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thatztyv · 3 months
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- Jack and Kennedy link after three years (In honor of Jazz and Tae linking back up after three years 😩)
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Kᴇɴɴᴇᴅʏ Dᴏᴡɴs
(ken-nuh-dee duh-ouns)
Jack Harlow | @ jackharlow
Tell Kenn unblock me on ig
23:17 • 10/21/23 • 3M views
36,472 Retweets  508 Quotes  278.6k Likes 
⭐️ | @stunna.girl
Oh shit, after three yearsss??
It's a Lifestyle🥂 | @parisndiamonds
Kennedy!! Gworl come get yo man back 😩
🚀 | @tothemoon
I did not see this coming at all 👀
JACK HARLOW UPDATES©️ | @ jackxworld
We finna go blow up her dms rn 😭
Boy Tears💧 | @cryformeimperfect
YESSSS
💐 | @fairygworl
Nooooo 💔
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fivestarr☆ | @kennedyloaded
Unblocked 😘
13:25 • 10/22/23 • 1.3M views
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Kenn's World ⭐️ | @ kennkenn
OMGEEEEE
Boy Tears💧 | @cryformeimperfect
Oh shit getting real now
Chemistry Chick 🧪| @ inthelab
y'all calm down, all she did was unblock him 😭
🦋 | @butterflyqueenn
Mane get the gang back together
💐 | @fairygworl
Let's see how long this last 🌚
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"So y'all", I sighed as I set my camera up on the bathroom counter. "I know what y'all thinking.. and yes we are linking."
I looked in the mirror as I put on some lip gloss.
"He supposed to be on his way over here and gone text me when he outside."
"Ian gone lie y'all I'm nervous as hell. Ian seen him in a lil minute", I said as I picked up my phone.
I smiled to myself before showing the camera the notification on my phone. "He's here."
jack💔
Outside
I stared at the camera for a minute.
"Let's not keep him waiting."
.☆.
"Oh my gosh", I sighed as I got in his car.
"Why you say it like that?", he chuckled.
"I don't even know but hey", I said being shy as I leaned back against the door.
"Hey", he said softly and leaned over the center piece to give me a hug.
I hugged him back and pulled away.
"I see you vlogging", he said with a smile as he turned the interior lights on.
"Yeah."
"I thought this was gone be easy", he said as I propped my camera up on his dashboard.
"What you mean easy?", I asked arching my brow.
"I thought when you got in here I was just gone.. but I ain't seen you in forever", he said turning to me and smiling.
I looked at him and my cheeks got hot.
We got quiet for a minute, just looking in each others eyes.
"So how you been?", he asked.
"Mmm I'm alright", I said and looked at my nails.
"You be taking forever to text back", he hummed.
"Oh don't even start that cause you be taking days to text back."
"I be busy."
"Busy doing what? Youn be in the studio all day everyday and you ain't on tour right now."
"How you know that?"
I shrugged my shoulders. "I just know....But you look good", I hummed looking over at him before looking back at my camera.
"Thank you. You look wonderful", he said making me smile hard as fuck, I had to cover my face.
"Thank you", I hummed.
"You nervous or something?"
"A lil bit...Can we go eat?", I said before I put my hair over my shoulder.
"Yeah. What you want?", he answered with a light chuckle.
"I don't know. What's around here?"
"You should be telling me, you live here", he chuckled.
"Chile I don't be outside like that."
He shook his head and pulled out his phone.
"Fast food? A restaurant? Hibachi?", he asked as he opened his map app.
"I got the taste for some hot wings."
"So Buffalo Wild Wings?"
"No."
He looked up from his phone and over at me.
"What?", I laughed.
"Then where else you getting hot wings from?"
"Wingstop. Zaxby's."
He playfully rolled his eyes before looking back at his phone.
"Let's see which one's closer."
"Y'all", I sighed as I looked at my camera. "I hope he don't try to kidnap me while I'm in his car."
"Chill", he chuckled as he kept looking at his map.
I chuckled before looking back over at him. I quietly admired him before he leaned over to show me something on his phone.
"Damn you iced out huh", I said and grasped his hand, looking at the rings on his fingers. "You gotta be froze in this ho to talk."
He laughed. "Really Kenn."
I laughed with him.
"Nah I'm just playing", I hummed as I grabbed his phone. "We can go to this one."
"Alright", he said before putting his car in drive.
I handed him his phone back.
"Let me put my seatbelt on. Cause I remember you used to act like you was a Nascar driver", I hummed as I put my seatbelt on.
He just chuckled.
"Where you be going cause I don't never see you outside."
"I don't- I don't be in the streets."
"You tryna say I be in the streets?"
"Yeah", I said and looked over at him. "I was lurking one day and I was just like wow."
"Lurking where?", he chuckled.
"..Just on the internet", I said making us laugh.
"What you found out bout me?"
"I was like he in the club?! What? He having a time ain't it", I said covering my face as I laughed.
"I ain't start going to the club til I stopped messing with you. Had to do something with my free time."
"Club life huh", I said and patted the corner of my eyes.
"Nah nah nah. I found friends and they introduced me to the club."
"Damn... so you saying you ain't have friends when you was with me?"
"I had friends but I was with you majority of the time. But I started hanging out with more people."
"Oh so you got a new group of friends.”
"Oh my god”, he said with a chuckle.
"I'm just saying", I laughed.
"So what took you so long, cause you was dodging me", he started.
"No no no. I wasn't dodging you I was tryna edit a vlog and upload-", I started before he cut me off.
"No not today, I'm talking about in general. Cause you had everybody thinking I'm the problem."
"Had them thinking it was you? You had a video shoot", I said as I glanced over at him.
"I had to go to New York. But before that- you was dodging me like crazy."
"Whatever", I said and playfully rolled my eyes. "How I'm dodging but you don't text back? Make it make sense boo."
"And why you tell everybody I blocked you on Twitter?", I asked.
"Cause you did", he simply replied.
"I mean."
"I mean they kept telling me you'd link with me and do a video. And I was wondering how that was gone happen and I'm blocked", he said arching his brow.
"Yeah but you had my number. I sent you my new number."
"I obviously didn't have it saved. I just saved it."
"Mmm", I hummed.
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"I'm so geeked", I said as I set my camera up to face me on the table. "Tell me why he paid for my food?!"
"Chile.. he was all like I got you. Just go find us a good table", I said mocking his voice. "Then gone smile at me.. almost went weak in the knees."
I shook my head as I looked over at him by the drink fountain.
"Gone have me falling all over again."
.☆.
"Questions while we wait?", I asked putting my phone down.
"Sure", he hummed, turning to face me.
"You start", I said.
"You ever felt like I disrespected you on the internet?"
"Disrespected me?.. uh I feel like once you got around your friends you kinda did. Cause I thought we agreed we wasn't gone speak on each other."
"When?", he asked, arching his brow at me.
"It wasn't necessarily you it was yo lil group, team or whatever."
"What they was saying?"
"You know-", I said and tilted my head. "You know what they was saying and posting... I was like daamn that's me."
He let out a deep breath before sitting back. "You gotta be more specific."
I leaned forward. "Should I bring up the context?"
He chuckled.
"People was texting and calling me talking bout 'why they speaking on you' and 'why they got yo name in-' you know. It was from people you around."
"They was making videos?"
"You acting dumb", I said sitting back and crossing my arms. "You acting like you don't know and stuff. Boy don't be acting all Hollywood."
"I'm not acting Hollywood, I'm just trying to see what you talking about", he said with a laugh.
"You know what.. we both just gone be clueless then", I hummed. "Ask me another question."
"What have you learned from dating?"
"What have I learned from dating?", I asked then arched my brow at him. "Dating what?"
"Dating in general or whatever the fuck you been doing, you been living", he chuckled.
"I don't be dating. I'm just lifing."
He smacked his lips as he looked at me with a be for real expression.
"Didn't you just say we not being Hollywood and what the the fuck is lifing?"
"I'm not being Hollywood. I'm being so for real. I just been chilling”, I chuckled.
"Right", he said playfully before he squinted his eyes at me. "So who was that one dude?"
"What dude?! You imagining things. Ian date nobody after you. But you on the other hand", I said and uncrossed my arms. "How many girls four? Five?"
"You pushing it", he laughed.
"You was just living I don't blame you", I chuckled.
.☆.
"We good right?", he asked as he wiped his hands clean.
"I think.. you gotta ask yourself that."
"You think I got a grudge against you?", he asked and tilted his head.
"Ion know", I said before sipping my drink.
"I don't have nothing against you.. I always wanted to see you win and shine."
"Ok love that", I hummed. "I just got one last question."
"Ok. Ask away", he hummed.
"Did you ever miss me after we broke up?"
"If I'm being real, yeah."
"Do you still miss me?"
He sighed before he chuckled. "How you say your outro. Thanks for watching. Like and comment."
He picked my camera up and turned it to him.
"Jack", I chuckled. "You miss me don't you?"
"Nah I don't", he said looking dead at the camera with a straight face.
"Look at me and say it."
He looked up and locked eyes with me.
"Say you don't miss me", I said taunting him.
"I don't-", he started. "How you turn this camera off?"
I gently took it out his grasp and turned it to me.
"Obviously he doesn't want to admit he misses me but that's alright. He doesn't have to say it, I know he does", I chuckled as I looked at the camera.
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idrkwhatthisisimsorry · 8 months
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Flying to Italy pt.1
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Description: Y/N finds out her boyfriend is cheating on her with her best friend, and decides to take the trip she had planned with him to Italy anyways, but alone. But she meets Harry along the way, and so it goes... Does she decide to stay with Harry, or is it too soon and too fast? Or will she forgive her boyfriend? Only time will tell.
Warnings: angst, cheating
Word count: 1K
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A/N: hey! I haven't written in a while, and I have never posted Harry on here, but I'm on a serious kick with him rn and I've been thinking of this idea for a few days and I really wanted to write it, so here y'all go! I hope you enjoy, it's gonna be really good. This takes place in about early 2019 btw! Not everything is gonna be totally correct timeline wise, so just pretend it is lol
"Hey, me and Lily are going to go out tonight, I don't think Colin can come, are you up for it?" Jackson, my boyfriend said. I've been dating Jackson for almost ten years. We've known each other since we were fifteen, and we've been dating since we were sixteen. He's my rock and my best friend. But not as much as Lily. She's been my number 1 since we were about five years old. She's been dating her boyfriend, Collin for about four years now, and little does she know, he's about to propose when we go on our Italy trip in a few days together. I'm a little jealous because Jackson hasn't gotten the balls to propose to me, but I couldn't be happier for my best friend.
"Uhhhh, I might come later, but don't count on me, I have a lot of catching up to do on work if I don't want to work while we're in Italy. You guys gonna be in the same place all night?" I tell him. Any normal girlfriend would be skeptical of their best friend and boyfriend hanging out without either of their partners, but I've known both of them for so long to know that they're just good friends. We were just a trio throughout high school and college until Lily finally met Collin, and if I had any skepticism, that was all thrown out the window after seeing the way her and Collin were together. I would go as far to say they're even cuter together than me and Jackson.
"Yeah, we're going to R bar. If you don't come, it's fine, babe, I'll just see you when I get home. Love you." He said, as he gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked out the door. "Love you." I said back, as he walked out.
...
I finished up enough of my work, and decided to go meet up with him at the bar. I quickly changed and did light makeup and got an uber.
I got to the bar and didn't see him or Lily with our group of friends. I walked over to one of them, "Hey have you guys seen Jackson? He said he and Lily were gonna be here with you guys tonight." I asked, still looking around the bar. "Uh, last I saw them was about ten minutes ago when he said they were gonna go get a drink from the bar, but I think I saw them walk off somewhere." Alex said, giving me a nervous face, which made me really nervous. I've never had reason to not trust him before, so I didn't expect what I was about to see and hear as I walked towards the bathrooms. I went into the women's restroom and didn't see Lily, and obviously I couldn't go into the mens, so I walked over to the single unisex bathroom door, and put my ear up to it. Someone was obviously having sex in there, very loud sex for that matter. I knocked, just in case my worst nightmare was coming true. "Busy!" A voice, very similar sounding to my best friend of twenty years, called out. I tested the door handle, and in their drunk idiocy they forgot to lock it, and I barged right in on my boyfriend fucking my best friend. Her small black dress, that she actually borrowed from me, hiked all the way up to her stomach, and his pants pulled down just low enough for him to be sticking his dick somewhere he shouldn't have.
