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betterfettered · 5 months

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Hello hello we'll be back to our regularly scheduled obey me programming soon but I'm so down bad for blade from honkai star rail right now so I wrote a real quick little thingy about him.

Your yandere kidnaps you

(Gn!reader x AMAB!yandere, please let me know if reader is gendered)(noncon)(violence against reader)(kidnapping)(forced affection)(masc rage)(plus size reader 💖🫡)(18+ readers only please, mdni)(Please let me know if I am missing a TW)

Part 2

[This is fetish content and rape and abuse are disgusting and inexcusable in real life.]

You thought your master’s bondman was not just cute, but also harmlessly so. “Blade”, he called himself, which you thought was so melodramatic that you could not help but smile whenever you happened to see him. On greeting him, you bent your knee and lowered your face as a maid ought to, but surreptitiously peeked at him from beneath your fringe and pressed your lips together to hide a laugh at the stilted way it made him hold himself, the apathy in his expression stirred up into a vague discomfort. For all the chagrin his name heralded, you could not help but see an awkward man who liked heaps of sugar and a touch of salt in his tea, one who would nudge your arm with his knuckles before demanding in monotone that you reaffix his barrette and shivering when your hands brushed his scalp. A hissy cat, a moody kid with overgrown bangs – you were fond of him, and nowhere near as scared as you should have been.

In fact, that lack of fear made it hard to understand what was happening when he first locked you away. His expression not budging out of its typical hollowness, he simply wrapped his hand around your arm and began to lead you; you followed, as a servant did, through halls and down many stairs. You didn’t question it when he led you to a part of the compound you had never been to until a door shut behind you, hard, and you turned in time to watch him slide a bar into place to lock it. When he faced you again, it was to glare down his nose at you with his typical emptiness, this time with more intensity than you were used to.

There was a brief pause, then he raised his hand to your cheek, letting his fingertips ghost just above your skin until you raised your own hand to push his away.

“I o-ought to be going,” you said, taking a step back. “I’ve plenty of work to do.”

That was not the right answer. This time he seized your wrist, hard enough to make you hiss a little, and dragged you further through the hall you had been sealed in. It was hard to focus with your heart pounding so hard, but you tried to scan your surroundings to see where you were and only recognized that you were somewhere dark, poorly lit by dim bulbs and no windows, with his feet leaving prints in the dust telling you that no one had been down here for quite some time in a way that makes your stomach drop, because you have a bad feeling about anything he could need privacy for–

Your fears were validated as he pulled you into a tiny room, some defunct servant’s quarters you’d imagine, containing nothing but a small bed covered in threadbare sheets and a rickety nightstand. Panic overwhelmed you, and you immediately began to struggle against him like mad, your chest seizing up so hard that it took you a while to realize that that loud noise you could hear was you screaming, apologizing, promising to do anything else that he wanted if he just let you leave.

He had been uncomfortable trying to approach you gently, unsure how to do it with his hands reforged specifically for killing and only killing. Subjugation, however, was his only nature, and once you began to act like prey, he allowed his instincts to take over. The nails of your flailing hand caught his face but seemed to have no effect on him whatsoever; he wrenched you forward by your arm hard enough that you stumbled and then kicked your feet out from beneath you while still holding your arm so that he could press you onto your back as you fell. It was relatively easy to pin you after he did that, and he did so by planting his knee downwards into the soft flab of your stomach, driving it in a little deeper when you tried to squirm away and loosing a knife from his belt to remove your clothing with.

He fucked you like a punishment, pushing into you with no foreplay and holding you down by both of your wrists as he thrusted into you hard enough to make your fat thighs clap against his skin. He watched you rather emotionlessly, unmoved by the tears pouring from your eyes and down your temples into your hairline or the whimpers that occasionally escaped your lips despite how hard you were pressing them together. Wracked with pain and with humiliation at your body suddenly being so exposed and shock at how things had turned bad so quickly, how you were suddenly being pinned under him like this used like some disposable toy, you looked just beyond the side of his head and traced cracks in the ceiling while you waited for him to finish. The room had been quiet but for the hoarse creaking of the bed, so you were surprised when you suddenly heard a grunt from him: he freed one of your wrists to bring the back of his hand to his blushing face, covering his mouth as he finished, his eyes growing distant as he stared down at you and his cock pulsating inside of you, making you feel sick.

You expected him to fix his clothes and leave you there, back to his same nonplussed demeanor, but instead he continued watching you the moment that he came back to his senses. As though that would make him vanish, you squeezed your eyes shut and only felt what happened next. He grabbed hold of the bottom of your face with his horribly cold hands, the bandage wrapped around it feeling clammy with his sweat, and then his lips pressed onto yours and his fringe tickled your forehead. You recoiled in shock and disgust, retreating backwards into the mattress and turning your face away from him, wiping your mouth before you could stop yourself. You flinched, expecting to feel the bruising of his hands roughly handling you again, but instead he lied down on you a little gently, resting his head in the crook of your neck.

“Wrap your arms around me,” he commanded.

It took you a second, but eventually you complied.

“Now say that you love me.”

“I--… I can’t,” you whispered back.

“You will. Say it.”

It took a long time for you to finally comply, and to his credit he waited in your embrace without moving as he awaited you saying it; eventually, your disgust was outweighed by your worry that he would never pull out of you and leave if you did not obey, so eventually you did finally whisper it into his hair, tears welling up in your voice as you pried the words from your throat.

After what felt like an eternity, he eventually left, but you were not allowed to because he locked the door from the outside when he went. In fact, you were kept in that tiny room so long that you lost track of time. You tried to measure your days by the showers you took in the adjoined bathroom, or the times you’d get hungry and eat some of the food you’d been left the day before, but you could not stop the time from blending together into slop no matter what you did.

It was easiest to measure time in when he suddenly reappeared to see you.

The first few days, upon just the sound of him unlocking the door keeping you shut in here, you would shake uncontrollably and fix your eyes to the ground. Once he entered, you tried to put as much distance between him and you that you could, though that was only a few steps or so. That ruined feeling, the unfamiliar slickness and soreness between your legs would rush back over you in memory and you’d feel overwhelmed to the point of dizziness, your trembling jaw barely able to form “please don’t” as he stared you down impassively. The second or third time you did this, he lost patience with it and dragged you kicking and screaming back over to the bed, but this time he only lied down beside you and rested his head on your chest, then demanding the same two things: to put your arms around him and say that you love him. You obeyed, sobbing, but sooner rather than later you got used to your new routine and became proficient, or comfortable even, in the new ritual of greeting him.

“Welcome back,” you’d tell him when he entered, going over to him and wrapping your arms around his neck and swaying him back and forth. Then you’d say you missed him or you were thinking of him or you were happy to see him. You started to wonder if that was actually true: he was your only human interaction, and after (what felt like) a few weeks you felt almost excited to see him, especially when he bought you things you requested, like wine and puzzles and lube and books. You felt like you could kiss him when he brought you a video game from his companion, though he seemed not to be sure what it was.

Well, more like you could kiss him and want to, because you often kissed him, actually. After greeting him you often led him, still emotionless as he always was, over to the bed where the two of you would lie down in the same position, his head on your chest and your arms around him. When you could stomach it, you’d roll over onto him and press your lips to his and moan into his mouth and grind on him, doing your very best to arouse him. Your hope was that if you preempted his lust with seduction of your own, maybe the sex would be easier, maybe you would have fewer nightmares that woke you up screaming. Strangely, your success with this strategy was variable: often times, he allowed your ministrations and then let you ride him until he came, his hand gripping your hip hard enough to bruise while his other hand covered part of his face. Other times, he seemed to grow overwhelmed with your affections, flipped you back over and rested his head on you again, burying his reddened face into your chest so you could only see the top of his head. You’d be confused, not sure what to do, and he’d quietly command you to do the same thing he always did: wrap your arms around him and tell him you love him.

Still, no matter what you did, you could not escape that often he wanted to hurt you. You could predict it based on how much blood he was covered in when he visited you or how he seemed to bristle away from your touch, but most reliably he was in this violent mood when he woke up from nightmares of his own, seemingly gripped with unwavering rage that drove him to want to destroy, whether that be furniture or himself or you. If you were unlucky and he went for you first, you’d be awoken by him striking you, hitting your face or dragging you by your hair or roughly tearing your clothes from your body. You learned better than fighting back quickly, as that only made him angrier, and so you just tried to shield your face and go somewhere else in your mind until it was over. Sometimes he’d fuck you dry, hard enough that you bled a little after, other times he’d hit you all over your body until it hurt to move, other times still he’d twist your arms painfully behind your back, lean into your ear, and tell you exactly how he was going to kill you in gruesome detail that made you want to vomit. He only seemed satisfied when your tears had run out and you stopped moving, overwhelmed by pain and despair, and then the room would fall into silence but for the sound of his panting, slowing breath.

After these rages were the only times he’d hold you and tell you that he loved you in a way you knew was meant to be comforting but only sounded flat and disturbed.

Eventually, he let you go (later you learned that it had been around two and a half months after you’d been captured). It was unceremonious – he simply left one day and did not shut the door behind him. It took you nearly an hour to summon the courage to leave, as you could not help but fear that this was some sort of trap, that he’d be waiting just beyond the threshold to punish you if you left. In the end, though, it was not, and after some walking you found yourself back in a central corridor of the compound with business as usual happening around you. It was hard to comprehend how other people were talking, laughing, cleaning, working without bone deep, paranoid fear strangling them. You’d dreamed of your freedom for a long time, of the relief you’d feel to be out of his clutches, but there was no relief to be had.

You could not sleep with any semblance of normalcy after getting out, so you often lied awake at night and wondered why he had gotten rid of you. Had he grown tired of you, bored? Had he moved on to someone else? Had he seen that there was something within you that he had irreparably broken that made you not worth using any more? Part of you worried about this so endlessly because if he was angry that you failed him, you needed to figure that out so you could prepare for him to return in one of his rages.

But another part of you, one that you could not bear to acknowledge, had grown used to making him and his comfort the center of your universe, and now felt lost without him. You wished that he had just kept you until you died.

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rottenpumpkin13 · 17 days

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AGZSC find a copy of Cards Against Humanity and decide to play. How much chaos ensues?

SOLDIERs Against Humanity

• Genesis pulls out a Cards Against Humanity deck when they're all in the break room one day. Angeal's knee-jerk reaction is to dive across the couch and grab it from him.

• Indignant, Genesis asks him what's wrong. Angeal makes it clear that they won't be playing Cards Against Humanity, on account of it ending like every other game they play together.

Angeal: I'm calling it now—Genesis is going to whine about being given unfair cards, Sephiroth is going to accuse everyone of cheating, and Zack is going to cry when he loses.

Zack: That's bogus! Where did you get that idea??

Angeal: Because that's what happened the last time we played Uno, which resulted in a crime scene tape, a table being cut in half and the discovery that you can, in fact, stab someone with a card. *Looks long and hard at Sephiroth*

Genesis: That won't happen again, I assure you.

Zack: Yeah, well behave! We promise!

Sephiroth: And I'll do it again.

*Zack and Genesis slap him upside the head*

Sephiroth: I mean....yes, we'll behave.

Angeal: Fine, but since I'm playing too we'll need a game master.

Sephiroth: Get Strife in here.

Zack: Cloud said he won't play board games with us anymore because he doesn't wanna go to jail.

Genesis: Ridiculous. Sephiroth, come with me.

• Thirty minutes later, they drag Cloud up kicking and screaming (literally). Angeal sets the game up on the coffee table—he insisted that they play right there so that the entire SOLDIER floor can hear them fighting and it'll shame them into behaving.

• Cloud shuffles the deck and hands them out to everyone. Zack takes one look at his own cards and pales, staring at them frozen in horror.

Zack: Uh...are these cards right!?

Angeal: What did I just say about complaining about the cards!?

Zack: I'm not complaining, I'M CONCERNED.

• Cloud pulls out the first black card.

Cloud: "Because they are forbidden from masturbating, planetarians channel their repressed sexual energy into_____"

Genesis: Ha! Dying of dysentery

Angeal: A family of chocobos. This game makes me feel like a terrible person.

Cloud: Sephiroth, you're next.

Sephiroth: Actually, I don't feel that these cards accurately answer the query. You see, planetarians—

Genesis: Sephiroth, do you understand the game?

Sephiroth: I do.

Genesis: Then answer with a card.

Sephiroth: But the cards don't make sense. In what world do planetarians channel their repressed sexual energy into, quote, Filling every orifice with butterscotch pudding??

*Angeal and Genesis lose their shit*

Cloud: Zack, you're next.

*Zack is trembling in fear*

Cloud: "Because they are forbidden from masturbating, planetarians channel their repressed sexual energy into_____"

Zack: Sephiroth's mother.

Angeal: WHAT?

Zack: IT'S NOT ME, IT'S THE CARD I SWEAR *he shows them the card*

Genesis: HOW DID YOU GET A SEPHIROTH-THEMED ONE? THAT'S NOT FAIR.

Zack: Sephiroth, you're not mad are you?

Sephiroth: Of course not. It's merely a game.

Cloud: Zack, one point. Let's continue.

Cloud: "In Midgar County Jail, word is you can trade 200 cigarettes for_____"

Genesis: Blow Up Bianca the Latex Lovedoll!

Angeal: A defective condom.

Sephiroth: Again, I'm unsure how one can trade, quote, "Feeling aroused by vehicular manslaughter," for cigarettes. Usually, when in jail, one will look to trade comestibles and other—

Genesis: I am going to choke you to death with your own hair.

Sephiroth:

Cloud: Zack, you're—stop crying—you're next. In Midgar County Jail, word is you can trade 200 cigarettes for_____"

Zack: A night of passion with Sephiroth's mother.

Genesis: HOW COME YOU GOT ALL THE GOOD CARDS?

Angeal: SERIOUSLY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR CARDS?

Zack: I DON'T KNOW.

Zack: Sephiroth, please don't be mad!

Sephiroth: I'm slightly irritated, but otherwise calm.

Cloud: Zack, two points. Moving on. "A romantic, candlelit dinner would be incomplete without____"

Genesis: Calculating every mannerism so as not to suggest homosexuality!

Angeal: Oh my god. Dwarf tossing. Zack, are you sobbing??

Sephiroth: Due to my limited romantic experience, I cannot possibly—

Genesis: FOR THE LOVE OF SHIT USE THE CARDS.

Cloud: Zack is having a panic attack.

Sephiroth: But it doesn't make sense. How is a romantic, candlelit dinner complete with, quote, Fetal alcohol syndrome?

Cloud: Zack, you're next. A romantic, candlelit dinner would be incomplete without____

Zack, sobbing: A mutual orgasm with Sephiroth's mother.

Genesis: THAT'S IT. I CAN'T PLAY IF ZACK'S GOING TO CHEAT.

Zack: I'M NOT CHEATING LOOK AT MY CARD.

Angeal: GENESIS, SIT DOWN YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD BEHAVE.

Cloud: WHY ARE WE FIGHTING?

Angeal: WE'RE NOT FIGHTING. WE'RE HAVING A LOVELY GAME AMONGST FRIENDS—SEPHIROTH WHY DO YOU HAVE A KNIFE?

*Zack is sobbing louder and trying to run away, Genesis is holding him down*

Sephiroth: I like to have it on hand should I feel the need to use it.

*Lazard pokes his head in the room*

Lazard: STOP YELLING OR I'M GOING TO CALL THE POLICE.

Cloud: GUYS, SHUT UP. SIT DOWN. Zack, one point.

Genesis: WHY ARE YOU GIVING HIM ALL THE POINTS??

Cloud: BECAUSE HE'S THE ONLY ONE WITH GOOD ANSWERS.

*Lazard pokes his head back in the room*

Lazard: WHAT DID I JUST—

*Angeal rips off his boot and violently throws it at him*

Cloud: Next round. "What's the gift that keeps on giving?"

Genesis: Being a dick to children!

Angeal: A snapping turtle biting the tip of your penis—HEY! WHERE ARE YOU—Cloud, sit on Zack so he doesn't escape.

Zack: I'M GOING TO DIE.

Cloud: Sephiroth, you're next.

Sephiroth: I feel that I need more context to provide an accurate answer.

Angeal: I FEEL THAT I NEED TO REARRANGE YOUR FACE WITH A TIRE HAMMER TO GET YOU TO PLAY PROPERLY.

Genesis: AH-HA! YOU SAID WE HAD TO BEHAVE!

Angeal: WE'RE NOT FIGHTING. WE'RE BEING CIVIL TO EACH OTHER.

Sephiroth: You're red in the face. That suggests internalized anger.

*Angeal rips off his other boot and throws it at Sephiroth*

Cloud: Zack, now you. What's the gift that keeps on giving?

Zack, sobbing: Sephiroth's mother's breasts.

*Sephiroth puts Masamune on the table*

*Zack screams and sobs louder*

Genesis: UGH! WHY DIDN'T I GET ANY SEPHIROTH THEMED ONES??? HOW IS THIS FAIR???

Cloud: Zack, another point to you.

*Genesis flies at Cloud but Angeal and Sephiroth hold him back*

Genesis: THIS IS BULLSHIT. I'M AT A DISADVANTAGE.

Sephiroth: Angeal, you were wrong. Genesis is the one crying because he's losing.

Angeal: CAN WE JUST FINISH THE GAME ALREADY? ZACK, STOP CRYING. SEPHIROTH ISN'T GOING TO HURT YOU.

*Sephiroth is sharpening his sword and smiling sweetly at Zack*

Zack, sniffling: I only have one card left and it's not about Sephiroth's mother. Maybe I'm safe now!

