#I’m waiting for my moment

[goblins-riddles-or-frocks]

forever obsessed with dynamics between vampires, specifically that of a maker and fledgling, as a way to explore abuse. the creation of a vampire itself can so easily be a literalization of the lasting impacts of trauma and also much more simply the ways a perpetrator might shape their victim’s very identity. the extremes of isolation in the way that the new vampire, in most narratives, must cut all ties to their mortal life, or else go through an elaborate charade to maintain the facade of humanity, while forever still being removed from it. and the sheer dependence and vulnerability of being in an entirely new state of being, wholly uncertain of what it entails, and relying on another person to define… everything.

#or just the moral dilemmas #rewatching amc interview is kind of making me insane #that moment in episode two when louis is looking for a sort of assurance in the fact that lestat may actually have some good in him #look at how he cares about music look at the simple wondrous things that can bring him joy #and then the immediate dread when the opera performance turns out to be imperfect because he knows how lestat will react to *that* #I think there’s also something really interesting in the highlighting of lestat upbraids the less skilled singer before killing him #(slowly) #but also I will wait to watch more before I articulate my thoughts #vampires #interview with the vampire #amc interview with the vampire #i ramble sometimes #I do still find the lestat and claudia film and novel dynamic by far the most compelling for how she tries to usurp him but almost to be him #but I’m enjoying this #I’m very curious if I will like show claudia more on rewatch #the movie always resonated most with me (sue me lol) because there seemed to be more simultaneous fondness and attachment even at the end

[hylianane]

Remember when Toei reanimated Luffy and Zoro’s meeting for a flashback right before the peak of Zoro vs King, and in it they made the stylistic choice to gradually make the world brighter and brighter as Zoro makes his vow, in one long and beautiful shot framed to show the way Luffy’s perfectly reflected in Zoro’s eyes, to show that it’s him changing Zoro’s entire world and becoming the center of it. Remember that.

#after fumbling with the middle seasons of one piece they really said fuck you wano’s going to be our magnus opus #and we’ll take the chance to remind you of the first bond you fell in love in the most beautiful way possible #also zoro is GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL and dont you fucking forget that #one piece #zolu #roronoa zoro #monkey d. luffy #with this and all the added moments in OPLA the only one thats falling behind on good Zolu to chew on is the manga #Oda I’m waiting #my post

[floweroflaurelin]

I’m trying to get back into the swing of painting, so as a warmup I made this!! Morgan the dog belongs to my friend @theminecraftbee and is the bestest girl <3

#floweroflaurelin art #maybe I’ll add pet portraits to my comms cause this was fun :D #Morgan my beloved <3 #comms are closed for now but I plan to open them up again soon! #I also have about 6 million painting ideas that were building up while I was sick so the moment I’m able to I plan on just. painting tons #i NEED to paint pix’s new sos vigils #also I can’t believe I haven’t made any hc 10 art I don’t think????? #I need to paint gem’s whole vibe. and Joel kissing etho’s neck. and the permit office. wait what was that middle one

[stuckinapril]

Think I’m making communication a non-negotiable for 2024. If you don’t know how to properly communicate like an adult we quite literally can’t be friends

#I’m not trying to be a bitch like I get that this is hard for lots of people for various reasons #i think I’m just at a point where I want people to come correct instead of waiting for them to potentially get better #only for me to learn in the harshest way that they’re only getting worse #I’m not gonna be ur practice run this year. come when ur ready #the moment I sense someone isn’t saying what they mean it’s so over. like I’m flexible on so many flaws but NOT this one. communicate !!! #the people pleasing is literally kicking in rn but I’m just trying to be honest w myself about what my capacity can handle at the moment #and I’m genuinely at my wits’ end when it comes to communication. so I don’t think I’d be the best person for people like that #is this mean?? this feels like a fair boundary to make #p

[revenantstrampstamp]

Thinking about this moment because we actually see Rev panic and lose control. He’s angry, sure, but he’s also scared. And that’s what I think is mainly motivating his actions this time. He’d just regained some of his autonomy, and hadn’t even begun to process how he didn’t even know he lacked it for a couple hundred years, before his autonomy was being threatened AGAIN.

