#I'm feeling so dumb for being so happy for this

[toaststime]

I'm sure people have said similar things but I feel like Chilchuck is such an affectionate drunk. Like it takes him a while to even get drunk despite his size, but I can just see him being so sweet and lovey.

I can see him giving Marcille head pats "Yooou're such a good kid. You really care about us don't you?" And hugs her. I imagine she's like 'what the fuck is going on?? I love the hugs but is he okay???'

Or him climbing on a stool so he can look Laios in the eyes "You're a good party leader. I know I say you suck but reeeeally man, you're really cab-cap-capable guy. You're dumb...but smart like, I dunno" and then just lays his head on Laios's shoulder and pats his back like a weird hug. I think Laios would be so happy.

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #chilaios #chilchuck #chilchuk tims #laios dungeon meshi #marcille

[elllisaaa]

sweetie your last post for subby enha hasn’t left me yet… it was truly that powerful 😔

now i’m thinking about bf!heeseung who gets jealous while you’re out clubbing and catches another man eye fucking you. you find it silly that after all this time being together he still gets jealous and start teasing him. he embraces you pouting and mumbling about how no one has the right to watch you like that while simultaneously growing a boner from the way you laugh at his attitude… he turns into a bit of a loser but he’s not ashamed of it. ofc the night continues at home with you overstimulating him <3

no but subby enha truly has some kind of superpower on me i swear, especially jake and heeseung for some reasons… and oh my lord i fucking love how your brain works, this is so yummy !

BF!HEESEUNG who's so down bad for you, he literally worships the ground you're walking on and considers himself lucky you're even willing to look his way, so do not getting him started on how grateful he is to be your boyfriend. he's not ashamed of how much he's obsessed with you.

but even with this fact in mind, he still lets you do everything you want when you two are going out, heeseung is just happy to be there and to watch his gorgeous girl have fun with her friends. he's even handing you his card to pay for your drinks. however, he doesn't like how one man in particular has been eyeing you up and down since the two of you got there, he doesn't like the way this guy thinks he can get you.

"why are you so moody, baby ? do you want to go home ? are you not feeling well ?" you ask to your boyfriend anxiously, and heeseung feels quite dumb to worry you over such silly things, but he couldn't help the feeling of jealousy taking over him every time the guy gave you fuck me eyes. "no, no, i'm okay. there is just… this guy over there, he's been watching since we got there and i don't like it."

the pout on heeseung's face became even more obvious when you turned around to get a glance of the man. when you gave your attention back to your boyfriend, he was mumbling under his breath like he did everytime he was frustrated. "haven't i made it clear that you're mine ? why does he keep undressing you with his gaze in front of me ? i really don't like it when someone other than me is checking you out." while he's rambling, his hands gradually make their way to your waist, bringing you flush against his body and you cannot help but giggle at his behaviour.

"don't laugh at me baby !" he's a bit offended by the way you're not taking the situation seriously, but at the same time, the smirk spreading on your lips when you bring him closer to your face by grabbing his jaw is turning him on. "i'm sorry hee, it's just funny to see you get all jealous about losers like that when you know damn well that you're mine, right ?" your tone is a bit condescending, and the way you're looking at his lips has him growing a boner on the spot. heeseung is only able to nod and bed you to go home because the only thing he wants right now is you on top of him, playing with his body.

"you're so fucking pathetic hee, you're so fucking lucky i'm even touching you right now, don't you think ?" - "y-yes, yes thank you, i love it, it's so good !" you coo at him once more, loving how pliant he becomes in your hold after two orgasms and how sensitive he gets, squirming in your hold when you run your nails on the skin of his chest.

