#I'm crying because I love her so much

[cluescorner]

I’ve slowly grown to realize that my one of my favorite relationship dynamics is: most competent person in the universe with identity-based struggles x absolute goofball who instinctively knows exactly who they are and loves them so, so much. 

#mafuemu #I started playing proseka for Mizuki and stayed for her + the mafuemu dynamic #jason x janet #it has been literally years since I watched the good place but I still remember crying over them and their love for each other #ayaitto #literally I don't like Ayato all that much but the idea of him and Itto being a couple is so good #IDK it reminds me of my relationship with Clover a bit #we both fit into these different roles at different times but it still fits imo #yasugap #aka the most underrated jojo ship #not because people don't ship it but because it's better than literally 1/2 of the most popular ships and that's a hill I'm willing to die o #prune x kouign x capsaicin #IDK what their ship name is #but they're a poly version of this #ayamiya #narumitsu #franmaya #asoryu #barok x albert #whatever their ship name is

[sashi-ya]

𝐊𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐤𝐢 𝐁𝐲𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐲𝐚 🌸 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐙𝐨𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬 [2]

[2 of 2]

#i'm literally crying #my mother came to me asking what happened #and I told her I love him too much #why is he not real #help #why is he so fine #explain that to me #I just wanna cry because he is so pretty #byakuya kuchiki #kuchiki byakuya #byakuya sama #bleach byakuya #byakuya #bleach #bleach spoiler #bleach tybw #bleach anime

[katierosefun]

modern family is all fun and games until you get to the scenes where you burst into tears because the once-vaguely homophobic dad now refers to his son's husband as family, and also the academically gifted daughter realizes that her dorky, clumsy dad was always really proud of her and just never surprised because he just assumed she could do anything, and also the eldest daughter who eloped comes crawling back to her parents' room and whispers that she still wants her parents to be present for her wedding, and also the anxious queer lawyer character admits that he was terrified that his husband would just leave him alone with their baby daughter, and also that the once-vaguely grouchy dad looks at his stepson and tells him that what makes a family is who sticks around, not who you're blood-related to and anyways what was i saying

#caroline talks #modern family #god. . .. the way i really do love this sitcom. like have all the jokes aged well? ehhh not really #there are some jokes that land pretty badly now but i still do love this show so much and i'm so sad i'm on the final season #it's like. oh yeah. family is complicated! it's rough! #but everyone can change and grow. people can become better. it won't be perfect and it'll suck sometimes #but everyone is trying their goddamn best. #i will say though i burst into tears at hayley coming to claire and phil and going '. . . i was going to elope but i realized #that i really wanted you guys there :(' #and god also how i love gloria and jay and claire and phil and mitch and cam's relationships #and like i love the kids but the adult relationships make me cry the hardest #because it's like. when claire explodes on phil bc 'YOU NEVER TAKE MY ADVICE YOU'RE ALWAYS FOLLOWING SOMEONE ELSE'S!!!' #and phil goes up to claire and presents her with this photo album and goes '. . . honey i'm ALWAYS following your advice.' #and when i think about mitch freaking out bc he thinks he might have had another kid and he thinks cam might ditch him for it #and cam is just like '. . .. mitchell i love you.' and is just like. we'll deal with this together. #and it's just like!!! ough!!! ough!!!

[lotus-pear]

"immortality.. a fate worse than death"

#credits to @/tadpole-art because i referenced her art for this and basically recycled colors from it as well so i owe her a big thanks😭 #i tried painting once and i'm never doing it again i fucking sobbed every minute i was drawing this #how do you guys do it #anyway having thoughts about our resident boughkeeper #have i mentioned how much i love him? because i love him so much #his backstory made me cry and he's also pretty and heartbroken so there we go i already added him to my fave list #after playing the recent archon quest i was like ''friendship ended with childe now dain is my favorite character'' #dansleif my beloved🛐🛐 #genshin impact #genshin impact art #genshin impact fanart #genshin dainsleif #genshin impact dainsleif #dainsleif #dainsleif genshin impact #lotus draws

[aelswiths]

AELSWITH IN 4x10 Part 2

#the last kingdom #sevenkingsmustdie #tlk aelswith #GOD #G O D #G O DDDDDDDD #the way once that door shuts she completely breaks down #I'm #I'm crying #the mask falls and she's a mess #I- #I'm going #INSANE #she makes me INSANE #your honor I love her #just UGH #her children and her family are her strength #they're her whole world #losing them leaves her adrift #in s4 she's so lost because her family doesn't need her #and she doesn't know what to do with that #and just #ugh #I have #so many thoughts #and feelings #and emotions #and I'm crying #I love her so much