Cloud: Good. Next round. "What did Sephiroth bring back from his trip to the labs?"

*Zack sobs loudly as he holds up a card that reads "AN OEDIPUS COMPLEX"

Sephiroth: THAT'S IT

*Sephiroth dives across the table and grabs Zack by the neck. Zack is screaming. Angeal is trying to pull them apart*

Cloud: Zack wins.

Genesis: FUCK ALL OF THIS.

*Genesis breaks the table in half*

*Lazard pokes his head back in the room*

Lazard: ALRIGHT! NO MORE CARDS AGAINST HUMANITY. YOU PEOPLE CAN'T HAVE SHIT.

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i-write-sometimes-maybe · 7 months

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Passion- Lady Lesso x EverToNever!Reader.

Synopsis: Wherever she goes, you follow.

Warnings: None.?

Word Count: 1.1k

A/n: Me? Writing to distract myself? Yes. I really love some of the things I put in here so I hope you guys love it too. I really hate that it’s so short BUT I have another one ready for ya. And I have a longer one in the works too!

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Lesso had asked you to join her on her next venture. She didn't tell you any details past that, and you didn't care to ask for any. You were simply pleased to be joining her.

Lesso had asked that you not disclose the fact you were tagging along to Dovey, it made sense. You were an Ever teacher tagging along with the Dean of Evil, Dovey wouldn't approve.

Even if she knew that you and Lesso were meant to be together.

You were to sneak out of the School for Good to meet Lesso at the bridge between Good and Evil on the last crescent moon of the month.

And so you did.

Once it started to approach midnight, you left your quarters and silently moved through the halls.

You didn't have anything with you but the clothes you adorned, all by the direction of Lesso. Again, you didn't ask any questions.

You made it through the school easily enough, passed all the fairies that must've been sleeping, and passed anyone who may have been on watch.

It was so close, the border to the other school was right within reach.

But just as you were about to cross, someone grabbed your arm and pulled you around.

"My dear, where are you going?" Dovey had her sweet smile, one that you never really saw as sincere.

You felt no need to lie, you were going regardless of whether or not you had permission.

"I'm going, I'm going with Lady Lesso," You started.

She cut you off, "Wha- you can't do that. You cannot leave, especially not with her."

You stood confused for a second until you saw Lesso walk up behind you. She must've been watching for your arrival but stayed for a moment to see how Dovey would react.

"Well, why not?"

"Because you're an Ever. She's a Never. It cannot happen."

Lesso rolled her eyes, "It has happened already, princess."

You inwardly smirked at the response she had for Dovey. She calls you her princess, but hearing the disdain in the word when it's directed at Dovey oddly fills you with joy, especially when you know how delicious it sounds when she means it every time she uses it for you.

"So, we'll just be going now-" Again, you tried before getting cut off.

"No!"

"No?" She was starting to frustrate you, and Lesso saw it.

"No. I cannot allow you to leave. Not with her."

"Clarissa, I am not asking. We are going, together."

"Oh for what? For some cheap fun? She'll tire of you in a few weeks time." You hoped to whatever creator that she didn't mean those words.

She had managed to set Lesso off, you could sense it without even looking at her. And at her words, her careless words, you stopped playing nice.

There was fury in her tone as Lesso stepped forward, "Princess, you-" You simply raised your hand to stop Lesso, her stopping right in her tracks at this move, this is your turn.

You could see genuine shock and confusion flash on Dovey's face when she saw how easily you handled your Leo.

"Dovey, you don't know what you're talking about."

"Oh, I don't? It's puppy love! What don't I know what I'm talking about?"

You were unsure of where this attitude of hers came from, and you didn't like it.

"Dovey, you don't get it. Anyone else would sacrifice me for the world, but Leo? She'd sacrifice the world for me. You do things for the greater good, but for her, there is no greater good if she doesn't have me. And I can only hope that one day, you find someone who will love you as strongly as we love each other."

Dovey scoffed, "Desire isn't everything." You knew that she had reason to be so defensive, but that didn't mean you cared what that reason was.

You bit back a smirk, "Maybe not. But the pure, fierce need, the way that nothing can stand in the way of us, there's nothing we wouldn't do for each other."

"Y/n, she wants to see the world burn!"

You stepped forward with a proud smirk, leaving just a few steps distance between you two, "Then I shall be by her side as she sets it aflame. I will relish in the heat of the embers if that means I get to be with her for all eternity."

"So, that's it? You choose evil?"

"No, I choose love. Wherever she may lead me is where I shall follow. And I'm not asking you to understand, I'm asking you to stay out of our way," Dovey stood astonished at your words while Lesso beamed with pride and love. "For your own good."

"You wouldn't do anything to me..."

"I might not," You opened your arms with nonchalance, "But I can't say the same for your Evil counterpart."

Lesso stepped forward once more to be by your side, "And I make no promises."

Dovey looked from the redhead to you, staying silent for a moment.

You both took this as a cue to leave, you knew you weren't waiting for permission anyway. Lesso had just turned around to continue on, and before you could, Dovey spoke again.

"What if it's a ruse? That she's using you for her own gain? You're making a mistake." She tried to get you to stay, but you weren't having it.

"Then that is my choice. This is solely your concern Dovey, not mine." You took a step back, "She would not do that. But, if your little delusion happens to play out, then it will be my turn to set fire to everything in my path."

Dovey was completely unrecognizable, "Who, who are you? It's like I don't even know you anymore."

"You've never known me. Not in any way that mattered."

Dovey stood in place, staring with a face you wouldn't have been able to recognize had you been paying attention to her.

But your attention was elsewhere, of course. Held by the one who held your heart. You had turned back to Lesso to see her already watching you, her proud look stayed unmoving on her features.

When you two were together, nothing else seemed to exist. Nothing else mattered but your love and your intertwined souls.

"Come, Dove. Let us set fire to the world." Lesso pulled you into a kiss, a kiss that held the passion between you two. A kiss that tells you no matter what happens, you two will be side by side.

You two continued on the venture, wherever it may have been. You still didn't care where you were going because you were with your love, hand-in-hand, hearts tied together. And you wouldn't have had it any other way.

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radiant-reid · 1 year

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Hey could you write a little something about Spencer and reader fighting and her just hugging him and crying? what would his reaction be?

You’re not even sure what started it. One minute dinner’s going well and you’re appreciating Spencer being home and the next you’re arguing.

You’ve been together for several months, but this was the first time you’ve fought like this. You’re both exhausted and emotional, and it seemed like there’s no resolution in sight. It scares you because if you can’t work it out well, there’s little point in continuing a relationship where fights like are bound to happen at some point.

And then you can’t take it.

The idea of losing him is so painful that you cross the room with three big steps and burst into tears as you throw yourself into his arms.

Spencer’s taken aback by your sudden outburst of an emotion that isn’t anger. He’s been so caught up in his own frustration that he didn’t realized how much his words have hurt you.

For a moment, he doesn’t know what to do. He stands there awkwardly, his arms at his sides, unsure of how to comfort you.

His anger is gone in a second, replaced by a path of guilt seeing the tears on your face and feeling them against his shirt and he wraps his arms around you, holding you close and rubbing your back. Nothing is worth being stubborn about if it means seeing you like this.

You feel instant relief that he hugs you back. Previously unsure about where to go from here, no problem seems insurmountable anymore.

"It's okay.” He whispers. "We'll figure it out. I'm here for you."

You nod again his chest, letting out a deep sigh. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you angry.” You say, voice hoarse from crying.

“I know.” He assures you. “I’m sorry, too. I love you and we’ll get through this.”

“I love you, too.” You reply, knowing it’s enough for now.

You’re both proud to have weathered your first real fight and come out of it stronger than ever, and you know that there’s nothing you can’t face together.

#Spencer Reid #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid x you #spencer reid blurb #criminal minds

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applesaucesims · 4 months

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It was quite late already, when Emma came home from a long day at the studio. She had only just arrived, when suddenly, she heard the baby crying upstairs. Quickly, she went to check on him, only to find him all alone in his room, when Niall was supposed to be looking after him.

The dull sound of glass falling onto carpet followed by a louder thump drew her attention away for a moment, unsure what just happened in the other room. With Louis in her arms, Emma made her way next door, where she found her husband trying to pick himself off the floor. It seemed as though he tripped and fell, while holding a glass and bottle in hand.

In hopes of offering some comfort, Emma sat down next to a quietly sobbing Niall. To him, however, any sign of comfort was still far away. He had been on edge for days, maybe weeks at this point, only calming down the slightest amount when numbing his brain with alcohol. Now, there was no excuse to keep that from his wife any longer. And while Emma was not exactly able to understand the way he felt and why, she would do anything to help him, since he clearly had trouble all by himself.

[TRANSCRIPT]

Louis: "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

Emma: "Louis? It's okay sweetheart. Your mummy's here. But where's your father gone?"

*faint crash*

Niall: "Ugh... what the-"

Emma: "Niall!? Are you alright? What happened?"

Niall: "I- I don't know."

Niall: "I- ouch... I was just getting a refill and then I fell."

Emma: "Louis was crying when I came home."

Niall: "I know! But I was gone for a minute, I swear! I just cannot stand that noise!"

Niall: "Gosh, Emma, I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do anymore."

Emma: "What do you mean?"

Niall: "Everything feels like it's too much for me these days."

Niall: "I love our son, I really do! But when I look at him, I see my life going on without me. And then I just want to crawl into bed, hide away from it all. The alcohol helps drown it all out, but it makes me feel worse afterward."

Niall: "I feel so hopeless, Emma!"

Emma: "Oh, sweetheart, don't say such things!"

Niall: "What else am I supposed to do? Everything seems to be going wrong."

Emma: "We'll figure out a way through this. Together."

#alcoholism tw #postnatal depression tw #ts4 decades challenge #ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 legacy #1930s #emma jones #niall mcgregor #louis mcgregor #too bad therapy wasn't very common at the time oh well #ignore that the curtains are invisible i had a graphic glitch at the time and was too lazy to restart the game

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drvirgus · 5 months

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The Idol who cant Smile

Minji X Fem! Reader

Description: You are the oldest Member of New Jeans, but Fans Never saw you Smile once. Why don't you Smile? Who's the Person that can bring back a smile to your Face?

Chapter 6:

My eyes fell on Minji, but I couldn't say anything. The camera was focused on Minji as she talked about our comeback. We all looked at Minji, but in my mind, the scene in her room kept replaying. It's been exactly 4 months since that happened.

Minji briefly turned her head to me while speaking. This caused her to stutter slightly, and she quickly turned her head away again. I swallowed as well. But I continued to look at Minji. If I were to look away now, the shippers would go crazy and analyze our behavior.

In these 4 months, our ship name has taken off. New videos kept coming out where we looked at each other or simply talked. Some even analyzed our behavior, and it's truly incredible what people come up with. But what's even more fascinating is that very few people were actually correct.

I felt Danielle's arms around me and leaned back a bit. Her arms were around my neck, while I leaned my back against her legs. This time, I was sitting on the floor to keep my back straight. Lately, I'd been developing a bit of a hunch from always being forced to sit on the couch. Apparently, they all wanted to be respectful.

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"Unnie," Hyein said softly. She stood by the door with her suitcase, looking at me with sad eyes. I raised my finger, as if warning her, "No tears. We'll see each other again in a few days," I said immediately. Hyein sighed sadly and looked at me for a while. She then opened her arms and pulled me into a hug.

I hugged the much taller girl back, "Now go. Your mom and dad are already waiting for you. Don't keep them waiting, and give them my regards," I said and playfully tapped her butt. With that, she moved towards the door, no longer looking at me with those sad eyes, "I'll be back as soon as possible, Unnie," she said and waved goodbye.

Amused by the younger girl, I let out a small sigh but waved back. She was the last one to be picked up. Everyone else was picked up earlier in the morning. As for me, I stayed in the dorm. After all, I had no one to go to. I only had my father at home... but he definitely didn't want to see me. So, I decided to spend our days off alone here. It was alright. I was used to being alone anyway.

With a sigh, I closed the door and went to the living room. There, I turned on Netflix, which we all shared since we usually watched things together. I decided to start one of the K-dramas that had been on my list for so long, but I never got around to watching.

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It was Korean Thanksgiving Day. Luckily, we had three days off. Today was September 28th, the most important day. However, I spent this day at home, at least after finishing up here.

As often as before, I stood in front of that door, unsure whether I should really ring the bell or just leave the food at the doorstep. I sighed once again and decided to ring the bell. It didn't take long for the all-too-familiar nurse to open the door. He smiled at me warmly.

"Nice to see you today. Have a good Chuseok," he said with a wide grin. He opened the door a bit wider and took the few bags from my hand. He watched as I took off my shoes, "I'm sorry that even on a day like this, you have to take care of my father," I said, bowing slightly.

The older man waved it off, "Oh no, Yumi will take over later in the day. We've arranged it so that both of us can spend the day with our families," he informed me, and I nodded in understanding. "But it's nice that you're here. Your father will surely appreciate it," he added as he led me into the living room.

There, I saw my father immediately. He was in his wheelchair, staring at the television. He was watching something, but he changed the channel as I entered the room. I looked at the nurse, "Well... let's hope so," I said softly as I then approached my father.

As always, though, it felt very awkward. I greeted him, but received no response. Now, I sat on the couch, drinking the tea the nurse had prepared for me, and like my father, I simply stared at the TV. We didn't talk. We didn't look at each other. As usual, we sat with some distance between us and just watched TV.

Painful minutes passed without us speaking to each other. After about an hour, I got up. Finally, my father looked at me. But he didn't say anything. He simply shifted his attention back to the television. I bowed once more and wished him happy Chuseok again. Then, I made my way back to the front door after placing the cup in the kitchen. There, I wished the nurse a happy holiday and bid him farewell.

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Sighing, I opened the front door and closed it behind me. I took off my shoes and also removed my jacket. I yawned a bit, but it wasn't time for me to sleep yet. It was only 6 PM in the evening. I hadn't eaten anything either, as I spent half the day watching my K-Drama.

I let out another sigh as I hung up my jacket, "There you are. Where have you been?" I heard someone say. Startled, I twitched slightly and looked with wide eyes at the person emerging from the kitchen. My mouth opened as I noticed Minji. I hesitated for a moment.

"I... What are you doing here?" I asked, visibly surprised by her presence. We still had a day off. Most people would probably come tomorrow...

"You're spending the holidays alone... I wanted to keep you company," the younger one replied. She scrutinized me closely, and God... her eyes...

I cleared my throat and nodded my head, "Uh, oh... That's nice," I said, and I could feel my face flushing. I immediately looked to the side, "Well... I was just about to order something... would you like something too?" I finally managed to look back at her face.

Minji looked at me. But I couldn't decipher her gaze. Why exactly... was she looking at me like that? She wasn't smiling, but she also didn't seem angry or serious. She just looked... so breathtaking...

"I'm here for a reason, Y/n," the younger one said. I swallowed, visibly nervous. She... had just said my name again. She was speaking informally to me again. I opened my mouth, "And... what's that?" I asked, my fingers fidgeting with the hem of my sweater.

Minji licked her lips. She sighed a bit and turned around, "My mother gave us something. I'm in the process of heating it up. Go ahead and sit in the living room," she said and then disappeared back into the kitchen. She didn't even wait for a response from me.

But why was she looking at me like that? Why, above all, did I feel so nervous around her? Why the hell couldn't I forget the kiss between her and Yeji? Everything was just so confusing... What was Minji doing to me? Why was she driving me crazy like this?

I did as she asked and went into the living room. There, I turned the TV back on and let my K-Drama continue playing. Meanwhile, I tidied up the coffee table a bit.

It didn't take long for Minji to come into the living room with the Japchae dish. My eyes widened as I looked at the food. It... was the first time I was having a holiday meal with someone, and to top it off, homemade food. I swallowed, feeling a lump in my throat already.

"Tell your mom thanks," I said. Minji sat down next to me and handed me my chopsticks. Together, we started eating. Every bite I took filled me with warmth. I could feel my heart rate speeding up. I inhaled the food.

I wondered how my mother's cooking would taste. Would she have made me Japchae too? Would she be proud of me? Would she love me?

"I like you."

My eyes widened. I abruptly stopped eating and looked up. I gazed at Minji, who was just staring at me. I swallowed in surprise, and slowly I set the chopsticks aside. I looked at the younger one, "What did you say?" I asked, and I started to stutter a bit.

Minji looked at me. Her eyes roamed over my face. She took a deep breath, "I like you. In a romantic way," the younger one repeated. My breath caught. She wasn't giving me a chance to escape from this conversation or misunderstand it.

In a romantic way...

I remained speechless for a while, completely taken aback. Minji just observed me. She was giving me time to process it all. I swallowed and looked at the younger one. Goosebumps formed on my arms. I... didn't know how to respond to that. I also wouldn't have expected Minji to like me...

"But... We haven't known each other for long," I said, and Minji nodded her head.

"I'm your Unnie," she nodded again.

"We... We're in a group," I said, almost breathless. Now Minji's expression became somewhat more serious. She shook her head, "Don't make excuses... Do you like me too?" she asked, silencing me. My breath caught as my eyes widened. I looked at the younger one.

I noticed Minji getting closer to me, "Say it... Tell me the truth, Y/n... Do you like me too?" she asked, her eyes narrowing a bit as her hand gripped my wrist. I swallowed. My face blushed as I felt her intense gaze on me. My heart rate sped up.

"D-Don't lie... If, if you really like me... Why did you kiss Yeji like that?" I asked now, and Minji's eyes widened. She took a moment, and after a short while, she began to laugh. She let go of my wrist to cover her mouth while she laughed. But I wasn't in the mood to laugh.