"y/n… please, i wanna cum…" - "hm, again ? dirty boy, you're so fucking greedy." heeseung let out a moan at your degrading words, and you loved how he wasn't shy to show how much he liked the way you were treating him. and you loved to have him like this - holding his wrists down while you were riding him - when he could also totally blow your back and split you in half if he wanted to. you leaned in to reach his jaw, kissing it sloppily until you could murmur in his ear "you can cum inside baby, but i'm not even close yet. so you know what that means ?" - "y-yeah…" - "such a good boy, gonna fill me up two times."

and heeseung couldn't deny you (or himself) this sweet pleasure.

#my love for subby heeseung has reached some new highs thanks to you #eli answering your questions #eli's moots #dinna's asks #enhypen hard thoughts #enhypen hard hours #enha hard thoughts #heeseung hard thoughts #heeseung hard hours #heeseung smut #heeseung x reader

[ladymirdan]

There’s a dumbass 4chan thing being shared in groups I’m in where Amazon is supposedly forcing GW to make female custodes bc they want them in the show and HC might walk and ruin GW’s stock and other stupid shit. I know it’s dumb but it’s triggering my anxiety really badly and I can’t get the thought out of my head, especially because these groups are normally a space I feel safe in but there’s been one or two idiots ever since the announcement that has been toxic and it’s hard to enjoy 40k now

I understand, and I'm sorry. I wish these people could be reasoned with, but they cant, because they dont really care about Warhammer, they care about “the issue”. Pointing out things like “the authors of Black Library has fought for this for years” is like water on a duck.

The thing I usually do when I come across those people is try to not engage (difficult, I know, and I fail a lot of times), log off social media for a moment, and go to my local Warhammer store (the offical ones are the best at this).

Seeing the energy from people actually playing the game is so diffrent and sobering. I made a roadtrip across yourube last summer and made a point to visit every GW store along the way, and every single one had happy, excited staff and customers. And it always fills me with that hope and joy again.

I dont do Reddit that much, because its home to some chronically online people that just manages to bait me every time. I like Tumblr the most because its is 99% people to share their hobby experiences (and two angry guys screaming into a bucket).

That being said, the show might be cancelled, it might suck, but Warhammer will survive. It's not like it hasn't had shitty shows before. My favourite one is that Ultramarine movie, which is so bad that it becomes good again.

But you are also right, I have been giving these idiots too much of a platform they dont usually have. And I will be returning to my regular content again, which is geeking out about Ultramarines, Iron Warriors, Emperors Children, Nightlords, or some other flavour of the week (right now Aeldari,)I have been putting off building for a while since my hobby space is a bit messy, but I will clean it up and post more lovely pictures of mini butts.

This will blow over, it always does.

#40k #warhammer 40k #warhammer #I do love this community

[vylad243]

I would love to know more about oblivious Vox and Alastor realizing that he may have fell hard for a brick wall. Your courting fics are probably my favorite for these two, and I am eagerly awaiting the moment someone breaks it to this deer that he needs to be a bit more straightforward 😂

Anyway, I love your writing so much! Hope things are going good for you :)

Hi!

Thank you for the kind words! I'm really happy to hear that you're enjoying them and that they're your favourite! Makes me feel all fuzzy! ^-^

Alastor courting Vox is mostly prompt specials! I might write Rosie finally telling Alastor that Vox is a tad dumb and might need to try a different strategy. I wasn't sure if it would be something people would be interested in, so here's kinda just a basic idea I might do

After Rosie talks to Alastor, Alastor might be a bit insulted by Rosie's words, but he would start to notice Vox's confusion by his action. Alastor is a big boy and would naturally not talk to Vox about it, and instead, he would just stalk him, observe him

He would take note of Vox's company and just how strongly everyone comes onto Vox- and Alastor would then realize that Vox is so used to be catcalled, flirted with, all that jazz so blatantly that he just doesn't even notice anymore

Alastor would slow with the courting and grab some advice from Rosie. He would eventually fess up and tell Vox what he's been doing and that he's interested in dating him

Vox would only be a lot shocked

Alastor has a lot of work ahead of him to teach Vox when people are flirting with him- mostly so Vox can reject them and let them know he's taken

Vox gives a lot of golden retriever energy, but he is aware of his power and knows how to manipulate others to get his way, so him being dense really checks out for me!

