#IM LIKE SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF YALL I HOPE YOU LIKE IT

[roselink2123]

ive been doing pretty bad yall, binging yesterday with a donut and burger king like wtf is wrong with me, then i had like 6 slices of bread with peanut butter today. i feel so gross, i did work out twice so i know i won't gain too much and i did make sure to stop eating before 7 so i stopped at 6:30, i am kind of proud of myself because i was going to make more food after my binge but then i really really reaaallly thought about it and looked myself dead in the eyes and decided not to so im pretty happy about that because i know it could have been a lot worse, it also would have been worse if it had been that pizza i threw away or mozzarella sticks or those chicken nuggets, that probably would have been more ca!s but still its not great, im not happy about it but im glad i made the decision to stop when i could have just kept going. tomorrow im hanging out with my boyfriend for most of the afternoon and hopefully that'll mean i eat less because i always feel so judged eating in front of him, not because he's ever judged me, my size, my weight nor what i eat but he's kind of a judge-y person and idk its probably the 3d too so i don't always eat a ton around him. ill stretch and work out in the morning hopefully, im on my spring break so ive been sleeping in super late to especially avoid eating any extra ca!s that come with waking up earlier. tomorrow i might wake up earlier though so i can clean and work out and then get ready like take a shower and stuff. idk hopefully it goes well, i feel like if i say it on here to the few people that may get to the bottom of this post im more likely to do better and hold myself accountable like 'all these people are counting on you' kinda think yk? anyway thank you for reading my rant if you made it this far, i hope you had/are having/are going to have an amazing day <3

#an0r3c1a #light as a 🪶 #ana advice #4n4rexia #4n4blr #ana rant #tw ana rant #ed rant #venting

[lotti-lyric]

hi lovely could i have a matchup? (pronouns are they/she/he and i have no gender preference!)

i’m 5’3” with really a pale (borderline translucent) skin tone. my hair is brown with natural blonde highlights from being in the sun too much, and my hair is cut into a long shag (like imagine a rock star in the 90s). my eyes are grey and i have a ton of freckles.

my aesthetic is a mix of academia with 90s grunge. in terms of personality i have anger issues and i get depressive episodes but for the most part i try to keep a relatively positive disposition. but my road rage is severe and is always a fun party topic.

i grew up having to appease my parents with everything i did so i started using music as an outlet. i love it so much, i listen to everything from tchaikovsky to kiss to king princess to arctic monkeys. my music taste is the one thing i will openly brag about. i sing for myself and i play the cello for my parents. i’m kind of addicted to caffeine, both coffee and tea, and i clean when i’m stressed out.

i love my friends though i push them away at times but they mean everything to me. i do theatre with them and on weekends when i’m not working part time or studying we play dnd.

i’m not sure what else to say so i’ll leave it there. thank you so much if you choose to write a matchup for me! nevertheless have an awesome day/night! <3

charlotte’s interlude 💗- hey hi and hello! sorry for the massive delay, i had so much fun writing this! you seem so cool, tysm for the ask!! i hope you enjoy, take care of yourself!

warnings; mention of depression, food and beverages

i match you with…

Kirishima Ejirou!!

THIS IS PERFECT FOR YALLS VIBE IM IN SHAMBLES ^^

he absolutely adores your hairstyle so much, you both frequently match rock star (badum tiss) aesthetics when going out

he adores your freckles as well!! he loves to pepper kisses on them if youre comfy with it

he’s infinitely proud of your perseverance and your ability to remain positive

that all being said, he’s with you through everything! no matter how you’re feeling, he’s right by your side to help

he loves your music knowledge and your taste!! if you ever send him one of your playlists, you’ll prob see him jamming to it openly!! hes so proud of u and ur talent and he isn’t afraid to show it, its adorable

^^ YOUR SINGING VOICE HES LITERALLY ON THE FLOOR HE LOVES IT SM

he’s always got tea and coffee for you when needed but he’s also so worried 😭

he loves going to see shows with you or even better, watching you in shows!! did he cry super hard during your scenes? yes he did

YOU PLAYING DND WITH HIM AND HIS FRIENDS AAAA MY HEART 😭💗

#bnha fanfiction #boku no hero academia #bnha x reader #mha fanfic #bnha hcs #bnha x self insert #bnha matchups #mha x reader #bnha headcanons #mha headcanons #mha hcs #mha fanfiction #bnha fanfic #bnha matchup #mha matchups #mha matchup #bnha kirishima #kirishima ejirou

[cpmerlot]

“Isn’t it amazing how I can feel so bad, and still look so good?” -Blanche, Golden Girls

*

Anyways here’s Crowley in a $5000 dress cause why not

#good omens #crowley #anthony j crowley #aj crowley #me putting effort on backgrounds??? #its not as likely as you think #actually im pretty sure this is the first time i actually try on a background #IM LIKE SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF YALL I HOPE YOU LIKE IT #female crowley #W I F E #cpmArt

[freckliedan]

i perhaps miss dan very desperately i can’t stop thinking abt the last pictures we’ve seen of him.. he’s letting his hair get longer and i love that for him?? i can’t picture what he looks like anymore bc i think it’s longer than we’ve ever seen it since it got curly and like.. he genuinedly did get his hair cut more often in times of stress so like. hmmm 🤔

#i love that not having to perform the cishet persona of dani snot means less dysphoria in day to day life fr dan! HM #anyone: would u like to explain that tag #me: i will not #hi im still not back but i know i said i’d b back to answer messages on spring break but i spent the entire break sick (with a cold) so i di #im still not Back but i know i said i would be to answer messages on spring break #unfortunately i spent all of spring break sick with a real nasty cold that made it hard to think #and had a stress dream abt dan and phil so i hope it was just like #stress #well it was about dan not dnp #but i hope it wasnt any hanky psychic shit like amber and i were on over the holidays #unless it was on the level of dream analysis being correct but like i digress #the point is i'm sorry i didn't get a chance to log in over break! i love yall #i'm still not dead #i'm running a weekly youth group for lgbtq+ teens w minmal supervision for my practicum #so like basically all by myself? but like w someone in the other room most nights. anyways #i'm doing that + creating all the programming for the group + working + in other classes so. still super fucking busy sorry yall #i'm trying to do dan proud by also taking time for my mental health n you know what! feels good #den posts

