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shadow-bender · 6 months

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#i had a dream a couple days ago that my mom was in my apartment. it wasnt even like a bad dream #she just came into my room and sat on my bed and asked me if i was okay #and then layed down next to me to hug me and comfort me like i was a little kid again #except #my mom has literally never done that for me in my life. and any time she offered comfort my vulnerabilities were immediately exploited #to hurt me #im going through alot of shit right now. and even though ive never had that kindness from my mom #when im hurt like this theres still a part of me that wants my mom so fucking bad #and the fact that i have never and will never get that from her makes everything worse #and i fucking wish that it didnt #i hope i never have to see her again in my whole life #i wish she was here and i hate that im 27 years old but im also still 5 and 7 and 13.#anyways after that dream i went to therapy and then after therapy i disassociated for 2 days and im just barely kinda coming out of it #lmaooooooooo #<- i had to put this bc you know how it is #anyways if you actually read these tags uhh thanks for bearing witness i guess #xr complains in the tags

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bangcakes · 10 months

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#so lmao. i think im like. officially done with making gifs JDJDJDJDJJDJDJDD #i just..... i dont have the will to do it anymore lmaooooooooo #freeing tbh. bc for a long time i couldnt watch something without planning out a gif set (or several) qhich like #tbh kind of took the enjoyment out of things....#n e way HDHDJJDJDDJJDJ #personal

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ozimuth · 1 year

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another except its me getting jumpscared by the fucking yurei in obsideo

#mans was flying towards me lmaooooooooo and i was in the SAFE ROOM BRO #i had to take a breather afterwards #im sorry my horns look like rigatoni lol #maybe ill actually color something next time #vtuber uprising #okay sketches done for now #art #vtuber art

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significant-ace-nnoyance · 1 year

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OKAY SO I'M READING THIS REALLY GOOD FANFIC AND I WANTED TO SHARE MY COMMENTARY ON IT.

OKAY LET'S GO.

OOOOOOOH OKAYYYYYYYY LET'S GOOOOO

OH MY GOD IS HE GOING TO CONFESS!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!

OKAY...

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LMAOOOOOOOOOO ALL OF THAT SET UP FOR THIS.

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO

WILL YOU CHICKEN.

AWWWWWWW NOOOOO STOP OVERTHINKING MIKE OH MY GOD STOP HATING YOURSELF-

....................................OH MY GOD?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?! IF SOMEONE DID THIS TO ME I WOULD MARRY THEM ON THE SPOT OH MY GOD I WOULD DIE.

DUDE SAME I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO MOVE, ALSO 🎶SHE SMELLS LIKE LEMON GRASS AND SLEEP...SHE TASTES LIKE APPLE JUCIE AND PEACH...🎶 OMG THIS IS SO INTIMATE AND LOVELY???

ALSO "it reminds of my great aunt berthas couch a little bit :(" CRYINGGGGG LMAOOOOOO

I'M LAUGHING TOO I'M SORRY BUT THIS WAS SO RANDOMLY FUNNY.

AWWWWW WILL HE'D NEVER BE MAD AT U :(

LMAOOOOOOOOO WHO KNEW A COUCH COULD BE SO FUNNY

ALSO THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS?!?!?!?!?!? INTIMATELY!??!?!?!?!?! THAT'S SO CUTE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? OMGGGGG EVEN THE WAITER NOTICED HOW GAY THEY ARE

LMAO THEY'RE SO CONFUSED.

CRYINGGGGGG OMG THE WAITER REALLY SAID

"I TOTALLY SUPPORT THE SKITTLES PEOPLE 😊🫶 🎶BEEEEEEEE WHOOOOOOO YOUUUUUUU AREEEEEE FOR YOURRR PRIIIIIIIIIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DON'T HIIIIIIDEEEEEEE🎶🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈"

I BET YOU WISH YOU WAS THO.

AWWWWWW ARE THEY GONNA COOK TOGETHER?!!??!?! 😭

"mike wheeler...the shitty cook...a CHEF?"

OOOOOOOOOOOOOH THEY'RE GONNA HAVE THE PLACE TO THEMSELVESSSSSS, NOW WHATEVER WILL THEY DO WITHIN THAT PERIOD OF TIME??? 👀

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA HE'S NOTICINGGGGGGGG

he's so real 😭

THIS IS SO POETIC??? WOW.

