#I'm crying guys pls how am i meant to go about my day knowing this could drop any second
you're losing me 🎤
pairing: charles leclerc/fem!singer!reader
type: instagram imagine, social media au
notes: randomly got this idea yesterday so i started working on it before i forgot lolol i missed writing here hehe lmk what u guys think!
about: just when everyone suspects you and charles have called it quits, you release a single entitled "you're losing me".
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yourusername Stop, you're losing me. I can't find a pulse, my heart won't start anymore.
Been debating on whether to release this track or not for 2 weeks now. This is a song close to my heart and recently wrote.
You're Losing Me. Out tomorrow, 12 AM ET.
zendaya Cannot wait to hear it! ❤
popgirls THATS MOTHER!!!
yncore ma'am are those the lyrics... oh this song depressing as fuck
midnights16 not her releasing this the day she goes trending for apparently having broken up with charles too 😭
lecsainzz Pls dont let this be the confirmation I AM THIS CLOSE TO CRYING
hamiltonhero OH THIS IS SICKKK RIGHT WHEN THE BREAK UP RUMORS ARE AT ITS PEAK
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charles_leclerc You're never gonna lose me ❤️
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danielricciardo Blew all the breakup rumors right out of the water 🤣
landonorris I'm gonna tell my engineer to play the song while I'm driving hahaha
yourusername Friday dethroned? I'm shocked
landonorris Anything for my favorite pop star ☺️
charles_leclerc I am literally sitting beside you
landonorris ?? I am literally her #1 fan get out of here please
yourusername Last I heard, we broke up 🤔
charles_leclerc No plans of letting you go, amour 😘
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yourusername Apparently you're single now, mind if I take you out to dinner?
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charles_leclerc You can keep me forever and I wouldn't mind :)
yukitsunoda0511 Mom? Dad???
arthurleclerc This is how you won her over? 🤣
carlossainz55 3 years later and he still smiles at your pick up lines, Y/N 😆
yourusername Take a pic for me next time, Chili!
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tagging: @slytherheign i know you love angst but this is what the emoji u chose meant 🤣
notes: this took so much time LMAOOO anyways i really missed writing here hehe lmk what u guys think! (still have so many drafts i have yet to finish) thank u for reading ♡
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can you write something with jamie where y/n is pregnant and she’s at a jamie’s family dinner and she received some comments about how big her belly is compared to the other women, so she refused the chocolate cake dessert and jamie follows her after the dinner in the kitchen, seeing her crying and stuff ?
Okay first of all, my first request heyoooo! :)
I'm not sure if I'll start taking requests on the regular, I don't often have a lot of time to write sadly. But THIS hits close to home. Oooooh boy does this hit close to home. Full disclosure, I've been in recovery from an eating disorder for years, and it's something I still struggle with. So this struck a chord with me and I liked the idea of Jamie being just hella supportive about his partner's insecurities and making them feel better. I had to write this one lol. Thank you for this prompt!
I hope you enjoy!
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Growing and Glowing
You're very pregnant with Jamie and yours' first child. You've been feeling insecure about your pregnancy weight gain, and struggle at a family dinner. Jamie takes notice and tells you just how beautiful you are and always will be to him.
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You stood in front of your mirror in your bedroom, looking over yourself after getting dressed. You were getting ready for dinner over at Jamie’s parents’ house with his family for his brother Sam’s birthday. You sighed and frowned as you messed with the hang of the dress you had chosen to wear. Your 8 months pregnant bump was prominent on your once smaller figure.
“What’s the matter, love?” Jamie asked, walking out from the bathroom shirtless, rubbing his wet hair with a towel.
“Nothing…I just feel like a gross blimp.” You rubbed your belly.
“Darling…” Jamie said, his tone sounding sad, coming up to hug you from behind, wrapping his arms around where yours were on your bump.
You looked at him in the mirror. “The clothes I bought last week don’t fit now. And my boss was talking about how much bigger I am now than she was the day she gave birth.”
“Baby, you look as beautiful as ever, forget the clothes, forget those comments. You’re a goddess, a goddamn glowing goddess.” He planted kisses starting from your neck, working his way up to your cheek.
You giggled as his lips tickled you.
“There's a smile! Let me just grab a shirt and we can head out.” He gave one more peck to your cheek as he turned to the closet.
On the drive over, Jamie held one hand on the wheel with the other stretched across the center console to hold your hand. He always held your hand while driving. It was little things like that that meant so much to you. 5 years of being together, and he still did these little things as if you were perpetually in the honeymoon phase.
Jamie pulled the car up to the curb outside of his parents’ home. You both ascended the steps to the front door and Jamie rang their doorbell, exchanging a quick smile to each other. The door swung open as Jamie’s mother excitedly let you in. She immediately went to hug Jamie, and then turned to bring you into a hug. She pulled you to arm’s length and looked you up and down.
“Oh my, look at how big you’ve gotten! Won’t be long now, huh? How are you feeling, dear?” Jamie’s mum asked, smiling so wide.
“Oh uh…feeling okay. You know, just excited to finally meet the little guy.” You smiled sheepishly, placing a hand on your bump, her words about your size echoing still.
“Where’s the birthday boy?” Jamie inserted himself into the conversation.
“Oh, him and dad are in the living room watching a movie. Dinner’s all ready, if you can just help me set the table, J? Y/N, why don’t you go and join them and get off your feet.” She smiled.
You smiled back. Jamie placed a hand on your back as you exchanged small smiles to each other. You went into the living room and said hello to Jamie’s dad and happy birthday to Sam. They both got up to give you a hug, before settling back down into their respective chairs. You heard the clanking of plates and silverware from the other room as the table was being set. It didn’t take too long before Jamie’s mother called you all into the dining area for the meal. You walked over to a chair as Jamie pulled it out for you to sit in before taking his place next to you.
Dinner was nice, and conversation was light and fun. Jamie’s dad then asked how long now until the baby was born.
“Oh, just about 4 or 5 more weeks probably.” You looked to Jamie and smiled to each other.
“You look about ready to pop any moment!” Jamie’s dad chuckled.
“Yeah, you know it’s funny, the neighbor’s daughter, she barely showed the whole time. You would have thought she just had too much to eat maybe!” Jamie’s mum laughed as she took a bite.
You gave a half-hearted smile, staring down at your plate. You scraped some potatoes around with your fork as the conversation went on. Suddenly, you no longer had an appetite.
“You sure it’s not twins?” Sam asked, smirking.
“Nope. Just one baby, guys. You know, every body is different.” Jamie said, sitting up straight in his chair.
You put your fork down on your half-eaten plate and went to take a sip of water. You cleared your throat after swallowing, feeling the knot starting to form and your face getting hot. Jamie sensed your discomfort and discreetly reached his hand over to your thigh under the table, giving a light squeeze in support, before going back to his meal in front of him.
The conversation turned to a different topic after that. You sat staring at your plate as the rest of the table finished theirs. Jamie took both of your plates into the kitchen, as his mother took the other 3. After a moment, they walked back in to the dining area, Jamie’s mom holding a small cake with a few candles on it.
“And of course,” Jamie’s mum chimed. “We have chocolate cake for Sammy! Haaaappy birthday to you…” She began to sing, and everyone soon joined in, to Sam’s annoyance.
She placed the cake down, and you stared at it as Sam blew out his candles. Usually, you’d be excited for cake on any occasion, but all the comments about your pregnancy weight gain were running through your head and making you more upset by the second. Jamie’s dad begun slicing up the cake and passing out pieces around the table.
“Y/N, how big would you like yours?” He asked, looking at you.
“I um…I think I’m going to pass on it. I’m actually not really feeling that well at the moment. Excuse me.” You said, pushing your chair back, bringing your hand behind your back for support as you stood up and walked out of the room.
You walked into the kitchen, tears already starting to run over your cheeks. You trembled as you tried not to audibly cry and draw attention to yourself. You knew they didn’t mean any harm by their comments, or maybe even knew the power that they had, but you still couldn’t help but feel devastated. Before getting pregnant, you were generally fit. You ran a few times a week and hit the gym too. Your mind wandered, wondering if you could ever get back to your pre-pregnancy body. You worried that Jamie would stop being attracted to you. You leaned against the counter, wiping your face.
“I’ll be right back, I’m just going to go check on her.” You heard Jamie’s faint voice from the other room say.
His footsteps echoed as he came into the kitchen with you. You looked over at him, eyes and face reddened. His pace quickened as he stepped up to you and wrapped you in a tight embrace.
“Darling, are you alright?” He asked, stroking the back of your hair.
You sniffled. “I’m sorry, baby.”
“Sorry? What on earth are you sorry for?” He asked, rubbing your back.
“I’m sorry I’ve let myself go. Even your family noticed too.” You took in a shaky breath, wiping another tear away.
“Oh, sweetheart, no. No, they didn’t mean anything like that. You know my parents; they’ve got no filter! Please don’t let that upset you like this.” He brought his hand to your cheek and caressed just under your cheek bone.
“I just…I feel so poorly about myself. It’s been really hard these last few weeks. I knew I would gain weight, but I just didn’t expect to feel this bad about it.” You looked down at your feet.
“Baby, look at me.” He brought a finger to your chin so that your eyes could meet. “Listen, you are beautiful. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever been lucky enough to lay eyes on. Your body is always and will always be beautiful. And you know what? Your body is doing a the most beautiful thing right now; it is growing our child and keeping him safe. And soon, it will bring that beautiful boy into the world and into our lives. You are gorgeous, and glowing, and I would not want anything any other way right now. I love you, always, Y/N.”
You smiled as more tears spilled over, but this time due to gratitude. Jamie placed a hand on the back of your head, pushing it forward to meet his lips to your forehead.
“I love you too, J.” You smile. “Thank you.”
“Now, why don’t we go back in there.” He held out his hand to lead you back towards his family.
Sitting down at the table, Jamie’s family spoke all at once asking how you were doing now. “I’m feeling much, much better.” You smiled over at Jamie. “And you know, I think the baby would really like a slice of cake.”
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Is It Too Late? | Peter Parker/Harry Osborn
Summary: Peter confessed his feeling for the reader after a long time. Peter Parker x Stark!reader x Harry Osborn
Warning: unwanted kiss
Request: Nah.
Walking down the street Y/N had no where in particular in mind but she knew she wanted to be as far away from the compound as possible.
She might have kept walking for hours if not for the sweet smell of coffee and pasties that halted her in her tracks. walking towards the café she had locked in her sights she failed to notice the man she was headed for a direct impact with until contact was made.
"Oh shit I'm sorry." The man apologized instantly.
"Don't be, that was completely my fault." She replied. "Are you okay?"
"Actually I'm Harry." He smirked holding out his hand. "And your crying...Was the joke that bad?"
Reaching up and wiping her face Y/N hadn't even realized she was this upset about it. "No, god I didn't even realize." She said looking up meeting his blue eyes. "The joke was bad, I wouldn't be surprised if it did end up making someone cry one day." Taking his hand to shake.
"Well I'll keep that in mind..."
"Y/N Stark."
