#I'll Never Be Young Again

[loren91]

What we are, it doesn’t matter 💜

#I'll never be normal again #should I have made more panels?? #young royals #yr s3 spoilers #wille #simon eriksson #wilmon #prince wilhelm #young royals fanart #wille x simon #yr finale #wilhelm x simon #wilmon forever #young royals netflix #young royals s3 #wilmon endgame #my art

[nutmeggery]

David's brief return made me revisit Ten's era and now I'm once again falling into the damn tensimm wormhole because jesus christ how did RTD get away with it all back then??!! my god as if series 3 wasn't enough he went and brought The Master back only to make them do gay forehead touch, put The Master in a dog collar and then The Doctor in that fucking chair and then they saved each other at the end?! like??? how am I supposed to be normal about this

#doctor who #thoschei #tensimm #for young me this was yup pretty gay #but for adult me this is like a taste of a special type of crack cocaine that i'll never get again

[redrobin-detective]

Shout out to the fics you read years and years ago, fics you found on a whim late at night and read and moved on and yet their stories haunt. Pour one out for those fics you stand no chance in hell of finding again and yet even long after you read those words, you still find yourself affected by them. Here’s to the stories that exist without name, author or even words but just the gentle impression they left on you long ago.

#I read so much DP fic back in the day on FF that I'll never see again #I still remember one of the first I read where Danny had his accident became Phantom in front of sam and tuck #and then then fled hid from everyone for years and was in college when he hears of trouble in amity and returns #i read that like 18 years ago like just a random ass fic I read at 2am and yet #I think about it sometimes out of the blue how it made ME feel as a young 13 year old about the idea of abandoning everything to run #idk if the author cares about this story #if anyone else remembers it #it passed in and out of my life in less than a hour and yet a full childhood lifespan later I am making a tumblr post about it #there's something a little bit magical about that I think

[hwiyoungies]

welcome back kang younghyun 💕

#day6 #young k #youngk #ok so i thought about doing something more complicated but also i'm So burned out from this series LMAO #so i did my best for it to look some what cohesive and uuh man what's the word #smooth? yeah smooth #can't even say my proper feelings in the tags yet because i finished this 25 days before he's actually back LMAO #b.edits #missing yonk #day before but i need to add tags now because i don't trust myself tomorrow LMAO #but thank you SO much for accompanyingon this silly gif making journey #it was. honestly a bit exhausting and i'm never doing it again only 50 days or 30 LMAO #and thank you so so so so much to everyone that reblogged every single set #i was genuinely looking forward to your tags and reblogs and if you didn't i was worried like omg are they ok #but our boy is back!!! he's finally back and i can't wait to see what's in store for him #i just. appreciate him so so much and i'm just so grateful for him i know i've said this before #he just. means a lot to me and i'm so so happy he's finally back #yeah i'll stop or i'll cry for real LMAO

[aviolettrose]

I feel like, if Jason was ever de-aged, Bruce wouldn't leave his side and be the best dad ever for him (he sees it as a second chance)

#jason todd #batfam #bruce wayne #dick grayson #the batkids would definitely be jealous #tf you mean Bruce can be a good dad?! #bruce: of course we can spend time together son😊🥰 #dick: see that's why i hated to visit back then #tim: I think I never saw bruce smiling like that when I was Robin #Damian: tt #also Damian: does father even love me? *identity crisis* #Barbara: yeah seems about right #alfred being Jason's favorite makes bruce jealous #Bruce: Heeeeeey Alfie. Wanna visit Great Britain? You know you deserve it #alfred: only if master todd comes with me #bruce: fuuu #jason: vacation? in Great Britain? Isn't it too expensive? #Bruce: I'll buy you anything you want even if it makes me poor because its gonna be worth it to see you smile #that's how Jason alfred and bruce went to london without the others #when jason is older again he wonders how it is possible that he has those memories of being young but having more siblings #bruce: idk what you mean? it was always just you and dick back then. #jason: then how come i have a memory where damian tries to kill because Alfred the cat slept in my room instead of his?! #bruce: idk bad dream? #meanwhile Alfred shows everyone the cute pictures he took of jason in London #duke is baby jays favorite

[books-books-smolderinglooks]

This moment. ❤️🔥

#young royals #wilhem x simon #wilmon #wilhelm #crown prince wilhelm #iconic! what an ending!! #wille my beloved ❤️ #will NEVER be over it. #i'll probably gif so many variations of this moment.. 😊 it'll never be out of my system. #my gifs yr #youngroyalsedit #once again Edvin's phenomenal acting!! ❤️

[m318x2]

It's a lot easier to convince yourself you don't need anyone than it is to admit how lonely you are.

