#I’m very lucky

[bonesblubs]

Knowing that some of my family supports me on Patreon is wild, like here cousin, take this drawing of mermaid Liu Qingge from this series you’ve never heard of 😭

#to delete later #it’s honestly extremely nice of them #to not only support but to actively encourage #I’m very lucky #but also! don’t look at me gskagsksgksh

[thisperfectmonsoon]

my friend who watched my apartment while I was gone lost his mother at a younger age. he printed out a photo of me and my dad, and wrote such a sweet card for me to come back to. I’m not ugly crying YOU ARE

#the sweetest thing to do #grief is such a beast on my back #and it’s nice to have people who understand #and do this bc they know how important it is #I’m very lucky #personal #daddy issues™️

[criticalbeauregard]

i love reading my players backstories so much but it is like reading the best book series ever and not being able to tell anyone about it i just get to message the author incessantly and then put these characters I’ve been reading about in situations

#I’m very lucky #dnd stuff #dungeons and dragons #dungeon master #dnd5e #ttrpg #character backstory

[spandexbutterfly4lyfe]

Everyone clap for my boyfriend he knew I was feeling like garbage yesterday so he offered to pick me up after work and when I got in the car he had a Snapple apple and a bag of jalapeño cheese puffs for me

#Anthony tag #I’m very lucky

[gushuwa]

noooooooooo please don’t feel bad for me for my latest post, I shared some difficulties but it’s all good, I now have a possible date to move to Canada (may 1st) which is later than expected but it’s good, I have more answers and it’s good

#thank you for caring really #but things are good #I’m very lucky

[edsbacktattoo]

Your post about the ridiculous shovel just reminded me of. My most favorite part of Somewhere in the Water where Stede absolutely insists on bringing his shovel with him and Ed when they're going to dig up some of his hidden (not buried) treasure, and he wants to use it SO BADLY. "I love you and your shovel. again not buried." "damn." gets me EVERY TIME. they're so cute. and then Stede carving their initials into the tree? I'm gonna go cross several state borders and scream out to the ocean. WHEN WILL HE GET TO USE HIS SHOVEL?

CRYINGGGGG OH MY GODDDDD!!!! Oh this is some of my favourite dialogue! I’m so happy you enjoyed that bit. I just went back and looked at this part of the epilogue because I’d almost forgotten about it. I had so much fun writing that thing and it makes me so happy that you enjoyed it too :’)

The fic is here for anyone who might be a lil curious!

WHEN WILL STEDE GET TO USE THAT SHOVEL. Justice for the shovel my beloved. Maybe he’ll use it in season 2 to dig up his own grave when Lucius tries to kill him xo

Thanks Bunny! MWAH!!! 💕❤️

#have i ever mentioned that when you guys are nice to me it adds 5 years to my lifespan??? #yeah i’m eternal now. gonna keep chuggin away for all of time :) #i’m so grateful for all of you it’s actually. insane #i’m very lucky #NOT TO BE EMOTIONAL OR ANYTHING!!!!!!! #i’m really cool so i’m keeping it in check #ask #ofmd

[kajjinks]

I love having a sibling. Every time I think about something from my childhood and feel like I’m losing it, I can call up my cool friend who was there and they will usually be like “yeah. That was fuckin weird actually”

#I’m very lucky #they walked by one of the places we lived as kids and sent me pictures #wild to see the renovations #personal

[erggggggggg]

finding out people actually listen to you and remember things you mention is really the best feeling ever

#i’m in my feels #feeling loved and understood is new to me and it’s making me so emotional #i’m very lucky

[cheeseburgersinparadise]

me, explaining feedism to my partner and showing him stuff that’s hot to me: ITS WEIRD I KNOW ITS WEIRD IM SORRY I LOVE YOU

him, perfectly calm: I appreciate how difficult this is for you and how you’re trusting me completely and being very vulnerable but really all you’ve shown me are pictures of hot fat guys and, hear me out, I don’t think it’s really that weird?

#had another great discussion with him last night #guys maybe feedism isn’t this big scary thing we should be fucked up about liking for years and years #maybe it’s just. not that weird???? #personal chub #I’m also just very lucky that my partner is the incredible person he is #and also a nasty little freak who likes equally weird shit as me

[rumble-bee-art]

Someone is very much against the concept of smudge-proof lipstick

#that someone is very territorial #saw that painting got struck with how much it looks like lokius immediately produced this #mobius is running of lipstick stained-less shirts btw #lucky guy #I’m quite sure somebody should have done this already but who cares #loki #loki fanart #loki the series #loki x mobius #loki season 2 #lokius #lokius fanart #mobius m mobius #mobius #mcu loki #my art #artist on tumblr

[afieldinengland]

i do think there’s something to be said re: the fact that some people resent / dislike shakespeare purely because of the fusty and by-rote way in which they were taught his plays in school. which is fair! because it strikes me that teaching shakespeare to kids purely with a view towards exams drains the plays of the very things that make them beautiful, and that make them so deft in what they have to say about the human condition. it’s like people who say they don’t like vegetables, but really they’ve never had them prepared properly. of course you’re going to hate shakespeare if they’ve boiled him within an inch of his life what you need is shakespeare fried in butter

#i was very lucky to be taught shakespeare on the whole by incredibly engaging teachers— and to love it anyway because i’m a freak #but if we’re forcing kids to do that (and i think it’s kind of fair as a) some of his plays are so good and b) he is so influential) we need #to do it in a way that doesn’t make them hate it. i do know what teenagers are like however

[forgetful-nerd]

You know what would be such good angst material?