The first thing Rev voices panic at as he malfunctions is his lack of control. Pair that with him hearing the others refer to him as an “asset” and discuss what happens to him as though he’s a weapon and not a person? He loses it. Full tunnel vision. He’s cornered, and that fear of being right back where he was for hundreds of years is pushing him to lash out harder than he has before. Coupled with the rage that accompanies that? Not a good combo. He’s seeing red, determined to take down whoever’s messing with him, and act as out of control as possible to show them-and everyone else- that he is not controllable anymore.

#this is his ‘what was I made for’ moment #resurrection? more like resur-facing trauma #seriously though I’m very interested to see where this goes #and if my speculations are correct #can’t wait to see where this goes for him #enjoy this pre-season stream of consciousness #apex legends #apex lore #apex revenant #revenant #kaleb cross #apex #revenant apex legends

[absolutely-not-my-main-blog]

#iasip #it’s always sunny in philadelphia #meme #they dug their grubby little claws in me and I’ve never known a moment’s peace since (positive) #anmmbposts #sunnyblr #head full many thoughts! but ability to articulate idk her #I read waiting for g*dot for this I’m outlining essays and just too scared to put them together #because I want them to be perfect #I just keep rotating the gang in my brain until then #has this been done

[bpdohwhatajoy]

BPD IS SOOOO SILLY with how quickly you can get attached to someone. Like what do you MEANNNNN I’m attached to my tattoo artist who I knew for 3 hours and got salty that he has other clients????

#ryan.txt #bpd #borderline personality disorder #my bpd has not stopped raging in WEEKS #in my mind I literally had the thought that I wanted to get another tattoo so I’d have an excuse to see him again #THIS FUCKING DISORDER #why can’t I just get attached to someone at a normal rate #AND WHY A FUCKING TATTOO ARTIST WHO DONT GAF ABT ME #yk what actually #part of it is prob bc I’m touch starved and that’s the most physical contact I’ve had in… god knows how long #it’s all making sense now LMAOOOO #STOP I remember during too I had a brief moment of omg let’s imagine us dating and then I remembered I think he’s married or has a gf #killed that shit quick I was so embarrassed #omg wait he’s also tattooed himself obviously and I find tattoos hot LMAO BRO ITS MAKING SENSE NOW #like a hot tattooed man who is soft spoken is tattooing me how tf am I not supposed to find that attractive

[a-stars-art-blog]

Can’t exactly partake in SeroRoki week so here’s some doodles I managed to get out last night <3

#seroroki #sero hanta #shoto todoroki #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #mha #bnha #my art #I miss them #used to be THE comfort ship #I’m just waiting for Seros moment in the manga #we were promised it so I’m gonna sit here and wait patiently #SeroRoki week

[meraarts]

“No place for a prince or a princess.”

Royal wet cat frog does first heroic thing in his life, immediately gets killed. Martyr behaviour if you ask me!!

#d20 neverafter #neverafter spoilers #neverafter #neverafter fanart #gerard of greenleigh #prince gerard of greenleigh #this moment has been on repeat in my mind this whole week #while we wait patiently but suffering #so I had to draw it #I’m so obsessed with him #he’s everything to me #no place for a prince or a princess quote of all time #he did it for the children! #my art

[macksartblock]

sometimes being a DM is hanging the possibility of your celebrity impression making an appearance in-game over your players heads

#I’ve been begged not to put Jennifer Coolidge in my game and I’m waiting for the perfect moment to strike

[kitocrystal]

#fanart #kitos art #alien stage #alnst #alnst till #alnst ivan #ivantill #alnst mizi #alnst sua #mizisua #cool new brush #you can bet ur @$$ Ivantill’s my favorite #round 6 is coming and I’m currently coping via fanart rn #ITS BEEN WAITED ON FOR OVER A YEAR #THIS FANDOM WILL COLLAPSE THE MOMENT IT RELEASES AND IM NOT MAKING IT OUT ALIVE PEOPLE #wahshdhf #its funny how hyunamizi is kinda canon now but i barely see much of it #this is actually my first time drawing alnst fanart despite having watched it ever since round 3’s teaser release

[carbonateddrinks]

“And I mean, hell. If you’re have to live the rest of your life in a memory… ya might as well make it a good one.”