Minji chuckled. Her hand landed on my nape, "You're so adorable... after all these months, you're still thinking about that kiss?" she asked, and her eyes met mine directly. I swallowed, visibly nervous. I removed her hand from my nape. My eyes narrowed.

Minji still had a faint smile, "Forget about the kiss... I kissed her just to see if you'd react... I wanted to know if you felt anything for me before I confessed my feelings," the younger one answered as she continued to observe me closely. My eyes still narrowed.

I sighed incredulously, "Wow... You could have just asked me!" I replied, but then I faltered. My eyes widened, and Minji smiled even broader. She nodded her head, moving a bit closer to me. Her hand was now on my cheek, "I guess I don't need to ask anymore, do I?" she asked, a knowing grin on her face.

I hesitated. My eyes locked onto hers. Without giving an answer, I was the one who sealed our lips together. Minji had to smile into the kiss, but she kissed me back. I closed my eyes, and I felt my body visibly relax.

Minji stroked my hair with her hand before finding my nape again. She adjusted the angle of her head, intensifying the kiss. Yet, the kiss remained gentle.

"I think... we should go to my room," Minji said, almost breathless. Her eyes locked onto mine as I still struggled to catch my breath. I licked my lips. My heart was racing wildly in my chest.

"Okay," I replied and immediately stood up from the couch. Minji had her hand entwined with mine, and she led the way. My entire face turned red as she led us to her room.

#newjeans minji #danielle #newjeans #newjeans x reader #haerin #newjeans hanni #newjeans hyein #minji x reader #hanni pham

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tarotnoob · 2 years

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PAC: In-depth singles' love & relationship reading (next 6 months)

Choose the pile(s) your drawn to and scroll for messages/predictions.

Pile 1

Hey pile one! Well it's easy to tell that something was Scorpio is going on (full moon this weekend). You have what is the judgment card in this deck. Called aeon. This judgment card has the sense of someone who is the culmination of all of the knowledge that they've been able to put together. And from that knowledge they have awakened into another type of person who has much better discernment and a power to have perspectives of situations that they might not have had before this moment. What this card has in common with two of swords is that both ultimately are about decisions. Sometimes I think of justice and then I think of judgment. They don't fall in line numerically as a path but they do make me think of justices also about gathering information in order to make an informed choice. So that you can then make a decision or judgment on a situation. In the case of justice, you would be gathering that information in order to give the most informed judgment or decision. It's very analytical. With judgment it's a bit more spiritual in nature. Because it's an internal process that you go through and reach and then once you achieve that, you would have the ability internally to use your intuition. With your intuition essentially being all of that experience and perspective combined. If that makes sense. And I'm going to go with the order because these are exactly how the cards fell out and when that happens it makes sense to follow it in order. So it is like okay you have the ability to make an informed decision. You might be tested according to the two of swords or am I just be a confidence builder that you are perfectly capable of making the right decisions now. You have the power and ability and the right sense of intuition. Just follow it. Especially when it comes to love. Because then we have the divine feminine which is the empress. So I think it's saying, you don't need to worry about relationships or what the next one will be like and if it will fail or not because you have everything you need to know about how to choose the right type of relationship. You can say something like well you never know what somebody's going to be like well yes you do. You have obviously reached a point where you know what you want and what to look for. And if you don't see it or if something isn't in alignment to what you want or expect, you're going to know that it's just not the right one. Those are your abilities right now. But what I also see in your journey has been that that's been its own process. Of you building up that ability. It's not that you didn't date at all during this time because in fact if you had dated you would learn from those relationships what you do and don't want and that's kind of how you've gotten to where you are lol I think this is the culmination of experience for you. And it can be your spiritual work you've done but I also still get the sense that you did date some and there were some stinkers and then there were some good ones and then you were like thank you next. I also feel like you're in a pretty good place for a relationship so it's not that I see you even really worried about it but if you are because I mean two of swords can represent some indecision. Usually it means you do know the right one you're just kind of like maybe need to push. But what I see in the empress besides being possible that there is love in the near future is that you are open to receding new love because following that is a pace of cups. So you are in a place where it's a good time for you to date if you're feeling unsure if you're ready for some reason. And also I think the universe is acknowledging that you are in a good place to receive a new relationship in the next 6 months.

Now here is the advice portion and then we'll try to see if it's talking about anybody who might be coming through. I kind of feel like it's leading up to the point of when you will meet someone as opposed to telling you a lot about who the next person might be. Maybe the message for you is simply to let you know that you're ready. Or just about ready. Because one card says and it's the number seven which is a very spiritual number. It's also the number of the crown chakra. The only thing that is real is love shift your focus back to love. So this tells me that maybe you were focused on other things. And it could have been work or school or working on yourself. And I get that with judgment to that there was some type of process that was going on where you just had to be built up to a point that you couldn't really focus truly on love even if you thought about it. But you just had to go through some process to meet the energy of the ideal person the universe will have for you. So this is going back to telling you that it is okay and you are in a place where it's okay for you to stop saying I'm not ready for it or I still have to do this or this or this before I'm ready for a significant relationship. I think this card is giving you permission to put all of those thoughts aside and just be receptive to it because at this point it could come to you at any time. The universe has decided that you are ready. And now it's up to timing. So do you need to be in a place where you're open to it? Yes because if you're like hiding in the basement and you're terrified of having to commit, well you aren't exactly open and receptive but the universe seems to sense that it's about that time. And if you have any little last doubts you need to clear those away because this is probably going to happen whether you're ready or not lol. I don't know why but this oracle card is also giving me world vibes so you could be at the end of some type of learning cycle and now you're ready to receive a relationship. It doesn't have to be romantic. It could be friendship too. But it gives me a sense of the world in terms of a completion, it can also be somebody who is from a different part of the world than you or different in background. This could even be somebody you knew in the past because there are children on here so it makes me think of the sex of cups. Or they could have children already or you could. Or you meet around children I guess. Or this is simply the energy of a fresh start kind of like the sun card. Anyway it's got a very peaceful and inner child and tree of life vibe.

This dong quai card that talks about inflorescence says observing and analyzing ourselves is vital to our health. We need to know what needs to be fixed before we make a change. What aspects of your body, your mind, or your spirit are out of balance? I think you've already done this type of work which is what the judgment card is.

I think you've done a lot of work to figure out different aspects of yourself and you even seem like the type of person who has thought a lot about okay what level do I need to get to to be in a healthy relationship. Do I need to get my finances in order before I can do this, do I need to be super confident, do I need to lose weight, ETC. And those things could be relevant or not but I don't think they're super important to the universe other than in relation to self worth issues. And if you want happy with yourself, you're going to still attract a similar energy that comes from fear or lack. And ideally the universe wants you to do as much work and then you receive something of equal value preferably something that's good.

And there is a bit of a karma vibe because it's like the universe is recognizing the work that you've done and wants to give you something really good. The escape card, I mean the first thing that comes to my mind is escapeism. But, it could be a couple of other things that are relevant such as meeting this person on a trip. Pile two had seven of cups and it could have that type of vibe as well because that is escapism. Or creating fantasies. I don't really think that's relevant looking at the cards. This feels more like either it's related to the meeting of this person or that you might need to embrace more of that hangman energy and go with the flow. Or have a little bit more fun. Or escape some aspect you've been holding on to where you're still kind of clinging to control.

Because the chair makes me think okay let's relax and sit back and let things just happen. I don't have any reason to believe this card is like run away lol. I think it's more let go and shift perspective and the other card wants you to shift more toward love, in the sense of spiritual love or love love. Because before maybe you were in that process of analyzing everything while doing that work but now it's time to shift gears from analyzing into receiving. Which I don't think anybody really talks about this but those are phases that it's like hard to shift out of that. Like how do you go from doing the analytical work necessary to figure out what you need to change internally and then let go of all that in order to just coast and receive. But the answer seems to be easier said than done but relax. You did the work now let's just coast until the timing comes in. Everything in here tells me you did everything you had to do. You still have to trust your intuition. You do have to be in a receptive stage which I think to be in that kind of state of mind you have to relax more.

Maybe you could try meditations to get into that receptive divine feminine state. Personally I kind of think it's going to happen naturally for some reason. I can't tell you how but like it's almost like it'll just come. maybe it's because everything you learned and as you apply it you worry less about the little details and then eventually you're like a family I'm just ready. You wake up one day and you're like I'm ready give it to me. Because then at the ace of cups, it's like a portal opens and something from the universe is going to come through and to me it seems like it's a new love or relationship. Granted it can also be self-love. Like a whole new feeling for yourself of confidence. But this isn't that kind of reading this is about love. But what happens when you build up self-love which is the whole judgment process is that you are more in a replace to receive love too. Like love from another person because when you love yourself you can love another person properly. The universe sees this and it does look like something will happen. What I can tell you is that well we know full moon in Scorpio is happening this weekend and I see this might be timing in terms of this process. Of you just now reaching completion of a phase. The empress card can be Taurus or Libra. These signs could be significant to you. I don't know that I want to throw in Scorpio just because judgment is here with its Pluto energy but it could be relevant. Although I'm just using it as the moon for this weekend. I guess I can say since it's a Scorpio moon that this might be a point in the next week or so where you shed some of the remaining fears or deep emotional things that were going on that are lingering you know just like little itty bitty remnants of gunk. And then it will pass and then you'll have the tools to take action in terms of this two of swords. Because you're making decisions of some sort. Or at least your in a place where you feel really comfortable with what is happening next. And maybe since the empress is Taurus or Libra. It could be that you meet someone during Libra season or you meet a Taurus or Libra. Or since we're talking about moons maybe it will happen whenever there's the next moon in Taurus or Libra which will just end up being I don't know when. Usually there's a full moon and Taurus in November. I don't know.

But it's looking more end of summer closer to fall where something might start. Like come through the portal and that's why I think I'm not really picking up on exactly who this is because maybe 6 months from now which would be November lol you just meet this person. The other things that are here in terms of describing someone is that there is transformative energy, there's creative energy, there's all of the elements I think because I see judgment as a fire card. And two of swords is air. And press could be air and earth. And then we have water. So either this person has a pretty balanced chart or when you come together the two of you balance each other's elements out so they could be the opposite type of element from what you are. I personally see this as a really healthy relationship. But that's because you're in a good place and you'll only attract what you deserve. Also in that the only thing that is real is. I feel like this relationship will be pretty simple. That doesn't mean that you get together easily I can't really say for sure but there's something really innocent and pure and simple about the relationship. That could be that something about the way you two vibe together is easy. It could be that there's an instantaneous knowing. It could be that there's a very playful energy between the two of you. It does feel very equal. The other person could be the one who's a bit more analytical than you. Maybe they're at Virgo lol. Or like Leo not Leo but a Libra Virgo cusp type of person. Or a Virgo Moon or some type of analytical air sign Moon it doesn't matter. But yeah that little flower card does make me think of if you aren't the analytical type as in you could be an Air sign but I mean this person would be like more Virgo in the sense of organization and focus on the details and routines. Whereas if this is your energy in the cards then you're a bit more easy going. Like one of you will be easy going and the other one will be a bit more inflexible lol. But that fits into what I was kind of saying about maybe being complimentary in terms of energy or skills. Like you seem very creative and loose and spiritual but still very strong and intuitive. So they could be more right brained. Is that the analytical mathematical scientific logical side. but I'm sure that also means that there's a balance between the two of you like they're not going to be so rigid that they're annoying to you because you see more of a free spirit.

Do I see anything else that could help you identify them? If you are interested, this could end up being a long-term relationship, someone you have children with. Because of the empress and Ace of cups also makes me think of birth and that Oracle card has kids on it. I would expect a pretty decent physical attraction between the two of you. It's also interesting that one card has a moon in it and one has the sun. So again complimentary images. But I also see this as since the two of swords is the one with the moon. This could still be a stage of final things to work on that are being released. And so they're still like some inner work going on up until this empress card. Which like I said could be the literal season of Libra. Still doing some inner work until Libra season. What's interesting is Ace of cups follows and it's a water card so after Libra comes Scorpio. So maybe Scorpio season so later October or early November which also like I said think has a tourist moon early November. And so it's like okay I can see something coming. So either you meet this person around there or there's someone and something more comes about around this time. And if you don't want kids make sure to use protection lol. Because there's something very fertile there. And it could be metaphorical. During this time it's an especially fertile time for romance for you in your life but also your junk or someone's junk could be fertile. Or like I said, you could meet around kids if you work at a school or if somebody has kids etc.

I think that's probably all I can really say about the meeting and the person because I feel like predominantly the next 6 months are still about you and a journey you go on and then at the edge of 6 months at least from the time I post this, you will just be meeting someone. Or at least someone of significance that would be worthy of you. That doesn't mean maybe along the way there could be one or two flings or something. But it seems to me that if you read this in May, or even if you read it after May I guess it doesn't matter but October and November maybe look for something significant coming in or happening in regard to your love life.

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Pile 2

You and pile 1 both have Scorpio energy. You have death and they have judgment and those are both the Pluto cards. makes sense because I'm doing this right before a full moon in Scorpio. So my guess is that with the death here a general message for this pile before we talk about love stuff, is that maybe this is something that you are going to be releasing. And we have seven of cups and five of pentacles. So what's interesting is besides this kind of already giving me eighth house vibes, it also has a bit of 12th house vibes for me. When I see seven of cups, sometimes I think of 12th house which would be Pisces energy. So maybe some of you are Scorpios or Pisces or have some type of weird placement in your 12th house. It doesn't really matter. But there is an energy of illusion or unconscious or subconscious things. They could be unconscious things that you're holding on to that are lack. That's such a weird word to use to encompass everything that is five of pentacles because yes it can be about literal poverty. But it can be about spiritual or moral poverty. It can be negative thinking, cynicism, mistrust. It can be a lot of things. It could even be a combination since it sits next to seven of cups of some type of one of those lacks is either creating or building up a bit of a fantasy way of thinking or I could say a delusional way of thinking. It could be that something about this lack of thinking or doing something is causing a fair amount of indecision or stall out. I suppose in a sense it could even be comfort. I've seen those messages coming a lot lately. About the cycle trying to push us out of our comfort zones. Like our emotional comfort comfort zones. And how living in one of those spaces mentally for so long can lead to a detriment of some type. So they are minor cards I'm going to try not to get as serious as I was getting before. So I think it's either the remnants of something you've already been working on or it's just like a little not great so let it go. It could also be as I was saying the first time I tried to write this that the seven of cups could represent relationships. And maybe inside one door there was somebody who was kind of okay or someone who sucked or someone who was good but you weren't like on the same page. I'm hearing thank u next as a way to describe this seven of cups. Except for instead of it being in a healthy way like okay now I'm going to get to know myself instead of serial dating and then end up dating all the wrong people because I haven't focused enough on myself or thought about why these aren't working. The five of pentacles could represent like this feeling of okay I've dated all these people where I've looked for people in all of these different doors and I'm just not finding what I'm looking for. I'll never find what I'm looking for. And then that mental energy is just attracting more garbage I guess. Those are just some interpretations. Of what that's seven of cups and five pentacles combination should be. Because seven of cups is illusion, it's fantasy, it can be multiple choices or needing to make a decision. And five of pentacles is like just a bad head space to be in too. So any combination of those things. Where that 7 of cups energy is being caused by the 5 of pentacles whatever that is for you.

Scorpio though usually can be about fear. So I would guess that there is some element of fear involved in either making a decision or feeling like you don't know what choice or path is right or building up this sort of fantasy or escapism or whatever. It just feels like something you've told yourself that isn't really true and it's based on a negative take on something. That's what it's looking like and death is saying that it's related to some type of fear which could just be fear of coming out of your comfort zone or fear of coming out of a way of thinking that you've lived by that's just comfortable to you and easy to live by. Like it's an excuse I guess is what I want to say like maybe you've been telling yourself some type of excuses like well I don't have anybody because XYZ or I've never had time or I'm not attractive enough or I have to have this done first. And death is like stop playing like let that go. It's not true it's just s*** you tell yourself. And it comes from a place of fear. Acknowledged that and let the s*** go so that you can change. Because nothing is going to come in and be certain until this is dealt with. And it could be deep rooted in other things because that's that Scorpio energy too like you have to dig deep and deal with heavy stuff and let it go.

I think too it could be a self worth or confidence issue besides fear because the calla lily card is like acknowledge things you have accomplished. There's nothing wrong with acknowledging what you've done right or in this case it could be acknowledging that you deserve more or I just think you need to acknowledge whatever delusion or escapeism or excuses that you've been kind of living by or telling yourself even if it's unconscious stuff you're like I don't know what I'm still holding on to what am I afraid of. Because I'm like that too but think about it if you felt stuck. Why have you been stuck. Have you been comfortable where you're at. Like does the idea of changing your routine tomorrow freak you out? Would it freak you out if something new came in, a new person or a new job or a new location or even switching apartments or even switching shampoos?

Sometimes we tell ourselves things like well it's safe here and I know the people and I don't live far from family and yeah that's what comfort is. It's safe. Nothing will change. And that goes for anything spiritual related to.

Another thing could be you've had feelings for someone for a while now, but you aren't sure what to do or haven't taken any action.

I also get a five of cups vibe from the achievement card in the sense that maybe you've been a bit more focused on something negative in the past. Instead of focusing on the potential of the future or other opportunities. Or how even closed doors can have lessons or one closed door can lead to another opportunity. So in terms of relationships that would definitely make me think if you're someone who has had a series of bad relationships or you just don't know what you're doing wrong, you feel more focused on the failures or disappointments than the potential successes of the future. So the card is like change your perspective from what failed to what worked out or the potential in the future.