[beautifulsimslover616]

100th Creation

$$Young Stunna Jogging Suit$$

It feels good to share my 100th piece of CC with you all. I have several mini goals for myself, one of which was to create 100 piece with in my first year. I will have been creating for a year November 22nd and I super proud of my progress and I am eager to continue to learn and share more with you all!! Thank you all for you support and motivation to continue to do what I love. As my following grows I will continue to expand my catalog. I have sooo much in store for yall. I have been building , learning how to create objects, recording videos and creating sims so I can stay consistent with fresh new things to share. Please enjoy and dont forget to like comment and share im also on the road to 100 subscribers on Youtube! Please support New Videos Coming Soon! Passionate Sims YouTube

This download includes

1 Child Full body Jogging Suit

<3 $ Limited Edition  $ <3 Available for in-game download $ <3 While supplies last $ <3

27 swatches

HQ mod compatible

Custom thumbnail

Custom mesh

All LOD's

Child

Available for download HERE

ALL PICTURES TAKEN IN GAME!!

All Textures Found on Google

Big thanks to all the cc creators!

T.O.U.

Do Not Share, Do Not Claim, Do Not Recolor!!

Thanks for stopping by I hope you all enjoy!!

#s4ccfinds #urban sims #sims4cc #black simmer #sims 4 #blvck-life-simz #black simblr #ts4cc

[ace-aro-fandroid]

Hi, i have so so many asks in my inbox and i cant respond to them individually so ill just make one post and go

Thank you to every person who messaged me nice things about the blog, or who messaged me asking if im okay. Yall are super nice and i appreciate it.

Sorry i disappeared. I just havent had the energy or time for this blog. I'm glad yall enjoy the content i already posted though

Im okay. Got correctly diagnosed and medicated after 7 years of worthless fucking doctors ruining my life. Got commonlaw married. My cat died. I got a job as a server and I teach voice lessons on the side, which lets me pay my bills AND save money to buy land for the landback plan. Got a neat tattoo. I was part of the Pfizer vaccine trial back when it was being made, so as a part of that I got vaccinated very early and I'll also be getting the booster shot very soon. I live in an apartment and my living situation is stable. I'm writing music and me and my friends are attempting to start a little band. I'm about to start EMDR for the first time, and after that I'll start poledancing classes. I'm writing a comic and hopefully one day I'll be able to get it drawn and published. I've fundamentally changed as a person in so many ways, mostly good, but some bad. Some days im filled with the warmest exhilarating joy from just being me, some days i want to erase myself entirely. Life is constantly exhausting, and the noise of being alive is so loud that i constantly ache, and sometimes I can barely handle it but almost every day I get to come home, shower, put on warm and dry clothes, eat a meal i cooked and am proud of, and watch some silly little show with my partner, who is the love of my life.

So i guess if youre anything like me, if you were abused, if you were raised in a cult, if you've been mentally ill since you were conscious, if you grew up queer in a violently anti-queer environment, if you never got to just be a fucking kid, if you feel like your past and future were stolen from you before you even realized who you were, then please please keep going. Even if you feel like you aren't managing, remember that you're still breathing, and maybe you're BARELY managing, but you're managing. And you're fighting. And as long as you're still fucking breathing then you're still fighting. And remember that the existence of all the worst days PROVES the existence of the best days. Your ability to feel crushing, suffocating rage and sorrow PROVES your ability to feel soaring joy and pride one day, even if you can't right now.

I know this might seem all melodramatic and out of left field just coming out of nowhere on a Data fan blog, but this is the only social media i have, and this is where i reach the most people, so i wanna say it all here. Consider this a sign if you're looking for one. Keep going, you'll have good things someday. You will. You will. You will.

I hope everyone that reads this has something very cozy and wonderful happen to them today, and i hope things get better for everyone very soon.

[atiny-piratequeen]

spreading glove around... tell your moots how much you love them and why

Glove world-

Anyway lets go.

@kimnamshiks Tay you're like,,,one of my first ask regulars and you literally never fail to make me smile. You are one of my wifeys for lifey and I really dont know where I'd be without the laughs, joy, genuine happiness you bring. Not to mention 🥺🥺 i look forward to your reviews and analyses on my work and you never fail to make me feel even more excited to write

@queen-of-himbos , @jacksons-goddess-gaia my babus! My wifeys! Loml! You both have gotten me through some of THE toughest shit, especially irl shit. Yall, Tay, Chye, Dior have all helped me more in the past year plus than some of my irls in the years ive known them. I trust yall with my life and it's always nice to see your lovely faces and hear your voices.

@gettin-a-lil-hanse my baby bear. My sweetie pie. You're another one who I've known since essentially the birth of my blog. You are one of my artistic inspirations (you, dior, atlas, amelia, tay, and kira) and I've enjoyed learning and growing together. Plus, I've learned a lot more about you know what (idk if you're comfortable with me saying) and im glad you helped me realize im p darn good at it.

@atiny-dazzlinglight fellow queen of smut content and suffering, my fucking BABY, one of the most beautiful and radiant people I've had the pleasure of meeting on here. You've been through so much but you still stop by to spread your positivity even when you're not feeling up to it yourself. Again, like the others, you're one of my artistic inspirations too and im so proud of you for your growth, both as a writer and an artist (tell Dean i love him ok?)

