#I'M LOSING MY FCKIN MIND

[adlamu]

blond!fletch is so gender to me it physically hurts. like these two specific pictures especially:

#newtrabble #depechays #fletch #don't look at me it's 4am and i'm losing my fckin mind

[doodlegirl1998]

I don't get the hate all might recieves from this fickle fandom while Aizawa gets praised over the moon.

Yes All might have told izuku to give up first but I don't see anything wrong now or even when I first watched season 1. The man has more experience and has already seen his fair share of cruelty over the years. He knows the difficulty of being a Hero with a quirk and even with all of that power, It took him losing his stomach to beat AFO. All might was being realistic here. He didn't want to be reckless & give false hope or encouragement here. Also he didn't laugh or outright tell him to quit. He told izuku who had no power to try other ways to become a Hero which was being a policeman.

2nd what did izuku do before meeting all might?. Absolutely nothing. On top of being quirkless He didn't have a strong physique to back it up. Sure he wrote analysis on quirks, heroes and villains but that's not gonna help in the longer run. All Might wouldn't know what Izuku would've gone through in life till this point. He doesn't know izuku was suicide baited. I'm not bashing Izuku but trying to see this from AM's side as well. Maybe he could've seen Izuku's behaviour to determine that the kid was abused but then again the man was also in a hurry and probably wasn't in the right frame of mind after displaying his long kept secret to a middle school kid.

Still All Might fckin apologized for his earlier comments and approved Izuku. He helped izuku get in shape, and gave his quirk. Encouraged him time and time again positively.

Wtf did Aizawa do? Ridiculed Midoriya infront of everyone. Never apologized. Never once supported him and always put izuku's abuser on a pedestal. Heck izuku should've been in top 10 in the apprehension test. He had better physical stats than Denki, Jiro, uraraka ( yeah she wasn't OP with her quirk during that time and had a lot of stamina issues), Koji, Mineta, Toru, Ashido to name some. Are we sure Aizawa didn't rig the exam?. Narrative protected that POS. Never once encouraged Izuku, never helped him when he was struggling with his quirk. Never even bothered to train his students in quirkless combat but went out of his way to tutor Shinso. His only good points are being a good hero and a good gaurdian for Eri but that ain't enough for getting this much praise. He knew Iida was going after Stain but didn't do anything.

All Might has flaws being a teacher but he at least tries his best to help Izuku with his problems and always been there for him. He encouraged his students every time. Trains them and has always been there for them unlike a certain someone.

All of All Might's good points outweigh Aizawa's by a higher margin.

End of my rant, i just see this as too unfair how fanfics bash All might for no fuckin reason while it coddles Aizawa. Especially the Dekuverse fics. Heck Hori himself treats All Might like shit in canon. The Izuku solo arc is a good proof.

All Might deserved better both in Canon and in Fanon.

Hi @bakutrash 👋,

I get it in the sense that the fandom follows suit of what the story itself is doing - AM gets critiqued more than Aizawa by the narrative (since Aizawa is Hori's favoured mouthpiece) and the fandom follows suit.

Dadzawa as a trope is also largely wish fulfilment. The wish to see 1A as a family and the wish to see Aizawa as the 'stern mentor/ father figure with a heart of gold' archetype. When Aizawa is not this - especially not to Izuku.

If anything All Might is Izuku's key mentor / father figure in the story. He made his mistakes in regard to Izuku but made up for them and apologised. AM also does his best to learn how to be a teacher and be supportive to Izuku and take care of him. Aizawa never does and Hori parades all of his actions as logical so the fandom (at large) doesn't critique him for them.

All Might is traumatised but Hori rarely focuses on it (unlike Aizawa's trauma), so it gives him less sympathy and exploration from it by the fans.

All Might fought a battle only his power in OFA could win. It was quirkless Izuku acting to save Bakugou that made All Might aware that Izuku had potential and that he shouldn't have been so hasty to judge him. All Might also didn't know Izuku took to analysis and suggested alternatives to heroics he felt more suited to a quirkless person.

Adding to this, All Might also began Quirkless himself so it's unlikely he would actually hold extreme Quirkist views like I've seen in some bashing fics (actually looking at Canon Aizawa displays more quirkest attitudes than All Might*.)

Yet the majority of the fandom focuses on All Might's intial refusal of Izuku's dreams and scapegoat him for Izuku's lack of self worth. - The narrative does this too, disgustingly through Bakugou's mouth, not acknowledging once that Bakugou and poor Teachers to Izuku (like Aizawa) are the cause of it.

