always, and there are too many patients, as always, and not enough beds, as always. “See you then.” He doesn’t make any move to leave.

“See you then,” Buck almost whispers. He leans forward, and Eddie still doesn’t move, so he presses a tiny kiss to the corner of his mouth for just a moment. His lips are warm. Eddie hadn’t noticed it was cold outside.

Buck pulls back and leans against the wall again. Eddie smiles, puts a hand in his pocket, and walks back toward the doors.

#my writing #fuck it Friday #i swear I’m going to finish trapped buck and Chris and work on proposal fic before i work on this more #but it would be a bunch of glimpses of Buck’s various hospital trips from Eddie’s nurse perspective #and maybe shuffle some events around? like maybe eddie still gets shot but by a disgruntled former patient this time and #so he does a stint in the maternity ward and buck shows up there #and Eddie is like you’re having a kid?#and bucks like no my sister is what are you doing here #and when buck gets the story he’s like fuck. shit. im sorry i wasnt there #and eddies like picturing seeing buck in that moment of violence and says im glad you weren’t #also Eddie could still be the one who restarts his heart after the lightning strike #this bit is maybe the last scene actually sorry for posting the end first #have a good breakfast boys #buddie #evan Buckley #eddie diaz #911 abc

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mikereads · 3 months

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The photographer and his subject.

#I’m sorry I had to #au #au I guess #I love there passion for photography #I am not asking anymore I am begging boys pls do photography together pls I beg #pls pls help me I’m poor #buddie #oliver stark #ryan guzman #Oliver x Ryan

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demisexual-eddie-diaz · 12 days

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someone ask me things I’m so bored I’m begging you

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lavenderr-starrs · 9 months

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POV: Me playing action duels in duel links:

I’m gonna make it my mission to murder every rage pendulum duelist in sight, so far I’ve been successful 💪 😘

Here’s to hoping I can keep this up

#I’ve lost to raging pendulum duelist like twice in ranked duels #not gonna be nice to them in this event #I’m so sorry yuya my boy but fossil dragon skullgios must feast #and my girls deserved to go on a murder spree considering what their shows did to them #Love ya buddy 💕#yugioh #meme #yugioh duel links #yuya sakaki #Blue angel #aoi zaizen #Skye zaizen #rio kastle #rio kamishiro #yes those are the three characters I play the most 💕

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bimiio · 6 months

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<3

#y’all idk wut it is abt me but da last like 4 or 5 times i’ve gone out i’ve been asked if i’m latina by latina women #(n one man we’ll get 2 dat in a sec hold awn)#i have ended up making out w two of em tho so i mean hey ig just looking n dancing da way i do is a good way 2 get hot bitches 2 approach me #back 2 da MAN tho cuz dis was wild #i wasn’t even in da club i was OUTSIDE ACROSS DA STREET!!!! w a group of like 5 ppl 4 of which were MEN #n these two guys come up 2 us n then zero in on me #one of da guys speaks spanish da other guy speaks spanish n english #so da one dat speaks spanish said smthn 2 me but i clearly didn’t understand so his friend starts translating 4 him #talkin abt sum ‘ur so beautiful how’s ur night going are u gonna go back in the club?’ etcetc #n i’m answering very uninterested but still polite looking at da ppl around me like do y’all see dis like..: cant even escape men outside😭#n then i tell them i’m a lesbian n not interested n da spanish speaking guy gets his friend 2 translate him saying “even better’#EVEN BETTER?? 4 WHO my boy????😭#n THEN he gets his buddy 2 translate ‘there’s no way this girl doesn’t speak spanish she’s just lying cause she doesn’t wanna talk to me’#which.. first of all #if sum1 is fully pretending not 2 know a language they speak 2 avoid talking 2 u dat is ur cue 2 exit #second of all i only speak english i’m SORRY😭#then dis mf turns 2 me n starts speaking directly 2 me in spanish???#sir.. no hablo español! no entiendo español!!!#then i told him 2 gimme his phone so i could get his instagram so i could block him <3 #n his friend went ‘oh hell no’ n steered him away😁#anyways moral of da story is #men r annoying women r sexy n fun amen #m1n3 #m1sc #0ut

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refractical · 10 hours

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i love him so much. i needed to free him.

