#I'm gross

[moon-mxlk]

I just want to curl up and hide my unwanted grotesque body under the covers for the rest of my life

#i want to be seen but i want to be invisible too #personal #body dismorphia #ed but not sheeran #tw ana diary #unlovable #fat #im ugly #im gross #i'm gross #depression #depressed #ednos #not eating #tw ed #eating disorders #fatty #i hate my body

[jamesblr]

FINALLY!

I got new batteries for my scale. The verdict is 🥁🥁🥁🥁

178.8 lbs (81.1 kg)

I have an official starting weight. now to see how low I can go.

#i will reach my ugw #⭐️ve #ana trigger #thinspø #disordered eating thoughts #i want to ⭐️ve #i'm gross #pro for me not for thee #pro for only myself #@na trigger

[sharkaiju]

Forgive me father for I have sinned

#yeah i said it #he's hot i don't make the rules #wendell and wild #wendell & wild #father bests #father level bests #i'm gross

[thewilddoghaunts]

Me, drooling over the corpse I'm about to devour: "I am so wet right now"

#Alastair #I'm gross #not even sorry #cannibalism

[a-broken-worthless-monster]

I wish I was something good...

I wish I was pretty or smart or fun and interesting...

I just want to be good for someone important because nobody is ever around permanently and I love them dearly.

There's so little I can give or do... it never feels like enough, I just want them to have nice things.

So I just want and hope to be something good while I'm around and lucky enough to have them in my world.

#Personal #I'm Selfish #I'm Boring #I'm Stupid #I'm Gross #I'm Horrible #I'm A Monster #I'm Sorry #I'm Needy #I'm Annoying #I Love You #thoughts and feelings getting overwhelming #Vent #Venting

[musicaddictt]

I'm just this gross unwanted piece of shit and that's all I will ever be. I am so tired of being me.

#i'm gross #unwanted #i want to be someone else #useless

[boot2thehead]

i fell down when i was drinking a couple days ago and cut my hand open on the road tarmac. it's right where i rest my hand when i'm on my laptop so my laptop is just covered in Wound Goo crust

#txxxt #i'm gross #shits hella infected and im just like.... okay oh well nothing i couldve done to prevent this. what is a bandaid

[doctapuella]

desperately trying to learn the words to a song in another language

#turns out i actually do remember more spanish than i thought #but it's locked up tight and is only now emerging #still would never be able to speak it but i can understand tiny little fragments and thats better than i hopes #i can't turn off my language teacher brain though so i keep stopping to look up constructions and like connotations of words #its not that deep its just a song #i'm gross

[tiny--cryptid]

OK this question has been bugging me all morning so y'all please let me know

bc ours did nd I never thought much of it as a kid but know I'm thinking about it and it feels kinda gross? so pls tell me if this experience was universal or not it will haunt me forever otherwise

#i. i do not know what to tag this as. #emetophobia warning #?? #yea this came to me cuz i've been nauseous all morning bc i'm hungry but can't eat bc Food Is Gross #nd it made me think abt good ol vomit bowl. I miss that bowl i loved her like a sister

[thewilddoghaunts]

I just ate a Trash Burrito and it was the most delicious thing I've ever eaten. This one goes out to you, Jake! 🫡

#Magick #I'm gross

[shivunin]

Because I have just seen this specific thing for the second time, I would like to say:

If I reblog your art, I do not expect you to reblog (or share!) my fic in return

If I comment on your fic, I do not expect you to comment on (or read!) mine in return

My enjoyment of anyone's work does not come with strings or expectations

My friendship is not a bill that you will have to pay later

That's it!

#the fucking obsession with fandom becoming ~content creation~ has got to stop. this is not a business. #i don't like it when someone acts like i owe them because they complimented my work #and i will never do that to someone else #kindness has to be freely given or it isn't kindness; it's manipulation #this just. makes me feel super gross and it upsets me that it's happened twice #and that both people explicitly stated in their profiles that this is an expectation they have of fandom #you can't form a community by force. that's not how it works. #anyways. rant over. i just want it to be known that i'm not expecting anything from anyone lol #if i talk to you or hang out it's because i want to. i don't want anything from you except you know #kindness and companionship or w/e #bleargh. gonna go play a game or something. #dixeram

[a-broken-worthless-monster]

I wish I could be worth anything...

I'm a worthless mess, at least I can give someone important money or help, I'm no good for anything else.

They get to make friends at least.

Seems difficult to reach out to anyone at all, there's never really answers, but everyone is busy so I can't say I'm upset by that, it's okie...

Everyone important always disappears and I'm too needy a broken mess and horrid monster.

#Personal #I'm Worthless #I'm A Monster #I'm Broken #I'm Horrible #I'm Ugly #I'm Gross

[i-am-a-fish]

I am

• worried

• depressed

• uncomfortable

• upset

• afraid

• uneasy

it does not feel good.

I'm going to drink some water, take a nap, and deal with these things later

#I'm still waiting to hear back if I got my apartment #I just broke my glasses #I ran out of my meds and it might take a while to get more #I have so many people I need to message back #I fucked up and missed my therapy appointment yesterday #I'm with both of my parents for the holidays and I'm not out as she/her #I just feel gross