Did Aizawa rig the exam? I think (and a lot of others critical of Aizawa) think he did. As you rightly pointed out Izuku should have been higher in the quirk apprehension test than he did (especially since he trained religiously and followed a training plan made by the Number One hero for months!)

Unironically, Aizawa at the beginning of the story seemed to dislike Midoriya, and consistently he has favoured Bakugou over him (more on this point later.)

He also viewed Bakugou's bullying as a "rivalry."

Why is this?

Other than the actual reason - Aizawa is Hori's Mouthpiece and therefore have him be Bkg's biggest simp to try to make us like him - there are two options.

1) Aizawa is either not as observant as he thinks he is (supported by him falling asleep all the time - so obviously by doing this he would miss things.) 2) OR Aizawa is malicious and thinks Midoriya needs to toughen up and deal with his bully like he did.

Neither of these options make Aizawa look particularly good. But 1) has room for growth and 2) does not.

Where is the logic in the Quirk Apprehension test? It favours those quirks that Aizawa claims he dislikes that the entrance exam favours - those flashy and combattive quirks such as the ones that belong to Bakugou, Todoroki and Yaoyorozo.

Additionally, singling out Izuku like that, on the first day would be realistically massively damaging to a student and to the classes morale overall.

Would you be comfortable with a 'third parent' (as these homeroom teachers are meant to be) or a teacher in general who does that to a classmate or to you the second they show they need some help? I wouldn't be...

Where is the logic in favouring Bakugou (who essentially a worse version of Aizawa's bully at U.A - Sensoji) or Shinsou who didn't work for his dream of Heroism and only attempted to skate in on his powerful quirk? These should both be characters that Aizawa (from what we are narratively told about him) dislike. Yet Hori does not allow this to occur as Aizawa is Hori's favoured mouthpiece and Hori wants him to have a mini me in Shinsou.

*- There appears to be a degree of quirkism ironically at play here. Bakugou is favoured because he is confident and has a quirk that is "perfect for heroics".

Whereas Shinsou is favoured because Aizawa sees someone like himself. The other students - Aizawa isn't shown to care all that much (aside from the additional to the story artworks.)

And as for Eri, Aizawa seems to care for her but honestly we don't see her nearly enough to judge whether he's actually a good guardian. There's also the fact of Aizawa seeming to struggle to take care of himself and how he treats his students so realistically, would he be a good guardian to her?

In universe, in spite of all logic, Aizawa has apparently been teaching as 'hardass ExpellZawa' for years without consequence - against himself or UA as an institution .

And Aizawa has never once reflected on the long term damage that all of his trauma response methods would do on all his students - not just the ones he expelled.

Hori never even had Aizawa question himself at any point - because the fact that he's Hori's mouthpiece means Aizawa is never meant to be wrong so he never believes himself to be. That stunts him as a character.

Even the revelation of Kurogiri as KurOboro didn't make him do this.

Aizawa, as he is in canon, is heavily traumatised, too set in his ways and too much of a mouthpiece for Hori. Hori also either doesn't see the point of or the interest in having Aizawa grow from his mistakes and heal from his trauma - which is a shame.

Whereas All Might, as he is in canon, is also heavily traumatised, has been crapped all over by Hori but is shown to do his best in learning and growing from his mistakes - both as a teacher and mentor to Izuku.

Final thoughts:

Sorry I responded with a rant of my own!

Personally, I find Dadzawa fine in a fic, as long as it has DadMight too OR has Aizawa make up for his mistakes to the class and grow as a mentor.

However, as time has gone on and I've got more into MHA, I find it really irritates me to see a fic bash All Might. Especially using Aizawa to do so, when in canon Aizawa has done much worse as a teacher - especially to Izuku and his past classes.

I stand by the opinion that although Canon!Aizawa may care for Class 1A as he currently acts - he should not be a homeroom teacher or have his trauma responses be praised as 'logical teaching.'

