#I’m tired of everything

[faerieorgremlin-moved]

Big sweater is one of the few joys in life

(they/he)

#I’m tired of everything #I love my thigh tattoo tho love when it peaks out of my clothes #me #selfie #emo #alternative #queer #nonbinary #ootd #curly hair #enby #bi #fat queer #fat nonbinary #thick

[ohh-em-jayy]

The human experience is nauseating and stupid.

#mine #i’m tired of everything #I’m overly emotional lately #and my body hurts #and my heart is aching fiercely #and I’m tired of having to work to live a live I didn’t even ask for #at least there’s cats though

[queenofsimplicity]

I need to constantly remind myself that it’s because of my menstrual cycle that I have the feeling of wanting to jump off a bridge…

#but srsly #i feel insane #been crying for the past few days #i’m tired of everything #over this shit

[pizzahutconspiracytheories]

love to be poor and unable to afford the medicine that I hate but still somehow desperately need to avoid having an autistic meltdown at 3am

#when I say almost every sense is being assaulted right now… I mean it #meds make me hot and the fan won’t work #air purifier filter is dirty so I can’t do anything about the weird sewage smell i keep smelling that nobody else does anything about #throat hurts from working around dust all the time despite begging to go anywhere else #dad is back from out of town so I have to listen to war movies at full volume constantly #cats will not stop staring at me and climbing on me and making messes that only I care enough to clean properly #and now I don’t have insurance so good luck getting any med refills this week #and good luck getting kitty litter before I get paid pennies this Friday #hello I hate everything #I’m tired of everything #I want to just be done

[tundrakatiebean]

Had a dream my mom was haunting me while I was getting rid of her clothes (which has already happened so too late ma). She was mad at me for letting people pick through her things and I told her “do you remember how much doing this sucked for you when Grammie died? Why would you curse me to doing this alone?” Which made her cry and leave me to it. Then a classic one where the door on my childhood bedroom isn’t the right size so I have to try to figure out how to cover it to get some privacy. Then one where I was cleaning out a closet with a bunch of her and my stuff mixed into it which included a Himalayan salt jug filled with water that had a post it note on it from me that said “potion of fuck up all your shit” with a big smiley face on it. The water had made the salt at the bottom super soft so I had to move it out while trying not to let it spill on one of my mom’s unfinished projects underneath it. The project was one of those nail board looms you used to make shawls but it was round - which she doesn’t actually have, but the yarn on it was for the sweater she planned to make for my brother.

Woke up after my dad had his eye appointment. Surgery will be tomorrow or Saturday. This doc thinks it’s not as bad as the other one did. Still needs intervention but not as much stuff to deal with if he’s right.

#Katie is rambling 2k23 #dreams #I’m tired #I’m tired of everything #all those dreams were in the span of about an hour after I fell back asleep from a truck driving by waking me up

[rosesvioletshardy]

can i go one night without crying that’d be great

#honestly thinking if i di3 it would just be easier #i’m tired of everything #shut up monica no one cares

[bothsidesnow2000]

Me during august: wow pretty stationary oh new books🥰🥰

Me during sept-early november: I am so smart #rorygilmore #darkacademia give me all the knowledge ☕️☺️📚

Me in late nov-december: 😭 I was not meant for academia I hate writing I can’t read what does this mean this is just boring why do I need to know this??

#I’m tired of everything #I don’t know if what I’ve done is right or good enough #I’m not 100% happy but I don’t want to do this anymore

[bunniepaws]

i feel like poopy man /:

#personal #i’m tired of everything #i’m tired of existing being so hard #i’m tired of being in psychical pain every day #i’m tired of having to take care of myself #i’m tired of having to take care of other people #i’m tired of being in mental anguish #i’m tired of nothing working #i’m tired of not liking food and being exhausted from starvation #im tired of all the shame #i was doing well getting rid of all my shame n now it’s just all back #n i’m so tired of all this back n forth #i’m tired of being alone #i’m tired of being scared to be alone #i’m tired of humans #i wanna die lol #i hate feeling like i need to perform well in front of ppl and in conversations

[ricco4]

Told my mom today that I was going to start planning a vacation for next winter, which would be my first vacation since summer of 2013, to finally go somewhere cold and try out snowboarding.

And she laughed at me.

#personal shit #I’m tired of everything

[a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual]

Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona

And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me 

There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble 

That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything 

#nimona #nimona 2023 #ambrosius goldenloin #ballister boldheart #ballister x ambrosius #goldenheart #he always looks so small in these scenes #like the light is going to swallow him whole #it almost looks like a little kid wearing his parents clothes #like he’ll never live up to the expectations society has placed on him #this man is so lonely for the whole movie #poor baby had to figure out everything by himself #he looks so tired in the second picture #the thing that kills me is in the last scene he tries to leave the bubble #but Bal shoved him back in #bubba looks ethereal throughout the whole movie #this movie man #it kills me slowly #I love it so much #I’m gonna go cry myself to sleep now #people from the rise fandom know I only post angst when I’m sleep deprived

[xjulesx]

i feel extremely overwhelmed with life lately.

#i’m tired of everything #xjulesx

[audreine]

Mum just told me that I’ve gotten “big and fat”. I said to her that that’s not the right way to speak to others. Being the narcissist she is, she refused to back down and said, “yes, but it’s just that you’ve fatter now.”

I ignored her.

#i hate my life #dysfunctional family #narcissistic mothers #i’m tired of everything #p #j

[grlsluvluna]

jus remember you could never know me

#i’m tired of everything

[queenofsimplicity]

Me: “there’s no way my life can get any worse”

Life:

#shit is wild #i’m tired of everything

[shinylights]

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#ok putting that shit on my filtered list #i’m tired of everything #i’m tired of the same shit being brought up #i’m tired of new fans (or fucking trolls whatever) trying to rewrite history #everyone should just ignore those fucking asks in their inbox cuz it’s not even fucking worth it #same with the o asks #i am clearly in a mood 🤷🏻‍♀️

[iiflywithmeii]

i wish i could stab myself over and over again

#actually bpd #bpd culture is #bpd feels #bpd fp #bpd problems #bpd safe #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #depressing life #depressing shit #bpd #sadgirl #sorry for being depressing #depressiv #i’m so lonely #i’m just a girl #i’m sad #i just wanna sleep #i hate it so much #i hate it here #why am i like this #i hate this #i wanna die #i hate everything #i’m outraged #i’m going insane #i’m so sorry #i’m so tired #i’m sorry #i’m tired