The more I’m thinking about the way s6 is going, the more I have mixed feelings about it? I swear it’s like, fusebox decided to give us the longing and the yearning and the pining straight from day one, and I’m just like, “but we didn’t even have the time to build a relationship with our li yet??” Sure, we’ve spoken and we’ve kissed, and sure yeah, I enjoy having the attention, but at the same time I’m just like, it’s what, day.. 2? Like, let us be in a couple for a bit so that the pining makes sense?? Idk..
suffering from severe procrastination disease (and also regular mystery disease!) so some doodles from today. thinking about haunted houses, cyborgs, and digital ghosts for class and also about all the Dread
my niece wasn’t feeling good today so I picked her up and held her until she fell asleep and everything was all cute and sweet right………………why did she shit in my bed 🧍🏽♀️
decided to shrink back my following list a little bit to keep things concise, i only softblocked anybody who’d been inactive for a couple weeks/moved to a new blog. though i did break a couple of mutuals— nothing personal, just want to focus on what i already have going on!
now that there’s the very mild potential that there is Something Wrong i have become hyper aware of my body and there’s nowhere to put it. the awareness, not the body. is what i’m noticing a real thing? is it a new thing? is it psychosomatic? has it been like that all this time? is it because of something else? does it add up to something? to nothing?