*crazy evil laughter*

OOOOOOH OKAYYY MIKE'S LOOKIN SEXY 🎶BLUEEEE JEANSSSS WHITE SHIRTTTT YOU'RE SO FRESH TO DEATH YOU KNOW YOU MAKE MY EYES BURNNNNNN🎶 AND ALSO OMG HE'S SWOOPING HIM INTO A HUG!?!??!?!?! SO SWEEEET 😭

ITALIAN MIKE WHEELER CANON.

MICHEAL? MORE LIKE MICHELANGELO 🇮🇹

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE THEY'RE FLIRTING NOWWWWWWWWW

ALSO NOOOOOO WILLLLLLLL PLEASE DON'T BE SADDDDD

teehee 🤭

oh my god the INTIMACY. the SHEER TENSION between these two.

"will can smell the clean citrus of mike's shampoo, he can feel his fingers brushing up against the small of his back as he secures the tie of the apron, the sheer closeness of the curly-haired boy is maddening"

I'M GOING INSANE.

OMG IM SO WXCITED LETS GO

…. BESTIE… BESTIE OMG OMG GOTMT I KNOW THIS FIC IT IS LITERALLY MY FAV THING EVER I HAVE BEEN DESPERATELY WAITING THE NEXT INSTALLMENT BECAUSE ITS SO DJDNBDBEBDBBD OMGOGMGOGM

LMAO IK I LOVE MIKE IN THIS FIC HES SUCH A SIMP SO CANON ACCURATE

the i’ve never been good at lying to you???? my fav trope of them omg adorbs

AHHH I FORGOT ON TOP OF A SIMP MIKE IS ALSO AN OVERTHINKER WITH SELF HATRED ANDLOW SELF ESTEEM 😭😭😭😭 SO MUCH FLUFF SO I ALWAYS FORGET HOW THESE FICS GUT ME

BESTIE IKR?????? SAME OMFG THEY R LITERALLY SO PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER AND SO CARING ABOUT EACH OTHER AND THEM BEING HAPPY MAKES THE OTHER HAPPY AND I WANT TO CRY

🎶oh you would find her in a polaroid picture <33 and she means everything to me 🎶 AHHHHHHHHH I KNOW I ABSOLUTELY DEVOUR SCENES LIKE THAT AND THIS ONE WAS SO WELL DONE

beeeeeeee whoooooo uuuuuuuu areeeeeee

omg though i do love the waiter she’s literally all of us being like OMG GAY PEOPLE <3 YALL R MARRIED RIGHT and i love that this fic is set in a world like without much homophobia it was a good break and sort of getaway like mike was more mad at himself about will not liking him over will being grossed out he’s gay which i liked like yes could i have one order of the pining and oblivious and kinda sad and angsty 😭 and cute ofc but WITHOUT the self hatred for queerness??? yes pls

ALSO side note i love that gif from heartstopper it’s literally the funniest part of the show i swear such a quotable set of lines djbdbdbebbdbd

I LOVE WILL FLIRTING U KNOW MICHAEL IS GONNA BE DONE FOR WHEN WILL FEELS COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO LET DOWN HIS GUARD AND FLIRT THAT BOY TO DEATH

omg fr will is literally me

POETRY OMFG I LOVE WRITERS ANDBYLER WRITERS FOR SOME REASON ARE SO ???? TALENTED ???? BEAUTIFUL ???? AMAZINGINCREDIBLEPOETICSHOWSTOPPING

byler freaking out over every piece of clothing the other wears is so real and i eat it up every time💀💀 also I NEED BYLER HUGS DONEJENEJ THAT WOULD ACTUALLY HEAL MY ENTIRE HEART

JSHDJDJJENEJSBEBBESTIE UR SO RIGHT IM WHEEZING MICHAELANGELO WHEEEELER FOR THE WIN

ugh more will being relatable it’s a constant back and forth with those two frfr like one minute shameless flirting and a flash of clarity through the obliviousness and the next right back to nonono don’t get the hopes up 😭😭

CHEF WHEELER

BESTIE I AM TOO LOSING MY MIND I AFORE THIS FIC THANK U FOR GIVING ME AN EXCUSE TO BASICALLY REREAD ITS LITERALLY ALL THE BEST DOMESTIC BYLER TROPES IN ONE NDBDJDJJEJDJDJJFJD

sorry this took so long to answer 😭😭my phone case is broken and half my keyboard is at like 50% functioning level 😭😭 BUT TY FOR SHARING OMG IS THE NEXT CHAPTER OUT???? I NEED AN UPDATE I NEED RESOLUTION I CANT WAIT DHBDBDJJSB

#byler fic

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firelord-frowny · 2 years

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republican governers in the south shipping immigrants thousands of miles away to democratic states to Stick It To The Libs is literally the most hilarious fucking thing those ass backwards pinheaded nimrods have ever done lmaooooooooo

like oh nooooooooo, PLEASE don't transport busloads of latin american immigrants to cities that will probably be significantly less hostile toward them than your own city! oh nooooooooo, im BEGGING you, let them stay in your city so you can spit on them and shoot them and generally treat them like garbage for no other reason than because they're brown and have weak english language skills!

seriously?

