#I’m too weak

[tenchisupremacist]

Trying to recover from this

#yuzuru hanyu #aera #I’m too weak

[bigdumbbambieyes]

HELLO???

#i’m too weak #i will get one or two for sure

[iiworldtour]

i love dnp and i love dapg but i shall continue to watch spooky week without looking at the game god bless x

#i’m too weak

[hongcherry]

#are you fuxing kidding me #I had to zoom in bc my eyes could not believe #WHAT I WAS SEEING #oh gawd #CHEST #I’m unwell #I’m feral #I’m foaming #I’m going crazy #I feel like climbing up the walls and barking #it’s what he does to me #I can’t help it #I’m too weak #hongjoong #loml #my North Star #atz #mimikookie thoughts #personal

[sketchncanto]

I will gladly climb into your ear, enter your brain, find your impostor syndrome and curb stomp it out of existence.

I'll even bring in my own curb.

This is one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me 😂😂😂😂

I appreciate you, whoever you are 💞

#ask #this is hilarious lmao #I wanna curb stomp it out of existence myself #but I’ll gladly let you do it ✨ #I’m too weak

[daydream-of-fiction]

#good god man #I’m too weak #mitsuhide coming in hot in this epilogue #slbp #slbp mitsuhide

[sp00kysk3lly]

(Written 29 February 2024) [J stopped speaking to me on 22nd February for no apparent reason].

I thought we were friends! Twins, you said! Now it’s been a week, nearly.

A week! Why? What did I do to you? You left and never even told me fucking why? You know what happened to me! You know what those girls did to me!

(As of today, 30 March 2024)

He hasn’t been in touch.. not a single message. Then I find out he blocked me on TikTok, Reddit (where we met). And possibly also my phone number (as I did try to message him to at least an explanation but it didn’t deliver).

I want to ask why? Why pretend to be my friend? Why send me a “gift” if you knew you were going to stop talking and block me on everything? Why not just tell me you didn’t want to be friends anymore? Why did you copy those last two people who did the exact same thing you have done?

———-

I’ve pretty much lost 5 “new friends” in basically 2 years.

The first 2 happened in 2022. 1 in June/July time, and the other in November.

Then another 2 happened in 2023, first one in May/June time, the second in August/September.

Then there’s this one, 2024. Barely knew me for 3 months. Mostly only 2. Met on Reddit, after I asked for new friends on a subreddit. He messaged me first. I asked him if he wanted to speak on WhatsApp. I did not force him, if he wanted to stay on Reddit, then he should have said? I would have been ok with it even if the messenger on there is slow.

We spoke from January to middle of February. He sent me a gift? It was just some stickers and badges of my favourite things (true crime/horror jokes/cats), which I never asked for? I was appreciative, but I never asked for anything other than friendship!

He barely spoke to me before when he stopped completely. So, I guess I should have known what was coming next, but I was blinded by the fact that I had this new friend, who has the same interests as me, seemed to like me.

And I hate myself for that. For being that weak, when I knew this was going to happen.

So what do I do? Do I go on WhatsApp and message the message I was going to send and if he’s blocked my number, then move on? Or do I just move on now? Forget about it? I just want to know what I did wrong? Or if I did something to offend him? Even though I know I didn’t.

I know it will no doubt end up with me being hurt and angry again, but I’m sure I can handle it.

These are some of the reasons I can think of that may have caused this to happen: (Not Definitive)

I spoke about my mental health and chronic health a lot? (I can admit that I do go on about it sometimes. But he asked me about them! I told him if he was annoyed and wanted to speak about something else, then to tell me to shut up and I would, because I can understand and recognise when I keep repeating things.

I spoke about my abusive family? The only reason I never asked him about his life, is because he didn’t seem to want to speak about it! I asked certain things and would either get a change of subject conversation, or some blank mention of his family. If he wanted to speak about them, I’d have been happy too. But he never let on he wanted to speak about him or his life (I guess writing this, I can see that as a Red Flag now).

He is just a disgustingly cruel person who wanted to cause me more pain than has already happened to me with the last people in my life who done this exact thing.

I don’t know what to do anymore!

#mental health #mental health awareness #all alone #no one wants me #fake friends #no one likes me #blog #fake people #what do I do #can’t make a decision #lost #confused #want to know why #just want to be wanted #just wanted a friend #why did you do this to me #cruel people #I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough #sad and lonely #pathetic #just wanted to be friends #lonely #alone #hate myself #I’m too weak #I wish feelings didn’t exist

[ohitslen]

Can we consider Wolfwood with short hair, like even shorter, please.

#i may be an artist but fanart is my weak point believe it or not LMAO #I’m rambling more than usual due to my lack of sleep but idc the enough #but like PLEASE LIKE I don’t know I have a vision but I have to draw it #and my artist juice is DRY #have been designing too much I can’t anymore #or maybe I can give me a couple of minutes #trigun #nicholas d wolfwood #lenssi rambles #also i adore long hair wolfwood a LOT LIKE IM IN LOVEWITH HIM #BUT AL S O #SHORT HAIR

[banpii]

You can’t save posts on this website and if you can I don’t know how so I have spent at least 3+ hours going to the back of my likes and copying links into a note to save posts and I just accidentally erased it all this website is cursed and I am very very stupid

#I don’t think I’m cut out for tumblr #I’m too weak #only those who have lived here for years can fully withstand it it seems #but can you seriously not save posts???

[shima-draws]

Ghost Cora AU where he’s actually been following Law around ever since he died but nobody has been able to see him, so all he’s able to do is watch Law get hurt and suffer in silence. UNTIL, miraculously, the battle of Dressrosa ends, and for some strange reason—through some supernatural bullshit or maybe just fate—one person is finally able to see him.