"I thought you looked familiar" He said letting go of her hand. "Harry Osborne. Are you okay?"
Y/N gave him a pointed look while wiping the remaining trace of tears from her face. "Actually I'm Y/N." She repeated his joke back to him.
"Right it was a stupid question." Harry admitted holding his hands up in surrender. "I have another question though...What's it like having Tony Stark as a dad?"
"I wouldn't know, What's it like having Norman Osborne as a dad?" She replied smirking at the question that most people asked her -and most likely him as well- while growing up.
"I wouldn't know." Harry smiled. "Boarding School." Harry stated pointing to himself.
"Strategic Avoidance, on his end of course." She sniffled a bit still overcoming the previous emotion.
"Would that happen to be the reason for the..." Harry trailed off gesturing to her eyes.
"No," She replied waving her hand in dismissal of her tears. "This is a long, stupid story. I don't even know why I'm crying, It's just stupid."
"Well I'll tell you what, I was just headed over to that café over there." Harry informed pointing to the café Y/N was headed towards before their impact. "It smell great and looks like the perfect place for a long, stupid story. What do you say?"
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Peter Parker paced back and forth in front of the group of male Avengers reading the article from his phone.
"Y/N Stark and Harry Osborn in a Billion dollar relationship." Peter read glaring at Bucky looking away quickly after he glares back. "The two teens, both heirs to billion dollar corporations, (Stark Industries and Oscorp) have been spotted out multiple times on various romantic rendezvous over the past three months, this is not only a big deal socially but it has some people wondering about the economic effects of the two merging in more ways then one, in the future."
"It's a very well written article." Sam commented looking around the room.
"Mr. Wilson this isn't funny." Peter commented placing his phone in his back pocket. "I did what you guys told me to do and now she's dating someone else."
"Kid we told you to make her a bit jealous..." Bucky reminded.
"I told you it was a bad idea." Steve said as Clint confirmed that he also told him it was a bad idea.
"That's what I did!" Peter shouted holding his arms out.
"We meant flirt with a stranger for like five minutes max." Same clarified "You went on three dates with another girl."
"I didn't know she was gonna go and date....him." Peter spat out. "Plus it was kinda cute to watch her be jealous."
"Don't say that to her." Clint warned quickly. "ever."
"What do I do know, am I just supposed to sit back and watch her live a life with some other guy." He asked flopping down on the sofa. "That would kill me."
"Listen kid, the way I see it you have two options." Bucky said leaning forward in his seat. "You can either tell her how you feel, like you should have in the first place, and see what happens or...you can move on and you guys go your separate ways."
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Walking into the compound Y/N was rushing to meet her dad before her date with Harry, she was dress up because he was taking he out for her birthday.
"Y/N!" Peter called out as he rushed to open the door for her before following her in. "Can I talk to you for a second?" He asked as he attempted to keep up with he quick strides as they made their way to the elevator.
"It had to be quick, I'm meeting my dad and then I have to go." She informed pressing the button that would take them to he living room of the compound.
"Are you going somewhere?" Peter asked looking her up and down as she looked even more stunning than usual.
"A date with Harry." She confirmed with a smile. "He's taking me out for my birthday."
"Oh god, it's your birthday. I forgot the present I bought you."
"It's fine Pete, you can give it to me some other time." She assured as the elevator door opened up to the dark room. "So what is it you wanted to talk to me about."
"I've got something to tell you." Peter said reaching for her hand stopping her from walking farther into the room. "Something I should have told you a long time ago." turning to face him.
"Peter what..."
"I love you Y/N." Peter blurted out. "I've loved you since the moment we met, I think. and I should have told you when I knew but I was scared and I didn't but when ever I'm around you the only thing I can think about is how happy we would be together, and I want to be able to hold your hand and go on dates....kiss you."
Before she could reply Peter quickly leaned forward planting his lips on hers. it was a small kiss too long to be a peck, but too short to be a kiss. It was everything Peter expected it to be and more, what he didn't expect was the sharp slap across the face that came promptly after.
"What the hell is wrong with you Parker?" Y/N asked glaring at the young hero. "What makes you think that was okay?"
"I just wanted to tell you how I feel about you."
"After all this time? Tonight of all nights? Peter its my birthday, I'm 30 minutes away from going on a date with my boyfriend and you thought it was a good idea to confess your feeling and kiss me." She says. "Feeling you claim to have since you met me but didn't stop you from dating other people."
"I only did that to make you jealous." Peter rushed out a defense for is actions. "I asked some of the team and they said I should make you jealous so you would realize your feeling for me, but you were so cute when you would get jealous so I went on a few more date-."
"You liked seeing me jealous?" Y/N spat through gritted teeth. "So you told everyone else how you felt except for me? I never needed to realize my feelings Peter, they were pretty obvious, you were the only one that kept talking about Liz this and MJ that and then you date someone else because you like seeing me sad."
"No."
"You liked the look of heartbreak on my face too much to end it."
"That's not what I meant."
"You got some sort of sick gratification from my pining for you while you had a girlfriend." She continued. "And now you want to tell me that, that was just you showing love."
"I know I should have told you from the start, and now isn't the best timing but I had to tell you before it was too late."
"You are too late Peter!" She shouted. "You are about four months too late. I love Harry, I don't know if he loves me but I love him, Peter. He treats me great and he's there for me when I need him, he doesn't enjoy making me feel less than. I loved you too Peter but I thought you were happy, so I stepped to the side because I was happy that you were happy. I understand getting it off your chest, you have every right to express your feeling but...kissing me, now while I have a boyfriend Peter is out of line and it's selfish and it's a shitty thing to do."
Peter stood there watching in silence as Y/N continued her tearful rant.
"And it makes me feel shitty for letting it happen and that's not fair...It's not fair to me and it is not fair to Harry." She says as tears fall from her eyes. "And I don't want to keep this from him but god I don't know how I'm going to tell him what I've done." She says more to herself than to him as she walk backwards only to stubble in something on the ground. "Friday turn on the lights, please." She calls in frustration.
As the room aluminates with light Y/N looks down, only to see she had stubbed on a balloon. Looking around the room she sees the floor was half hazardly covered in colors of her favorite colors along with streamer and in the middle of the living room stood the team along with Harry as well as Mr. Osborne.
"Surprise." Loki says awkwardly throwing out some jazz hands.
Y/N stood in shock at the realization of what had just happed. In her mind not only did she cheat on her boyfriend but she had done it in front of him, his father and the team. Looking over to Harry to see him glaring she couldn't take it anymore, turning and leaving with a quick apology.
Harry's glare didn't waver but it was never for Y/N, all the hatred he felt was for Peter Parker. Marching towards him Peter didn't stop Harry as he punched him in the face, Yes he was spiderman so it didn't hurt as much as Harry would have liked -not that he knew that- but it still hurt.
Harry grabs onto the collar of Peter's shirt and goes to hit him again only to be stopped by Steve holding him back.
"That's enough." He stated placing a hand on his shoulder. "You should go check on Y/N, she needs you."
Giving a nod to the super soldier, Harry started to go in the direction you had fled only to stop and turn to Peter once more. "Stay away from my girlfriend Parker." He snapped before going to find you.
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Harry found her balling her eyes out as she sat on the floor of her bedroom. Walking slowly towards to he thought about what he could possible say to make her feel better.
"Harry." Y/N said as she looked over at him. "I'm so sorry."
"It'll be okay." He replied.
"No it won't, I shouldn't have let that happen, I should have pushed him away." She listed all the ways she went wrong. "I don't know I s-should have..."
"Hey," Harry interrupted taking a seat next to her on the floor wrapping his arms around her. "There was nothing you could have done, this isn't your fault and you can't blame yourself for someone else's actions."
"Please forgive me...Please don't leave me."
"Baby, I'm not leaving you for something that isn't your fault." Harry reassured. "I love you too much to let you go."
Leaning back and looking onto his eyes Y/N felt nothing but completely and utterly loved.
"I love you too Harry."
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Hi! Since I saw that requests are open I was thinking of requesting pls matchup! :)
As for the fandom if it's not a problem for the jjba fandom! :) as for my pronouns I go by She/her, as for the gender I am a woman and preferred Terms wise I don't have any, as long as they attain to she/her! :) (Idk really what was meant for preferred terms, but I do hope that was it! :) so sorry if it wasn't!) And I am bisexual, and I would like the match up to be romantic pls :) oh and if you want to do a little scenario I would love that! About anything you would like! :)
Personality wise, I am shy at first, but after spending enough time with a person I'm really talkative (sometimes I do have an hard time stopping talking and joking, I'm also really ironic) I'm also really emotional, I cry really easily, but I also consider myself really caring, I would literally do anything for the person I love, and I like to spoil my loved ones a lot, also with gifts, and I'm also a tad bit the jealous type (not overly jealous though)
As for my interests I love practicing witchcraft and I also love astrology, I consider myself a cosmic witch! I especially love reading tarot, then I also love manga and anime and videogames, and I have the biggest passion for horror movies or any type of horror media, so movies, games and all that good stuff! :) I would consider myself Style wise as goth, especially romantic goth:)
I like to listen to Goth music most of all and then I also love classic rock, so music like the Beatles, the Doors, Fleetwood mac ecc.. :) my love language is words of affirmation most of all!
And idk if it's helpful as a last thing but I have short black curly hair and green eyes! And I am on average on how tall I am! :)
Thank you so much, and I hope it wasn't too long omg! :) and I absolutely love your writing!
hi there!!! thank you so much for sending in a matchup I absolutely love doing these for you guys!! also, thank you so much for the kind note at the end, it really means a lot! I have the perfect character for you so without further ado...
the character I chose for you is...
NORIAKI KAKYOIN!!!
you know he be lovin those goth girls lmaooo
he is a more reserved guy, but when he's around you and you become open, he does the same
doesnt care that you talk a lot he actually loves it when you talk
laughs at all of your jokes, like to the point where his gut hurts lmao
he thinks it's very good that you're willing to be so emotional and if you need anything while you're crying, he is always there for hugs or a soft conversation
he blushes every time you do something nice for him he thinks you are super kind and sweet and will return the kind things you do for him
he will try not to make you jealous because honestly, you're the only person he'll ever look at like how he looks at you <3
he literally thinks it is SO COOL that you're into witchy stuff
will 100% introduce you to Avdol who will teach you more and help you do readings and such
he will watch anime with you and just spend time at your house reading manga
you have someone who will now officially kick your ass in video games so get prepared for some competition
loves your hair and will play with it while telling you how much he loves you
will literally tell you every morning how much you mean to him so you start your day off nice all the time lol
he literally thinks you are gorgeous and will remind you how much he loves you, which obviously makes you fall head over heels <333
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What I also wanted to tell you for a while now is that I absolutely adore your writing style and I'm one of the people that don't mind at all if there's no daily chap because that is LUXURY 🤨🤨
I'd rather wait for a week for a chap if it meant you have the time to make sure that you get enough rest, spend time with your bestie, or just straight up relax and not worry about uploading!! :( 🫶🏻
Reading your fics I just always notice how much thought and planning as well as love you put into it all and I hate that some people are probably making you feel pressured to upload daily even if you're maybe not feeling well or don't have time 🥹 some people need to understand that most people have their days filled with uni, school or work and sometimes doing anything after that is just exhausting and not fun at all. (Which, in my opinion, you would also be able to tell when reading the chap that would get put out in a mood like that)
I just write for myself and I don't plan to ever share that fic but even if it's kind of an outlet for me I sometimes don't write anything for weeks so I have soooo much appreciation for people that share their works and what their sexy brains can come up with for readers to enjoy. 💞💞💞💞
Uh, that was a lot of rambling. Sorry, baby. I just had that on my mind and wanted to share my point of view with you in case it idk makes you happy to hear that 🥺
Also gossip ps: I got an email earlier today that someone gave my block to my instructor 🤭 I am still confused why someone took it in the first place and why it was given to my instructor almost two weeks later but I'm also glad I get to have it back... that's a positive today!!!
