#I'd draw this again and again tbh

[zkretchy]

Nothing better than having 2 favourite characters who are destined to kill each other every time <3

i say this as if I didn't love almost everyone connected to the Hachetfield-verse but the 50/50 survival chance for either of them is special to me personally okay

#i don't even mean this in a shipping way-idc tbh #i just enjoy the party they're having over here and there and everywhere #miss holloway #wilbur cross #hatchetverse #hatchetfield #starkid #nightmare time #blood #death #i'd love to say nothing implicit but there are some decent blood splatters #and some skeleton bits on wil's side ofc #choking #on holloways side...ofc #dw i can't draw guts nd stuff so nothing like that is around #oh also my artstyle isn't anything hyper or even semi realistic so if that's your limit...this isn't that #art #zkretchy #anyhow once again i am posting at like 3am when presumably none of my actual followers are awake #so to anyone around right now seeing this: hi #and if its 3am where you are too: go to sleep

[ecogirl2759]

OKAY, UM--

So I kinda showed @mossoroni's Crystal Ball Taka AU to my sister and we both loved it so much we literally died--

She told me that I needed to make a Mondo version of it lol, so say hello to my new Discord PFP :)

This is so dumb lol, how is the best pomp I've ever drawn on a ball??

Can you tell I got lazy with the shading?

(And I'm sorry for the ping (if it does ping you) idk how Tumblr works I'm still new and scared lol)

#kiyotaka ishimaru #ishimaru kiyotaka #mondo oowada #oowada mondo #danganronpa #danganronpa thh #trigger happy havoc #dr1 #dr1 thh #idk how to feel about this pic tbh #I'm so scared to post this lmao #Sorry for the ping again hehe #And sorry for the really bad framing too #I'm never listening to phonk while drawing balls ever again #Also don't ask how Mondo got his pomp #I just felt like I'd be doing him a disservice if I didn't give it to him #Idk maybe Hiro felt bad for trapping another friend in another ball and made him hair out of yarn #shitpost #I'm overthinking this hhhhh

[sleepinglionhearts]

Sometimes it's like. Ok, cool, small town, I can usually get a doctor's appointment same day, real quick and easy

And sometimes it's like well shit, small town, everyone is fucking sick, busy signal 4 times I call, get through and "oh, sorry, the earliest I could get you in is on the 22nd"

It is the 12th

#personal #i am Sick Again and have missed 2 days of work which is hell for my finances #i think i need to finally say goodbye to my savings account tbh nothing is going to be left in there #i don't think this is covid again i think I'm getting a sinus infection #had one of those afternoons where suddenly the post nasal drip started and i got a headache and it was like. hey what the fuck!!! #probably allergies.... but I'm uncomfy and my head feels like it is full of wool #congestion hell over here #thought I'd be ok to go to work today but i nearly fainted in the shower so.. don't wanna test my luck driving #thought 'oh no I've missed 2 shifts in a row I'd better have a doctor's note on hand and maybe keep this from getting worse' #not gonna happen i guess hsgshsgshsg #and I'm going thru the usual 'I'm at home all day i wanna sit outside i wanna draw i wanna paint' and i don't have the energy for it #it sucks it sucks it sucks

[meymeyzart]

Guilt

#yipee #I've been thinking about tatsumi every damn day its insane #so here's the guy in distress #fun fact I was originally going to draw him in his fs outfit but by the time I'd remembered he wore gloves- #i had already drawn in his nails and #metacarpals or whateverf #THE BONES #but it's fine I'm drawing him again right now in that outfit #I can't stop drawing him #kazehaya tatsumi #tatsumi kazehaya #enstars #ensemble stars #fanart #my art #cw eyestrain #? #the lighting and messing with the colour balance was tons of fun tbh #had no idea what to do with the bg shh

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

trying to change my major on the second day of classes just to keep things interesting