The second he saw me, his eyes went wide and he immediately went wide and he pulled out of her and started to pull up his pants as quickly as possible. "Y/N-" "I don't want to hear it, Jack. The two people I thought would never hurt me. How long have you two been fucking behind my back?" I yelled angrily. "No no no no no, Y/N, this is the first time this has ever happened it was such a mistake, I'm so sorry, please, you're my best friend, I am so so sorry." Lily said, apologizing over and over again, as if those words could ever reverse her actions. I just stared at them in horror, tears threatening to spill over, my heart breaking as I knew I was losing the two people I cared about most in my life all in just five minutes. "Your sorry means nothing to me. I trusted both of you. I loved both of you, and you stabbed me in the back. I never want to see you again. Either of you. Might as well cancel your tickets to Italy once you're done fucking each other." I say, as I slam the door shut and leave the restaurant as fast as I possibly can and order an uber to the nearest hotel.
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I sat in my expensive ass hotel room contemplating almost every single life decision I'd ever made. How long had this really been going on? Was it really the first time? How stupid have I been? And what was I going to do about Italy? Where was I going to live? My brain was going a hundred miles a minute, while I just sat there crying in my short little dress I wore to the bar. For him. Because I knew how much he loved that dress. Loved. He didn't have the right to love anything about me anymore.
I was so excited for everything in the future. We were supposed to spend a whole month in Italy together, the four of us. I was so so excited. I never got to travel ever, my family never had enough money, and then I went to college, and then I had to work my way up in my career to have money and actually get time off. Jackson and Lily have both been to Italy before, so it's not like this is some huge new experience that they're going to miss out on.
I laid on that bed for hours just crying, and thinking about what to do. I was going to go to Italy and forget all about people that never deserved me.
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doll-elvis · 8 months
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girl please give us your opinion on Elvis and porn🤭 i know he had some he would watch that Linda mentions in her book. I just find it funny to think about that even Elvis Presley watched porn
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this is now the 3rd time that I’ve looked at my inbox and my jaw dropped 😃- anyways thank you for the ask <3 !!
I’m just going to break this down by the decades because the man definitely got freakier as the years went along- also forgive me Elvis, I’m sorry to air out your business like this 😭
There is not that much info on his preferences in the 1950s and the only source I have that says something informative is from Albert Goldman's "Elvis" so take this with a grain of salt: Based on an excerpt from his book it seems Elvis was primarily interested in your standard "dirty" magazine such as Playboy. Goldman alleges (and remember Lamar Fike was his main source) that Elvis would send one of the guys, on a monthly basis, down to Hollywood Boulevard where they would purchase such magazines, spending up to 40 dollars. There is also a story in June Juanico's book where she recounts walking in on Elvis and a few of the guys watching a "skin flick". When she questioned Elvis about it he claimed he was invited into the room by Dewey Phillips, not knowing that a p*rno was being shown (do y'all believe him lmaoo?)
and don’t mind him, just casually reading Playboy in the middle of a store 💀
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His Polaroids of Priscilla and his tapes of girls wrestling were undoubtedly his preferred form of p*rn in the 1960s. This man would literally spend hundreds of dollars on film to photograph Priscilla. He also had guys in his group, primarily Alan Fortas, film women "making love" and wrestling. There were even tapes made of Priscilla and another woman (reportedly her friend) simulating s*x that Elvis personally filmed
(excerpt from “Down at the End of the Lonely street” by Peter H. Brown)
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But according to Joe Esposito and Marty Lacker, who once watched all of the tapes while Elvis was out on tour, he seldom appeared in any of them, and if he did, he was clothed
(excerpt from “Good Rockin’ Tonight” by Joe Esposito)
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Billy Smith did say, however, that he found a tape where it showed Elvis and a girl quote “going through the motions” (catch me raiding the Graceland archives to find it)
Elvis' affinity for the Polaroids he took of Priscilla continued throughout the 1970s, Linda Thompson even mentions in her book that he would show them to her. He would also carry them around in a samsonite case pictured below⬇️
(I’m sorry but the fact that he traveled with them is so funny to me 😩, he was serious about them Polaroids!!)
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And there is also the notorious story of Elvis boarding a commercial plane, narcotics badge in hand, to prevent an employee referred to as “Hamburger James” by the Memphis Mafia and “Fetchit” by Linda Thompson, from escaping with a few Polaroids of Priscilla that he snatched and a ring of Elvis’, although Linda did say Elvis only really cared about the Polaroids. Elvis dragged Hamburger James off the plane, roughed him up a little, slapped him around, before eventually he letting him go
As the adult film industry evolved in the 1970s, his preferences definitely evolved with it. I'm still shook that Linda Thompson name dropped the two p*rnos that they watched together, but of course when I initially read her book my curiosity got the best of me and I watched what she named… and I'm still scarred 💀 (iykyk)
I wish I could find the comment, but someone on another post mentioned how in the 1970s, that sort of p*rn was "in" and quite avant-garde for the time period. Although the two p*rnos Linda mentioned seemed a little outlandish to me they were actually among the top five highest grossing of the 1970s, so if your perception of Elvis changed after watching "the Devil in Miss Jones", don't worry because everybody was watching it lmaoo. If you want to get another idea of what was highly regarded in the adult film industry at that time, know that "D**p Throat" starring Linda Lovelace was the most popular film of the 1970s, and the whole plot is that she had a medical condition where her cl*toris was located in her throat... they were innovative back then with their ideas, to say the very least 👀
Elvis’ personal copy of “d**p throat” ⬇️
however I do believe that kind of p*rnography was something that Elvis only indulged in for a few years in the early to mid 70s, and I believe that based on a story that Larry Geller told about Elvis which occurred in the late 70s⬇️
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I think Elvis always tried to be a really moral person, but with his lifestyle, there were times when he went "hog-wild," as Lamar put it, like on his army furloughs to Paris and going through all the Lido, Folies Bergere, and Crazy Horse dancers, and his weekends off in Germany at clubs like the Moulin Rouge. Towards the end of the 70s, I believe he was far more focused on finding his soulmate and willing to abstain from things like s*x and p*rnography in order to do so. Basically this man was too occupied with his spiritual books and search for lasting love to be interested in watching "d**p throat” 😂
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girlfromthecrypt · 22 days
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Such Happy Campers: Sneak peek (Flo's route)
His hands remain buried deep in the pockets of his oversized navy sweater. It has the silhouette of a person doing a high kick on it, next to the words “White Lion”. 
“Is that your school? White Lion?”
“Hm? Oh, yes.” He gives me a brief… well, it’s not quite a smile. More of a mouth shrug. The approximation of a pleased expression. 
“Isn’t it too warm for that kind of clothing? I’d be sweating like crazy.”
Flo lifts an eyebrow, then nods and starts to wiggle out of the sweater. Underneath, he’s wearing a gray T-shirt with the same artwork in black. 
“Y-you didn’t have to take it off, you know that, right?” I ask, a bit perplexed.
“But now I have,” he says. 
“Yeah.”
Silence.
The demo is coming soon, I promise ;) Real life is busy rn so I haven't been able to write as much as I'd like, but the demo content is almost done. I'm just adding in some things my beta readers requested and then I need to figure out how to implement save slots... but then, it'll be good to go! So I wanted to show y'all this sneak peek in the meantime. I just love him and I hope you do, too
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moonkisseddelight · 2 years
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Pac: Your future spouse+ a letter from them.
This is my first PAC, so I'm kinda excited please look forward and comment which pile y'all got💕✨
Take deep breaths and select the pic that calls you the most. And this is a general reading so only take what resonates
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PILE 1
Your FS is someone that is indecisive and loves to party hard, you might even meet them at one. They love to work hard and achieve their goals. They keep on improving their skills and try to learn more about something that picques their interest. They are a very loyal person but at the same time might not open up to anyone or everyone. TW: They might've been bullied or backstabbed by some who was very close to them, this affected their self-esteem a lot but they did leave this person/situation. They're a go-getter too and intelligent af(almost a nerd,not the stereotypical one in movies). Due to all the bad incidents that happened in their life, they have become very cold and kinda emotionally unavailable and don't trust people easily.
Their Letter💌
Hi, uhmm... How are you, I hope ur doing great. I fell in love with you the moment I saw u at that event, gosh you looked so pretty in that dress and that perfume(I can still smell it). I have been through a lot and I know you have too but I feel like there are days when I just want to cry my heart out to you. It just feels overwhelming, I'm always cold to everyone but then u came and melted me. Can you please bake me that cake that you tried earlier but then we were fighting so I didn't eat it( ik it hurt you but I stayed stubborn and didn't eat it). I know I distance myself at times but I love you so much and I thank God for it every day.
Your honeysuckle
Extra messages: 'im sorry I didn't mean to hurt you', shorter than you, CEO/business owner, ambivert, sexy, funny, nerd,anxious, foreigner, tall
PILE 2
For some of you, this could be your bestfriend or someone you know. They could be going through a loss rn and are kinda sad. But I feel like they're mature enough to know that one day all of us are gonna die and instead of grieving all the time, the best you can do is move on. They're going through a transformation rn or could be moving out. They're actually very intuitive and are financial successful. So either they're divorced or widowed or its their mom or sister.
Their Letter 💌
Hey lover, how's life? Is it good or is it going downhill again, if it is then I hope you cheer up and stop worrying about those circumstances. Ahh what about that test/project you had? Do you think you'll get good results? So can you give me your time, you're always busy cause we can't meet up often. I miss you sm everyday and summer always reminds me of you. God that day of summer when we met, you looked so good! I was mesmerized and then the way you just blended and became the part of my life. Ik this isn't the right way to ask this, but will you marry me and have kids with me(furbabies are ok too) Let's go to a cafe and then maybe to an amusement park, oh right you wanted to learn that game right also u wanted to try bungee jumping too. Let's even go for a vacation this holiday, is it ok with you? I'm such a fool for you, I hope to meet you soon!!!
Your Lover/Baby.
Extra messages: 555, confident/intimidating, reads tarot, loves art/artist, mixed race, caring, religious,short, hates small places, atheist, family oriented, Ceo, introvert,loves junk food, extrovert
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tree-nuts-stuff · 8 months
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[SUPER OUTDATED]
Omg wowwww an intro post I'm wildin today frfr. Anyway so basically this is our intro, it has basic information about our system, the names of our frequent fronters uh here's our system main blog [ @clutteredcollective ], we haven't done like, anything on there because we wanted to make an intro post first but I had to get REALLY bored to do this, and it's hard to give information about other alters when the one co-fronting rn has never fronted before. But yeah anyway here's our intro, we're super cool and interesting. I'm gonna post this exact same post on the system main as well, so tada. Finally connecting my blogs omggg. Gotta be proud of meee. Also, if any others that aren't listed here post on this blog or Anomaly Ridden, then it's up to them if they wanna tag their name, if they don't idk, Idrc it's their comfort. Just don't be surprised if you see some unfamiliar names (mostly Daves /h)
- Jackson ⚰️
(p.s. I linked my Carrd to my name in the intro area I spent days on it, it's so cool <3)
╰► 「 The Cluttered Collective 」
❝ Say my name and his in the same breath ❞`
꒰୨୧꒱┊B A S E I N F O.
> ⵌ collective age: (?)
> ⵌ body age: 17
> ⵌ collective pronouns: it/he/they
> ⵌ type: adaptive
꒰୨୧꒱┊F R E Q U E N T F R O N T E R S .
> ⵌ Jackon | it/its | ⚰️
> ⵌ Special interests: Death, Dating sims, Marvel, Homestuck
> ⵌ Side blogs: @our-life-postings, @creep-impasta
> ⵌ DNI: Beta/Alpha kid shippers, problematic ships (homestuck specific)
> ⵌ Dirk | he/him | ⚔️
> ⵌ Dave | he/they | 🍎
> ⵌ Special interests: hanahaki disease
> ⵌ TG | he/they | ☕
> ⵌ Special interests: beatboxing
> ⵌ Side blogs: @cool-guy-username
> ⵌ Techno | he/pig/crown | 👑
> ⵌ DS | he/bird/doom | 🪶
> ⵌ Special interests: Death, time travel
꒰୨୧꒱┊B O U N D A R I E S.