And again that seems like it's going to be related to fear and other deep rooted emotional issues to sort through.

The undulation card with the escalators, this is about the ebb and flow of life which is why in theory it would be one escalator is going up and one is going down. This can also represent the same thing as death which is death and birth cycles or beginnings and ends. I think it can also indicate feelings of highs and lows and maybe not finding the right balance. Which also makes me think of the seven of cups because you never know what's going to be behind each of those doors. And I think there's some inconsistency in that. Like I also think that somebody would go into a comfort zone if they were always telling themselves that like I don't really want to deal with the unexpected. I don't want to take risks. I don't like the idea of the unknown element because maybe you got burned before or whatever reason you have to be not okay with that. And then you have the listen card which could be just saying we want you to recognize these patterns and acknowledge them. It could be that you are likely to be receiving signs or synchronicities or some type of message and spirit really wants you to be listening right now for that whatever that might be. Given the image, it could be through music. Certain lyrics or words. It could also be words that come from conversations you overhear but most likely it's going to be a sign that you can hear as opposed to maybe see you like numbers but listen can just be okay we want your attention.

You have the love oracles that came out and both are about action. They also follow each other their 48 and 49. What's kind of interesting is death is the 13th card so 49 adds up to 13. The other two cards are 7 and 5 which add up to 12. Which 8 and 4 at up to 12. So 12 and 13 could be significant or 3 and 4. In terms of dates or whatever. I mean in terms of numerology if I were looking at a 3 and 4 as being a big deal that would be social relationships or abundance or creativity and then for as usually stability. So it could be stability more in the area of all relationships or also just abundance in the sense that maybe you felt like you had bad luck or you've kind of been waiting for your payday in life and it just hasn't been happening or it's too inconsistent so you don't have any way to know for sure what is working with what you are trying to do. Like doing the spiritual work and sometimes it's like okay something good happens and then the next day you're back to feeling a certain way. So I don't see it as a roller coaster which can be a thing where you know not every day is going to be the same when you're doing spiritual work. This feels more like a cycle. I see this more I was just like going around in circles. When I see that it would make me think that something is repeating and it's repeating so that your attention will be drawn to what's causing it to repeat. Which would make me think it's a pattern of behavior. And again the universe is like okay you keep doing this this keeps happening so whatever bad results come of it, it's going to keep coming until you acknowledge this thing however small.

But like I said this seems to be more about creating a safe space for yourself that parallels the idea of a comfort zone. But it's a comfort zone built for you because you are afraid of change or the unknown or stuff that's just not stable or predictable. Which is life in general. Nothing about life or love is predictable. But there are elements you can control by controlling how you feel inside of yourself. If you control the fear you feel and conquer that, you essentially are now in control of the external circumstances. Like with pile one they got the judgment card so I had the sense that they had already been through that process or were very close to completing that process of working through those things. This pile still seems to have a bit more work to do. But at the same time it's also showing me it's very close. I just feel like you've done the work but you're still clinging to this unconscious fear of letting go of this world of safety you've built.

But I think like I told pile one, sometimes we switch phases almost like switching gears in a manual car. Where it's like if you have been in protective mode or analytical mode to try and sort through what work you need to do, then you do the work and it's like what about that phase between doing the work and being receptive. Where you let go of that control that you had. I think you need to have that phase of being analytical because without using some intellect and analytical abilities, how are you going to mentally perceive what areas you need to work on so that you can then apply that knowledge. Like that's an important phase but then you get stuck in it. Then you're constantly in that phase of okay what's next, what do I still need to work on, what do I need to do. And it's like okay well how do I let go of all that nine of swords energy. You can't just tell someone okay let go. But that's exactly what you have to do is then figure out what is holding you back from letting go. And in your case it's fear, fear of making decisions, fear of making decisions that would lead to change so you just find it easier to not make decisions at all.

So what does that have to do with love? Well for one this could be preventing a proper relationship from coming into you because you still have this bit to deal with or it will negatively impact a relationship. Not to say you have to be perfect going into relationship but you certainly don't want to bring or project anything serious onto a partner. Like if you are afraid of change, you might be afraid to open up to a new person or be vulnerable or even allow them into your life because that would obviously create change. And in general if you fear change, well it's not going to change with a relationship. You're going to do something and maybe sabotage and that's why you have to work on everything.

At least if you want a healthy relationship.

I also think in this case let's talk as if somebody will come through. I'm not seeing that. I'm seeing more they're still work for you to do in the next 6 months. Which doesn't mean nobody will come through, it might just mean nobody of quality will come through. whatever that means I just mean you probably want a good relationship and if you're still in lack mentality, it's not going to be as good as you want and you might attract somebody with similar issues. So I do feel like the universe is giving you signs to listen to so that you can adjust those final things. Which I think are small in the scheme of life and more just about being able to transition out of one way of thinking and into another that's a bit more okay I've done the work and I'm healed and now I'm okay living in that receptive energy. I don't think you're ready to live in that energy because you're still clinging to control and outcomes.

So actions speak loudly express your love through actions is interesting with a listen card. Also the demonstrate love find out what is important to those you love and act on it. So these three cards all have to do with listening or gathering information and then taking action. And this could speak back to your own situation of acknowledging the signs and interpreting them or processing that information and then taking action. What are you going to do to get out of that rut. What are you going to do to break free of your safety comfort zone you've been living in for some time.

In terms of let's say you do have a relationship that comes in in the next 6 months. It could be that you were them are going through something when you come together. And there might be a conversation about heavy or deep emotional issues in which you'll need to listen to them. I think also it will be mutual in the sense that both of you will talk about some pretty deep and personal things and you might find some camaraderie and similarities through that. But I think also it could lead to a bit of triggering in both of you. Because it seems like heavy stuff. And it could be that they reveal something significant and you have to make a decision after that regarding this information if it's relevant to the relationship. Like maybe they're asexual and you're not. That's just an example. It could also just be that maybe there's something you still need to work on in regard to being a good partner and that could be being able to listen to that person and understand what they need and then taking action in the sense like knowing how to take care of another person or reading the mood. Maybe you're someone who's a bit more self-absorbed in relationships and needs to learn how to think more about the other person's needs. I wonder too if people who aren't single slipped into this pile looking for something because this reads more like people who are already together and need to have a conversation. And in listening to another person, that might be significant to the partner. Because there really is the sense of listening to someone. Whether it's your person coming in and may listen to you or vice versa or both. It could just be a general message to you as well about a very strong need to take action. Like they really want to get your attention and not only did they say listen but they're like okay something needs to happen here. You need to do something. Or this is going to keep repeating. Or even it could be a significant warning. It's not like I'm getting some reversed emperor but if someone's like listen take action listen take action it almost sounds like an alert right. So I have to throw it out there. But nothing else here is super serious unless you take death literally lol which isn't really lol.

let me just do an intuitive check here. Like I said there's several things indicating the idea of cycles. Of beginnings and ends. Totally makes sense for a full moon in Scorpio. Because literally we're releasing something and Scorpio is also about bringing things to light so that they can be let go. Undulation makes me think of cycles. Intuitively I personally think like you're the figure in seven of cups and you have lots of doors and options. Maybe that's scary in itself but I really feel like the universe wants you to just pick a door it doesn't really matter what door you want it just wants you to pick a door or at least develop the ability to not be afraid to open the door. But if you open no doors you're just going to sit on the steps going nowhere and kind of living in this fantasy comfort world isn't really real. I feel like maybe you've told yourself it's safe or giving reasons why it's better to stay in this one place but the five of pentacles tells me it's not coming from a good place and it's more of a delusion or an excuse so it's time to let that go. some of that might be related to self-worth issues or feelings of failure in the past and you don't want to be heard again or you don't want to fail again so the callily is saying you haven't failed there are plenty of achievements or things you've done that have been great or worked out so one more reason to say that everything you're telling yourself for why you can't make a decision or choose that or leave the comfort zone is a lie. Because you've had successes but you're telling yourself something that's not true. And you keep doing it. That's why if you feel like things have stayed the same especially in your love life but in your life in general I bet, it's because you're not fixing the one last thing to push you out of the cycle. And that's the fear of change. And the other cards just as a general take action take action. You have to take some type of action you can't just sit in your little seven of cups fantasy world forever. Eventually you're going to have to open a door even if you don't know what's behind the door. And that could be a metaphor for a situation that repeats with your relationships or a situation that may come up in the next one. And maybe something about that situation or things you think are past failures have to do with maybe you feel like you didn't do enough. Because this card says actions speak loudly express your love through actions. I just got the feeling that maybe you feel like you didn't take enough action in some situation in love or in life and have put the blame on yourself or others or the universe or something like that. And this could be why the achievement card is coming in to say that you did enough. It wasn't you it wasn't anything or it was somebody but there's also nothing you can do about it and it's time to move on. I want to just read the demonstrate love as maybe discernment. Because it says find out what is important to those you love and act on it. If somebody isn't invested in you, you can move on. Or if somebody's intentions are right, you can pursue something. That's at the most basic general level for that card. So imagine if you had that discernment. If you had that ability to know a potential partners intentions, then it would be easy for you to choose a door in the sense that is this a yes or no. And I think there's a lack of confidence in your ability to make decisions or your intuition. And that's all tied up into this whole fear-based situation as you kind of stuck. And that also means it's keeping relationships from coming in.

So beyond that. Let's say you work on that and you want a sense of timing for the next potential relationship. Well the only time we have is Scorpio season. So that could be late October November. That might be how much time you still have to work on some of these things before you're ready for something. But I don't really even see somebody coming in in the next 6 months. I mean if they do, I guess they could be a Scorpio. And if there is a person, it might not be long-term and It might not be a match because there's illusion and not really being in a great mental space so if somebody comes in and it feels like that will it's not really anything you want to hold on to. It might be that ear attracted to somebody and then you listen to them and then you get to know them and then you're like I'm not feeling this. So it's either that or nothing until maybe Scorpio season and then there's it's not like I'm seeing the potential there it's just that the only time I have is Scorpio. I think it's more just depending on if you work on this stuff or not. And a lot of it can even be like it's keeping you in a safe zone in terms of maybe if you got a new job and you relocated you'd run into your soulmate but you're never going to do that because the idea of changing anything freaks you out. So I can be like oh Scorpio season but I don't really feel anything. And part of that could be that you are in control of the timing because you'll have to adjust these things so it's just depending on when you adjust them which could be this summer it could be next week it could be October or it could be a year from now. Because the universe is like take action. Well who else can take action except for yourself. So yeah this isn't a very fall in your lap reading. This is it's all up to you bro. And I hope that I explained to some of the things you'll have to work on or pay attention to that could be the hang-ups. Let me see if there's another way to take this that's more hopeful. Not that there's anything wrong with getting actual advice on what specifically is blocking a potential relationship manifestation. That's more than like just relax and go with the flow. Well you don't have to do with fear and comfort zones and change. And some other stuff.

But sure let's say maybe it's possible you have multiple options in love and don't know who to choose. I don't really see that because in the five of pentacles doesn't really make sense. I wonder too if maybe you have a hard time moving forward in relationships because there's a worry about yourself. Like I don't have enough money would be the biggest one since this is five of pentacles. Feeling like you know you have to have a certain amount of wealth or a certain type of house or car or otherwise it's like you're not worth somebody's time. And it could be multiple things maybe that's what the seven of cups is is like all of these doors are qualities that you're like well I just don't have this or that. Or it could be if you have too many expectations that are just completely unrealistic of a partner. Like you have a whole list of qualities for your manifestation that someone said be as specific as you want but it's like 10 pages and a power point and whatever then in that case I am still reading that as delusional. That's not going to be a lot of people but maybe that's a thing like your expectations are so unreasonable that it's almost offensive to expect another person to be only exactly as you see fit as opposed to also letting them be a human being that just happens to complement you.

But that could also be something that comes from a place deep inside that has to do with control. If you can control your manifestation or you can have control of what your partner is like. But it's just an illusion I guess. I'm really getting the sense of like illusion maybe that's why I was drawn to the idea of the 12th house stuff since that's kind of supernatural magic. And even this death card they look like a magician don't they. So it does make me think of manifestation. But like there's something lacking to bring this manifestation to life. Or something about this is a magic act.

Or maybe even there's something delusional or not real about something someone says to you. I mean it could be the things you tell yourself and we're back to that whole making excuses thing but it could be someone else that comes in and the things that they tell you just don't seem right. And you have to use your discernment and be like I don't know about this person. Which is more what I went into the first time that I wrote this as if like some really not so great person was coming in. And that's always a possibility.

Because I still really feel like besides bringing your attention to something you keep repeating, there's also just like literally someone's guides if it's a specific message really want your attention. They really want you to pay attention to something and it's something that's being shown to you or something being said through other means by your guides or really paying attention to what another person says.

It's really weird It's a very strange spread. I think all of those things apply especially about living in a bit of a fantasy world of your own creating for whatever purposes that seem to be around fear and change. But, there's also a sense of someone really wanting to get your attention. But like about what besides the message. Is there a specific message for even one person to warn them about something. For some of you should I say pay special attention to music lyrics. Not really when it says listen and speak loudly and find out what is important and act on it. There's definitely a big message in here about listening and gathering information and then upon doing that taking action. Which fits with the seven of cups in this deck because it's specifically like if you're incapable of making a decision, gather more information first. And five of pentacles could just be significant in terms of you lack information lol. And if that were the case, I would think that you'll have another chance to figure out that information and this time you'll be more aware and then you'll be able to take appropriate action. Which in that sense it fits pile one because that was exactly how I described judgment as I see it. It's describing the whole process you go through a discernment so that from your patterns in order to come out of them, you figure out why they keep repeating and then you change it so it will stop. And that's judgment is learning the ability to do that. So I'm not sure if you have learned that or are still in the process of that. Or mastering it I guess. Or it's just saying that again when you come to a situation in your next relationship, I think that your discernment skills will be tested. So that I guess I really hate to say this but I do feel like maybe the next person will come in and they won't be that great and it will be about you realizing from what they say or what they do or if what they say and do don't match up that they're sketchy. And so the test is to make sure that you realize this and take action to show the universe that you have figured out the cycle and that way when the right person comes in, you'll know it and you'll also be at the right frequency to attract what you deserve. Because maybe right now you haven't completely reached that frequency of the ideal partner that you probably have in mind. Otherwise it's just still working on not having enough confidence in yourself and still hanging on to some old patterns but yeah that's a pretty long way of saying things in the same way. I was kind of searching for something positive this second time around but it's about the same. I just think this is a message that they're still work to be done in the next 6 months so I'm not going to tell you marriage bells are ringing. I still think you're doing some work but like I said you have all of the power in terms of timing. The universe is waiting on you to figure something out and in that moment your person could show up like 7 days from then so you're kind of a big component in when you're next relationship comes in. Until then it's almost like there's no face or there's nobody who's appearing yet. But like I said that doesn't mean someone might not come in but I just don't see them as a soulmate or long-term partner. Not within 6 months from now.

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Pile 3

Pile three! Well this is certainly interesting. If you are reading this when I post it, which is May 2022, you could start something new in the summer months, particularly June to August since we have Gemini and Leo energy here. Of course, this could be your energy or the other person's. Not to say you haven't dated for a while but that could be the case. However, the back of the deck indicates someone who has probably spent a long time being single or a long time not really finding the ideal person. I also feel like, you are somebody who has been doing a lot of self-work. Over an extended period of time. I don't really know what's happened, but it gives me the impression that something could have gone on in your life, that would have taken a more extended period of time to heal yourself from. This can be a bad relationship, but it can be other things. It could also indicate somebody who has been focusing more on career.

And, I lean more toward an incident in the past probably with relationships. There might have even been issues of codependency here. And perhaps you ran into a karmic relationship in which you had to learn a harsh lesson about how to learn to be happy or at least learned some kind of lesson about self-worth during a time of independence or being alone or being single. Otherwise I imagine if you never learned it, when you did date somebody, the same thing would keep happening over and over. So when I look at the forgiveness card. It reminds me of five of cups. So there might have been a lot of time wondering things like why does nothing ever work out or why do I always meet the wrong kind of people. There could be issues in which other people hurt you and you might need to forgive in a sense but not necessarily have to forget. It could also be forgiving yourself for what you believe are your own faults. They don't necessarily have to be true, but they could be beliefs that you hold on to. It could even be that you were the person who hurt someone else, and you need to receive forgiveness or apologize. Take that how it resonates. because the general message of this card doesn't put blame anywhere, it just says nothing is gained by holding on to past disappointments. The image too also gives me this feeling of somebody being iced up. So there could have been hesitancy here to date again. Or it's somebody being locked into a certain memory of a relationship. It could also be that if this image represents your heart, it's been frozen for some time and it's waiting something magical. Because to decide there is someone playing a violin and I get too messages from that. You know that joke about when someone complains a lot, someone plays the world's smallest violin. And that's not meant to be little anything you went through of course. But it's more of like an internal remark to yourself that okay how long are you going to hold on to this or feel sorry for yourself or play the victim. And the other message is that there is something deep inside of you that is waiting for epic romance. It makes me drawn to pile one too because they have the listen card. So I feel like maybe music could really help this pile in terms of relaxing or sorting through their feelings. Some of you could be musicians or somebody coming in could be one. But mostly I feel like this is romantic energy. Like even after everything you've been through, there's still a fantasy of romance. But again this could be someone stuck on a previous relationship and imagining it as better than it was if it ended.