Negative is that during my drive this morning, a warning light in my car went on. 😀
I had to make an appointment for Wednesday to get it checked because I can't drive the one plus hours home on Friday with that on and I was SO nervous when I called the workshop because I usually always go to the one in my home town.... like the lady asked me what car I drive and I was actually bluescreening for a second and went like "uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh volkswagen" etc. so that was fun ahajsjsn
Okay, enough babbling. Sorry for rambling so much, angel 🥹
As always, I love you a lot and hope u take care of yourself 🫶🏻
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HELLO BABY SORRY FOR MY LATE REPLY!!! pls dont ever be sorry for rambling i literally love talking to you guys so much and it makes me happy since we're literally besties and i wanna know everything about your day!!!!🩷
first of all: youre gonna make me CRY. thank you so so so much for such sweet and heartfelt words baby, it will never fail to amaze me just how much love and support you guys have been sending my way and i will never take it for granted. 🥺🩷
im glad you got your block back tho its kinda weird bc like..why woumd you give smth back you stole i just?? maybe we manifested them to feel guilty so they gave it back?🤕 but either way im glad you got it back baby!
AAH THE LIGHT THINGIE IS SO SCARY 😭 i really hope you can get it fixed asap and wont have to worry too much about it baby!!!!
sending you the biggest kiss rn!🩷
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WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME ABOUT THIS. HOW AM I MEANT TO FUNCTION NOW
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Haikyuu poly headcannons!! <33
Pairs: Kageyama & Hinata, Oikawa & Iwaizumi, Ushijima & Tendo, Sakusa & Atsumu, Kurro & Kenma, and finally Bokuto & Akaashi.
part 2
Sfw AND Nsfw
Slight time skip spoilers!!!
let me know what you want to see next
word count: 2.6K I got a bit carried away. lol
FEMALE READER
Kageyama Tobio and Hinata Shoyo
Sfw
It's a constant fight for attention
They are polar opposites, Hinata is warm and energetic while Kageyama is confused and awkward, but they both love you so much it hurts.
How you got together was kind of a funny story, you and Hinata knew each other from middle school and reconnected when you met at a local mall in tokyo. So when you and Hinata started hanging out more he couldn't help but brag to Kageyama about it, which led to him wanting to meet you and thus began the year long fight for your love.
You couldn't choose between them so they came to the decision that they would just share you!
Your dynamics are pretty simple, you spend as much time with whoever is not at practice at the time, lucky they have two completely different practice schedules, Hinata in the morning and Kageyama in the afternoon.
That meant cuddling with Kags in the morning and cooking lunch with Hinata in the afternoon.
You guys also have a weekly date night! You have a rotation of who gets to choose what they want to do.
Unsurprisingly Hinata likes volleyball inspired dates, but he also likes the movie and picnic dates!
Kageyama is a bit more romantic, shockingly (he read a dating book), like romantic dinners and late night walks , shopping, anything to see you happy.
They also love anything you want to do, stay in? They make popcorn for movies. Dinner? Where, what and when should they make a reservation.
They are literally so whipped for you.
Nsfw
Oh~ ho ho~
I am a firm believer that these two are switches.
Hinata is a bit more submissive than Kags (for the most part), but he has his moments.
And i have this thing where Kags makes you and Hinata fuck while he watches biut votgh of you are power bottoms.
Toys toys toys
I'm talking double ended dildos and vibrators galore.
Punishments are usually for Hinata and consist of you riding Kags while he watches, and its absolute torture.
They also have nights where they have you alone and those are sweet and romantic, rose petals and candles.
It's never boring <33
“Tobio, doesn't she look so pretty?”
“God Shoyo you’ll cum in your pants if you grind like that”
“ go fuck yourself on the fucking dldo like a slut”
Oikawa Tooru and Iwaizumi Hajime
Sfw
There are two ways that this happened
1. You grew up with them and slowly fell in love through your life, and you all got together in highschool
Or
2. You met Oikawa in Argentina, literally fell in love at first sight, stars in your eyes. This led to him bringing you back to Japan, which led to you meeting “Iwa-chan” (who looked much more beautiful in person). After hanging out everyday for about 3 weeks Oikawa bright up the idea of sharing
And here you are!
You guys are all similar but you share personal things with each boy
With oikawa you have the obsession with aliens and you too even have a beauty routine that you do every night before bed.
With Iwaizumi you, of course, make fun of Oikawa at every waking moment. But! You also do all different kinds of exercise with him. You have a monthly yoga class and a swim aerobics program every other tuesday!
These two spoil you so much it's ridiculous.
Perfumes, jewelry, clothes and even gaming things.
They will get you anything even if you don't want it (and they are rolling in cash so it doesn't really matter.)
Nsfw
Iwaizumi rules the bedroom.
And as much as Oikawa pretends to be the top, he falls apart the second you kiss him neck.
Favorite position?
Simple. It can go two ways.
Oikawa laying on his back, Iwa fuking him into heaven and you sitting on his face OR you on your stomach ass up with Iwa between your legs and Oikawa's dick in your mouth.
The only real times Oikawa is in you is when Iwazumi wants to see both of you be pathetic sluts, or when Oikawa is being punished, mostly cockwarming while he is tied and not able to thrust in you.
Double penetration?
Your punishment.
Whine and cry all you want neither of them are slowing down, this is really the only time Oikawa is dominant in the bedroom
“Aw, Tooru, look at her! So pathetic!”
“You look like two whores trying to fuck, Harder brats”
“Oh! Iwa her throat gets tighter when you do that!”
Ushijima Wakatoshi and Tendo Satori
Sfw
Oh bby how did you get so lucky?
You have the best of both worlds!
Tendo, who you can joke around and cook with.
And Ushijima, your pillar and voice of reason.
This relationship was 100% started by Tendo. No question. He saw you and decided right then and there that you were his, and what kind of best friend would he be if he didn't share with Wakatoshi!
Thank god you were willing to do this, it would have Broken Satori AND Wakatoshis heart :((
This WAS the best decision of your life.
Your first date as a threesome was so cute, it started with walking around tokyo and you stopped and ate in a small cafe. You begged them to pay and they didn't let you so this became a game to see if you could ever find a way to pay before them.(you're still failing to this day)
After the cafe they took you to a small beach that had a little volleyball net set up. Insert uwus here
They taught you how to play, the basics if you didn't already know, and you guys played around until it was 2am
All of your dates are different but they either end like that or cuddling on the couch wachting movies. OR you know ;))
Nsfw
UHHH there are two ways this could go.
You being absolutely ruined by these two. Both being pretty big, they easily overpower you.
Tendo also has the obsession with being in your ass while ushijima rips your poor pussy apart.
Sadist tendo also makes a slight appearance, not letting yu cum for hours then making you cum over and over and over again
Or
Mr. Tendo controls what you and Toshi do!
Trust me Wakatoshi is still controlling you every waking second, but having Tendo tell him what to do (being slightly unaware of what to do anyway) gets him off just as much as you.
And when he’s feeling more adventurous, Tendo has kept you and Ushijima on literal leashes at his feet while he just chilled out. (i literally love this so much-)
You guys do a lot of exploring!
“Harder Toshi, the slut can take it”
“” we don't have enough dicks to fill all your holes”
“Satori! Please!” “Shhh, floor whores don't get to talk”
Sakusa Kiyoomi and Miya Atsumu
My #2 pair
DAMN, i can't even put how whipped they are for you in words.
You defiantly knew Sakusa first.
You two met in the supermarket, much to his displeasure he had to shop for himself, it was the classic strangers to lovers trope
You both reached for the same countertop cleaner!
To both of your shock you touched his hand and immediately started to apologize to him (he couldn't even reply because he was so stunned by your beauty)
He snapped back and started to interrogate you about what cleaning products you use, you both didn't even realize how much time passed with you just talking about how you clean.
Eventually you exchanged numbers and texted almost all day.
This led to him texting you back every chance he had during practice breaks, but he never told you he was a professional volleyball players AND happened to be on one of the top teams in the country, (you found out when he randomly followed you on instagram)
Eventually he got sloppy and Atsumu looked at his phone and found your number! Aren't you lucky ;) almost immediately after he started to question Sakusa about you
Who is she?
Where did you meet?
Is she pretty?
Gimmie her number Omi, i wanna know her too!
Eventually Atsumu just stole his phone and started to non-stop call you.
“Uh Kiyo? This guy keeps calling me and asking me questions about you.”
“Ignore it”
It got so bad that when you officially met atsumu he had followed Sakusa to your meeting spot, and you hit it off! (much to Kiyoomi’s disdain)
After a few months, and a lot of talks, all three of you entered a relationship!
Your dynamic was great! You were clean like Sakusa and fun like Atsumu!
Perfect!
Another spoiling group, it's like they just know what you want. It doesn't even matter what you think :// no take backs :))
Plus you have girl time when they are at practice, a good time to plan surprises ;)
You even got Atsumu into skin and hair care (kiyoomi approves)
You are literally perfect (and the hottest couple in the planet)
Nsfw
Sakusa is in control.
No question.
He wants ti fuck you? Done.
He wants to watch you play with yourself. Already rubbing circles on your clit.
He wants you to ride Atsumu until you squirt? You're bouncing on Atsumu Cumming and cumming.
Believe it or not Sakusa AND Atsumu love messy blowjobs, seeing you slobber all over yourself and their cocks is the most beautiful thing to them.
Atsumu also has the dirtiest most vulgar mouth on earth, will not spare your feelings one bit.
But that doesn't even measure up to how Kiyoomi speaks to you. He has no shame is telling you that they are going to let everyone on the team fuck you senseless.
Sakusa also loves to punish you and Atsumu for literally anything, he will tie you to each other and put vibrators in your holes and just watch you two desperately grind on each other to get relief that just won't come.
(they both love to ruin your orgasm too)
“Go Whore i know you can bounce faster than that”
“Look at her Omi! Isnt she the best little cumdump? Yes you are! Yes you are!” (pls he treats you like a pet)
“Hey Miya. Wouldn't shugo just love to have her on her knees for him? I think we should let her sometime”
I would do anything for these two-
Kuroo Tetsuro and Kozume Kenma
Oh? You're the most spoiled pet in the world?