SERIOUSLY????

literally all you're doing is giving ~liberal~ cities a chance to prove how much better they are than you while ALSO eagerly reminding the whole world how truly evil and malicious you are. two birds, one stone!

#im sure its all very stressful and unpleasant for the immigrants in question #and that sucks #but also i truly truly truly hope that they're able to get by more easily in these ~liberal~ cities #than if they'd stayed in cities governed by unabashedly racist bigots.#obligatory disclaimer that I KNOOOOOOW LIBERALS CAN STILL BE RACIST #and obligatory disclaimer that I KNOOOOOOW non-white immigrants and people of color in general #are subject to racist abuse/discrimination in every corner of this evil ass country #but some places really are easier to be in than others.

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foursdarkdays · 6 months

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Dear diary ,

The suicidal thoughts keep getting stronger. There's no specific reason. I really really don't see a point of living. I'm always under so much anxiety and depression and no matter how much I try nothing happens. I heal for a while and then I'm back. If it's always going to be like this what's the point? See life is pointless. I don't want to struggle so much just to survive. Living is so dumb. Life is soo fucking dumb and boring. Nothing is worth it here. And suddenly today I had this urge to self harm again. I miss that yk? Physical pain to numb the emotional pain? But i can't do it . I won't do it i think. I left that path long ago but yeah im being aggresive with things so that I get hurt like physically even if it's just a scratch. I don't want to live . Please. I need to be free. I've been in this self cage for more than a decade and I need to be free. I'm praying for something to happen to me so i can die because i obviously won't kill myself. I don't want my mom to think that she wasn't enough. That she didn't try her best. She did. She's the best mom . Also my friends. I really don't want anyone to think they didn't do enough. I'm quite lucky to have such good people around. I'm fucked. My brain is fucked everything is fucked. Idk I need to die . Idk atleast by December. I don't know how to do it. But let's see . Let's find a way

25/10/23 (16:46)

i dont deserve so much anxiety. how will i live like this? is this suffering worth it? Everything gives me anxiety and i always fuck it up, Im so done like so done. I'm tired. I'm worth so much more than this stupid life.

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I had the worst panic attack an hour ago oh my goddddd. It was soooooooo severe. i was sleeping and i suddenly woke up feeling like im having a heart attack. It was hurting so much. Idk how to explain but it was toooo much. Like someone was trying to squeeze my lungs. I feel better now ufff. The chest pains are slowly decreasing and i feel my body getting tired. Poor body has to go through so much :( im so sorry i wish i could do something about this. You deserve better . (lowkey wish it was a heart attack and i passed away lmaooooooooo byeeeeeeee)

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self-improvingggg · 1 year

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6/4/23

Ive had a Coffee (2 teaspoons of Coffee, 2 teaspoons of honey, some milk and 1 teaspoon of coco (so that my mum cant tell Im having coffee lmaooooooooo) I also had about 1/3 of a pint of ASDA Strawberry and other stuff Smoothie Im about to go to my first day of work 0-0, Im a little worried Ill get really hungry whilst Im there, but we vibe it'll be finneeeeeee I also got my drama hw done last night, and I think Im pretty close to getting my RPE hw done, so Im going to do that once I get home And then I just have the history course work to do, which Im gonna try and get done before I do my sleep over Also Ive been making an empathesis on looking cute, even when Im not going anywhere/doing anything, its making me quite happy ngl

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scattered-winter · 2 years

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i just started watching the lego batman movie for the first time and wow. it truly is the only batman movie ever

#NEVER thought i would be a batjokes shipper and yet....when batman said 'i dont need you' to jokers face.....#i love that movie so much #im not even done with it yet but i already know its my favorite #ALFRED PUT A PARENTAL LOCK ON THE BATCOMPUTER LMAOOOOOOOOO #winter speaks

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ikonist · 4 years

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