#I'll be sobbing in a corner

[evviejo]

thank you, jodie whittaker, for being the thirteenth doctor 💙💙

there were four seasons, there was heartbreak, there was fear and there was loss, but my overriding emotion was excitement. i felt like the over-riding thing the doctor brought was curiosity and excitement. obviously fear, rage and all those things, but the thing that encapsulated my doctor the most was that bouncing into things, and that really fed into my evening and my weekend and my year. (x)

#dwedit #doctor who #the doctor #thirteen #thirteenth doctor #jodie whittaker #my gifs #thirteen* #this is obviously scheduled to upload the moment tpotd finishes #i'll be in the corner sobbing

[rebouks]

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[Robin scrambled over the back of the sofa and wedged himself beside Oscar, absently watching TV. Part of him hoped his father wouldn’t wake, but he was a notoriously light sleeper so the chances were slim. Sure enough, Oscar stirred, sleepily wrapping an arm around his son with a cosy hum] Oscar: Mmh-.. what time is it? Robin: I don’t know. Oscar: Late, then… [Robin shrugged a shoulder, the steady rhythm of his father’s heartbeat soothing his frayed nerves; he wished they could just stay like this forever-.. Oscar’s breathing softened as he threatened to drift off again though, reminding Robin why he’d clambered out of bed in the first place] Robin: Papa.. can I ask you something? Oscar: Anything. [Robin held his breath, readying himself for the inevitable barrage of Oscar’s unpleasant memories] Robin: Can you tell me the truth about what Larry said? I asked grandma, but she made me promise I’d ask you too-.. that you’d explain it better than her. Oscar: Is that what you’ve been thinking about this whole time? Robin: I don’t want you to die again… Oscar: I’m not going anywhere, I promise. Robin: You can’t exactly promise something like that. Oscar: I promise I’ll try my best not to, then. Robin: You still think about that sorta stuff though, don’t you? How do you know it won’t happen again? [Oscar sighed as he righted himself and settled Robin atop his knee, wondering what on earth Sidney had told him] Robin: She said you knew the risks-.. why’d you do it? Oscar: I wasn’t thinking straight-.. bit off more than I could chew. I was in a pretty bad place at the time. Robin: Why? Oscar: I like to keep things to myself, but it doesn’t do you any favours; I used to use all that nasty stuff to bury my feelings, to numb the pain it caused me to keep it all locked up n’ keep going. Robin: But everyone has secrets, don’t they? Oscar: They do, the fewer the better though-.. I think you’re as bad as me for bottling stuff up, but it’s so important to talk about things n’ let people help, ‘cause otherwise you’ll just end up finding unhealthy ways to cope instead. Robin: So, it happened by accident? Oscar: Yeah-.. it was pretty scary, to be honest. Robin: But it definitely wasn’t on purpose? Oscar: Sometimes I figured it’d be easier, but I didn’t want to die, no. Robin: I don’t want you to either, not ever. Oscar: It’s normal to be frightened of losing the people you love. Robin: Really? Oscar: Yeah-.. I used to worry about my grandad dying when I was your age. Sometimes it’d randomly pop into my head and I’d wonder what I’d do without him n’ get all pissy with everyone ‘til I could be alone, then I’d cry about it. [Robin felt a twinge of sadness yet smiled faintly, feeling slightly less weird for worrying so excessively] Robin: Sorry I asked grandma first… Oscar: It’s alright, being curious is normal too. [Oscar squeezed Robin tightly, semi-wishing he’d explained a little sooner; he was so mature for his age sometimes] Oscar: I’ll never ever be upset with you for asking questions, okay? There’s nothing you can’t talk to me about. Robin: I didn’t want to make you remember. Oscar: The past is what makes us who we are, buddy-.. I just hope I’ve made enough mistakes for the both of us…

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #oscar finch #robin finch #i'll be in the sobbing corner if anyone needs me.. #😭 #such a delicate dance between sharing too much vs being open and honest #n i think although robin prolly knows more than he should about substance issues he still doesn't -really- get it yet #prolly more freaked out by the whole death thing tbf #ough #i reckon oscar's made him feel a bit better abt it now tho #give the man a dad award stat #🤧 #twdeathmention

[bonefall]

are amphibians like newts and frogs considered aquatic? i know crustaceans & mollusks would be

Yes they are! Generally, the more time it spends on land, the closer it will be to 5 calories than 4. The estimate was actually based on frogs and tadpoles, I had to make an educated guess.

