#I'll be ok

[pearwaldorf]

It was good while we had it. It really was. It wasn't perfect, but nothing is. It gave us a cast of queers of all types who were allowed to be people, not stand-ins for some token nod towards representation.

It gave me two idiots that healed something I didn't know was missing. It told me it's never too late to figure yourself out and work towards your own happiness, regardless of what the people around you think.

We got three canon queer couples. THREE. And then a basically canon throuple! That was really cool!

I've met so many wonderful people in this fandom, and I would not trade that for anything.

Be kind to yourselves today, friends. I love you.

#our flag means death #ofmd #i am very sad right now #i'll be ok #but i'm going to be sad today #pear watches ofmd

[ratwavegamehouse]

So I officially didn't have my contract renewed today (they wanted to bot pay me for two months of the year, I wouldn't do that, so it's over) and I'm coming to turns with the physical limitations I have (I learned at GenCon I probs have fibromyalgia or something along those lines). I'm opening myself up for freelancing writing and layout work. Any gigs would be massively appreciated and make my life a lot smoother right now and in exchange you'd get work from one of hottest rising stars if TTRPGs.

I'm a Diana Jones Emerging Designer, the creator of games like Transgender Deathmatch Legend, The Infinite Dancefloor, Terminal and more. I've done previous writing for Inevitable (by SoulMuppet Publising) and The Levanté Papers (by Biscuit Fund Games). I've laid out all of my own games and they all fuck.

My rates are negotiable and avail here.

Here's some screenshots of my work.

#I'll be ok #but like moving flat has deffo caused a flare up of whatever I have #and I need to accept I cant really do jobs with the level of physicality that I've been doing

[twinkpoll]

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Second gif is going to make you so mad 😂

YOU'RE DAMN FUCKING RIGHT IT DOES

#god i hate tom cruise #twink stuff #i'm not back yet i'm still recovering #i'll be ok

[theindescribable1]

Hey I don't think I can do much drawing today. I got 3 shots and my arms are super sore. I can't move 1 arm. Soo... I may not be quick to respond to things or respond at all. I also may have ADD or ADHD, depending on what my docter and therapist says. They think i might have one or the other or something. Sorry if I spell something wrong as well, just bear with me, I had 1 shot that makes you really Woozy and your vision gets blurred a bit. So if somethinv is spelt wrong, I hope youll ay least see whag i meant to say

#Might not be active #For today maybe tomorrow #I'll be ok

[skynapple]

I promise to stay I promise to hold on it's just so hard right now.

I need to be off my phone but this little community is one of the only things keeping me holding on so I'm going to stay lurking but I probably won't be as loud.

#i'll be ok #i promise to be #madi talks

[hajihiko]

Haji are u going through it?

My guy. You have no idea

#Last night I cried in the woods for 20 minutes. Turns out I forgot to eat again that's probs why #Not an art #But I'm about to eat pizza watch a movie and get really stoned #I'll be ok

[muzzleroars]

it's very late and im tired but i can't sleep. getting better is slow and sometimes things go backwards

#i'll be ok #thank you to everyone for your kindness

[jeclrs]

hey, i hate it too buddy

#Vent art #Blood #Meltdown #Self harm #My art #I'll be ok #It is what it is #Self h4rm #self h@rm #Added a few more versions of that tag #Cuz I'm not sure which one to use #character: skinny

[evature]

i feel like screaming crying throwing up

#not havimg a hot time guys #.evature #I'll be ok #this too shall pass #but atm i feel not great 😭🛌💀🪦

[stellaluna33]

So, uh... I was in the hospital for a bit this weekend after, well, a nervous breakdown (the good news is that it was not a stroke or a seizure! I had gone catatonic for a while, so we had to make sure... 😬), but the worst part (even worse than my reason for being in the hospital) was when the guy was putting an I.V. into my arm and said, "Oh man, THAT'S not good... Did the vein tear open?" 😕 Just what you want to hear, right? So... My wrist is all nicely black-and-blue now, haha...