#anti bakugou katsuki #anti bakugou #Anti Aizawa Shota #mha critical #Aizawa Shota critical #Bnha critical #Aizawa critical #Shinsou Hitoshi critical #Give expellzawa a therapy and recovery arc #He should not be a teacher as he is #But he deserves to heal from his trauma

[inventedfangirling]

BEST of BL's in 2023 [Thai edition]

(more accurately my favourites from 2023, so that i have something to show for the 100s of hours i spent watching them lmao)

I Feel You Linger In The Air - Head & Shoulders above (almost) every single piece of queer media i've ever watched. Khun Yai and Jom will be forever icons. That drunk poem confession will NEVER be topped. Also LESBIANS AHHHHHH also the way the show explored intimacy AHHH just end meeee

2. Moonlight Chicken - Aof strikes again. Gave me Uncle Jim, Heart, Li Ming and my baby boy Gaipa- the music, the cinematography, the writing, the found fckin family - i will recommend it to EVERY one on the planet if i could.

3. Be My Favourite- I did not expect to enjoy this show as much as i did. I loved what they were tryna say. I LOVED the queer undertones in EVERYTHING. if not for the asexual erasure and Not being an absolute asshole this would have been quite the perfect show. And man is Gawin so darn sculpted perfection, LOOK AT THAT FACE, how to not admire!? Also Pearmai my beloved. AND THAT POEM in episode 11 ARGHHH

4. Bed Friend - I know this was a polarizing series in a lot of ways and I agree to some of the complaints raised BUTTTTTT NET MY FRENZ NET! How am i supposed to not melt into a complete puddle watching King pretend to not be absolutely in love with Uea, and treating him like the babygirl he is, when he looks like THAT. I'm but a mere mortal.

5. La Pluie - I kinda liked the show and disliked it in equal amounts. Saengtai annoyed me quite a LOT towards the end BUT his brother Sangtien - Suar Kritsanaphong had me in the palm of his hand. Him and his kiss with Lomfon is etched firmly in my brain. It HAD to be on this list.

6. Only Friends - Gawd. The Promise. The Promise of it all. Thats what maddens me THE MOST. There was just SO MUCH that they could have done. Even if they stuck with a lot of their similar choices i would have still put it higher up on the list if they hadn't undone all the good work they did in the final episode. I couldnt even bring myself to rewatch anything from this one cos of how disappointingly it ended. That being said - FirstKhao KILLED it as usual, i CANNOT wait for their next one, BOSTON deserved better and my MVP- Mark Pakin AHHH i NEED him on EVERY SHOW EVER but also in ways concerning to me GAWD WHAT A TALENT AND WHAT A FACE.

7. Laws of Attraction - Charn you guys. Charn and his utterly deranged expressions and his even more deranged ex. And ofc everything else the show offered. The drama. The mystery. The family. The romance. THE LESBIANS!!!!? Few things not to love. Especially the finale with all the domestic husbanding going on. Precious af.

8. Hidden Agenda - Far too much nonsensical plotlessness going on here for this to claim this position BUT i'm just a girl watching Joong swoon over his man and losing it in the corridor and proceeding to do that myself cos man he's so damn good in these kinda scenes. I think he'd be good in more serious ones too but I would much prefer it if it was with somebody who could offer more than Dunk (no shade he very cute himself)

POTENTIAL FAVS

The following is a list of shows i loved/liked it a LOT but still watching/running so I can't fully judge

(in no particular order except the first one cos who am i to put an aof show not at the top of any list)

Last Twilight [BEST THING EVER I AM WHOLLY AND IRRETRIEVABLY IN LOVE IM GONNA REWATCH IT LIKE ITS MY JOB PLS I NEED IT TO STICK THE LANDING SO BAD]

Love in Translation - episode 4 what a beauty, one of my fav episodes of any BL in 2023 ever- just LOVED the whole fake date thing - it was EVERYTHING

Wedding Plan - Leads are cute. Lesbians are cuter. Made me laugh. Also CUTENESS hello

Night Dream - Who doesn't love a long unrequited but actually totally requited love story?

The Sign - nothing i can ever say is gonna be enough to encompass just how mind-blowing this series is from concept to execution to CGI to costumes to the gorgeous leads with fckin electric chemistry AND the PINING and the will they won't they arhhhh- TOP TIER STUFF

Cooking Crush - i went into this with minimal expectations, the trailer didnt do much for me BUT oh my gawd i had SO MUCH FUN with each episode, i laughed SO much and i am very much looking forward to the rest of it

Cherry Magic - TayNew back again together. Karan and his gorgeous existence. Loved the og. The trope where one believes they are hard to love & someone who loves them like it’s breathing- its literally made for this show and i am SUPER excited where it goes. PLS PLS PLS let them keep the aroace character aroace PLEASE!?!?!?