#i have come to a decision that i might regret but whatever #i just realized that the field i'd be working in would put me somewhere i'm not sure i want to be (it's comp sci btw) #and my eyesight suckssssss. i don't think having a job that requires a lot of looking at screens will do me any favors #so we're changing it! #and i might be double majoring too because i'm bad at making decisions and i have very varied interests #(maybe i want to be allowed in the art studios. is that too much to ask for?) #thinking i'll go with psychology and studio art #that or psych and geology (<-likes rocks) #currently trying to figure out how to do it w/o losing my financial aid #because if i lose it i'm just dropping out tbh #if this wasn't mostly covered i wouldn't be touching college #even if i love the campus and the buildings and a couple professors #actually my fav professor is a history professor maybe i should minor in history so i can see him again? i do love history a lot #but majoring in history would be silly because wtf would i do with a history degree? #anyways i'm also working on a stupid drawing thing today while i ignore my classwork because i'm dropping all of my classes #i was very inspired by that washing machine post #so get excited for that #or not. live your life #and unrelated to anything at all but i'm sitting outside and it is. so nice today #like beautiful weather even if it's been sweltering all last week #maybe it's because it's early as fuck #also unrelated to anything #but i love tumblrs tagging system #i want to tag all day every day #i will write a whole essay in the tags #no-one can stop me because i am undefeatable

[hawkspots]

Sometimes I just gotta return to my roots and draw Venti.

(Please reblog if you're comfortable doing so <3)

#genshin fanart #genshin impact fanart #genshin impact #my art #hawk's favorites #venti #venti genshin #barbatos genshin #technically if I REALLY wanted to return to this blog's roots I'd be drawing three houses again #(which tbh is in the plans lol... been having a lot of nostalgia for the game lately) #but Venti is my favorite genshin character and the one I've drawn the most so I figure it counts

[liauditore]

The thoughts, hand em over. (No pressure but I wanna hear em :D)

oh god what have u done.

context.

OK SO,. (BE WARNED THIS IS LIKE. REALLY LONG AND BRAINROTTY.)

first off i must put here as per the law i am not in fact armchair psychoanalysing mc youtubers grian and mister scott S. major this is me looking at the 3L series as is it were a performance and their actions in said series as characters and blah blah blah so on so forth this is Fanfiction and Shipping and woowoOOwoo We Are Being Sillyyy with a miku song.

i'm gonna infodump abt a bunch of stuff including some heavy topics like emotional abuse and dubcon (NOT in detail the song just has those vibes)

so uh if you're reading this for Some Reason know that 👍

ALRIGHT WITH THAT OUT OF THE WAY Vampire the song itself is (at least my reading of it) a song about a toxic relationship. The singer is very much not a Good Person and the main chorus is just them disregarding their partner's needs and pushing the relationship even further.

But the singer isn't completely irredeemably evil, since they really do love the person they're abusing (in a childish sense of the word love, anyway) and seem to be at least acutely aware of how they're not really a good person.

But of course, they "eh whatever" these self-reflections pretty fast cus they're having fun with the relationship. This specific set of translyrics reads to me like a bit of self-victimizing as well like "oh, I'm so tortured by feeling like a bad person because of the way I treat you. But I love you so you don't really have a choice but to forgive me."

Speaking of translyrics this is where Micchi's version comes in. While I ADORE Rachie and Anthong's version I do have some nitpicks..? And one of those that I am unreasonably pet peeved by is this right here.

In the original JP version, the lyric is simply kimi mo vampire, meaning simply You're (also) a Vampire. It's alot more obvious a change and hits harder imo than "My little Vampire" which still puts the singer in the position of power.

Micchi's version of the lyrics on the other hand stick a lot closer to the original

And I might just be imagining this but there seems to be a switch in the power dynamic in this version as well. The singer is now inviting their partner to be "rough" with them and the repeating mantra of "you're the ONLY ONE for me" sounds more desperate than anything else.

Micchi's lyrics in general are a bit more wet cat coded. I still prefer Rachie's as a whole but Micchi's singer definitely seems to be more regretful of what they've done and blame themselves for essentially turning their partner into a different, more hostile person. (aka turning them into a vampire lol)

In a lot of ways the vampire metaphor is really unsubtle. Bloodsucking parasite attaches themselves to someone and turns them into a bloodsucking parasite as well.

SO HOW THE FUCK DID I GET GRAIN AND SCOOTER FROM THIS WELL.....

When I think about 3L one of the main things that lights up the lightbulb in my mind is the parallels between all of the four "main" partnerships, with Renchantyn vs Desert Duo as the most obvious comparison point but I think they all mirror and subvert each other really well.

Grian/Scott are like birds of a feather to me in a similar sense that Scott/Cleo are, but while Scott and Cleo have this mutual understanding with each other with Grian it's a bit more complicated.