With the insight card, I get a few things too. On the one hand, I feel like it's telling me that what I'm going to say later about the tarot is something that is coming up for you. The other thing is that you have gained insight about previous relationships or yourself that were meant to be acquired in order for you to move on to the next relationship in your life. So it's giving me kind of like a queen of pentacles and high priestess vibe. I feel like your intuition has grown to the point that you shouldn't or you won't repeat the same mistakes as before or when I say mistakes I mean you won't ignore the red flags that appeared in previous relationships or even your own behavioral red flags that the cards seem to be pointing more toward issues of codependency. This could be people pleasing, not enforcing boundaries, ETC

It's this cornflower card that points me to the dependency issues. Maybe you feel less of a person if you're single, especially if you've been single for a long time. But there's also a message here of not just dating anyone because you feel lonely which you might have done previously. Or settled. I like this line from the card where it says this flora knows how to achieve a healthy state of independence, tending to those around it while caring for itself. So that seems to be the lesson that you had to learn for yourself probably after a breakup or something significant happening.

Now when we get to the tarot. As I mentioned with the back of the deck, there is a sense of having to put in effort into something for a very long time. Perhaps doing it on your own. It seems to be related to building up self-worth or even career or financial related things but mostly I see this as issues of the self. It also really does give me a sense of having to be on your own to do a lot of things. But that's pretty typical for spiritual work is that even if we have a community, nobody can really heal us except ourselves. And then there's a lot of personal insight we get during that journey. And then when we apply it to the next relationship, we can make healthier choices. Or we can not be afraid to put our own interests ahead. Or we can learn how to care for ourselves while also being able to accommodate someone else. Not just that but then you would more likely be attracted to someone who has also done the work so that you aren't essentially having to be their mother or father or caretaker.

So with the tarot, the first card to come out is the sun. There's a lot of relief in this card for me as in like with this seven of pentacles at the back, and the 10 of Wands, there has probably been a lot of darkness, so there is a light at the end of the tunnel and that's what the sun is telling me. There is happiness at the end, a lot of clarity, fun, joy. Again, this could happen during Leo season or could involve a Leo coming into your life. It's interesting that you have the queen of pentacles at the back and then the next cards that fell out are king of pentacles, lovers, ace of pentacles. So this person has also done work. They are going to be very responsible, reliable. They probably have a good career, have their finances in order. I feel like they are really somebody you can lean on. Like before you were just this 10 of Wands character, carrying this whole burden on your back but the king would come in and share your burden. Or at least give you advice on what you can do to delegate. Not to say they will come in and take over and then again there's another code dependence issue like relying totally on this person because you want it to be balanced. I just feel like this person will be a lot more balanced than anybody you've ever dated before. Because they are so self-sufficient themselves and so in touch with who they are. They seem very mature. Regardless of gender of course. I feel like they are really going to help you and a lot of ways but I think it's going to be mutual. We have the lovers, so there's going to be really good communication. I feel like a really strong mental connection. Lots to talk about, lots and common but almost like you're bringing in a different perspective. You know how two people can be different and maybe they don't get along but then there's two people who are different and they complement each other. So I see a lot of things in common because lovers can be harmony. I also feel like you will work together well. Whether you meet them through a work or project situation, you just seem to naturally flow and agree on things together. You might each add something to a plan, but it will work together so well. You know like if someone is like oh hey I think we should do this kind of wood floor, and then the other person is like oh then we should totally do this type of paint and you're like oh my god yeah that looks so great. So there's a lot of vibing happening. There is a solid offer. You're the third group and I think it was pile one that got ace of cups, so I won't say oh well it's a pentacle so it's not as emotional. That card was already taken. But you could have gotten a page of cups so we will take this as, when there is a offer, it's going to be reliable and really certain on this person's behalf. But it almost makes me feel like it starts as friendship. Which can be the best relationships.

I do see it as more of a slower progression from the point of when you meet. I mean if you meet and they are a co-worker or someone you meet through work, it just might be that you don't spend enough time with each other for it to be like that or someone's being professional or but to me it seems like it has a more solid foundation and starts off as a strong friendship that would grow over time into something really special. Because I almost feel like you are two people who really at this point in your lives after everything you've gone through, have to get to know the person first. Like you're just instinctually building up a foundation. This may have to do with trust issues. But it's not like a hesitation. It's just now you know what to look out for and what you want and you want to be sure. And you have the tools to do that now whereas maybe before you didn't. And it's almost like you're both kind of sniffing each other out. Not obviously. But just, that seems to be both of your approaches here.

You may be independent yourself and you used to at least now at this point doing things on your own. I think this person is too. And that might be something that comes up because you both are independent people. I don't think either of you are the type who would want to be smothered by the other but I still see you as both being idealists when it comes to love even though it might not look like that at first or on the surface for either of you. I think this person will have a hard time reading you and you will probably have a hard time reading this person. You'll both sense something, but it's like both of you will keep just enough distance that the other person isn't entirely sure. Which ends up prolonging the whole situation because both of you are probably like okay well that's a red flag for me if they're keeping a distance. So it begins this whole cycle of like I don't know how they feel and they don't know how you feel even though you both feel a certain way but then you also feel another certain way because nobody is showing their cards.

I think you would both have a lot of fun together. I think this person will have a lot of the Leo characteristics of being outgoing and brave and probably would like attention lol. Like they might try to show off in front of you. They might have a bit of pride or ego. They might be relatively good looking. I think they're pretty funny. I think that they are good at communicating in the sense that they won't say things that they don't mean. They could leave things out, but I think the way they speak is very bold. They could even have a Leo mercury or Leo Venus. Because there is something very bold in how they express themselves.

You or they could both be writers of some kind or they could be in acting or some type of performance level job. I do think there can be times when they are a little bit overdramatic. But what I'm also seeing in the lovers card here is that there are two people who are lifting up this moon and building something. So again you might work together literally or when you come together you might build something really great together. Something that you would share with the world. Just as a really easy example like two people writing a book together. Two people acting in a movie together. Or ones and actor and one is a writer. You might even meet because of an offer like say yeah they are an actor and someone is like hey can you write this movie. And then you have to work together.

I feel a sense of admiration. It could be mutual, but I definitely feel like you will admire them in some way. I think because they have a very warm personality. I don't know if they will be outgoing or shy, Leo would indicate they are outgoing but I just feel like you'll be drawn to their personality or their warmth or how they interact with you. I think they will be romantic and affectionate once you get to know them in a romantic way. They might be somebody who does nice little gestures. Or the way they talk is affectionate or they praise you or they want praise. But I still think whatever they say they really mean. It's not meant to flatter you they won't say anything that they don't mean. Unless it's flirting. I do kind of get that once they warm up to you, this is a person who could be quite flirty. That might even be part of their personality with people that they know.

I feel like at the beginning too one or both of you might be kind of stubborn. I guess I see it as both of you but in different ways maybe. Because when I look at the ace of pentacles, there is a bowl and a goat and they both look like they're ready to butt heads. Or not each other but there is something here about being fixed or stubborn. Maybe because you both have really strong personalities, there could be the slightest of clashes in the beginning when you don't know anything about each other. I also this is so random but they or you could be into 90s grunge. Especially Nirvana. Or maybe they have a tattoo related to Nirvana. I wonder if this person will mirror you in the sense that they had to work through some past issues of codependency. Or if maybe when the two of you meet and clash or like your energy mixes, some of those old issues might come back right away. So you want to make sure you don't fall back into any old patterns. Not just you but I think this person will also struggle with that. Which might be what pushes the two of you away at first because you're like okay I'm feeling some type of way but that kind of freaks me out and I don't want to do what I did last time and I can't totally read the person so I don't know if I want to proceed even though I know I should be honest and upfront but also like we're working together and I can't ruin this relationship and I'm not even sure anyway so let's just see. So yes it could be like a slow burn situation, I think it's strangers to lovers as opposed to enemies to lovers.

But, as people often say there is a power couple vibe. I feel like even though the two of you have done work on your own that's really strong, when you come together, even more will heal because the two of you together will be able to heal the remaining shadow parts that have been going on. Or like any remaining trust issue. I really feel like this person at least for you will kind of give you faith in other people again. At least relationships. Because they seem really genuine. With a Leo, I think they will be loyal. But yeah you just want to be mindful of what you've learned so far and even if they are a great match for you, you need to make sure to not fall into it too fast. I think they'll be doing the same thing though. I think they'll be thinking the same thing. And the two of you might flirt and talk and enjoy each other's company and then suddenly something will click in the mind and you'll be like okay this is going to well lol.

It really does feel like someone who's waited a long time for the right person. And this person would be at that level. And there are no guarantees on timing so don't get frustrated if this person doesn't show up in the next 6 months but I do see this as the ultimate soulmate person. If you aren't looking for something romantic, then just apply it as a really excellent best friend. Like somebody who will stay a best friend for a long time and be a very good and reliable friend and a fun one.

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the-silver-peahen-residence · 6 months

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||The mokkori's punishment and lesson 4: dragon and Jackal team up/Final||

*Waving* Hi. Just writing the last chapter of the lesson drabble for my friend but it seems we are continuing with this one now being the last chapter. So, lets see what this story takes place for our friends hmm?

IF you wanna read the three lessons they are under here:

Lesson one

Lesson two

Lesson three

((Your reading lesson 4/final chapter))

||Drabble Summary||

Mineta has gone and messed up when both Davion and Jaron finds out he has stolen the panties again from the girls to even sneaking a kiss to Melinda! Now, a Jackal and dragon are in rage. What will happen to Mineta now? Read to find out.

||Warning||

~Beatdown will happen later or in between

~Chase scene will happen with both Davion and Jaron working together in drabble

~scary girl moments will happen and boy scary moments too.

((~Guests in Drabble~))

The DBT along with some other fractions like The Lupins, The Demon Elite Anthem, The Upstander Campagin, and the Knights of Darkness belong to my friend @demon-blood-youths

While The cursed vixens, Shallow Butterflies, The season demon warriors, The Elemental Phoenix feathers, and The Dark Eclipse nightshades of both boys and girls belong to me. A few of the A-1 class members are guests but I do rp as a few of them.

((Note: This drabble will have heavy grammar mistakes and errors but this was written for fun. I hope you understand but also enjoy please.))

"Well, this is a nice hall. My collection is getting bigger and bigger!" Mineta was happily hiding again near some area of New York City after losing Melinda. He was smiling at the cute girl panties he stole from her and blushing from the stolen ones he has gotten again! He just won't listen and it just gets worse and worse for him.

"Though, I know the others back in the small hotel will be wondering where I am even if we are over seas. This is the best!" he sighed thinking of all the girls in the fractions so far. He already had plans on trying to steal more and more again.

"I better hurry up and get out of here before I get caught." he snickered but he rushes off while not knowing he was going to be hunted in a moment.

~~~~~~Meanwhile~~~~~~~

"Wait, again!?" Shdwkyz said seeing a very disturbing angry Vivi who was glowing a dark violent purple mixed with black. It seems her panties were stolen again! Even seeing some of the guys trying to calm the girl members down.

"Yes Shdwkyz..again. I'm really really getting sick of this little rat..stealing my clothing.." she said in a cold tone that he sweatdrops seeing her quirk reacting rather dangerous. Oh boy.

"Breezy please calm down! We'll find him don't worry!" Rust said even if Breezy was freezing the air around her showing sharp needles. Yeah the hurricane was pissed!

"But this is getting out of hand! He's stolen our clothes AGAIN! I thought the last beating we gave him told him not to do it anymore!" Haliee cried while seeing seeing Damien trying to calm her down.

"Well, he's pushing his luck because he's stolen a lot more! We need to find that little fucker and make the beating worse!" Kali said in rage now but Rex was calming her down even if he saw his sister Ashley crying and Joshua helping her calm down.

"I say we just beat him worse the next time!" Vanessa said even looking more furious than ever.

"Well, we already have some idea on what to do but we need to spread out to find him. He could be anywhere!" Fin said with arms crossed with the others thinking about it. Even Ahmed sigh to think of this. True, they need a plan but that's when he noticed.

"Speaking of which, where is Jaron?" he asked but the DBT boys tense to think. The last time they saw him he went 'out' for a bit but they had a idea of what and where he went.

"...Lets just say he's.......'out' right now. But I'm sure he will be back soon." Navarro said even if the others were unsure. They sounded worried and nervous. Ink blinks when hearing this but that also includes her cousin. He wasn't seen after hearing a familiar angry shout one time. So where could they be right now?

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Mineta was relaxing like nothing was wrong, eating some hot dogs while smiling. He had the stolen panties and bras in the bag so no one knows what was in them. It was like the best day for him even thinking about going to Philly to see the fractions there. Or remembering some of the girls from the Seeker tribe fraction and the elemental phoenix feather fraction. He still even had a pair each from the girls there!

"Well, seems I can move on. I wonder where I should go next?" He snickered finishing up his food and gets off the chair while happily picking up the sack. He was about to head out before hearing some growling. "Huh?"

He sees three growling familiars smelling and trying to pick up some scent. It seems Mineta wonders what they were while holding the bag of stolen girls underwear. "You know...I wonder who they belong to??" he mutters but he turns to start walking off then saw Christine look up. It seems she saw him and smelled the air before growling.

Mineta blinks looking back now seeing the three growling at him. "....Uh oh.." That's when Christine, Sid, and Layla started chasing him! With a yelp, he begins running away from the three that was now chasing him.

~~~~~Back with the others~~~~~~~~~

The guys were finally able to calm the girls down with some sweets which helped but Fosh was seeing Mouse trying to find Mineta with him helping before Fosh was upset inside seeing that Mineta stolen from her again!

"Damn it. Where did he even go. I can't see him on the cameras and he's not even showing up in the regular areas." He said.

"But he's got to be somewhere Fosh. He can't have gotten far." Maggie grumbled with T-bone rubbing her back. Even Ping and Taz were upset with Gerald rubbing Ping's back and Timmy rubbing Taz's back worried. Both were upset too but didn't show it.

"I am looking everywhere from camera to camera. I even asked the other hackers to help us out but nothing yet." he said but keeps looking.

"Well, that little fucker better hope no one finds him but if I did I would have blown his ass sky high! Hell, even the six claws are looking for him!" Echo said in rage that her green eyes were red as Navarro was trying to calm her down and being sure Ink was good. She was thanks to Jinx but he knew they were pissed too.

However, as he was looking he got a call to look at his phone. A Jackal icon was seen telling him it had to be Jaron. He picks it up and speaks. "Hello? Jaron?"

"Fosh....did you find Mineta?" Fosh looked nervous hearing the new tone from the Jackal's voice. Even the others were shocked hearing his tone. He didn't sound like the happy cheerful cook they always knew. Oh no no no, he sounded really cold, and a bit darker than normal. What the heck happened? This even shocked the DBT a bit. Yeah, the Jackal was pissed.

"I...N..No. I'm still trying to find him with Mouse helping me. He's not being seen on the cameras and we been looking for a while." he said but got nothing from Jaron didn't speak to sigh.

"That little thief has to be somewhere..he couldn't have gone far..right?"

"U...Uhh..n..no. But I'll keep looking for him with Mouse helping me. He can't have gotten far Jaron." he said but Jaron was driving looking around but he was already looking about.

"Hmm...well, I'll keep looking..he's bound to be somewhere." he said.

"Yeah, but we will keep-"

"Hold on..." Fosh blinks to look at Mouse as she was checking a camera.

"What's wrong mouse? Did you find something?" he asked.

"Yeah...I'm picking up something near the North! I...wait, isn't that Jaron's three familiar jackals?" she asked showing the screen seeing the three chasing someone holding a bag stuffed with something.

"Wait.....that's Mineta! He's near Davion's location!" he said but Jaron heard that.

"So the thief is there....thanks Mouse and Fosh..." he said before hanging out but everyone was silent to slowly look at one another.

"I..I never heard Jaron sound so cold before..that's new." Hex said looking nervous.

"Y..Yeah..he sounded really an..angry.." Ashley said worried.

"Well, he has a right to be. Mineta stole Melinda's panties like the other girls AND he kissed her cheek! If that's not one way to piss him off then Mineta should be begging for mercy if Jaron finds him." Rust said but Shdwkyz thinks.