Law is sitting on the deck of the Yonta Maria watching everyone party when Luffy comes trotting over to him. And Luffy plops down beside him and says, “I’ve been meaning to ask, Torao, but who’s that really tall blonde guy with the funny makeup that’s been following you around?”

And Law’s just like

#Meanwhile Cora is absolutely THRILLED. LMAO #Eventually Zoro calls Perona over and since her devil fruit power deals with ghosts. She makes it so that Law can see Cora too #(And by some bs he’ll probably be brought back to life somehow idk) #One Piece #Trafalgar Law #Donquixote Rosinante #Cora #Corazon #Luffy #Law: Ha. Haha. #Law: You’re shitting me right. #Luffy: ??? What? No? #Cora: LAWWWWWW 😭😭😭 #Luffy: He’s crying your name this guy CLEARLY knows you Torao #Law; having a mental breakdown: Uh. Uh-huh??? #Shima speaks #Sorry I’m coping. I’m coping really hard rn #Actually. I feel like I was more upset about Cora’s death than Ace’s. WHICH LIKE. YOU’D THINK IT WOULD BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND BUT #I’m very. Very weak for the unsuspecting father figure who dies trope #(Sideeyes Tony and Harry (who didn’t even die anyway but it was still Traumatic for Eggsy to watch)) #COUGHS

[chaoticgouda]

#the grimace gallery #basically I’ve been feeling really dizzy and weak and lightheaded and nauseated recently #BUT it keeps coming and going and funnily enough seems to occur mainly when i’m around an anxiety trigger #or am allowed to stew in my own toxic brain juices for too long #SO GHHHHH what gives #I hate the prelude to throwing up so much

[stuckinapril]

The whole “be responsible not for other people’s feelings but to them” distinction is so so true… at some point you need to realize that other people’s insecurities really are their responsibility & dimming or contorting yourself to make them feel better helps neither you nor them. Firstly, bc they need to realize what they’re doing and grow up. And secondly, bc you’re not just compromising on a one-time thing. You’re comprising on who you are as a person. I don’t want to look back when I’m older and stay stuck wishing I held my ground despite people’s projections or asserted my presence more or didn’t apologize so much for who I am. I really just want to own everything (the good and bad) & continue doing what makes me happy

#This is something to bring up to the therapist for sure bc im not perfect on this yet #and i think that’s also another thing im learning to be less hard on myself for — just realizing im 21 and that having insecurities or weak #Spots still is literally okay. Making mistakes is okay. I beat myself up for this too much #I am not a horrible person for being young & learning how to live & no one will make me feel otherwise #This goes in the other direction too in the sense that I need to stop being apologetic of my accomplishments for fear of #Triggering other people’s insecurities. That is not and nor will it ever be my responsibility #I’m always going to be graceful w other people’s emotions but I’m no longer going to overcompensate bc it helps no one #And is not a marker of love for me to do so

[themeeplord]

We Meet Again ⋆°✩

Fanart of @naffeclipse‘s In Deep Dreams Between the Waves.

#I just want to nuzzle his face and hug him and aaaaAAAA!!! #I’m weak to monsters.. That goes for sea monsters too c’: #fnaf sb au #In Deep Dreams Between the Waves #mer!eclipse #mermay au #fanart #art #my art #themeeplord

[the-chaos-goose]

1000 notes and I’ll ask my mom for a cane

#I’m too shy to just ask bc I feel weak asking #but I almost collapsed while vacuuming so like #idk #rambles from my nonexistent basement #tbh this is just to force myself to do it

[kakushigotofanclub]

I hate when people call Kyojuro weak for dying to Akaza.

It’s like “lol this 20-year-old human man got killed by the fourth most powerful demon on the planet that’s been gaining more power for thousands and thousands of years. Said 20-year-old man sustained what he was well aware was a fatal injury but he kept fighting up until his very last dying breath in order to ensure the survival of every other human there until the demon had no choice but to run away, which was very difficult for him to do because he punched the 20-year-old human man through the chest and the 20-year-old human man controlled his breathing so he literally trapped him there so the demon could not free his arm but yeah no the 20-year-old human man is such a loser for dying to that guy even though there were NO other casualties and he saved EVERYONE there”

Like shut up. Shut the fuck up do you hear yourself 😭

#the vast majority of the fandom is well aware of this and gives kyojuro the respect he deserves #but i’ve seen at least 2 people with this take. and i don’t understand how they reached this conclusion 😭 #this goes for any other hashira too #oh my god of COURSE they’re gonna have trouble beating upper moons #it’s NEVER a fair fight! #they are at SO many disadvantages #anyway if you call any of the hashira weak i’m going to fistfight you #or better yet #set you up with an upper moon so you can fight them and prove what a piece of cake it is #🙄 #demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #hashira #rengoku kyojuro #kyojuro rengoku #akaza

[obikinetic]

A shoulder to pass tf out lean on 💟

#obikin #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #star wars #sw fanart #fanart #art #this was supposed to be a warmup sketch but I technically put too much time into it #you may have noticed I was a nasty dirty LIAR about that valentines post 😀 #listen…the sketch is there #I’ve gotten very sidetracked with various irl things #ALSO I didn’t say how late it would be! left a loophole for myself hehehe #unrelated but I’ve also had a severe Tom Riddle phase so you could say I’ve been chilling in the pits of hell #I disrespect Joanne severely but he is very evil and sexy and I’m weak 💀