#IM ACTUALLY SOBBING MY EYES OUT

[bigfatbreak]

THEY CAN TAKE HER IN FOR SURGERY!! AAAAAA

#actually literally sobbing right now #we might still lose her on the operating table but #we get to TRY to save her #sorry i havent gotten back to anyone today ive been waiting for the bad news #and instead i get a little bit of hope that we can save her #when the vet said she has to get her in for surgery ASAP i almost dropped my phone bc I thought. I really thought. we might just #not be able to save her at all #but the fact that we get to try... man!! im crying my eyes out

[satorisoup]

OH MY GOSH LOOK AT HIM T^T

#im actually sobbing my eyes out!! #HE’S SO PRECIOUS OH MY GOSH!!! #koutaro my love he’s such a doll <3 #bless the haikyuu magazine for this absolute treasure of kou #HIS LITTLE MICROPHONE HELLO IM CRYING!! #he looks so happy i love him :3 #WAHHHHH #satorisoup #𐙚 koutaro

[mangk0]

IF SOMEONE DISPARAGED YOU THE WAY YOU DISPARAGE YOURSELF I WOULD WISH TO STRIKE THEM WITH AN AXE. WHAT??bvv????????😭😭😭😭😭😭💥💥💥💥💥💥

#god of war valhalla #god of war ragnarök valhalla #gowv #gow valhalla #not mil #kratos #THE POWER OF THERAPY BROTHERS IM ACTUALLY SOBBING MY EYES OUT #KRATOS SAID LOVE YOURSELF OR ILL KILL YOU AND HE IS SO BASED ABOUT THAT #gowr

[buwheal]

Bro the askers treat spamton so much better on that askblog.

While over here we send him drawings of his joints and tell him "go puppet boy go!"

Honestly I love seeing the difference.

LOLLL they do… and maybe a little bit of that is my fault based on the ones i choose because im really picky with the ones i do answer (being nice to him, in this case) because there are SO many people who are trying to make him feel better, but ultimately they always bring up something or other to remind him of the shit he’s gone or is going through..

..Like,, “so you know how youre always failing and you’re uh… maybe alone with the (physical) things you’re going through? Yeah? Well ive failed too. Sometimes. Hope you feel better after i just reminded you!” Kind of stuff. Obviously im very much exaggerating what people say but YIPPPEESS its like they’re trying to get him to cry or something. I appreciate their efforts and how much the care but damn i dont think that they’re thinking about how that’d sound to him, especially since his immediate thought towards things like that is that its ingenuine.

I think less of Loki’s audience wants to see him suffer. A lot of mine do. LMAO. The difference /is/ funny.

#ignore the rambling aha i just started writing and kept going #but goddamn #some of them are like SUPER long too #and idk what to do with them because like… they dont need to be super long to work #its sweet that they care though #i think my specific choice in which ones get answered in that kind of context have shaped the ones i get #which is nice because i actually have a good few to work with right now #also so glad that at least some of you recognize that the reaction he had was toward the mention of his appearance #not sure if you’ve fully figured it out though #im actually itching to animate him crying his eyes out for no damn reason #because i dont think i have drawn him crying.. im deprived/j #hes like pretty much consistently on the brink of sobbing lmaoo #but he HATES crying in front of anyone so I havent had him do it.. yet…. #yet…. #theres a lot i really want to do but i cant yet based on the position we’re at

[ur-local-remy-kinnie]

wowzers akane the goober!! (submission for @mari-lair’s dtiys)