Thank you for the ask!

#hazbin hotel #vox hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #radiostatic #anonymous

[jellipuff]

Goddd big sub mingyu in a pretty pink gown. Imagine him calling you daddy and probably agreeing on a day when you can free use him whenever you want and just fuck him full of your cum until he's all dumb and begging to get filled and be pregnant 😭

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ANON?! Omgg shut upppp because why are you in my head??

Oversharing moment here but i like to be called many things but something about ME being called daddy makes me feel like i'm glitching. Add that to this scenario you gave me and i will DIE.

I love that you love big sub!mingyu in a pretty pink gown because he’s such a lovely prince that he loves it even more! :(( cutie mingyu has the prettiest gowns and daintiest lingerie because he’s your baby whose only job around you is to be happy and fucked full until the mess leaking beneath you both is too much. He’s such an angel knowing just how much Daddy needs him, knows how much you love using him. 

He knows you miss him so much and he misses you even more! it’s not fair that your job keeps you from him when he craves you this intensely. Even if his hole is still puffy from where he begged and pleaded last night for more. More strength, more kisses, more cum, more of Daddy! :< 

Mingyu thinks the people at your job need a reason to let you come home earlier, a reason to give you more days off, and mingyu knows one he can give them. 

so when you step in the door late one night a bit tired yet overjoyed at finally being home, you are surprised that your night is full of mingyu in your favorite pink nightgown of his as he begs for you to knock him. Pushing his hips back as your hands grip them harder; telling you how good it feels. He can't help but keep whining about how messy Daddy’s cum is but not once does he stop asking for it. Even as you pull out, leaving him empty he think it’s the fullest he’s ever been. Panting heavily as drool escapes his mouth; he gazes at you through lidded eyes before smiling. “Hole is s’messy Daddy, thank you.” 

Mingyu knows he won’t get pregnant but with the way you still look so hungry for him despite filling him up multiple times, he also knows you’re going to call in sick tomorrow. So he’ll take his win and maybe if he wakes you up in the morning with his hole and lashes fluttering, you’ll give him another round of whatever he wants, whenever you want. 

( btw i’m sorry for answering this so late!! I saw your ask a bit ago but wasn’t feeling motivated to write and was having a bit of anxiety around writing. I do want to say thank you so so much for sending an ask because I love gushing about things and talking to you all. I also wrote a whole fic around this ask soooo that’ll be out soon hehe! I just need to figure out how to post on here without getting got by the labels (╥_╥). )

#svt imagines #svt smut #svt drabbles #svt x reader #svt x dom!reader #sub!svt #mingyu x reader #sub!mingyu #mingyu smut #mingyu scenarios #sub!idol #mingyu imagines #nico answers #svt asks

[shinozaki-ayumi]

i was skimming a blood drive stream (mostly looking for ayushiki crumbs, it's been a while) and was reminded of one of the best interactions in the franchise

#''i know you're stuck in a torture school full of unspeakable horrors but how've you been?'' #girlfailure ayumi i love you #also i remembered there being ayushiki crumbs but i did NOT remember how much??!!!?? #their interactions are the best part of the game easily #but the part where she goes to his apartment in the middle of the night and basically starts to admit smth to him about how she felt #about when he told her to reach out to him whenever she needs support and he did the head pat thing #and he 1) forgot that even happened?? somehow?? #and 2) he's like ''i feel like i'm supposed to be reading between the lines rn but i'm so lost'' #LIKE YOU'RE SO DUMB... YOU'RE BOTH SOO DUMB AGFDGJGRHHHH #i need closure in darkness distortion i am telepathically begging kedwin to please let her get better so they can get a mildly happy ending

[crownedwille]