> ⵌ PDA: ➵ ask
> ⵌ Touch: ➵ ask
> ⵌ DMs: ➵ yes (only some will respond)
> ⵌ Friend Requests: ➵ yes
> ⵌ Nicknames / Petnames: ➵ depends on fronter
> ⵌ Extra Info: ➵ Some alters speak with a typing quirk, they may or may not translate but usually another alter will translate. We have MANY Striders, please refer to them by their proper names! We split very easily, it's very unfun, but our frequent fronters usually change per month, Jack and Techno are the only consistent ones. ALMOST NO ONE IS THEIR SOURCE !! DO NOT TREAT THEM LIKE THEIR SOURCE !! Some will share details from their source if they are comfortable, do not push! Some alters are in relationships with each other, most of us see each other as family, if you have a problem with either of that, bye.
❝ I dare you to say they taste the same ❞`
BYI/DNI
BYI;
We have autism, ADHD, chronic pain, and amnesia etc. (Some people have their own health issues they may or may not share that'll impact our life and communication)
We're a system and all of the above affects us greatly.
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iii. the hatred of a minute | m.m.
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summary: long nights begin being crowded by things you don't want to see materialize, after your legal battle runs its course. the question stands: can you fight your way out of this one? or will you finally fall?
playlist: permit the righteous to be moved | m.m.
word count: 3.6k
rating: 18+, swf, canon typical violence with a slight trigger warning for assault/SA (latter only mentioned in a medical sense), slight she-hulk spoilers
a/n: (playlist starts after if i'm being honest) this quote comes from an edgar allen poe passage, "years of love have been forgot, in the hatred of a minute." hello all! i know it's been like nine months since my last chapter and honestly i shouldn't promise any more consistent updates lmfao. i've moved twice (once cross country) since my past chapter and i'm moving out of state again in like two weeks. so life has been unreasonably crazy lately, but i watched she-hulk and when she said the accords were revoked i was like are you fr rn bc so much of this fic's plot was in fact based around the accords but also i hadn't been writing bc i didn't know what i wanted to so with it so honestly that little tweak in canon made me wanna overhaul the plot and start writing again so here i am!! this is still the bare bones of where i had planned on going with the series but with some changes so that i'll actually be invested in writing it lol and i hope y'all will be invested in reading it!! also shout out to the three people in my notes who reblogged the first two chapters like two days ago that finally made me start writing, yall are awesome. this is for u. (and she-hulk) (oh yeah also matt in she-hulk!! sexy af)
March 2024
Matt could smell your hangover.
Every inch of you was drenched in sweat and vodka and sick. You stumbled into the office of Nelson, Murdock, and Page a little after eleven, half reeling, and rendering Matt more than a little concerned. Foggy met you as you made it in the door, helping you to the small couch next to his desk.
“What the hell happened to you?” Foggy asked, tossing Matt a water bottle to hand to you.
“Have you seen, like, literally any public media source?”
Matt hummed, leaning against the desk across from you. “I did. Imagined you’d take it about this well, too.”
“Thought you couldn’t see, Murdock.”
Matt chuckled. “Good to know your humor’s still in tact.” He unscrewed the bottle an handed it to you. You took it, taking a long sip, then pressing your head to the back of the couch.
“How does, like, the law work?” you asked. “Can I sue? I wanna sue, or something. Get that asshole to put his shield down.”
Foggy laughed sympathetically, walking around to take a seat. He’d told Matt you would be coming in today only about an hour ago, detailing the phone call he’d had with Bucky Barnes. Apparently he’d fished around your purse until he found Foggy’s business card and called, asking if you could come in. Neither of them knew what the topic of your visit was, but after last night’s news spectacle, it wasn’t hard to guess. 
“That’s not how the law works, unfortunately,” Matt answered you. “Also, we’re defense lawyers.”
“Okay, and?”
“We don’t sue people.”
“We protect the people getting sued,” Foggy supplied.
“Assholes,” you mumbled, eyes sliding shut.
“So, what, did you raid a liquor store last night?” he asked, voice dancing with the odd mix of sympathy and humor.
“Tried to outdrink Bucky.”
“How well did that go?”
“Can’t remember a single thing after four p.m., but at least my hangover hurts worse than the news blasts I keep getting on my phone do.”
“You can turn those off, you know,” supplied Foggy helpfully.
“Fuck off, Nelson.” Matt laughed, suddenly acutely aware of the rip in your jeans where your skin poked through unhindered. You were crowding his senses for some reason. He pushed off the desk, walking around just to give himself something to do. He noted what was happening outside the window. Someone was walking a dog, a couple was arguing, a few honks from taxi drivers, the smell of you underneath all the liquor—
Knock it off, he thought. 
He paced back around to the opposite side of the desk, balancing himself on the edge. Your voice coated his thoughts as he tried to focus on what you and Foggy were saying. 
Foggy was explaining something about the legality of the Accords to you that Matt was struggling to catch on to. You swore at whatever he said. Matt let the conversation float over him as his senses crept out to the warmth of your skin and the softness of your voice and whatever shampoo you used that made you smell so good. He dug his nails into the wood of the desk below him, something solid to keep him from drifting into whatever made him like you so much. He knew he couldn’t, knew he shouldn’t, after the alarms went off in his mind the last time he walked you home and you’d leaned into his touch just a little too much. That bit of intimacy you’d offered him, the trust you were putting in him was misguided, unearned, and dangerous. Not with who he was. Not with who you were. 
So he denied himself, as any good Catholic would. 
He was brought back into reality when Foggy directed something at him. 
“What?” he stuttered, willing his brain to come up with something a little bit better. 
“Still with us?” Foggy laughed. 
You remarked, “I thought I was the one who was wrecked,” and he clenched his jaw. 
“My mind wandered.” He took a slow, deep breath. 
He couldn’t ignore the soft laugh you gave, or the way your pulse picked up with awareness under his focus. He could tell Foggy knew he was full of shit. "What did you say?"
"Do you think you could handle a neighborly visit?" Foggy asked.
Matt had no idea what he was talking about.
Thankfully, Foggy saved him the embarrassment of having to ask. "I'm going to do the best I can to figure out how to get around this once Bucky Barnes gets in contact with Sam Wilson. I think you should pay a visit to Mr. Walker."
Matt huffed and shifted from foot to foot. "Um, why?"
"Trying to prevent a murder," he answered dryly, then pointed a finger at you. "You are not to make contact with Walker. At all. I don't care. Relay that message to Bucky as well."
You sighed and rolled your eyes, letting your head lull back onto the couch. Your hair fell away from your neck, exposing more of your skin to the air. No more deep breaths.
"I think it can be arranged," Matt said.
He felt you tense, like you were making to get up, but you didn't move. Matt rounded the desk again, offering his arm to you. "Let's get you home."
You took it, letting him half-haul you up off the couch and into a standing position. Your skin was so soft. "Coffee?" he asked.
"You buying?"
He smirked at you, then turned his attention to Foggy. "Send any updated you find?'
Matt could tell Foggy was giving him a look that he was hoping you weren't picking up on, powers or not. You let yourself be escorted out the door, down the stairs, and out of the building, the entire time not letting go of Matt's arm.
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New York liked to pretend to have spring. There was snow on the ground, and the temperature was barely breaking 65, in a way that let non-locals believe there might be some warmer weather up ahead. He knew better, though. He knew New York would stay icy for a long while longer.
He walked along the streets covered with melting snow, dodging tourists and kids checking out colleges on spring break. No one paid him a second thought. People were too busy thinking about themselves. Everyone is always only ever thinking about themselves.
Even when there was so much hurt in the world. So much that needed to be fixed and yet everyone chooses to think only about themselves. Everyone chooses to ignore the help they could give others and instead make it about them. So selfish, he thought. But he wasn't selfish. He thought about other people. He thought about the betterment of other people. Of a community.
That's why it took him so long to pick the perfect person. He didn't want to call her a victim. A pretty blonde in a pinstripe suit. She had just hung up the phone. Perfect, he thought. She wasn't a victim, no. Even as she thrashed and kicked as he came down hard with a hand over her mouth and dragged her into the alleyway just to his right. She wasn't a victim, she was the beginning to the betterment of a community. Of the world.
He pushed the needle into her skin, letting the dosage sink into the muscle of her arm. He'd had to tear her pretty blazer. He was sure she'd be fine with it if she knew. If she knew she was the beginning to a better community.
She lost her fight as the dose made its way through her system, slowly slumping in his arms as he lowered her to the ground, and he left her there to wake up later, making his way back into the sidewalk as if nothing had happened.
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"Are you sure they're going to let you in in your condition?"
You laughed, still clinging to Matt's arm as you both made your way to the hospital. He'd insisted on ensuring you made it there safely, despite your protests. It's either this or the rooftops, he's said. He'd bought you coffee. You figured you could start your shift off on the right foot.
"They don't care what state I'm in as long as I can change a bedpan and start and IV," you remarked.
Mat laughed, and you liked the sound. "Let me know if you ever want to unionize."
"We're med students, Matt, I'm not even a real employee."
"That... sounds like it should break some labor laws."
You screwed up your face. "Gotta learn somehow. There could be worse ways. Than legalized slavery."
"Oh no," Matt said around another one of those pretty laughs. God. Go back to when you hated him, you thought. It was so much easier than thinking he was beautiful. And God, was he.
"I'll be fine," you stated, trying (and failing) to stop staring at him in the glistening springtime air. "Couple more cups of coffee and I'll be human-shaped again. Or, med student-shaped. How about you go out there and make sure we don't get any stabbings or GSWs? I want a quiet night."
"I'll try my best," he said, releasing your arm so he could slide his hand up and down it. What a gentleman, warming you up. So polite.
You stood there in silence, trying to come up with something to say maybe to extend the moment, or maybe a dig to make it not as incredibly obvious as it felt that you really enjoyed his company. Before you got the chance, a scrub-clad energy ball launched at you.
"You gotta come in here, we got a chick with some weird-ass symptoms, right up your alley. Come do your funky thing." He shivered. "God, it is freezing out here."
"Derek, no, that's not how this works and you know it." You sighed, closing your eyes, and digging your phone, which had begun ringing, out of your coat pocket.
"It is now," Derek said, smiling like he was sharing an inside joke with you. His smile faltered when he realized you were entirely lost. "You didn't see? I thought you would be jumpin' for joy."
"See what, Perez?" you asked, funneling every inch of exasperation into the question.
"The Accords got revoked. You get to be super doc."
"What?" you and Matt snapped in unison.
You looked down at your phone to see Foggy calling and thrust the phone up to your ear.
"Is it true?" you demanded at the same time Foggy said, "I have the best news ever!"
You heard him laugh on the other end of the line. "No more collar or leash for you, baby! The Accords were just revoked for American citizens!"
"Is he serious?" Matt asked you in a low voice.
You felt like you were going to pass out.
"I knew this had been in the works in congress but I didn't want to get my hopes up, but it's happening, baby!" Foggy was going on.
"What?" you snapped.
"Effective immediately, you are no longer required to sign the Accords. No leash, no monitoring. Go have fun."
"I would definitely still check with your higher-ups before using your abilities at work," Matt supplied.
"Is that Matt? Matt, you asshole, I've been calling you for like 10 minutes!"
"Dude," Derek said, "you've gotta come see this girl."
You were frozen in place, frozen with shock until you felt Matt's hand come to rest on the small of your back. You took a shuddering breath. "So, I'm free?"
"You're free," Foggy said gently.
You hung up the phone without saying goodbye, and turned to Matt. "I should get in there." Patients first, feelings later.
"Have a good evening," Matt said, his hand falling from your back. "Text me when you get home.
You knew damn well he would know when you got home without you texting him. But you didn't say anything. Instead, you turned back to Derek as he walked away and you forced yourself not to let your gaze follow him.
"Do I have time to get scrubs?"