[orzaika]

My friend got me hooked on @exilethegame and I’ve played it so many times just to keep playing my Phoenix commander Emil Ryder :) he is so fucked up and broken and my whole experience has been “how can i make it evident that this poor man has been emptied out and broken beyond repair” and then the author ENABLES ME it’s the best thing i’ve ever encountered

#exile the game #the painted phoenix #my art #artists on tumblr #oc #i love my fucking guy so much #also being able to make him trans? i owe the author my life #he's just so fucked up <3 #and that one line about the commander's mother wondering how long it is until they're completely lost #shoveling this into my mouth #biting and screaming in a good way #he has more scars under his shirt btw i just didn't really include them #also lemme infodump about him a bit okay so he used to be full of life and joked around #but i'm playing him as presently being empty and just wanting to throw himself on a sword #like being able to tell Syfyn that he's tired and to just end it? THANKING HER?? #i'm insane. i'm biting him. i'm crying over him #the only thing he's living for at this point is the Main Group and his sister #and that's only until his mission is over (CURRENTLY!!!) #because by god i am going to make this about how life is hard and suffering exists at every corner but you have to keep going anyway #because life- and love- is worth it i'm #biting

[wild-at-mind]

Had a really stupid conversation via minor emotional breakdown with a queer friend about what makes an LGBTQ person 'assimilist'. From what she said I'm kind of forced to draw the conclusion 'if you say you're not assimilist, then you're not'.

#i love her but none of it makes any sense to me #i think i really just wanted her to see that this kind of rhetoric is no good if you're fundamentally unable to see yourself as having valu #to a community- which is where i'm still at sometimes unfortunately. #i would say that i may not be the only one since mental illness + self esteem issues + being lgbtq are not exactly unlinked #but i have basically never found anyone else who has my particular hangups...maybe online once ages ago #so in my own mind i'm the most assimilist lgbtq who ever existed- not even worthy to call myself queer #and it's nice that she thinks i am not like that and in fact am 'one of the good ones' #who is not assimilist- look i know that 'one of the good ones' usually means the opposite ok i know! it's just an impression i get #she's like telling me obviously i'm all good because i look like i do but all i can hear is #that if i didn't look like this then i'm an assimilist #i fucking hate my brain honestly no one asked me to have a mental breakdown at their house (thank god i didn't cry) #and then go home and that's when i cry because i saw a trans guy's 'this many years on t' post and i felt like shit because #i haven't done anything about transitioning in ages and i'm not even out at work :'( #like i know i'm an assimilist because my main reason for not coming out at work is not wanting to do the beaurocracy #of changing my name on my email and every fucking log in i have on everything- telling every single person i interact with #i just can't it's too much and my line manager is worse than useless #but i have 'my job is computer and doing emails all day' privilege so i don't like to talk to people about it

[fourteenthz]

