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read-pinned-pls · 5 months
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— childe + fem!reader.
mdni. spitting, brief cunilingus, pussy slapping, petnames: baby, princess, beautiful, good girl.
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"stop squirming, princess, and keep these legs spread for me" he rasps out, voice almost a whisper as the man, once again, dips his face between your legs, the tip of his tongue sliding teasingly across your folds and clit in a swift motion that carries your juices all across the sensitive skin with a smirk plastered on his pretty boy face.
the kitten licks placed on your throbbing bud turning into harsh sucks, his slender fingers joining the torture as one slides easily into your cunt, allowing your thighs to shake and kick the air.
a whimper leaves your lips when he exhales against your puffy folds, moving back to stare at you through half lidded eyes, glinting with mischief, "i told you to stop squirming" Childe clicks his tongue, bending forward to part your glistening folds between a thumb and forefinger, before landing a firm slap on your pussy, the motion making your legs close unconsciously with a whine of protest on your lips, "Childe..."
"what's wrong, baby, i thought you were enjoying it" he mutters with a fake pout, "or you want me to fuck you that bad, hm?"
"i need you..."
"what do you need? use your words" he replies back, eyes peeking above your mound as he leans and lets a glob of spit land in your clit, smiling at your shuddering.
"your cock, i want your cock" you sob, face burning and breathing unevenly as the red haired shifted his hungry gaze from between your legs to your face, a soft 'good girl' whispered in your mouth, frozen and desperate for a kiss that never arrived.
"open your mouth" he rubs on your bottom lip with a thumb, taking his time to caress your tongue with a silent command you knew so well, his unoccupied hand holding on your plush thigh to hook it around his waist, the movement making his hard cock rub between your glistening folds.
"you're so beautiful" Childe mutters, pressing his lips together to collect a good amount of saliva and spitting directly on your tongue, letting it lay there as he slid his own across the expanse of your neck and shoulders, biting and sucking marks on his way down.
in sync, when Childe mumbles a 'swallow', the tip of his cock slides between your folds and pushes deep into your pussy, not giving you much time to adjust as he's quick to pound into you, desperately rutting into your cunt as if he were trying to fuck you as deep as he could.
his fingers lay on each side of your face, thumb opening your lips he can easily slide his tongue across yours, alternately sucking on your tongue and moaning at your mixed tastes, his pace and the squelching sounds of your pussy getting pounded roughly, only getting louder with each shared kiss.
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zhonyua · 6 months
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YUA ESCREVE SOBRE O BLADE OU O LUOCHA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
your wish is my command.
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soft injuries
blade x gn!reader
context: you're from the stellaron hunters and you see blade struggling with his bandages.
content: mentions of injuries, blood, cuts, bandages; a bit suggestive? but nothing more than it.
notes: sorry if blade is a little out of character; some things about the stellaron hunters are made up; i'm sorry, it's really short </3
you could say that today was a rough day. maybe because you had to 'deal' with annoying people or because you had to be scolded by kafka because you did something without thinking again. you just knew you were tired.
it wasn't easy to be great like them. they were good at everything they did. silver wolf was a great hacker, kafka was great at fighting and making strategies and blade... well, blade was truly awesome.
you could see how he usually dealt with his problems, even if he always found a way to injure himself. he was a difficult person, but maybe that was why you were so fond of him.
you didn't know how, but blade always found a way to take over your thoughts. if you were fighting, you would remember how hot he looked while threatening his enemies. if you were resting sitting on a couch, you would remember how his eyes shined when they narrowed at you. your mind was always thinking about him.
and today wasn't different. you were tired, yes, but your mind was already full of thoughts about him. you almost tripped on the stairs because you got distracted again. maybe thinking about blade wasn't so good for you. and when you saw him, alone in a room, struggling to wrap a bandage on his waist, you knew that you were already lost.
you slowly walked towards the room, trying really hard to not make any noise so he wouldn't notice you, but that was blade, so of course he heard the small creak your shoes gave each step.
"what do you want?" his stern voice resonated through the empty room and you jumped slightly from the startle. you sighed, giving up on your slow and quiet pace and walking normally towards him.
"what are you doing?" you peeked over his shoulders and he moved so his back could cover your vision. "none of your business." he said in that same tone of voice. you felt an urge to keep annoying him.
"it looks like you're struggling there." your voice sounded terribly teasing. "i'm not." blade's words were interrupted by a low grunt when the bandage roll he was holding fell on the ground. you quickly kneeled down to grab it and he immediately tried to take it from your hands, but you moved it away from his reach.
"i could help you." you said and he rolled his eyes in an annoyed way. "i don't want your help." his face had a stern look that just made you insist even more. "don't be so annoying." you said and he frowned.
your persistence was irritating him so much, that he gave up after a few more tries. "alright, i give up. just do it quickly." blade said in a low voice, as if he didn't want anyone to hear it. you couldn't hide your victorious smile, while you carefully approached him, as if he was going to bite you.
he was leaning on a table, his arms behind him, so you could have more space. you could feel that, even if he was sighing annoyed all the time, he was liking how close you were from him. your eyes traced his bare chest without any hesitation, while you slowly began to wrap the bandage around his waist.
he had bleeding cuts all over his torso, and you carefully wrapped the bandage around them all, touching his skin even so slightly. you could see how he was holding his sighs, every time your fingers rubbed against a tiny cut.
you felt his stare at you, but you ignored him. you pressed an injury a bit too much and he grunted, grabbing your hand, roughly. you looked up at him, just realizing how close your face was from his.