You definitely grew up together, aka you've had both of them wrapped around your finger since you were 8.
You guys probably started dating after you accidentally let it slip that you were in love with the both of them.
After you all confessed and talked for hours, you were officially dating!
Not much has changed, but they were more affectionate and loving and more physical with you.
Your dates are really random, all the varying schedule and all.
They take you to anime cafes and gaming cafes and ALL the different cafes.
They always tell you you don't have to work but you feel bad so you started a makeup channel on youtube! And of course you were a sensation!
You and Kenma make little collab videos and were voted as the cutest couple of the year!
But that doesn't1 mean you aren't involved in Kuroos life just as much!
You help him get ready every morning, he just “can't” tie his tie even after doing it since highschool.
You make him a unique bento everyday!
You even buy him little chemistry sets whenever you see that a new model was released!
Plus living with two cuddle bugs is a dream for any girl ;)
Nsfw
The way that both of them are into cockwarming-
Whenever Kenma is not streaming he wants you to sit on his cock, just be a good kitten and do it.
No worries! Between rounds he'll start to pound you for as long as he can, but it's never enough for you to cum :// too bad you'll just have to wait until he’s done, or when Kuroo some home.
With Kuroo it's usually when he is doing more work in his home office. This is pure torture.
He won’t even pay attention to you until HE wants to cum.
To add on to that neither of them are afraid of fucking you infront of people.
Kenma has no fear of keeping you at his feet while he streams so you can suck him off whenever he wants.
One time he was on a zoom call with his PR team and they had no idea you were deepthroating his cock under where the camera could see.
Kuroo is the worst with this too, he’ll start fucking you when he knows he ahs a work call in a few minutes, so in the middle of fucking he’ll just answer the phone and make you shut up :((
Both of them together? You’re fucked. (literally haha)
Kenma a bottom , 100%, just not as much as you.
Sex mostly means kuroo fucking you and sucking kenma off.
“I wonder if everyone would still follow you if they knew what a slut you are”
“Kitten you have to be quiet for Daddy now, this call is important”
“Look at that kenma, she’s cumming all over the place while drooling all over you!”
Bokuto Kotaro and Akaashi Keji
The owl nest? Yes Ma’am.
You were akaashis girlfriend first, but that meant you were practically dating Bokuto anyway.
Akaashi? He loved it, you were just so cute when you tled to Kotaro!
When he got excited, you got excited and you were just the cutest two babies in the world!
The way you would talk for hours about nonsense and laugh about the stupidest things.
Slowly but surely Akaashi braugh Bokuto into the relationship, and you had no objections!
It started with small things like movie nights that turned into sleepovers that became full dates!
Dates? Oh man you go on one almost every night!
The movies! Bookstores! Restaurants!
Even to the volleyball gym.
Sometimes Akaashi takes you to Bokuto’s games and you two just Cheer your lungs out!
This seems crazy but one time on your anniversary that took you to an owl farm!
It was probably the funnest night of your life, and that was it all three of you knew that this was how you wanted to spend the rest of your lives.
Nsfw
Bokuto might be the driving force but Akaashi is the real mastermind behind the bedroom life.
Sex mostly includs being railed by Bokuto for hours while Akaashi whispers sweet praises in your ears, telling you how good your gtaking Bokuto.
Akaashi is also a firm believer in punishing people with toys,aka Bokuto getting ahead of himself and ignoring Akaashis commands which lands him tied up and a vibrator pressed to his sild until his orgass are dry :)
Of course you are no better, cumming before your told or vene worse masterbating without permission.
That lands you with a bunny vibrator, unable to move and just watching as Akasshi fucks Bokuto with your favorite dildo :(
But if you'd just listen this would have never happened, just promise not to do it again!
“Keji please, pease, wanna cum s-so bad”
“Gee, you're just sucking him in huh? After all this time you still want more!”
“You are just the prettiest little thing huh.”
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mum?
mother figure!nat x fem!teen!reader
avengers x reader
req by @teenwonder ; i absolutely love the entire teams adoration for reader skfksngnsf its so cute! could i please request one a little more nat based? maybe r treats and loves nat like a mom but nat hadn’t noticed that before, and the whole team is like listing examples of how and why 🥺🥺🥺
summary: the four times you needed nat and the one time she admits that she needed you too.
warnings: blood, a random attack out of nowhere because i'm not creative, inaccurate writing of medical situations because i have no idea how those things work, also let's just pretend bruce was around during iron man 2 when tony still had palladium in his arc reactor, also inaccurate descriptions of palladium effects bcs i just...don't know much about palladium pls forgive me thanks, and idk any hospitals in new york/manhattan or even the states LMAO so uh bear with this, and last but not least, my inability to write good endings
word count: 5426
notes: that's a long ass warning nevertheless pls do enjoy this fic <3
"i'm going now, bye!" you bid the team who were having breakfast together, walking out of the common area.
"bye, cupcake! don't get into trouble, don't do what i'd do and definitely don't do what i wouldn't do." tony advised and you rolled your eyes because tony says that to you every morning before you leave for school.
"wait, don't forget your lunch!" nat stands up from her seat and grabs your lunch that she had packed, from the kitchen island, bringing it over to you. "thanks, nat!" you grabbed it, giving her a quick peck on the cheek before leaving.
nat smiles at the action, turning around to walk back to her spot on the table, only to find the team staring back at her with knowing looks.
"what?"
"you know, you only need to sign a couple papers and the kid's all yours." tony states matter-of-factly. nat snaps her head towards the man, an incredulous look on her face. "what are you talking about?"
"we all see the longing looks on both your faces. she's dying for you to call her your daughter and you, her mother." clint explains and the others nodded in agreement.
"that's nonsense. she has wanda too," nat reasons, sitting back down. "i'm pretty sure she sees wanda as a sister considering how much she drags wanda with her whenever she's causing trouble around the tower." steve raises his brows at the redhead who was in denial.
"she sees you as her mother, nat. just accept it," wanda tells her, taking a sip from her glass. "really? name me one time she showed it." nat challenges them, not knowing that they've been watching your interactions with her for the longest time.
"you have no idea what you just got yourself into, romanoff," clint chuckles, cracking his neck and knuckles as if preparing for a fight.
"remember new mexico?" he smirks and nat only frowns, trying to remember.
i.
"no!" you screamed, dropping down to the ground. you didn't care that you scraped your knees doing that, the only thing that mattered was the overwhelming feeling of grief engulfing your whole being. tears streamed down your face as you looked at the debris on the ground, the remainder of what used to be standing in front of you; a building. blown up, now in ruins.
clint, bucky and steve watched you break down in front of them, their hearts breaking at the sight in front of them as well as the fact that their teammate had been caught up in the middle of the explosion.
"y/n/n? come on, tony's team called for back up. we gotta go," steve tried to get you to stand up, failing when you kept your ground. you screamed when he tried again and their hearts clenched at the heartbreaking sound.
"we can't just leave her! please, we have to find her," you cried, clinging onto steve's body as he ran his hand up and down your suit-cladded back to soothe you. "y/n/n, we can't. the whole place is in ruins now," he didn't want to say it but he had to. he had to in order to get you to leave. "she's gone."
"she can't be gone! she can't just leave us! we need her! i need her, stevie.." you cried into his chest and he had to control himself so he didn't cry right then and there too.
he looked up to see bucky looking at the two of you guiltily, tapping his wrist to indicate that they were running out of time. steve had no choice but to carry you in his arms, getting you to leave the site against your will. but you were too weak to fight back now. "what am i gonna do without her now, stevie?" you asked quietly.
"we're gonna be okay, y/n/n," he tells you, sitting you down on a chair and settling down next to you as clint flew the jet to your next location. the atmosphere was tense and you could tell everyone, too, was sad about this.
"what if we're not? what if we're not gonna be okay, stevie? i know i won't be." you wiped the tears streaming down your face despite the fact that your face still wasn't drying up any time soon.
"because nat wouldn't want to see us like this. she'll be angry if she sees that we're risking people's lives just because of her." he says truthfully.
"we're landing, guys." clint announces and the team prepared for another round of fighting. steve turns to you, wiping the tears on your face as he made you look up at him. "now let's save some people and make nat proud, yeah?"
you nod at him sadly, preparing your weapons. all of you got out the jet and the second battle of the day begun. boy, were these people unlucky because they were on the receiving end of your fury.
you were busy taking down a group of guards alone when you heard a familiar voice. "y/n, behind you!" and you turned just in time to take down a guard who was aiming at you.
you didn't even have time to register your shock of seeing the redhead because more guards came at you two. you guys fought alongside each other until all the men were taken down.
"nat?" you breathed out. "yes, bub?" she answers as you both carefully walked over the knocked out men. she was taken aback when you slammed into her, hugging her the tightest you ever did since you met her.
"please don't ever do that again." you mumbled into her chest. she was about to ask you what you meant when she heard you sniffling. figuring out it wasn't the appropriate moment to ask, she continued to just hug and comfort you in silence.
"wait, that was why she cried that day? because she thought i was in that building when it blew up?" nat asks after steve finished the story. "i never found out why because she never told me."
"yeah, you should've seen her when the building exploded. completely shattered my heart, dude." clint states, remembering the broken down state you were in that day.
"wait, did you guys not grief over my supposed death then?" nat glares at clint, bucky and steve. "in our defense, they were about to blow up about a hundred people, we didn't have much time to process the whole situation." clint tries to convince his best friend, only to receive a glare again from her.
"alright but just because she cried when she thought i was dead, doesn't mean she sees me as her mum. i'd cry too if any one of you guys died," she states, still in denial.
she did love you like how a mother would love her child. but she didn't want you to feel that she was forcing the title onto you. after all, you had so many other adults around you, who's to say that you saw someone else as a parent figure instead of her? she didn't want to make you uncomfortable.
"woman, are you serious?" sam exclaims, throwing his hands up in the air dramatically. "need i remind you that the girl sacrificed her life for you?"
ii.
"nat, watch out!" you stood right behind her where the man was about to attack her. you gave him a harsh kick to the head and that was all it took for the man to go unconscious.
the redhead turned around, not having enough time to comprehend what had happened before you dropped into her arms. you two were lucky the last of the men had already been taken out.
"bub? what's wrong?"
at this point, you were fully leaning against her. she was holding up your whole weight, hands wrapped around your middle to support you. that was when she felt it. the familiar thick substance on her fingers, leaking from the back of your suit.
her eyes widened, pulling one hand away from you to look at it. red. her breathing picked up as one of her hands felt around your back, finally feeling the handle of a knife sticking out from your back.
your eyes were already drooping by now and she lightly shook you awake, careful to not hurt you. she lowered you down and you were both sat on the floor now.
she presses a finger to her ear and you could hear her voice echo in your ear from your own comms. "can someone come please," she paused, exhaling shakily. "y/n's down."
if it had been any other person, she probably would be bringing them to the jet by now but it was you. she didn't know what came over her but when she saw that you were injured, it was like her whole body shut down. her knees felt weak and she couldn't bring herself to move.
