#I'm tired of this tbh

[misfit-among-the-angels]

This is oh so familiar. And I'm being slowly sucked into it. But i shouldn't let it. Because I'll get hurt again and again. How do i resist?

#I'm tired of this tbh #I don't want to get hurt by this same shit again #personal

[biracy]

Sick of people treating any sort of overlap between lesbian and bi women's communities as a thing of the past. If you are a bi woman who dates women you are going to end up in "lesbian spaces", "lesbian culture" is often going to be your culture, and "lesbian issues" are often going to be your issues. Bi women should not be expected to just like. shut up and let the REAL Sapphics(tm) take the reins in every single conversation ever, especially not in conversations where a bi woman's perspective is noticeably lacking. Despite it all this is still My Community and thus I am going to be affected by its issues. Lol

#tired of people treating me like i don't know what i'm talking about. tbh. #i've been actively bisexual and dating women for like five or six years. i don't think anyone gets to tell me when i'm not allowed to speak #open mick night #lgbt #1k #2k #3k #4k #5k #10k

[lepusrufus]

Selunite morning routine

#selune should be the goddess of eyeliner too tbh #personally i think Shar is so pissy bc her sister gets all the proper goths while her worshippers are all emo edgelords #i like to imagine they TRY to keep their make-up separate for like 4 days then they get tired of sorting through like 10 different eyeliners #and probably more black and dark brown palettes than should be owned by only 4 people #I'm not saying selunites seem to have an Aesthetic but... I'm also not not saying it #anyway here have some art it's rare these days #baldur's gate 3 #Shadowheart #baldur's gate tav #isobel thorm #dame aylin #my art

[starredwrites]

i'm having thoughts about amatonormativity and why it sucks and they're long-winded and hard to properly express bc it's late at night but i wanted to share them so i summarized them with a meme

this realization brought to you by the realization that a lot of people who say acephobic shit without actively denying asexuality exists just mentally swapped "virgin" for "asexual" and carried on with their lives. this best evidenced by people being "accepting" of asexual women but ignoring/erasing asexual men.

#i'm either galaxy braining hard enough to write a grant proposal for this novel #or i'm wrong and i doubt i'm wrong tbh #sometimes being aroace in a traumatized way makes you like. realize things #ace #aro #acephobia #amatonormativity #arophobia #aphobia #there's. there's equally fucked up assumptions about aromantic ppl #but i am too tired to express them coherently i may do it in the morning in a rb #actually 3rd option. i am explaining it Really Badly

[barghest-land]

it's been more than 2 years. let's not pretend that my routine now isn't completely fucked i normally don't draw or share something that personal, but now it's a way to cope. somehow. plus, i think, it should be normal to talk about

#i say this a lot but i'm tired #it's just getting worse and nothing helps at this point tbh so i'm trying everything to keep myself alive #i wish it was a figure of speech #barghestland #art #artists on tumblr #things here are just about the end of this winter. but it's more than that. there's just no way i could draw it all.

[saradiation]

It's 2/22 today so you get a Sollux :D 💛

#tbh I'm not sure how I feel about this one but I got tired of working on it so I'm posting it now before changing my mind 😩 #if it suddenly disappear you'll know why lol #homestuck #homestuck fanart #sollux #sollux captor #my art

[voiddemon]

a lazy identity piece (rest under the cut, it's longggggg)

thanks for readingg.

#I've kinda said what I am exactly in that one image but tbh #I'm not including it in words because I don't want to and I think it goes against the point #long post #doodles #Asexual #Asexuality #It's prettyy short honestly. Wish I made it longer but im tired :thumbsup:

[sensitiveheartless]

(Rest of comic is under the readmore!)

#welcome to the land of 'senhart was really tired and needed to draw something self-indulgent' once again skfjdskf #this does technically have some context I didn't put in #but i'm not sure it's necessary tbh #the domestic misadventures of soukoku #bsd #my art #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs #skk #soukoku

[revenantghost]

It fascinates me to no end that the first shot we see of Knives, he's standing and playing at the piano (and this is the only time we see him standing, not sitting on a bench, while playing), and on our last shot of Vash... he's standing at a piano and attempting to play.

#Trigun #Trigun Stampede #Tristamp #It means SOMETHING #But I'm too tired to word tbh #Mirrors parallels trauma twins etc etc

[thisdoesnthaveend]

Harlivy in Harley Quinn (2021) #32

#harlivy content in this run is really sweet but I'm getting a lil bit tired of the multiversal travelling #I miss the old school harley adventures tbh #I'm thinking about rereading some of the old stuff bcs this is not the shit #harlivy #harley quinn #poison ivy #harley quinn x poison ivy #dc #dc comics #comics

[dovenart]

Who else misses this beautiful man?

