#I'm crying yall

[pupstim]

Ough ough I got a bit of the Cellbit lore and holy cow the admins are going HARD. Absolutely devastating.

It does bring to mind theories though. and I need to theorize to just... not cry.

But anyway I've been thinkin about it and I'm wondering if Memories Egg was from a previous experiment. I really think that the eggs aren't really dragons and are instead experimentation for the Federation ( for what end idk maybe something something perfection or creating the perfect parent ). That they're giving people eggs to see how they care for them and are collecting the Data the eggs are making.

There's just so many things pointing to this theory. We know that there was a group here before our group, so it feels like poor Memories Egg might have been for that first group, perhaps instead of getting the eggs in an adoption center they were made to go out and find them. But it lead to many failed experiments because some eggs got through the cracks and lost. And if the eggs are lost maybe that can explain the rogue codes. So Codes technically are not Federation but they came from the Federation and it's why the Federation doesn't wanna talk about them because they're proof of their failed experiments, their imperfections one might say.

Just... I really feel like the Memories egg did die unfortunately and that is so devastating, especially when you think that they're probably not the only egg left behind. It can tie in though the codes that try to disguise themselves and fit in with the islanders. They're just code ghosts looking for a family... any family.

#qsmp #ueueueue #I'm crying yall #so many thoughts and this is so sad #crying screaming sobbing

[jackhues]

y'all i'm gonna go insane what is this team

#leafs lb #i'm actually laughing so hard #i'm crying yall

[petricorah]

scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #sokka #sokka fanart #zuko #zuko fanart #atla #atla fanart #avatar the last airbender #zukka fic rec #myart #yall. yall. dani. this FIC #first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec #it is SO GOOD #your prose? amazing #your insights on grief? life changing #THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust #'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis' #ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT #i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were #the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so #cute with their relationship?!!?! #'oh so you think i'm beautiful too' #GOD #i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy #also #'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone' #fuck. had me crying AGAIN #seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer #the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece

[linipik]

6000+ years, together

#good omens #good omens s2 #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #good omens fanart #fanart #yall never guess my favorites #this could be the most annoyingly LONG post in history but i decided to be mildly normal about it #i was eating the new seasons hair so much #crowley has a more red-red tone and curls it back #aziraphale is the same but he is perfect so i love him and his WHITE hair ...it was whiter tho but it could be more the lightning on set #i'm still missing some.... if we get s3 i might add them #a group of two is a - couple -Crowley called them a couple in the most non-commitment way possible im crying

[grinkubus]

may I present to you

fem dante

im going absolute fucking bonkers

#artists on tumblr #art #digital art #devil may cry #dmc #dmc au #dmc dante #genderswap #yall. yall I cant #I absolutely cant #AIAOSHD8DNDH #dante sparda #Transfem dante #bashing my head against the wall rn #i'm so in love #dmc4 dante #dmc4

[dannidorina]

What I learned on Tumblr today is--

#spiderverse #across the spiderverse #into the spiderverse #hamnoir #noirham #lego99 #miguel o'hara #lego spiderman #spiderman noir #peter porker #I'm crying #no ship judgement at all yall do your things #I just cant believe we did this twice. TWICE #I saw a tik tok last night with Miguel in a wedding dress marrying lego spidey #Gotta love the internet #More power to yall

[taeyungie]

Compilation of Jungkookie hugging his soulmates ♡

⤷ because that's something I wish the most to happen for me and you, Sky. My wish for you this year is that our friendship lasts a lifetime, that we will never run out of reasons to hug and cherish each other, because without you my universe is not complete. 🥺 I truly believe that our friendship was meant to be, that if soulmates exist - what we feel for each other must be exactly the definition of it. I can't wait to finally meet you one day so we can properly make up for all the hugs we needed to happen.

Happy birthday to the love of my life – Sky, aka @jung-koook. I love you the most. 🌻

#btsgif #jungkook #jeongguk #jeon jungkook #bts #bangtan #mygifs #look at me posting a whole ass gifset after a year of inactivity just because wifey has bday 🤓 i'm a real spouse material am i not 😮‍💨 #screw the pre workout powders HAVE YALL TRIED HAVING SKY IN YOUR LIFE? shes the real motivation and vitamin and minerals *wink wink* #also making this set made me cry exactly a thousand times i love them so much :( #credits on gifs as usual!

[thecitybee]

Nothin' in the world belongs to me But my love mine, all mine, all mine.