"hey, hey, keep your eyes open. can you do that?" she asked gently and you nodded weakly. "bub, why did you do that?" she cried softly, moving your hair away from your face as you leaned sideways against her. the action caused your face to be smudged by your own blood from her hands but she didn't care as she caressed your cheek.
"he–he was gonna hurt you. i–i couldn't..." you paused a while, the pain getting too much for you to bear. "y/n, don't strain yourself. you need to stay awake," she tells you as tears streamed down her face.
"rather me than you," you whispered. nat's eyes widened at this. "don't say that, bub." she scolds gently.
you smiled weakly at her. "i've grown too dependent on you, nat. it's to the point that i," you coughed and nat worried that you were straining yourself but you continued. "that i'd rather die than live without you. you probably can go on with life without me but i can't without you. i need you, nat." your eyes closed and nat panics, shaking your body.
"y/n?! bub?! stay awake, please, they're coming!" nat cries out loud, holding onto your limp body.
"did we not agree to not mention that to me anymore?" nat glares at sam for bringing that up.
the night of that incident had been one of the worst nights for nat. she sat by your bed all night after you had been treated. she had been the first one you saw after you woke up. she had been the one you broke down in front of after you admitted the full reasoning behind your actions. she had been the one who opened her arms for you to make yourself at home in.
"i'm sorry but you must be blind if you can't see how really she sees you for the past years," bucky states. nat turns to him with a glare. "you don't know what you're talking about."
"oh really? who does she call whenever she has a really bad nightmare?" bucky questions rhetorically with his eyebrows raised.
iii.
"no, please, don't!" you begged, asleep and thrashing around in your bed. quiet whimpers turned into heavy breathing as you plead for your life in your nightmare. "please," you whispered, inhaling and exhaling harshly.
FRIDAY, noticing the amount of distress you were in, alerted the closest person to your room, that being bucky who was returning from a late night trip to the kitchen for some water.
he quickly went into your room, only to see you shivering and thrashing around in your bed. "doll?" he approaches slowly, finding you still asleep, though sweating a lot. nightmare, he realised.
"doll? wake up," he gently shakes you and you immediately jolt awake, breathing heavily as you register what was going on. "it's okay, it was just a nightmare," he soothes you, holding you close as one hand rubbed up and down your back while the other held your head to his chest.
none of that helped as you were still in the same state as you were when you woke up. "are you okay?" he asks, worried. "nat... i need nat.. please i need her," you whimpered, shaking in his hold. you were having trouble breathing.
"FRIDAY, get romanoff."
within minutes, nat arrived, looking panicked and disheveled like she had just woken up, which she just did. "what's wrong?" she asks bucky, approaching you two.
"she was having a nightmare and woke up and i think she's having a panic attack. she asked for you," he informs her and immediately moves away when she approaches, so that she could take his place.
"bub? it's me," you look up to meet natasha's pretty green eyes. "you're okay, bub. can you tell me five thing you can see?"
you looked away from her eyes, looking around your room. "i–i see my book on my nightstand, my lamp, my jacket on the chair, my laptop and the painting on the wall." you told her after some difficulties.
"good, that's good. four things you can feel?"
"i feel the socks on my feet, my fluffy blanket, the pillow i'm leaning on and your hands around me."
she smiles softly at you. "three things you can hear?"
"i hear your voice. a–and the faint noise from the ac and i can also hear bucky's breathing." you look up at the man and he smiles sheepishly at you, standing around awkwardly. you gave him a small smile back.
"two things you can smell?"
"i can smell my own shampoo..and my room's air freshener." you told her more calmly now, feeling the panic attack already going away.
"one thing you want to taste?"
"i wanna taste wanda's blueberry pancakes." you pout and the two adults couldn't help but chuckle. "you can have them in the morning. right now you need to sleep so you can have the energy to devour them tomorrow, okay?" you nod at the woman as she tucks you in.
not long after, you fell asleep. she then presses a kiss to your forehead before leaving with a less worried bucky now. and sure enough, the next morning, wanda made you blueberry pancakes.
"okay, so what? we all need someone to help us through panic attacks?" nat rolls her eyes. "did you miss the part where i came in and tried to help but she specifically asked for you? she needed you, nat."
"guys, i... i love her with my whole heart but she has all of us. i don't wanna make her feel like she's restricted to only one of us. you all love her too," nat reasons.
"yes but she doesn't have anyone to call her mum and frankly, i think you'd be perfect for it." wanda encourages the older woman.
"i—" before she could continue, her phone rang loudly and she thanked whoever it was that called her because now she didn't have to make up excuses about her doubt of becoming your official mother.
iv.
she looks down at the caller id, sighing when it was you, meaning the team had more against her now. of course she didn't mind you calling her, you could call her when she'd be asleep after a mission and she'd still pick up with a smile on her face. but it was the fact that the whole team could see how she softened when she realised it was you who called that bothered her. she really didn't want them to let her have hopes that you'd accept her as your mother.
"bub?" she said into the phone and half the team smirked at her while the other half gave her knowing smiles. "aren't you supposed to be on your way to school?"
"yeah but uh are you busy right now? i um, i need you."
nat immediately stands up, worry etched onto her face and the team frowned at this. "what happened? are you okay?"
"you know how i told happy i wanted to walk to school today? yeah, i just remembered why i don't walk to school anymore."
"what do you mean? what happened? are you hurt? did someone hurt you?" she bombards you with questions out of worry. at this point, the team had also stopped their chatter and teasing looks, equally worried for your well-being.
"yeah, i am. wait, maybe not. i mean, i was just being dramatic but uh, i tripped on who-knows-what and now i have a sprained ankle. i can't walk now so i'm standing in an alley right now so i'm not in the way of people. can you come get me?"
nat sighs in relief, thankful that it wasn't anything that she was thinking of. "you are unbelievable, y/n." she chuckles in disbelief at your clumsiness. "can you tell me where you are? i'll come get you now. i'll have the school know you're not coming today." you told her your location and she immediately leaves after telling the team what happened to you.
you were expecting nat to call again, to tell you she was around the corner but instead you heard a whoosh of air beside your head, followed by a crack sound. your head followed the sound, eyes widening when you saw that a dart had struck the wall beside your head. you looked ahead, trying to see where that came from.
if it hadn't been for your fast reflexes being an avenger for the past few years, you probably wouldn't have ducked in time when another dart came flying right for your head. "what the hell?" you grunted, staying low but still looking around for the source. you squinted when you looked up, the sun blazing but you managed to catch a glimpse of a man on a rooftop nearby. he had blonde hair and was dressed in all black, donning a same coloured mask that covered the bottom half of his face.
"you had one job! how could you miss her twice?!" the blonde hears his colleague hiss in his ear through the earpiece. "i'm sorry! i'm no hawkeye, how was i supposed to get her in one try?!" he scolds back.
"you didn't even get her in two!"
"shut up and just let me work! you're distracting me!"
"hurry because i see the redheaded one nearing the alley. boss'll kill us if he finds out we didn't get her in her vulnerable state."
"i'm trying, i'm trying!" the blonde closes one eye, his sight now locked on your crouched state. he saw you move once you saw him and he cursed under his breath, his weapon following your movements. "she's moving!"
"just take the shot and be done with it! you have to go now!"
and shoot he did. after he shot the dart gun, he immediately fled but it wasn't like you were going to be able to chase him down or anything. a scream left your lips as a dart pierced through your skin, right under your shoulder.
you dropped down to the ground, right in the middle of the alleyway. you cried when you felt the burn in your flesh. you had been stabbed multiple times before with much bigger objects so why did this feel different?
"y/n?! is that you?!" you heard nat's voice yell from a small distance away. "i'm here," you croaked out, feeling your body grow weaker at an alarming rate.
"oh my god, bub, why are you on the ground? it's dirty, c'mon let's get you up. which foot did you sprain?" she places both her hands under your arms, pulling you up on your feet before accidentally dropping you back when you let out a shriek, crying out in pain.
"oh my god, did i hit your ankle? are you okay?" nat assumed that your tear-stained face was because of your sprained ankle but then you wheezed, your eyes drooping the longer she stood there.
your right hand slowly reached across your left shoulder, the butt of the dart sticking out of your skin now in between your shaking fingers. nat's eyes followed your hand movement's, a gasp leaving her lips.
"y/n, what happened?!" she panicked but before she could even get an answer from you, you had already blacked out. her eyes widened, knowing it was the dart because why else would you pass out that quick from a simple penetration in the shoulder. you had dealt with much worse than that and she knew your tolerance level.
she took off your bag, careful to not move the dart. she then placed her hands under your knees and behind your back, easily picking your unconscious body up and rushing back to the tower.
when she arrived, she was met with many confused yet concerned looks from the tower staff, seeing the black widow, rushing in with the youngest avenger unconscious in her arms. they had seen you leave the tower for school about half an hour ago so they knew something must've happened on the way.
"get bruce in the hospital wing. tell him it's urgent." she tells the woman working the front desk, hurrying into the elevator and telling FRIDAY to get her to the floor she so desperately wanted to arrive at quicker. black lines appeared on the left side of your neck, slowly spreading to the right side and she assumed it was from that damned dart in your left shoulder.
"natasha! what's wrong? they said it was an emergency," the doctor spoke in a panicked voice when nat entered, immediately going quiet when he saw you in her arms, neck lined with seemingly black veins.
nat laid you down on the surgery table, frown growing when black lines steadily spread to your arms now. though she was too worried to think, she managed to at least tell bruce what was outwardly wrong with you.
"dart. left shoulder." she blurted, incapable of forming proper sentences now that she had seen more of you. the black lining your skin got her speechless and anxious. bruce got ready with medical gloves, removing the dart from your flesh before analysing the pattern of your skin. it looked familiar.
"FRIDAY, get tony down here. it's urgent."
"bruce, please, what's wrong with her?" she cried, tears now freely streaming down her face. she didn't cry much in front of anyone but when it came to you, you always managed to get her to do just that.
"hey, what's going on? FRIDAY said there was an emergency here, who's hurt?" nat heard tony's panicked voice but she didn't make an effort to reply. her gaze was fixed on only you.
tony's jaw dropped, frowning when he saw you on the bed, upper body covered in black lines. "what the hell happened?!"
tony stepped beside bruce, taking a closer look at your skin. his frown deepened. "wait, it looks like.."
"yeah, looks exactly like when you had palladium instead of vibranium in your arc reactor."
"does that mean—"
"palladium's been running through her veins for about twenty minutes now. FRIDAY, how high is her blood toxicity level?" bruce asks, sampling a drop of your blood from when he took out the dart.
"53% and it is still steadily increasing."
"tony, at the rate it's going, if she's not treated in the next fifteen minutes or so, she'll.." bruce pauses, not wanting to say it out loud.
"no, she just needs lithium dioxide. that's how fury and i cured your palladium poisoning, tony." nat finally speaks.