"Though remember Davion knows about this so you know he's keeping a eye out for him. You don't think he's just got Jaron on him. He's also got Davion on his ass too." the snake said but they knew it was true. Oh boy.

~~~~Near Davion's section~~~~~

Mineta was running tired but scared from the three familiars trying to lose them. They were quick but he had to get away before they catch him. He looks left and right trying to find a way out before making a right turn in a alley way to keep quiet. The three jackals went by barking trying to find him but the other lets out a breath to see they went off to keep looking.

"Seems I might be hunted again. I better move before I'm found." he said quickly leaving to try finding another area to hide but as he did, a wave of flames hits in front of him to make Mineta jump back startled. "!?!" He backs up from the hot red flames but walks into someone.

"....."

"So your the little fucking thief that stolen from my cousin?"

Mineta's face went pale slowly tilting his head back to look up. He saw a very tall but very angry male above him. His eyes were amber red with flames showing in his hands. Even his dragon wings were seen. Davion the dragon bounty hunter has found him. This made Mineta pale even worse shaking in tears.

"Uhhhhh...t..thief? What thief? I don't know what your talking about man! Hahahahaha.." He said scared backing up but Davion growls making the other yelp.

"Don't lie to me! I know you stole from my cousin and her friends! You little sick fuck have their underwear and bras in that bag don't you?" he said.

"I..I don't! I DON'T!" he said but held the bag tight like his life depended on it. "Besides, I don't know anything about the girls in New York. Or your sexy cousin or anything-" he laughed but stops when hearding a very angry dragon that was changing to his dragon humanoid form.

".......oops....."

"You fucking little..."

"Uhhhh I'm going to go now sooooo......." backing up, he quickly runs away to get from Davion.

"HEY! GET BACK HERE YOU LITTLE SHIT!" he roars taking flight while Mineta was screaming.

"LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU'LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!" he screams running off from the rage fueled dragon. Davion roars out but was chasing him in the air now trying to catch him.

"WHEN I GET MY FUCKING HANDS ON YOU, I'M GOING TO WRING THAT LITTLE NECK OF YOURS FOR MESSING WITH MY COUSIN AND HER FRIENDS!" he roars hearing Mineta screaming in fear as he ran.

However, down the road, Jaron was checking something trying to figure where the thief was but that's when he saw his three familiars Christine, Sid, and Layla show up. "Did you three find anything?" He asked seeing the three give light nods pointing to the north. Looking that way, Jaron glares to see the familiars lead him as he slams on the gas speeding off to follow them. He was not going to let this slide when it came to his friends but the same goes for anyone messing with his girlfriend.

Mineta was running afraid of a dragon trying to burn him to ashes as he runs with the bag of stolen underwear and bras. He didn't want to die by the scary dragon. He did throw a few of his purple balls at him but the did stick to him. Even using them to jump away quickly.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!" he screams.

"GET BACK HERE!" Davion shouted trying to knock him down but Mineta looks ahead seeing a street but he quickly bounces to the right seeing Davion make a sharp turn to the same direction.

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck!" Mineta was still running for his life trying to get away from the dragon. But as he did, he heard something speeding to see a car coming up. He blinks to look but noticed it.

Wait, wasn't that Melinda's boyfriend? When getting a look, he can see that the Jackal's expression was..not friendly. He looked ready to do something that scared the grape hero.

"uh oh.." He quickly jumps over a fence and runs through a alley way as Davion sees him disappearing. He growls to look but saw Jaron screech to a stop.

"Jaron!"

"Shit.....he got away." He said not happy but Davion sighed. "Don't worry, I know a short cut. He can't get far. I'll take the north side but you take the other side. We will catch him." he said seeing Jaron nod but gets back in the car to quickly drive off and Davion taking the skies again. One of them will find him for sure.

~~~~~~With Mineta~~~~~~

He keeps on running but finally gets back to a hiding spot. Seems he was able to get to where he's been able to get a breather from the two hunting him down. He was tired from running but at least he got his so called treasure.

"Too close...they were too close. I think I'll have to keep a eye out from now on. Though, at least they didn't catch me." he smiled now looking through the bag of cute panties. He was nuzzling his cheeks against a few of them with a smile but even already looking happy. His true treasure. He knew nothing would stop him! Nothing would make him give up the ways.

"Though, this is too good haul." he laughed still looking at the pairs of bras too. Nothing could ruin this for MIneta. However, as he was looking through and giggling that's when he heard three growling to make him stop. He blinks to look up seeing three familiars again.

"Oh no.." Wait, did they find him!? He quickly gets up to put the stole panties and bras back in the bag to get away from his hiding spot but as he gets out of the hiding spot, he sees it go up in flames thanks to a Dragon from above who finally found him! He looks scared running off but that's when a car screeches to a stop in front of him to make Mineta stop and fall on the ground wincing.

He sees Davion land but he made sure he didn't get away but he looks seeing the car door open showing a rather silent Jaron Jackal. He shuts the door but looks to walk over while standing in front of the thief.

"Ummmmm...It's not what it looks like?" Mineta laughed only for Christine, Sid, and Layla to growl at him even louder with the baby pup joining who growls and yips at him mad too.

"No? Well it seems like it does you little punk!" Davion said cracking his knuckles scaring the hero before he got scared.

"You know.." he heard Jaron speak but he didn't show the upper part of his face due to the hat. "I'm really never the type of guy to be violent even when it comes to working on a way to make peace with anyone but you know that don't you?" Jaron asked but Mineta blinks getting a bad feeling.

"I..I do..."

"Well...you also know I'm not the one for violence towards anyone......however.." that's when he lifts the hat up that Mineta really paled seeing him. Jaron's eyes were cold and deadly but he was showing that same disturbing smile on his face.

"You..Oh my friend you on the other hand deserve a far worse violent punishment than what you gotten so far. No one.....gets away with being a creep to my friends and team members.." However his expression darkens that the upper part of his face was shadowed.

"And No fucking asshole gets away with stealing my girlfriend's panties or fucking touching/kissing her. So..maybe you need a more...'learning lesson' so you won't do this again...right Davion?" he said with that thrill seeking grin but Mineta was shaking in tears knowing Davion was glaring with a evil smirk.

"True. Lets show him......" he said as the two looks to him that Mineta was crying.

"W..wait, wait we can talk about this! I'll be good! I won't do it again!! Please don't kill me!" he begs.

"Oh? Well, everyone has given you a chance Mineta..and you blew it so..maybe you need a more harder lesson.......but don't worry...it will hurt for a while.." Jaron said as Mineta tries to get away from the two but he got grabbed by them.

"W..wait No no NO! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" His scream was echoing through the area to signal he got caught by both Jaron and Davion while he received the worse beating of his life. Even worse than the ones he's gotten so far.

Seems the thief was caught.

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Hours later, everyone was meeting up with each other. Even with the Six claws, the fractions wondering what happened. It seems both Davion and Jaron found him but Jaron gave him the punishment. However during that time, Melinda came back from her look around while she was tired after getting a call from Mouse to come back.

"Mouse, I just got your message. Did you guys have any luck finding him?" she asked but she looks up. Mouse saw but sighed.

"Well no but it seems Davion and Jaron found him." she said.

"Oh? Did they? But where.." she asked for Mouse to point. In the kitchen, everyone was speechless seeing Mineta shaking in fear while cleaning up and behaving for once. He was being watched by Jaron who was showing a smile.

"See? It was not too bad was it?" he said having a hand on his shoulder even if he was gripping it, scaring Mineta even more.

"N..N..N..No s..s...sir. Nope. It was fine. All fine!" he said crying even if he also looked like a mess. Mineta got some burns on him from Davion, a few bruises, a swollen eye, blood was seen but cleaned up and he looked just like a mess.

After catching him, Jaron made Mineta give the girls their stolen clothes again well after washing them well so it was like he never took them but he gave them back so the girls can fold them and put them away in carrying bags to take home.

He then was forced to give a full written down sorry to every girl he's stolen from. Even to the ones on a video chat with the fraction girl members in philly, the ones from the jujutsu group, and the ones from New Jersey. Jaron then had asked Davion help with getting another beat down by the boys this time while making him say sorry once more to insure he wouldn't do this again.

Yeah, he made sure Mineta learned his lesson alright. Even the boys in the fractions was shocked not expecting this from Jaron. And he's usually the peace keeper! Though, they seem even he had a breaking point.

".....Ummm..did I miss something?" Melinda asked with a sweatdrop.

"Yeah..you missed a bit but we'll explain later." Mouse said but the guys were nervous to speak seeing Mineta cleaning up like a good boy. She goes to see then noticed.

"Ummm Jaron?" He heard Melinda's voice to look at her but his gentle happy self relaxed seeing his girlfriend.

"Hey Melinda, I'm happy to see you came back. I was wondering where you been to." he said going to happily hug her tight even if she blinks to hug him back.

"Yeah I was..looking for that little thief but it seems you and Davion found him." she said.

"We did but..Melinda, I believe Mineta has something to say to you...don't you Mineta?" Jaron said in a scary yet happy tone making Mineta more scared.

"I..I do.." he said shaking but he looks to Melinda but was bowing his head.

"I..I'm sorry Miss Brooks. I didn't mean t..to steal your panties, bras and uhh...k..kiss you on the cheek. T..that was wrong of me s..so I cleaned them for you a..and...uhhh...been doing some things to help Jaron around! B..but I hope you like the tea and things I made." he said but Melinda blinks.

Wait, he did what now? She looked more shocked seeing he even had her stolen panties and bras clean like he said but they were resting in Jinx's arms to insure he didn't try anything.

"I...Ummm thank you I think.." she mutters even with Mineta going back to cleaning up. She looks to him but then at Jaron who was happy.

"....I get the feeling you really scarred him for life Jaron.." she said.

"Well, you know I'm not the one for violence Melinda but when it comes to you I have to make a little acception. No one won't harm or do anything to you again." he said happily hugging her but she blinks to blush a little even from that. He even pulls back to gently kiss her cheek while she blushed worse.

Before asking, she then saw Christine, Sid, and Layla appear happily licking her face as they tackle her down. Even the baby pup was yipping and resting on her head.

"H..Hey guys wait that tickles!" she said trying to calm them down but Jaron was happy. See all was well again!

"....Note to self, never piss Jaron off. That was fucking scary.." Rust mutters to the DBT males who agreed on that.

"Agreed.." Fin mutters back.

"T..true.." Joshua said.

"...." Rex nods but agreed.

Yeah, they were scared from seeing Jaron that angry but that's what Mineta gets for stealing and kissing Jaron's girlfriend.

"Yeah...he's scary when pissed off. Even more than me." Bakugo admits that even the six claws were shocked hearing that from him! Though, they didn't question it. But it goes to show, never mess with someone's girlfriend but thanks to the Jackal and Dragon, the days of the mokkori thief has come to a close. So all was well.

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hotrod having his alt mode changed into a dragon sort of like predaking from transformers prime

"Are you sure they are here?"

Drift asked the others who also looked unsure. They had been expecting a prison not a planet with organic life. Chromia pulled up the message she'd recieved.

"This is where Jazz said they'd be."

Breakdown nodded even though he still looked unsure and would flinch at every sound. It made him wonder why Megaton sent him along with Dead End. The two couldn't transform into Menasor without the others.

Nodding absentmindedly he looked around hoping to spot his best friend. He'd gone missing over a thousand years ago, after walking home from Maccadams. They were supposed to leave together. However he'd gotten distracted by Ratchet and told Hot Rod to leave without him.

He's never forgiven himself for that decision, because after that night Hot Rod was never seen again until recently.

Optimus concerned about the amount of people going missing and never being seen again, sent special ops to find them. Megatron had also sent some of his people to help, but it was hard because Soundwave was one of the missing.

Jazz had stumbled upon a group of Quentessons who were still alive and experimenting on people. Jazz claims the missing have been experimented on and changed into something else. When the Quentessons have no use for them they are sent to this planet.

"I see Jazz's message went through."

They looked all up to see Hound smiling down at them from a tree.

Ratchet barked.

"Get down from there before you hurt yourself. I'm not going to repair you for being an idiot."

Hound smiled.

"It's good to see you Ratchet. Give me a moment to get down."

Hound easily climbed down and grinned at them.

"I'm supposed to show you where the missing are."

"Are they okay?"

He asked worried about his friend.

Hound hesitated before giving them a grave look.

"Their not like they used to be. The Quentessons have changed them and if they wanted to survive they had to change as well."

"What happened to them?"

Ratchet asked already thinking of ways to help them. He gave his Conjunx a found look, because It was one of the many reasons he loved him.

"The Quentessons have changed them into dragons very similar to predacons."

They all looked at him in shock thinking this was some kind of sick joke. Except Hound wasn't laughing. He looked serious.

Breakdown became nervous whispering to Dead End.

"Dragons? How are we going to transform into Menasor if he's a dragon?"

"I don't know. We'll probably never be able to again."

Breakdown looked shocked and was nudged by Slipstream.

"Shut up you two."

That explained why Megatron sent them and he wondered who was missing.

"Can they transform into bot mode?"

Slipstream asked with her arms crossed and a frown on her face.

"Yes, but they choose not to."

"Why?"

She snapped looking angry.

Hound shrugged.

"They had to find a way to adapt."

"Take us to them."

Chromia demanded.

"Alright then."

Hound clapped his hands together.

"We'll have to be careful. They've formed a tribe of sorts and aren't particularly found of outsiders."

They all nodded and Hound lead them through the forest towards a large clearing. He had them wait behind a large rock saying.

"Wait here I'll be back."

He looked around the rock and watched Hound walk into their camp? He called out in a language he'd never heard and then dragons were surrounding him. He gasped looking them over and trying to find which one was Roddy.

Looking at the missing he was about to piece together which one was which. Based on things like color. Helm features. Size. And optic color.

Much to his dismay Hot Rod wasn't amongst the dragons. His mind raced and he wondered if Roddy had been taken by someone else or if.... He tried not to think about the other option.

Before he could spiral two dragons came out of a large hut. They had jewels on their wings and head.

He watched as the other dragons moved out of their way and it was obvious they were in charge. However he didn't focus on that. Instead he focused on the small red and orange dragon. With a flame design and a familiar shaped helm and even more familiar optics.

He had no doubt that was Hot Rod and it sent a jolt of both shock and delight up his spine. Although his friend had changed so much he was no longer missing.

He watched Hound talk to them and gesture towards them.

The dragon standing next to Hot Rod was blue with a visor and a mask of sorts covering his face. Staring at the dragons familiar helm he immediately knew who it was.

Soundwave stomped the ground and growled something out. Spreading his wings menacingly in a display of intimidation. Hound took a step back looking slightly nervous. It was obvious Soundwave didn't want them around. Then Hot Rod nuzzled him and he watched in shock, as Soundwave immediately calmed down. Hot Rod purred and Soundwave licked Hot Rod in return.

Then Hot Rod said something that made Soundwave reluctantly agree. Hound bowed and then came towards them.

"They are celebrating a holiday. I'm unable to translate it, but it's about fertility and love."

He lead them towards the camp. All of them nervously approached, looking at the dragons who were staring at them. Some seemed weary others curious and some unhappy.

He was distracted by Hound saying something and then telling them to bow. They did as told and Hound lead them to a log where they all sat down and watched.

Soundwave began talking in a language he didn't understand and flew towards a raised area. Hot Rod joined him and pressed against his side.

Suddenly there was music and dragons dancing. He didn't pay attention instead watching his friend talk to Soundwave and nuzzle him. It was obvious those two were a couple and it made his tanks twist. He'd missed so much and Hot Rod didn't recognize him.

He looked away and turned back to the dancers who were enjoying themselves until something happened.

The ground began shaking and the dragons looked alarmed as trees fell. Hound's optics widened as he asked.

"Are there more of you?"

Chromia nodded looking confused.

"Yes? How else are we supposed to get them out."

"You can't do that! They have lives here!"

Hound's optics widened as he gestured towards the dragons.

"Lives? They don't even know who they are."

"Their dragons."

Hound insisted and Chromia shook her head.

"Their not supposed to be. We're helping them."

"No you're not. Their happy here and you're disrupting their lives after they've finally adjusted."

"We are helping them."

Chromia insisted as a large group of Cybertronians appeared. Soundwave growled angrily as he turned towards Hound. Who shook his head frantically trying to explain.

Then a dragon was hit with a net. Making a sound of alarm, they thrashed around and the others either rushed to help or raised their wings in an attempt to intimidate.

"Don't hurt them!"

Chromia ordered as nets were shot towards the dragons. It had quickly become chaos and he grabbed Ratchets hand and ran. Before they were injured.

Then he heard a familiar sound of pain. He froze and looked over to see Hot Rod panicking as he was trapped in a net. He made a loud sound which sounded like a cry for help. Soundwave immediately answered from where he was trying to fight one of the machines.

He rushed towards Hot Rod and began working on cutting the net. Hot Rod said something and Soundwave shook his head trying to free him.

More dragons were caught and they thrashed around hurting themselves in an attempt to be free.

"Launch the tranquilizers!"

Captured dragons were hit with a tranquilizer and stopped struggling. Dragons still not captured tried to fly away, only for seekers to fly in and force them to land.

They were caged in and it wasn't long before all of them were unconscious and being loaded onto ships. Where they'd be taken back to Cybertron and hopefully cured.

Looking behind him he found their home in ruins. Hound standing in the middle looking sad and shouting.

"You don't know what you're doing! They were happy here couldn't you see that?!"

His tank twisted and he didn't know how to feel about that. Turning away he boarded the ship wondering if they did the right thing.

#soundrod #transformers #soundwave #hot rod #rodimus #cyberverse soundwave #hot rod x soundwave #drift #ratchet #slipstream #chromia #breakdown #Dead End

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yankstrash · 1 year

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Could you do something with Cam where like they have class together and he hits on her a lot but she rejects him because he’s a player and then she’s forced to go to one of the hockey games… and you can take over from there :)

request for anon :) i hope you like it !!!!

& thank you x100000 for sending in for thies, he is baby of the week

"Dinner?"

"No."

"A movie?"

"No."

"A walk in the park?"

"What is this, the 1950s?"

"Well you tell me what you want to do and we'll do it. No budget, no judgement, nothing. Whatever you want."

"The answer is no, Cam. It's not going to happen."

You had been rejecting the hockey player all semester, but he was extremely adamant on taking you on a date.

Was he attractive? Extremely.

Was he a player? Probably.

"Okay but can you please tell me why? I've been trying to get you to go out with me all semester and all you ever say is no. What's the reason?" Cam asked, unsure of why he could get any girl he wanted except the one he REALLY wanted.

You stopped walking and turned to look at him. You motioned to the sweatshirt he was wearing, which was one of his hockey sweatshirts.

He looked confused as he looked down at his sweatshirt, then looked back up at you.

"What, because I play hockey?" He asked.

"Ding ding ding!" You sarcastically said.

"You don't like hockey?"

"I don't date athletes, you're all the same.'' You blatantly stated.

"What's that supposed to mean.."

"It means you're going to take me out, try to sleep with me then never speak to me again." You answered honestly.

Cam's face dropped a bit when you said that.

"Y/n, that is not my intention. At all." Cam stated.

You pursed your lips as you nodded your head slowly.