#Hospital tw #Needles tw #If it seems like I haven't been interacting much lately... This is why #I'll be ok #I'm thankful that I have support and people have been so kind to me #But yeah

[snailstrailz]

Emotionally exhausted and haven't even done anything strenuous. Why can't my brain just behave itself

#snail rambles tag #I'll be ok #just need to sleep probably

[karanan]

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Lost my maternal grandfather last weekend. He'd been sick for a while, mostly old age and heart failure. He would've turned 89 later this year so his time was come. From what I understand he fortunately passed peacefully in his sleep at the hospital after descending into delirium in the past week. I last saw him on Easter when I was visiting family, he seemed very tired but otherwise up and walking.

My grandpa was a kind man who always had my back. I'll never forget when I nervously came out to my grandparents and grandpa immediately grabbed his phone to change my name in his contacts and enthusiastically showed me. He would call and angrily complain if I had been treated unfairly by a company or service. He spent over 65 loving years married to my grandma. He built so many things in his life, and did not forget to nurture in his own quiet way. Rest in peace grandpa, I love you.

#personal #death mention #loss in the family #this'll be the second summer in a row I'm attending both a funeral and a wedding #is this what growing up is #I'll be ok #it wasn't entirely unexpected

[hunter-sylvester]

For those interested:

- The general state of me lately/general absence

- The lack of Does it get better? updates

Discussion of mental health but its pretty surface level.

I’d ask everyone to not reblog this one, please <3

I’m sorry for being a bit less active and that I haven’t been able to create stuff lately. I’ve been having kind of a hard fucking time for a while and trying to write or edit has been like pushing a boulder up a hill. An uninspired boulder.

I seriously don’t know when or what sortof time frame we’re looking at with digb. But I am determined to finish it when my head will let me.

I don’t wanna just post something I’m not happy with so I hope anyone that’s been reading digb will still enjoy the last 2 chapters when I do finally finish & post them because I fucking will. It will happen. I’m not giving up on this story.

It might just take a while.

I don’t want anyone to worry, I have a support network. I’m managing to keep myself busy with a game which is sort of helping. For some reason that is working when creating isn’t which sucks. But it is what it is.

There’s a lot going on irl and I’m a mess but I’ll be okay and I’m determined to finish digb as well as Freak Doesn’t Cut It (I haven’t forgotten about that one!)

I haven’t left, I didn’t lose interest in Metal Lords or anything. Just wanted to put that out there and put up a little ‘hey this is what’s up’ for anyone who wants to know ^-^

- Hunter 🤘🖤

#update: managed to turn reblogs off #without compromising editor #I'm using the old post editor and if I switch to the new one it probably won't let me switch back so I can't actually turn reblogs off #otherwise I would for this one #my post #I'll be ok

[fantasticalleigh]

my local dollar tree went up from everything being $1 to then $1.25 and i was like ok that's not terrible but i haven't been there in months and now it's called a Dollar PLUS and things are $3 and $5 too i'm furious

#my sis was with me and she was like 'wow you're too mad about this' #and i said 'i'm not mad enough honestly this is fucking ridiculous' #leigh speaks #how long until the locals who depend on this store for basic necessities get fully priced out #i go in there to get snacks and cleaning supplies and things i don't really need #i'll be ok #but what about the people who actually buy their groceries there and have to be so careful about their money. what now? #the quality of the items has not increased in any way to justify the price gouging #everything still comes in small quantities too so ultimately it isn't like you're truly saving a ton #but for some people this is their best option #and now greedy corpos finally took it over #soon enough it will just be another shitty dollar general with regular retail prices

[starlitskies13]

#it hurts #i miss you #I'll be ok #I'm ok #I'm broken #heartbreak

[jakemyboy]

I wish I could sit with him all day.

#dogs #blu #feeling blue #no holiday spirit #going through the motions #years of sadness resentment and stress finally taking a toll #I've always been good at assuming my own mental health was not important #focusing on other things #other people #you can only take so much #I'll be ok #pretty sure #i'm strong #but maybe I've been too strong and haven't allowed myself to bend #anyway #for all of you feeling blue right now too #I'm with you #take care of YOU! #let things go that are not urgent or very important #get back on track later #❤️