#nick-thinking.txt #so um. turns out living in a self-imposed prison for 4-5 years is actually not good for you #sometimes I feel like an alien trying to learn how to be human. #I removed myself from society for so long and starting at such a young age #that I genuinely forgot what being in the world (and not just my room) felt like. #As I spend more time in society I feel some of the good traits I had as a child coming back after years of being gone #and at the same time I feel like I'll never be the same again. It's so bizarre and weird and sad and wonderful

[aeons-domain]

Now I'm curious about something 🤔 Reblog this and put in the tags or comments what ideas or concepts did you scrap for your OC's lore/backstory.

I know an OC's background isn't always going to be consistent or concrete and that's fine! But do you ever have ideas that you either A) didn't have time to work on, B) found too complex to incorporate into their lore, or C) feel like it just didn't fit in based on the standards of whatever universe (canon or original) your OC is in? Or perhaps a secret fourth option, I dunno!

#Hehe I'll start ofc beware the tags are lengthy and plenty hehehe #But as far as I remember I had a bunch of convoluted ideas for Madison's background #The most notable one being that she was an android who had a human soul trapped inside her and was such when she came into the events of SDC #Died at a very young age from an accident that had her in the hospital but her father managed to somehow scrounge up the core of her soul #Said soul was then booted up into an empty android which then became sentient #BUT limited in its physical features since it was the 70-80s and that her father worked in some hidden department in the government #Her father brought 'her' home and her mother grew suspicious of how different her daughter has been acting- #-Unaware that her body is actually gone and all that is left of her is her soul and memories #I was also going to incorporate some concept of a time loop but like a long loop if it makes sense? #Like a week loop of how the 'android' Madison is brought home and her mother and brother are suspicious #Said mother and brother are horrified knowing that she is no longer who she was because all that she *is* left is her soul... #am i making sense SJDKKSKDKS probably not but the huge inspiration for this idea comes from the indie game Mothered which i LOVED #you should defo try watching an LP of it!! #The plot revolves around the MC's soul and her family and the terrible but sad fate that the mother has to go through- #-to keep seeing her daughter be forced into the vessel of an android and live with them #even when they know that their daughter will never be the same again #I still kept the aspect of angst within the family but translated it through a more digestible concept #(at least I hope it is when I share more of it with posts in the future ( ´Д｀)=3) #I also wanted to use aspects of amnesia where Madison gets complacent into living with her mother as an android- #-bc as soon as she finds out that she is no longer who she is the system inside the android tries to erase said memories #And that she'll only regain them when she finds that her biological name isn't Madison but is actually Rhonda #NDKDKSKD LIKE THATS A WEIRD EXPLANATION where I got more of that inspo from a song by The Scary Jokes but eh!! #The amnesia and soul explanation plot just doesn't work for me! #ALSO i got inspired by the jojo fangame 7SU and wanted to incorporate the concept of the time loop too- #-with how in one universe we get the canon ending and in another universe after pucci resets the world #so Madison have more knowledge on what's going to happen to the crusaders #and manages to save all or most of them #Too convoluted and honestly not as fun to think about if anything it stays as a fun scrapped idea #Luckily i figured out a way to make it somewhat easier to achieve that 'everyone lives-no one dies' scenario in my lore now wahoo 🕺💃 #sorry for the typos and grammar errors just correct them in your head lolol

[hella1975]

i hate my town i hate the people in it i hate the shame that consumes us all i hate that every failure might as well be posted in the square because everyone knows everyone i hate that my grandparents are here and i hate that my mother came back for them i hate that the kids are dying and no one cares i hate that every good memory has a bad memory right next door like sam's house around the corner from my childhood home i hate the body they pulled from the river i hate the memory of hearing yellow by coldplay at my cousin's funeral because all i could think was that it was too modern for the situation but then he was only seventeen so it makes sense i hate that i was seventeen too and all the boys i knew were there his friends that were supposed to be the tough guys the scary guys i hate that i pretended not to see them sobbing i hate that everything smells of cigarettes here i hate the politics i hate the people i used to love that dont even smile at me on the street i hate that the girl who called me a slut works at my favourite bar i hate every alley and hidden shortcut and i hate that i know them like the back of my hand i hate the same fucking coffee shops i sat in when i was fourteen and scared and now im nineteen and scared and i hate that it's exactly what this town wants i hate that it wants anger i hate that it wants fear i hate that it wants shame i hate that i can give it everything