"you're doing it on purpose." blade's voice sounded low and his eyes didn't leave yours. "am i?" you tried your best to give him the most innocent eyes you could. "oops." you pressed the spot again, smiling when he grunted.
"stop it." his voice sounded hoarse and his eyes narrowed at you, but that just made you want to keep doing it. "and what if i don't?" you whispered, teasingly. that was the last thing you said before he grabbed your face with one hand and pulled you for a kiss.
your eyes widened with surprise, but soon your lips curled up in a smile. you couldn't hide how much you wanted that, and now that it was finally happening, you felt like it was a dream. but blade's hands sliding down to firmly hold your waist, reminded you that it wasn't.
your hands, on the other side, ignored the bandages completely, brushing his chest until your arms wrapped around his neck. his mouth felt warm and he bit your lips in the most possessive way possible.
you sighed heavily between the kiss when his hands began to move lower, but he suddenly pushed you away before you could even react. before you could ask what happened, you heard a familiar voice calling for his name.
"hey blade, did you see my..." silver wolf entered the room looking around, but when her eyes stopped on you she fell silent. "oh." she had a neutral expression, but you could feel that she was going to laugh it off later. "well, sorry, i'll ask later." she left, not before giving blade a wink.
you felt your cheeks warming and you looked away from blade, but he didn't look bothered at all.
"we're going to continue this later." it was the last thing he said, before grabbing his things and leaving you alone in the room.
suddenly, you didn't feel tired anymore.
it was the first time that doing something without thinking led you to a good thing.
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lunarw0rks · 7 months
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BABY GRAVY HCS? SPILL
a/n: can't believe this is something i'm about to post publicly. omfggg idk if my thoughts will transfer well into little writings BUT HERE YOU GO- warning(s): nsfw (18+), literally cum headcanons [141 + graves / ale].
könig cums the most out of all of them. even without overstim. or edging - it's a wonder he has any left after multiple rounds. but he always does. his finishing always lasts at least ten seconds, where he's completely gone and draining every last drop that expels from his system.
( •̀ᴗ•́ )و ̑̑ whatever— whoever catches the aftermath is bound to be amazed, even if it's not their first time with him.
.𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟.
gaz & soap are 50/50. it depends on how desperate they are— or how long it's been since they last had release. plain, everyday sex with their partner, it won't be as much as kö at all, but more than those last on the ranking. BUT... after months away, using their hands, etc... it's a noticeable amount difference. as if their bodies have literally been storing the mounds of pearly substance just for you.
( •̀ᴗ•́ )و ̑̑ and these two + overstim. or edging?? if they're desperate enough to cum, and finally do, it's a mess.
.𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟.
simon is on the lower end, but not the bottom. less than gaz + soap, but not as lacking in amount as the two below!! unlike those on the bottom when it comes to time, his releases are more lasting. probably several seconds, even though there's not much evidence in cum to show it. his body is stubborn just like him; even when being teased or deprived, the results rarely budge.
( •̀ᴗ•́ )و more of a one-and-done guy, because he doesn't want to be greedy. BUT he's definitely not going to resist cumming more than once until he's filled someone to the brim, if they so wish. not a drop wasted, etiher — take that how you want ;)
.𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟.
price & alejandro are last but definitely not least. it's not a showy, messy finish like those higher in the ranking. there just... isn't much that comes out when they finish. merely a few spurts, and it takes a brief moment for the leaking to cease, even if they're still reeling in the sensations of an orgasm.
( •̀ᴗ•́ )و ̑̑ doesn't take away from their bedroom performance, though ;) not even a bit.
.𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟.
graves isn't at the bottom because he cums the least, make no mistake. i think the amount would purely depend on who he's with and whether he's in control or not. i'm a firm believer that if you have him whimpering and begging, he'll cum when your fingers merely brush against him.
( •̀ᴗ•́ )و now, if he's more in control - he'd be similar to simon, in the sense that his releases are long but with little remnants to show it - even when he hasn't been with a partner for long periods of time.
.𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟.
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opikarts · 10 months
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It's all from discord 😔😔😔
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false memories
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soupbaddie · 2 months
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A Day With the Pavel Family
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*only suitable for mature audiences, 18+*
While this story is fine for 13+, future parts will not be.
This story contains spoilers pertaining to Najuma and Hodari quest lines.
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"Hey! Your dad said you were wanting some tea, so I brought you some sweet leaf."
Najuma had just barely made it out of her room, still yawning, before I started talking to her.
"Oh! Um.. thanks! This will be great after dinner tonight. Thanks, Em."
I couldn't get out a reply before she took off out the front door, saying something about not wanting to forget her newest idea.
I sat back down on the couch and picked up my book. I had spent the last hour reading, waiting for Najuma to wake up. I started my day early in the hopes of getting a sernuk before it was too hot to hunt. Luckily it didn't take me too long, so I came here right after and got straight to reading.
"Hey, darlin'."
I was so lost in my book, I didn't even see or hear Hodari come through the door.
"What are you doing here so earlier? I don't usually see you 'til lunch time," he said, while giving me a grin.
"I could ask you the same. You should work while it's still cool out. Also, how did you know I was here?"
He nodded toward the door and said, "I saw Najuma come out of here with a pep in her step and I knew that meant she'd seen you."