"This chick is wild, okay," Derek began, ignoring your question. "I'd just gotten in when she came in. Flu-like symptoms, so the docs put her on me, right? Turns out, she was assaulted walking to work. All shaken up. I went to go get the kit, but she kept refusing, thought she'd probably feel safer with a female doc. So I offered up one of the interns, but she refused again. Said she was conscious for the entire attack, and all that happened was this guy stuck a needle in her arm and left her on the ground." He kept talking as you rounded the corner into the locker room. "Scumbag, right? I wasn't sure I believed her, but she let me do a physical exam and the only signs of struggle were on her face and neck. And her arm, where the needle went in. So she's telling the truth. And here's the catch. Tox screen is nuts."
You shrugged on your white coat. "How so?"
"Lit up like a Christmas tree," Derek said, shaking his head. "Amphetamine, opiates, benzos, tylenol, you name it."
You raised your brow at him. "Wow."
"And get this, she's bleeding from every line we give her. I tried to put in an IV, blew the vein."
"You're bad at IV's."
"Not that bad," he said indignantly. "But even Mar tried, and the line started bleeding. Mar! Best nurse in this place botched an IV. Doc Cohen tried to put in a central line, more bleeding. Her pressure was skyrocketing every time we tried too."
"That would sense," you said following him further into the ER. "Eight million drugs in someone's system ought to thin the blood."
"Yeah but we get at least a central line on druggies. Besides, she doesn't have any past drug use history. Her lines are clean, man." He led you to a private room towards the back of the ER. You pushed open the door with a sigh.
There was a young girl on the bed, two bloody bandages around her arms and a bandage across her chest. She was pretty, twenty-something with her blonde hair falling out of a ponytail at the back of her head. There was what looked like a designer bag and pinstripe pants discarded in the corner, the matching jacket in an evidence bag.
"Hannah Edwards, this is one of my colleagues, she's gonna do a much better job of figuring this out than we are," Derek supplied as you walked farther into the room.
You introduced yourself with as much smile as you could muster, sitting down next to the bed. "Don't sell her lies, Dr. Perez, please. How are you feeling?"
"Like a human pin cushion with a nasty flu," Hannah said with a weak smile.
"Can you tell me when you started getting the flu symptoms?" you asked.
"Like, fifteen minutes after the guy got me. I laid on the floor, not able to move for like ten minutes. When I got up, I started to go home, but I got, like, super dizzy and feverish five minutes later, so I came here instead."
"You were paralyzed?" you asked.
"I guess?" Hannah shrugged. "I got really groggy for a while and then when I tried to move, everything felt super heavy. It took me, like, ten minutes, like I said, to get up and move. Then I felt all dizzy and came here."
"Good thing," you said. You let your ability reach out ever so slightly, creeping out to touch whatever weird sickness surrounded her.
You jumped back.
"What, what is it?" Hannah asked.
"Dr. Perez, could I see that tox screen please?"
Derek handed you the paper. "Told you, there's almost so much on there that it's unusable."
"She shouldn't be upright with all of this in her system. Have you had any vomiting, Hannah?" You read the tox report again and again, begging the number to make sense but--Hannah Edwards should be dead right now if this were true.
"Just a little nausea," Hannah answered.
"Temp's been bouncing between 100 and 102," Derek said from behind you. "That's the third tox I ran. Same result every time."
You stood up, turning to meet his eye. "Let's get this shit out of her system, please."
You walked out of the room, almost slamming face-first into your resident as the door shut behind you.
"Did you do your thing?" Dr. Cohen asked.
"I, uh--"
"She started to, but something weird happened, huh?" Derek supplied. He'd seen you break the rules with your mutation once or twice or enough to tell when you did.
"It was weird. Like her sick pushed against me. She has so much in her system she should be dead or close to it, but there's something to keep her standing," you told them.
"Which is?" Cohen asked.
"I... don't know."
"Okay, so go find out." Cohen flashed her brown eyes between you and Hannah.
You sighed and shook your head before shutting your eyes and willing the hustle and bustle of the ER to go quiet for just a moment. You let your ability reach out once again, tendrils of invisible power creeping toward Hannah in her bed. You let it lace through every drug in her system, finding familiar things like acetaminophen and penicillin, the odd things like an antidepressant, and the less familiar things you were assuming were things like cocaine and meth, until you found... nothing.
"There's nothing there."
Derek and Cohen stared at you.
"What?" Derek asked.
"All that must be a front. She just has the flu." You looked between the puzzled expression the two shared.
"A flu that came on in less than fifteen minutes," Cohen supplied.
"I'm not saying that's all it is, or all that's gonna develop." You shoved the chart back into Derek's hands. "You should admit her for observation. I need a cup of coffee."
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Your phone rang again hours later and as it flashed on the table of the breakroom, you found yourself hesitant to answer.
"Hi, Matt," you said as you brought the phone up to your ear.
"Good evening," he said, his voice silky and husky and you wanted to hang up.
"Hi."
"Are you walking home tonight?"
"Alone," you said. Not the smartest idea, all things considered, but you knew when someone was going to sneak up on you. You were an Avenger for fuck's sake. You could walk home alone tonight.
His voice dropped imperceptibly lower. "What happened?"
"Nothing," you said, carefully keeping emotion out of your voice. "Busy night. And, plus, I don't really need a lawyer anymore, since the Accords were revoked. So."
Matt laughed dryly, and you felt like you could imagine his face on the other end of the phone. He sighed. "You know I can hear your heartbeat through the phone, right?"
"You're so full of shit."
"You're lying to me. Why are you blowing me off?"
"Cause I'm a big girl, Murdock!" You dragged a hand over your face. Attachment was not your style, even Steve knew that, but this guy was making that very difficult. "I don't need you trying to sneak into my bed every night."
"You have got to stop with the lying, it's getting you nowhere with me."
You screwed up your face. "Goodbye, Matt." And you hung up the phone.
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Matt was not having a good night. 
He went out on patrol like he did most nights. Like you told him to that night. That was where he'd called you from, a rooftop in Hell's kitchen. Maybe he did go seeking out trouble. Getting into fights he didn't need to be in. He wasn't unaccustomed to getting his ass kicked. No one knew more than Matt Murdock what pavement tasted like. What differed tonight from most nights, though, was the level at which he got his ass kicked. 
Whatever he was stuck with, it knocked him on his ass for a good ten minutes. Groggy and disorienting, like every cell was magnetized to the floor. His throat hurt, probably a symptom of being out in the cold all night. Even Daredevil wasn't immune to the common cold. He hauled himself off the floor with great effort, shocked his assailant left him there, and a little upset with himself he let the guy get away.
He was beaten and bruised and thoroughly feverish as he sat on the subway to Brooklyn.
He didn't want to show up on your doorstep. And you'd made it very clear you didn't want anything to do with him. But he was tired, and everything ached, and if anyone could fix his potentially broken rib, it would be you.
So, no, he didn't really blame you for the shock when you opened the door to your condo and found him slumped against the doorframe.
"Matt?" Your voice was high and indignant.
"I don't--" He fell forward, and you caught him taking off his mask.
"What the hell happened?" you demanded.
"Lost a fight," he managed, letting you guide him to the couch. He felt... some sort of tickle. Something that relaxed his muscles and felt soft, like how he imagined your skin felt.
"Matt, what the hell? Who did you get in a fight with?"
"I don't--" He grunted in pain, then relief as the pain in his ribs subsided.
He felt your face contort in pain, and your breath hitch.
"Don't--" he started.
"What happened?" you tried again.
His body started to feel light, so light, as if he were floating. Then he felt you slump against him, and suddenly, sleep was grabbing at his senses. He tried his hardest to resist it, tried to shake you awake, but he just ended up falling asleep, a hand snaking into your hair.
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messier-47 · 1 year
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Fanfic snippet that I lost all motivation to complete I'm so mad!
whatever. I'll post it here for y'all to enjoy though I forewarn that the end abruptly cuts off perhaps I'll get back to writing this eventually but rn i wanna have fun with something else.
Tags: Madara POV, Post-Konoha, Izuna-Lives, Murder-Mystery, Supernatural, uneditted, unbeta'd, unfinished
Title: still waters run deep
It was raining.
There was a fist pounding on the front door.
“Hashirama!” Madara called out impatiently, “Hashirama stop kissing your wife and open your goddamn door!”
Giving his friend a moment to answer, finally sensing his friend’s chakra signature migrate from deeper within the home to the front entrance way, Madara repositioned the bundle of scrolls in his arms, covered in an oilskin to keep dry under the summer downpour. On again, off again came down the rainshowers, him having caught a meer moment of respite to get from the Hokage Tower to his friend’s house where Hashirama had strangely hadn’t come in for work.
That wasn’t too odd. There was too much to do in their fledgling village of Konoha, most of the time both Hashirama and Madara spent their days running around to keep it all afloat, about a dozen city building projects currently underway and in need of at least some direction for it all to be completed cohesively. It was a pain in the ass and Madara sometimes thought it’d be better if there should be a singular person to take control of all the infrastructure decisions, especially when both Konoha Founders found themselves adrift at sea with no clue how to navigate the construction of a village that’s suppose to house more people than they were every prepared for.
The front door opened but only for Hashirama’s face to peer out, Madara’s friend oddly keeping himself hidden within his house.
“Hello!” he greeted, “What do you need?”
Rolling his eyes and ignoring his friend’s strangeness (were he and his wife having a moment? Whatever, it’s not like he hadn’t caught the Hokage and his wife before), Madara shoulder checked the door and bullied his way inside Hashirama’s residence. Luckily, it didn’t seem like he’d caught the other in another amorous mood since his clothes were still on and his wife wasn’t in the house judging by her chakra signature (however…what is that?), moving to the kitchen to dump the workload he shared.
“The new terms of the Haruno Trade Deal just came in this morning,” he quickly explained before going to open his friend’s cupboards to pour himself a cup of tea. Mito always had good tea in stock. “The Aburame have finalized the plot of land in which they want their compound, down at the southern lot and the Nara-Yamanaka-Akimichi all have brought up some rather interesting proposals as to how Konoha’s government could be set up. Took the liberty to have Hikaku take some notes which I think we’ll need to have a discussion cause they brought up some points that-”
“Uh, Madara,” Hashirama voiced, something nervous about his tone as he smiled at his long-time friend, “I thank you for bringing this all to me but I’m actually rather busy.”
Which was code for: get the fuck out my house.
Except Mito wasn’t around and there weren’t romantic flower petals in the hall or scented candles, which made the bro-code negligible.
He raised a brow, now actually noticing that something seemed a bit off about his friend. Hashirama was nervous but not distressed. He didn’t want Madara around but there wasn’t…hmmm how should he explain it? Something was troubling Hashirama but wasn’t bringing his concerns to either his best friend or his wife. Something concerning enough to push Madara out, probably wanting to get back to whatever he was dealing with immediately.
“Sure,” Madara said, fixing the cuff of his sleeves, a way for shinobi in deep cover would ask, ‘Status. Threat assessment.’ “The village isn’t gonna build itself. Try stopping by the Tower within the week.”
Hashirama’s eyes went wide upon seeing Madara’s shinobi signs, so startled that his eyes instinctively darted towards the living room.
That was a sure sign that something was off. Hashirama was a better shinobi than that, for his eyes to instantly betray him if the situation was tense enough for such juvenile mistakes.
Madara immediately turned and strode towards the living room, deeming whatever Hashirama wanted to hide not a subject matter that deserves his respect for privacy.
“No, wait! No!” Hashirama cried out, darting around the table to grab hold of him.
Too late.
Coming around the corner, Madara didn’t have to try hard to find what his friend was hiding. Because the person Hashirama was trying to hide stood tall and still in the middle of the room; the door to the outside garden open and like fate did the rain fall harder, like a calling card to the person who stared back at the Uchiha.
Tall.
Pale.
Young, so very young. Madara could hardly believe his eyes how young the other looked.
Wearing a set of broken armor, chipped blue paint barely clinging on now that the rust and dirt had eaten most of it. A familiar fur mantle over a set of thin shoulders, clumps of fur missing and tinted gray from grime.
Happuri missing, leaving nothing about the other’s face hidden behind a vernacular of a fierce warrior.
Not while the other’s skin was so pale that it tinted gray.