#2023 bl wrapped #thai bl wrapped #i feel you linger in the air #moonlight chicken #be my favorite #bed friend #la pluie #laws of attraction #hidden agenda #only friends #last twilight #love in translation #cooking crush #the sign #cherry magic thai #night dream #wedding plan #if i missed any i'd be devastated okay byeee #thai bl

[yourmajestyqueenelisa]

Fionna and Cake spoilers ahead if you haven't watched it yet.

So, disclaimer that I haven't really watched all of Adventure Time, especially the latter seasons, so I'm not like super familiarized with Simon Petrikov as a character beyond him as Ice King and Marceline's flashbacks of him.

But after watching the Winter King episode of course I came on Tumblr and everyone was going crazy abt him because of course they were! I mean look at him, he's such an interesting charismatic character!

But one thing I noticed was ppl talking about how different he was from our Simon, in the sense that he was pretty morally ambiguous/evil in placing the crown's madness curse on Bubblegum. Which needless to say, YES, huge evil dick move by him

So that's not the part I find interesting... But rather that a lot of ppl were comparing that to our Simon who is a very good boy™️ and would never ever even consider doing something like that, which... I mean, are we forgetting that just a couple episodes ago he was torturing that duck guy with electricity (who fckin died from this) to do an arcane ritual to talk to his dead wife/bring her back/??? (Not sure what exactly the ritual was) through the chaos entity she became.

Like, that's pretty evil! And mean! I think the whole "our Simon would absolutely never" takes make sense from a perspective that he seems to be a very caring person to the ppl he knows and loves like with Betty or Marceline, so yes I don't think he'd do it to PB, but the idea that he wouldn't do that to someone else (Maybe someone he dislikes, or barely knows?) Doesn't seem far-fetched from his character thus far in Fionna and Cake.

Like, say Winter King didn't die, made the copy of the crown, and our Simon stayed with him for a while, while slowly regaining the powers of the crown and losing his mind, and Winter King revealed to him how he managed to retain himself through passing on the curse (he did say, in his song, something along the lines of "perhaps he could teach him how" to do it)

I wouldn't put it past our Simon, with the influence of Winter King, and desperation not to lose himself completely again, to go through with it. Perhaps it would even be pretty in character for him, despite his shock when he found out abt it from PB (he did mention he felt kinda vindicated by it even if he found it pretty vile, Idk).

Maybe there's some context or character element of Simon's that I'm missing here? Is there some extra context to what he was doing to the duck guy that I dont know abt because I didnt watch the whole of Adventure Time that makes it less fucked up... Somehow? I don't know. I kinda wanna see people's thoughts on this, or why it seems that my vision of our Simon as a character seems so different from a lot of the tumblr community.

#fionna and cake #winter king #simon petrikov

[winter-tospring]

They all did Anakin dirty, I hate them 😭😭😭😭😭 I hate Yoda the most, what a fucking bitch, from the beginning he just ruined this poor kid's life, and then kept going over and over, like give him a fucking break, my god, so all these movies he says he should just obey them and not fear, nor hate, not feel anything "negative" but suddenly when it's convenient for him "please search your feelings" BITCH YOU TAUGHT HIM, FORCED JIM,IN ORDER FOR HIM TO BE SEEN AS A TRUE JEDI, THAT HE SHOULD REPRESS ALL HIS FEELINGS, AND NOW YOU EXPECT TO BE ABLE TO DIG IN EASILY AND WITHOUT CONFUSION????? that's not guidance, that's making him suspicious and WHY WOULDN'T HE BE, he SHOULD be suspicious, because YOU, YODA FUCKER, ARE AN ASSHOLE AND THE WORST, and he's right to not trust you and to feel resentment. All the feelings he expresses throughout his arc are valid and he does the best job at expressing himself and reflecting honestly, which is honestly impressive, and I personally resent that fckin council for dismissing it and treating him as a nothing who can't participate in Grown Up Conversations Because He's Not Experienced ™. The true child young adult experience. Being super skilled but put to the side by elders cause they can't stand that you're more talented than them. Like hello, he could've done the job Obi Wan was sent for and it would have given him a confidence boost to see the council trust him. He deserved that. He deserved to be recognized and not feared. The Jedi who claim that fear is the enemy are also the ones terrified of Anakin and his potential, hypocrites. And they do want to maintain their power. That's the thing, Palpatine isn't completely wrong about them, and that only further destroys Anakin's trust in the Jedi. The Jedi who take him away from his mom, telling him to never look back, then never recognize him, only fear him, instead of guiding, supporting, being a hand, and friends he can rely on in his life.