I looked down and smiled as he made his way to the couch to sit by me. He put a hand on my thigh and I could feel a tingle move up my leg and to my spine. His touch always felt so new and made my heart race.
"What can I do for you, darlin'?"
"Oh. Nothing," I replied. "I was just out and thought I'd try to make the day easier for you by getting some steaks for dinner. Lucky for you, I was successful." I looked up at him and he was already looking back at me.
"You know you don't have to do that for me," he said quietly.
"I know but now it's one less thing for you to worry about."
"Well, I really appreciate it, Ember. You take good care of Najuma and me."
He gave my thigh a light squeeze and I felt a wave of nerves run through me.
"I wish I could help out more but, I'm a better hunter than I am a miner."
He chuckled. "Well, how about you join me in the mines today and I can give you a few tips."
"I'd like that."
He stood up and grabbed my hand to help me up then led me out the door.
I waved at Najuma as we made our way towards the mines. She smiled and waved back but I knew she was upset that she couldn't join. I was slowly convincing Hodari to let her back in the mines but it was taking more time than I'd hoped.
As we got closer, I started to feel some nervous energy creeping up inside of me. I had been working on my skills and was really hoping Hodari would notice. I didn't want him to feel like all his help in the past had been ignored. He had more patience with me than he should've and I felt like I needed to prove that I was worth the work.
"Alright, Ember, let me see what you got."
I swung the pick above my head and using the weight of it, came back down on some iron in front of me. It didn't do much but at least I hit my target this time.
"Not too bad, darlin'. You're getting better at this. Move your legs further apart, they're too close together. Now give it another swing."
I pulled back the pick again, and with better balance, was able to come down with a little more force.
"That's it. Nice swing, Em."
I let out the breath I had been holding and gave him a nod. When I went to hit a third time, I swung back too fast and lost my balance. I dropped the pick in the hopes of moving my hands in time to catch myself. Before I hit, I felt Hodari catch me.
"Take it a little slower next time. There's no rush," he said as he helped me back to my feet.
"I know we just started, but I think I'll take a break. That pick is always heavier than I remember. I'll come back once I catch my breath."
He gave me a nod of approval and I took off to find some shade. I sat under a tree close enough to the mines to see Hodari at work. He was great at his job and all those years of hard work really showed. He was strong. I could feel it when he caught me. He held me like I didn't weigh more than the pick I was swinging. I sat back and admired him. His face was so still and focused. His stance was firm and unmoving in a way I knew I'd never conquer. And his arms, his chest...
I got a weird feeling in my stomach and turned to look at something else. Any time I really stopped to look at him, these feelings would come. I wasn't very familiar with them. Existing was still pretty new.
When I arrived here, I had no idea what being human meant. I knew the basics of being alive, but I had almost no memory of where I came from or what I was before arriving. Everything I did and saw were firsts for me. The foundation of who I was was there, but nothing was built on it.
I pulled a book out of the bag I had been carrying. It wasn't the one I had thought it was but it would do.
"Stalking Prey for Beginners," I read out loud. Not as entertaining as the romance novels Caleri introduced me to but still good enough to keep me reading.
After some time passed, Hodari made his way towards me wiping sweat from his brow.
"It'll be dark by the time we get back. Don't want to keep Najuma waiting," he said.
I hadn't even realized it had gotten so late. I'd spent the whole day reading this damn book... and occasionally staring at Hodari.
"Oh, I'm so sorry. I never went back to help. I got lost in reading."
I looked down, a little embarrassed, and he chuckled.
"You know I don't mind, darlin'. I'm glad you found some time for yourself to relax. You deserve that. "Now let's head back." He grabbed my hand and we walked back to the house.
Najuma was already inside waiting for us. She was at the table writing notes about her latest creation. She had yet to tell me what it is but I knew she would when she was ready for a test subject.
"Hodari, you go clean up and I'll start prepping dinner. Once you're done, I'll go next," I said.
"Sure thing, darlin." He kissed my hand then headed outside.
"So, what did you get up to today?" I asked Najuma as I started washing some potatoes.
"Oh, the same as always. Wait until dad is out of the workshop then get started on my latest projects."
She paused then said, "I found one of your books. But don't worry, I won't tell my dad."
I felt my face get hot and turned to her. "You didn't read it did you?" I started to panic.
She let out a laugh then said, "No way. I'm not into your romance books. Seeing you and my dad is gross enough."
A breathed out a sigh of relief. Thank goodness she thought it was just some dumb romance novel. I'd hate to find out it's my fault she was introduced to smut.
Once I had calmed down, I got back to prepping the potatoes while waiting for Hodari to come back.
"Go ahead and get yourself cleaned up, darlin'. I'll take it from here."
He walked in smiling while rubbing his hair with a towel
"Oh! Perfect timing. The steaks are ready for the grill and that's definitely your job."
He laughed and took the steaks outside to cook. I followed before heading for the outdoor bathing area around the house. I washed the dirt off my skin and out of my hair and tried my best to get all the dust out of my clothes. It wasn't perfect, but I felt so much better and much more presentable.
By the time I was done, dinner was ready and the table inside was set. We all sat and enjoyed the meal.
Najuma told us about how Auni was bothering her again about joining him in bug hunting. Hodari talked about a promising new mine. To everyone's surprise, he asked Najuma to join him in checking it out and to come up with a game plan for getting it open.