I've come to the conclusion that loving young royals doesn't mean I can't be critical about it, maybe especially bc I love the show so much I have such strong feelings about it, good and bad and I can love parts of canon and agree with it and appreciate it but I don't have to love it all. I have accepted that it's okay if I don't accept the ending and I don't have to force myself to support it. It's okay to not agree with all of canon and it's okay to not side with all of the creators' intentions/views. Loving a show doesn't mean you have to take everything the writers say on face value and that's the only version that is allowed to exist. Canon isn't everything and fandom is about curating your own experience that makes you happy and not miserable. You don't have to dismiss canon in every aspect and ignore it entirely, that's certainly not what I want but there is a fine line between being canon respectful, allowing some parts to exist and sometimes, yes, you just have to say "fuck canon" and move on for your own sanity and wellbeing

#especically in the first two weeks of a new release everyone is feelings lots of intense emotions ranging from ecstatic to angry #everything in between is a part of it and i know i'm also feeling very strongly about it right now #i always try to stay levelheaded and rational and see things from an objective pov and be diplomatic about discourse #i don't want any of what i say drift off too much into meaningless hate instead of the constructive criticism it's supposed to be #but when you feel so strongly about something and sometimes you really just wanna say yeah i fucking hate it lol #but i always try to explain why and give understandable arguments and not just blindly hate on something #for example - I'm aware there are fans who have some problems with s2 and don't love the season whereas i do and it's my fave #and there is a difference between expressing some criticism and justified concerns which you can understand where it comes from #and those who are just like 'oh it's a horrible season. it was so shitty and we should get rid of it' which is dumb hate and just not true #and i can't support people like that and take them seriously #i can have my own issues with s3 from a subjective pov which can also include some justified criticism as well #but also still acknowledge it as a truly good piece of tv media and the quality is top notch #and that's why you have such high expectations and have critique because it is so good and sets such a high standard #yrtalk #with that being said i understand ppl not wanting to see any critic about it if they are riding the high of happy wilmon endgame #but that doesn't mean that i can't express my own opinions on my own blog and i will continue to do so #and maybe one day i will feel differently and accept or even like the ending who knows #but it doesn't have to happen. it's fine if it does but it's also fine if it doesn't

[ride-a-dromedary]

Halsin's biggest muscle is his heart, and that's the only thing that matters

#BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #Halsin #more gen stuff with halsin where he's literally just the sweetest of sweet hearts #like here - what's this - it's a baby bunny maybe hold it and you'll feel better #scratch just gravitating to him (which makes the orin thing even worse) #halsin being that endlessly kind of patient and sincere that is almost irritating #because you think it's fake but the worst part is it's just...not #so you can't ignore it or brush it off #i'm gonna make a gifset maybe because woo boy when he happy cried with oliver i was crying #i swear ill make something more than a text post someday #edit: oh dude he's the embodiment of 'what do you want to be when you grow up? kind' sound #i will also say i will never forgive larian for making intelligence his dump stat #he's not dumb he's literally just naive #and desperate and trusting and listens to his heart too much #he is emotionally driven not dumb

[detransraichu]

my ex is talking about all these cute dates they're going on with this trans guy and how they're planning to kiss for the first time tonight and i just wish i had something like that with someone. if i had transitioned maybe i could've had a chance of being attractive to them... i only say that bc i reallyyyy struggle to believe i'll find my person. i feel so unattractive physically and personality wise :/ and i have no money to my name, and my apartment is constantly a mess. all the girls i was into turned out to be a jerk or rejected me. What Is It Going To Take!!!!!!