✨ 🐝 Commissions | Instagram | Buy Prints 🐝 ✨

#my art #fanart #artists on tumblr #black artists on tumblr #rick grimes #twd #the ones who live #richonne #rick grimes twd #twd towl #michonne grimes #michonne #sketch #wip #rick x michonne #HOW BOUT THEM LEAKS YALL #I'M STILL CRYING #andrew lincoln #danai gurira #andy lincoln #the walking dead #michonne hawthorne

[br-disaster]

CQL's crybaby Nie Mingjue appreciation post

I always see people talking about CQL's Nie Mingjue crying constantly, and they're right to do so, but I haven't seen those scenes compiled so I thought it would be a good idea to do it, since it's one of my favorite things about this version of NMJ.

*I'll consider the times he was tearing up too because I think they're important, but i'm only considering "full crying scenes" the ones where there are actual tears falling down his face.

*It's all in chronological order.

Episode 41 - defending Meng Yao

Why is NMJ crying? Crying is his response to everything, okay? NMJ is very emotionally invested in everything he does. He's very mad these men for saying terrible things about Meng Yao while benefiting from his labour. He's so emotionally invested in everything he does.

Is it a full crying scene? No, he tears up the entire time he's scolding the cultivators but those tears don't leave his eyes.

Episode 10 - being threatened by Wen Chao

Why is NMJ crying? Wen Chao is being very disrespectful, as he often is. And it's understandable, NMJ is hurt, his home was invaded, some of his soldiers are dead and it's overall a terrible time for everybody. To be honest, though, I think he's tearing up out of pure rage because Wen Chao just mentioned what Wen Xu did to the Cloud Recesses.

Is it a full crying scene? No. I almost didn't include this one because it's very subtle but his eyes look too shiny to be ignored.

Episode 10 - expelling Meng Yao from the Unclean Realm

Why is NMJ crying? It's a very emotional and conflicting moment on top of a terrible day, on top of a very stressful period of his life. He was betrayed by his friend who saved his life right afterwards; his home was invaded and they're at war! He has every right to cry as much as he did.

Is it a full crying scene? Hell yes, and it's glorious. They even end the episode with his miserable little crying face.

Episode 41 - Everything, really

Why is NMJ crying? Everything sucks, he's defeated and hurt in front of the man who killed his father. He didn't get his personal revenge and he didn't free the world from Wen Ruohan's tyranny either. Instead, he watched helplessly as his men were murdered and now he has to watch his former deputy mock his father's death and threaten to have Wen Ruohan damage Baxia like he did with his father's blade.

Is it a full crying scene? No, only because he's being very brave about it. I have no idea how those tears didn't fall.

Episode 41 - confrontation at Jinlintai

Why is NMJ crying? Very difficult topics being discussed here. People who are way better with words than I am have already written amazing meta on how having his worldview challenged like this affects NMJ emotionally, so I won't go there. But between the song of turmoil making him more emotionally unstable and the disdain with which JGY talks about the men he killed, evoking this very traumatic moment I just mentioned on the previous crying scene; I think it's very understandable.

Is it a full crying scene? Yes! Most of the time he's holding back tears, but you can see the one dramatic tear running down his nose (on the outside of it) on the second gif!

In conclusion: he has so much to cry about, it's surprising he didn't cry more, it must have taken so much strength (or he was just crying offscreen, which is plausible, because sadly this isn't The Nie Mingjue show and we don't see him all the time)

Anyway, I am not here to claim he's not a crybaby because he absolutely is, but on the actual show we only have 2 full crying scenes. They were so impactful it feels like much more crying happened. Fatal Journey is it's own thing so I made a separate post for those tearing up, crying and emotional breakdown lovely scenes <3

#nie mingjue #this isn't meta this is me discovering the joy of making decent gifs #cql #long post #kinda #despite often being at the crime scene i won't tag jgy or nieyao because i don't go there and i'm not a fan but yall do whatever you want #i just wanted to look at his pretty crying face and have more than just screenshots of it #like look at him!! how can you say mean things to him or in his general vicinity knowing it will make him cry? #monsters all of them #the zoom on the second to last gif makes it so funny though #anyway i hope my gifs aren't horrible to tumblr standards

[meownotgood]

haha hey so apparently someone stole my whole fic... copy and pasted except for tiny things changed... here is the link to their """fic""" (sorry random person I had to steal the reblog from). they've since deleted the fic off their blog + deleted their ao3 + gone on a hiatus so..... that's cool and whatever....... but they have written a lot of other shit so... don't be a dick but maybe check that for funny business too...