He's getting there. This is a step in the right direction. I know he's having a hard time letting her back in but I think he's starting to see that keeping her from her Path is only making their relationship worse.
"I'm gonna make some tea. Do you want to try some, Em?"
"I would love some! Thank you," I replied.
She had an excited smile on her face as she got out another teacup.
Once brewed, she brought me the tea. It smelled earthy yet sweet with a hint of mint. I took a sip, and it was delicious. I know Najuma could tell I liked it because she reassured me there were plenty of leaves for another cup or two.
We all sat in silence for a while. This was pretty typical of the Pavel family and I didn't mind. I enjoyed the comfortable quiet that came with being around them.
"Thank you for trying the tea, Ember. My mom and I used to enjoy a some after dinner together. It's nice being able to do that with someone again." Najuma said quietly as she spoke into her cup. I reached out my hand and placed it on her forearm.
"Thank you for sharing something so special with me, Najuma. I'm honored," I said.
She gave me a shy but happy smile and we went back to our tea.
Hodari reached under the table, put a hand on my knee and gave it squeeze. When I looked to him, he had a soft, happy grin on his face. If he wasn't proud of me for the mining, he was for this moment. 
"Well, I'm going to bed!" Najuma said as she hopped from her chair and made her way to her bedroom. We all knew she wasn't actually going to sleep but at least she pretended to.
"Don't stay up too late, now. I want you up bright and early to check out that new spot," Hodari said, but she was in her room before he even finished.
He let out a sigh and I stood up from the table.
"Leavin' so soon, darlin?"
"Not unless you want me to stay a little longer. And if you do, might I suggest we move to a more comfortable spot? Like the couch?"
"Of course I want you to stay. I can't seem to get enough time with you."
We made our way to the living area and sat down. He put his arm around me and I laid my head on his shoulder.
"I saw you lost in that book today." Hodari said.
"The hunting one?" I asked.
"No, the one you forgot on the table."
I felt my face get hot. I let out a nervous laugh then replied, "Oh, that? Its nothing. Just a dumb romance book." I was too embarrassed to look at him.
"Well, I won't 5 it didn't look like nothin'," he said as he gave me a sly smile then let out a chuckled.
"So what're you plans for tomorrow, Em? If you're in the area, you're welcome to come by and say hi. You know I'll always make time for you."
I looked up into his eyes and something inside me was begging me to ask him if I could just stay forever. Not only do I hate the long walk out here but I hate always having to say goodbye.
He could tell something was wrong because his expression changed to concern when he said, "Is there something bothering you, darlin'? You can talk to me."
I couldn't even look at him when I replied, "I was wondering if you'd ever be interested in letting me stay the night?"
He started fumbling for words.
"Well, I, um, I haven't really thought about it."
I knew he was lying, but I could see a little bit of fear in his eyes.
"It's okay. I don't want to push you. I know you want to take this slow, and I understand that. But, I want you to know that I'm ready whenever you're ready."
I leaned in and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
"I'm sorry, Em. I'm scared. I'm scared to get close again. I don't want to get hurt, I don't want to hurt you, and I especially don't want Najuma to go through that kind of pain again... From someone leaving... I know I shouldn't worry, but I want to make sure I'm doing this right."
He paused then quietly continued, "When I gave you my pin, I knew I wanted us to be forever."
He was no longer looking at me at this point, so I put my hand on his face and gently turned it towards me.
"Hodari, I will never know how it felt, to go through what you did, but you don't need to be afraid. There is nothing you could do that would make me want to leave." I took a deep breath. "And I decided, long before you gave me your pin, that I wanted to be with you during this life and the next."
I could see the sparkle of a tear in his eye before he leaned in and pressed his lips against mine. His kiss was gentle and it set my chest on fire. All I could think of was him. I was lost in his kiss as the room around us disappeared.
I felt one of his hands cup the back of my head while the other found its way to my hip. He kissed me deeper and I couldn't get enough. I kept one hand on his face and placed the other over his heart. It was beating fast. Faster than I would've expected from someone so stoic.
I don't know how much time had passed before we were interrupted but the creak of a door.
We both jumped in surprise and turned to see Najuma sneaking out for her nightly session in the workshop.
Hodari gave her a disapproving look then said, "I'm just gonna pretend I don't see you sneakin' out right now. But don't forget you have a busy day tomorrow."
Najuma slipped out the front door without saying anything.
Hodari let out a sigh.
"Sorry 'bout that. I should've known she'd be out here soon," he said as he rubbed the back of his neck. He'd never admit it, but he was embarrassed. Admittedly, I was too.
"It's alright," I said. "You need to be getting to bed soon, anyways. You also have a busy day tomorrow, and it's getting late. I'll stop by breakfast in the morning."
I stood up and made my way towards the front door. I needed to get going or it would be the next day before I even got home.
"Ember, wait."
Hodari stood up and made his way towards me. He took my hands in his.
"Why don't you stay here for the night, darlin'?"
I gasped. "Are you sure? Like, totally sure? I don't want to make you uncomfortable if you're not ready."
"I'm sure."
"Okay... Well, I can just stay on the couch if that will make you more comfortable."
He gave me a flirtatious smirk before leaning in close to me. I could feel his breath on my neck when he whispered in my ear, "I'll get my bed set for two."