#lay text #i'm high and weepy #idk why #maybe cuz their life is going sm better than mine :( i feel like i was a burden for them. i was only on disability aid #and i asked for romance and sometimes sex and they weren't into me #now they have money to spend and they're conventionally attractive they literally have strangers call their face pretty 24/7 #while dressed masc no makeup #meanwhile i'm single af and have no money and i feel so ugly and broke all the time!!! #i find fwbs and casual polyam girls #but no one who actually wants me and only me. it breaks my heart #i've yearned for 5 fucking years while dating my ex #yearned for feeling wanted. i was the ugly kid growing up #my winter fling made me feel so freaking desired but my ex lowkey ruined it so i left #and then drama happened and now she's gone #i'm learning to love myself #but a bitch wants to be wanted sometimes too!!! #to be kissed by someone who tells me i'm enough they don't want anybody else!!! #by someone who actually finds me attractive!!! tho now i have severe trust issues :'( #so dumb #i hate being jealous of a friend having a happy dating life #i didn't expect to feel so bitter #i feel like a bad person ugh :/

[murobrown]

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#let me vent here real quick #bachelorette/bachelor parties are one of the most stupid concepts we ever created #it's disgusting and humiliating to me #if I'd have a person who loves me enough that they decide that they want to spend the rest of their life with me it's like an ultimate win #i mean what more do you want to achieve in life? isn't that like a main goal? #I don't even mean marriage that's useless but just that safe warm loving feeling #and then you gather all your friends and you're going to look at it as game over????? #so anyway I should attempt a stupid bachelorette party this weekend and it's useless and incredibly expensive #and it's full of activities that are totally outside of my comfort zone like drinking and dancing and being half naked in a spa #and you have to wear some dumb accessories so that you also humiliate yourself in front of everyone #and first I thought will be able to handle it but yesterday I panicked and asked if I can be excused from all those activities #and people don't understand that my concept of fun is different from theirs #and i don't mean this in any negative way towards those people #it's just different for me and I'd love you to understand that #but... it's also not nice from me to ditch them last minute and let down my friend that's getting married #but yesterday I just had this moment when I thought fuck no I'm going to think about myself for once and it's just not right #because then you make people upset... #the actual wedding is another thing I dread...it will be an actual nightmare and there's no way I will ever escape it #so yeah I'm just full of emotions and I don't know what's the right thing to do and how to keep others happy and myself calm #at least last night I dreamt about Jake Bugg hugging me and if that's not the sign I'm going spend the rest of my life with that man... #i also decided to survive both of those events sober just to make it more challenging for myself #alcohol has way too many calories and i just want stay in control of my brain #i will see if the only three friends i have will resent me after this #i needed to sort my thoughts here even though I know ot doesn't look like so #i hope that you all are having a wonderful day and doing fantastic ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[byanyan]

byan pointing at the menace of a cat that lives in their apartment who shreds all their belongings, who launches out at them from under furniture to claw at their feet, who seems to intentionally step in front of them so they trip over her, who hogs all their boyfriend's attention, who seems to exist just to spite them even though they were the one who rescued her, and calling her an unhinged and feral beast while failing to realize that this is basically what it was like for people who allowed them into their homes is endlessly funny to me

#fortunately jjijji has a dad (sol) who loves her and supports her even though she's chaos incarnate #byan of course was never so lucky (': #(they love her tho. they do. they find her antics funny in most cases once they're done being mad about it all) #don't look at me i'm just having feelings over my fictional child and their fictional boyfriend and the fictional cats they have together #it's just that kind of night idk i just really like that they get to be happy in the future #also the hypocrisy of it all and them refusing to realize that jjijji is basically just them as a cat #is one of my favourite dumb but soft things ok FIGHT ME #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

[ricesoupremacy]

elaboration on the "not aro" part:

i met a girl. she's an eleventh grader. we started talking last year in june. in november, stuff started getting um. romantic. i think. there were a lot of hugs in november. december beginning we started to sneak away during event stuff to be alone. we knew something was up between us, but we didn't talk about it, just went with the flow. after vacations started, we confessed to each other at around 2 am in end december. she is so fucking beautiful and nice and adorable and she's an artist right? she made me a portrait 😭 it's not a replica of me but she tried to do the features but good god. i love her so so much. she crochets. she crocheted me a pink heart. her hugs are so damn comfy. i'm probably embarrassing myself but man i could pine forever.