His lips a sickly color of blue and Madara would have run to fetch a blanket if foreknowledge didn’t freeze him in his place, staring at this impossible vision of Tobirama Senju standing in Hashirama’s livingroom looking just as he did five years ago.
Hashirama came into his peripheral vision, something raw and so defeated in his expression for him to realize that this was real.
This was not a genjutsu.
Or a hallucination.
“You should have just left,” Hashirama softly said, knowing that Madara wouldn’t be able to leave this alone now that he knew.
Because it’s been five years since Tobirama was last reported as missing.
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Five years ago, the clans of Senju and Uchiha were at an impasse. There had been no headway to the war their forefathers had forced upon them and peace seemed unlikely.
The stuff of dreams.
Madara couldn’t remember the exact date in which a certain Senju stopped showing up to the Senju-Uchiha skirmishes and battles. There was no way for him to assern when, there was no need for a roll call and not every confrontation had every big name player coming out to the field (hell, even Izuna couldn’t be able to stay at Madara’s side, sometimes missions or other priorities calling him away). All he knew was that one day upon Hashirama and him throwing themselves into the firefight, his then counterpart would not bring up his usual drivel for peace, but an inquiry as to if the Uchiha had reports of Tobirama’s whereabouts.
Back then, he’d given off a simple, truthful answer of no, no Uchiha had seen hide nor hair of the infamous Senju Heir and he thought that was that.
But after the battle, he’d become completely aware that it wasn’t over.
The Senju started swarming out in hoards, combing through every inch of Fire Country from the very borders to the heart of Uchiha land! All in the search for the apparently missing Senju Heir.
Madara had done his own investigation, privately asking his own shinobi for any hints but no one knew anything. Not even Izuna’s spy network could get even a whisper of a singular entity with such recognizable features and a name worth that of a price. No one claimed him for hostage or bargain. No one claimed to have killed him or have discovered a body.
He’d simply vanished off the face of the earth.
Until now and Madara had a sinking suspicion as to what’d happened.
Hashirama too, would have the same conclusion.
Tobirama Senju sat before them both in perfect senza, his expression about as placid as still waters and nothing about him screamed the other was alive.
Cause he wasn’t.
What sat before them was a ghost. A yurei.
And someone who drowned to become one.
It was obvious how the young man died. The spirit was soaked. Literally dripping with water from an unending source. Hashirama had fetched a few towels for the spirit to sit on but the towels were soon drenched.
But…how could Tobirama, one of the strongest and fiercest suiton-natured shinobi Madara had ever come across, drown? It wasn’t unimaginable to have been an accident. However…it didn’t seem much of an accident to see the ring of bruises around the spirit’s throat. Someone had strangled him underwater until he drowned.
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cookinguptales · 8 months
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Okay so. I am fed, I am watered, I went on a nice walk for my mental and physical health (/nandor) and I managed to find both decks!
Since I dug them both out, I'll give people the opportunity to choose between The Mushroom Hunter's Tarot and The Pulp Tarot tonight.
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They're both lovely decks that I really enjoy, so this should be fun.
Anyway, this is how we do things here.
If you'd like a simple three-card reading, please send me an ask that I can answer publicly, ask for a reading, and specify which deck you'd like. If you'd like to be anonymous, that's fine. That said, if you are anonymous, maybe put some emojis or something in your ask so you can tell that it's yours. Then... just be patient. lmao
This used to be a small little fun thing where I'd get just like 4-5 requests, but these days I tend to get more like 20-30. That's fine and fun and I love you all, but that does mean I need to pace myself a bit more so I don't make myself sick. (Chronic illness living, y'all.)
So here are some answers to questions/concerns I've gotten the last few times:
You haven't gotten to me yet. :(
I will! I get a lot of requests these days and I do my best to get through them all. This time I will admit that I'm on more of a time crunch than usual; I will do my best to get through everyone who sends me a request, but if I can't get through them all before my little break ends tomorrow, then I'll do one again in September once I'm home in Philly. Either way, please be patient with me!
It's been a long time since you posted a reading. Are you done?
I'll be done sometime tomorrow, depending on when my parents get home. (I'm visiting California rn.) If there's a big gap between readings, it probably means that I took a break to eat dinner or watch youtube or play Stardew Valley or something. Or I just fell asleep. I have several chronic illnesses, so I need to be careful to pace myself.
Besides, I like to take my time with each reading, so it may take me 20-45 minutes to shuffle, draw, photograph, read, and type up a response anyway. Everyone gets attention tonight, lmao.
Do these cost anything?
No, I don't charge for tarot readings. This is all for fun. If you'd like to do something in return, maybe just pay it forward by doing something nice for someone in your life in the upcoming days. Just something small. If you'd really like to donate to the new tarot deck fund (lmao) I do have a ko-fi. That said, again, really do not feel obligated. I only have this here because people ask.
Are you psychic? Will this tell the future?
No, I'm not psychic. I'm an academic. We're just having fun here.
Can I ask a specific question?
Well, again. I am not psychic and cannot tell the future. If you ask me something like "what will happen if I [x]" or "what should I do with [y]" then I cannot help you. But if you want me to focus my reading on a particular topic or something, I can do my best.
What's the background?
Usually I just use pajamas or a cute skirt or something, whatever has a nice pattern. (Sorry to ruin the magic.) But this time it's a blanket my mother made. :)
I don't know much about tarot. Can you teach me?
I'm happy to answer specific questions, but fully teaching someone about tarot cards, their history, and how to use them would take a while. If there's a lot of desire, maybe I'll make a series of posts or something? But I don't really have time to go through it all tonight!
Can I choose one of your other decks?
Not this time. I'm on vacation, so I don't have that many with me.
"If you're not too busy..." "If you don't mind..." "If there aren't too many requests..." "If it's okay..."
Friends, I do this because I think it's fun. I enjoy doing it. Whoever is reading this right now, you are just as entitled to my time and effort as anyone else in my inbox. You are not taking up any time that I am not freely offering. Please don't put yourself down in your request or act like you're an imposition. I will do this as long as I am having fun, and when I am tired, I will stop. Don't be so down on yourself! We're all having fun here!
I'm not having fun. I don't like tarot/you're cluttering my dash/I don't like your readings/this is dumb.
Well, you're in luck! I'm always careful to tag these so you can block them if you so choose. Please just block "#tarot shenanigans" and have a nice weekend.
okay now you can send me requests
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ndeyebaby · 2 years
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im close to giving up.
ok so, i need some help at loa so i wanna tell about my situation. i'm willing to solve it by myself as this is my reality, but i'm lost about some important stuff. no pressure but it would be really useful if i got a reply.
here's what happening: I've overconsumed info for months. i know almost everything ig. self concept, victim mentality, states, sats, void, lullaby, limiting beliefs, embodying, mental diet, persisting, affirming, etc.. but i don't know how to apply them. i mean- whenever someone asks "omg my life is awful rn how do i change that" loa blogs usually say persist and affirm, but as silly as this sounds... what does it truly mean?
is persisting just affirming and thinking about how you have your desire (reminding yourself u could say). another thing loa blogs never really say is those two things: 1) how to do any method that requires u to be drowsy- when you have insomnia? and 2) how to embody who you want to be when you have adedonia/apathy? 3) how to remember TO do affs and knowing u have your stuff? 4) how to ignore what the 3d is showing. should u just do a mental diet and avoid EVERYTHING negative, even jokes such as "i should kms"?
not gonna traumadump ofc, ik y'all aren't therapists and i can just revise that, but while i don't, then how can i change my situation fast?
i don't wanna be impatient but i wish i could know how, because while i did overconsume I'm still clueless about this. especially because of how i got stuff that gets in my way. i need to do something that works super fast, like IKK if u assume that if it works fast then it will, but then again.. what is assuming? now you may be thinking "this cannot be real, imagine being this stupid" but english is not my first language (despite me speaking it fairly well ig?), and the translator doesn't make it clear as to what it means honestly... so dumb it down for me.
tl;dr: i need to change my whole reality and need to know how to do it fast, but also i need detailed instructions on the meaning of the terms commonly used because my mother language doesn't feel "close" to it yk. if possible i want to know about something that works in one month or so (again ik u can change it instantly if u assume it but dumb it down), because i don't wanna spend another year living like this.
Hello!!
Sorry for the late response as I’ve been a bit busy,,
I get that you’ve over consumed but you seem a bit confused? But let’s get back to the basics.
Imagining creates reality.
Your imagination is the only reality. Not anything you can physically see, feel, hear, and touch.
God is not some man in the sky or some sadistic being who hates women and gay people. He is your own wonderful human imagination.
You want to change your reality? Fair. Your desires are god-given rights.
Dwell in your new reality in imagination and feel it. What I mean is, experience it. This video is useful.
You don’t have to deal with your undesired reality anymore. Take your attention away from it by focusing on your desired reality in your mind, knowing that it will reflect outwardly.
Feel free to message me if you need it 💕💕 ily
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t0t4lly-n0t-z4hw4 · 2 years
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Jendralkhan's TICKLISH!?
Summary : Twitch & Spike was driving the ship. But suddenly, they hit a sea weed forest! The ship was stuck in a whole friggin' forest on sea weeds, and so was Jendralkhan. Jendralkhan was also now tied but the sea weeds and somehow was tied with his arms up. Jendralkhan scolds Spike & Twitch for being way too clumsy. Spike & Twitch had enough of Jendralkhan scolding & yealling at them all the time. So they decided to teach Jendralkhan a lesson in a torturously ambaressing, yet funny & cute way while giving Paddle Pop, Liona, & Magus an interestingly unsual, unexpected, & cute fact about Jendralkhan...
Oh look who it is... AZ FINALLY made a Fic after AGES!!! But anyways, back to the point : I've been over OBSESSED with Paddle Pop rn- And i'm highlighting one of the Characters from one of Paddle Pop's Movies Atlantos, Jendralkhan. Yes, Jendralkhan. I'm so obsessed with him. And i went "Aha. Ykw? Honk it. I'mma make a whole Fic/Drabble with Lee!Jendralkhan!". And now here we are. Anyways, i hope y'all Paddle Pop Lovers & Jendralkhan simps enjoy!
Y'all Paddle Pop & Tickling enjoyers had/got Paddle Pop Tickle HDCs. Now, it's time for y'all to get my firts ever Paddle Pop Tickle Fic!
Ps. I'll be honest, i'm way too flustered to even write this (´ ͡༎ຶ ͜ʖ ͡༎ຶ `)
TW : Tickles, Language
Character(s) [PINK : LEE|BLUE : LER|GREEN : BG] : Jendralkhan, Remora, Paddle Pop, Spike, Twitch, Liona, Magus, & Shadow Master.
"Haha! Witness the world's greatest captain! Captain Twitch!" Twitch declared as he held the steering wheel of the Pheonix Ship.
"What about me?" Spike asked. "Hm?" Twitch turned his head towards Spike in reply. "What do you to be then?" Twitch asked back "I'm the captain, and what do want to be?". "I want to be the captain too!" Spike said, "Hm... What about this : I'm the captain, and you're the co-captain?" Twitch offered the role. "Huh? Co-captain? But i wanna be the captain too!" Spike said, not wanting Twitch's offer. "Yea, yea, you ARE still a captain! But you're a co-captain!" Twitch replied. "What's a co-captain?" Spike asked, "A co-captain is a captain who replaced the main captain incase if the main captain is busy." Twitch explained. "Oh... Ok then!" Spike replied back.
"Now, Witness the world's greatest captain, Captain Twitch and his co-captain, Co-Captain Spike!" Twitch declared once again, adding Spike to his team.
"Watch out. There's a sea weed forest ahead. Be careful." Jendralkhan warned Twi- eh, the World's greatest Captain, Captain Twitch.
"Ah, no need to worry, Jendralkhan! After all, you're here with the World's Greatest captain, Captain Twitch! And his Co-Captain, Co-Captain Spike!" Twitch replied, "Yeah! No need to worry JendrAAAAAA!" Spike replied. But Spike's sentence was cut off as soon as Spike spotted the sea weed forest ahead.
"What the- WAAAAAA WATCH OUT!!" Twitch SCREAMED as he looked where Spike just looked at. "Wha- GAH!"
Meanwhile...
Magus was teaching something to Paddle Pop & Liona. They had a cup of water on their hands while standing with one leg.