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Hey! If you've read this far, you're a Saint. This came out so much longer than planned. This is my first time writing something that wasn't required of me. I'm still learning and would love feedback. Criticism is welcome as long as it's nice because I take everything personally. If this gets a positive response, I'd love to write a part 2, but it will be NSFW. Let me know, and thanks for reading!
Feel free to share because I'm too scared to 😅
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HELP I DIDN’T THINK HE WOULD RESPOND
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whillywisp · 10 months
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Stardust. Hard not to love what you know.
Summary: You hadn't lived a single day of your life without the sea or Finnick, even after he was reaped, even after he was turned into a ruthless killer and then the Capitol's most prized possession, trapped behind it's gilded bars like a songbird. Only instead of a song crying for help, he just spoke the words that came to him the easiest and you took them and caged them in your skin, turned yourself into a gallery for his art.
Or.
Writer Finnick who's love language is writing on his lover's skin, the only place he allows himself to be free.
𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒
'I see a little bit of me in everyone. Stardust. hard not to love what you know. we are all the universe in drag.'
On the surface, everyone knew Finnick Odair as he presented himself, like his life is a theatre performance and he only really took the most perfect, untainted, beautifully crafted parts of himself out into the spotlight but left the more ugly, broken and vulnerable parts of him behind the velvet red curtains before show time.
But most people didn't know that he didn't just leave the parts of himself most beautiful just floating mid air when they weren't needed but rather imprinted on your skin in the form of words and ink. Because that was only meant for you to see.
For your whole life, it had always been you, the sea and Finnick, from the day you had grabbed the small golden haired boy's little finger at the beach and asked him to be your friend over the sound of the waves, your hair covered in sand and cold pebbles as winter air made you both shiver. You hadn't lived a single day of your life without the other two, even after he was reaped, even after he was turned into a ruthless killer and then the Capitol's most prized possession, trapped behind it's gilded bars like a songbird. Only instead of a song crying for help, he just spoke the words that came to him the easiest and you took them and caged them in your skin, turned yourself into a gallery for his art.
The world will never see him in peaceful moments like this, his head in your lap, no responsibilities or unwanted touches making his shoulders slump under the weight of them as he scribbles words into the delicate, scarred skin of your forearm, words that you know you'll take to Delilah, the only tattoo artist in District 4 and make them yours forever. The world will never see his concentrated frown as he thinks slowly and makes sure the words express exactly how he feels in that moment, caging the moment in them forever.
You stroke his hair gently with your free hand, your own whipping around in the cool night breeze, watching his pen glide against your skin and the way the ink smudges on the uneven surface, broken by old scars that told a story of their own. He looked too adorable like this, entirely engrossed in his work that you can't help but press a gentle kiss to the frown between his eyebrows, making green eyes the colour of the sea lapping against the shores in front of you look up at you in surprise and barely concealed adoration.
"What?" His voice is gentle above the sound of the waves and you smile, shaking your head, your hair fall forward to make a protective curtain around the two of you.
"Nothing, you just look precious like this. All concentrated and lost in thought." You lean down again, this time pressing a kiss to his lips. You feel his lips stretch into a smile against your own and his green eyes just seem brighter than the full moon shining overhead.
"Adorable huh? I have a reputation to maintain, darling. Don't go around ruining it," he teased, his eyes crinkled at the corners as he grins up at you. You laugh, pulling your hand away from his grip and the tip of his pen, to gently stroke his cheek with your finger tips.
"No one could touch your reputation even if they tried." You say with a chuckle and it's true. No one could destroy the reputation he had crafted so perfectly over the years as the Capitol's darling and in some ways, you wished you could burn them down to ashes and let the world see your beautiful boy but you knew you were too selfish, too greedy for him to be yours and yours alone to ever let that happen. Almost as if he heard your thoughts, he smiles up at you, and shook his head.
"You could. You could if you wanted to, and I'd let you, happily. If my downfall does have to come someday, I hope you bring it upon me." Your heart squeezes painfully in your chest at that and you shake your head, pressing another kiss to his lips. This was devotion and you always wondered what it was you did that made you worthy of it. "I could never hurt you, in any way. You are my everything."
His eyes flutter close at that and he smiles, his voice soft as if he didn't even want the sea to listen in on his confession. "And you are mine."
A peaceful silence falls over you both and you can't help but remember the words he was scribbling onto your arm earlier and you look down at him again, a small smile on your face. "Can I see what you wrote today?" Finnick never wanted you to read incomplete words, and you never tried to. He always clapped his hand down on your skin or closed his notebook when you asked him and he told you they weren't ready to be seen. Even when they were in plain sight, like now, you averted your gaze, because you'd never break his trust. Not like this.
He smiles up at you sheepishly and looks away, his hands fidgeting with his pen. "They're not mine today, not originally anyways. But everytime i think of them, they remind me of you."
You raise an eyebrow, your fingers gently turn his face to look back at you. "Oh? Just a poem then, from another writer?" He nods slowly, his hand coming up to cradle yours against his cheek. "Something like that. You can read it."
You smile and raise your forearm to your eyelevel, squinting through the now smudged ink and trying to look at it with the full moon light.
'What I feel for you cannot be conveyed in phrasal combinations, it either screams out loud or it stays painfully silent but I promise you — it beats words. It beats worlds.'
You blink before looking down at him, his green eyes wide as he looks up at you and you lean down to kiss his lips again, properly now. He responds in kind, his hand coming up to cradle your face like you're something precious and you fall a few feet deeper into him. "That's so beautiful."