"Right, right. Heard that one before." You said, and turned to walk away again before Cam lightly tugged on your wrist.

"I'm serious. If I just wanted to sleep with you I wouldn't be pushing so hard for a date, and a date that I am completely open to whatever you want to do. I would just invited you over in the middle of the night and call it a day.

"Oh is that how you do it? Good method, player."

"Y/n."

"Cam."

Cam began to grow frustrated at your stubbornness and inability to believe him.

"Come to our home game this weekend." He said.

"What?" You asked in disbelief.

Sports really weren't your thing, so this was an offer you were 100% getting ready to pass on before he spoke again.

"I'll get your ticket, I'll get you good parking, just come, please."

You crossed your arms and quirked your eyebrow. "What's in it for me?"

"Watching me get a goal, for you. Then afterwards I'll take you on a nice date. I'll even drop you off without asking to spend the night. How does that sound?" Cam said with a hint of sarcasm at the end.

You couldn't help but smile at his 500th attempt to get you to go out with him.

You thought about it for a moment before answering. Maybe he was harmless. Maybe he really did just want to take you out. He has asked you on repeat, and if he did just want to fool around he probably would've moved on at this point.

Fuck it.

"Fine." You agreed.

Cam perked up once you finally gave in.

"For real?" He asked you.

"Yes, but score or no date, got it?"

"Yes, yes, got it, got it. So, I'll see you Saturday?" He asked.

You shrugged as you said, "We'll see" and walked off.

Staying true to your word, you were dressed in your Ohio State gear as you entered the hockey arena with a couple of your friends.

"Y/n, if you don't go out with Camden Thiesing I will." Your friend said as you made your way to your seats.

"Please, be my guest." You said as you all took your seats.

"No, he's yours and you are going out with him tonight no matter the outcome."

You rolled your eyes, a small smile tugging at your lips as you waited for the game to start.

The game came and went, and low and behold Cam did end up scoring.

Here we go..

You met him by the locker rooms like he told you to do as your friends headed home, leaving you to it.

After waiting a few minutes for him to change, he finally appears, beaming when he sees you.

"So, where to?"

#cam thiesing #cam thiesing x reader #cam thiesing imagine #cam thiesing blurb #osu hockey #hockey imagine #hockey blurb #ncaa hockey

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canarymemories · 8 months

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izuleo for the ship ask game!

i fear i might write an essay on this one dshg

What made you ship it? a true question for the ages. i really wish i could remember what story was my izuleo awakening but they've been in my head for over a year now and it's been fantastic. there's just so much that draws me to them, i think. sometimes it's just things like they were each other's first friend and saw each other as equals and were apparently attached at the hip at near all times while at yumenosaki that a few characters bring it up. even outside of a romantic context, they mean so much to each other and love each other and that is so,, good.

What are your favorite things about the ship? obviously there's what i already said above with them meaning so much to each other. they are also unironically obsessed with each other and sometimes it's so funny (and sometimes it makes me a little sad like concerto where leo brings up izumi like. four times or smth and madara is like hey leo-san maybe you should go talk to izumi and leo is like hmm no, i'll just continue to write music and have him sing it as an idol without him ever knowing it's my music (to which madara points out that izumi will definitely know it's leo's music)). they wholeheartedly believe in each other's talents and they see each other as equals and there really is something about leo wanting to help izumi achieve his dream bc he sees izumi as having helped him achieve his own dream. do you ever think about how leo was perfectly fine with starting over with izumi in requiem, to have that space between them when izumi would be moving to italy post graduation, even says that they're destined to come back to each other (makoto standing there like 🧍‍♂️ the entire time as leo's saying all of this), but that seems to go completely out the window once izumi has his whole i loved your smile but the world took it away from you and i didn't know what to do to get it back and maybe i've been the idiot this whole time speech. like they spend so much of ! slowly getting back to each other and returning to what they had presumably in their first year, or even pre checkmate, but izumi is scared of hurting leo again while leo sort of tests the waters here and there, but ultimately does keep himself at a bit of a distance (ofc there are exceptions to them being a little unsure of where they stand with each other, that "i'm home, sena" part in horoharo, diner live as a whole, the part in starfes when they go to get shu and izumi ends up vaguing leo and calls him leo-kun there again). like part of the reason why leo is so upset in requiem is that izumi has apparently been planning to just,, leave the country after graduation and told eichi of all people before him (though it's not like izumi planned for that to happen, he said that all of the class sort of shared their plans i think), so he resigns himself to backing off and allowing for izumi to leave since they'll meet again and start over. yet by the end of requiem we learn that leo has effectively moved to florence only a few weeks later and lives in some shit apartment, but spends most of his time at izumi's like leo tsukinaga i know what you are. (and don't get me started on leo backing off again once him and izumi have that argument that's mentioned in reloaded, a dark night's passing, and next door about leo getting work for izumi and it bothering izumi bc he feels like it's undermining his own abilities to get work bc that's a whole other essay) anyway. i love them so much and it shows. i have more but we'll be here all day if i go on so i'll try to condense it. there's really just something about them that really is built different, their bond really is something else, platonic or romantic. i think they deserve to have a nice happy life together being silly, hopefully they get to act like the kids they didn't have the chance to be.

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship? again, i really don't know what kind of opinions are out there abt them since i usually just stick to my little corner of the enstars fandom. i know i'm not the only one who thinks this so idk if it's unpopular but i really don't think they would pursue anything romantic until they're in italy. like sure there's pining and all of that in hs, but i don't think they would really do anything about it then, they're still angsting then sadghk also they're ace to me <33 if there's an opportunity to spread my ace izlo agenda, i will take it lmao

ship ask game

#asks #asks game #i love izuleo so much and it shows lmao #thank u for this one asklgh #also. didn't realize all of the story references i made here were etched into my brain as deep until this point which is so funny #didn't even mention lionheart here but that whole thing is so...#head in hands

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flythesail · 1 year

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Okay because there's only three episodes left (🥲) and because why not, here are my predictions for the rest of s1 of Andor (and some of s2):

Cassian and Melshi (and probably others) escape Narkina 5.

Kino doesn't make it :(

He's either a) killed when he almost makes it to freedom or b) sacrifices himself so the others can make it.

Back on Niamos, Cassian is able to get his stuff back from where he was staying with Windi (the woman he was with).

Idk I could be wrong, but Nemik's manifesto seems kinda important to just drop out of the plot. Same with Clem's blaster.

So Cassian gets his stuff back, whether he has to track it down or meet with Windi (who maybe thinks he ghosted her when really he was arrested and stuck in an imperial prison ahahaha not fun times).

Back on Ferrix, everyone is there (Syril shows up for.. probably thinking he has the ability to take matters into his own hands. At one point I would have said he and Dedra work together, but after ep.9 I highly doubt she'll want anything to do with him ever. Unless she can use him to her advantage).

Cinta is already on Ferrix, and just for finale reasons (possibly still being ordered to kill Cassian reasons) Vel ends up back there too. (Also then they can kiss <3)

Cassian gets back to Ferrix and sees everything has gotten Even Worse.

Maarva dies shortly after Cassian's return. (Sorry to Cassian, but I'm waiting for a crying scene and this is it). I'm going to go with she just dies from old age. Maybe right before Dedra can use her to get to Cassian too (HA).

We see the timeline with young Cassian again, around when he's adjusting to life on Ferrix. Maybe we see his relationship with Clem and Maarva, maybe... Even young Bix? To be shown alongside Cassian learning what happened to Bix in the present.

I think that would work in the final episodes for a few reasons. A) it would feel very full circle to return to young Cassian at the end as that's where the season started, and b) as this season ends, I don't think it will be necessary to have flashbacks anymore. Idk if we'll even return to Ferrix next season. (More on that later).

Luthen... Dies??

Feeling unsure over that, but currently Luthen and Maarva hold a somewhat similar role. I wouldn't go as far to say Luthen is a parental figure to Cassian, as they barely know each other. Yet it's a sort of mentor role (or could be if they worked together more), and with Cassian presumably officially joining the rebellion by the season's end, it might be time for Luthen to go.

Another thing with Luthen is that he's a connecting piece. The biggest example, being that he was the primary go-between for Coruscant-things and the Aldhani team.

Which leads into another prediction: Mon is found out and has to leave Coruscant by the finale. (Granted, this could happen next season. But I stick by the fact it feels like a finale thing).

And if Mon is found out, well... We no longer really need Luthen to jump between those two spheres.

(And there's still Vel if we need to).

Also with Luthen, there's a lot of talk on him "slipping." Kleya is a firm believer of this. That has to lead somewhere and his death is one guess.

The empire is after Luthen too! Cassian too, but they can't get him for Rogue One-related reasons. (Aka, bad news for Luthen).

Other deaths: this is is largely me speaking from a place of fear, but Vel, Cinta, and Bix ALL make it out alive.

Yes... One of them could die. BUT... We have 4 more years to cover and these characters imo have a ton more story left to be told. While I feel highly doubtful anyone will make it to the s2 finale beside Mon, Melshi, and Cassian - at this point I'm letting myself believe the girls are safe and will still play a vital role in s2.

(Side note: fingers crossed Melshi gets a ton of screentime in s2 <3) (Imagine the trio of Cassian, Kay, and Melshi. I'm begging for it!!)

Brasso? I hate to say it, but I think he could die. :( Especially if we don't return to Ferrix in s2, there's a chance he doesn't make it.

If Maarva does die, Bix is really the only other big character left that's tied to Ferrix. Yet out of all the Ferrix characters, I could see her leaving Ferrix for the sake of keeping her in the story.

OR, she stays behind and becomes the reason to return to Ferrix in s2. This is all just speculation since idk whether Ferrix is confirmed for s2 or not.

Oh and B2. Considering he's made to fit the idea of "old family dog"... I'm afraid :(

Biggest point of the finale though is: Ferrix changes forever and so has Cassian.

Maybe s2 even ends with Cassian leaving Ferrix with whoever is left. Like his own little crew :')

Dedra and Syril also make it to s2, but I have nooo idea what they'll be doing in it. They can only be after Cassian for so long lol.

OH!! Last thing: Kerri

This late in the season, I don't think Cassian will ever see her again.

I think we will learn more about what possibly or did happen to her (this could pair with more flashbacks to young Cassian).

Yet with time running out, I'm less and less hopeful this will have a happy ending.

And given Cassian has yet to get a moment to clearly express how Maarva is the one that separated him from Kerri, the time around Maarva's death would be an interesting time to bring it up. Or better put, complicated.

#this is so long but i wanted it as a record lol #andor #flythepost

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seradae · 1 year

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You can read the previous chapters here or on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43928488?view_full_work=true

The Spire

Chapter 6: Zenith Point

Erica woke up confused, unsure of where she was or what had happened. When she saw Lou sleeping next to her, she put the pieces together and relaxed for a moment before removing the strap holding her down, unzipping the blanket, and launching herself out of the bed and into the bathroom.

She looked at the screen on the wall and saw that it was 09:15. "Shit," she grumbled, finishing up and washing her hands.

She flew over to Lou and gently stroked their back. "Baby, you gotta wake up," she whispered. "Got a big surprise for you."

"Huh? What? Lemme sleep," they mumbled, reaching down and pulling the blanket up.

Erica ran her hands through their hair, speaking softly. "This is a once-in-a-lifetime chance. C'mon, I'll help you out of bed." She removed their sleep restraints and put her feet on the bed, pulling Lou out and giving them a gentle kiss.

"What's so important," they asked as they sleepily made for the bathroom.

"For that, you'll just have to trust me. You know I wouldn't wake you up if it wasn't special," she said as she threw on some casual clothes. "We need to head to my place first, so don't dawdle!"

They both woke up a bit and Lou got dressed as quickly as they could. "Grab a dress and shoes, baby, but not heels. I got everything else," she said as she checked her phone.

They made their way back down to the Donut and took the train to Erica's apartment. When they arrived, they took a shower together -- the one thing you can't do in a zero-g hotel -- and tried not to get too caught up in the moment.

Once they were all clean, they did each other's makeup and got dressed. "Okay, so... We're getting all dolled up, but no heels. That tells me we're gonna be in zero-g with other people, and you're worried I'm gonna kick someone in the face," they mused.

Erica laughed, "yeah, you're spot on. I love the way your brain works, love." They finished up and she kept peering at the clock on the wall. 11:30. They were cutting it close.

They picked purses and threw their essentials in them, then made their way out of the house and back to the central train. As they sat there, Lou casually said, "soooo... where we headed?"

She snickered, "you never give up, do you? We'll be there soon!"

"You didn't mind my persistence last night," they shot back. Then, because they couldn't resist, they added, "bun." She flushed a bit and squirmed.

"Now that's just mean," she whined softly.

Lou grinned and they sat together in silence for a bit. "This is taking longer than the other trips. How far are we going?"

"The very last stop this direction, actually. It's pretty far from the main stations," she said, leaving Lou wondering what "it" was.

Finally, the train began to slow and a voice came from the speakers, "next stop: Zenith Point, the best view in the galaxy."

Lou turned to her and raised an eyebrow. "Well, that's intriguing."

"You have no idea, baby," she grinned.

They disembarked from the train along with a dozen other travelers and found themselves in an antechamber. The walls were a glass cylinder, seemingly a single unit with no seams or joins to be found. "Welcome to Zenith Point," said a voice from the speakers on the walls. "We are closed for an invitation-only event. If you have an invitation, scan it at the far gate and enjoy your visit."

Erica took their arm and pushed off a handhold toward the gate, scanning her wrist as she arrived. The gate opened and she led them into a giant glass sphere. Lou's eyes opened wide and they exclaimed, "oh my god. You can see everything from here!"

She gave them a kiss on the cheek and whispered, "this isn't the surprise. Just wait."

As they entered fully, attendants offered them each a personal mobility unit. They attached them to their waists, allowing them to freely fly around the sphere. Lou tentatively pressed the joystick and flew forward, giggling with excitement. "Okay, that's fun as hell. Why don't we use these all the time?"

"Because I can only trust you with something like this in a wide open space," she said with a wink.

"I mean. Fair," they said, using the joystick to rotate and face her. Together, they flew around the room, slowly exploring the solar system. "Wait. WAIT. The moon," they exclaimed, pointing at it.

"Yup! Now you know why I was begging you to come up this week!" She gave them a gentle kiss, smiling wide. "There won't be another total solar eclipse here for over two hundred years. And we have a front-row seat."

Lou pulled her in for a deep kiss and wiped away tears. "Thank you, baby. Oh my god. Thank you!"

"I'm just glad you're here with me for this," she said softly.

A waiter floated near them and offered finger food and pouches filled with champagne. They each took one, and Erica squeezed hers, letting a big bubble of booze float at the end of the straw, then sucked it out of the air, giggling.

They played together and drank, watching the moon slowly cover the sun. "Five minutes to totality," an attendant announced. Everyone in the room watched in astonishment and near perfect silence, as the moon swallowed the sun.

"Ooo"s and "aaa"s broke the silence, as the moon fully eclipsed the sun and only a thin halo remained. The crowd murmured in admiration of this rarest of events.

Erica pulled out her phone and held Lou tight, taking selfies with the eclipse as a backdrop: smiling together, drinking from the same floating orb of champagne, kissing. Then they turned to the wall, held hands, and floated in content silence, taking it all in.

As totality broke, they sighed in unison. They kissed her ear and whispered, "I've seen many beautiful sights in my life, but this is the first that's ever come close to you. Thank you; I'll cherish this moment forever."

She blushed and pulled them in tight. "I love you so, so much," she whispered back.

"I love you too. I still can't believe I didn't put the pieces together. An ECLIPSE!"

She grinned, polishing off another champagne. "It's been all over nearly every screen on The Spire. I can't believe you missed it."

"I was too busy looking at you, my love," Lou said softly, then kissed her again and held her close, stroking her hair.

#lesbian #txt #wlnb love #lesbians in space #scifi writing #sci fi writing #scifi #scifiseries

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lovecolibri · 2 years

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SaL anon here friend and I'm looking forward to your thoughts on the RNM premiere soon!! My spoiler free review is 🙄😒🙄😒. For fun, thought I'd share something from one of Hollier's many interviews about this season. When talking about exploring the Isobel/Kyle vs. the Isobel/Anatsa dynamic, he specifically mentioned looking at "What happens when you have two great choices?",which is the closest we'll get them acknowledging that the S2 "triangle" involved one not great choice. Happy viewing!

Given what we got for the season 3 premier (that 🤢🤮 “dream girl” line denying Alex any agency to be angry and setting up the character assassination of Soft Elementary School Greg, m*ria lashing out at Michael and being purposefully mean about his relationship with Alex, knowing they weren’t together, the cringy “men have needs” line and f*rlex sex, etc), this episode was SO much better. Yeah, I’ve got issues with some things but this episode is the first one I had a mostly good time watching in quite a while, so I’m taking the win because I doubt the rest of the season will be the same.