#yall I am literally #I don't even know what to say LMFAO #their fic before they deleted it had more notes than mine....... like what..... #I've never had this happen before so I'm just.... in awe........ #is leon similar to aki or something I don't know this man. who are you #it sucks so much too because that fic of mine #is probably my favorite fic I ever wrote #I poured so much love into it #so many little aspects of aki's character that I enjoyed fleshing out #and to just have it stolen #like if you stole a shitty drabble I wouldn't be as wounded but to steal 20k words of love..... #that's messed up man........ #I'm laughing at this but also. crying inside a little #thank you to the person who told me about this because since they deleted it it would be really hard to know otherwise #yeah........... yeah.....

[oliviaswrldd]

GOODBYE, GOOD RIDDANCE

Farewell Post

Guys i decided to leave Tumblr, "enter" the void state and live my dream life. I procrastrinated it because i just wanted to think deeper about my Respawn. It's very responsible decision. Once i'll enter Void State i'll wake up in my desired reality. I won't remember anything from this reality (except about reality shifting). I won't deny, i am full of emotions but i feel ready. It's one way ticket but i don't want to experience that life here. I know i won't wake up in this reality tommorow. I decided it.

I am so happy that i was part of this kinda messy community but i really love to be here. I think my time has come and i want to leave Tumblr and "this" reality as well. Actually after my break i didn't think that i will leave forever but i am starting to see this app is kinda influencing me and my shifting/void journey. I am spending so much time here. I wanna say thank you to all of bloggers for being here and to all of the people, my followers, my anons and to all who messaged me for advices.

Also, i want to thank to all of the bloggers who answered MY questions in times when i wasn't sure about all that loa and void state, in the beggining of my own journey. I am really grateful.

I am leaving Tumblr but my blog will be still there, i won't deactivate it.

And my last message to all the people who still have doubts and negative thoughts and wants to give up:

i know what you may feel because just one year ago i was in horrible state in my life. i was dealing with depression and anxiety, i had suicide thoughts. today, i'm mentally so different person. law of assumption saved me. i am so so so grateful for having such knowledge and i am so happy that i am able to live my desired life. please, never give up and be stubborn, persist and screw 3D. that's all you need to do and i promise you everything will come on your favor. it may be bad days in your life when you will feel unmotivated but remember after storm, there's always a rainbow. you are amazing, i love you even if i don't know you. you deserve everything you set your mind to ♡♡♡

"IF I CAN THEN YOU CAN TOO"

Goodbye <3

#goodbye #law of assumption #reality shifting #shiftblr #shifting #desired reality #loa tumblr #dr #void state #i'm not crying hahahahah.... #i love yall #last post #oliviaswrldd #shifting community

[a-hazbin-reader]

at this point i dont think the reader can even pour herself a cup of water without Alastor aggressively taking the cup and being like “NO DEAR LET M E DO ITT” (its almost 3 am i cant stop laughing at the door jokes)

Me seeing the word "door" in my asks again

#YOU GUYS I AM HAUNTED #BY THAT WORD NOW #just like wife!reader #just HAUNTED #YALL ARE LAUGHING #I'M CRYING #WE ARE NOT THE SAME

[anxietywasright]

I need to stop checking my phone every minute no one loves me

#i love yall #sadgirl #tw sewerslide #i'm sad #im sad and tired #im screaming inside my head #sad boy #sad but true #sad thoughts #sewerslidal #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #self h@te #drown in my mind #this is a cry for help #i’m so tired #& ㅤ * ㅤ maybe i’m not ; all that you thought ㅤ ╰ ㅤ ☀ ㅤ out. #i’m so so so sorry #im going to kms #tw triggers #tw depressing thoughts #it’s torture #im crying #sorry lol #i’m fucking exhausted #losing control #lost person

[shorlinesorrows]

qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.

do you see my vision?

#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying #“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME #neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry #i need them to be friends #i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand #i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences #and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively) #i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them #and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set #and make them their own #they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life #the mcs ever #at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker #and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating #the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people #the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it” #and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?" #jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise #cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away #kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self #anyway i'm going insane how yall doing #neil josten #jean moreau #all for the game #the sunshine court

[zensations35]

Making a big post about this in lieu of responding to the VERY SO VERY MANY PEOPLE HERE who have my back and are just fucking ROCKSTARS of this community.