He smiles against your lips, looking up at you with his boyish grin. "Isn't it? Everytime i think of it, all i can think of in relation is you." Every bit of grief in your body melts away at that, and you can't help the intense wave of emotions for the precious boy in your lap that washes over you.
"I love you," the words tumble from your lips like a prayer. "I love you. More than the years you or i live, more than the beats our combined hearts beat, i love you."
He smiles, moving away to sit up and then tug you into his lap, his eyes soft as he peers at your glossy eyes. He gently leans his forehead against yours and closes his eyes, his arms tight around you.
"I love you too, more than any amount of words I write. Thank you for taking these...parts of me and making them yours. Even the parts the rest of the world would resent."
You shake your head and smile, kissing him again. "Every part of you is mine, just like everything that makes me is yours. Hard not to love what you know. And the truest thing you can know is yourself."
A sigh of content escapes him and his arms just tighten around, "I love me then? The me in you? The me that melds with you?" His voice soft, as if slowly coming to accept these parts of him as something to love, to cherish like he loved and cherished you.
The smile you give him is blinding, just like the one you had given him all those years ago with missing teeth and wild hair, marking the start of the most beautiful moment in your life. "Yes. Yes you do."
And in that moment you forget there's a world outside this beautiful boy you've made home in.
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A/N: I've always wanted to explore writter Finnick because i think we all moved on from that way, way too quickly. written literally right now, as fresh as Peeta's bread out of the oven. With words of Nizar Qubbani and other little bits that make me scattered in along with this one quote that i can't get out of my head, i give you 'Stardust. Hard not to love what you know'. (I threw the sad one shot into my wips list and decided this was more important. I barely ever write for the public and this is actually my first full length one shot so please be gentle and dont break my poor heart xo. And i promise I'm working on young god hehe.)
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kairusart · 6 months
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Yeah I just really wanted to do this one, don't mind me.
Corpse bride AU ya'll.
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if-mirrormine · 11 months
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been seeing a lot of netflix edits going around ive literally seen three and you know me and my fomo had to participate 😌
i tried using this template but i still cannot for life of me figure out how to use it, so i just redid it myself in canva lol.
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dotted-clouds · 2 days
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favorite activity is showing everyone my insane crackships for Volo because I need him to be jostled by a man
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gothghostiie · 3 months
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so what if I wrote about my niche/weird kinks. yay or nay
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birf · 2 months
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spill.
I drew nsfw dabi x [redacted/who he’s sitting on in the figure] a few times but I was too scared to ever post it anywhere
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karokawwo · 7 months
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suggestive/mildly sexual cw under cut im so sorry 😓
I don't like posting abt this stuff bc thats not what i want my blog to be about BUT I gotta get this off my chest
Leander using magic during sex, when y'all make out or when he's trying to get your attention... Yum...
Turning his hands hot or cold, or sending small electric currents when he's trying to shock you.. Hrmmm... Making illusions when he wants to scare you...
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soupbaddie · 2 months
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The Sleepover
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Part 2 of A Day With the Pavel Family.
*NSFW**NSFW**NSFW**NSFW**NSFW*
Not intended for audiences under the age of 18! It is NSFW!
The characters are Hodari and a female named Ember.
Last NSFW warning.
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It felt like my heart was about to beat out of my chest. I can't believe it. I just told him tonight that I wanted to have a "sleep over" and he was already sold on the idea. This was not the Hodari I was used to, but based on his heart rate earlier, it's not what he was used to either.
"Let's get to bed, darlin'." Hodari led me to his room. His face said he was calm and collected but I could see in his eyes he was nervous. I was too. I haven't stayed the night with anyone in hundreds if not thousands of year and I especially haven't shared a bed.
As we entered the room, the familiar scent of pine and cinnamon filled the air. It reminded me of the cold, winter holidays I used to celebrate. It made me feel more relaxed almost immediately.
I was about to sit on the bed when I stopped and looked down at myself. My clothes were still dirty and gross from the mines. I did not come prepared. I was not going to put my nasty clothes into Hodari's clean bed.
"Um.. Hodari.. I hate to ask, but could I borrow a shirt or something? I don't want to get your bed dirty."
"Of course. Here." He opened a dresser drawer, pulled out a maroon shirt and tossed it across the bed to me.
"You can change behind the screen. I promise I won't look... on purpose."
He grinned when I blushed and quickly moved to change.
I slipped off everything but my panties then put on his shirt. I recognized this shirt. It was baggy on me but every time I saw it on Hodari, it almost looked too tight on his chest and arms. It was just long enough to cover my underwear when I was standing still. Any movement and you'd see the lacey panties I was wearing. I normally wore something more modest but something in me decided on these today. They weren't practical but they did make my butt look good.
I slipped out from behind the screen and quickly made my way to the bed. Hodari had his back to me and turned around just as I was moving back the covers to climb in the bed. I saw him give me a quick look up and down. His gaze stopped at my breasts for a little longer than anywhere else. It was cooler in here without pants and I knew my, now, hard nipples were showing through my shirt. Well, his shirt.
He looked back into my eyes with a half smile and said, "Go ahead and lay down. I just need to change real quick."
As I put one leg up to slide under the covers, I could feel the shirt move up just enough to show off the bottom of the light blue lacey panties I had on. From the corner of my eye, I saw Hodari take a peek before turning his back to me.