LOVE AND PEACE ON FUCKING PLANET EARTH

#kelly plays ykz #yakuza 0 spoilers #I'm stopping now its like 7am I prefer to believe they are going to have a dinner and plan a trip to Europe and never come back actually #IM SO OBSESSES WITH THEM IT'S MAKING ME SICK IN THE HEAD #i didn't start this game expecting anything other than brother^tm but you know what. IF #they every single one of majima's old boss can say tell this guy has feelings maybe i can too. yeah. YEAH. #OBSESSED SO BAD with chapter 16 first cutscene... he has absolutely NO hesitation in running up to her. #and the second she goes past him he immediately refuses to let her go. #ITS SO INSANE how he has been so lifeless the last chapter and accepting his fate as a pawn for the next one #to show that fucking face he makes while looking at her. ITS SO WEIRD IN A FANTASTIC WAY my man is having too many feelings he can't #she** can't even see it and it KILLS ME bc he is making the world's puppiest eyes at her IM SO AUAAGAHHAHH SLAMMING MY HEAD ON THE TABLE #I NEED THEM. TO BE. SO NORMAL RN. I NEED THEM TO HAVE SUCH NORMAL DINNER RN. #I'm stopping playing bc i'm not sure that's going to happen so enough tears for today but I JUST. REALLY NEED THEM. #TO HAVE DINNER. HOLDING HANDS. AND THAT'S IS. CAN SOMEONE HEAR ME. #she really is like my top3 favorite characters in this damn game I adore this woman to death. #feeling so majima by his sigh in realief as soon as she stopped walking away when she tripped. the way his damn face changes from pained to #'IDEA!' and imediatelly offers to take her out........................... i'm so unwell at this momento. #I thought if they met again I wouldn't be able to trust majima bc he was so set in being a damn pawn in the previous chapter but man..... #the amount of thoughts behind his eye everytime he looked at her. if they end up playing that as him bring in pain #bc he has to win her over im going to kll a guy. there's no way NO WAY U HEARD ME #thry are literally my everything. there is NO way she is going to survive this game and I'm trying sk damn hard to get #used to that idea but it just sucks i love her so much. and thw worst part i have no idea what's up with majima on the other games #is her dying being his villain storie??? his hero redemption? HELL IF I KNOW. IS SHE EVEN DYING FR?? #i truly think they could get away wih shipping her to another country. and it would make sense for majima to insist her to go. #but oh I doubt so hard they are giving me anything but pain with my favorite relationships in this game. i really do. #until then..... lying down in bed.... thoughts abt majima soft expression at her.... abt the weight her voice #carries rn.... abt the way he said 'hey' and she said 'you think I'm emotional because I'm hungry again'..... they. are. so. #the way they dont even give a choice to walk faster when she is accompanying majima. #I have such low standards at this point. if they don't at least hold hands again i will cry. #he doesn't need to guide her around anymore so... u see my vision? him asking for her hand bc he wants to... hello?

[hedonistbyheart]

JEDI SURVIVOR HYPE 

#star wars: jedi survivor #star wars #jedi fallen order #cere junda #star wars fanart #star wars: games #jedi survivor #my art #I love her so much I'm gonna cry #gave her ear gauges because the ref had it and it suits her

[katierosefun]

actually as much as i love mike and harvey together. i feel so sad for rachel zane because imagine falling in love with your coworker and then you learn that your coworker is a fake lawyer but not only that, your coworker is a fake lawyer who would literally do anything for his boss. he'll literally leave you at the altar to go to prison for his boss. he'll try to quit his job multiple times but keep coming back because his boss asked him to come back. he'll move to seattle with you, and you'll breathe a sigh of relief because it means that it can finally just be the two of you, but then you learn that he's inviting his stupid former boss to join them. and his stupid former boss agrees. you smile because your husband is so stupid happy at the idea of working with his former boss again, but you've seen this film one too many times before, and you are going to be subject to watching your husband choose his stupid former boss-slash-friend over you again and again and again and again and again and ag

#caroline talks #suits #LIKE? ? ??? rachel zane babes i love u but i hope you've divorced mike ross by now <333 #like i'm so sorry girlie!!! your husband loves u i'm sure but also he's been playing stupid chicken with this guy he's been in love with #for YEARS NOW!!!! #it's also like. uh. you KNOW that harvey wouldn't do anything with mike while mike's married to rachel because of ALL THAT BAGGAGE HE HAS-- #and i don't think mike would ever do anything to harvey because HE knows how much baggage harvey has #like. in my head. yeah they're all living together in seattle and rachel's just like ':/// i need to divorce this man bc we could move to #literally antarctica and mike would still find a way to drag harvey along. #and the crazy thing is that harvey would probably FOLLOW HIM.' #like. the way i'm not even exaggerating what happens in the show too?? ? ? #like we have literal scenes of rachel crying and begging mike to just LET HARVEY GO #and to just CHOOSE HER #and mike is always just like '!!! HOW DARE YOU TELL ME TO GIVE UP ON HARVEY' #and it's like. ilysm mike u crazy silly man <333 but also like. i think it's fairly reasonable of the woman you're marrying #to ask you to choose her over your boss slash buddy. y'know? #like. it's not even like rachel and mike are a cute simple girlfriend-boyfriend. #they are literally ENGAGED and they are literally supposed to START A LIFE TOGETHER-- #and mike is still going ':((( i can't leave harvey behind' like actually rachel babe i am SO SORRY

[one-winged-dreams]

Don't mind me, just fucking crying at the prospect of Angeal's mom loving me and deciding she's going to be the loving mother I never had

#this is a very weirdly timed moment to talk about Angeal's mom #... #again #but im literally crying because he loves her so much and i have mom issues so #ueueueue #gillian please hug me and remind me I'm worthy of parental love #what do angels dream of