"WhooOOOoaa... What's happened there?" Paddle Pop asked, some words in his speech was shaking due to Captain Twitch made the whole ship shook when he took a turn. "Ugh, if only Twitch could take a turn without shaking the whole ship" Liona said, rolling her eyes.
"Twitch and Spike needed to learn how to ride a ship a bit more" Paddle Pop said. "Whoa!" Paddle Pop said, when the ship shook. AGAIN. "Haha! Maybe you're right, Liona" Paddle Pop said, now agreeing with Liona.
"They maybe haven't really have some experience on driving, but they have some other experiences" Magus said. "They are always playing. But they are friendly, brave, and kind!" Paddle Pop added. "If they had different experiences and use them together, they could be very powerful & strong!" Magus said. "But for sure they'll always needed to be watched 24/7" Liona scoffs.
But then...
BANG!!
"WHOAH!" Everyone screamed at the loud bang. And everyone even fell to the ground as the ship hitted something!
"Eugh... Wh... What happened..?" Liona asked, getting off the ground and helping Paddle Pop & Magus get off the ground. "Eugh... W- we might've hit something" Paddle Pop replied. "Uh... But what did we just hit though?" Magus asked. "Let's Go check on them!" Liona commanded.
Liona opened the door, and see how's Twitch & Spike been doing. "What in the world has happened here!?" Liona asked, looking around in shock as she saw around the ship covered in sea weeds. Liona gasped as she saw Jendralkhan got tied by a sea weed with somehow his arms up! "Oh my gohosh! Whahat happened toho yohohou, Jehendralkhahahan?" Liona laughed upon seeing Jendralkhan tide up by a friggin' sea weed. A SEA WEED! "Grrraaagh! They- arrgh! They crushed into a forest of sea weeds!" Jendralkhan groaned, attempting to escape the sea weeds with no avail. "And please stop laughing at me!" Jendralkhan ordered. "Ohok, ok, ok, i wihill" Liona replied. "And you two!" Jendralkhan pointed to Spike & Twitch. "You two shouldn't be driving this ship!" Jendralkhan yelled at Spike & Twitch. "Huh!? But we didn't do anything at all!" Twitch said, "Yeah! What's wrong?" Spike asked, agreeing to what Twitch said. "Well, you should've been more careful whole driving! Thank goodnes we only drove into a sea weed forest! What if we drove into a coral!?" Jendralkhan continued, "You two are so overwhelming! Useless even!" Spike, Twitch, and the others gasped upon hearing what Jendralkhan said. "Jendralkhan! Don't say that! The-" Liona's sentence were cut off by Twitch saying "You know what!? Spike! Come with me! I wanna talk with you for a sec!" Twitch said, grabbing Spike by his hand "Whoa! O- ok then-" Spike replied as he was dragged by Twitch.
Later...
Spike & Twitch came back while exchanging smirks & tiny giggles. "Ugh, can someone please help me untie myself from these sea weeds?" Jendralkhan plead, Spike & Twitch whisper to eachother then went off to "help" Jendralkhan. "We can help!" Spike & Twitch said at the same time, "Huh? Y- you wil?" Jendralkhan asked, "Yeah!" Spike said, "But right after we test something!" Twitch said, squeezing Jendralkhan's sides. "Gah! W- what are you dohoing!?" Jendralkhan slid off a single giggle. "So you are!" Twitch said when their plan worked as planned. "It worked! I knew you Were!" Spike said. 'I'm what!?' Jendralkhan thought to himself, quite confused at what theJendralkhan about. 'Wait... WAIT... Don't tell me they're-! NO!' Jendralkhan thought once again, finally realizing what they're talking about. "Uhm, w- what are you talking about?" Jendralkhan asked, pretending to be confused to make sure that they are talking about something Jendralkhan thought they talked about. "Ticklish! You are ticklish!" Spike chirped. 'W- what!? No! T- they can't know about that! Plus, how in the world did they even know i AM ticklish!?' Jendralkhan thought, now really AM confused. "No... No way..." Magus mumbled with a grin, "Wohow! Jendralkhan's TICKLISH!?" Paddle Pop said, happy to find out a fact about Jendralkhan. "Now would you look at that? The strongest toughest knight of the ocean is TICKLISH~" Liona teased, finally had something to took advantage of. "What!? Ticklish!? N- no! I'm not t... Ticklish-!" Jendralkhan stuttered, it seems obvious that Jendralkhan was denying the truth. "Then why do you react when i do this~?" Twitch asked in a teasy tone, now scratching Jendralkhan's stomach. "Hmph- gahah! Hmhmhm-" Jendralkhan muffled his giggles, now the other are 100% sure that Jendralkhan was ticklish. "See!? SEE!? Jendralkhan just muffled a giggle!" Spike said, prooving Jendralkhan wrong. Twitch walked swimmed around the stuck Jendralkhan, and found a fin(Ihdk what's the fin thing behind a shark's back. Can someone tell me what is it?) behind Jendralkhan's back. 'Hmm... What if it was also ticklish?' Twitch thought, then scratching Jendralkhan's fin. "Gyah! Ahahahahahahahahaha-! Dahammihihihihit!" Jendralkhan laughed, and that was quite the laugh! "Whohoah! That was quite the laugh!" Paddle Pop said, fully amused with Jendralkhan's reactions "That was quite the laugh! Almost close ro a scream even!" Magus added, very much amused with Jendralkhan's reactions. Meanwhile, Liona grabbed a camera and recorded the WHOLE time Jendralkhan was being tickled!
"Well, well, well... If it isn't the tough knight of the ocean" Someone with a familar voice said, "Huh!? Remora!?" Jendralkhan revieled, "Of course it's me, Remora! Your bestfriend, and your advisor" Remora said, introducing himself. "Well, it seems like you're still ticklish as you used too" Remora said, making Jendralkhan blushed & groaned out of ambaressment. "Wait, you knew Jendralkhan was ticklish?" Paddle Pop asked, puzzled with Remora's sentence. "Of course i do! I'm his friend! Friends always knows their friend's secrets!" Remora replied, "And their sensitivity~" Remora contineud with a teasy tone. 'Well, since you guys wanted to tickle Jendralkhan, and i also kinda wanted to do it too, how abt i help you guys?" Remora offered, "Really!? You'll help us tickle him!?" Spike asked with excitement. "Well, not exactly tickle him- But i could guide you to where to tickle him! I know his weakness~" Remora answered back, making Jendralkhan's blush more brighter. "Remora, don't you dare tell them-!" Jendralkhan yelled, but only making Remora's smirk grew wider. "Oh what are you gonna do 'bout it huh? Tickle me to death?" Remora askes with a smug looking face. Jendralkhan could do nothing but groan out of frustration, embarresment, & anger. Remora only smiled with Jendralkhan's answer. "Anyways, light scratches gets him giggling," Remora said right before Jendralkhan gasped. "Raspberries kills him," Remora contineud, "And there's a certain technique that might make Jendralkhan purr~" Remora added, "REMORA! DON'T TELL THEM THAT!" Jendralkhan now really yelled. "Jendralkhan can PURR!?" Paddle Pop asked, clearly surprised. "Hah! Jendralkhan PURRS!? What is he? An underwater cat?" Liona mocked, very much amused and her camera still in her hand still recording the WHOLE scene. "Uhuh. Yes, Jendralkhan can purr~" Remora replied, "But he actually used to purr when his chin is scratched, idk if it still works since the last time we tickles eachother was AGES ago-" Remora added. "Ok, scratching Jendralkhan's chin would make him purr. Noted!" Twitch said with a sh1t-eating grin.
"I hate you so much Remora" Jendralkhan said with a frustrated tone. "Love ya too, friend!" Remora said with a teasy-ish tone. "Oh, and also, Jendralkhan loves being tickled~!" Remora said. The others literaly gasped hearing Remora's last sentence. "REMORA-!!!" Jendralkhan's sentence were cut off with embarrestment. "He does!?" Twitch and spike said at the same time. "Yes, he does!" Remora replied, "But again, i don't know if he still does since the last time i see him was ages ago-" Remora added.
Ok, Jendralkhan was very much DOOMED since his Ex-Friend exposed him but it's a good thing Remora exposed Jendralkhan😏.
Spike had a red fluffy feather in his hand and had an idea of his own. 'Hmm... Ykw? I'mma try this!' Spike thought to himself. Magus noticed Spike was holding the red fluffy feather, then Magus & Spike took a glance at eachother. Magus smiled to Spike and figured out what was Spike's plan with the red feather in Spike's grasps. Spike even smiled at Magus, then slid the feather across Jendralkhan's stomach.
"AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! STAHAHAHAHAP! PLEHEHEHEHEASE!! HAHAHAVE MERCYHYHYHYHY!" Jendralkhan begged. Wow, it's only just 1 SINGLE feather, and he already started to beg for mercy AND lose his mind! "Welp, ok then, i guess it's time to stop!" Remora suggested, "Aww... Why can't i continue?" Spike pouted. "Because, have you noticed Jendralkhan haven't said 'Stop' the last minutes you tickled him till now?" Remora asked, "No?" Spike answered with a questioning tone, "Well, because like i said before, Jendralkhan enjoyed being tickled," Remora said, "But he only says "Stop" if the tickles are tiring him out or it's too much for him to handle" Remora added. "Ormaybehe'sjusttoembarresttoaskyoutocontinue" Remora added again, "What was that? Can you say it again?" Twitch asked, he couldn't clearly hear what Remora said since Remora said it to fast and quitely. "N- nothing. Nothing! Nothing at all!" Remora replied stutteteredly.
"GYAAAAHA!! AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAOHOHOHO-!!" Jendralkhan howled! Literaly! "Whohoah! He just howled!" Paddle Pop said, smiling. "Whoa! Haha! I thought you said Jendralkhan PURRS, not HOWLS right?" Liona asked with a mocking tone. "Well, Jendralkhan can both purr and howl," Remora replied, "Oh! And did i forgot mention that Jendralkhan is hyper feather sensitive?" Remora asked. "Jendralkhan is very sensitive to feather touch?" Magus asked, he absolutely canNOT beilive that how can such an arrogant looking tough & strong knight could be so ticklish! Hyper feather sensitive even!
"GAHAHAHAHAHA!! FAHA- HAHAHAHAHAHAHA-!! FAHAHACK OHOHOHOHOFF!!" Jendralkhan laughed, throwing an F-Word right on his Ler's faces. Spike & Twitch gasped dramaticaly, "How DARE you say that word!" Spike & Twitch said at the same time. "SHUHUHUDDUHUHUP!!" Jendralkhan roared, laughing. "Or what?" Twitch asked with a sh1t-eating face. "OHOHOR-! GAHAHA-!" Jendralkhan said laughed. Jendralkhan almost ran out of words, so he only laughed. "OHOHOR I'LL TIUICKLE YOU TOHOHOO-!!" Jendralkhan contineud. "Uhuh, i'd like to see you try" Twitch said. "Yeah! And plus, our swimming suits are thicc enough to prevent any sensations!" Spike added an INcorrect fact. 'Oh, wait... OH WAIT... I forgot they needed swimming suits underwater! Oh god, they're alot more smarter than I thought they were-' Jendralkhan thought. "AHAHAHAHEHEHEHEHE-! WHYHYHY ARE YOU TIHIHICKLING MEHEHEHEHEHEHE!?" Jendralkhan asked. "Simple! It's because 1. You always underestamate me & Spike. 2. You always scold me & Spike. 3. We suddenly had the urge to tickle you. 4. We wanted to give a piece of our minds. And 5. We're BORED!" Twitch said, listing 5 reasons why he & Spike had the urge to tickle Jendralkhan. "AHAHAHA-! HAHAHA-! IHIHIHI'M SOHOHORRY!! IHIHIHIHIHI'M SOHOHOHOHORYHYHYHYHY!!" Jendralkhan apoligized. "Hm? Oh, you're apoligizing now?" Twitch asked. "Well then, there's only 1 way that we can accept your apoligy" Spike answered. "WHAHAT IHIS IT THEHEHEN!?" Jendralkhan asked about Spike's answer. "And that is..." Twitch said. "Laugh, laugh, LAUGH!!!" Twitch & Spike said at the same time, continuing Twitch's last sentence. 'Uh oh... I'm doomed...' Jendralkhan thought to himslef. Now he really IS doomed!