@not-majestic-bluenicorn Ri! My detectivetiny that will kick my ass over AtT one day. I know things have been rough for you as well but I want to take this time to compliment your hard work. The way you plan out your series' are really damn cool and professional and you're always ready to lend a hand or an ear to other writers in need. I genuinely enjoy talking to you about works (be it yours or mine, or just bouncing ideas back and forth) and I hope you continue to have a good time writing.

@angel0taiyo - my aussie firecracker, hi. I miss you babe, timezones are a bitch but I value every time I get to talk to you. You're legit one of the first fellow Domme I've found since getting into kpop (*cough* a lot of kpoppies round here are submissive bottoms lbr *cough*) and it's always so nice to talk to you about *checks notes* absolutely ruining cute boys. No but fr, ily babe and I miss ya.

@vvnte ATLAS HI WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER SINCE LGBTS SERVER DAYS AND YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME ILY SM AND IF ANYONE EVEN BREATHES WRONG IN YOUR DIRECTION IM FIGHTING. no but really. You're a wonderful gentleman and a gorgeous human being and i really do love you sm

@deepnesta Kira 🥺 ily and im super glad we started talking more often again. Ik school is a lot for you but you really are such a wonderful writer and I can't wait for you to show the world what you can do with your original works. Keep it up you funky little baby

@aaron-jamess aj. My sunshine. I really do look forward to seeing your asks, your reviews, anything. I genuinely feel like I've gained a little sibling and I'm sorry things have been rough lately but if Karma is real, the world has good for you, sweetie. You put so much good, supportive vibes in the world and you deserve it back a thousand fold.

@amelia-the-professional-smartass Amelia~♡ hi sweetie. My artistic honey bunch. I really do admire your creativity and how often you come up with your dnd ocs and drawings. You have such a firm grasp on character design and I always love reading through your oc headcanons or thought dumps. Keep up the amazing work.

@softjeon @jinterlude jey, mik, you two really are impressive and you helped teach me what it meant to be a good network admin. Being the admin of a net is hard enough. Being the admin of multiple can get to be so stressful but I'll be a damn fool if I didnt take this time to thank you both for teaching me what you knew so I could be a good admin myself and do right by my nets

Also for my little sis ❄ anon, i love u bunches bby and i think??? School might be hectic for you but I miss you and I hope you're having a good day

#asks #anontiny #positivity chain

[goldengoddess]

hello lovely!! congrats on 1k :)) im so proud of you! i hope your day has been going well <3

i was wondering if i could get a ship (for grishaverse please)

i’m 5’1, she/her, bisexual. i’m really shy and quiet, i like to keep to myself most times. i enjoy reading and baking a lot. i love being in nature and i wanna be a plant mom one day :) i’m also super into greek mythology!!

thank you so much :)<3

hey sweetheart! thank you so muchhhh i hope you're having a great day as well <3

i ship you with alina starkov!

in alina, you find a similar spirit. when she first met you she knew that you'd grow to be tremendously important to her. everything about yall's lives together screams peace. what the two of you have always deserved. for the most part, it's always just the two of you. just the way the both of you like it. the two of you share a home, a space, that works perfectly for your lives. a little window ledge where you two sit opposite of each other, knees knocking, as you each read your respective books. a kitchen filled with cook books and sticky notes with both new and passed down recipes. a little stool to reach the highest shelves that alina gifted you as a joke when you first started dating. every corner of the house is filled with something green or something colorful. you're both content just being plant moms forever. while you go on and on about greek mythology, alina will teach you about the constellations that correspond with each legend you're obsessed with. she'll buy you books filled with detailed stories, versions you haven't even heard of. and she'll sketch the myths themselves into the sketch book you bought for her on your two year anniversary.

#june’s 1k sleepover <3

[lotti-lyric]

hiii can I have a matchup please 🖤.

She/her, pan.

I'm 16

I'm 5'6 and look like this....

Personality: I am very empathetic, always trying to keep the people around me happy (even if I'm not in the end) I hate disappointing people so I can over work myself sometimes. Mostly I am kind and polite, but a I get very sassy moments (I can also be very sarcastic). Im also kind of reserved when I first meet someone and it can take me awhile to show my fun, goofy, happy side to them.

Aquarius, infj.

I like reading books, writing, listening to music (mostly kpop). I also like to go exploring like in the forest or even abandoned places I also love cooking and baking (more so baking tbh) sometimes I stop in the middle of talking because I think I talk to much (I've been told many times that I do so I just try not to really talk in a way)i play with my hands a lot, I have a really high pitched (idk sorta cute?) sneeze, I can be very clumsy (I literally tripped on air once😂) when I do something scary my hands shaky after I've done the scary thing (if that makes any sense).

charlotte’s interlude 💗- hi there!! oh my goodness you sound like such a fun person!! thank you sm for requesting, i hope you like it!! have a great day!! 🎶✨

warnings; swearing

i match you with…

Kyoka Jiro!! (aka Earphone Jack)

THIS SONG FOR YALL FS ^^

you guys are both reserved so your first meeting was very much like

“Hey”

“Hey”

“…”

“…”

but you found yourselves comfortable in each other’s presence pretty quickly

and even before, you both are content just sitting in a comfortable silence, talking just when you feel like it

she finds your sarcasm so fucking attractive oh my GOD

she always reassures you that she’s proud of you and always makes sure you take care of yourself since you do so much for others!!

you both explore forests and places together, sharing headphones and making sure you don’t slip!!

SHE WILL BUBBLE WRAP YOU IF YOU FALL ONE MORE TIME 😩

if you ever stop talking in the middle of a sentence, she’ll always put a careful hand on yours

“Hey, babe, I’m listening :)”

she’ll always let you play with her hands and actually loves it!!