Once comfortable, I looked over to see him pull off his shirt. In one motion he pulled it up and over his head then tossed it to the side. I could see the definition of every muscle on his back. He was toned and strong and it took everything in me to keep my jaw from dropping. You could usually see his form under the shirts he wears but without it... he looked like god.
Next he unbuckled his belt, and slowly pulled it out of the loops on his pants. His arm flexed as the belt fought against the friction from his jeans. Watching him made my face hot and I had to look away for a moment.
It wasn't long before I was staring at him again.
He unbuttoned his pants and slowly pushed them down to the floor before stepping out and throwing them next to his shirt.
His legs were just as toned and muscular as his arms. And so was his ass... It was a crime that he kept it covered up with those thick jeans.
He was wearing dark green boxer briefs that fit tighter than they should've. He turned his head over his shoulder and said, "I hope this is alright. I don't like to wear much to bed."
"Oh, no. No problem at all. Whatever you're comfortable in."
My face was on fire. It felt like my heart was in my throat.
When he turned around, I quickly discovered what was making those boxer briefs fit the way they did. He must have noticed me looking because he blushed as he climbed in beside me.
The bed was soft and warm as I pulled the blanket up to my neck. It felt nice to finally lay down. Hodari sat propped on one elbow, looking at me.
"Ready to sleep?" He asked.
"Yep. Ready when you are." I think I sounded calm but I felt like my voice was shaking. He was so close to me and so nearly naked.
"Goodnight, Em. I'll try not to wake you in the morning." He leaned down, gave me a soft, gentle kiss on the forehead, turned off the only lamp still on, then turned onto his side to go to sleep.
I turned the opposite way so we were back to back. If I faced the other way, I'd be tempted to touch him. He looked so irresistible in nothing but his too small underwear. And the more I thought about them, the more I wanted to see underneath.
I tried taking deep breaths to relax but my heart hadn't stopped racing since we got in the room. I could feel his body heat behind me and it sent chills all over my body.
I kept moving around trying to get comfortable but every time I did, I'd accidentally touch part of him causing me to jump back to my original position. I didn't want to get in his space or keep him up. Why was it so hard to just lay here next to him?
After a few moments of me fidgeting, I felt a hand touch my waist.
I froze.
"You alright? Is the bed too uncomfortable?"
"No, it's great. I'm sorry for moving so much. It's just that..."
I paused to take a breath and steady my voice.
"You're distracting. In a good way."
He moved his hand across my stomach to grab the other side of my waist then pulled me up against him. He put his mouth up against my ear and said, "Oh yeah?"
His voice was deep and gruff. I could feel his words send shivers down my body as I let out short, fast breaths.
He removed his arm from around me and ran his hand down my side. Every place his touched sent a shock through my veins. He stopped at the bottom edge of my panties and hooked a finger under them.
"You're distractin' me, too," he said in that same gravely voice as he ran his finger down my ass, following the hem of my panties. I felt his breath hot on my neck as he kissed me right below my ear. I let out a small gasp and heard a deep chuckle in response.
The kiss felt like electricity up the back of my neck.
He moved his hand back up the side of my body, this time going under my shirt. His hands were rough but had a gentle touch. He stopped at my ribs and started tracing the side of my breast.
"I can stop if you'd rather get some sleep," he said and then kissed my neck again.
My head was spinning. I couldn't believe he was making a move on me. But I didn't fight it. This is exactly what I wanted.
"Please don't stop," I said breathlessly.
He slowly move his hand and cupped it around my breast. He gave a light squeeze then started moving his thumb back and forth across my nipple, while continuing to kiss my neck.
I couldn't help myself and let out a small moan. He moved his hand to my waist against the bed and rolled me over to face him.
He put his hand on the back of my head and kissed me. I felt his tongue on my lips and opened my mouth to let him in.
We explored each other's mouths for awhile. He tasted like smooth, black coffee on cold evening.
While kissing, I got brave enough to start exploring his body. I ran my hand down his chest and abs, feeling the curve and definition of every muscle. He flexed at my touch and kissed me harder.
I stopped my hand right above his underwear then stuck one finger right under the waist band. I ran my finger from one hip to the other and I heard a low growl from Hodari, begging me to keep going.
I removed my finger and ran my hand down the front of his boxers. He was hard and I felt him twitch at my touch. I teasingly moved my hand up and down, knowing it was driving him crazy.
When he'd had enough, he broke from our kiss, lightly pushed me onto my back then got over me.
He was propped up on one elbow and had a knee between my legs. With his other hand, he started massaging my breasts again.
"I haven't done this in a while," he said in his low, sexy voice.
"Same," I replied.
He chuckled then said, "I'd like to give something a try, if you're fine with it."
"You can do whatever you want to me."
He grabbed my shirt, pulled it off of me, and tossed it across the room.
He gave a sly grin then pushed my legs apart and got between then.
With both hands he grabbed my breast then leaned down and put one of my nipples in his mouth. I felt his tongue playing with it and I moaned in response.
He continued by moving to the other one and again had me moaning.
He stopped to kiss me right between my breasts, then continued kissing down my stomach, stopping at my panties.
He looked up at me then started rubbing his thumb up and down the crotch of my underwear.
I pushed back in response.
"Do you always get this wet when you think of me, darlin'?" He said and then winked at me.
My heart was racing and I felt short of breath. He knew what he did to me. And he loved it.
