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her-favorite · 4 months

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MERRY CHRISTMAS; C. MONAGHAN

CAMERON MONAGHAN X F!READER

WARNINGS: not proofread/edited! but other than that, none!

WC: 1261 - (very) short but sweet!

A/N: i had so many ideas in mind for an xmas fic (for cam, jerome and even jeremiah 😭) but i procrastinated for too long and now it’s 12:30 am on christmas as i write this so that’s another reason why it’s so short 😭 im sorryy 🫶🏻

SUMMARY: Decorating cookies with Cam while it snows outside <3

It was tradition to bake cookies with Cameron every year. It was also tradition for Cameron to burn himself while taking them out of the oven..

“Ow! Fuck!” A yell was heard from the kitchen and finally, you knew better than to spring up and rush over to the man and ask what was wrong. Apparently he took that tradition very seriously.

“Cam, are you serious?” You sigh as you make your way into the kitchen area, your socks padding against the floor of your shared home. Once you got close enough to him, you took his hand in yours to inspect the injury, only to be met with his normal pale skin.

“I had to, baby.” He chuckles and kisses your head, taking in your surprised reaction, only amplifying his laughter. When you snap out of your daze, you try to hold back a smile as you playfully slap him on the shoulder. You fail as a wide smile takes over your face once your boyfriend’s laugh reverberates through the kitchen.

“Shut up, get the cookies.” Cameron sees right through your fake agitation as the smile is as big as ever on your beautiful face. With another chuckle escaping his lips, he obeys and grabs the pan, walking into the dining room and placing it down. You join him as you brought frosting with you, putting it beside the cookies, a few food colorings in your palm so you could dye the white sugary treat.

You both take a seat and grab a cookie each, scooping up some frosting on a butter knife as soft songs play through the tiny speaker you own. The lighting was dim as it grew darker outside, small white specs flying past the windows. The snow began to stick as it gathered on top of each other. The perfect kind to make a snowman with. Or a snowball fight..

“Sweetheart,” you looked over at the man in front of you as his soft voice broke you out of your trance. “Open,” you oblige, parting your lips and letting him offer the cookie to you, biting off the top half of a christmas tree, green frosting residing on your lip. The smile on Cameron’s face made you melt as he watched you, those beautiful smile lines coming to light.

He takes away the other half and eats the rest, dusting off his hands from the crumbs. The wind seemed to have picked up from outside as the sharp sound of it blowing every which way, invaded the house. When Cameron looked back at you, he couldn’t stifle a giggle.

“You got somethin’,” he mimics wiping something off of his top lip with a smile on his face. You immediately try to wipe - what you assumed to be - frosting off of your face, but Cameron looked more amused by the fact you couldn’t find it. “Let me get it.” He mutters and leans forward, suddenly pressing his lips to yours, licking over the dyed frosting. It left a sugary taste in his mouth and it only added to his love of kissing you.

“All good.” He smiles teasingly as he leans back in his seat, subconsciously licking his lips. Your eyes never leave his for a moment, until you (once again) snap out of it and look down at the cookie that you had abandoned with a warm face. A quiet, soft chuckle was heard in front of you from your boyfriend, only adding to the flushed feeling.

Songs play and end and repeat as minutes go by, the wind getting faster and the snow getting heavier. You hadn't stepped foot outside since this morning- when you quickly ran to grab flour for the cookies you both were making- but you were a hundred percent sure that it was freezing outside. The snow began to clump on the frozen grass, the green strands slowly being coveted by the white ice.

Your christmas tree was up, warm lights illuminating the dim room. The soft carols that sounded from the radio soothes you both as you decorated the cookies, occasionally eating or two (Cam's excuse always being, "it didn't look right.. and it couldn't go to waste!"). His enthusiasm for the delicious treat always made you happy, knowing that just the one tradition during the christmas season can have that sort of affect on him. He would always boast about how he was lucky he got to spend it with you as well.