I CAN't. FOR THE LIFE OF ME. FIND IT AGAIN bUT there was a bit in Third Life when Scott said to Grian "and maybe once our husbands are dead we can be free" and Grian laughs and that basically inspired this Whole Thing 🙏🙏

(an apology for all the wholesome flower husbands shippers who i know follow me cus im about to unleash my full toxic yaoi adaptation of them) (desert duo fans from what ive seen are already insane so you're okay)

In my own mind Grian and Scott are both somewhat.. manipulative? Might be a bit harsh of a word? But they definitely play to survive more than some of the other people stuck in there with them. (cleo too but she sucks at it and she can get her character analysis essay next week)

At least in my view, their partnerships with Jimmy and Scar respectively were born more out of a need for safety in numbers and to get someone to essentially keep them safe until they're no longer of use. Grian definitely felt bad about creeper-ing Scar in the first episode but I don't think he was quite expecting to spend the whole series in debt to him 😭😭

Scott (like the singer in the song oh my god) isn't really a monster so to speak, just someone who has a messed up view of love. Probably has some sort of tragic backstory that explains the way he is that we'll get to see in the anime adaptation idk. He does care for Jimmy but in like.. the way someone might care for and love a pet. You LOVE your dog to fucking death but you wouldn't like.. trust your dog with taxes or respect its autonomy.

also these lyrics are both hilarious to me considering the uh current brainrot.

Grian on the other hand probably Wants to be like Scott and be able to have someone wrapped around his fingers like that but he can't cus it's Scar not Jimmy and he's Grian and not Scott. I imagine he'd get tired of Scar's shenanigans when he's with him but as soon as he's left the room it's all why's it so quiet D: where's scar D:

I like to think that everytime he THINKS he has a handle on Scar finally and can actually stand a chance to survive this thing Scar does something completely unhinged off the wall and Grian's like WAIT WAIT WAIT NO

basically he gets way too attached and doesn't like it and to make it worse he has no idea wtf is going thru Scar's head👍

SO when they eventually team up I think Scott and Grian would have this little "wink wink nudge nudge they don't know" kinda thing going on.

and then in my little fanfiction world somewhere along the line Scott would end up sensing that Oh, We're actually not exactly the same.. interesting.. and kind of start looking at Grian with this sense of amusement/pity cus aww, look at you getting all attached to the person you were planning to betray, that's so cute and Grian would see the worst of himself reflected back to him via Scott. It ends up strengthening Desert Duo's relationship if anything else.

Of course then Jimmy dies and Scott's emotionally destroyed by it but he's still like.. skirting around it. I'd like to think he gaslights himself with any genuine Emotions he has cus like.. he knew this was coming, this is all according to plan, so why would he feel anything for him now that he's gone?

While Scott gets some time to come to terms with the fact that he actually cared about Jimmy too late for him to repair their relationship Grian and Scar end up punching eachother to death in a cactus ring. The End 👍

tl;dr i need to pick up writing fanfics cus oh my god

#asks #HAHAHAHAHA DON'T READ THIS #op is Unhinged #usually im more normal on my main i promise #but writing all this down was fun i should do it more #despite it all this couldve been even fucking longer #if i decided to go even more in depth w/ my toxic yaoi fh and whatnot #cus i do think jimmy ends up catching some bad habits and scotts like oh god what have i done a bit #BUT i am going to draw them again and i can rant abt them there #i think i almost wrote scott too evil here a bit?? but i reassure u he's just a Guy #like trap me in a death game i would manipulate a naive blonde boy too tbh #but i'd end up being grian cus im small and angry and unable to get a proper read on scar goodtimes #heavy brainrot #i might make this songs thing a series i liked doing this alot.... #i need a funky lil tag for it. #trafficshipping #<-- for filtering #trafficvocabrainrot

[rotisseries]

I've started trying to draw digitally on my phone and it took a minute to get used to because it's not a pencil but this fucks

#I've always wanted to try drawing digital bc I don't draw much traditional and tbh I think it's cause of issues that digital fixes #like obviously one isn't easier than the other you know #but with traditional you gotta make sure you have your stuff and erasing too much fucks shit up and I like to hide it #but for the last 2 years I've been sharing my bedroom so that's not as easy and I like privacy #and it's all just. easier. if I can just turn a device off and if the only thing you need is a screen and a stylus #but I didn't wanna ask for a tablet for it bc I couldn't be sure I'd actually USE it #since again. I don't draw much #but when I got my switch I bought a case that came with accessories. INCLUDING. a stylus. that works on my phone #so now I'm trying it with a free drawing program and yeah this is great #if I fuck up proportions I can just RESCALE BITS. YAY