#tbhk #jshk #toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #aoi akane #my stuff #my art #posting this from tummyache city (im probably not gonna survive this tummyache tbh) #i like how the eyes on this one turned out tbh #literally used the same brush for the entire thing & didnt even think to use anything else #aughhhhhh im kinda proud of this ngl (i aay that abt all my art) #rhi if ur reading this HE ISNT POPROCKS #SOBS. MEAN TO ME!!! #also since he has bunny ears & human ears in this au does he just hear twice as well or what #me asking the real questions here #im just gonna write an entire essay in the tags arent i #i am sorry for everyone who opened the tags to see whatever the hell this is. #anyways i was listening to bug art on repeat while doing the sketch/lineart for this #it made me feel shrimp emotions #i actually listened to a lotta good songs while making this one #ive been getting more into punk-rock lately!! #i was listening to the clash while colouring this it was so fun #specifically their album ‘london calling’… such a major bop #oh & dazey & the scouts!!! #maggot is such a banger song istg #i was literally fighting in the trenches tryna find good reference pics for him in this outfit #i mean i coulda drawn him in sth else ig but i had already started it & i wasnt gonna give up anytime soon #strangely enough i actually kinda knew what i was doing when colouring this… i usually just wing it #anyways i’m out of tags so ig that’s all #ty to everyone who read all this lmao

[kicktwine]

hey fandaniel it is ugly asf in here

#AND NOW I KNOW WHY ITS UGLY AN ALLAGAN BUILT IT!!!! AND AN ASCIAN. NASTY #I hate 70% of allagan architecture it’s gross. ASIFBSKDBJ crystal tower? Pretty. azys la? ech #play game #endwalker spoilers #im ACTUALLY posting spoilers with these tags now please. Back away…. Usually im pretty vague but I just realized #my last two posts were pretty direct #also oh no. If endwalker is a bid to pull choosing to live against choosing to die im going to sob my eyes out oh no oh no oh n

[a-wondering-thought]

Do you ever just read a post about something in life, maybe about a small beauty or kind strangers or someone expressing their feelings about their love for life or a million others and just think like "woah, you captured the beauty of that thing perfectly, you put this enchanted feeling i get when thinking about this into words" yeah.. because i'll love those posts forever

#i hord these posts in my drafts #*side eyes the 106 drafts that have been piling up even after i cleaned out 300 in december* #also hiii!! #wow this is probably the longest ixve gone without posting #(i mean it was only actually a couple of days) #anyway #i missed you!! #im watching past lives rn and i can just *tell* im going to sob by the end #this is going to be one of my favourite movies ever #it feels so real #the love thats shown in it #its quiet love #its like love irl #i love it sm its making my heart so happy to see #sam screams into the void #O'wonderings of writing #oh im also listening to chappel roan all day #good luck babe hits the best part of my brain

[opikiquu]

im going to be so annoying all week

#agghagahah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HYYESAAHHHH #★ arin rambles #BRO BRO PLEASLE #PELASE #my apology for everyone. I have to make it now . Sorry. If youre following me destroy that notif button you dont wanna hear how worse i will #get #actually no just Unfollow entirely #ITS THE ADHD #PLEASE. HE IS SO . COOL. his trailer is so awesome IVE REWATECHED IT 3 TIME SNOW. #I LOVE HIMMMMMMM SO MUCHHHHH #I LOVE HIM SO BAD I JUST ADORE HIM PLEASE #HES SO PRETTY. JAW DROPPING. ICONIC. LIFE CHANGING. THE TEARS IN MY EYES. GENUINELY SOBBING RITHT NOW IT S SO OVER #aventurine likers hold me. Nobody understands. Everyone is scared of me im too crazy #actually its everything wrong with me . Hes ruining my life #i dont struggle as an aventurine liker i actually excel at this its my full rime job now #‘9 to 5’ no i work 9 to 9. Every hour is dedicated to him #im glad uguys agree with me thannk uou i was starting to think i was a freak #Well i am but im glad someone else agrees hes cool #Hes so pretty im so happy #I CAMT WAIT RILL WENDENSDAY PLEASE IM GONNA FREAKIFN BLOW UP #I LOVE AVENTURINE. I LOVE AVETURINE. #i get so happy when i see him i get a little violent its unsettling . #like im like shaking my hands and jumping around my room and then u blink and im bashing my head against the floor #its carpet. Im ok. But like not but i am #DUDE. I LOVE. THIS GUY. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM #i needto. Just. Okay brb gonna watch ir like 20 more times ill see u guys next year im going into a Aventurine induced coma #this makes me realize people read my tags. Oh dear. Sorry everypony #i apologize for my behavior. I will get so much scarier. #HES SO COOL. HES ACTYALLU SO COOL. LIKE HOW CAN SOMEBODY BE SO COOL. #oh god OH LORERDRDRDDDDDDD WHEN I GET YOU BOY WHEN I FIND YOU. WATCH OUT. WATCH OUT I WILL GET YOU.