#Dorian Pavus #dragon age inquisition #dragon age #digitial art #black and white #snake #something weird happened with the compression from procreate #but i'm so tired of staring at this painting that i'm not fixing it tbh

[jade-len]

bad svsss fanfic/au idea: random marriage/guidance counselor transmigrates into PIDW, sees the absolute mess of lord luo bingge and his harem, goes "jesus fucking christ", and makes bank.

and like. they're probably not even that good of a counselor. it's just that people lack any sense when it comes to bingge, and since he's the emperor, that means pretty much everyone. also because therapy doesn't exist. i'll give them some credit though, whatever they hell they're doing works.

now, while sqq and sqh are having a grand ol' time in SVSSS with their husbands, this random, average counselor has to deal with being in the care of lord luo bingge. no wife beam. no anything. all they have is some basic empathy and common sense people just tend to lack in here for some reason.

it's even worse considering the fact that they've arrived after luo bingge completed his plan and became the hailed demon emperor. now, while they've never full on read the entire thing, they've heard enough from a close friend who has kept up with it to know the main character is the literal embodiment of the cycle of abuse and heavy unresolved issues. like, it got to the point where they started to unironically use luo bingge as an example of how to not deal with conflicts and trauma.

really, how could people like bingge? seriously, it's just another edge lord main character with way too many glamorized issues and abuse. red flag! (hey, who the hell is peerless cucumber and why does he keep defending binghe? lord, have mercy on these impressionable young men...)

so, after being kidnapped taken in by bingge and his wives after the bunch claimed that they were a "wise man" or whatever (all they did was offer some basic relationship advice to some poor woman, who turned out to be ning yingying, who told the other wives, and it just spiraled from there), they were deemed "special" and given their personal office and a room! hey, better than being on the streets in this god forsaken hentai-ish world, i guess.

quickly, a routine was established. one that, especially, consisted of luo bingge outright ignoring them. which, they weren't complaining about!

wake up, eat, meet with multiple of the wives, spend their hard earned money on delicious delicacies, meet with more wives, sleep, repeat. the most interaction they had with the demon emperor was him ordering them around, but even then, that was uncommon. it was, surprisingly, easy to fall into the rhythm of this undoubtedly odd life. you're upset that lord luo hasn't spent much time with you? maybe you can ask! the other wives are being annoying? remove yourself from the situation. you're upset that lord luo has so many other wives? oohhh... yeah. uhm.

luo binghe only tolerated them, they knew that. and they're sure that, if not for multiple of his wives insisting on keeping them, they'd be dead for even daring to be so "intimate" with them. a little bit of a shock, if they do say so themself. like, insecure much (something that they'll probably never get used to is the fact that bingge built an entire little village for his wives, though)?

but that's not the most shocking thing, oh, no.

it's this.

"i- i tried.. i tried to take the.. hiic-- other.. other shizun w-with me.." lord luo binghe, the powerful, almighty demon emperor, trembles and sobs. "b-but he! he wanted to-- s-stay with that.. stupid, inferior version of my- hic- self.."

despite the mountain of gold they're getting paid in, is it really enough to deal with this? probably not. will they get killed for witnessing luo binghe's vulnerability? perhaps. is he a dictator, the embodiment of the cycle of abuse, and a crazily vengeful bastard? definitely.

"it's-- s' not.." his voice breaks. something else inside of them probably does, too. "..n-not, hiic- fair."

should they feel bad? they shouldn't. he's hurt much too many people. isn't it a little late? can he even be redeemed? because, they are absolutely not here to try and "fix" him.

and yet.

"can you breathe, lord luo? deep breaths, don't focus on anything else but me, okay? i'll do it with you too. can you do that for me? there, there. you're doing a very good job, do you know that? here, when i'm upset, sometimes i like to do something called, '5-4-3-2-1'. i promise it'll help, binghe. would you like for me to do this one with you too?"

they can't help but think about a small, lonely boy on qing jing peak.

. . .

after that, bingbing slowly starts to come around and develop an actual bond! cool!! he just,,, can't believe only his wives were granted the "wisdom". how foolish was he?

"i know i'm only a mere human, but i can tell that lord luo is... masking things. you can put that away for now, okay? i promise, everything you say here will be confidential information, and it'll never leak... no no there's no enemy spies here-"

"i'm not even going to question this. you go back there right now and deal with it yourself if you cannot respect me or the other clients. aka, your wives."

"no, it's not stupid. this is how people help themself, and it's okay if you want to do it. as long as it doesn't hurt you or anybody. it helps, and that's all that matters."

"oh? one of your wife confronted to you about it? i'm glad to hear that, she's doing well, i see. i'm also happy that you're listening too, really."

"yes, and when something like that happens, you--- no- don't pull out xin mo now. what did we say about that? good job."

