i just wanna pop on here and talk about how much i love this silly little community we've all made here. i appreciate and admire every single one of you, and i just wanna thank you for making my days just that much brighter. constantly witnessing all the love and care you all put into your muses is incredible, and i just think taking these characters that mean so much to us and sharing those parts of ourselves that we see in our characters is such a fucking awesome thing to do. i love creating with you all (even when it may just be yelling in dms) and i've truly made some of the best friends i've ever had in these rpcs.
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Being an adult and realizing, you DID have comfort characters. That's still a new concept for me. Like I had characters that I latch onto, but on the assumption that like, "I just think they're really neat." I listed Margaery Tyrell as well, but, I don't know if she gave me comfort or I just, once again, thought she was really neat. Eddie.... Eddie I like and want to GIVE HIM comfort more than anything.... Though yes, I suppose he gives me comfort as well.
Flash to me being on my fyp on tiktok, and an Eleventh Doctor edit comes on.
And I........
That's him.
That's he.
He is the one that gives me the most comfort. He is the one if I'm in my darkest, would be the beacon of light. He is the one that would spark something in me and I would believe him if he looked at me and held my hands and said that everything is as it should be and that everything will be alright. He was such hope. Such care and such love. He had his darkness and would show it, when he needed to protect the ones he loves when enemies would use that love against him. I just..... There are so many versions of him, but, the Eleventh Doctor? He is my favorite. He's my rotten soldier. My home boy. My good time boy. And whose regeneration scene I still regard as the best there is, because it was so him, acknowledging his time has come, but not being sad about it. Because change is inevitable, every body changes, we're not the same as we were a year or more ago, but, as long as we have the memories of the person we once were, that version of ourselves will always be a part of us and never forgotten.
"We all change, when you think about it, we're all different people; all through our lives, and that's okay, that's good, you've gotta keep moving, so long as you remember all the people that you used to be. I will not forget one line of this, not one day, I swear. I will always remember when The Doctor was me."
I think, as parting words, that was the most fucking beautiful line of dialogue I had ever heard and it still remains so. I don't watch the show anymore, I got burnt out after Thirteen regenerated and got tired of not being surprised anymore with the storylines and maybe I'll pick it up at some point again. But that was it for me. This is really not the blog to write all this lmao But, I was just struck by it, seeing those edits and just.... I loved him so much. He was my favorite, along with the Fourth Doctor. And if you know.... The 50th anniversary special? Had me crying for joy. If you know....
Anyway, if you read this, thank you. I'm done.
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