SHE’LL TAKE ALL UR BOOK RECOMMENDATIONS AND YALL HAVE A 2 PERSON BOOK CLUB WHERE U RAVE ABOUT IT TOGETHER

all in all, you guys are so super supportive of each other and just so wholesome i swear 🦋🌸

#bnha fanfiction #bnha x reader #bnha x self insert #boku no hero academia #mha fanfic #bnha hcs #jirou x reader #jiro kyoka #bnha jirou #bnha matchups #mha matchup #mha matchups #bnha matchup #my hero academia

[wienerbarnes]

happy fic writer appreciation day!

there are so many talented and amazing writers on here! I'm going to try to get as many of favs on this list as possible along w my fav works by them, and I encourage everyone to tag their fav authors under this! love all y'all <3

THESE ARE IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER!!! literally just going down my likes and following list lmao

ALSO! I tag everything I've read with “fics” so feel free to search that on my blog for some recs too!

ANOTHER ALSO! I only read bucky fics! so that's what these are lol w a mix of oc’s and unnamed readers

@moteldwelling​ - ok honestly??? some of the BEST smut I've ever read. I think the first work of theirs I read was “let me show you” and y'all... just do yourself a favor and read thru their master list bc it is SMUT PERFECTION

@ballyhoobarnes​ - LIBRARIAN BUCKY YALL THATS ALL I GOTTA SAY! I'm such a sucker for these pairings that show so many moments between librarian boy Bucky and reader like there's cute stuff and insecure stuff and smut stuff and UGH I love it sm

@trillian-anders​ - ok the ENTIRE master list is PHENOMENAL but my fav has got to be “amor de mi vida”. like being cuban American it was so awesome to read ME not to mention 40s!Bucky ??? say less. 

@all1e23​ - if y'all have not read “astrophile”... u r MISSING OUT! you've got firefighter bucky AND dad bucky? PLUS the cutest daughter and the more heartwarming and slow burn story? amazing I love it

@nacho-bucky​ - NGL IM STILL WORKING THRU THIS MASTERLIST but I recently finished “the cupcake guy” and AH literally the most descriptive writing and I actually FEEL what buckys feeling... plus he bakes and there's cupcakes cmon

@goddamndameron​ - ok miss hannie doesn't write much bucky anymore BUT IF U LIKE STAR WARS STUFF CHECK HER OUT bc she's literally so talented and I love her sm

@wonderlandmind4​ - I think “delicate stages” was one of the first stories I read when I got into bucky like a year and half two years ago whatever and dude. TO THIS DAY I reread it every once in a while bc its SO AMAZING. gonna warn u it will TEAR YOUR HEART APART. ESPECIALLY THE SEQUEL. but still well worth it bc its AMAZING.

@wkemeup​ - ok THE SMUT is *chef’s kiss* and I'm honestly torn between all of their series’ bc they all literally PULL YOUR ASS IN and like YOURE THERE and ugh. def another one I go back and reread often nuff said

@asadmarveltrashbag​ - another one whose smut is UN FUCKING REAL like p much all of the head cannons... fucked me ALL THE WAY up

@heli0s-writes​ - ok I can't NOT talk about the “cdr” series. literally the funniest thing you'll read ever. it got humor, its got personality, its got soft moments, its got smut, its THE BEST THING EVER. I miss them but the puns live in my mind rent free for the rest of time

@ugh-supersoldiers​ - “under oath” has gotta be one of the BEST fics I've read. like it one of those stories where you assume it'll be an interesting and good plot and it literally BLOWS YOU AWAY. like the writing is so good, so descriptive, and makes you feel ALL the things ok

@wiensrsoldier​ - another smut GOD like ALL the kinks and their “tiny and beefy series” THE BEST THING I COULDVE HOPED TO EVER READ ON THIS APP (I'm a slut for size kinks - clearly.)

@shreddedparchment​ - one of the very first blogs I followed and some of the very first fics I read. the ashes to ashes universe? actually INCREDIBLE like “you're my mission” is yet another fic I reread constantly bc its SO GOOD like the story is AMAZING and so well written w all the feelings and emotions and action and ugh. actual perfection

@sgtjbuccky​ - the most AMAZING SERIES’ like “death do us part” was one of the coolest fics I've ever read the plot is so GOOD and unique and just ugh. the whole master list is fire

@redgillan​ - the ENTIRE masterlist is worth reading but “under pastel skies” owns a part of my heart bc being an artist myself I love the idea of living vicariously thru the reader and living out my dreams of living w Bucky ok I love it

@cametobuyplums​ - makes me wish I was French and also buckys sugar baby bc “artistic license” is the BEST smut story ever like it will make u horn-nee not to mention the actual PLOT lol. also most beautifully organized master list ever ?? ily fizz

@writingcroissant​ - my fav has gotta be “paper walls” bc I am the BIGGEST SUCKER for tropes like these where like he doesn't *know* his neighbor but they're able to bond and form a relationship regardless and UGH I love this story sm they are AMAZING

@tropicalcap​ - ok torn between “midnight hour” and “black lines” (also - forming this list has made me painfully aware how much smut I read LMAO) but actually I LOVE the way they write and, cmon who doesn't love bucky smut especially when it involves tacos or tattoos

@indyluckycharlie​ - still v new but I'm currently reading “tinman” and UGH it so unique I've never read a plot like this and the FEELS are amazing this story is so COOL and I have a feeling it'll be another one of my multiple reread stories lol

@samingtonwilson​ - if you like friends to lovers wait until you read “apartment 8c” bc its literally friends to lovers to exes and back to friends and roommates to possible lovers again LMAO but actually this story is so fun and I LOVE stories like this that play w common tropes and make them cool and super amazing I love

@suz-123​ - “crazy, beautiful” has both smut and veterinary!bucky like what more could someone want. I literally CAN NOT WAIT to see where this story goes its so cool and interesting and I'm OBSESSED with the readers personality and her and Bucky’s lil bonding moments ugh