It's all so terribly horrible. All of it. All the things that happen to him. He's manipulated, and alone, and holding on to the one thing that's vulnerable with him, and of course he doesn't want to lose it. He has no one!!!! I didn't resent Obi-Wan as much in this movie, he did grow a bit, after being by Anakin's side for longer and him rubbing off on him. He's more relaxed with Anakin, but too naive about the Jedi. Anakin questions things and he is tragically naive, which is a dangerous combination for someone as powerful as him.

It's so terrible that he had to see the prophecies in his head. It's so terrible that Palpatine used him heartlessly. It's so terrible that Obi-Wan doesn't think a bit longer about what happened and why Anakin is like this, and then leaves him there, without saying a bad word about the Jedi.

You can so much see how much Anakin hates himself for turning to the dark side. The hood over his head feels like him hiding. The shame, and the necessity of this path, in his mind. It's so tragic, how used he was. It's heartwrenching to see him kneel to Palpatine, and accept his given name, and act for the abuser's side with tears in his eyes. It's too late, it's horrible. He needed lots of hugs 😭💔

Him being soft towards Luke later on makes all the sense. He does not want to be on this side. It was simply the inevitable side he had to be on, for the promise he was given. I can't fucking believe they even make him think HE killed Padmé. Maybe it contributed, what he did, but the RAGE in me about Palpatine telling him this. But anyway, the softness towards Luke, yes. Luke is so so similar to his dad, and freaking Yoda is freaking useless making Luke think his dad was horrible. Anakin was so much like Luke. Freaking Yoda keeping it to himself that he ruined his dad's life with his damn religion and restraining him instead of being a true friend. Luke would've loved his dad. And Anakin would be so proud of his son. And I'm so glad the last thing Anakin does is a proof of love that is not corrupted, but true to who he was before, and who he is, deep down, buried under the years of self loathing and manipulation. I'm so glad he met Luke, and that in the end, he was seen as himself, that it was recognized, at last, that he did have good in him. That his son, like Padmé, saw it, and believed in it, and fought for it. I'm so glad Anakin can even admit it to himself, after having Luke insist so much. How powerful that is. I'm also so glad he met Luke cause he just...should,you know? Anakin deserved that much.

#Star Wars #anakin skywalker #🥺

[neptunianashes]

it is insane, and when I say insane I really really truly deeply really mean fckin freaking insaaaane that men fall in love with women via bonding closer together, the more time we spend with the girl we like the more quickly we fall in love, the longer the relationship it last the more we want to have sex with that woman, because woman are the gatekeepers of sex but men are the gatekeepers of commitment, we know how to commit unlike dem bitches who are always testing you and as soon as their hypergamy emotions fail then she is gone and ready to leave your ass no matter if you are a millionaire or pretty boy. Men are not like that at all, we really fall in love the more sex we have the more we talk the more we bond together. Bonding and bringing together is how men fall in love but women fall in love completely the opposite of that and it's fucking really insane to me I cannot understand it for the love of god how it works because I'm losing my mind thinking how fucked up insane it is!!! Women fall in love when they are apart from us, they love the mystery, not knowing, making things go slower with distance, they fall in love when we don't answer back and they get nervous and paranoid, they fall in love with DISTANCE and I cannot make it make sense to my mind. How the fuck do you fall in love in distance you sick fucks?!?! I literally cannot make it make sense it's crazy. Be clingy and she will hate you, push her away and she will get wet, it's fucking me up tbh. The more attention and devotion you give to her the more you put her on a pedestal the less she will like you, she can only fall in love with you if you unavailable for her and she is begging for your attention. They want what they cannot have it's insane. My mind cannot comprehend this shit it's fucking me up so hard. If I kiss a girl or have sex with a girl and I really really like it then it makes sense to me that the more I kiss her the more I will like her even more, it's easy it's straight forward, it's not complicated, it's not hard to understand, it's not boring to do the things you love, you are literally falling in love bonding closer with the person you love. How tf can it work the other way around aaaaaaaa how mfs bitches can fall IN LOVE the more APART and FAR AWAY they are from you. They are not kissing you and to them that's making them fall in love and going crazy thinking about you. I just can't deal with women logic. It makes me want to bang my head with the wall. I just cannot. They are crazy, I don't like it. The more I cuddle with the girl I love the more that girl will feel like home to me the more attached I get, but women get attached when they spend time apart and think "when they are going to see him next, i wonder what he is doing right now" that's the tension that makes a woman fall in love. I just can't deal with this shit. I need someone to erase my mind. Women are such a headache sometimes. Some of them want nice guys but fuck bad boys, some of them want bad boys but fall in love with nice guys, some of them said they want someone making more than 100k a year but go with someone in debt or unemployed just to fuck and get pregnant cause he triggered her hypergamy but then goes back to her husband. They ask for devotion but lose interested if they receive it. The only thing I understand about women is that they do not know what they want, they really never have a single clue about what they want, they just follow whoever triggered their hypergamy brain and that changes every time it is never fixed. I feel so hopeless, I feel like I will never be able to be with someone again because of the way I love and the way I want to be loved.

