#I'm already barely holding on as it is

[gotticalavera]

OPLA!Sanji: Anime!Sanji:

What do you want STOP

to eat?☺️💖 STEALING

He needs my FOOD, YOU

cook!!!😤 IDIOT!!!😡🤬

*kicks him*

#oh yes I'm reposting silly posts I made in the shipp facebook group #OPLA!Sanji is so gentle with his Luffy while Anime!Sanji has no mercy in kicking him for stealing food... #OPLA!SanLu are already in a relationship before arriving at Whiskey Peak #While... even after WCI they barely hold hands😤 #And I love it both ways!!!💖💖💖💖 #sanlu #lusan #vinsmoke sanji #black leg sanji #one piece sanji #opla sanji #one piece luffy #opla luffy #straw hat luffy #monkey d. luffy #sanji x luffy #luffy x sanji

[infinityinakiss]

maybe it’s because i’m so starved for sapphic attraction, but i’m only now realizing how much ava was holding back with bea. ava unashamedly flirted with jc and literally tried every possible trick in the book. my girl actually took drugs to try and get lucky, ffs (all for some cardboard stick. come on, ava, at least simp for a man with a personality.)

with bea, on the other hand, ava’s affection slips through the cracks. she falls for bea and quickly realizes that she’s not allowed that, she can’t fall for her best friend. so she loves quietly, or as quietly as she can manage. she lets herself have the little things, and she takes what she can steal. she loves so wholly and she wants to show it, but she can’t. she lives off the crumbs she allows herself, paints her love as friendship, and no one was the wiser.

#maybe not no one #bea definitely wasn't the wiser #i'm so used to queer relationships barely showing affection that i didn't even realize how much ava was holding back #the self control alone #you have earned my respect ava silva #but it's not like you didn't already have it #avatrice #warrior nun #sister beatrice #ava silva #ava x beatrice #warrior nun season 2 #renew warrior nun

[icewindandboringhorror]

... why he sit like this

#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little #rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo #cats #It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually #getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol #Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime #I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad. #Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering #all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty #e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time #that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense #that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh #I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol #which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything #I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still #recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually #slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.' #ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever #reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished #any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky #and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly #going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et #etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make #stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin #.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care #and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists. #take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc #ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it #82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol...... #ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol

[captainkirkk]

Currently thinking about the AU where the gaang are all platonic soulmates

The political landscape is a mess post-Sozin's Comet, I'm not sure revealing the gaang are all soulmates would make things better or just muddy the waters even more

#every country is war torn and fractured and peace is barely holding #but every country has an important person connected via soulmate mark to the other countries #broke: the countries are arguing for a political marriage #woke: the countries are arguing because our soul-deep connection has TOO MANY political alliances in them #kfjgkjdkfj #avatar #atla #au ideas #my posts #i love the reveal part of soulmate AUs #but i can't stop thinking about the AFTER #the gaang are already pretty much platonic life partners in canon #but i love the thought of them being treated like that #platonic soulmates being taken just as seriously as romantic soulmates/spouses!! #people acknowledging that the gaang are each other's next of kin!! their family!! #i'm losing my mind about this

[fear-ze-queer]

i did not expect to have my heart ripped right out of my chest while playing dlc for a five nights at freddy's game but here we are

#i started SOBBING when i got near the end holy shit #the scene where we deactivate roxy. roxy coming back to save cassie. gregory betraying cassie. #GLAMROCK BONNIE LAYING DEAD BEHIND HIS OWN ATTRACTION. he's been there since before the pizzaplex closed and i'm just. AUGH #roxy's voice when she realized she hurt cassie. monty being so goddamn ripped apart he barely has half his body anymore. #REPAIRING ECLIPSE AND HAVING THE OPTION TO REPAIR CHICA. #all the endings that have already been discovered. nobody coming to cassie's birthday. roxy being cassie's favorite and REMEMBERING HER. #i could go on and on. holy fucking shit i'm just devastated. #and it was actually scary???? the virus and the mimic are fucking terrifying esp when mimic has its tiger rock costume. #it hurt SO MUCH to play but it was so good i need more #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf security breach #fnaf ruin #fnaf ruin spoilers #security breach ruin #security breach ruin spoilers #ruin spoilers #my poor emotionally fragile self............ i am gutted #oh and also. eclipse's voice oh my god. i want them to hold me forever.

[a-master-procrastinator]

Been wondering about the timing of the Great Hunts that happened prior to the one that we play through, and it got me thinking.

There were 3 hunts that happened during the Great Galactic war, which lasted for about 30 years, and since we don't know the specific years, I assume they happened every 7-8 years. Then there were 3 hunts during the Cold War, one taking place right after the treaty of Coruscant, one - a year before the second Great Galactic war (the one we participate in), and one somewhere in the middle, meaning they happened every 5 years or so.

Now, at the current moment in SWTOR storyline it's been about 16-17 years since the last Great Hunt took place. And that makes me wonder - were there any hunts during this period? I don't remember any mention of that in the game or anything additional materials (although I could've missed it), that leading me to assume that there wasn't, at least that we know of.