@justreadingfics​ - “its a deal” has the biggest stamp of chef’s kiss literally ever its got the juiciest smut and super suave bucky and a crazy ex and the just the overall PLOT is fantastic I'm obsessed

@tinyglamdramaqueen (omg idk why I can't tag) - ok so they recently finished “alls fair in love and war” and DUDE. my jaw dropped p much every chapter like I'm begging you this is unlike any sugar baby fic ever its so AMAZING and I'm so excited to see what happens for the future of the reader and just. so so so good

holey moley. I love fics. and bucky. appreciate ur fav writers y'all.

also going to shamelessly include myself on this list bc I'm proud of the works I've written even if I'm not the most into it as some other talented writers on here

@wienerbarnes​ ME ok idk if other writers do this but do y'all ever re read your own works bc they're so good bc that's me w “cheek to cheek” like my ACTUAL favs I've never loved writing for a pair more and they be living in my head rent free ok I always be thinking of those rainbow underwear sets and mis matched socks 

PLS!!! I ENOURAGE YALL TO TAG YOUR FAV WRITERS!!! REC ME SOMETHING!!! SHOW YOUR FAVS SOME LOVEEEEEE <3

#bucky barnes #Bucky Barnes x reader #Bucky Barnes rec #Bucky Barnes series #Bucky Barnes one shot #Bucky Barnes fan fiction #fics

[bbarican]

fina-fucking-lly, its the weekend!

last day of the week just had to be the most productive and the most stressful one for me no? i dont mind, im glad i got to do really well at work today

speaking of work, i kinda messed up a little sa isang cabinet design namin for one of our projects but thank god my boss didnt reprimand me or anything and that there was a totally quick fix for it; just promised myself (and ofcourse my senior) na i'll be super duper extra careful next time

i really really really want some donuts from molly's donut and brunch cafe like yall dont even understand hindi ako mapakali kasi super nagcacrave talaga ako for them ugh

i might watch hercules tonight just cause its my favorite disney movie and i just feel like belting out to the soundtrack

sana ma-araw bukas para masaya naman magswim; i really miss going to the beach kaya thats the least i can do for now

im so proud of me and my bestfriends, lahat kami busy with work and we're all thriving and i cant wait to see them on our august beach trip (na hopefully matuloy for real)

my mom also kinda mentioned na she wants to have brunch out tomorrow and ofcourse i defo agree kaya sabi ko talaga sakanya yes please momma kain tayo sa labas kasi i wanna make the most out of my weekend

and yeah other than watching movies, ill probably journal and waste time on tiktok for the rest of my friday evening too!

unless yall wanna keep me company, dont hesitate to message me we can talk about literally anything

i hope you guys are having a really lovely friday! and happy weekend sating lahat!

#bbarican #prsnl #thoughts #writings #update #weekend

[taikanyohou]

FAIZA I'M SCREAMING THEY HAVE THE BOOKS!!

- BIS! BRIGHTS STORY OMG HOW R U FEELING!? IM SCREAMING

- THE BOOK!

- FANBOOK BRIGHT IG OMGMGGJNGJGJAAJSAKDJSKF!!!!!!

- Faiza! Please check Bright's latest ig story!!

- FAIZA! BRIGHT POSTED ON HIS STORY! I collapsed seeing ur book on his story, u really did that queeen 💅🏽

- JAJSJDHFGH OMG FAIZA THEY GOT THE BOOKS

- Holy shit faiza! Check Instagram ASAP! Bright got the book. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

- FAIZA IM SCREAMIND I JUST SAW BRIGHTS IG STORY AND DJSNSKSNS

- Fcfykjwwejbfrh QUEEN! check Bright story

- FAIZA! BRIGHT POSTED THE BOOK!

- Hiiiii bright just posted a picture of the book you made!!!

- AHHHHHH FAIZA I JUST SAW BRIGHT’S INSTA STORY!! He got the bookkkkkkk❤️❤️(I hope I’m correct that it is the book)!! I’m so happy for you all and thank you for all the hard work you and everyone else put on this project!! Bright and win deserve all the love

- FAIZA BRIGHT JUST POSTED THE BOOK ON HIS STORY THEY GOT THE THINGS

- OMG! Faiza! Bright got the fanbook! I didn't even contribute to it yet it made me so glad to see that he received it! So happy for you and every one who put a bit of their heart into that book.

- FAIZA !!!! THE BOOKS !!! I saw Bright’s story and camr running!!!! Is this what you were being cryptic about tho 👀 ONG IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!

- FAIZAAAAA!!!! go check Bright's instagram stories RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! 😭

- IM SURE YOU'LL GET A MILLION MESSAGES FOR THIS BUT BRIGHT POSTED A STORY WITH THE FANBOOK 😭😭♥️

- BRIGHT HAS THE BOOK! WIN PROBABLY DOES TOO! THEY RECEIVED THE LOVE 🥺

- Faiza I don't know if you've seen yet but I think Bright got the fanbook! He put something in his Insa stories about an hour ago.

- omg the book is in his ig story! 🤍

- it looks like brightwin got your books! they look lovely, thank you and best wishes to u!

- Hi faiza did u happen to see bright’s latest insta story👀👀👀 because I think u should!!

- omg it happened

- FAIZA, THEY GOT YOUR BOOKS!!!!

- FAIZA THEY GOT THE BOOKS !!!!

- MISS FAIZA THEY GOT THE BOOKS -1ovebound

- OMG FAIZAAAAAA!!! THEY GOT THE BOOKS!! BRIGHT POSTED ON HIS INSTA STORY OMGGGGGG

- Faiza they got the book look bright igs

- faiza!!!! faiza!!!!!!!!! FAIZA!!!!!!!!