#thinking about how the two biggest things in my life rn - writing and my degree - are so punctuated by this fucking town #like my biggest fear with my degree isnt what id think of myself if i dropped out or failed #or even what my family would think bc they're nicer to me than i am #it's genuinely the thought of what my hometown lot would say that keeps me up at night #like the thought of my neighbour who told me id never accomplish anything bc my school was shitter than his fancy one #the thought of having to look him in the eye #or the thought of knowing my friends will tell their mums who are still on the PTA with old teachers who thought i was special #like small towns wrap you in this bubble of smallness and it suffocates you and you're so terrified and ashamed of every little mistake #and then my writing GOD i keep thinking about how tbos is probably the best thing ive ever written #and id publish it id genuinely try and get it published #but im just again so scared and ashamed and embarrassed like how do i explain to these assholes that im writing fantasy #and that's not even counting the gay angle bc that's the biggest part #i just am not brave enough for that yet and yeah maybe it's bc im still young but i shouldnt have to be brave to enjoy things to begin with #failure shouldnt require bravery when it's just a fact of life #and i think about if we'd lived in london like my dad wanted us to or if we'd gone to dublin bc my mum loves dublin #or even if we just hadn't come to this fucking town and we'd lived in ANY FUCKING CITY #my dad jokes about how in london he didn't even know his neighbours names and god i just crave that anonymity so fucking much #it's so frustrating and my mum takes it so personally whenever i say i hate the town and my sister says i'll grow out of it just because #she did but i genuinely dont think i will #and maybe that's the creative in me or the queer in me that she just cant relate to but i have always always hated this place #like a guy i have a VERY complicated history with messaged me the other day and we havent talked in TIME #and it was kinda sweet if not awkward just bc of our aforementioned rocky past but one thing he mentioned when i said i was at uni #was that he said really genuinely 'im so happy to hear that; i know you always wanted to get out of [town name]' #like he still remembers that about me even though weve been friends since we were 12 and i havent spoken to him since i was?? 17?? #UGH i just hate it here and it's the fact that i'll never escape it either bc i cant totally abandon ship without also #abandoning my family and i refuse to do that and they refuse to leave so now im just stuck with all these CONNECTIONS #sorry to vent lol #ig this could be a poetry thing? we'll say it is instead of me just having another meltdown LMAO #hella goes home

[pendraegon]

something something about your parent who abused you all your life having the same thing that you do and when he goes through the lows you feel sympathy and yet.

#it is not joy but it is. something that tastes similar. #sorry it's just like. im bipolar too but i would never ever treat my child like that if i had a kid lmao nor does it excuse #any of the actions that STILL (STILL!) occur towards me. like.... something about seeing the person who hurt you again and again and again #suffering. even if that suffering you understand acutely and know TOO well like. i despise that this is another thing that we share. is it #not bad enough we share the same blood? why is my brain wired the same way? but. we are also. parent and child. he is #still my father and even now. even now. i look at some young kids with their dads being happy and i crave that. so bad. so so so bad. #i dont think i'll ever not feel that to be honest. #anyways. um. tbt to teen ellian talking about All Of This #on my online diary (my tumblr bloggie of course<3)

[maliciousalice]

#a young captain janeway and her plushie sneakers #i love that they portrayed her with silly bangs as a young girl in that flashback funniest shit and why we draw peppa similarly to this #probably could have drawn a cuter mouse design but i whipped this up in like 30 seconds lol #big brain moment giving her a plush toy she sees again in her dreams during the books #is sneakers a play on it being a mouse? quiet as a mouse? sneak sounding similar to squeak? i'll never know #little janeway is such a heartwarming thought to me #her anxious overachieving a is so cute #art #my art #janeway #kathryn janeway

[chloeseyeliner]

goodmorning! it's currently almost 10 a.m. here, i have been up since 6:30 for my ✨adult responsibilities✨, and i have to keep pretending i am a normal, functional human being with goals and not at all hyperfixated (i sincerely think that's the right word to use regarding my situation, if not, i apologise!!) on a swedish show i spent the last years of my adolescence watching and cherising at uni and while doing work, when said show is now over and tumblr is making me tear up more than it itself because you guys are so brilliant and your analyses are so moving!!!

have a nice day/night!!