[phasebun]

I feel like Professor Utonium from PPG sprinkling some self-insert in my OCs and that's why I'm losing my fckin mind daily

#brainjazz #they've become alive I'm ngl but it's so fun thinking about reactions in certain scenarios and how they would personally handle things #also more small interactions besides missions/murder/etc

[rice-crispy-treats]

I don't like bragging but i need to talk about this because i'm excited

I am going to see Hamilton in FCKIN NYC ON BROADWAY

my sisters got together and bought tickets for us to go for my birthday i'm literally losing my mind

[chompe-diem]

hi hello hi so this is, as stated, another one of those mfin dropout/d20/naddpod blogs that's trawling around on this site

pretty damn new to the content :p i literally only got my dropout subscription like a monthish ago and started listening to naddpod like less than 2 weeks ago lol

not really any previous experience with consuming or participating in any d&d/ttrpg content, except for finding it intriguing from afar and watchin like a couple of random oneshots, but it definitely kinda has minorly consumed my life atm lol (and by that i mean. i am listening to naddpod 24/7. i cant stop. i wld say to send help but i don’t think i want it.)

current pc faves have been acofaf andhera (adore that fucking loser <33), resident frogman prince gerard, n beverly toegold the fifth ;p

stuff ive watched, am watching, & lookin forward to watching under the cut lol :p

have watched:

- game changer

- dirty laundry

- make some noise

- d20 court of fey and flowers

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in progress:

- d20 neverafter [as it updates ^-^]

- d20 coffin run [ive been almost done with it for weeks now i swear i'll finish it at some point]

- naddpod campaign 1 bahumia [about halfway thru as of this post !!!]

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esp excited to watch in the future:

- d20 mice and murder. hi it's a detective mystery with those little guys??? starring some epic ch peeps? and again a murder mystery featuring little fucking guys???? am absolutely watching this d20 campaign next r u kidding

- d20 unsleeping city! honestly none of the currently-completed intrepid heroes campaigns had necessarily rlly caught my eye even tho i find neverafter super fun and the cast fuckin awesome, but i think this is the one that i've been eyein the most so 👀 after mice n murder, i think this one's next

- the other naddpod campaigns. esp the main ones but the smaller ones i'm super eyes at as well. as of rn i am pretty much obsessed with it and am trying Desperately to finish campaign 1 so i can at least consume some good fucking fancontent w/out worrying about spoilers. anyways yeah naddpod Currently been the thing ive especially been losing my mind over *gnashes my teeth and does grabby hands* it's simply sooooooo. idk even but it is so. girl i literally started it like 2 weeks ago and i've barely been listening to music (something i tend to do very very often) be i'm just listening to it all the fckin time. like as i am typing this im losing my mind a bit over ep. 51 the nannerfly effect which i am halfway thru and having some goddamn Feelings about. ok im gonna stop talking now but yes i Do indeed think naddpod is pretty neat (as probably evidenced by this wholeass chunk of text *flashes u an awkward smile* whoopsie)

#ive been a tumblr user for... definitely not as long as some ppl but like ive got a solid handful of years in my back pocket at this point #and girl. i still dont know how to make an intro post to save my life #ive never listed shit like this before idk if thats weird 😭😭 #but im def not up to date wall the content so ig?? it makes sense? for like spoilers n stuff?? idfk man #anyways hi super new and super hyped to post bullshit

[zookoo]

Another personal thing under the cut related to the last personal I posted about my boyfriend and our friend! DEVELOPMENTS

Link in case yall are following along at home

Ok so things have kinda progressed since then, but I am A BIT high rn and may or may not make sense!