[definitelynotshouting]

Can I ask, since you mentioned agreeing 'even if under duress' - how did the Watchers convince Player Grian to join them in hunger au?

So take this with the specific grain of salt that ive never watched Evo directly (but have friends who have ((thank you wren)), so i know tidbits via osmosis from them), but my thought has always been that the riddles the Watchers gave the Evo Players were all tests used to measure cleverness and intelligence-- the whole point of them attempting to copy the mind of a Player into a Watcher larva in the first place was to try and avoid the insanely high infant mortality rate their typical juveniles go through, bc they dont understand their own limits enough to even know they have them yet. So they needed a Player they knew they could instruct and who would listen to them, and, well. Grian, for all he was rebellious and outright defiant of the Watchers, still solved their puzzles and only had to be punished once before he stopped trying to mess with them

What ive always pictured is after the dragon fight the two main elders of the Watcher colony finally revealed themselves to Grian properly-- i have this crystal clear image of the two of them hovering above and next to the central end island, looming over Grian, and like, these guys are big. HUGE. A good 5x bigger than the ender dragon itself, at LEAST. It would be hard not to feel insanely intimidated by that, honestly, especially when there are two of them side by side, blocking your entire view of the End from that direction.

Anyway picture that with the context of these two giant floating winged worms youve never seen before, who have demonstrated their powerful ability to manipulate code in a way you cant.... telling you that they have chosen you to become one of them. Thats an immense amount of pressure, both from flattery and fear, especially considering theyve punished you before for defying them. I like to think even then, Grian balked a bit, and while i dont have exact dialogue beats here, i know the Watchers continued putting that pressure on him (likely while leveraging his friendships too-- like ive always said, if Grian hadnt been chosen, BigB wouldve been, and i can absolutely see the Watchers offering to take him in Grian's stead) until he finally caved and accepted their "offer" of joining them.

Unfortunately, he didnt find out exactly what that entailed until it was far too late.

#shouting speaks #asks #hunger au #evo watchers #watcher!grian #grian #evo smp #tldr they pressured tf out of him to do it #through both flattery and also leveraging his own fear against him #he was a Player after all. they were likely bumping his mood post-dragon fight to make him more suggestible #the most painful thing abt this to me is that the Watchers still werent being deliberately malicious here like #with the way they viewed Players this was NORMAL to them #they just. didnt rlly consider them as much more than food/hosts for their young. in their eyes the Watcher that emerged was different #than the Player it had hatched from #even though it had Grian's mind memories personality and stats #every day i feel shrimp emotions abt this #the horror he went through..... and they never once thought of it as torture #they never once regarded Player!Grian as something that needed to know what was going to happen to him #bc it was normalized to them. yeah sure Watcher juveniles hatch from Player hosts thats NORMAL thats part of their life cycle!!! #the only new thing is this one would still retain the Player's mind #it was a fucked up science experiment basically and grian wasnt told ANYTHING before it actually happened to him #sobs and cries ohhh grian i fucked you up SO BAD huh #also huge shoutout to my friend wren for giving me a little context while i wrote this and confirming my ideas slotted in #rlly well with existing canon. character understander status continues to stay intact im winning #txt

[doggerell]

HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT

AND HYMS????