#i'll have to watch the finale again tonight despite having to wake up this early again tomorrow #because i couldn't watch it by myself so i was crying in silence #and i didn't get to express it as much as i'd like to lol #please tell me i am not the only one #please tell me i am not weird #of course i'll go on with my day and all #but like. #i'd never in my entire life been connected to a show before young royals #and now i don't know how to deal with that #any tips? #😭😂 #young royals #anyway #off i go again

[dilfsuzanneyk]

ok now some people are just being straight up mean on the weird al poll 😭😭

#i'm sorry?? for being young?? #like i said i'll gladly make another one that's like. Better with more options #but again #the poll was smt i didn't put much thought into #it's just for fun! #also some people are making it sound like a lot of the younger people in the tags (assuming around my age too) would have #never experienced things that I HAVE DEFO EXPERIENCED. #i experienced early youtube!!! i grew up on it!! #i still listen to the radio!! i just happened to be born too late AND not in the USA so i never heard him on it!! #i HAVE cds and dvds. #some people are way too mean to younger people and it's a bit unfair #we're trying our best real life sucks this was a fun poll why are you taking it so seriously #someone said they hate the post?? girl just scroll then #have you heard of the block button. #i'm sorry for ranting but this is like getting on my nerves. #if anyone (specifically like mutuals) think it's a good idea to try making a better poll i'll do it! #but i don't think i Have to #god some of the tags on that post are just making me feel worse #and this day was already horrible #vex rambles

[lazarize]

do you ever think of i used to float / now i just fall down / i used to know / but i'm not sure now / what was i made for ? because i do

#i used to float and the vivid image of smiling happy excited robin ready for his adventure with batman #now i just fall down & the image of red hood with his helmet cracked and his nose bleeding and his faintly glowing eyes filled with pain #do you guys think of things cinematically because same #looked so alive / turns out i'm not real #when did it end / all the enjoyment / i'm sad again #i just !!!!!!!! love him i just do #he's my little guy. i'll always be sad that we never got to see him in young just.ice aside from his memorial #they could have done him Right

[warlordfelwinter]

listening to juri's speaker playlist and reminiscing fondly about the red war and i was so zoned out that i managed to convince myself i could replay it and then i Remembered and it was like lucy pulling the football away from charlie brown except my brain was somehow both charlie brown and lucy

#at this point bungie #bungie listen to me because i'll only say this once #at this point. i would buy it again. just to be able to replay it #i would be furious at having to pay for things you stole from me but i would. i would. just to play red war again. #every other mmo manages to be massive without vaulting anything #just put more effort into the story than the graphics and most of the players won't care #i would take lower res to be able to play the stuff i BOUGHT #personal #fel's destiny #sigh. every time i get into destiny i can't help but get salty about this #i just miss the red war so much #it was the best of d2 for me #coming into it after being a d1 player for a while was an incomparable experience like i'm so so so happy i got to experience it like that #i will never again feel the emotions i felt coming to the tower in that storm #seeing the traveler caged #losing my light #all those cutscenes with the speaker #getting called 'saladin's young wolf' by shaxx at the beginning <3 #i will die on the hill that if bungie hadn't started the seasonal model they'd still be making a stellar game #put all the work into the expansions like every other mmo and deliver a big punch of incredible story #people find shit to do in wow and ffxiv and warframe and etc etc in between expacs #they'd find shit to do in destiny as well #but they just gotta capitalize on that fomo #and cater to the people who play it 24/7 #knife emoji etc etc #i bitch but i'm still fucking playing i guess #i just wish my beloved would return from the (red) war that's all #and that the seasonal model would die and bungie would realize it's OK not to make money constantly between expansions #that's called making an mmo babes #charge a sub like ffxiv does if you're that desperate

[sugarshiccup]

a girl without her daily screen time of eight hours and some spare minutes is like an angel without wings but we're persevering despite it all

#logging on to tumblr dot com malnourished dehydrated on the very precipice of insanity to say ily and imy all #and i'll be around and about a bit but i'll be making my official return in approximately one and a half weeks xx #i'm headed to lisbon on wednesday for what i'm hoping.. praying.. pleading is the swan song wedding of my young adult life #and then.. then you'll never be able to get rid of me ever again #thank you and goodnight