Now time for the update: I am still losing my mind! I am losing it. There have been so many conversations that have been so incredibly sexually charged, from what we all like in bed (exTREMELY detailed) and what would be ok for all of us to do and all that, the circumstances J has previously asked for threesome(s), saying I'm hotter than other women he's found attractive, stuff about my ass, etc. But nothing has actually happened. And I. !!!

So a few weeks ago, I was going to go to bed, but C and J were staying up. C went to kiss me goodnight and got a little touchy, and I said, "But J is waiting for you." and so he went back, but I asked if he'd like to listen to us through mic sometime, and J was down for it.

Then the other night, the three of us were playing (rocket league??idk) and C again got a bit touchy but didn't remove/mute any of our mics, and J was definitely aware of what was going on and it was HOT anyway that's a change in The Situation.

I hope this all happens again. J has come to visit us twice, but nothing physical has happened although there has been so much flirting and talk and ! I am just losing my mind! I don't even remember if any irl friends are following me any more but gonna leave this here anyway: I so hope my boyfriend's best friend ends up fckin me/us cause i been havin dreams and it's just *chef's kiss* also almost certainly sure now that J would be down for it, but he is afraid of C, and C has said he doesn't want another dick in me

BUT i can dream

#personal #losing my gotdam mind over here #c #j

[funtomrabbits]

HIM

#I'M LOSING MY FCKIN MIND #kuroshitsuji #kuroshitsuji spoilers #kuro spoilers #ciel phantomhive #real ciel #black butler #LOOK AT HIM AAAAA

[blue-madd]

Me, trying to watch a movie :

My parame : *starts making weird noises and moving around for no reason*

#im trying to do something here wtf is up with him #he does that everytime. EverYtimE #whY?!!?? #im trying to watch a movie & there's a fckin alien screeching in the background like his life depends on it #or sometimes he just starts humming with his lil baby voice while rocking his head & being overly inattentive and its just so relaxing- #like i'll just start paying more attention to him than to the movie bc hearing him humming is just. soo relaxing #and then he just starts doing shit like playing with his babies or messing with his lovers while they're trying to focus on the movie #and i'm just here Screaming inside bc wtf is this #i can never just do something. he ruins all the movies i watch #sometimes something dead serious happens on screen & he just goes 'oh nooe' with his precious baby voice & everything seems vain #and other times he does the same thing but nothing is happening so you look at him & he turns to you with the saddest eyes & says shit like #'i broke my pen' #and you just start LosiNg yOur ShiT #like wtf dude we're watching a movie here why are you doodling a piece of art #or no don't play with the babies stop it's distracting everyone don't get them to make weird noises with you just wAtch the dAmn mOvie babe #and then he just keeps going while we all collectively lose our minds #or he starts getting on his phone sending texts or playing tetris & then he misses half of the plot & he's like 'wait what just happened' #babe Focus please.. i will kill you in your sleep (except he doesn't sleep but oh well who cares) #i am so tired i have consumed so many medias & i remember none #not only bc of Him but i already have trouble focusing/remembering shit & he just makes it impossible #like it's his job to ruin my life or something #(im not giving him up tho. he stays i love having him in my mind he does good work here he is good) #paras rant #madd #maladaptive daydreaming

[the-formerone]

literally this close to writing an aggretsuko/naruto x-over once i finish my kill la kill/naruto and also my ponyo and also my spirited way x-overs

#i'm a mess my drafts are so fckin full #i Will write the sakura/neji spirited away crossover this summer #the sasunaru ponyo fic WILL happen #and god sasuke as ryuko and itachi as satsuki is too fucking funny for me to leave it alone #sakura Is retsuko sasuke Is resasuke shikamaru Is haida #i'm gonna lose my gd mind #i will never actually publish the narusaku thank you for the meal fic will i #i will never finish any of these will i #ao3

[herethereberodents]

I lose my mind every time it gets to the pub scene with Thomas and Chris, and Chris is like 'you know you want to' and Thomas just fckin SLAMS HIS DRINK DOWN HIS THROAT like yup okay I'm getting a dicking let's go

#thomas barrow #Chris webster #downton abbey

[ynkkoo-a]

good morning kookoo :)))) youtu(.)be/uJfpK6Hmrjs

            HELLO??? KJSHKDJD  nonnie  ..  nonnie  what  enticed  u  …  what  enticed  u  to  send  this  when  i  was  ALREADY  in  myfeelings  abt  GGUKIE  COMING  HOMEKSJHDKJHSK  good  morning  to  meMCNBVMNX