By the time you both finish the cookies, it was pitch black outside; with the exception of the bright snow that littered the ground. You had put the treats away for tomorrow as Cameron helped you clean up, placing the dirty utensils and pan into the sink.

As you finish washing the dried, sticky frosting from your hands, you feel strong arms wrap around your waist. The slight weight of his head on your shoulder barely registered as you were more than used to the position that you both were in.

"Merry Christmas, baby." Cameron whispers in your ear, the smile on his face being heard through his words. Your eyes widen slightly at his sentence, taking a quick glance over at the clock that was in the kitchen, reading: 12:04 (am) on the hands. You look through the window in front of you as Cameron holds you gently against him, rocking you both slightly. The snow falls perfectly before you, your eyes never landing on just one snowflake as they pass by.

A white christmas; something everyone that celebrates christmas wishes for. It was comforting and nostalgic and it made a warm smile spread across your face as you lean back against your lover. His thumb rubs back and forth gently against your skin, sneaking between the end of your shirt and the very beginning of your pants.

"Merry Christmas, Cam."

The fire crackled and popped, the bright light shining throughout the entire room.

You and Cameron were lying in the living room together, the christmas tree in the corner, some presents underneath and the fireplace burning. It was around one in the morning and you've both yet to fall asleep. You had originally sat out here because you and Cam were watching christmas movies together, basking in the nostalgic and calming feeling. The two of you lied with each other, your head on his bare chest as you listened carefully to his soothing heartbeat. Cameron's arms were wrapped around you tight, securing your spot on him and not letting you get away. As your head rested near the crook of his neck, his lips lied against you, eyes fluttering shut occasionally.

The snow had never let up, not that either of you were bothered by it. When Cameron had woken up at one point, his eyes were met with you sleeping on his chest. Though he sees the sight more often than not, it never fails to make him smile and feel giddy inside. He found so much comfort in you and he couldn't be more grateful to have you in his life; his girl.

He reached over to click the TV off, the lights from the tree illuminating the area. The aura was comforting and it quickly lulled Cameron back to sleep, but not without a kiss to your forehead and a sweet whisper, "Merry Christmas, Y/N." His hand softly moves through your hair, careful not to wake you. "I love you."

As the light on the christmas tree never wavers, neither does the love you both have for each other.

#cameron monaghan #cameron monaghan x reader #cameron monaghan smut #cameron monaghan imagines #i love this man sm #merry christmas!!#jerome valeska x reader

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antiradqueer · 8 months

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I know this is probably downplaying their shittiness but jesus christ they all fucking suck at design. like just no sense of color theory or balance or of symbolism or just even basic graphic design. its all either OOPS! all accent colors! or WAY TOO BRIGHT and not even in the fun neon way, theyre just kinda neutral, clashing colors blasting at MAXIMUM saturation all fighting for you to pay attention to them. So many of them just have far too many fucking lines to the point where viewing them without out your face SQUASHED against the monitor its just a gradient (mild hyperbole) with ugly ass symbols just slapped on top of them. I know Im getting heated by I love design so seeing people get colored lines so wrong is frustrating to me

alot of the flags look identical to other flags ive seen outside of rq spaces (like mogai, copied disability n disorder pride flags, actual queer flags like trans flag n pan flag, etc) which imo is a camouflage tactic, or theyre literally. just pastels. it could be trans-stood-in-a-puddle-in-socks and the flag would literally just be pastel blue, pink, purple and yellow... also while im on that topic of the pastels the fucking "trans anorexia" flag is all cutesy and pastel too which is honestly fucking gross.