[svtskneecaps]

so for context i sometimes get things people say stuck in my head, like when a song gets stuck but with random things people say (lmk if you can relate everyone i've mentioned this to hits me with "??? huh?")

roier has a voice where i tend to get things he says stuck in my head yknow. which is neat yknow i like his voice i don't mind him going WHAT THE FUCK?? with his whole chest in the back of my mind yknow like prior to qsmp i had seen a random clip of him chasing down rubius on some different server and saying his name a bunch and that got stuck in my head for a month or so and it's fun yknow it's neat

but right now there is a tiny roier in the back of my head saying "ven mijo ven!! ven bobby!!"

so yea i'm crying again lol

#qsmp #sorry if i spelled it wrong i've only done duolingo #french was my high school language #i just. i missed it live because i had work and i watched the vod and i just cried for an hour #i haven't seen jaiden's pov bc her vods are so hard to find #once i find it i'll probably cry some more #its fine #i'm fine #:)) #bobby chingon; godspeed and. i mean i'd say god rest but i don't think bobby would have much fun resting #have fun my love. you were a good egg. 💛 #shut up vic #block game brainrot

[alwaysoc]

#YES! GIVE ME THAT FANFIC ANGST! #IT'LL MAKE ME CRY BUT IT'S WORTH IT! #it's just so rare to see Katarina so self-depricating in the first place #but now she has good reason to be #if I was her I would be too! #Hamefura #honestly On The Verge of Doom is SO much better than I thought it would be! #like new plot #new struggles #Katarina's done a lot of horrid things but she's desperately trying to make up for them #hustle hustle hustle! #my poor baby doesn't have a big harem that she personally helped to rely on #like Alan and Keith (Keith especially) are such DIFFERENT people! #Alan Nicol and Sophia hardly appear #and only Geordo (and maybe Mary and Maria) seem to actually be lovestruck and that isn't until towards the end #this means that lots of the characters also act differently with each other! #Keith and Geordo don't have a rivalry and it's more of like a “Keep her safe will you?” #we get more insight into Maria being all insecure and don't see her mother at all #because even if Katarina still wanted to see how real fields looked #she wouldn't have any reason to go to Maria's hometown if she feels like she's made Maria suffer so heavily! #which makes sense #I adore that there's more focus on sword fighting too! #also Sienna is the sweetest baby ever! it's a shame that she doesn't appear at all in canon but it makes sense #anyway! yes! Verge of Doom is good! #I finished it all in one four-hour take! #I wouldn't mind getting maybe an anime spin-off based on Verge of Doom #goooosh! I love it! I'm going to go read some fluffy fanfic stuff now!

[live-laugh-lobotomyy]

just watched the ahsoka finale. oh my god. OH MY GOD.

#ahsoka spoilers #ahsoka series #ahsoka #dave filoni you absolute madman #you brilliant fucking genius #he has singehandedly provided context for everything that ever has and ever will happen in star wars #AND I AM EATING IT UP #BUT ITS SO TRAGIC SO I’M ALSO CRYING #THRAWN IS BACK AND AT THE HELM OF THE EMPIRE???? OH JUST ANOTHER CASUAL GALACTIC WIDE CIVIL WAR THAT'S FINE #MORTIS ARC REFERENCE????? NOT EVEN A REFERENCE LIKE THAT ARC NOW HAS EVEN MORE SIGNIFICANCE AND IS SO IMPORTANT TO SW AS A WHOLE #THE GALAXY BEING CAUGHT IN AN ENDLESS LOOP OF GOOD AND EVIL AND EVERYTHING IS FUCKED BECAUSE OF WHAT WENT DOWN ON MORTIS #DEATH TROOPERS?!?!?!?!?!??! IN MY CANON STAR WARS!!?!?!?!? IT'S MORE LIKELY THAN YOU THINK #AHSOKA'S CHARACTER ARC OVER THIS SEASON WAS SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE HEEERRRR #ANAKIN WATCHING OVER HER AT THE END???? JUST LIKE HE DID IN ROTJ I'M SOBBING #WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE?????? #NO IDEA BUT I'M SURE IT WILL INCLUDE PAAIINNN #I BETTER SEE MORE OF HAYDEN AS ANAKIN I REFUSE TO BELIVE THAT THIS WAS IT #this episode and this series as a whole was so much more heavy than i expected #but i don't know why i didn't see it coming because it's DAVE FUCKING FILONI #also the title of this masterpiece being a narnia reference is killing me #I NEED SEASON TWO. NOW. #give it to me hat man i am in your walls