#koo.exe has stopped working #KJSHDKJHSKD #the way that i was expecting smth soft HELPKSHKDJHK #he's literally a DREAM i'm fckin .. #nonnie WANTED me to lose my mind 2day i see .. KVMNCMNV #╰ ♡ › ❪ 🍓 ❫ ↝ my magic shop ｡ #╰ ♡ › ❪ 🍓 ❫ ↝ anonymous ｡

[ineedtherapist]

after like a week of inactivity i am going to bombard your ask with random things that are totally out of context i love gingers and i have an oc who is a ginger, and there's this boy at my school who looks just like him and everytime i see him i'm like that wojak meme who has his mouth opened and is pointing at something in the distance, and that boy doesn't know i am referring to him as my oc's name when i'm talking with my friends and he will never know.

once upon a time i woke up with a terrible stomach pain, like it was so painful i almost shed a tear, and i rarely cry. so i ran up to the bathroom and i passed out. when i gained conciousness i looked at myself in the mirror and i was pale as a ghost's butt cheeks. i left the bathroom and my mom is like "what happened" and i told her "eh, nothing much, just passed out" my dog was looking at me and i tried not to laugh, bcuz he has a dumb little face. so anyway, that day i stayed at home

when i was in preschool i had a crush on a boy who punched me in the guts, and my headcanon is that jotaro did the same when he liked someone when he was young

i was once writing a kny rp in which i totally lost my mind; so i live in poland, right? and me and my friends transformed bucci gang into a pathological polish family (i know it's about kny, but wait) and abbacchio was a king of the district and just a hobo in general. so i took him and just rammed him into demon slayer's universe and he was like... an alcoholic demon sage who helped the entire gang defeat astro-people, who were mostly based on teachers at my school and a few problematic people. you know, just for giggles. abbacchio's (we were calling him "boadicea" back then) power was to create an alcohol barrier and everything was just like... what the frick's happening

ALCOHOL BARRIER-

u really can't take abba seriously can you 💀

but ngl it fits him a lot.

WDYM 'eh nothing much I just passed out' like bro?? why?? how?? spill the tea homie. 😋

I'm counter attacking urs out of context with mine now cuz LMAO THIS IS SO FUN TO READ

Back when I was 15 I used to make a whole verse of psychological horror AU based on my teachers n bestie.

my teachers are like.. in their 40's/50's💀

BRO DON'T BLAME ME, MY BESTIE HAVE DADDY ISSUES AND SHE ALWAYS FALL FOR OLDER PPL NOT YOUNGER THAN 30 EVEN NOW.

So I was like well- why don't we make a spinoff of that. So we got like the whole verse set up. character development, angst, fluff, horror you name it. We even make headcannons and ship. mind you, I haven't discover tumblr yet and doesn't even realize what I'm doing lol.

It's basically just me making ocs and lores to indulge my bestie in her endless crushing for dilf till now

WE ALSO PUT A CHARACTER INSPIRED BY OUR COUNTRY MINISTER IN THERE AND YES, MY BESTIE HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM TOO 👹

One of me and my bestie pretty close friend are one of the main cast but she never know and we never tell her to this day 👍

spoiler : she die in s1

Ever since I was 13, I'm actually subconsciously fixated on blondie 💀

fictional-wise that is.

it's either cuz they're too hot for no reason or they just fit into my preferences a lil bit too much.

HOLY COW I JUST REALISE SPEEDY IS ALSO A FCKIN BLOND-

There are a few more blond I use to like but those are the dark times, we don't talk about it. 💀

Back when I was 9 I almost lose my thumb and index finger cuz my dumb ass of a kid think I'm old enough to cut sugar canes with my gramps machete without being supervised by adults. cry a lot.

When I was 10, me and my cousin pretend we're forming a band. We're sitting at my gramp self-build resting hut (??) with self-made slide 😎

So as I was guitaring the broom on top of a fcking ladder in the hut with my cousin whose sitting on the floor, I cutely fell off the ladder and twist my wrist. doesn't cry but it hurt af bro 🌚

I used to have 3 cats, one die. been 6 years since that day. pick up a new one 2/3 years ago. they fight a lot lol cuz the other two are sibs and the new bb kinda invading their territory. doesn't fight as much nowadays tho. still remember my bb girl from 6 years ago a lot cuz she's the sweetest out of all 4 and she isn't here anymore :)

#al shits #al brohomies #al homies #al-ask