[pearl-kite]

laurus nobilus - laurel

Fadeless affections; fame; glory; praise; prosperity; strength

delphinium - little larkspur - 💀

Airy; big-hearted; fickleness; levity; lightness

gladiolus - sword lily

Generosity; integrity; remembrance; strength; vibrancy

The yearly redraw of something I drew of Akos in 2019. I didn't think I'd be able to improve on Akos much so I put too much effort into the background. I like gold :B

2019 vs 2021

2020 exists on this blog but I don't like it, so if you want to check it out you have to go an extra step o3o;;;;;;

#digital art #art #artists on tumblr #draw it again #I still marvel at how much my baby's grown ;3; #I... may have gone a bit overboard with the background this time #I started this back in may and hated where it was going #but fiddled with it a bit recently and finally figured it was going well enough to finish and post #mainly because I didn't want the background to go to waste o3o #last year I didn't think I'd improve on akos and tbh I still prefer him from last year #like I think there are absolutely improvements this year #I just really like how he turned out last year o3o #flowers 🤝 wings #both overly detailed things I equally love and hate drawing #this really has just become an excuse to draw flowers #pk:ocs #pk:akos #16th birthday for him this fall o3o side character in my 2006 nanonovel to this so much growth ;3; #kirehn draws

[todayisafridaynight]

confession: sometimes I come to look at your art as references because you have noted details like moles + looking at what colors u put down in my quest to find what something looks like under neutral lighting I know the shit here has been thoroughly researched

i will be normal upon learning this news.

#fave #snap chats #JUST KIDDINGLAKJVKLE I CANT EVEN MAKE A FUNNYMAN™️ COMMENT THAT'S SUCH AN HONOR THANK YOU SO MUCH #especially when i'm such a fan of your own work... i love your lighting and shading and how Shaped everyone is so much... #just the FEEL yk i cant explain it but your art just feels super great to look at.. #the funniest thing bout being sent this today is ironically i was gonna make more 'model sheets' for myself like how i did with y2 daigo #dunno why i just felt compelled to do so.. just so i could draw bitches without having to think ACTUAL Rotating Like An SSBB Trophy moment #except this one i'd make more note heavy..... cause idk i always wanted to do that tbh.. #if my arm didnt hurt i probably would ☠️ maybe tomorrow or if im too stubborn later tonight i will ☠️☠️ #but wow... again thank you that means a lot. new favorite compliment achieved thank you... #i do spend hours looking at these bitches so im glad. im glad thats apparent i pay attention 😫 #in truth i dont even draw EVERY mole on every character- daigo is esp awkward because his moles change throughout games #the moles i draw are specifically for the ps3 era/y3-75 #he has different moles in the dragon engine- they're actually on the right side of his face opposed to the left: theyre entirely different #AND IM GOBSMACKED BOUT THE COLORS BIT people tell me my colors are nice but its still ?? for me to acknowledge that sometimes #like not BAD OF COURSE NO NO IM REALLY HAPPY im just.. hm... i didnt think i was doing anything nice.. #in any case again. thank you. ive made it clear this is a big compliment I Will Can It now ☠️

[epic-and-kitty]

i really like my new style, but a part of my brain is telling me it doesn't really count as a style because I'm not actually drawing correctly. I don't draw out the pose or body along with the head, I just draw shoulders under the head and figure it out from there. I don't even bother making the hands look good.

Is it really art if I'm literally just shortcutting through everything?

#Kitty mumbles #I'm really flip flopping with my mood and interests lately #Might be the new meds tbh #But idk if what I'm drawing now counts as real art if I'm not putting as much effort into it #Some of my older pieces took actual days of work and frustration #This is quick and fun and I like drawing again #I like my old style too #But I would spend so much time putting it on the page that I'd lose focus halfway through and not wanna finish it #And it looked stiff and lifeless when finalized #This looks way more lively but it's clear that it's not my best work #It's really fun though #I don't know if it's real or just a doodle though

[jovialturtleface]

Drawing fanart for smaller fandoms is always nice because people tend to let their appreciation really be known in the tags... And when really enjoy what I make it tends to make me wanna try to draw more of that stuff..