A little while or 5 Minutes later...
"Aww man... I still wanna hear Jendralkhan's laughs..!" Spike & Twitch pouted at the same time. "No need to worry Spike, Twitch!" Liona said, "I already recorded the WHOLE scene of Jendralkhan getting tickled!" Liona chirped with innocence. "WHAT!?" Everyone asked at the same time. "You heard me! I recorded the WHOLE time Jendralkhan getting tickled!" Liona repeated herself once again. "Why would you do that, Liona!?" Jendralkhan asked, "Idk, i just wanna record it! Maybe it could be useful something" Liona chirped replying to Jendralkhan. "Like what!?" Jendralkhan asked about Liona's reply. "Like, for prove that your ARE ticklish?" Liona responded with a sh1t-eating face. "Ok, ok, shut up you two!" Remora said while helping Jendralkhan untangle from the sea weeds. "T- thank's Remora" Jendralkhan stuttered. "You're welcome!" Remora replied. "Guys- I forgot to turn off my camera- so umm- I kiiiiiiindaa recorded Jendralkhan was raspberried & purring-" Liona stuttered. "I knew you Were" Jendralkhan said, giving on telling Liona to stop recording. "Also, Liona- I recommend you showing your recordings to Dewan Laut" Remora suggested. "Remora, you're a villain, and I don't thing I should listen to what villains say," Liona said, "Aww..." Remora pouted, "But I would listen to what you say for this once only!" Liona said in reply, "Yas!" Remora said to himself. "NO!! PLEASE DON'T!!" Jendralkhan begged Liona to not show the recording to Dewan laut. "Yes! Please yes!" Liona mocked, she REALLY wanted to show her recording to Dewan Laut, and so was Remora, but Jendralkhan had the opposite opinion than Liona & Remora's opinion.
"No!"
"Yes!"
"NO!!!"
"YES!!! YES YES YES!!!"
"NO!!! NO NO N-
Ok, let's just cut Liona & Remora VS. Jendralkhan's right, cuz it's just like me and my cousin's right when all of us wanted the same object but there're only one available object that we want-
Spike & Twitch got back into the ship, and Jendralkhan got back to his composure. They all said good bye to Remora, then went off to go where they need to go.
But... There's only 1 single thing they forgot about. And that is... Remora is the villain...
Meanwhile, With Shadow Master...
"Wait, I'm one of the villains! Why did I let them get away when their right in front my face! WOY, GET BACK HERE YOU D4MN LIONS-!!"
And at the end, Liona ended up sending showing Dewan Laut her recording of Jendralkhan getting tickled. The WHOLE Dewan Laut was in Awe of Jendralkhan getting tickled, they think it's so cute! Some of the Knights of Dewan Laut got some nostalgic memories of them & Jendralkhan as a kid.
"Hm... Remora, you're an idiot! But hey, atleast I get to know Jendralkhan's weakness..."
Fin~
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ivyandink · 2 years
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Hi, Cara! I've been feeling a little stuck with my writing, and since you have written for both sims and a novel, I thought you might be a good person to ask, if that's okay. 1) How did you format your writing when planning sims posts? (screenplay, prose, etc.) 2) How do you keep yourself motivated to work on writing? (sims or not) 3) How do you deal with or prevent burnout? Thank you so much! (Also, how's your novel going??)
Aw I love this ask 😭😭😭 Might be a monster answer, sorry y'all lol. Below a cut for courtesy :)
How do I format sims posts – So if it's for a pure story post (i.e. not gameplay oriented) I always start with the idea for the scene first. From there, I'd loosely format the dialogue (I wouldn't necessarily always write it fully) and any other written info that need to be included!
Depending on the post, and tbh depending on my mood/phase at the time lol, I would bounce between dialogue only on the photo posts, dialogue on images with prose in the post body to support, or fully prose. Like, if there was a lot of internal things I wanted to communicate that I couldn't get across via dialogue, I would write prose style. I personally was never a big fan of writing screenplay style (i.e. Bob growls: Whatever you say Eliza!). I gave it a shot and I didn't vibe w it so I didn't do it again 🤷‍♀️
And then based on the direction I'm taking the writing for the post, I'd know what shots to get! i.e. for dialogue-based scenes, you need a lot more shots, than for something that will be fully-prose. Sometimes if I was feeling lazy or couldn't find the right poses, I'd write prose style to communicate what the scene was lacking visually.
How do I stay motivated– Honestly, this answer varies for sims stuff vs my novel! For my sims stories, I really just went off of when I felt that natural motivation 😂 So because of that I posted really inconsistently, lol. I did try and use the queue feature to my advantage– when I hit a good stride, I'd make sure to schedule posts out over a while rather than dump them all at once, so there'd be less of a post "lull". But other than that, I wrote simblr stories purely for fun, so if it didn't feel fun I didn't do it 🤷‍♀️ Or i'd like throw in a wacky plot if things felt a lil stale (hi remember when Levi randomly had a baby bc of a virtual coin flip lmao). For my novel, I'm currently working on getting my motivation for it BACK rn 😂 I took a pretty decent break from it to work on finalizing all the deets for our wedding, and to focus on my design business! But honestly, the biggest help for me for my novel has been PLANNING. It's a lot easier to motivate yourself to write when you know what TO write. I've seen some people suggest to never stop a writing session at the end of a scene/chapter– at the very least, knock out the first part of the next scene, because that takes advantage of your current moment AND makes it easier to come back to next time, because you're not starting from nothing for that scene.
Dealing with Burnout– Honestly, just REST. And let it be okay to read. If you spend your entire rest period feeling bad or beating yourself up it doesn't ACTUALLY count as rest!!!!
I'll say it again for the people in the back
If you spend your entire rest period feeling bad or beating yourself up it doesn't ACTUALLY count as rest!!!!
For something like simblr, tbh just let it go for a few weeks and come back when it feels fun. Switch things up. Try posting something else for a bit. Start a story, do a few fun scenes, and never finish it. Whatever feels exciting, FOLLOW THAT ITCH!
This is a hobby at the end of the day– the moment is stops feeling enjoyable or like it is fulfilling a goal you have, it's time to take a pause. There is definitely value in cultivating discipline around even our hobbies (I personally have a very....... easily distracted personality type??? Idk. but i give up on stuff easily due to shiny object syndrome lol and tht is something I have to and WANT to actively be working on, personally) but you don't want to push yourself TOO hard that it effects you negatively! Don't put too much pressure on yourself. :) Always, always extend grace to yourself. Whether it's a hobby, a job, or anything else in life. We all deserve rest.
Update on my novel– First off, thanks for asking! 😭❤️ It's..... going! Lmao. I got about 18k words in, and now i've decided to tweak the plot a little bit, which is both incredible and annoying 😂 Currently resisting going back to it, bc I haven't decided if I want to just keep going with it, or go back and restart with the new plot switch.
Tbh, working on a novel is THE most fulfilling creative endeavor I've taken on (aside from my business, but that's a wholeeee other beast lol and more work, less play haha) and it has been so freaking cool watching it grow and develop and morph and REALLY turn into a real story 😭 And as annoying as it is every time things change (I've literally replotted this thing like 15 times lmaoo one day I'll have to share all the plot iterations i've been thru bc it is NUTS how far we've come 😂) it is also really, really neat bc I really feel like I'm chipping away at something real– not something just floating in my head. I read a metaphor once that writing a novel is like a sculptor chipping away at a hunk of clay. It takes a while, but each pass thru, it looks more and more like the thing.
I've also been trying to read a LOT more (up to like 13 books so far this year 😎 ) specifically in the genre I'm writing, and I can already feel how much better I've got at crafting a story because of that, which is exciting, and I just really can't wait to have a finished freaking product in hand that reflects all that lol.
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I hope you don't regret sending your ask since I literally wrote you a novel in response 😂 It's just ~who I am~. I hope my answers were a lil helpful for your questions, and thanks for giving me the opportunity to gush about my novel a bit! 🥰 Maybe this will motivate me to work on it this week hehe.
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xiaojuun · 2 years
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I'm sooo excited, I can't even explain. I feel like enha comes back just when I start to really miss them. Although I was a bit anxious because I went on a mini vacation to another town just before they announced the comeback and I was fearing for my wallet around that time (I was hoping they'd announce it a bit later so I could scrounge up the money to preorder) but alas they announced it while I was broke so instead of feeling sorry for my pocket, I picked up a temporary job to do through my semester break - which I'm on rn - and preordered anyway. So far I don't have a preference for a concept, although I like the D version more than the J version but I'll take any concept at this point. I just want the photocard gods to give me ramyeonz again (but I would be happy with 1 jake pull also). I could trade my pulls to get what I want but tbh the fun of it for me is seeing what you get, so i usually just keep whatever I pull and hope for the best on the next album 😆
I've also seen the teasers but I've been avoiding hearing them in case they have spoilers. I like going into albums blind because I have so much suspense building up as we're leading up to the album release that when I finally watch that mv and hear that album, it blows me away even more. idk, it adds to the fun imo 😆😆😆
I hope it's not a permanent fatigue and that you heal quickly, or at least that ir gets easier to deal with 🧡🧡🧡
I'm okay!! Like I mentioned, I'm on semester break so I'm honestly just sleeping and doing as little as I can when my boss doesn't need me. I really want to go out this weekend tho.
I think for the first 2 weeks of my break I didn't even touch my computer, which is understandable because I study design so * most * of my time is spent in front of the computer with an adobe program open. today is really the only time I've had motivation and time to make gifs since my last sets (which was either enha performing polaroid love or jake's log, I can't remember lol, but it was a while ago.)
i must admit I did really develop jake brain rot today, I have even more gifs of him in my drafts that I'm probably going to post later hahaha but it's fun just making gifs of videos I want to make gifs of and not caring about notes or anything :')
also, I have to ask!! do you watch kdramas? if so, have you seen business proposal? I loved it sooo much and it's now my 2nd favourite kdrama - my first will always be crash landing on you - and it got me through a few of my projects towards the end of the semester. I was a bit late to it so all the hype was already over but I still think it was worth the watch 😆
and finally, I hope you don't mind the long ask 😶
— seungzie
@jseungz i don't mind the long ask at all, i love it in fact !! i'm so glad you were able to preorder and i am sending you luck for your pulls <3 and i totally get wanting to wait to see and hear everything without spoilers ! i personally am impatient so i tend to watch everything for my ult groups ajdgbjh but i respect y'all who are able to wait it out and get the full impact at release; it's true that spoilers can change the way you receive it at first, and in my case i usually like to listen to the full album in order before i even watch the mv with the title track but it doesn't always work out that way. i think even when i check out teasers or album previews i still find things that surprise me, but particularly for the enha comeback i prob won't actually check anything out until the actual drop either - we can be fully surprised together!
thank u, it should not be permanent but it may take quite a few months to get over - luckily, i'm on a semester break too, so i have plenty of time to rest! it makes sense that you'd want a bit of a break from screens, but whenever you feel inspired it's always nice to see your creations hehe. brain rot fuels some of our best work i think 😂
i don't watch any kdramas ! i tried to watch what was it ... 'let me be your knight' for my beloved donghyun but tbh i really don't watch a lot of tv in general like, barely any, and kdrama episodes tend to be quite long so i didn't end up sticking with it. i did watch the film 'love & leashes' with a friend though and thought it was really cute! i thought that was a drama when i was just seeing the previews around it, i didn't realize it was just a one-off. maybe i'll find one eventually that i can get into! i think i'm suited for shorter contents so web dramas are probably a better bet, i did watch 'to my star' as well and really enjoyed it but those episodes are super short haha
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eggsywifey · 3 years
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Generalized F/O Fall/Autumn Asks
Made with any F/O type in mind, no pr*shippers please.
🍂 - Will they play in the leaves with you or scold you because they "just made the pile"?
🍄 - What "Fall"("Autumn") aesthetic outfits would you and that F/O(s) would wear? (Dark/Light Academia, Swampcore, Mushroomcore, Earthcore, Cabincore, Forestpunk, Mosscore, Halloween, etc.)