"Every time," was all I could get out before he was lifting my legs and taking off my panties.
I brought my legs back down if front of him with my knees together.
He put both hands between my knees and pushed my legs apart while sliding his hands down my inner thighs. He lowered his head, stuck out his tongue and licked from the bottom of my pussy and up to my clit.
"Oh fuck, Hodari."
He did it again and it made my body twitch.
The third time, he stopped at my clit and flicked it with his tongue. My body shook in response so he continued. He started slow but as my thighs started to press against his head, he went faster.
"Yes, yes! Right there!"
I reached down and put one hand on his head, lightly pushing down. He wrapped his arms around my thighs, borrowing his face into me. I started grinding on his face.
"Fuck, yes. Don't stop"
I could feel myself getting close to climaxing. I started to move harder against him and moaning louder.
Suddenly he stopped and sat up. I shot up on my elbows to look at him. Before I could ask what was wrong, he sat me up and put me on his lap. I had my legs around his waist and could feel his hard cock pressing against me through his underwear.
"You taste better than I could've imagined, but I'm not done with you yet."
He kissed me again and I started rotating my hips, rubbing my wet pussy on his covered cock.
He laid me back down on the bed then flipped me on to my stomach. He was done waiting. He wanted me and I wanted him.
I got up on my hands and knees then turned to look at him as he pulled down his underwear to unleash himself.
He was so much bigger than I had expected. He saw the shocked look on my face and said, "Don't worry darlin'. I'll take it slow."
He held his cock and slowly slid it up and down my wet pussy. His tease drove me crazy and I couldn't handle it anymore.
"Fuck me, Hodari. Please just fuck me already," I pleaded.
"You'll get it when I think you're ready," he said in response.
He put his cock up against my clit and started rubbing it. I pushed my ass up against.
"Hodari, please. I need you so fucking bad."
Finally, he guided his cock to go inside me.
I gasped as he slowly entered me. I grabbed the sheets and bunched them into my fists as he pushed all the way in.
"Holy shit," I whispered to myself.
He must have heard me because he then said, "You got this, darlin'."
He went very slow at first, giving me time to become accustomed to his size.
As we went, I started to push back against him, wanting him to go deeper and faster.
He complied, making me moan louder and louder.
"Yes. Yes. Don't stop," I begged. The way he filled me felt so good.
He was going fast and deep. I could hear him panting behind me.
He wrapped one arm around me and reached down to rub my clit as he fucked me.
I tired to speak, to encourage what he was doing, but I couldn't get any words out. Every time I tried, it would just come out as a moan.
He leaned over me, his chest against my back, and put his mouth to my ear.
"Keep my name on your lips, darlin."
I sucked in a breath of air to try and speak, but before I could get anything out, he was back up and spreading my ass cheeks apart in order to go as deep into me as possible.
I let out a moan so load it was almost a scream.
I was going to orgasm whether he wanted me to or not.
"Oh fuck, I'm gonna cum," I said to him but I could tell that he already knew.
"Say my name as you finish, Ember," he growled.
"Oh, Hodari," I cried out as my arms gave out beneath me and a wave of ecstacy rushed through my body.
I went limp as he pushed down on my hips and fucked me faster.
"Finish for me, baby. Fucking, cum in me," I demanded.
I turned to look at him. He suddenly started to slow down then said, "Fuck, Em," as a look of pure satisfaction washed across his face.
He looked down as he pulled out of me and I let out one last moan.
I flipped over to my back and just stared at him. He was so sexy from post sex glow.
He leaned down to kiss me with a fiery passion before he moved back to his spot in the bed. He placed a hand on my face and then kissed me gently.
Keeping his hand in place, he pulled a away from the kiss and said, "I hope that wasn't too much for you. Its hard to keep my hands off you."
"It wasn't enough. I've never felt like that before."
He let out a quiet laugh then kissed me again.
"I'll be right back," he said then climbed out of bed.
He slipped his underwear back on then peaked out the door.
After a quick look around, he left the room. He came back a minute later with two glasses of water and a towel.
He handed me one glass and the towel and said, "I thought you might want to clean up a bit before going to sleep."
"Thank you," I replied with a smile.
I wiped myself down then chugged the water. I didn't even realize how thirsty I was.
I laid back down and Hodari got back in next to me.
I rolled onto my side, my back to him. He put his body up to mine and wrapped his arm around me.
I felt so safe and comfortable in his arms. It was quiet as we listened to each other breathing.
A wave of emotions went through me. Something had changed. My feelings for him had never felt so intense. I never wanted to leave his side. I never wanted to leave this moment. Being wrapped up close to him was the only thing I wanted until the end of my time in the world. I knew I had to tell him I felt. It couldn't wait but I was scared. He didn't want things to go this fast but we were already here, so what did I have to lose?
"Um.. Hodari?" I said nervously, breaking the silence.
"Mhm?"
I could barely find my voice but managed to say, "I... I love you."
He kissed the back of my neck and without hesitation replied, "I love you, too, darlin'."
With the biggest grin on my face, I drifted off to sleep.
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Welcome back! If you've made it this far, thank you so much for taking the time to read my little story. It's been sitting in my mind and I NEEDED to get it out. This is my second time writing a story and my first time writing anything *spicy*.
Critiques are welcome as long as they're nice because I take everything personally.
Thanks again, and I hope you enjoyed!
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