#I'M NOT OKAY

[merry-kuroo]

Shogun episode 9 has me screaming, crying, in shambles--I will never get over the awesomeness, the sadness, and the beauty of this episode.

John and Mariko were doomed lovers right to the very end 💔

#I'm not okay #shogun spoilers #shogun #john blackthorne #toda mariko

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

levi fucking "spends post-war free time handing out candy to kids" ackerman

#I'M NOT OKAY #AHHHHHHHHHHHHH #screaming #i love him sm im sobbing #dadvi fuel #aot spoilers #snk spoilers #my gifs #levi #levi ackerman #levi heichou #captain levi #attack on titan #aot #shingeki no kyojin #shingeki no kyoujin #snk

[haydenthewitch]

thinking about Buddy Dawn meeting helio in the afterlife. thinking about buddy dawn asking helio why betral happens. thinking about him (possibly) waking up to kristen, cleric of doubt and uncertainty, chosen of his god , who still doubted the church anyways, reviving him. Thinking about him waking up with the light of twilight and suddenly realizing that none of his frenids nor his god ever had his back.

suddenly realizing that bad things happen to good people. suddenly understanding that when you live your life with blind faith, your afterlife is disappointing, and your "frenids" slit your neck open.

Thinking about him going home to his (probably) ultra religious family knowing that helio did not save him or warn him about the knife at his neck, and maybe even resenting kristen a little bit becuse maybe the chosen one of the church would have been warned. asking himself for the first time why helio did what he did. wondering if this life was worth it.

maybe buddy dawn suddenly knows that this isn't the life he wants. Maybe it takes a whole ark for him to realize it. Maybe he takes revenge out on the rat grinders. maybe he takes his frustration out on helio. maybe he leaves helio for cassandra, letting himself revel in doubt and mistery, allowing him to question "why?" for the first time in his whole life. Maybe he leaves helio for ARNKANA, allowing himself justified rage, and getting the justice he feels he desrves.

god. fuck man. buddy dawn, i hope you find peace no matter what. and i hope you also meet your god and go, "He kinda sucks tbh" and you and kristen bond over that.

#buddy dawn #dimension 20 #demension20 #dropout #brennan lee mulligan #dropout tv #fhjy #d20 fhjy #fantasy high junior year #fantesy high #fantasy high #i'm not okay

[massiveharmonytiger]

I see your "Hannibal killing Will's surrogate daughter who lured and ate people (Hannibal's style of killing) the way lambs get slaughtered for food,"

and I raise you "Will killing Hannibal's surrogate son who hunted and mauled people (Will's style of killing) the way animals get mauled when they infringe on each other's territory."

Do you fold?

#it's details like this that make me feral #screaming crying shaking #hannibal #hannibal lecter #will graham #hannigram #all gods demand a sacrifice #did you think that you could change me the way i changed you #i already have #i'm not okay

[sky-is-the-limit]

#I'm not okay #until my mouth recognises every atom #bruised throat and everything #captain price #john price #captain john price #captain price smut #barry sloane #cod #call of duty #call of duty modern warfare #cod x reader #cod x you #task force 141 #141 x reader #cod 141 #ghost #simon ghost riley #könig #kyle gaz garrick #alejandro vargas #john soap mactavish #ghost smut #könig smut

[mychemicalraymance]

don't get caught smoking a butt in the 3rd floor bathroom.....

#my art #my chemical romance #mcr #mcr art #mcr fanart #mcr 2022 #mcr return #mcr 2023 #gerard way #frank iero #three cheers for sweet revenge #i'm not okay #inok #digital art #digital illustration #emo

[kagamikoi]

prompt for @/tinybingy jc trying to make yanli’s lotus rib soup for young jin ling, having some sort of breakdown over it bc its not the same and he can’t do it but jin ling eats it anyways and without meaning to makes jc feel a lot better about it all

#mdzs #mdzs fanart #mdzs gotcha for gaza #gotcha for gaza #jiang cheng #jin ling #I'M NOT OKAY #JC DESERVES A HUG #A-Ling is really his little sunshine sob #i care them sm #digital art

[defractum]

the whole book is variations of

Jean: You won't like the answers to your questions about me

the Trojans: You are correct!! Wow, we did not like the answers to our questions!!!!!!!

and i love it

#the foxhole court #aftg #the sunshine court #jean moreau #i'm not okay #every line was gold

[digitallytrying]

This has been haunting me for days, but.

Thinking about how Gale is the undisputable "most monogamous" of your romanceable companions. That he'll approach you if you flirt with someone else and have this heartbroken tone and make you choose between him and someone else. That if you ask for an open relationship he gets genuinely hurt and asks that this is never discussed again. That he sets firm boundaries and feels the need to apologize for being "old-fashioned" and that he describes giving you his whole heart and being incapable of sharing yours.

And then I think of his relationship with Mystra, the GODDESS, and I get this uneasy feeling. I know that there was no possible way Gale could've communicated exclusivity with her, an immortal Goddess who is known for her interest in young Wizard boys/men (which is already so fucking weird but we don't need to get into those implications for Gale rn).

I'm just thinking about being in this toxic power imbalance relationship where one of the factors you value most is violated, and you can't even begin to communicate those boundaries, and I'm like. Fuck. No wonder he's so intense about it in his next relationship. He doesn't want to endure that again.

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #i'm not okay #seriously fuck mystra #this isn't to say anything bad about being poly btw #monogamy is just important to gale and i hate thinking that his needs werent met #man deserves total love and devotion

[the-winter-soldat]

#i'm not okay #the winter soldier #bucky barnes #hail hydra #why #seriously why

[the-ria]

A faux poster for a faux movie, kinda what the original idea for the I'm Not Okay music video was! I don't know about y'all, but I would watch the hell out of it >:]

#art #mcr #my chemical romance #i'm not okay #poster #illustration

[pvppyjawn]

#life is strange #max caulfield #my art ☆ #i'm not okay #and i never will be

[littleststarfighter]

I’m still on my MCR kick. Think I’ll be here for a while as I’ve been reading so many great fics in the fandom. And fics always inspire me to draw. But this piece is inspired by their video for the 'I’m Not Okay (I Promise)' video. You can find it here as it’s brilliant. It’s filmed like a concept trailer for a very Heathers-esq High School film. Had to draw teen Gerard and Frank from it ♥ 

prints + patreon

#mcr #gerard way #frank iero #my chemical romance #frerard #mcr art #highschool au #i'm not okay #my fanart

[astrhae]

We could have been us.

#they were INSANE for this #it's the way that crowley drove away first in season 1 #and this time around it's aziraphale who walks away first #i'm so #i'm NOT OKAY #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #goodomensedit #my edits

[fangswbenefits]

Guys.... the way he holds Mayday.......... my baby fever....

#ruby rambles ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ #I'm not okay

[phosphorus-noodles]

empires + traffic girls when lizzie writes a love poem to joel in a mesa,

#HEY.<HEY #EYHRHS #EKHDJAWDKA #asdhJKCNDSJKFNKSDS #HDKJCNSKNRKEWEAW #I'M NOT OKAY #pho.posts #trafficblr #life series #secret life #jizzie #ldshadowlady #smallishbeans #empiresblr