"here, can i touch your hands, binghe? there we go. when you're unsteady, you feel the need to pick at your skin, correct? well, let's try a few different things to keep those hands busy! it must be quite stressful being an emperor. how about we start with crocheting! it's quite popular back at my hometown."

"your mother sounds like a wonderful woman, lord luo. hey, how about you take a small break and visit her, okay? you want me to come with you? of course, it'd be an honor."

and thus, the story of the poor transmigrator counselor continues on with luo bingge added to their schedule!! this could be read as romantic or platonic lol. but i was thinking of this as luo bingge obtaining his first actual friend. it takes a long while due to bingge's... bingge-ness, but eventually it all works out lmao

#they dont give a shit about if they live or not tbh if lbh is acting wack hes acting wack #intended it to be more crac induced yk but... idk with bingge its a little hard bc i get sad lmao #sorry if it seems rushed this has just been sitting in my drafts for weeks uh oh #svsss ideas #svsss #mxtx svsss #luo bingge #pidw luo binghe #luo binghe #pidw #the scum villain's self saving system #i'm so tired

[the-magpie-archives]

Tma characters as hyperspecific non-categorised experiences.

Jon: Trying not to fall asleep on the bus when it's cold and dark outside.

Martin: The slightly firm texture a fluffy blanket has before you wash it for the first time.

Tim: Sipping a cocktail without realised how cold it is, the ice brushing your lips.

Sasha: The slightly artificial but altogether natural scent of fresh homemade popcorn.

Basira: When you spill rose oil on your hands and they smell like it for the rest of the day.

Daisy: The sting of a burnt tongue from a sip of scalding coffee.

Melanie: The taste in your mouth after you spit out chewing gum that's lost its flavour.

Georgie: Pressing your hand into a brand new feather pillow

Elias: Accidentally putting your hand in your mouth after using hand sanitiser.

#That's right folks I got conceptual with it! #I actually have no fucking clue why I wrote this to be perfectly honest but I'm tired as shit and it resonates #Enjoy <3 #tma #the magnus archives #the magnus institute #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #tim stoker #Sasha James #basira hussain #daisy tonner #melanie king #elias bouchard #Tbh I might delete this one in an hour depending on how I feel about it so enjoy it whilst it's here

[galedekarios]

this is probably going to be controversial and it's not meant to be a slight against gale or people who enjoy that particular headcanon, but:

i love gale, i truly do. but gale would not be great with kids imo. i can't see him as a father. i think i may have talked about this before, but i keep seeing it and while he has many great qualities, this, in my eyes, would not be one of them.

(apart from him saying outright that he doesn't consider himself "father material". which... why is this constantly being dismissed, lol? not wanting yenna to starve or arabella&mirkon not to die does not a good father make.)

he's extremely impatient. he states that several times over. even with the protag ("if the roles were reversed, i don't know if i would have your patience."), and while he does like sharing his knowledge and engaging different types of people from different cultures and walks of life in conversations, to learn, he has again, no patience.

there is a line about him having had students, too, but he does also state in the same breath that their "ineptitudes" irked him. he strikes me more as a professor with older students, who already have some sort of knowledge that he would be able to build on - and even that is sort of reaching tbh imo. what i would find more accurate is him being in the role of some sort of researcher, being able to do things alone and at his own speed. exchanging ideas with colleagues every now and then, perhaps.

so if he already disliked having students, and being annoyed by them, having no patience for them, i just am unsure how this is meant to work out with tiny little kids. again, i just cannot stress enough how much patience you need with children.

there's also other minor stuff like being sensitive about chaos, messes, smells, etc., liking his quiet and solitary time, etc.

all in all, i just think that gale being kind with children you meet in-game, not wishing for them to starve or die, doesn't necessarily translate to being a good parent.

i also think that someone being reluctant - or in gale's case, outright saying he doesn't consider himself the material - is not a great place to start either.

#like if you want that sort of stuff wyll is right there #on a personal note i'm teaching first graders rn and it's #i love them ok #but it's a lot #and i'm glad when i can go home at the end of the day #i would write more but i'm tired rn #i wish there was a tag to filter out this sort of content at this point tbh #ch: gale dekarios #vg: baldur's gate 3 #series: baldur's gate #text: personal

[aquaticsky]

#rapunzel's tangled adventure #rapunzel #flynn rider #eugene fitzherbert #disney tangled #i'm sorry I got tired of MLB tbh but it doesn't mean that I don't love it anymore its just that sometimes you need to take time away #especially from something you've surrounded yourself for years

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #plants #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #noooooooo they pruned the giant evergreen outside my apartment! ;n; #they only took a couple branches so it's nowhere near the scale of disaster as the Plant Massacre at our last apartment #but it's so much sunnier in here now :( #I'm so tired of apartments. random people can just drastically change my environment with no input from or warning to me. #it really upsets me tbh.