But that seems a bit weird. The Great Hunt is an old tradition for mandalorians, a great test for them as warriors, they wouldn't just drop it. Plus there are only three surviving Champions by the time our BH finishes their class story, I assume they would want to have more Champions. So I headcanon that at least one Great Hunt took place after the one we took part in, the question is when.

To answer that, I looked at the frequency of the Great Hunts in the past (the ones that we know of), and it seems that during the time of war it happens less often, and that's understandable - the mandalorians were busy with the first Great Galactic war. Then, during the Cold War the frequency increased a bit, probably bc the things got a bit more stale after the Treaty of Coruscant. That makes me think that another GH would not take place under Shae as the Mandalore (first they struggling against Zakuul, then after joining the Alliance they were busy with security and whatnot, and now they are split between Shae and Heta), so a much more fitting time would be during the second GGW (especially because Artus didn't make the call to the clans, so they are not as involved with the war as before). Probably sometime between the events on Makeb and those of Shadow of Revan.

That would give our hunter something interesting to do (of course that depends on what kind of person they are), getting involved to see this Hunt through, test the new Champion with the targets from the Blacklist, maybe interact more with Mandalore and the Huntmaster. Plus it opens space to make even more new characters (altoholics would be happy).

Idk, it just sounds neat.

#definitely incorporating this idea with jett #she would get more involved with how these things work from the other side of the hunt #also i'm barely holding the excitement of making some new hunters just for this #bc i already have concepts for this #swtor #swtor headcanon #bounty hunter spoilers #(alrhough very minor spoilers)

[inkblackorchid]

This is my favourite bit from my entire fic outline. No competition.

#yugioh 5ds #fic writing updates #current wip #you have no idea how much I wish I had like seven hours to write every day now #there are SO many ideas in this fic I want to show you guys so badly #I'm barely holding it together while writing the first draft #bc I wish I could just TALK ABOUT IT with people already #anyway might throw out another snippet the coming days #sorry this whole thing is taking super long but uhhhhh #I worked a LOT of plot into this #and as it turns out someone needs to /write/ that plot #tragic I know #orchid rambles

[randomhumanbeing2311]

I love encountering the "I only like their '70s songs" queen fans because they're such a funny flavour of extremely pretentious

the way they talk about it you'd think their entire family was personally murdered by a synthesiser and/or a drum machine

#queen band #queen #this doesn't apply very much to the tumblr end of the Queen fandom but eh who cares #my queen-related posts already have a target audience of one (1) person (myself) already #but seriously what do you guys have against synthesisers?? #“it sounds too dated and 1980s” guess what my dude believe it or not people actually still use synthesisers in modern music #!! - RANT INCOMING - !! #HOLD ON I JUST REALISED #ISN'T THE GUITAR BEEPING NOISE ON FATHER TO SON (ONE OF THE TRACKS FROM QUEEN II OF ALL ALBUMS) INFAMOUS EASY TO MISTAKE FOR SYNTHESISER #AND THE OUTRO OF TEO TORIATTE #AND LIKE QUEEN MADE SURE TO INCLUDE “NOBODY PLAYED SYNTHESISER” OR WHATEVER THE WORDING WAS ON THEIR 1970S ALBUMS #**BECAUSE** EVERYONE KEPT MISTAKENLY THINKING THEY HAD SYNTHESISER IN THEM??? #DUE TO THE LAYERED VOCAL SOUND AND THE OCCASIONAL WEIRD USE OF A GUITAR THAT MAKES IT SOUND LIKE A SYNTH #oh also on drum machines: barely any queen songs use them what's the big problem #like only a handful from one (1) album #and on those songs it really works #idk why but the drum machine just works really well in Back Chat and it's a bop #Back Chat my beloved <3 #yeah anyway these guys don't make sense to me #and the good thing about posting this on tumblr is that the chance of one of them actually seeing this is so low it's basically zero #because I'm not in the mood to get into a heated argument about that right now #I will gladly rant but I want to rant into the void not actually at anyone #that one's ramblings

[miscelliteeous]

Gone 3 months without being able to draw, now mildly annoyed that I can't instantly draw like how I drew 3+ months ago

#I feel like that *pokes thing with a stick* “c'moooon do something” meme #except instead I'm like *pokes me with a stick* “C'moooon freaking draw already” #like I can barely even hold a pencil as long without my arm hurting as I could before and its driving me batty #I just wanna draw myself smoochin an 8 foot melodramatic boooooy #rant over sorry for complaining I'm just sad I can't instantly get back to it

[possumkingluca]

i've found myself in a truly nightmarish situation where when i try to write during the day or when i'm just generally well rested and actually have brain function, i have 0 ideas and no motivation to write and i look at the page and my brain acts like it's never heard of english in it's life however, when it's late, or i'm just sleep deprived, i have endless ideas and can write a lot... but then once i actually get rest and go back to read what i wrote.... it's low-key awful because i was tired when i wrote it

#what circle of hell is this #and can i please leave #i am in a constant loop of having to fix my shit prior writing cause i was barely functioning when i made it #please #can i have these ideas when i have energy and brain function #and not when i'm 10 seconds away from passing out #pleas #hoping and praying what i wrote tonight will still hold in the morning cause this chapter has been giving me GRIEF #and i so desperately want it to be over already #writing #writer #writers #writers of tumblr #creative writing #possum rambles