"SHIELD probably has them but they're all the way in dc. they're not gonna reach here in time," tony states solemnly, reaching over to move your hair out of your face, looking down at you sadly.
but he was immediately pulled aside, nat grabbing his collar and looking him straight in the eyes. "you have your stupid iron suits that can probably travel faster than the speed of sound if you try. you can go down there yourself and get the damn thing. i swear to god, tony, i'm literally going to destroy those stupid suits myself if you don't put them to good use." nat threatens, glaring at the billionaire.
tony's eyes widened, the genius having not thought about nat's idea yet. "yeah, yeah, you're right, i'll go now."
he left immediately and nat approached your bed hesitantly, not wanting to see the black lines making home on the skin on your upper body. "do you think tony'll make it back in time?" she sniffles and bruce's worried frown on his face softened. "of course he will. he won't let anything happen to y/n. we won't let anything happen to y/n." he assured her.
there was nothing they could do now but wait for tony to come back with the lithium dioxide. nat sat beside your bed, hands gingerly grasping one of your own. despite the black staining it, nat held it to her face and her tears rolled past the back of your hand.
bruce decided to give her some privacy, opting to inform the whole team of the situation instead of standing around idly.
nat pulled your hand away from her face, rubbing her thumb over the back of it, crying even more at the sight in front of her. "y/n, please. i've never told you this but i need you." she pauses, breathing in shakily. "i've always needed you and i'll always need you. you can't leave me, please. you said i could go on with life without you but you're so wrong, y/n. you're the reason i'm still here and you're the reason i still want to be here. if you're not here then it's as if i have no reason, no purpose. i need you, y/n. so much more than i'd like to admit. heck, probably much more than you need me. so please, don't leave me. i can't do this without you." nat sobs out, watching the patterns on your skin spreading and growing bolder.
at this point, the whole team had now gathered outside of the room, watching nat cry over you. they wanted so bad to get a closer look at their beloved baby avenger but they respected nat and instead, waited for her to finish talking to you. once she stood up and looked around, bruce knew she was done so he entered, followed by the team.
"status, FRIDAY?" bruce asks, sampling a bit of your blood again. "blood toxicity at 96% now."
the team looked your unconscious body in apprehension, some crying and some worried out of their minds.
"goddamnit! where the hell is stark?!" nat growled. her eyes were now puffy after having spent the last half an hour crying. the team had never seen her lose her cool like this but they figured why.
as if on cue, tony's iron man suit crashed through the windows of the room but he couldn't care less. his main priority was to get to you quickly. in his hand was a silver briefcase that he passed to bruce.
bruce opened the case before wasting no time in plunging the syringe containing lithium dioxide, your supposed cure, into you. immediately, the black patterns on your skin started disappearing. it was slow but noticeable. it started from the tips of your fingers, going up towards your neck.
everyone sighed in relief, and to tony's surprise, nat hugged him tightly. "thank you. you have no idea how much this means to me." she whispers. tony pats her back gently. "hey, i care about her too, okay? of course i'd do this for her. any one of us would."
nat smiles at him when she let him go, turning back to you and almost crying out in joy when your skin had finally turned back to normal. she let the medical assistants set your bed up and handle your sprained ankle before going back to sit by you. the team left her alone with you once again.
it was only about an hour later did you wake up, squinting when bright lights shone down on you. you moved around but you felt hands around your left and you heard a familiar voice.
"and remember when you dragged wanda to pull that prank on me with you and after you did, i grounded you like i was your mum or something?" you hear her chuckle, still not noticing that you've woken up.
"i didn't mind, though. frankly, i don't think i would ever mind if you continued acting like my mother or something," you spoke and she immediately tore her gaze from your hands, looking at you, now wide awake.
"bub!" she hugs you so tightly you didn't think you could breathe. you still returned the hug though, laughing. "i was worried you might still have some palladium in your bloodstream."
"wait, palladium?" you asked her in shock. "yeah, the dart that got you in that alley, it contained palladium. it's highly toxic so we used lithium dioxide to counter it. speaking of the dart, i'm going to find out who did this to you and they're never going to see the light of day for putting us through all of this." nat says, disturbingly calm.
"yeah...you do that," you tell her, slightly scared. "but palladium? in my blood? how cool is that? i had literal metal in my blood! i could've become like tony but like...palladium woman or something." you said excitedly.
"you do know we already have metal in our blood, right bub?" nat questions in amusement. "oh." you say dumbly. "and palladium don't belong in our body and you literally almost died because of it." your mouth opened but no words came out.
"speaking of, can you please not do that again? i really thought i was gonna lose you." she whispers, stroking your hair. "oh yeah, of course. i'll just announce to the whole world to not target the youngest avenger," you joke, smile dropping when nat gave you a stern look.
"nat, being part of the avengers at my age undoubtedly means i'll be a target for the bad people out there, but i don't care because while i get to kick ass, i know all of you have my back when it's my ass that's kicked. and i think that's the best part of being an avenger; the sense of security i get having you amazing people as my teammates." you tell her honestly and she smiles softly.
"oh come here you," she pulls you in for another hug but this time it's better because you could still breathe. you make yourself comfortable, snuggling into her.
"did you mean it?" she asked and you look up at her in confusion. "mean what?"
"when you said you wouldn't mind me acting like your mother."
"of course i do, you're like the mother i never had. i wouldn't even mind you being my actual mother." you say without a second thought, eyes widening when you realised what you had said. you swore under your breath, knowing you've just made it awkward between you two.
"i– really?" despite the teams efforts to make her see the truth, it was much more meaningful when she heard you say it yourself. "y–yeah.." you admit sheepishly.
"then you wouldn't mind if i actually adopted you?" she asks carefully, gauging your reaction. your jaw dropped, eyes going wide once again. "are you serious?!"
"yeah." she smiles at you fondly. "no! of course i won't mind!" you hug her tightly, tears forming in your eyes. you had gone all your life without parents so this was a huge thing for you. not only were you going to finally have a mother, but the most amazing woman you knew was going to be your mother.
"mum?" you tested the title, smiling when she acknowledged it. you were now crying in joy.
"hey, don't cry." she soothes you, running a hand up and down your back. "no, no, i'm just so happy. this is the best day of my life." you tell her. "me too, bub."
you stayed in her arms until you fell back asleep, nat tucking you in before going back to sit down on the chair. she looked down at you fondly.
sure, she was scared of the big step she was about to take with you but she had you with her and she knew that was enough. "i love you, y/n." she whispers, planting a kiss on the side of your head.
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Three Houses characters as things my friends have said
Sylvain: I’m selling a short tempered kitty not only is his temper short but so is he
Felix: why did u pspsps at me
Dimitri: Not @ me accidentally eating paint
Claude: i mean idk about y’all but a caprisun and Scooby snacks do be sounding kinda good rn
Linhardt/Hubert: I arrived and I’m un-arriving. Have a nice day.
Byleth seeing Edelgard and Hubert: tweedle doo and tweedle dum
Caspar: Imagine your card gets declined at court so your lawyer starts snitching on you
Lorenz: kinda homophobic that no one is facebook married to me
Sylvain: Not yall judging the pee kink
Annette: If you tell me to drink my caprisun then you better fucking supply it and it better be strawberry kiwi
Raphael: I was told to raise my grades so i used flex seal to glue it to the ceiling and now people are yelling at me-
Edelgard: I don't need a babysitter
Marianne: Wait so if i don't pay my exorcist, will i get repossessed-
Dorothea: The gays are fighting again
Yuri: PICTURE MY BOOTY IN 3D ILL SHAKE MY BOOTY IN MY OWN MOVIE
Petra: My favorite band is nicklebacco
Ingrid: But in all seriousness, fuck whoever ate my bread tHAT'S my favorite bread and they know this so who the fuck ate it i just wanna talk real quick
No one eats my fucking potato bread and gets away with it 😤
I can't even find the Hawaiian sweet bread tF
WHO ATE ALL THE YUMMY BREAD
Lysithea: Hi 911?
I uh..... cut my tongue...... really bad...... with a dorito........
Flayn: I just watched a video all about owls sneezing this is so cute I'm gonna cry
Hilda: We're not gonna talk about how I'm just laying in the tub fully clothed just scrolling through Instagram-
Bernadetta: FAIRY BLUE KIMI NO TAME NI HOSHI WO KUDAKI
KAZARITSUKETA
BLACK PAPER MOON SHINJITE KURETA NARA!
WHEN YOU'RE LOST "HERE" I AM... "FOREVER" WITH YOUR SOUL
Bernadetta: I miss my room
Rhea: Edge of Dawn 10/10 making me think of the goddess everyday
Edelgard trying to work a phone: My typing is really bad today. Like I am trying to type my hardest but I keep on messing up so I'm using my voice thing to type and it's really hard but I don't know why it's not working, going to cry what what no seriously no save me Asterix sobs Asterix no actually put
Petra: Wow i love going to my two favorite stores, Home, and Depot
Dedue: ArE yOu WiNnInG sOn
Ashe: $50 IS NOT ENOUGH TO BUY THE REMAINING 8 BOOKS THAT I NEED WTF
Petra: Honestly if you talk me to watch something and idk you ill murder (i don't even know what she meant-)
Sylvain: MY LEG JUST FELL ASLEEP AND IM IN THE SHOWER I CANT MOVE SEND HELP PLS-
Mercedes: My foot slipped into a hole on one of the islands and the poor crabs were NOT happy.
I'm sorry crabs i was 6-
Bernadetta: "OK CRIES EVEN HARDER"
Ignatz: Guys I'll do portraits of you on my notes for 1 head pat pls
Lysithea: Guys don't treat me like a child honestly I'm literally not a child no it's not past my bedtime sHUT up-
Caspar:It's a power move to-
A power move to do something but i actually forget what i was gonna say tbh
Petra: How get Charlie horse on elbow help send
The end
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OMG YES THANK YOU❤️ Can I have a sad Cronus that searches comfort by his human bff crush bc he feels lonely and accidentally confesses to them? A bit of angst bc they don't think he's so faithful as Cronus says, but fluff in the end I'm sorry if this too much but I can't find my baBEH ANYWHERE SOB SOB😭❤️ If u don't want tho, is okay darling 💕
Hello, dear. Yes of course! I am so sorry this took an eternity but school keeps me busy. Plus, i am a bit obsolete in Homestuck so i apologize if this sucks :,c
-Here you go, man. A bowl full of ice cream. YouDO eat ice-cream, right? -You, hesitant, gave Cronus the bowl. He nodded hishead yes under the blanket covering his horns, taking it and starting to eatfull spoons, not looking away from the television. You stayed quietly next tohim in the sofa, watching actors saying lines you weren’t attending to. Yourmind was worried about Cronus. He’d came a few hours ago crying and he wouldn’t say a word, you knew he wasn’t being rude; just, a sad brat. -Y/N- He finallymuttered. You smiled -Are you back with us? – He ignored the teasing question –Thanks, y/n. For receiving me and taking care of my sad ass. - -Cro- your heartsoftened -You know I got you. It’s nothing. I’m glad to help -. Both of youturned back your eyes to the television, but you kept peering your alien friendoccasionally, something told you he was doing the same.