#jove says a thing #tbh this is why some OCs had longer lives than others because sometimes people would tell me who they liked and then I'd remember that #and then draw them again

[chennnington]

Haha, I almost forgot that one time in my early 20s when I still thought I could write and submitted something to some website that was like some writer community where you had to get approved to join.

And I was rejected cause my writing sucks after all.

I wish all those grown-ups who read my writing when I was a kid hadn't lied to me. I grew up thinking I was a great writer. Then I was an adult and suddenly I sucked and it hit me unexpectedly and I never fully recovered.

#but I get it. nobody wants to be the asshole who tells an excited child who created something that their creation sucks #when my brother and me were adults mom told us how much she hated the pictures we drew and brought home from kindergarten #they were so ugly but she had to praise us and hang them up and she hated how ugly the kitchen looked with those shitty drawings :D #luckily I figured out I suck at drawing before someone else could tell me how shitty I am #but I wish I could've known earlier that my writing sucks #and I was so dumb after submitting something to that website #cause I sent my YA book to all the agents I could find #every year that pic of me proudly holding my printed manuscript shows up in my facebook memories #and one of two things I'd do if I could time travel would be to punch my past self in the face and stop them from sending those emails #cause now the thought of agents reading that pile of trash makes me sick #I think I'll message my friend and ask her to delete the email with book 1 as well #I mean how stupid is that? 'I don't let people read my stuff cause it sucks but hey let's make my best friend read it' #and thus make her uncomfortable when she has to come up with an excuse why she couldn't finish it #or she'll have to lie to me and say she liked it #tbh I'm pretty sure she did try to read it but she hates it cause it sucks so she tells me she hasn't read it yet #I'll just never ask her about it again so that topic can just die #just like 10-ish years ago when another friend was so excited to read the book I wrote back then #so I sent it to her and never heard back from her #well of course not. she was a super smart and cool and ambitions person and I wrote ...THAT #disgusting #in short: I should've learned my place much earlier cause now everything is harder because of it #I still have those idiotic moments of 'hey what if my writing is good' #no you fucking loser it's not. they lied to you cause you were a fucking wimp as a child and nobody wanted to make you cry #tbh I probably shouldn't even be writing that series right now #what purpose does it have? it sucks. nobody will ever read it. I'm lying to myself when I enjoy writing #cause there's nothing enjoyable about creating shit that pollutes everything #maybe I'll just delete it all #why not delete myself while I'm at it

[cgspirl]

bought a tablet and this is the first thing i thought to draw with it

scud please you eat like shit

reference

#blade #blade 2 #blade 2 (2002) #shitpost #ms paint #god should not have given me the funds for a tablet #scotty's silly lil art showcase #tbh it's a pretty good tablet and for my first time drawing blade i'd say it was like. a good attempt #i'm definitely gonna do it again so keep your eyes peeled lol #scud #blade tumblr you are NOT ready for me #norman reedus

[aberooski]

Really thinking I'd like to try doing more panels for fics I've already written or upcoming wips like I did for the Stormshipping/Mario crossover I wanna get to this year. Question is.... what do I do...? 🤔

#seriously though those came out so well I'd be the happiest woman alive if I could replicate that quality #thinking maybe doing some for Sons of the Stars so I could draw that wardrobe again plus I got like 136k words to pick from akakks #but also tbh some really good scenes in Sustained by Hate I could do or journey back to OUAD #of more Mario crossover panels or this or that or GAH THERE'S TOO MANY OPTIONS 😭😭😭 #fuck guys I'm so indecisive it's terrible 😭 #abby fully admits she's an idiot #abby attempts to draw #emphasis on attempts this time because I don't even have an idea yet 😭

[clouds-oc-corner]

...I think the high school world ocs + hanahaki could have interesting results.

#talking about them #Sylvia's world #I'm thinking the variant would be that it preys on the feelings you're keeping secret and not whether the other person reciprocates idk #tbh I think I'd need to read up on hanahaki again #but.... lilly with hanahaki due to her feelings for sylvia... astro's sister having died due to hanahaki..... #just thinking about all the longing and feeling that the school crew has... #hm.... #...just thinking about lilly tbh. #...I wonder if I'll write smth with this #huh completely unrelated thought mike & lenore could work as ninja show ocs #huh #inch resting #maybe I'll draw inspiration from ninja show for the magic system in mike's world