I am planning on doing my sparks/did not spark joy posts this season but I’m behind this week and will be out of town the start of next week but after that I should hopefully be getting them done by mid-week, so stay tuned for that! I'll have gathered more of my salty thoughts by then, I'm sure! (WHERE is the mention of my girl Rosa? How is she doing? Who knows! Not fucking us, that's for sure. Is Sanders okay or is he still laid out in the junkyard where they left him in the finale and then never spoke about him again? Let me see my grouchy old man-dad! I want to hear what he has to say about Malex moving in together! ANYWAY)

I am cackling at that quote because it’s definitely got some shade! I mean, we all been knew, but it's nice to hear all the same. BUT, I am soooooo tired of this show that in the very first episode set the alien soulmate premise when Isobel told Max that it had been 10 years (of no contact mind you) and he needed to move on and he said “if I could have, I would have”, and then spent the rest of the show trying to pair these people up with others! Stop it! Now, I’m fairly ambivalent about Anatsa, but I am clocking that “reporter doesn’t care who could be in danger as long as they can break the Big Story” thing that is surely coming and I JUST got rid of one soulless reporter on 911, I don’t need to deal with another. Also, she slept with Max which is STILL WEIRD and her showing up to Max and Liz’s house is 😬😬😬 especially because they just, refuse to address these things on the show. That said, I have always enjoyed the scenes Anatsa is in as their own things and I don’t dislike her, I think the show made some poor choices but I’m not going to skip her scenes or anything. But love triangles are played out and my soooo little sense in destined soulmates stories unless the story wants to focus on fighting destiny but RNM is flaky about that at best. Also, while I think flustered Isobel is cute, after spending so much of her life being in relationships with lies and being uncomfortable, she deserves a relationship she can relax in. Also also, this is the last season and I want cute moments with her and Kyle and instead we are getting another love triangle and Sad Kyle for likely most of the season. But at least her and Anatsa’s scenes are watchable and cute!

Thanks for the ask and I know you’re busy moving and stuff and I’m going on vacation vacation on Friday (not just to see family but going to an ocean-side condo in TX) so if you don’t have time to send a song this week that’s fine! I am unsure how much I will be online, it depends on how early my mom goes to bed because I am a Night Owl when I’m allowed to be, but if you DO have something, I’ll do my best to get to it before Monday! Always good to hear from you bestie!

#my sweet nonnie friends #sleeping at last anon #roswell nm #roswell spoilers #roswell nm my behated #i am a little tipsy so if this doesn't all make sense yes it does!

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The Good Ship CrushWay, Chapter 62

Right where we left off, the scene freezes. Ian appears.

Ian: Are you sure this is what you want to do, my child? Joy: Did I just kill God? Ian: (chucking in spite of everything) No, you didn't. You killed someone who killed a part of you. Joy: I can't do anything to stop it, can I? Ian: You are a healer, Joy. Joy: But can I heal this?! (They gesture to Q's half-body.) Ian: I don't know. Can you?

(Joy, very unsure of themself, closes their eyes. They begin to levitate, speaking slowly) Joy: This I have, mine own grief. This I know, Time's a thief. This I regret, thine death unplanned. This I give, now I stand. (They float back down onto the ground, standing. The goo floats up to them. It is puzzled.) Goo: (Q's voice) What are you attempting, little one? Joy: Take back thy form, it is thine own. Forgive me, Q, together (struggling) I've sewn? Goo: You want to put me back together through slightly fancy rhyming words? Joy: (opening one eye, whispering) Q, this takes a lot of concentration! Goo: (whispering) Sorry! Joy: Heal thy body, heal thy soul. Heal thy heart, make thee whole. Goo: I'm pretty sure that's line from a Terran Judeo-Christian hymn. Joy: I've lost it now. Why must you make it so difficult? Ian, may I have another chance? Ian: Maybe one day. For now, Q, it is time to go.

The scene unfreezes. Q's body dissolves into goo, and Patrick cries. Joy lifts him, and they walk back to the ship. Once they've arrived, Picard and KJ call for Joy. They are not happy.

KJ: Start talking, Joy. We need to know about your species, your father--everything. Joy: The Kaanor are a species that exist in two parts: the spirit and the host. The host produces as many spirits as are needed, and the spirits go where they are needed most once they are born on the planet. Many years ago, two spirits cohabitated and had a baby--me. I grew up normally and happily. One day, my father didn't come home. My mother and I searched for him, and we found his body: beaten, bloodied, and bruised. I tried to heal him, but he died. I remember bits and pieces of the time after he died, but within a year, I was assimilated. Picard: To clarify, the spirit you were at that time was assimilated? Joy: Yes. The Joy you originally met, Captain Janeway, was very old. They wanted to find Brutus and avenge their father, but they died before they could. The host sent me to finish what they started. The host equipped me with catlike reflexes so that I could end Brutus swiftly, which is why I pinned you to the ground. I am sorry about that, by the way. (Picard does not seem placated by this apology.) KJ: If your mission was to kill Brutus, why did you come to us saying that Riker needed to be rescued? Joy: Kaanor spirits are bound by a code: wherever one is hurting, we will go and help. When I was born, Riker was near--I heard his cries. I went, and he asked me to bring you--his friends. Then I was on Earth. Before I could tell Beverly about him, you (Picard) and Patrick came to reveal that information. Picard: It just so happened that your purpose in life coincided well with rescuing our fallen comrade. Joy: Yes. KJ: We will have more questions for you soon. Picard: Stay here--we need to talk to you and Will. (combadge) Picard to Riker. Riker: Riker here. Picard: Report to the Ready Room. Bev: You'll have to come to him, Jean-Luc. He needs rest. Picard: Fine. Clear everyone else out of sick bay. Bev: ...You do know there's no one else here, right? Picard: We'll be there in a moment.

Sick Bay. Bev gives them their privacy.

KJ: Will, I think I speak for everyone when I ask: what the actual fuck happened to you? Riker: Not long after I was given my own command, Admiral Jellico came to see me. He took over my ship, and Starfleet sent me, undercover, to the Kaanori system. Not long after, I received word that the ship was lost. Jellico was lost in that tragedy, not me. Command wanted to send me further undercover. Picard: What do you mean? Riker: Originally, I was undercover on the spirit home world. They sent me to the host planet. That's where I lived until Brutus came along. He could see something was different with me, but he couldn't tell what it was. Picard: What did he do? Riker: Every party I attended, every religious gathering, every day while I was working, he was watching me. Picard: He was there in the flesh watching? Riker: Yes. Now that we know he was a Q, that makes more sense. I thought it odd that he would be there instead of...well...everywhere else. Picard: Did he ever speak to you? Riker: Sometimes. He was aloof, but I did eventually approach him and introduce myself. Picard: What did you say?

The scene changes. Riker is in his Kaanori makeup at a gathering. Brutus makes his way over. Riker: Hello, my name is Earnest. Picard (VO): What did he say? Riker (VO): He kind of mumbled. Brutus: Brutus, security (shambles away) Riker (VO): was all he would say. Riker: Faith (a female-bodied Kaanor turns, she has a nametag)--Is something wrong with Brutus? Faith: Brutus is a bit strange, but he is wonderful at his job. When he meets someone new, he is always a little out of touch. Once he gets used to you, he will become more approachable. Riker: Thank you, Faith. Luckily, I do not take long to get to know. Earnest, he/him. (He takes her hand, spins her around, and they laugh.) Riker (VO): Around a year into my stay on the host planet, I realized that Brutus was occasionally missing from his persistent watch over me. It was a relief, so I didn't think anything of it. Riker: Faith! It's time to go! Faith: I'm com-(tripping noise) Riker: Faith! Are you alright? Faith: (rubbing her foot) Yes. What is this? (she holds up a strange device that appears to be broken) Riker (VO): Whatever it was was broken, with wires coming out of it. Riker: I don't know. Maybe the council will? Faith: Maybe so. We shall bring it with us.

Riker (VO): We were planning to move in together, so we had to go to the council to obtain their blessing.

Council Member 1: Earnest and Faith! How good it is to see you. Riker: And you as well! We would like to address the council as a whole. Council Member 1: Be comforted, friend. We are here to help. Faith: We have come to obtain your blessing for cohabitation. Council Member 2: There are others on this council that would grant your petition immediately. However, I have questions. Riker: Please, ask them. Council Member 2: Earnest, what is your purpose here? Faith: That is a question one would ask a Spirit, not a ho- Council Member 2: I asked a question of Earnest. Riker: (a tense silence) My purpose is to find peace. Council Member 2: Where is your home, Earnest? Riker: Right here, in the capital city. I am confused; why are you asking? Council Member 2: No, not currently. Where did you come from before the capital city? Riker: Why do you want to know? It has no bearing on my current state. Council Member 2: Where did you come from, that peace was so far from you? Riker: I came from the northernmost part of the world. Fighting for food, for land ownership, for the right to exist--that's all we did there. Finally, I realized that not only was the outside cold, my soul was cold, too. I journeyed until I found the capital city--it was then that my life truly began. Riker (VO): I'm from Alaska. It isn't that far of a stretch. Council Member 2: Your life began when you came here? Riker: And I met Faith. (He pulls her close and looks deeply into her eyes.) My reason for being. Council Member 2: You love her? Riker: Yes, more than I've ever loved anyone. Council Member 2: Then I see no reason why you should not have the council's blessing--and the blessing of Faith's best friend. Faith: (smiling widely) Come now, Olivia! That's enough. (Riker and Faith kiss, and the council applauds them.) Riker: We do have one more question to ask. What is this? We found it in my home this morning, and we thought someone here might know. Council Member 3: Where did you find this? Riker: On the floor in my bedroom. Council Member 3: This is one of Brutus' secret recording devices. Riker: Is he spying on me? Council Member 3: As the Minister for Defense, I have not asked him to do so. I shall speak with him, reassure him that you and Faith are not a threat, and have him remove all devices from your home. While he is working, please visit the market in celebration of your union. This voucher should be enough for the delivery of a few simple items. Olivia: Consider it a gift from the council. A very happy union day, to you, Faith. (Faith gestures to Riker.) And to you, Earnest.

Riker and Faith survey a market and begin building their home together.

Riker (VO): We didn't think about it after that--after all, the Minister Alec said they would take care of it. Faith and I began building a life together. Soon, we adopted a child. Picard (VO): A spirit? Riker (VO): No. Somehow, there was a child. Bev (VO): A Kaanori-Human hybrid? Riker (VO): No--one day, he was just there.

A little Kaanor boy, about 10 years old, approaches Riker and Faith's house and calls out at the door.

Little Boy: (singing) Here I am; I call to you. Will you make me home, like you? Please help! Faith: (opening the door, speaking) Be comforted, friend. I am here to help. Little Boy: I am not sure. I am...lost? Faith: (calling for Riker) Earnest, there is a lost child at the door. (to the Little Boy, singing softly) Come with me, don't be afraid, my darling. (Riker appears and follows Faith and the Little Boy.) Little Boy: (singing) Where are we going? Riker: (singing softly) When we are lost, we seek an audience with the council. They are there to help.

Riker, Faith, and the Little Boy approach the council.

Council Member 1: Earnest and Faith! How good it is to see you. Riker: And you as well! We would like to address the council as a whole. Council Member 1: Be comforted, friend. We are here to help. Riker: (on Little Boy's level, singing softly) Tell them what is wrong. Little Boy: (shyly stepping forward) I am...lost. Council Member 1: Where are you from, young one? Little Boy: I have no memory. I am here, but there is no before. Council Member 1: What is your name? Little Boy: (light bursting forth from his chest--a melody erupts) I am only here. I have no name. Faith: (on his level) Little one, what is this light you bring? (saying nothing, the Little Boy approaches Faith and takes her hand. A small cut on her arm heals instantly. Faith notices.) You are a healer! Alec (Minister for Defense): That little one is a Kaanor and a healer at that. Healers are rare. Council Member 4: We must find someone to care for him. Faith: May we be blessed with him? Olivia: Take him home. We will search for his progenitors. If none are found, we will convene with you again. May you travel well, Earnest. Riker: We thank the council for meeting on such short notice. (Faith and Riker bow and each take one of the Little Boy's hands.)

Riker (VO): We went to our home, and the home, as if it was alive and listening, had grown another room for him. We began to teach him what we knew. Picard (VO): And this is not how Kaanor hosts reproduce? Joy (VO): Kaanor hosts do not reproduce as hosts. They only produce spirits. However, spirits reproduce similarly to other humanoids. Hosts take turns being born into children. They also have the ability to birth fully grown spirits like me. Picard (VO): And is there any way for a spirit to visit the hosts? Riker (VO): No. I was only able to get to the host planet because Starfleet picked me up and took me there. While the spirits and the hosts are aware of other races and planets, neither have any real interest in space travel, even within their own system.

The scene changes, and Riker, Faith, and the Little Boy are before the council again. Author's Note: To save myself a little time, all of the following dialogue is sung. As the scene unfolds, a dim light on Brutus, who is standing guard in a corner, gradually increases and illuminates him.

Council Member 1: Earnest and Faith! How good it is to see you. Riker: And you as well! We would like to address the council as a whole. Council Member 1: Be comforted, friend. We are here to help. Little Boy: I have chosen a name for myself. Olivia: What is your name, Little One? Little Boy: I am Jean-Luc, the bringer of the light. All: You are Jean-Luc, the bringer of the light! Riker: (teary-eyed) Jean-Luc, will you be our son? Jean-Luc: I am your son, Earnest. Faith: You are our son, Jean-Luc. Riker: Together, we shall forge ahead in this world. I shall guide you; I shall love you. (looking deep into his eyes, tenderly, as if Picard can hear him) Jean-Luc, I shall always be with you.

The singing stops. The scene changes, and we are back in Sick Bay, where Riker is beside himself with tears. Picard motions for Joy and then sits on the bed next to Riker. Joy sits on the other side of Riker.

Picard: Did you name him? Did you tell him about me? (Riker, still sobbing, shakes his head.) Riker: (broken) Somehow, he just knew. Joy: You are safe, Will. Riker: (crying harder) I know I am safe. Joy: Right now, you are who matters. Riker: (angry crying) No. Jean-Luc--my son. (He breaks again. Without him telling us, the story continues.)

(Faith and Jean-Luc are walking in a park. Jean-Luc sees a songbird on the ground.) Jean-Luc: What's wrong, little bird? (It's dying. It tweets weakly. Jean-Luc's light surrounds him, and his melody bursts forth again) Live again! (In as much as a bird CAN smile, it smiles and flies away.) Faith: (smiling) You amaze me every time you do that.

Brutus is sneaking around behind them, following them. Faith and Jean-Luc do not see him, and they continue on their way. They visit the council building, waiting outside for Olivia. Brutus comes out of hiding and walks into the council building. He catches Olivia before she leaves for the day.

Brutus: Olivia, may I speak with you? Olivia: Yes, Brutus. What is on your mind? Brutus: What can you tell me of Earnest? I have been watching him for many years, and I know there is something off about him. Olivia: He is my best friend's partner. I do not think something is wrong with him. Brutus: He seemed to just appear out of nowhere one day. Olivia: He traveled here from the northern continent seeking peace. We granted him passage into the capital city because he needed help, and that is what we do. Has he done something wrong? Brutus: Well, no, but-- Olivia: Then you must cease your stalking. He is just a host living with his family. Leave him alone. Good day.

Olivia nods to Brutus and exits the council building. Brutus is angry, angrier than we have seen him. He marches directly up the stairs, where he enters a futuristic flying cop car and takes off toward Riker's house. He lands on the roof, enters through a window, and sprays Riker's pillow with a chemical. He places a sensor on the wall. He climbs back out the window, flies the cop car back to the council building, and lies in wait.

Olivia, Faith, and Jean-Luc leave the council building and return to Riker and Faith's house. Riker joins them, and they all have a meal together. They retire to the living room, and Jean-Luc pipes up with a question.

Jean-Luc: Father, what happens when someone dies? Faith: Isn't it time for you to go to bed, dear? Riker: No, I think it is time he learned. Faith: (aside) Earnest, I'm not ready to have this conversation. Riker: (aside) There is no shame in telling him. (to Jean-Luc) We don't know, son. Olivia: If I may, Earnest? (Riker nods.) Kaanor hosts have an extremely long lifespan, thousands of years. While there are old tales of hosts drifting off peacefully, no one has died on the planet in a thousand years. If death does exist for us, Earnest is right--no one truly knows what happens to us. We don't know if our spirits die, too, or if they live on without us. Faith: What we're saying, Jean-Luc, is that you have no need to worry about death for a long, long time. The four of us are under 100 years old--we have centuries left to live. Jean-Luc: Am I a Kaanor host? I don't have any spirits yet. Faith: We don't really know that, either. We don't know where you came from, but your biological workup seems to suggest that you could be a Kaanor host. Olivia: There are certain hosts that are considered healers, and your healing light resembles theirs. Jean-Luc: So, you think that I am a healer? Riker: We know you are, Jean-Luc. And a damn good one at that. (he pats Jean-Luc on the back and winks, smiling.) Now, I think it's time for you to go to bed. Jean-Luc: Goodnight, Father. Goodnight, Mother. Goodnight, Olivia.

A bit later, after everyone has gone to bed, Riker stirs. Thinking he might be sick, he gets up to get a glass of water from the kitchen. Jean-Luc is also in the kitchen. Riker smiles at him and grabs a glass from the cabinet. An alarm goes off, making all kinds of racket. Jean-Luc screams. Faith runs to the kitchen, sees Riker, and screams. They both seem in physical pain as a reaction to the alarm and their own screams. They melt onto the floor as the alarm grows louder and louder. They eventually stop moving, dead on the floor. Riker goes to help them, catching a glimpse of himself on a reflective surface: His antenna has fallen off. He screams.

We return to Sick Bay, where Riker is sobbing again. Joy, the healing light surrounding them, touches Riker's face.

Joy: (melody playing) Your tragedy is felt, Will Riker. Riker: Please heal me, Joy! Put this tragedy behind me. I want to forget. Joy: (Joy bends down and embraces Riker. After their melody ends, they put Riker in Picard's arms.) Their memories live on in you--in you, they cannot die. (beat) This healing is only temporary. Such is the case with all emotional healing--as you humans say, some days are harder than others. (Joy's light fades, and Riker is still pretty unokay.) Picard: Be comforted, friend. We are here to help.

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