You folks are the reason I am alive this year. It's been hard--mentally and physically. I've been abandoned and gaslighted by doctors and family alike but I've been able to keep myself sane and together because I have THIS FUCKING COMMUNITY of amazing people and yall literally give me hope for the future of humanity. Not an overexaggerating.

I love you all so much and I am so proud to be in your lives. SO FUCKING PROUD.

Keep slaying, fam. This is the way.

#not snz #zen update #zen answers #zen rambles #i have a bunch of asks as well that if I answered them all it'd flood the walls #and it's all supportive af i'm not ignoring you #im busy crying over how amazing yall are #thank you all so much

[something-about-sunflowers]

I kinda feel like too many people aren't looking at the whole picture with Guillermo and Nandor/his family this season?

Guillermo knows, to a certain extent, that it's hurting Nandor that he's avoiding him. He just can't not avoid him because of the whole 'secretly turned by another vampire and Nandor will have to kill him then himself for the sake of his bruised honor/ego' thing.

Guillermo is also hurting though. His attempt to take some agency for himself by actively pursuing something he's wanted since before he even met Nandor has massively backfired on him in every possible way he couldn't even begin to expect. He didn't know he'd have a Weird Transformation. He didn't know there was some taboo for having another vampire turn him as Nandor's familiar (and he's not actually Nandor's familiar anymore anyway, technically, they're all just dumb and forgot that fact). He, comparatively, only recently found out about the whole Van Helsing thing and that his family can't control themselves around vampires (though I feel like it probably will be different with their Memo, if we're being honest), so he very likely thought for most of his time waiting for Nandor to turn him that he'd still be able to see them occasionally and get/give closure over a longer period of time before he had to stop seeing them when it became obvious he wasn't aging like they were.

He does care about his mom, yall, did you miss him breaking down in the elevator or were you just distracted by him breaking the hand-rail? He's just been very preoccupied with a whole lot of drama (Which he complained about! He told Nandor how upset he was that the wedding and Baby Colin were keeping him too busy to see his family! The end of season 4 was days before the start of season 5.) and an extreme life change. He's an adult. That kind of shit happens when you're an adult (granted, his situation is significantly more fantastical given the whole vampires thing but still). Sometimes you get caught up in your adult life and you miss your mom's birthday. Sometimes you make a big life change that you think is what's best for you and it means you won't be able to be as close to your family. Yes. It's selfish of him - to an extent - but for fuck's sake you can't live your life for other people, even - especially, in some cases - if those people are your family. I'm kind of appalled at people saying that he's deserving to feel bad and rejected because he made a choice for himself. Do you think his mom is blaming him as harshly as some of you are? No! The first thing she asked him was 'are you happy with this change?' She cares about her son's happiness. He's not entirely in the right but fuck do yall know how to do anything but swing hard in the other direction? There's grey areas! All in the middle! Right there, look!!

And then on top of him already being extremely emotionally compromised from reckoning with having to leave his family behind, on top of the already 'emotionally difficult' avoiding Nandor for both of their sakes, he gets another big rejection in his own home from the people he cares most about. I don't know if Nandor noticed that his rejection hurt Guillermo. He's dumb but I really don't know if he's that dumb. He's been able to recognize in the past when he's hurt Guillermo so I don't see why he couldn't now. Are yall gonna blame Memo for feeling bad if Nandor decides to do something to try and win him back or cheer him up? Or if Nandor is upset/worried about having hurt Guillermo?

I don't really know where I'm going with this anymore lmao. My point is: Yes, Guillermo's choice is hurting people but it's also hurting him and he's been hurt for a while now and hurt people hurt people (which is why Nandor lashed out too!) so cut him a little bit of slack maybe? He didn't do anything to intentionally hurt anyone he just wanted to take some agency back for himself that he's been missing for like. Ten. Thirteen years or so now.

#the dork is being a dork #wwdits #wwdits spoilers #wwdits s5 spoilers #wwdits season 5 spoilers #what we do in the shadows #what we do in the shadows spoilers #what we do in the shadows s5 spoilers #what we do in the shadows season 5 spoilers #mind i'm ALSO feeling bad for nandor #i can care about both of them at the same time #but i don't get how yall can look at memo crying in that elevator #and hear the break in his voice when he say 'well okay then' and how SAD he sounds when he responds to nandor's 'wait what?' #and think he deserves that #or that it's good for him to feel rejected from both of his families