#mod mew #anti radqueer #anti transid #anti transabled #antiradqueer #anti transx

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justfor2am · 1 year

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hi im sharing todays food adventures bc i fucked up massively ..so i was trying to decide whether i wanted to try to cook a chicken breast (i have never done this before) or if i wanted to make a grilled cheese (i have done this before) n i asked my best friend n they said "both" .well

i was struggling w the chicken from the very beginning bc they were frozen n i didn't want to try to thaw them all out n i didn't even know if that was a thing i needed to do so i just kinda put some oil on a pan n then chose one (it was thick this was my first mistake) n tried to start cooking it

i spent. 45 minutes. trying to cook it. i even tried ripping it apart with my tongs. i managed to cook a grilled cheese in that same amount of time and completely burnt one side but the other side was perfect and it was the best goddamn grilled cheese ive ever had let alone made.

im like 60% sure part of the chicken was undercooked and due to TWO different mental fucked things (double whammy went so long thinking it was just the autism but NOOOO of COURSE not) i struggle with eating a ton of things and was terrified to eat any undercooked chicken so i just kinda. ripped it apart w my fingers n ate it in tiny lil strips 😭 i didnt even eat all of it bc the moment it looked too smooth or was any color other than like bright white like even SLIGHTLY a different shade i was like "oh clearly this isn't cooked" n wouldnt touch any more of that one bit

chicken is weird as hell and i dont like it. also i regret having like five cookies while making all of that too bc now i feel very full like i didn't even feel this full yesterday n i ate like .fries half a pizza 10 chicken nuggets n a donut i THINK thats it.... also two monsters n a chocolate milk why could my body handle that but it can't handle THIS

the grilled cheese fuckin slapped tho. genuinely the best grilled cheese ive ever had and half of it was burnt how did this happen

anyways back 2 watching pokemon videos 4 me .this is all ive been doing for like over a week i barely watch anything else just pokemon on youtube hopefully u enjoyed the fuckups of my food today unfortunately no kickflips occured this time

oh god........ the face i made reading "i didn't want to thaw them out"...... dude......

did you not have a microwave to defrost it in? there's a button for that

i'm glad ur grilled cheese was good but like PLS do not get salmonella raw chicken is so unswag

pokemon time!!! also there's a new mumbo jumbo video out today btw

#justfor2am #justfor2talks

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incarnateirony · 2 months

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madam why are you pretending you can't see the hits you're letting others that have bound into this crazy train take. If pyramidhead changes his sunglasses is he still a triangle

Yo cocaine bear, you're doing the scared deer thing still.

but yeah u right. badass. not like we ran into someone making claims at tyr in the past and it's not like that doesn't look like my old art from 2010, but with a PONYTAIL, of an adjacent but not the same entity, but ok.

Cowardly Maia. What are you doing. Why are you still running, this is beyond embarrassing to watch through any set of eyes at this point.

I dunno, maybe I've just toasted her this bad while dragging around. To remember something you must forget somehting else etc etc and boy I've made her remember some funny shit but she refused to look at it, maybe she truly has lost half her memory at this point.

yall really mixed up the recent hemsworth pushes with Young King Ash. I'm on the floor.

Notice we're at "my interpretation of X".

You're... almost there? But you're still fucking up and locked on things outside of yourself. And slapping random names on random things. "Who's this guy? IDK. I'm getting vibes something is wrong with his hand. Must be tyr?" No see you're sticking your weird interpretation of betraying fenrir and loki over an adjacent thing you're locked on, while wanting to be king, and you like. you guys literally cannot even compute what I'm explaining to you

Maam that is literally triangle head Faux Young King Ash As Interpreted By A Traitor That Tried To Chain Down Fenris And Got Their Hands Bit Off.

Guys. Why is it so hard to teach you to hop off of me and my shit and like, look inside yourselves instead of grabbing at random thoughts outside to pull in and slap a nametag on

Maams and such, i just didn't know how to fucking draw hair like 15 years ago. Thanks for the ponytail? Weird I drew this guy at so many ages with different appeals but all connected in the deviant bios.

You deadass stapled my recent use of Hemsworth focus, shoved Thor up his/my ass, and decided it's Tyr while not wondering why you're drawing so many sunglasses lately.

Maam how did you all fuck up and get Thor involved as part of your crazyhouse disco. how did you not notice it was the same glasses shape as your last picture, but with different colored lenses, both of which I've owned?