THE POOR WAYFARING STRANGER. I AM GOING TO PASS AWAAAY

#lingua ignota #kristin hayter #I HAVE A VOICE MEMO OF IT ON MY PHONE FROM THE CONCERT IT MAKES ME SOB MY EYES OUT #IM SO HAPPY THERES GOING TO BE A RELEASE OF IT #Im so excited for this. her hyms were absolutely gorgeous and breathtaking #I hope the best for her healing and Im so excited to see where this leads her musically #lingua ignota will always be incredible and so unique but I have complete faith in her new ventures musically and I hope it brings the best #for her voice and her soul yaknow #speaking #I havent actually listened to the single yet. on it now

[volaenii]

Get into Trigun they said…it’ll be fun they said… [insert me sobbing at 4 am because of volume 9, KNOWING what’s about to happen in the next volume]

#LIES!! DONT TRUST!! #I just finished reading volume 9 of trimax and I’m not coping well #I KNOW volume 10 is gonna fucking destroy me… #im legit crying my eyes out at 4 am thinking about it #im in so much emotional pain that it’s actually making me sick #godamn #trimax gots fucking HANDS #I should’ve known this was gonna be bad considering I sobbed my eyes out at volume 7 #that shouvle been a red flag #trigun #trigun maximum #volaetalks

[haechub]

UHM ANYWAYS ! cr

#he wants me dead #actually #i hope he knows the impact of which the istj extrovert concept had on me #and countless others #i have lost sleep and will be losing more sleep because of this #thanks alot haechan #just joking I LOVE MY CONFIDENT MANNNNN LIKE #drooling #sobbing #pulling my hair out #on the floor #clawing my eyes out #gnawing on my forearm #making monkey noises #kicking my feet #absolutely losing my shit #haechan #i love haechan #hes so fine #I CANT BELIEVE IM ONLY SEEING THIS NOW #where has this poca been all my life #HOW TO BE A FINGER ? #haechub

[frecklystars]

I noticed an error in the Barbie Movie

When Barbie is consoling Ken, we see her hand over his knee while she's talking to him

But in the next frame, it shows her hand on his chest instead. it didn't show her moving her hand, it was just... there suddenly

#before anyone asks YES i was shifting through this scene pausing every second. have you met me. #hurts me when i think about how many takes they must have done. and we only get to see one #im in shambles. greta pls. show me every single take of ken sobbing uncontrollably #love notes #barbie movie #💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́- #💕♫♪ ♡ You're the pink in my cheeks 🎀🌸✨♡ #i was actually using this scene to answer an ask so i needed to study it #at first. but then i got distracted. replaying this scene 50 times. not studying anymore just enjoying #i will watch the barbie movie and only watch ken's scenes. and somehow it will last 5 hours #the first time i saw this in theaters i thought to myself. when this scene came up. #i thought 'oh. i can't wait for this to stream so i can pause every damn minute of it' #im not me if i dont enjoy a beautiful man crying his eyes out #woof

[elegyofthemoon]

people on my twt feed kept comparing pandora hearts and dgrayman and bc my 11 year old self was so obsessed w dgm i decided to pick it up again and 😭 i see why i was obsessed lmao

#the anime makes me kinda nostalgic but i cant stomach it bc ep 50 or so was a bunch of fillers that werent in the manga #hhfjfj ik i was super mad about it when i was watching that i stopped watching #but anyways! #i finished vol 2 for dgm and im sobbing my eyes out what the fuck... #NO AND IK IT GETS WORSE IM NOT READY ..... #like i had this feeling id like allen anyways bc he was my fave when i was little the same way i was attached to oz as a kid JGHFJFJ #BUT NOW THAT I UNDERSTAND IM LIKE....OH.....OH NO #anyways like. allen and yuu having a conversation about self sacrifice and i was like 'ah....oz and elliot convo retrace 26 nodnod' #but the difference is that like. oz was afraid of losing everything so if it meant sacrificing himself he didnt mind so long as someone #stays... #meanwhile allen says that hes lost everything so he has nothing else to lose #allen had such a kind heart also bc of how much he has lost and him tending to guzol and lala made me uglycry like i was 11 again OK.... #also yuu saying 'exorcists are destroyers' but allen acknowledging it but wanting to use that power to protect I WILL DIE ACTUALLY LMAO #NO THE NEXT VOLUME IS GONNA SLAP ME SO HARD DUDE CANNOT WAIT.... #miranda and krory!!!!!!! big excited!!! #or i think krory is vol 4... OH MY GOD LAVIIIIIIIII 💞💞💞💞💞💞 #ok thats all i wanna say jenfjdjf #like allens so optimistic but its the kind thats formed by going through The Worst and that makes me sob #dudes only 14 and going through it #jshdjjd that would also check out for why 11 year old me was obsessed w him. ok #snow speaks #i dont have the next volume on me.... makes me sad.... #snow reads dgm