- good morning my dear, i know it's 6am there and you probably have thousands of messages in your inbox but i want to reiterate: thank you so much for organising this. you have put your life and soul and heart into this and being able to see it in their hands is overwhelming enough for the rest of us, but even more tremendous for you. i just wanted to make my appreciation and love for you known again, this was such an amazing and kind undertaking and i know we all appreciate it. thank you, ily!

- so busy these days... BUT NEVER NOT PROUD OMGG SO PROUD, FAIZAAAA! LOOK AT BRIGHT'S INSTA OMGG YOU DESERVE IT SM! ILY ❤️

- FAIZAAA!!! OMG THANK FOR DOING THIS PROJECT I AM SURE BRIGHT AND WIN HAVE THE BIGGEST SMILES ON THEIR FACES RIGHT NOW I AM ACTUALLY CRYING *SOBS*

- im on the verge of tears on your behalf seeing bright's story.... i am so happy for you :(((( also i know this is gonna blow up on twitter you're a celebrity now

- The law of equivalent exchange. Brightwin get the books however you get twitter people coming into your anons

- let them link u Faiza! U deserve the praise 🥳💕

- I didn't write anything for the book cuz I'm really bad at writing this kind of things (I never know what to write even if I have so much to say, and writing this is causing me stress) but I'm really happy that they received something so special, done entirely because you and many people love them. Anyways, thanks for coming with this project to make them know how much they're loved❤️ you're such a good person.

- FAIZA!! i saw brights ig story and immediately rushed here! so happy for them and for you, i know they will love it so much

- I see the tweets about u in my timeline!! I feel like a proud friend even though I’m just an anon! I’m like “I KNOW HER! I LIKE HER CONTENT ALL THE TIME!” 🤣

- Seeing ppl not know about the fan project is kinda hilarious and strange lol, the tumblr community feels so tight knit so it’s like unexpected! You and Rahul are like our leaders 🤍

- I'm really happy for you!!! ❤❤❤ you did such a good job and the books got there safely *throws all the hearts*

- SO HAPPY FOR YOU❤️

- Hi, Faiza! Tysm for putting together the project idk if I actually got my letter on time but regardless seeing in bright's ig made me feel like floating, he has the words of people who love him and his work on his hands, and he gets to cherish that forever. 👌🏽💕 Tysm

- faiza u really r the beating heart of this fandom. i love u so much thank u for existing

- Hi Faiza!! i just saw bright’s ig story and seeing him hold the book is making me so emotional i can’t even form words right now but i just wanted to tell u THANK U. this wouldn’t have happened without u. ur so .. ur such a .. AAAAAAAAA I DONT HAVE A GOOD ENOUGH WORD TO DESCRIBE U !!! JUST !!! pls know my love, respect and gratitude for u is endless !!!! thank u so much for everything that u do !!! ❤️❤️

- The way that I got like super emotional when I saw Bright’s post with the book and then my first though was I wonder how Faiza feels rn. I can’t stop smiling, I’m so happy that I participated on the books! Thank you again 💕

HELLOOOOO EVERYONE!!!!

oh wow thats. yeah. yall really are the absolute GREATEST people. i was up until 1am last night thinking and stressing out over when the boys would get the books. and amidst that stress, i fell asleep???

and i woke up at 6am to go watch wyel but i thought ill come on here first .... and i got FLOODED with messages!!! so to answer that one anon, yes, THIS is what i was being cryptic about!!

and i still cant bring myself to go and physically see brights ig story yet. im too too nervous to do that hsjhd but yall have sent me screenshots, so thank you sm sm sm for it!!!!

i hope win can post something soon too, so i know he's got his aswell and put my mind at ease!!

but urm. yeah. its been a Wild 2 months making this. thank you EVERYONE for contributing and providing so much support and motivation. it truly goes to show the power we can have as people when we come together for a good cause! and they have a piece of you now! to cherish and hold!!! and read and gain strength from! as i said, we sowed the seeds, and here are the fruits of our labour!! and im so happy i could be a messenger in some way to carry all those words of affection yall have and your own personal stories and experiences and hand them over to them. thank you all for trusting me to do so. i was so scared bc i didnt wanna let you guys down!

i love you all SO SO much!!! yall are truly the greatest friends!! 🧡🧡🧡

#faiza answers

[charmspoint]

Author Interview

Saw this on @prince-liest and did it cuz i needed a pick me up today, they said to tag them so there ya go I hope it’s interesting <3

Fandoms: Very much mostly BNHA, though I’m getting back in Bungou Stray Dogs and already have fics I wanna write there too. Other fandoms I dabbled in: Promised Neverland, Promare n Forest of Drizzling rain

Where I post: on AO3 at CharmPoint! ….don’t be…don’t be fooled by my tumblr name I’m just sacrificing a brand for a bad joke

Most popular one shot: The crown goes to Far too young, I think this one was just in the right time and place while Promised Neverland high was at it’s peak. It’s the only one shot I have that broke 100 kudos so I’m p proud of it.

Most popular multichapter fic: ….it’s…it’s Ignite me, god I wish it wasn’t but it is. I’m not gonna link it cuz I honestly don’t want ppl to read more of it. Like there’s nothing especially bad about it….aside from the writing. The writing is just down right awful, I wrote this two years ago with a coauthor (hi Tati) and it went on a hiatus and then I went to reread it to remind myself how to continue and aaaaa I couldn’t get through chapter 3 it was SO BAD. The reason is that we adapted it from a rp and…we did so pretty badly. I really don’t like it but I don’t wanna delete it cuz 1. It’s not only mine 2. A lot of people seemed to really really like it…somehow, they are so strong. My ultimate mission is to one day rewrite this fic and make a good Ignite me, one day…

Favorite story written so far: That would definitely be Call of the Wild (at least of ones posted rn, Red String of Death just might overtake it). I think this was the first time I reread one of my own fics and felt genuine pride. Like complete unabashed pride. I kept going :0 I did that, her mind!! Especially the first chapter, which is one I use for all my zine apps lmao. I think I got the atmosphere just right, I think I got the foreshadowing just right, I really like what I did with silence vs dialog through the story. I’m just so proud of it. I’ll probably never write anything for Kiribaku again but if I gave them one fic, I’m glad it was Call of the Wild.

