#I'm especially sorry to the anons who gave prompts for the AU because I haven’t finished them and I don’t feel like I can right now

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Vent:

I need to get this off my chest now, I've been dwelling on it for the last few months and it's making me feel really awful.

I've lost motivation to do anything relating to the Parenthood AU, I just can't get into the mindset for writing or creating anything relating to the AU, I don’t know, my mind is a fuzzy mess and I feel like I can’t write it anymore. I've been stuck for a few months, I've tried to create artworks to generate my excitement for it, but nothing works, I just have half finished artworks sitting there that I don’t feel motivated to finish. I've tried revisiting them several times and each time I just want to work on another AU instead because I can’t focus on it. I feel burnt out with this AU because I don’t know what to do.

And before anyone asks: I don’t want to force myself to create content, because I know I will half-arse it and hate it honestly and I don’t want to show people content that I haven’t put some effort into, using that AU just doesn’t... appeal to me anymore... I've lost my motivation completely and I don’t know if it'll come back... I've just been stuck for a few months now, meanwhile I'm working on I am Machine, Little Nightmares AU, some other things, and there's the Parenthood AU, I just feel guilty for not doing anything (like Headcanons/artwork) with it but I literally can’t. I can’t think.

I can’t. I'm sorry, I don’t know what to do. I just want to be honest about this AU right now.

#Vent #Parenthood AU #AU vent #This vent feels messy but I hope you understand what I mean #I feel really awful to admit it because I know people adore the AU but it's the truth #I've just lost the excitement for it and I don’t know if I'll ever get it back #I just can’t force myself to work on it right now #I've tried to force myself to focus on it but it just doesn’t work #I'm sorry #I'm especially sorry to the anons who gave prompts for the AU because I haven’t finished them and I don’t feel like I can right now #I don’t know what I'm going to do about it #I know I've been talking about it occasionally recently but I just don’t feel like I can do anything with it right now