Otherwise that's just you fucking up the weather still and not looking at it.

Shealyn, what part of, "I literally am the person from the ancestral memory line that leads to these entities primarily, of which are directly mythologically linked in any old language, and when I figured my shit out, the two crossed, and that's me, that's my self, and Coyote is part of an old coping shdow, and you got everything all tangled up, you know those are my goddamn air jordans" is not fucking clicking. Coyote x Young Ash. Work it out, retard. "Shadow vs self are slightly different, but it's Roughly That Guy."

You fucked up and pulled on shadows again to spin away from "IDK WHO THIS GUY WITH SLIGHTLY CURLIER HAIR AND MOVED LEOPARD SPOTS TO MY LAST DERP IS, IDK HIS NAME BUT IM PROUD OF HIM" being obvious as fuck and tried to grab somewhere else while bound and now your fuzzy fucked trianglehead is back. Great work. You shoved Thor up ash's ass as a pokemon card but if I yell that I'm Tyr or whatever I could get you morons to believe anything.

Deadass tried the double order costco lenses on of the same pair in two lenses and didn't notice.

Shealyn, fucking. Big Brain time. If Hermes used to be Pan, and it's all a very funny ancient rumpocky, and there's Young and Old Hermes, who is also somehow Pan's father because it's all fucked up and misheard over time and split over anthropology

If. If someone mastered themselves, through work, including their own shadows, and acknowledged themselves independent of it from a family line they've explored across time and inner journey, but as part of it, what the FUCK do you think that Persona~ would look like, fuckface?

IDK HIS NAME BUT I'M PROUD OF HIM

OH THIS ONE. UM. INTERPRETING TYR. BASED ON??? IDK MAN I started thinking of chris hemsworth real hard the other day for some reason. weird.

Fuck me running we really are back in 2011, and you're turning every moron around you into Czar.

Maam that's me fucking around with Mad Max Fury Road. Maam.

Great. Now you've got Brackish malfunctioning based on what I/we shit into twitter en masse just because NEITHER of you can look at what Shealyn has done. Great work yall. That is in fact a pyramidhead. IDK HIS NAME BUT IM PROUD OF HIM!!! USERNAME: UNKNOWN BUT AGE 37 NOT 55

you put his head in the triangle and everything. I'm fucking impressed for all the wrong reasons.

there's almost a dick speight vibe in there somehow too, and like. I aint been shy about using that, I even used it to cheese the reaper for you last night, you ungrateful cunt. Guess you morons took the mined parts and threw it into your favorite unassigned pyramidhead.

Damn it's DickSpeightChrisHemsworth Unknown with Worst Add For Newbie Explorers Evil Smile shoved over all my old shit, they really just. be doing that now.

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i GET IT, WITH COYOTE THEY WERE GOGGLES SO YOU'RE STILL THICK AS SHIT. AND I AINT JUST TALKING ABOUT HOW FAT SCARED BEAR DEER LADY WITH THE HOOVES LET HERSELF GET WHILE REFUSING TO LOOK AT ANYTHING BECAUSE MY DUMB ASS TOLD HER SHE DIDN'T NEED TO WORK AS LONG AS SHE WAS WITH ME AND FUCKIN BOY DID SHE TAKE A FUCKING LARGE INTERPRETATION OF THAT, THAT DOESN'T MEAN NEVER LET ME GO WHILE DENYING YOU'RE DOING IT SO YOU NEVER HAVE TO LOOK AT YOURSELF. BUT FINE. I'M FINISHING MY PROMISE BY PUTTING THE MONSTERS IN THE DIRT.

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Whatever that shit was about immortality or generations, a big, big fuckin part of me she's helped rupture apart doesn't care about that anymore. I just can't stand looking at the monster I accidentally turned her into, and she refuses to unbecome. And that echos back for generations.