My best source was a feeding chart from a reptile food website which sells whole small prey for consumption by snakes. It perfectly lists out the values of dozens of small animals, but no fish. So I took a note of the 4 calorie estimate, observed that an adult frog increases in calories compared to tadpoles (bucking the trend with the others on the list where younger animals are worth more caloric value) and went on to do more research

I couldn't find a source that broke down WHOLE prey caloric value like the chart, so I ended up comparing caloric value between rabbit fillets, chicken fillets, and fish fillets on human-centric nutrition websites. My hypothesis was mostly consistent, even with more species added. Fish (perch, flounder, pike) < Wild Mammal (rabbit, squirrel) < Poultry (chicken, turkey, quail). There was overlap between "classes", certain fish getting over the 100 hump, but generally there was a trend I boiled down into 4/5/6

This is consistent with how a lot of fish meat is actually water. In fact, cats quench a lot of their thirst from the food they eat. I also learned some very interesting stuff about the fat distribution in fish which is going to blow a bit of a hole in some of my Clan culture stuff lmaoooo, but I'll furiously swim across that obliterated bridge when I get there

But funfact! Fish oil is rendered fish fats and it is the form that unsaturated fat takes, whereas lard is what saturated fats become. I need to do more research into this topic to understand what kind of difference it would make in a wild cat's diet.

There was one big bucked trend though: salmonid meat was WAAAAY higher in fat and calories. Like, absurdly high. Like 150 cal trout fillet vs 110 cal of rabbit fillet vs 88 cal of perch fillet.

I do not know why that is. My guess is that maybe it's because they were taking the number from farmed salmonids? Maybe it's because they're particularly fatty fish? Perhaps this is just the raw power of salmon slammin'.

Anyway, at one point I was trying to estimate exact caloric value per popular prey species, but decided I didn't have the "backing" to get so exact with the numbers since I was doing estimates with the fish. I'll do the work if it comes down to it, but for now, 4/5/6 is a quick, easy guideline you can use for just about any WC project.

#I was planning for Bb!RiverClan to be the guys who didn't cook much #Being quite snooty about it and insisting it's good for you #But it turns out they're actually at the highest risk of getting worms for that #Maybe I'll keep it for the irony because that sounds VERY funny #Cleric in the corner SOBBING because Waterpool just caught tapeworms for the 4th time #Willowpelt over in TC like ''I ALWAYS KNEW THEIR GLOSSY COATS WERE TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!!'' #No wonder her daughter Sorrel has a thing about worms lmaoo #I need to do more research but what I've come across here is that. Like. Actually? #A fish-only diet might cause a lot of really specific and pretty serious problems in RC #Another is that fish have so many micronutrients that some of the sites I visited were warning about some of those 'overdose' side effects. #The carp example was just the most interesting #I guess I had been assuming a lot based on the conception of fish as being 'the healthy meat' #Clan culture #Nutrition guide #Bone babble

[gabigabigabby]

#if you'll excuse me i'll be in the corner screaming #MY LANDOPIERRE HEART IS SOBBING HOUSES #my top 2 drivers asf #lando norris #ln #ln4 #pierre gasly #pg #pg10 #formula 1 #f1

[elijahslittleprincess]

#thirteenth doctor #dwedit #doctor who #the doctor #thirteen #jodie whittaker #my gifs #thirteen* #this is obviously scheduled to upload themoment tpotd finishes #i'll be in the corner sobbing #dw spoilers #*mine #timelordgifs #no sir all thirteen

[hippolotamus]

These are the words I held back, as I was leaving too soon I was enchanted to meet you Please don't be in love with someone else Please don't have somebody waiting on you

tagging some mutuals to cry with me @jesuisici33 @shortsighted-owl @alyxmastershipper @panbuckley @elvensorceress @monsterrae1 @stereopticons @this-is-bwr @911onabc @buddierights @prince-buck-diaz @honestlydarkprincess @littlebitofdiaz @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @apothecarose @spotsandsocks @chaosandwolves @heartbeatdiaz @megsvstheworld @the-likesofus @statueinthestone

#i'm so sorry besties #i am not immune to t swift's charms #if you need me i'll be in the corner sobbing #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #eddiediazedit #evanbucklyedit #buddieedit #taylor swift #enchanted #lyrics edit #hippo makes things

[mistrdctr]

@ironifiicd cont. [x]

Everything that Tony says, speaks out into the silence between them - occasionally interrupted by that tennis ball colliding with the opposite wall with a dull thud - hits so very much home that Stephen can basically taste it at the back of his tongue; He swallows, takes a soft inhale of air, bright gaze watching that ball bounce back and forth as it is being thrown and then caught by a metal hand that hasn't been there before.