#RvB #Red vs Blue #red vs blue the recollection #RvB the recollection #rvb church #guess who finished season 3 #no spoilers for project freelancer btw I’m gonna bawl my eyes out and then watch it #I am so glad im going in this blind #like yeah. some of it didn’t age well but dear GOD this was so good #AND THE FIGHT SCENES???? TEXAS KICKING ASS??? #she was making sure griff was the last of his legacy dear god #AND THE GLACIER BOMB TRAP SCENE MADE ME LOOSE MY SHIT she is my favorite #it’s moments like this that make me proud to be a Texan #god. and. just everything. SARGE’S DAMN SPEEECH i was so convinced he was going to die and I was gonna lose it. #the griff death fake out gave me a heart attack. AND SIMMON’S REACTION TOO LIKE BRO WAS SAD #AND. GOD. HE (church) REALLY DOES CARE. HE’S WILLING TO SPEND ETERNITY WITH THESE GUYS WHILE WAITING FOR TEX. ur honor im. emotional

[thisbuildinghasfeelings]

When Owen is about to leave the hospital and then he turns back to go wordlessly hug Carlos…and Carlos, who has been holding it together this whole time, lets that single tear fall…

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#yes I’m on Push in my Lone Star rewatch!!! #their relationship is so important to me and this is such a good moment #owen can’t just sit around and wait for his son to die…he has to do something #and he knows he’s leaving tk in the best possible hands of someone who loves him so much 😭 #911 lone star #lone star rewatch

[diana-daphne]

I’ve recently watched all the “Bridget Jones’s diary” movies, and come to the concerning conclusion that i am, in fact, Bridget Jones herself.

Except without the gorgeous men fighting over me.

#A real “I’m in this picture and I don’t like it” moment #I’m also still in my early 20s #So maybe I just have to wait till I’m 30 and all the handsome suitors will make themselves known #bridget jones #bridget jones diary #Also I already know my dumbass would pick Hugh grants character lol

[clownsuu]

Fuck it, omega eating cake

#I got art block at the moment smhhhhh #And taking a mini break from playing splatoon 3 #Cause I got to level 30 fINALLY and finally finished the catalog #So now I’m a bit burnt out #Prob gunna wait til the next fest or until the new catalog comes out #Probably the new catalog fests are a pain 🧍‍♂️ #More time to draw or just play no mans whatever my brain feels should come first #Fnaf #fnaf music man #Also omega has a sweet tooth smh #If it wasn’t already clear

[scottpilgrim4everr]

My aliexpress order never got sent so I used the refund money on another Scott shirt.

#I’m so sad about my Lucy Steel plushie but I’m pleased with the shirt #I’ve been stalking the listing for this tee for weeks. it’s so 2010’s I’d die without it #I had so many mighty fine tees back in the day. I miss them #moment of silence for my all of Adventure Time shirts. I miss them dearly. #AND MY FUCKING PIKACHU SHIRT. Losing Pikachu fucking HURT… more than it should. 😔 #the crazy thing is I’d probably still fit in my middle school clothes. (this is the only benefit of being fucking short) #(…and having no fashion sense whatsoever.) #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim vs the world #scott pilgrim takes off #scott pilgrim anime #spvtw #nostalgia #nostalgic #this shirt is cute because it has Kim Knives Ramona and Envy on it #it’s so girly‼️‼️‼️ #I can’t wait until the 29th RAHHHH‼️‼️‼️