Fic I was nervous to post: That would be The suffocating quality of your dying breaths (And the effect they had on me). I really liked this fic, I really vibed with it and I had a lot of fun writing it but I was afraid that what I was trying to say wouldn’t come across right. It’s a fic about suicidal tendencies not from the perspective of the person having them but the person closest to their side…that kinda hates their guts. I’m not sure how well I managed to get it across the 3 chapters it has, but it’s supposed to be about realizing your boundaries and that sometimes you just aren’t a person for the job and that sometimes you really shouldn’t torture yourself over what you can’t do and just do what you can instead. Some things require professional help and you shouldn’t beat yourself up for not being able to offer that kind of help. I was just afraid that ‘you have limits to what you can do to help’ would be misinterpreted as ‘so you think you should just not help suicidal people huh??’ I received a positive reception for it so if nothing else it went over well with some people!

Do you outline?: I just learned to properly outline this year ;;; I used to just go with the flow and that…ended up pretty bad. But now I found an outlining style that suits me and it helped a lot to make my writing better!!

Complete: 15! Most of them oneshots and staggering 9 from this year alone. I had a very bad creative drought for such a long time but now I’m back n yall there’s no stopping me

In progress: If we go by what’s not posted yet rn I’m working on 7 fics in various stages of done. I also have two more fics in WIP folder but they are waiting till I have time n motivation to write them. Also my notes are overflowing with future story ideas hbjbhj there’s a LOT.

Coming soon: Drumroll, three big bang fics (DabiHawks, ShinKami n TodoBaku) , one secret santa fic (it’s a surprise ;3c) and eventually three zine fics (>;3c) . Ya girl is head deep in events rn jjknjk HELP (jk I actually have them all under control believe it or not). These events played a large part in getting my motivation ball rolling again so I’m pumped to be a part of them, though also looking forward to more none event works after this.

Do I accept prompts?: Sure, if I’m vibing with the idea n have the free time (which I don’t ever;;;)

Upcoming works I’m most excited for: Red String of Death, my upcoming DabiHawks big bang fic! Honestly I’ve had a wild ride with this one, a real roller-coaster. I was really excited by the idea, then I was afraid it was boring actually, then I got a great beta who encouraged me a lot and provided a lot of valuable feedback and now im PUMPED again, I think it’s p good if I do say so myself and I’m super excited to see how people feel about it. It’s not the happiest story I’d say, it follows in the footsteps of Call of the Wild by having a sorta bittersweet ending and in being like a fic that’s about a commonly used sort of magic trope (werewolves vs reincarnation n soulmates) being given a little twist that makes it oh so painful. Anyway if it’s spiritual successor to Call of the Wild then you know my hype is real, I just hope others like it as much!

Tagging: Uhhh do it if you want to its late and im lazy to tag!!!

#lucy rants #i needed a bit of a happy rant cuz i had a really bad day n this was exactly what doctor ordered #i could talk about my writing for ages

[n-komas]

hey! for the matchups, im a sagittarius & hufflepuff! i really writing, and nothing in specific, i just really like being able to express myself with words! for hobbies, i’d say that besides writing, i like making skits and reading. i dont have any particular aesthetic or clothing style, but i like pastels and comfort clothing really 🥺 hoodies and leggings, but i also like wearing graphic tees with skirts. for my likes, i like gacha life, anime, my phone, pop music, & chocolate. (1/2)

Dear User, Thanks for waiting! We have found your perfect match! You’ve been paired with...

Tadashi Yamaguchi!

i 100% see you being best friends with baby tadashi!

yams is an absolute sweetheart who matches your soft-type aesthetic really well

the scorpio x saggitarius dynamic works really well too

just two hufflepuff besties <3

yams would fascinated by how well you can write and your passion for it

sometimes when he doesnt know how to express himself, he finds himself thinking “oh what would y/n say in this situation?” or if he really needs to, he’d straight up just text you and ask for help

if you’re feeling particularly sappy and send him a random paragraph about how you’re happy to have him in your life or something along those lines, his crybaby water sign ass would be brought to tears immediately

tadashi isnt much of a reader himself, but having both you and tsukki, his two closest friends being bookworms, he would start asking for suggestions and slowly start getting engulfed by the books or stories you recommend

back to the style and aesthetics,

i think that outside of school, tadashi would probably have a softboy aesthetic lmaoo

the soft pastels with his dark green hair and the freckles are just *chefs kiss*

but because of your similar clothing choices, you two would for sure be one of those people you see walking down the street that catches your eye bc of how good they look

anime dates anime dates anime dates!

