The whole “be responsible not for other people’s feelings but to them” distinction is so so true… at some point you need to realize that other people’s insecurities really are their responsibility & dimming or contorting yourself to make them feel better helps neither you nor them. Firstly, bc they need to realize what they’re doing and grow up. And secondly, bc you’re not just compromising on a one-time thing. You’re comprising on who you are as a person. I don’t want to look back when I’m older and stay stuck wishing I held my ground despite people’s projections or asserted my presence more or didn’t apologize so much for who I am. I really just want to own everything (the good and bad) & continue doing what makes me happy
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I've been utterly fascinated by Good (better? nicer?) Chase design by @lizard-color4 from this post and desperately wanted to know more. Who's this man? What's his story? Why is his hand bandaged? Why is his fashion taste is so much better than Original Chase? And why the hell does his hug looks so nice??
so i um, decided to explore his design a little ;D
also bonus+ sorta?? continuation / my take on the after hug because i really craved more of that
bonus++ a silly doodle of my first attempt on his design because why not
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Some sketches of the cutest girl of hell V2!
I LOVE to think (take everything below as my headcanon) that V2 was designed in the after the war times and because of it was given more unnecessary things like a module for showing emotions with a eye hologram in her lens which although make her more human friendly ( I guess machine production at that point needed to show humans that machines can be used not only for war but altho for more daly tasks and for that kinda change direction for a little bit more cute and “soft” of some sort designs.) V1 on it’s occasion was made with more of "fighting and surviving long times in the battlefield" thoughts so it don’t have any extra parts like that and its lens only sometimes glitches when it get hit with an energy orb.
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as a certified stuffed animal collecting hot girl™️ i am self-indulging and thinking about eddie being so cute about your plushie collection. you’re a little embarrassed the first time you have him over, don’t really want him to see your bed that’s covered in various plush animals, suddenly worrying that he’ll find it childish or weird. but eddie thinks it’s the cutest thing in the world, immediately sitting on your bed and picking up different ones. ‘what’s this one’s name? and this one?…oh that’s so metal. what about this one?’ before you know it you’ve gone through your entire pile, and eddie is studying the animals like they’re ancient artifacts, holding them so gently and grinning ear to ear. you tell him about the ones that have the most meaning to you, ‘i’ve had this one since i was a kid…’ you admit shyly, and eddie swears his heart melts - ‘yeah? he’s been through a lot with you, huh?’ and from that point on eddie just feeds on your love for stuffed toys. he buys you cute ones he finds at the store, absolutely not hearing it when you tell him ‘ed- i really don’t need another..’ because he sees the way your eyes light up when he presents you with one. and when you’re having a bad day, eddie comes over and lays in bed with you, doing little voices for your animals and personifying them to make you laugh. ‘you can’t cry babe, or you’re gonna make danny the dinosaur cry too. and then the whole bunch of ‘em will start and - babe - we can’t have that’ and you’re giggling through your sniffles at his antics. you’ve even started bringing a plushie with you when you go to stay the night at his - usually eddie calls you on the phone and requests a specific friend’s presence for the evening, and you always oblige. needless to say, you don’t feel embarrassed for your collection anymore.
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
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Okay, I'm not sure it this hasn't been already talked about but
ARE WE ALL AWARE OF THE CHANGE THAT HAD HAPPENED IN KRIS?!
Remember that one interview, when he said that back when he was a child he used to be called a "girl" because of his longer hair? And then he cut them short to stop the comments
And now? Now, during their BIGGEST concert he was wearing a Diana-revange outfit, his hair longer again and he absolutely slayed. The confidence shown, the joy while performing, all of his soul put into singing NGVOT... This man went through such a big change
I am so fucking proud of him, it must've taken him a while to figure all those things out, because these things are difficult to get through. And now here he is, slaying as hard as he can, being who he wants to be and not giving a fuck
That's an inspiration, that's an icon
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Society really pushes it hard into you that you should not listen to your body. Ignore her. she is inconviniencing you. Her needs are disgusting. She is a fleshy burden. she can wait. now is not the time. But your body is all you have....she just wants to stay alive.. even if it makes no sense why she does the things she does, whether it be feeling hungry, gassiness that may not be socially acceptable, or having a panic attack.... Dont be mean to her. Its not her fault... Shes just a kid. Maybe its not a she, perhaps a he, an it. Or an animal or machine in your eyes. But you need to be kind to your body, listen to it even if it is stressful or difficult, and not get mad at your body I think....
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