The whole battle against Thanos was trauma-inducing, definitely so, and all of them are tired. Exhausted. Just want to sit down and not have anyone talk about it for forever, really. A sentiment that Strange understands oh so well.

"---It has taken a lot of us. Perhaps more than we were really able to give.", are the soft-spoken words that leave the sorcerer then, thoughtful, accompanied by a bright gaze continuing to take in the sight of the other.

"And yet we had to give. We had to give and, in return, take from others. Make sacrifices against our will." Many have died, others have gotten badly injured. Stephen is still carrying the weight of having seen so, so many futures on his shoulders, the sensation of having watched everyone die so many times... It's hard to carry sometimes. A burden a sorcerer like him has to take with him wherever he goes.

He saw Tony die thousands of times, for example. Lived through so many alternate futures and realities that, sometimes, he wonders if this is truly the real one where he belongs...

"We did it, yes, but... at what cost? ---I get it. I understand. I do ask myself the same, and... I do think the same. Wished for things to be different. For... people to be quiet. To stop talking about it."

Lips purse and Strange blinks, gaze trailing away as he inhales, exhales, folds his hands onto the small of his back.

"I am glad that... you're here, though. Alive. And despite having been afraid - just like me, I've been oh-so-afraid - you made it. You were very brave."

#ironifiicd #(SOBS QUIETLY IN A CORNER) #(also post endgame au works PERFECT YES!!!) #Feels queue but I'll allow it.

[heartshaped-lou]

time x faith in the future

the greatest, lucky again, face the music, headline, she is beauty we are world class, angels fly, holding on to heartache

#someone probably did this already #but i havent seen it and i wanted it on my dash #i'll go back to sobbing in my corner #time is a too sensitive subject for me but looks like for louis too 😭 and i hate it #sobs #lyrics #fitf #time #m

[clowd-009]

“let justice be done!!”

yeeeaah I may have a problem . . .

#barbapapa #barbapapa : one big happy family #barbouille #barbabeau #barbakist #barbidou #barbazoo #barbazo #barbotine #barbalib #yknow the hyperfixation might be gettinf worse #why did i make rendered art #of a nick jr. show . . . #im sorry guys #yall will never believe what my twt pfp is 😁 #nat/cloud9 art #i remmwber the first time i watched this episode and it was in croatian and i thought barbabeau was scared he will get crushed by a book on #his judgement day instead of being in the time-out corner for the rest if eternity . . . I AM NOT SANE #ok uhm last words uhhh sobbing wet cats #OK I'LL STOP

[saintofdaggers]

hey boy. curious what you think perez's reaction was when she learned strahm had died? k thanx <3

absolutely losing my mind at getting called "hey boy," thanks for the weirdly flippant gender affirming greeting lmao <3

anyway! that's a question I think about a lot, but it kind of depends on how you interpret their dynamic. as far as I recall, the movies never really make it clear whether she was fully aware by the time she and Erickson showed Hoffman the Baxter tape analysis. (mind you... I have so many bones to pick with Saw VI it's practically a skeleton, so I don't revisit it as often as I do Saw 04 and Saw V, and I have the memory of a goldfish.) my thought is that she definitely suspected Strahm was dead by that point, because he did pretty much disappear. I've always read their dynamic as being pretty close for coworkers, so I think she would be really upset, especially considering that he never found out she survived the events of Saw IV. I doubt she would have a full-on breakdown at the thought of Strahm getting killed by Hoffman, but she'd obviously be shocked and horrified, especially with the knowledge that Hoffman framed him for crimes he would never commit. (I could write an essay on Strahm's warped sense of morality but I do hope we agree that he wouldn't do all that shit.) I also think she would probably blame herself at least a little for withholding the news of her survival even if it was Erickson's idea, because she knows him well enough to be aware that losing her, getting Sawtrapped himself and then getting kicked off the Jigsaw case must have been what drove him to the actions that got him killed. and this is why her dying in VI upsets me (aside from the needlessly violent fridging she gets ofc. Saw writers I'm in your fucking walls) because she died knowing she'd never be able to stop Hoffman and clear her partner's name.

in conclusion, thanks for sending me this emotionally destroying ask, I love crying over Strahm and Perez at 10 AM

#inbox #sawposting #I'll just be in the corner sobbing into my hands ty

[laelior]

I'd like to thank Jedi: Survivor for finding yet another way to rip my heart out and stomp on it.