so yes. yours truly is in love. and god it feels awesome.

off topic but the first line reminded me of bad girls club by falling in reverse omgs SNEAKING AWAY FOR ALONE TIME IS PEAK ROMANTIC BEHAVIOUR I'M SO PROUD OF YOU 2 AM ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME WHY AM I NOT LIVING A LIFE LIKE THIS WHY IS BEING GAY SO HARD DID YOU DO THE 3RD DECEMBER SWEATER THINGY I JUST FOUND OUT IT'S A THING in 2023 I'M LIVING UNDER A ROCK pardon the caps fuck it THE CAPS ARE BACK SHE MADE YOU A PORTRAIT?? SHE MADE YOU A- *screams* nah she CROCHETS TOO??? bye i need like 2 weeks of bed rest to recover nawww what do you mean embarrassing yourself i've said way worse to you. this is so cute i'm so happy for you hshjsjhsjsk can you adopt me please

INSANE i'm not gonna lie it is a good feeling when they love you back. wow. raag this is incredible. if i'm not wrong this has been a great year for you, what with finding love and being sports captain and winning races ooff they grow up so fast 🥹

and since uh. you shared. i mean it's not transactional or anything i really wanted to tell you but you were busy i guess and oh you'll be having boards rn i hope that's going well !! but. ALSO. YA BOI PULLED. I PULLED. FINALLY. BAHAHJAHAJA I SCORED A GUY FASTER THAN HE SCORES BASKETS HE'S SO PERFECT I LOVE HIM HE'S BEEN GIVING ME CHOCOLATE FOR A WEEK NOW BECAUSE APPARENTLY THERE'S SOMETHING CALLED VALENTINE'S WEEK. fuck. i finally understand what aristotle from the book meant when he said he was afraid of dante. i'm afraid of him. i'm afraid of how he makes my brain short-circuit when i'm with him and how we make the same stupidly corny jokes and pickup lines and how he chooses to not go home by bus and instead walks extra to the public bus stop just so he can wALK HOME WITH ME and gets all shy when he asks if we can hold hands and how he gets this look when random uncles on the road see us so i flip them off because i'm not afraid of shit anymore and how he laughs when i say some stupid shit and how he sends me recordings of him playing guitar and singing songs and by GOD his voice is beautiful and he's beautiful. he's beautiful. god.

#i really feel like i can do anything #like cmon #i broke a guy's nose in a fight #why should i hold back from doing dumb stuff and being happy anymore #i'm tired of that #about damn time i got a boyfriend i'm not going to overthink like i usually do #i took the plunge raag #i took the plunge by confessing and it worked out #so #i guess that's good #yey #are you proud #raag best beloved

[theood]

Gonna be entirely honest from what ive heard abt New Soupernatural it honestly feels very unfitting for Dean to go around actually saving his mom. Like. Im SORRY to say it but the way John raised Dean and how John shaped him to be Sams Protector to be There For Sammy to raise him with the burden of "you may have to kill him for me, Dean. You're going to need to watch Sam and I need you to promise me you'll shoot him if he goes south" is really fucking integral to why Dean is Dean.

YES, we see Dean multiple times wanting a white picket fence life. We know he doesn't want to hunt. But for him to completely rewrite time. Alter a timeline feels. So disingenuous to who his character was.