The show on air ended. What was it about? Andyou found the time to ask him -Cro, don’t get mad, okay? But I must ask, whywere you crying? – The question left your lips as fast as it could. Cronus straightenedhis back, pulling the blanket off before combing his hair with his fingersslowly, like if he was really considering to even answer. He eventually cededand only said -Meenah -. Oh! You knew it! That asshole! You were so done with her,always treating the Ampora like shit. Anger can wait, you thought, Cronusneeds me. -What did she do to you? – Dispirited, your friend shrugged andadded -You know, same as always. Bullshit about how I ain’t worth shit and…-his voice trembled -and nobody will ever love me -. You were concerned butconfused and your reflected it -Hey, bud. I am so sorry you had to listen toher but, no offense, you’ve taken worst things from her. What was different thistime? – He was not a “thinking the things twice kind of guy”, hence he couldn’thelp to declare -She made very clear that you will never go out with meeee… Ohmy god, NO! -.
His face matched the color of his blood. He’d fucked up. -Look, it’s not what you think -. -That you like me? - -No! I mean, Yes!- -You do like me? - you asked in confusion. -I just… I just think you’re hot, okay? Not the word you were expecting -Hot? - -Yeah – He shouted, accepting it. Oh,so that was it. He thought about you the same way he thinks about every other living thing. -I see- The desolation in your voice made Cronus downhearted -I am…flattered. I guess? But Cro – you put your hands up front – sorry, I am not interested. Not that kind of person, but I’m sure if you keep looking, you’ll find someone with…those interests -. You shook your head gazing down to the ground and inhaling, trying to keep it together – I think you should go- Cronus panicked, hisreputation preceded him; he wanted to scream what he really meant but his words were lost.
He didn’t move for a few seconds trying to makeup his mind when he heard your muffled sobbing. That was it! -Y/n, pls don’tcry- he got closer to you -Not to cry?! Ampora, you have no idea how I feel! Were you just pretending to be my friend because you wanted to sleep with me?!- No! No! Just listen. Yes! I think you’re hot but also pretty and kind and trustworthy, and compassionate. I don’t just like you. I really like you! Why do you think I was so sad earlier? Because you are the only thing that makes me get up the recuperacoons every day and living without you next to me scares me. I know I am an asshole, but I thought that I could be better if you gave me a chance. Meenah. She told me I was hopeless, that I shall not be a fool and just stay away from you since you were too good for me. And look what I ended up doing? Running to you, to the only one that makes me feel loved. – The room was silent, and the wind crashed into the windows, the moon looked precious up in the sky but in Cronus’ eyes itlooked brighter.
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you're so sweet!!! thank you so much <33 i'm just in the middle of an existential crisis tbh akagsj i graduate college at the end of the year and i'm not sure if i really love my choice or if i just chose whatever bc of the pressure to go to college and i'm having big trouble with motivation and other stuff, so yeah, but it'll be okay! :)
i hope you had a good day today and you're taking care of yourself!!! ily❤
moon knight spoilers ⬇️⬇️⬇️
YESSS i feel like i need to hug steven all day every day and now i feel like marc needs a lot of hugs as well :( my precious babies😭 but YEAH omg i relate to steven in such a deep level, like we're the same person i swear😭
and that scene during and after the failed date was so sad😭 he looked so devastated and at the end of ep 2 when we was screaming at marc about how he ruined everything for steven pls :( also LAYLA IS SO SWEET TO STEVEN AKSGSK😭
and now ep 3 omg it was so so so good!!! that scene with the sky and the stars was so beautiful <333 and the way ethan portraits his character is so so good!!! like he really can act like he's innocent and people believe him without a doubt!!! i'm impressed by everyone's acting so much!
and THAT scene when marc gives the control of the body to steven!!!! OSCAR'S ACTING!!! I WAS SCREAMING AJSHJ help he's such an amazing actor!
i think i'm done now akshsk i love screaming about moon knight with you btw <333 ilysm!!!
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my dearest 🌈!!! hello!! i always get so excited to see you in my inbox mwuah :)
but first of all, congratulations on being almost to the finish line!! i am so proud of you!! as someone who is halfway there hehe, i can very much attest to it being a not fun time on occasion. as also a chronic people-pleaser, i also very much get that. it can definitely feel like sometimes you've chosen things based on what the world wants, and not based on what you wanted from the world, if that makes sense? and i know that this may not mean much from just a nerd on the internet, but please don't give up!! i know you are meant for big things!! regardless of if those things align perfectly with what you had originally planned for yourself, just know that you will bring goodness to the world around you, i just know it. even when/if you don't feel the greatest about yourself, just try to think of the small things, that's what at least helps me :), so many human's world's are exponentially better with you in it, at the very least mine is much better with you in it my dear. whatever path you do end up choosing, just know that i will always be in your corner whatever happens!! and i am always here for you!!
(anyways, i love you, and as always, moon knight spoilers below the cut!!)
uGH steven is simply. so precious. when he was in the pyramid and was like "oh my days, we're in the great pyramid of giza :'o" literally just let me kiss him. please i am on my knees. he's like, the cutest.
and mARC when he was like "yes, i'm unwell, i need help" :') brb crying forever actually. one thing i am thoroughly enjoying in this show is that they aren't just like, sweeping mental health and such under the rug and being like 'lol he's a broken man trying to find his way as a superhero', like steven straight up said, "i'm not broken, i just need a little help" and i :') as someone with their own fair share of mental health issues, it just really makes me happy :)
AHHHH that scene with steven in the mirror absolutely crushed me though, when he's trying so so hard to get control back :') my baby steven with a v please just let me hug you. also steven with a v >> screaming he's adorable it was just so adorable.
YEAH AND WHEN THEY JUST RE-WINDED THE SKY??? i was like :0 this is so pretty i love, like the colors were just so nice, very much thinking of using that as my header maybe ?? like the vibes were very fun ?? i don't know but i just absolutely loved that part, also khonshu is kind of a funny guy, like 'summon the worm' hehe what a guy.
um yes ethan hawke is doing so well, like i very much wanted to punch him directly in the face when he was saying all that stuff in the pyramid. like hello that's the love of my life right there >:(
but yes that switch between marc and steven ??? literally i gasped i gasped so loud please give him all the awards. i loved oscar isaac before this (poe dameron my beloved) bUT GOODNESS GRACIOUS steven grant has absolutely stolen my heart for sure.
i adore literally adore screaming about moon knight with you, so please never stop screaming about it in my inbox!! ily and hope you're taking care of yourself and doing so well!! all my hugs to you always!! mwauh!!
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Girl Next Room: Motorbike Baby livewatching
(i made this list as i watched so i could share w/ my friend later. but then it got long so i decided to just post it) SPOILERS AHEAD!
Mile= the REAL consent king tbh, everyone else can go home (anyone who calls fighter consent king is so very Wrong it pains me)(no i will not be accepting criticism)
literally, the only questionable thing (that i remember) Mile doing was sneaking his nametag into her bag which made her uncomfortable?
the way Mile literally got beaten to a pulp for Sundae and she walked away.... just for him to drive her home... sundae pls
the way BOTH of these guys have bruises all over but are so concerned over her bandage-sized cut. i'll have what she's having
young Tan was such a cutie 😔 sucks that he grew up to be Like That, huh
can we discuss Tan's secret artistic abilities? those deer paintings look great, maybe he's an art student
idk if it's because they're dating in real life or just bc they're great actors but Tan and Sundae have really good chemistry
Tan's dad is so funny omg
you're telling me Tan waited SIX MONTHS into the official relationship, which started wayyy after he asked for her number, to KISS HER. is this chivalry, shyness, or stupidity, i can't figure it out
mm. love that she called out Tan for being a jerk, but notice how she didn't do the same when Mile was throwing money at a clearly-financially-struggling Tan. he took it in stride tho, good for him
(Side-note: glad they showed him working for once, i was wondering how his bills got paid if he's just trailing behind Sundae all day long)
wow ok this ep was obviously meant to show Tan in a better light but. he gets the most points NOT for buying her food or rescuing her from the elevator, but for not judging her crying abt a cockroach & also rushing to go kill it. I'll Have What She's Having
this girl is.... so dumb. two (2) cute boys wore black for her and she failed to connect the dots both times 🤦🏽♀️
did u really think someone else's boyfriend would kill your cockroach for u??? pretty privilege.
the way i caught wind of foul play in their last relationship and am willing to forgive tan for everything... hi my name is Ayesha and i'm a Tan simp
(side-note: who else thinks Sundae's mom said something? omg PLOT TWIST it was her brother 🤔)
Mile made her a homemade tiffin now that he knows she's a picky eater 🥺🥺 you poor boy, they're gonna do u so dirty 😔
the way i forgot Tan went to school too LMAO
the guitar serenading during dinner is tacky, but at least he's self aware
she said she doesn't wanna see his face, so he came back the next day with his helmet on 🤦🏽♀️
so much gremlin behavior today Tan
actually he's gotten worse ever since she said she'd see Mile instead, that staircase bump was so juvenile
and still Mile has never reacted rashly, this boy can do no wrong
was the "Sunday" helmet bit an ultimatum? it felt like an ultimatum and also a game of hot potato asdfghjkl
OOP spoke too soon abt Mile. he kinda pressured Sundae into looking like a couple in front of Tan, knowing full well that she needs more time
I mean tbh compared to allll the strikes Tan has gotten, Mile would still be ranking higher- in a normal situation. Alas, I can't figure Tan's rank until i find out what the deal is about that "promise" he made also i'm a Tan simp but at least i can admit my favoritism
oh. the part where she comes back for the helmet... hits different
okay sundae is LYING to herself if she doesn't think she's been into Tan this whole time. like yeah she likes Mile too but c'mon we all know you never forgot abt Tan
Wait noooo not the dad i love him
LMAO the way Tan's life flashes before his eyes right when he realizes his brother is a loudmouth & will absolutely mention the post-breakup comfort session they had earlier 😂 true siblings
i thought Mile was gonna be pissed and petty, but he wasn't? he just listened to her and trusted her explanation and communicated how he felt?? only recommended cutting Tan off after Sundae asked for his opinion?? i stan one (1) second love interest
did i mention i love Tan's dad and brother like! yes call him out! knock some sense into him!! we stan honest, kind, and emotionally intelligent men
that confession 🥺 the yearning-from-afar Tan montage 🥺 the scene with his dad and brother after 😭
if i could forget about my pain from 5 mins ago i'd say this date scene is actually super cute
WOW OK I TAKE IT BACK ALL OF IT i had a feeling he'd be a cheating player. and he made her go gift shopping for his real girlfriend?? yikes
feels like a low blow to write him off as a love interest tbh, they just made him too perfect and had to backtrack 😪 rip mile's character
OH MY GOD I WAS RIGHT IT WAS HER BROTHER OMGGGG WHAT NO WAY NO WAY
okay her brother shouldn't have blamed Tan for either times bc once it was also out of guilt/grief for her mother, and the other it was Mile's betrayal plus her grief for losing Tan. he just happened to find her both times
looking back, the way Tan kept that paper so he could control his emotions 😭 so he wouldn't close enough to break his promise, but also close enough to potentially hurt her again 😭 And when he said "i can't control my emotions anymore" he was actually so torn and felt super guilty and selfish bc he couldn't stay a "safe" distance and keep his word, i-
WAIT WHEN HE SAID "I'M A MAN OF MY WORD"... THE FORESHADOWING OMG
ALL CAPS BC WE CRYIN IN THE CLUB WOOHOO
wowowow Tan on a normal day is cute and and sweet and endearing, but furious Tan is.... hot
Sundae WHY are you depriving me Tan and your brother the chance for them to jump Mile, it's what i deserve!
asdfghjkl this bitch boi said "i hate confrontation so i decided to two-time :)". electric chair.