#didn't think it was possible for the emotional gut punch to match the previous game #star wars #jedi survivor #spoilers #in the following tags #the darth vader fight was a master class in tension #after his appearance in the first game #where the only way to survive was to run like hell #you *know* cere is doomed the moment he shows up #but they make you believe #just for a moment #that she'll make it out #and the reveal that cal was experiencing her last moments via psychometry after finding her body #if you need to find me i'll be sobbing in a corner

[thefrsers]

I AM ON SAMCAIT CLOUD 9 AND I NEVER WANT TO COME DOWN

#marie txts #THE CONTENT WE GOT TODAY YOU GUYS #AND THE WAY NOTHING HAS CHANGED AND THEY STILL LOOK AT EACH OTHER WITH ALL THE LOVE AND SOFTNESS #WATCHING IN THE BACKGROUND BEING IN THEIR LITTLE BUBBLE AND JUST BEING THE FREAKING CUTEST #CAITRIONA HOOTING AND HOLLERING WHEN HE WON #SAM BEING THE MOST WHOLESOME SWEESTEST MAN DEDICATING HIS WIN FOR OL AND THE CAST AND THE FANS AND SCOTLAND IDK A BETTER MAN #IM GONNA GO THROW MYSELF OFF A CLIFF BCOS TODAY HAS BEEN TOO MUCH AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #SO IF ANYONE NEEDS I'LL BE OVER THERE SOBBING IN MY SAMCAIT CORNER OF FLUFF AND RAINBOWS

[dreamybasil]

"..You know what, spook it. I'll try getting a restaurant blog too.. Maybe I'll make two, or just one. They'll be heavily inspired by thebasilbuffet, suzukisbarandgrill, omoris-bar and other blogs."

SODA is tired of being just a lonely goober. He'll try his best to force Yuki and Basil onto a restaurant of their own.. Maybe they'll catch some profit with it.

#soxiedi #omori art #omori aus #... yes. I'll try to- #when im done im gonna reblog this with the restaurant #but i'll have to speedrun the sprites for basil AND THEN make a ton sprites for yuki.. #aaaaaaaaaaaa whyyy #*sobs in a corner quietly*

[bluehoodiewoozi]

#woozi kept his promise :( #i miss moonbin so much #woozi #moonbin #if anyone needs me i'll be sobbing in the corner of my room

[mukuberry]

#songberry #remembered this song existed so if snyone needs me I'll be sobbing in a corner #Youtube

[kaisollisto]

Lilith teases her, ghosting her teeth against her neck. She feels Ava take in a breath before she peels back her lips and bites down. Ava chokes out a garbled moan as Lilith digs into her neck. Lilith can taste the salt of her skin but it’s not enough, she needs to feel Ava. She needs to taste the roaring blood beneath her skin. She sucks, pressing her tongue against the flesh. It’s supple and soothes the ache but she can feel her teeth throbbing. 

“Yours,” Ava gasps out, her hips writhe into Lilith. “It’s yours, please.” She presses harder into Lilith’s mouth just shy of breaking skin for her. Lilith feels a heat pass over her, a raging want that has fueled her. A yearning that has stood beside her hand in hand. A want that rips open her chest cavity and takes without remorse. 

#TKO_writes #uhhhhhhhhh #we're doing a new thing where we write and drop the sample each month #I was supposed to do this yesterday but time is an illusion #the days pass and I am just a rock #really excited for this cuz I hate writing #and the idea of progress and becoming a better writer is :3 #plus I get to read chan's writing ahahaha #fucker #chan I hope u do NOT see this #it's smut #TOT I didn't do enough writing for feburary #and I liked this more than what I have for a diff project #anyway this is prone to change so don't perceive hard #or I'll die #anyway writing avalil smut is harder than it seems #there's so much thinking to be thought #i am sobbing in a corner #sneak peek of my avalil smut </3 that will probably take me 3 more months to write #sorry