Deadass maam you're fucking the weather up so bad I walked into work with all my buddy reflector actual worker pals talking about how literally nobody could sleep last night past maybe 3 hours and all cross-hearting everything in at least fives. "We're all surviving on caffeine at this point, it looks like." "Did the unable to sleep train hit us all." "I am in the same boat." "Train. Plane. I don't know, but it hits." "Happy Caturday."

Why are you willing to sacrifice so much to avoid what you know is true? Or is it you just ENJOY actually torturing me and him? Damn the costs of everything around you? It's that Solstice part in you that you won't look at that is really getting her rocks off on this while Vera runs and hides, that's it, isn't it. You. Crazy cocaine bear lady doing the deer in the headlights run away shit.

xoxo. Remember that thing of you breaking your moon circles and that turning up like a year ago in the Childe concert with the disco lights? Yeah. The one the windrunner immortal struggles accounts were tweeting screaming the need for? Yeah. Okay? Sweetie? I'll give you some custom sacred geometry. While you do your unsquared circles and triangles off center, I'm Xing the O. I'm over it. And over you. On every level.

The tweet of hermes is your phantom X's name, eating our wings to keep us tame, and you continue that insists including you on us. So face yourself, and it, and say his name, and confess his face, and what you have done wrong, or this train will keep going, and since you all insist on making me your god against my will, I've given you all the honor of having friends to play with for life until you hop off.

Disturbing the peace, look into those eyes you used to confess your fears of and run from the computer from a simple shot from the same nonsense rumpocky shit you tried to turn into divine offering revelation from secondhand stories as my ex, as we pull down any hat, mask or lens, now tell me about the things you were laughing about behind my back.

When I'm with my SEES, you can't copy and paste, hun. Cooking here thinking up music fr.

brackish, keep reposting your binding ruin under "heathenism". I'm sure that's helping you win this collective unconscious battle after she fucked up and summoned Michael on her own serpent that I warned you about a week prior as the flaming sword guarding my D, into 4 noobs. Oh, wait.

also i meant rune, but really, no I didn't.

Go ahead honey.

Keep posting and defending her after Ash The Pyramidhead Remix With Receipts. after man in the moon guy on red journey night, and it's just the same guy as my shadow before with the Ash The Pyramidhead sunglasses. Weird, almost like there's something related to the first time Shealyn tried to rip out my eye, and almost like her black serpent addiction is generational and timeless in the collective awareness.

Probationers following a Neophyte in idiot circles even after the Neophyte was proven to be channeling literal anime octopus jibberish and has run from every belief she has owned into a comedic long-forecast punchline she isn't even brave enough to explain to you. A lot of them, actually.

Just get off my dick. Not my fault yall are too lazy, blind, and misled that this is happening to you, she signed herself to that karma against my will, and I am attempting to disband your cult to me. I am a man. Do as thou wilt as a great god can, but I am a man, and I reject all of you, and now, so do the millions. 200 million observers, and literally millions of active Workers, whether they realize they are Working or not. Because that is how this Works. You literally cannot win this. Any of you. No matter how hard you dodge, delude, reblog, or belief, you keep digging your pits deeper, due to the sheer refusal to abandon your cult to my dick that has her father and sister buiding toilet paper tartarus to my towering dick, with hashtag, unspoken games. lol very funny right shea? like the spinning stove or the mascot post about highschool or every single trap you have walked into thinking your cat is channeling goddess of your pantheon you've fled to today.