These two meeting.

#honestly I can just imagine it #professor Honeycutt rebooting and making his way to earth #only to find it in an apocalyptic state #where he bounces around trying to locate the turtles #getting himself into heaps of trouble #until he’s lucky saved by a very familiar robot #just imagine how soft his voice would get #‘oh Donatello….I’m so sorry’ #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #teenage mutant ninja turtles #fugitoid #professor honeycutt #tmnt donatello #donatello #donnie #2012 donnie #donbot #2012 donatello #tmnt donnie

[that-house]

I’ve gotten four people randomly texting me by accident in the last few months and it’s beginning to get annoying

#it’s either a very dedicated scamming service or i’m just weirdly lucky with random numbers

[florwal]

it’s so hard to get out of the “i need to be recording this gameplay or putting this save/build out to the masses.” mindset, especially when people are being rude in your inbox demanding shit and acting like you owe them something.

anyway my save files have issues and i don’t plan on fixing them for a while because like i’ve said… the amount of bugs and problems the game itself has makes it a super frustrating and stressful thing and i’d rather not spend months of my life nonstop working on something that the game will eventually break again.

#i went A YEAR AND A HALF #not playing the game at all unless it was for youtube or playtesting a lot #i’ve been enjoying just playing the game for myself #also this is only directed towards annoying people in my inbox #obviously i love and appreciate the community i have #and i’m still gonna release builds and stuff #cuz i like doing it #don’t wanna seem ungrateful! #i’m very lucky to have people out there that enjoy things i create #some people are just assholes <3

[otaku553]

Ehehehehehe lookit him!!!!! The boy!!!! He!!

Found this figure in akihabara during a class trip to Tokyo and even though my luggage was pretty stuffed already I couldn’t resist,, maybe it’s a good thing they only had sabo and luffy in stock because if they had Ace as well I definitely would have been spending thrice as much

#need to find a display case for him so he doesn’t get dusty :))) #probably won’t take him back to campus with me because moving the figurines I already have in my dorm will already be enough of a hassle #and I’m kind of running out of shelf space for figurines #but oh my god this was such a lucky find. and for 3400円 #:))))) #this sparks very much joy #look at him smiling!!! #might do a redraw tbh

[stuckinapril]

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#I’m only very rarely inclined to get this intimate w my thoughts so I might as well say it NOW butttt I will never not see the dead children #In everything I do #Like legit #I’ve read up on Hind so extensively and seen so many photos of her #And I have a very healthy relationship w the popular Palestinian journalists so she’s not my blorbo or anything #But hearing that memo destroyed me bc bisan is only 23 and she seemed so vivacious #Idk like I do normal people things I can’t just pause on my life #But idk how it feels like to sit at a boba place and enjoy my pearl milk tea w my friends #While the horrors over there don’t just lurk the back of my mind. I do normal things and I’m guilty for having the luxury #And as an Iraqi girl I’m living in the literal ideal timeline #Where my mom decided to immigrate to the us and that’s why I’m here living a normal life like everyone else #It’s like in a different world if I were born in a different time it could’ve so easily been me. I’m one of the Lucky Ones idk #It’s not survivor’s guilt bc it’s not like I had to survive anything like I never had the chance to live in Iraq or anything #But like. If some things had fallen just a little differently #And I keep thinking about how I’d feel if it were happening to Iraq and people behaved the way they’re doing to Palestinians #I’d be so mad #And some people on here are dealing w assholes while bursting at the seams w grief #For losing their loved ones #This is why I’m so fucking angry at anyone who’s complicit #This was a major tangent but basically I feel weird about doing normal things now while simultaneously knowing I can’t just sit and wallow #And watch life pass by as if it’ll do anything #Misery is not a home but I’m struggling to be 100% normal #And I think that this tonal dissonance is reflecting on my blog too bc I can’t go back to just #Posting about all the other normal things I used to. Like I want to but sometimes I feel off. #Is this anything. I haven’t slept all night #I can’t just allow myself to lose interest in everything I used to like and be and just fade away but maybe it’s about accepting that this #Will also always be a part of me now. It’s that awareness that shadows everything I do #or maybe I need a therapist it’s a toss up #I’ll probably feel better once I get my day started but this was cathartic to voice I think #p