platonic ofc

a lot of the time, after school tadashi goes over to your house, or you go to his, and you just spend hours upon hours of watching whatever anime was on the brain that day

sometimes its just background noise when you’re studying or doing homework,

but other times, you have a whole buffet of snacks, a pillow fort, and you’re both sat at the edges of your seats, super into the show

tadashi just likes having you over in general bc he genuinely enjoys your presence, and in contrast to tsukki, you’re a lot nicer to him

he likes to call you over to help him finish his chores or cleanup his room, so he’ll turn on a speaker with radio hits playing and just vibe w you while yall clean 

maybe some 2010s pop hits throwbacks if he or you is in the mood for that

probably results in a sing or dance off tbh

since he knows you like chocolate he likes to stop by a convenience store on his way to school 

or on his way home from school when he knows you’re coming over

it’s his little token of love lol

since he’s not the best when it comes to words, especially compared to you, his love language is definitely gift-giving

mans is also willing to fight for you too

not physically really

but verbally if need be

you’ve come across people who make fun of others for liking things like anime,

and tadashi isnt someone who likes to start things unprovoked, but if it involves you, he’s willing to put in his 10 cents

in worst case scenarios, he could tsukki to come in and scare them away if he really needs to

which brings me to my next point

because you’d be close with yamaguchi, this means that you’d be around tsukishima a lot by default as well

so be prepared to get clowned as much as yams does

he wont admit it, but tsukki is really proud of yamaguchi for finding someone else to lean on and trust

v happy for him bc he knows yamaguchi deserves the world

anywayyyys

but yamaguchi is a big supporter of lowkey hangouts

with practice and training camps being brutal on the body,

he likes knowing that sometimes he’s able to just hang out and chill at the house or in some garden or something

basically, just anywhere where he doesnt have to be too mobile

yamaguchi is so comfortable around you because of your similarities

he’s convinced you’re the closest thing to a female version of him

but he loves you with his whole entire heart and he cherishes your friendship so deeply

Thank you for working with us! We hope you found satisfaction with your newfound bestie~ Honorary applicants we considered for the role were: TSUTOMU GOSHIKI & HITOKA YACHI. Thank you again for your time & we hope you enjoy your future lifelong friendship!~ Thank you for requesting!

#haikyuu!! #haikyuu #haikyu #haikyuu matchups #hq matchups #hq fluff #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu angst #haikyuu x reader #hq x reader #tadashi yamaguchi #yamaguchi #yamaguchi fluff #yamaguchi x reader #oikawa #kageyama #kuroo #hinata #hq

[roraruu]

anniversary: bones of rubber, heart of steel

can y’all believe this fic began one year ago today? i can’t, it feels like i was still fumbling through essays and reports and trying to get a skeleton down lol. i’ll ramble more below, but in case you missed it, here’s the ao3 link and pdf!

i still am super proud of it, although the pdf could have used some work in formatting and close editing but dude I’m one person making this so I’m cutting myself one big ass piece of slack cake! it’s also... sorta my baby in a weird way--pm is my og disaster child currently going through it’s hot topic/mcr phase but i love it. bones/heart was just easy to write, a pleasure to edit and fun to format. i wanna take a moment and talk about why i wrote bones/heart, some influences i had, music, etc. 

as i said in the author’s notes, i had a completely different vision for this fic—originally, faye was to be a hot-headed mage who was invited back to the castle for a ball and met tobin and new feelings blossomed but i really couldn’t get behind that for whatever reason. eventually i thought of one of my favourite tropes—differences becoming strengths. y’all know what I’m talking about right? like you have a mage with low def and pair them up with a knight who’s res is low, they sorta prop each other up? (yes im talkin abt fayelukas hhhh) anyways ya girl got run over by that trope bc hey... archers have limited mobility and pegasus knights get ko’d by arrows so yeah gimme that shit... and mage!faye would end up coming back in wildflowers but we’re not talkin abt me crying into a keyboard.

I wrote bones/heart because not only do i love the dynamics and pairing, i love the characters separately. i relate a lot to Tobin’s desire to be something and help his family, and Faye’s desire to be loved and help her friends and plus i was mad pissed about how they wrote her. i mean, i have a LOT of problems with a lot of the girls’ writing in echoes but i can overlook it because echoes is such a good game. anyways, my goal for this fic was not only to make faye a more relatable character, but show that she’s unfortunately thrown into a shit situation. like ingrid in 3h, I think she is a victim of bad writing, because she’s got the potential to grow as shown with her supports with silque, but she’s really... outta her element (plus she might be going through personal shit bc of being attacked at the beginning of the game? Yeah maybe that :/)

i wanna talk about the repeated phrase, “bones are made of rubber, but a heart is made of steel”, something that Faye’s nana says. i’m almost 100% certain that i didn’t coin this, my single brain cell was like “say something about not winning every battle!!!” if you’ve read any other fics of mine, u know i am a sucker for repetition—in peacemaker its repeating the phrase “promises are forever” (very cheesy), the forget me nots in SGSN and the repetition of faye seeing wildflowers and being called her pet name as a form of submission. anyways, this one was structured to not only prop faye up, but also tobin. these guys are fighting a literal war and will be hurt and broken time and time again, but a heart is incredibly strong, especially Faye’s. a bone can break, but you can heal it—if your heart is broken it takes much longer to heal. my headcanon is that Faye’s nana was always in her corner and would tell her the phrase when she wanted to be with her friends but had other duties, etc.

if you asked me a year ago which was my favourite scene, I would’ve said the barn scene in chapter 3(?), but now it’s faye and tobin sitting by the campfire in the first chapter because it’s just... tender and they’re trying to see each other on the same level, you know? I’ve always felt there’s this huge divide between faye and gray and tobin; maybe it’s because faye is optional or maybe its smth superficial like her being a girl (with better growths and classes, gold knight makes me so gay dude)

Oh yeah and if yall forgot i was walking home from school one day and looked down a hill and it was like muddy and gross and was like “oh no I hope i dont fall” and then fell like a dumbass and my immediate thought was “god faye I’m so sorry” lmfao. ANYWAYS TLDR: i wrote faye falling and fell on my back not even like a day later and instantly regretted my entire life.

anyways, happy birthday bones/heart! I’m still so so so proud of this fic and if you haven’t read it, maybe try giving it a shot? I know that pairing seems weird but it’s good kush, I haven’t gotten outta faybin hell for a solid year and a half! i hope y’all look forwards to the new plans i have for those dumb villagers..

#ru talks #not fic stuff #anniversaries #heart of steel