Dean didn't deserve to die how he did, but what he's doing in Heaven is no better. Deans story should have ended differently yes, but not how it's going in The New Show

#im.not gonna tag this bc from what I've seen its an unpopular opinion but 8/ like. idk I ( #Know Dean. And I think like truly as much as I love the show we DID stray from what he was. WHO he waz because og #John. Because he lost his mom #There was always a split between him and Sam bc of his mom. And we know Dean early on got the role of protector thrust on him #and he viewed himself as killing his mom. I don't think its right he finally gets to fix that. It doesn't feel right. #Dean is. Narratively a tragedy. His happy ending is happy but his true wants aren't fufilled but by the end he should have learned #to let go. To mourn truly and wholely and properly. Family doesn't end with blood. He can cry. #idk. I'm being preachy over the show I didnt watch bc it looked kinda shitty and I really didnt care for #follow baby boy john b4 he abused his kids and blamed them for mommys death #But I also really fucking hated Marys return on SPN it felt so dumb. Its such a dumb fucking arc to me #IDK. Hashtag Castiel kinnie has feelings on his source material but like man this ain't it #spn posting

[bladeofthestars]

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#i'm so fucking stressed all the time #i want to be done with this stupid class #i wanna hang out and do stupid stuff with my stupid friends more #but they're all busy with other stupid shit #i'm just flailing around drowning trying to cling to something but all the rocks here are slick and the waves keep dashing me against them #like practically nothing is making me happy right now #there are too many people in my life sick and dying right now that need attention and my sister just had a baby #and is being hit with post partum and needs attention #but i *also* need attention. just cuz? i guess? #which makes me feel like such a whiny asshole #oh boo hoo i'm dealing with the same depression that i have been since i was thirteen and it's bad right now #just. fuck. #asking for help and attention doesn't get me anywhere #except with my partner but like. i fucking ache to just spend some time with some people?? #my partner is obv a person but i need a good group sesh #drinking and board games and dumb jokes and anecdotes #and 'i thought of you's #my life right now is work. come home and fidget on my phone bc if i start a task that task should be classwork. do nothing productive or fun #sleep. wake up the next day and do it all again #cram some classwork in on my lonely weekends after everyone i've asked to hangout turns me down #fuckin keep hitting all the pleasure buttons to see if something sticks #legitimately i think i'm addicted to sugar #more often than not nowadays i feel straight uo nauseated when eating sweet things #but instead of stopping i just keep going #and i go back for more later even though it STILL makes me feel like trash then too #maybe *this* oreo will make my brain feel motivated enough to do a task #the answer is usually no #but every now and then it works so i keep fucking doing it #took a long walk the other night and it didn't help me finish task but it did bring a little peace of mind #unfortunately my legs and knees have been starting to hurt a bit again

[charlignon]

get ready for the sequel saga titled "burnout"

#sometimes you just get hit by the realisation that this shit is so vain #just read a post about dying people saying 'I wish I had'nt worked so hard' #Old lad I'm 24 but 3 burnouts later I can only agree #the point of the meme is that being good at work IS socially normal and desirable #so you can get a good grade at adulting #well that's fucking dumb #I don't mean work in general but modern form of work #if you feel fulfilled by work I am genuinely happy for you #but personally that's not what keep me going in life #capitalism #work #health #burnout

[panb1mbo]

what do you mean i can't immediately be great at everything all the time?

#this is about my vagina lmfao #i am tired of tampons n pads n trying a new thing but trying new things is sometimes hard #i am not used to that i am an overachieving perfectionist with a fear of underwhelming bitches #so when i am not flawless at something i wanna quit #also there's the impostor syndrome of being a doula right? #fuck that i have happy clients fuck that my first client was overdue n went into active labor within hrs of meeting hehehe anyway #besides the point #irrelevant #where was i??? oh yes i feel inadequate at my job sometimes bc i feel so dysphoric n out of tune with my own body sometimes that i??? #i guess i feel like everyone else can see i'm fronting and i don't know what i'm talking about n i am not good at what i do #but... if any of that were true i feel like my clients would have sm to say about me but also i would have TOO much to say abt me jfc #i already annoy myself a lot i wouldn't do this work if i wasn't built for it bc i'd be insufferable to myself bitch #dumb ass shit ☾☁️ ࣪ ִִִִִִִִֶֶֶֶֶֶֶֶָָָָָָָ⭒𓂃🐇