[chazz-is-a-zelda-fan]

I SAID I WAS INTERESTED IN BUYING YUGIOH CARDS… AND MY DAD PULLS OUT THIS. I HAVE INHERITED A HOARD, I AM THE SON OF A DRAGON

#I WISH MY DAD COULD ACTUALLY PULL OUT EYYYYY *sobbing* #NO BUT FORREAL IM LOSING MY SHIT #HE HANDED ME TWO BLUE EYES TOON DRAGONS #I HAVE A RED EYES BLACK DRAGON #I ASKED HIM TO RATE MY DUEL LINKS DECK AND IT ESCALATED TO THIS #AND APPARENTLY THIS IS HALF OF HIS HOARD SO… ITS MINE NOW. ITS ALL MINE #GUYS THIS IS LIKE OLD SCHOOL YGO. THAT FEELS SO WEIRD TO SAY BUT #CHANGE OF HEART! BLACK HOLE! TRAP HOLE! DE-SPELL! DARK MAGICIAN! REBD! BEWD! #THE GANG’S ALL HERE #ygo #mech’s being an idiot again #mech swears he’s a duelist #yugioh cards #yugioh #IM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND #guys some of these cards are still in japanese i’m not shitting y’all

[sucktacular]

trying to learn how to make Left4Dead mods, specifically a survivor model that I already have a model someone else made, BUT MY LORD im WAILING folks

not only am i back in the hell trenches that is a 3D modelling program (spits thinking about school) but also I cant find any good tutorials for Blender and, Kitten, I'll be honest. Daddy's about to kill himself (joke joke but also man this is the THIRD TIME trying again. first two times ended the exact same and i expect this one to end the same. stay tuned!!!)

ps if anyone has rigged up and put survivor models in l4d2 before I will literally draw you whatever you want, full color and shading, if you can put this fucking model for me on steam workshop. (not joking in the slightest, i have the model file I just need you to do the complex shit ; - ; it doesnt even have to be THAT GOOD i just want this fucker in my game)

#sucktacular sucks #saw someone on steamworkshops offering to rig pre-existing models for L4D2 for $20 and if I wasnt so painfully broke #I would have messaged them two days ago (sobbing) this shit so hard LOL #itd probably be easier if i made this damn file or if any of these tutorials actually explained why youre clicking certain buttons #cuz then it would teach me straight out how blender works but NO i gotta do my own dissecting #first tutorial i followed was going okay until they told me to download a program from before 2013 and didnt give us a cracked file for it #so one scary run in with a potential trojan later..... found a blender specific tutorial! yippe! thats free! #but then the blender tutorial is legit just a youtube video with no audio #just watching this person click random shit and then back out and then fling their cursor around more #like bro this is the worst thing to watch. like im following but this is painful #anyway that tutorial didnt help either and i wanna say its cuz of the model im using being in multiple pieces??? maybe??? #lord if i fucking know... #today im seeing if i can merge all the pieces and go that route #but i think thats gonna make the model literally stiff as fuck with no eye movements cuz its uh.... a solid thing #so lets fuck around and find out and waste time :)))) #im also not joking in the slightest... if youve done this before i will trade you in craft