#I NEED HIM I NEED MY ESA TOMORROW AT MY HEARING (EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ADAM)#USUALLY I SAY HE NEEDS ME BUT. ADAM BUDDY I NEED YOU DAWG.#SAVE ME WHITE BOY SAVE ME.#save me from institutional injustice 😭 my good luck charm #sorry i’m severely oversharing here but oh my god adam i love you buddy you have to save me #you and me against the world baby

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floweringpanakes · 2 years

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Can I just say that the men in Sophie’s life are SO INSECURE. ALL OF THEM. Every time something happens to HER, they’re all “it’s okay to hate me I’ll go isolate myself from you to protect you😪” and then she has to spend ten pages stroking their egos!! That’s probably why she’s always so tired all of the time!!! Miss girl must be EXHAUSTED.

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #this is about Keefe and Fitz and Dex and even sandor #y’all remember that scene where he tries to quit being her body guard bc her being attacked is all his fault #and he brings this to her right after she wakes up from her COMA #there’s a time and place buddy boy!!!#i’m sorry this is negative i’m projecting lmao

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usuallymyenthusiast · 1 year

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WAIT WAIT WAIT

thanks to the well and the lightning strike, both Buck and Eddie could have trouble with rainstorms - not because of what happened to them. BECAUSE OF ALMOST LOSING THE OTHER ONE.

Imagine every time it rains and they hear thunder, Buck remembers tearing at the mud, sobbing; Eddie thinks of Bucks body dangling from the ladder and a stopped heart. They need, desperately, to seek each other out, make sure their partner is okay and alive. Bucks head on Eddie’s chest, each breath a comforting movement; Eddie’s hand gentle around Bucks wrist to feel Bucks pulse. Telling each other without words that they’re okay and aren’t going anywhere. GOD !!

#buddie 911 #im so sorry these boys just make me so crazy I’m dramatic about tjem #911 fox #911 spoilers #911 speculation

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pennielane · 2 years

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i want to know how paul feels knowing he absolutely obliterated his musical hero’s version of words of love with his and john’s god-tier harmonies

#i’m sorry but buddy holly’s version of it is such a snooze #the boys REALLY made it their own. one of my absolute faves off beatles for sale #the guitar slaps too but man. those harmonies #they sound like velvet. if that makes sense #caro thoughts

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treysimp · 2 years

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@yournigntmare Lmao I know I was so worried about that! I promise I will never be creepy to the baby boy! 🤖💕

He is sweet and innocent and kind and if someone so much as looks at him wrong they will die by my hand 🥰🔪

#fic talk #I wanted to include the sweet boy but that’s also part of why the other Idia parts are in separate links lol #n/sfw text #look ortho I’m banging your brother in a parallel universe on this couch I’m sorry buddy don’t you want a brother/sister-in law?

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always-andromeda · 1 year

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not me angrily opening up canvas to take screenshots of my discussion posts and replies because my history professor docked points from me because I supposedly didn't do part of the assignment when I literally did. 😀

#medarants✨#i think dealing with the shitty english professor last semester has hardened me #because i pulled up with my receipts and straight up was like #listen buddy boy i did your damn assignment to the t #why are you docking me points #like we’re just starting the semester and this blunder has made my grade tank to an 80%#not stressed about it exactly but i’m just #like sorry i’ve not had the kind of week where i am going to take that casually #sorry bucko but your silly little guy routine isn’t going to work for me #pls do your job thank youuuu <3 #meda is mad oops

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patches-and-her-selfships · 2 years

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What is your most prized possession

sorry for not answering your question earlier i was busy making this crappy edit of my beloved wilt figurine that i made all by myself and i give kisses to every night before i go to bed <3

#he’s my little baby boy and if anything happens to him i’m exploding everything #a guy asked me about them once #sorry i like you 🏀#hey buddy ol’ pal #ping pong except it's not ping pong

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sassmill · 21 days

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