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#new meds make my vision blurry. you dont want to know how long it took me to write that sentence lmao. #they also make my muscles spasm randomly? i keep almost dropping shit. #in the grand scheme of things i know logically that this is better than my last round of meds. #but it all seems to mean nothing when i cant hold a pen or my phone w one hand #&i can barely look at my phone or laptop. #i need this to just be an adjustment period lmao. i cant lose my sight any more than i already have. #even books are too much. i was hoping maybe it was just the screens. i was incorrect lmao. #i am not a brave artist but i am a self indulgent one. i can say w almost absolute certainty that i will choose my vision over any med. #ive had a block to my creativity lately&im positive it started back when i swapped meds. #it would really only take one more thing i'm losing for me to simply go fucking insane lmao. #... ive been on a downswing for a while now. i miss being manic. except i dont. except i do.

[daisywords]

Going insane over Fairest reread I love when beloved books from days of yore are as good as I remember

#gail carson levine #fairest #daisyreads #Ivi and Aza as parallels both driven by their insecurity!!! #the characters actually acting within their cultural/religious framework!!! #the little worldbuilding touches like the symmetrical names and words!!!! #I think this book was a big contributor to my love of political/palace-intrigue flavored fantasy come to think of it #also Ivi is SUCH a compelling character the way that she's so clearly vulnerable and incompetent yet has such a hold over people #the way that Aza's terrified of her but also half in love with her #but also! she's not even that smart! we see through her and yet can't outsmart her! #And also the way Aza/Ijori works pretty well as a pairing bc almost immediately they are cast as a team #first in the composing game as a kind of foreshadowing to their larger shared task of Managing Ivi #Literally the part I'm at now they barely know each other #but they're already working together to try to keep Ivi from upending the kingdom on day 1 of her being in charge lol #in a very practical and mutually respectful kind of way #but anyway bi Aza is canon to me #this book is so well crafted. read and respect it or die by my blade

[celeryw]

what if i day to this guy "literally what the fuck are you even talking about" is that rude . i think he has feelings for me but i have been deliberately short cold and half ghosting him

#he is apparently drinking tonight and he literally texted me that he thought he would be able to 'grow a pair' if he drank #lmfao lol. we barely speak . shut up #<- on purpose as well #like very very on purpose #cel speaks #like a month ago he texted me like hop in call i have something to tell you #and i went is it something funny lol #i refuse to be part of your little games i will sidetrack Everything as hard as i can #he gave up abt it also after i said that he was like never mind it can wait #also if we message semi often (often to me) i WILL give you energy and attention i am actually busy so i promise i am not ghosting !! #sometimes i don't have things to say but i will be texting i will be replying !!!!!!!! #just like . pursuing me doesn't work especially when it's . i've already rejected this guy. i don't understand why he's holding on #anyways i am finished complaining #i had a pretty decent day today! i dyed my hair purple and i smell like dye chemicals hehehe #also my laser sun burn is looking a bit better and it's not itching anymore which is good #i think i should call my laser place about it tomorrow bc i'm a little concerned i'm not looking after it properly? #also i watched one (1) episode of naruto with my friend and that was very fun #we couldn't watch anymore bc he had plans #and i am now reading manhwa

[gremlinbehaviour]

ow

#chronic pain #my right side ribs are driving me fucking insane #they're not getting any better even though i don't think they're still out of place #my ribcage is already uneven though so i can't tell #my right knee barely holds my weight anymore #and i've had a headache off and on for like a week #also i've figured out that being high really doesn't make things better if i'm still in pain #because it just makes me forget that i always feel like that and be annoyed and hurt all over again like new #my friends are going to the dispo today and are gonna get me some almost entirely cbd gummies though and I'm really hoping they help #drugs mention

[sofilandstuff]

I'm not feeling the best right now

#I was distracted while driving (ADHD brain and that) and I also had 4 kids in the car #and they were making noise and music requests and I #just didn't notice how close I was and hit a parked car #it's mostly bumper damage and I got it worse anyway #but I just feel so awful it's the worst I hate when that happens #and whenever something like that happened to me it's because I was really #distracted but I never hit someone else I'm a good driver so it just makes me feel so stupid and like I'm only strengthening the stigma #behind women being bad drivers #but like I'm not a bad driver!! but I still feel like it doesn't matter it's because I'm a woman #and I'm damaging the society's image of us and I just feel shitty #and ofc I also will pay for their damage and it's gonna cost alot and #that's also just adding to the awful feeling #like we barely hold it together so it's all just suck #rambles #personal #i cried like 4 times already

[humanmorph]

i just spent like 40 mins remaking a Spotify playlist on YouTube and now my phone is at 26%.goddamn

#It's barely 9am this has to hold 7 more hours #it was probably me watching a twitch vod while I was doing that & not just YouTube. Oh well #Rosa rambles #Doing this I did notice. Austin already added the song that the lyric for ep 19 will be from... Fun #I have a guess on which line will be put in the description I'll see if I'm right tomorrow : >