🌾 - Do y'all do any special holiday things together? (Pumpkin patches, hayrides, Apple picking, Bonfires, Feasts, etc.)
🦊 - Who is the more "cunning one"? And tell us a story about an instance.
🥧 - What is your and their favorite pie?
🦉 - Do you listen to each other's advice? Tell us a story about your favorite instance of trying to give advice!
🐌 - Do y'all like to go outside during rainy days? Why or Why not?
🍯 - What are your and your F/O(s) comfort fall items?
🍵 - do y'all drink tea? If so, what kind? If not, what about it disinterests y'all?
☕ - what about coffee? If yes, what sort? If no, what don't you like?
🍁 - What is your and your F/O(s) favorite thing about Fall(Autumn) in general?
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multistan-247 · 2 years
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Ummm..... I'm pretty open and i felt i like i should say this....listen, there's like 1826636272 drafts i wanna complete but I'm simply not able to.
I open Tumblr only for a while and leave after reblogging fan art. That's literally all I'm able to do right now. I have exams. I probably won't be active or go on and off like this till May sumn because i have another exam (finals) on April. And it's hella important.
I promised that I'll update Affliction soon but the amount of "waiting for part two" has started to piss me off- but it feels pressuring. It's really nice of y'all ngl, but I'm writing for myself.
At my time.
At my ease.
And i will update it. It's mostly done- you want spoilers? I'll give em', just ask.
But i update on my terms. Whenever tf i want.
And anon, i love your excitement and eagerness for part 2 of affliction but please understand that I'm really busy rn and i only come to read and take a break. Breaks are so important for me btw studying so this kinda ruins the mood ngl.
That's all i had to say.
Take care y'all <3
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karasunology · 4 years
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⸙ ˚₊ ➷ SUGAWARA KOUSHI & OIKAWA TOORU AS DADS HEADCANONS ! ❞
✎ . . . i'm happy that your requests are open ! and for dad headcanons?? i am right here to serve my braincells for you ma'am. what about dad! sugawara & kenma? thank you in advance 🤓😘
❝ ― submitted by @ nonnie <3 ❞
✎ . . . will you please write about oikawa, bokuto, and sugawara as dads?? :>
❝ ― submitted by @ nonnie <3 ❞
-ˏˋ ➶ character(s) ━ sugawara koushi & oikawa tooru <3
[ trigger warnings ━ slight manga spoilers !! ]
✎ . . . DAD HEADCANONS.
[ BOKUTO KOUTARO VERSION. ] [ MIYA ATSUMU VERSION. ]
-ˏˋ playing soleil's tape ˊˎ-
[ 📼 ] . . . reposted because tumblr took it off?? ugh n e ways happy birthday again to my boy sugawara😔✋
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SUGAWARA KOUSHI.
➜ before the arrival of your daughter, mans was totally cool about it; also ecstatic to say the least, he wanted to have a family for you for a long, long time, and when he finally has the chance to start it with you ─ he couldn't help but cry and be so soft on the spot with just the thought of it
➜ but he also couldn't help but be doubtful, doubtful of himself ─ will be a good enough father? will he be able to teach his daughter the important virtues in life? will his daughter even love him?
➜ but in the midst of those thoughts were you, reassuring him multiple times, that, if there was any man that you could think of, of being the father of your children ─ that man would be him, and only him
➜ ngl right now, mans wanted to give you another one after you said that 💀
➜ and when your first child was delivered, he was so encouraging and supportive of you, would whisper reassurance and words of affermations saying how great you were, how he was so blessed for having you.
➜ remember those doubts he had? all those thoughts fully dissapeared when your baby wrapped her fingers around his thumb for the first time, and suga couldn't help but cry ─ from joy? definitely, from satisfaction that you guys created this angel? of course. and relief? yeah, probably.
➜ sugawara doesn't want to spoil your daughter since he wants your daughter to know the importance of money and doesn't want her to end up being a brat
➜ but sometimes ,,, he couldn't just help it okay? ☹
➜ in the first months of parenting with sugawara, he was anything but the perfect dad but you could really see the parental instincts in him
“ kohana, come to daddy ” your husband, koushi, stretched his arms towards your daughter of five years; kneeling on the floor as you sat across from him, kneeling as well.
➜ as your daughter slowly waddled over to sugawara with a blank yet adorable chubby face, sugawara was overjoyed, to say the least.
“ yes waddle over to daddy ─ ”
➜ well, until your daughter cheekily ran across the opposite side, to you. as if flowers of many kinds surrounded her, she glided onto your surprised arms as you instinctively open tour arms out for her, a shocked laugh was heard from you.
➜ 💀💀💀
➜ your husband's jaw DROPPED Y'ALL😭✋ LET ME JUST AHHH
➜ kohana definitely got her wittiness and cheekiness from her koushi, and maybe some from you as well.
➜ sugawara let out an offended scoff as he got up so fast to chase your daughter around the house, as your daughter shrieked in fear and excitement as she waddled all over the place
➜ ugh IM SO SOFT RN, NO ONE TOUCHHHH MEEEE😡
➜ and when kohana was out with her with her aunty kiyoko and uncles daichi and asahi, sugawara was feeling a bit ,,, spicy that night that hey, why not create another one with you👉👈
➜ let's just say, while your daughter was eating caramel apples with her aunt & uncles, you were getting dic ked down by sugawara phew chile
➜ and after a few months, your son, shin was born & damn did sugawara love him
➜ unlike your daughter, your son is such a sweetie uGHHHH
➜ and loved his dad so much, is the calm and collected one while he had your hair and suga's eyes
➜ while the squad™ ; daichi, kiyoko & asahi would come to your house with every chance they get just to see your little ones and maybe even bring theirs as a playdate for shin & kohana
➜ ugh next gen typa thingz💅
➜ would play volleyball with them, but with a softer one that's a bit more kid-friendly
➜ being almost total opposites, shin and kohana would often bicker, kohana being the one to provock the fight and shin just straight up spitting facts, 6/10 of the time would win over his older sister
➜ periodt
➜ and if fights would get too much, sugawara would bONKK💥🔨 your children ( like those times where suga just fu cking bOnKs his teammates. )
➜ yeah that
➜ mans rarely gets mad and phew ,, if he ever does i just have nothin, NOTHIN to say😶
“ i HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE YELLED AT A GIRL LIKE THIS, WHEN MY MOTHER YELLS LIKE THIS IT'S BECAUSE SHE LOVES ME. ”
➜ he'll never be angry at them for too long though
➜ but mostly, he'll just be disappointed rather than mad
➜ and honestly that hurts more
➜ since sugawara is an elementary school teacher, he'd often tell stories about your guys' children with his students
➜ like THAT ONE TEACHER THAT JUST TALKS ABOUT THEIR LIVES AND FORGETS ABOUT CLASS
➜ UGH WE STANNNN
➜ it became an actual thing with his students that they would every now and then ask about them
➜ would have such a strong foundation built from trust, respect and just love with his children
➜ honestly you'd fallen all over again with him BECAUSE HE'S SO UGSHHSHSH
➜ HUSBAND MATERIAL
➜ SANAOL LIKE CAN'T RELATE LMAO
➜ baking !!
➜ this is one of suga's past times, and even before you guys were even married, y'all would have at-home dates and just bake
➜ and it just gradually became a thing with your children every time anyone just wants to bake something.
➜ and most of the time would end up messing up the kitchen and covered in flour
➜ 11/10 dad, may not be the most perfect dad but your kids could never ask for anyone else but him.
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OIKAWA TOORU.
➜ it started off as a joke, he couldn't really remember when it all started but he would always say that you would be such a good mother whenever you would take care of him when he's injured himself or just scold him whenever he keeps over working himself
➜ but after a few years and oikawa would never have thought that he wanted to actually have a child or two with you, it started off when he would spend a few hours until pass midnight to watch cute baby videos
➜ like why was he there?? HE WAS JUST WATCHING BUZZFEED UNSOLVED A FEW MINUTES AGO LMAO WHAT
➜ and his eyes would linger onto your sleeping figure ontop of his body, face nuzzled as he could feel your nose tickle his torso.
➜ he couldn't help but play along with the thoughts of having a child with you ─ to start a family with you.
➜ you guys were already living together at argentina, and you've support him through and through with everything he has pursued in his life, and what else was stopping him from starting a family with you?
➜ yes, his schedule may be a bit busy but he had always given more than enough time to you, what hurt may it cause if he had another person to dedicate his attention as well? someone that's the perfect mixture of the love of his life and himself.
➜ and when oikawa has already set something on his mind ─ mans would always get what he wants
➜ if i were you, i'd give him anything he wants ngl
➜ just saying y'all😳✋
➜ it didn't take him a hot second to make you agree to it, and before he knew it he fell in love all over again on the bundle of joy he held on his hands
➜ would pepper you with kisses even if you were tired from giving birth, saying how proud he was of you and how beautiful the child you both created
➜ like duh, it was yours and tooru's child, your guys' baby will be a HEARTBREAKER WITH THOSE LOOKS😡
“ tooru !! ” you exclaimed as you saw your husband hold out a strawberry lollipop to your daughter while holding her with his other arm, as your daughter was ready to bite it ─ MANS REALLY SAID NO❌ RIGHTS✅😤 AND PULLED IT AWAY WHILE LAUGHING BEFORE PUTTING IT IN HIS MOUTH
➜ i'm so sorry i just ─
➜ while your daughter LOOKED SO OFFENDED WHEN SHE STARED SO HARD AT HIM LIKE
➜ THIS BITCH REALLY HAD IT COMING FOR HIM
➜ before your daughter just straight up cried right then and there while tooru's eyes widdened and tried apologizing to his daughter
“ aiko baby i'm so sorry ─  ” until your daughter slapped the lollipop from his mouth
➜ while oikawa just had that blank stare
➜ while you're trying not laugh so much because you KNOW his ego was shattered as she held her arms out for you, making grabby hands until you took her off from her father's hold
➜ oikawa : i hate it here😙😍💅
➜ aiko : it's what he deserves :)
➜ but when your daughter grew up, she ADORED HER FATHER, she would be the first to to the door whenever her father comes back from tournaments, your two younger sons, akiro and haruki would follower right after her chasing each other out
➜ oikawa still dresses her up even if she wasn't a seven year old anymore
➜ aiko is a daddy's girl and that's on periodt😡💅
➜ while aiko had tooru's playful and big dumb b energy, and your your hair and his eyes
➜ your oldest son, akiro, got your personality, and eyes but his father's hair
➜ and your youngest son, haruki, has both your eyes and hair and is a mix of yours and tooru's personality
➜ and it wasn't only aiko which held her father at such a good light that if she told him that ─ mans will be over the moon
➜ but also your two sons which found themselves loving and dedicating their love towards volleyball just like their father
➜ watching his games is a must !!
➜ his ego would not only be ASTRONOMICAL
➜ and just the overall overwhelming motivation had him serving 4 service aces in a row on periodttt
➜ your three kids would fight over who could scream the loudest in the stands for their father
➜ when he's away and your children would have those missing him hours™😔✋ oikawa would always try and contact you guys three times a day and everynight he'd be telling you guys how practice was and would also ask you guys how your days was.
➜ would teach his kids to FLIRT LMAO💀
➜ but will never fail teaching them that they should treat woman with RESPEKT ( and just overall everyone?? not just of their gender it's just because of idk??MANNERS ? )
➜ oikawa : *drinks his respect wamen juice.*
➜ ohoho but if his daughter ever starts having boy crushes MANS WOULD BE ALL POUTY
“ but loovveee ,, ” tooru drags out
“ our daughter is starting to date, what happened to marrying daddy one day? ”
“ tooru we're already married. ”
➜ you're tHIS👌 CLOSE TO DIVORCING HIS ASS
➜ you : i should have gone for the best friend instead
➜ IM JOKING YOU LOVE HIM A LOT
➜ beach volleyball !!
➜ after seeing how good beach volleyball taught hinata, giving him advantages in the indoor court, he wanted his child to as well
➜ or normal backyard volleyball will do
➜ just like with his teammates, oikawa is able to bring out the best in your children
➜ just a 11/10 dad, he may not always be with you guys because of volleyball but he'd always make time for you guys and would never neglect and forsake you guys
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