Tan's reaction to that was like "babe should i kill him or should i kill him", and her brother's was "are u done did u say your piece great MY TURN"
cute scenes are nice but decent apologies and explanations are a balm to the soul 😌 his dad raised him well
did y'all see the way he still gets nervous before kissing sundae even after all this time 🥺
and then they lived happily ever after! this was fun, maybe i'll do another sometime
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I just feel so. so. so. sad but pls don't read and get triggered I'm emotional and hormones are raging
I realise we all hate bullies when we become self-aware (mercy, or not, to those who don’t) but when you realise you’ve been that way yourself one way or another when you were young or even now either consciously or unconsciously, it makes you wonder if you could have done it differently and could you have.
So I’ll start with what sparked this crazy self-reflection. Came home late had nothing to do while waiting for my hair to dry and I went to flipboard. The first thing I saw was a headline that went something like this: “Vulnerable dad tortured and made to eat his own testicle before he died”.
I mean. WTF right. This sounds like something from a fked up video game or some war crime shit.
So I read it. Not sure if it’s fake cuz after I did I couldn’t bear to read more about it and somehow I just believe that there are people who are perfectly capable of this and have the gall to plead not guilty. And it wasn’t even like that guy did anything. At least from what I read.
And then I stumbled across this article about a youtube account that posts videos of the parents pranking their kids. Just that the pranks go way beyond what those “just for laughs, gags” do. Again I only watched a sort of reaction video where the guy spliced some of the worst moments. Basically the parents would pretend one of the kids did something bad by deliberately setting them up, and then angrily confront them in like typical angry hollering and cursing parent way.
For one, any parent that curses at their child deserves hell. I don’t need to explain it.
And then the child is seen to repeatedly deny it and then burst out crying. Or in other videos they would see the older kids physically rough housing with the younger one. And according to the reaction video guy it’s mostly the same boy being targeted. Anyway i couldn’t bear to watch any more of the videos to confirm wtv. Just those scenes were enough. Apparently they’re all taken down the channel cuz they lost custody of that child and he’s now with his biological mom or sth but yknow thank heavens. But I’m sure if I search hard enough there will be reuploads and reaction videos and whatnot.
But ok and today plus yesterday I was reading koe no katachi and I watched the movie today. Basically about a boy who bullied a deaf girl and then got bullied himself when everyone else then saw him as a bully even though everyone else were just passive or even minor active bullies.
Ok so this just made me so mad and made me think so hard. To be honest with myself, and I have been for a while now, I have bullied people before. My brothers mainly. And not the kind of sibling bullying and occasional physical fights. I mean they never got out of hand especially with my parents there even though I remember this particularly bad one between my bros but my parents were always there to mediate.
The one I remember and feel guilt and regret about is when I made my brother play with my friends and I when we were in after school care and I would have him chase us and we would pretend he had mad cow disease cuz he was known to have a bad temper then.
It was fun then. I felt like we were playing together. I didn’t think anything was wrong. Then he didn’t want to do it anymore. I can’t remember what happened but when I thought about this incident a decade later I realised what it was and how he might have felt. But then I simply did not feel that way. Waa it ignorance? Was it plain neglect? Or was it that I was not taught to feel for others? Or think about other people’s feelings? Or maybe not taught, but I simply did not have the empathy in me. I don’t know.
But one thing my parents did that I hope I won’t if I ever do procreate was cane me for supposed lack of responsibility over my brothers. Things they thought I should do, roles they thought I should assume because I was the oldest. Things my brothers did I was accountable for because I should have stopped them. I should have known better.
Well I didn’t. And I didn’t want that responsibility. I didn’t ask to be born first.
I actually think this is a reason I shy from responsibilities and leadership roles.
Even if my teachers think I’m responsible ha.ha.
Then in primary school I said stuff that were rather mean to two guys. I didn’t think before I talked and they sounded fine in my head but when it came out it was just all wrong. For one guy I just didn’t read the situation well and blabbed something insensitive. The other guy I was trying to say something encouraging and seem like I looked up to him but when it came out it just became mean and demeaning. My friends who were with me immediately told me that it was bad when we were out the classroom and when I looked back I realised how bad it sounded and how far off it was from what I meant. But who cares what I meant if I don’t bring it across. I thought about apologising and explaining myself but I never got the guts to so I still feel the guilt now and if the guy remembers he’ll think I’m a stuck up bitch for the rest of his life.
What I’m trying to say is, every time I read news or watch videos of bullying I always wish hell upon the bully. Especially when they’re just so exceptionally mean. But when I take a step back, like koe no katachi, what if the kid really has no idea? Taking a look at myself, I don’t consider myself a bully but I did actually bully people. My parents aren’t bad parents. I didn’t intend it. But I did bully people. And sometimes all we see is the terrible terrible consequence of bullying. And for some reason kids can be really really mean and unforgiving. We blame society, we blame their parents, we wish hell on them but what if they truly had no idea? No one told them? No one taught them?
Of course for kids who deliberately bully and know it’s wrong and shit really should go to hell especially if they never learn.
But koe no katachi is really special in the sense that we see that this boy really had no idea? In his childish mind he just saw things in black and white. It didn’t dawn on him till he became bullied. Until empathy was forced on him.
I’m not trying to sugarcoat the problem of bullying though, I’m just trying to see this from every possible side. Especially since I personally relate to this. All the episodes I recalled are my cringe moments. Moments I regret, I wish I could change. But if I were honest, I don’t think I could. Because when I was young we all knew bullying was bad. But the actual definition was iffy and you may think it’s ok but others may not. You may be able to take it but some other person may not.
I had a friend who would call me by my surname and I started calling her by hers after a while as payback but for some reason I added a “stupid” in front of it.
I thought it was ok cuz I didn’t mean it in its literal sense and I thought I was being affectionate. Until mutual friends told me it wasn’t very nice and I stopped.
I don’t think I was a very nice person.
I probably am not one now. But I’ll only have my verdict once I gain more insight in the future and future me can analyse my current self like current self does with my past self.
We always have moments we want to change. If I had known - but I didn’t. If I could have phrased myself better - but my brain just chose to fart that day.
I’m just so angry cuz of this ignorance. The pain it causes people. And the pain it causes me now, knowing I caused pain in others.
Maybe the parents of those kids really thought they were just harmless pranks. Maybe they believe that it’s part of childhood to be deliberately induced to tears on a regular basis for laughs. Or be wrestled to tears and tell your parents you hate them for making you feel like this for a joke.
Ok sorry I really can’t sympathise with the parents I’m just so angry. The worst thing is that they probably get their positive reinforcement from the comments of people worldwide whom I hope never have children.
People just suck don’t they?
Contemplation about mankind just makes me so angry and sad I should have never started.
Any sane person who saw those clips of the boy crying would think it’s wrong. They tell him to take a joke. That he’s the only one in the household who can’t take a joke. Well if my parents screamed at me daily for something I never did until I cried or made my siblings beat me up for cheap laughs on youtube and then tell me while looking into my tearful eyes that it’s just a prank, I would never trust them again. And then some.
Call me sensitive or a prude or someone who can’t take a joke but even the Halloween prank where parents pretend or even actually finish their child’s candy and wait to see their child cry is just terrible imo.
Why would you want to see your kid cry?
Why would you want your kid to doubt your words?
Especially at that age when they think you’re absolute. That you’re the perfect being. Well of course you aren’t but why are you deliberately trying to show them that lying for the sake of laughs is ok. Especially at the age where they think that their candy, something that they can call their own, is probably their entire world. Even if you think they’re replaceable and cheap. I mean I know how it feels because I’ve been through that. When I look back I realise how insignificant it is. How replaceable candy is or anything else is. That it’s nothing to cry over. But then it meant the world. The kids might not remember it. But what if they do. What if they take away a lesson that you didn’t mean to teach. Maybe they’ll do it in school next time. Take away their classmates’ lunch because their parents did so and said it was a prank.
Ok slippery slope maybe but is it really?
Idk where this post is going anymore but I was just so overwhelmed. So sad. So angry.
I hate that I actually did those things. I wish I was more self-aware at an earlier age. But unlike koe no katachi I don’t have the guts to make it right. They probably don’t even remember but even if they do should i purposely bring it up and cause them more pain?
Thinking about this just brought me to justice. Is an eye for an eye really the best way to go? Every time I get overwhelmed and angry about a crime or a terrible incident a human being did to another human being, or even living thing, I would wish the same thing happened to them. Or worse.
But then a terrible thought came to me. And it just made me cry because those people have a family too. Those people have people that love them too. And if those people have truly felt remorse, punishing them will probably not ease their guilt (can you truly pay for your crimes? As if you’re buying something, can you really be free after?). The victim and their family may feel better (but will they really? Of course there’s the whole other purpose of preventing further incidents if punishment makes them learn or just makes it impossible for them to do it again) But what about the ‘criminal’s’ family…what about them? What about the hurt to them? Who’s going to take responsibility? The criminal? Who’s going to make them feel better? Do they deserve it?
I just…why can’t everyone be aware. Be more aware. Why can’t I be more aware. When will I stop hurting people unintentionally. Will I do it in the future because I fail to think ahead? To think about other people in that moment in time.
This is why I need to avoid such topics.
Why am I so emotional I think my period is coming.
Nothing good is gonna come from me being sad. And there’s nothing to cure ignorance in the world even with the Internet.
Sometimes I wish I can unread things.
Undo things.
But no matter how many times I do it. I know it’ll be the same. Because the decisions I made is just how my brain works. It’s just how I am. And I can’t change who I was in the past without losing who I am. Not that anyone can change the past. What I mean is that harping on the past won’t help. Learning from it is good but just harping is useless. And all I can do is live with the guilt and make myself better. Maybe when I get the guts I can set things straight but why dredge up old and painful memories? It’s not like it will lessen your guilt. Live with it it’s your punishment.
I’m not saying people shouldn’t apologize for what they did wrong though I mean I shouldn’t need to keep putting disclaimers if you actually understand what I’m trying to say.
Sigh.
Why did I do this. Idk I don’t think there’s enough beauty in this world to counter the ugliness.
Like the strange concept of if there’s good there has to be evil or vice versa.
What if there are no poles? Is it really that bad?
Why should people suffer so others can enjoy happiness.
If happiness cannot exist without suffering cuz there always has to be a counterbalance then…
I’m going into communism and total dictatorship haha and we all know how that turns out.
Sigh ok time to stop rant over.
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