#piratecandyrumpockyridingsniffmakesbuttrumhoopleborpna #abracadabra bitch

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roomaterecipes · 9 months

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Nut brittle that slaps

Another bougie sounding treat that takes a few snacks and elevates them to look fancy

4 tablespoons butter divided, plus more for greasing baking sheet if your not using spray, pro tip:use the spray also use aluminum foil with spray and it comes off like a dream

a solid pinch of saffron threads, not necassry but adds color, a little dimension and like I said sounds fancy (by far the most expensive ingredient but can also be used in rice and couscous)

1 tablespoon vanilla extract, I personally always use the Good stuff like a vanilla bean paste or powder but dealers choice

1/2 salt, dont over salt as you may want to add salt on top for an extra kick and looks

Pistachios, Honestly i get shelled one because Damn are the shells a pain but you do you im not a cop Almonds, i prefer whole ones that i personally chop into chunks/ powder but slivered works too

1/2 cup granulated sugar

1/2 cup packed light brown sugar

1/2 cup light corn syrup

1/2 cup water

1 tablespoon rose extract, this adds a bit of a floral note and I'm not familiar with this ingredient or its strength so I err'ed on caution. But if you are a more deft hand or prefer a stronger floral taste you can punch it up a bit.

1 teaspoon baking soda

When making candy id advised NOT to fuck around with the oils/sugars and baking soda unless 1: you know what your doing 2: you have the ability to fuck around and find out without it be a body blow (mentally, emotionally, fiscally or cleaning wise 3: Your G-ds specialest little beings and the ancestors are guiding your hands as you eyeball things. Step 1 : chop and toast your nuts, Chop to your desired finess and put in the pan you plan to do the sugars in later. Toast them dry for a bit and then add in the 2 tablespoons of butter and saffron if you have that. Keep an eye on those fuckers they turn nasty if burnt. Afterwards scrap them out into a bowl and put aside for later Step 2: This is the candy making, Toss in your sugars, syrup, 2 tablespoons of butter and rose water, stirring with a silicon tool frequently, don't forget to scrape the sides and bottom. You may have noticed at this point I haven't mentioned a candy thermometer that's because we don't need one. Get a clear glass, preferably one you don't super care about or can go in the dishwasher/soak. Fill it 2/3's of the way up with cool/cold water and keep a utensil nearby. When you feel the sugar/ butter mixture is getting to temp (usually from 10-20 minutes depending on your stove and heat, I aim for med-med high as it gives me time to set things up) your going to take some of the mixture on your spatula and let it drip into the water, once it forms a soft ball stage thats when we proceed. Step 3: toss in baking soda, it will foam, perhaps even drastically always use a pot or pan thats decently tall (if you think its too tall reconsider for a moment and reassess i usually go for 'twice as tall as the sugar syrup and mix but you do want a good amount of surface area for the bottom) as this can go sideways real fast when hot molten sugar spills all over the place Step 4: Toss in your nuts and vanilla, this is go time. Keep stirring and scraping the bottom. Were aiming for hard ball/crack stage which is when your syrup mixture when dripped into the water is hard and barely/if at all malleable. Step 5: pour into your tin and spread, the thinner brittle is . Tip to make this fancier give it the holiday crack treatment, line your tray with crackers (butter crackers are extra fancy but saltines are also perfect and put some dark chocolate on it. If your broiler works just pop that on and shake the chocolate on your spread out brittle and pop it under for a minutes or so to help it spread more easily. Sprinkle witth a little coarse salt, maybe some rose petals or extra chopped nuts if you want it to have that extra oomph. Let cool fully and break apart. Imagine your some artic explorer trying to chip through ice with a small pointy knife and a blunt object to chisel it apart. Step 6: Enjoy

#rose #candy #brittle #saffron #almonds #pistachios

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ratcarney · 4 years

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pan pride hadestown icons 💗💛💙

requested by anonymous; like/reblog if you use!

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uwo-archive · 4 years

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if im gonna be completely honest i rlly,,, dont trust anyone whos a grown adult and ids as pan. every single definition ive heard of pan is biphobic and usually transphobic too. so like,,, do u see me as shallow? do u think im transphobic? do u think i have to have a preference? is that what u think of me?

#personal #vent #technically #im excluding kids bc they dont rlly kno any better and i was one of em. im talking abt actual grown adults #they just make me.... so uncomfy.. like even if u just id as pn for the colors #ykno u can take the bi flag and slap pan colors on it right? or like any colors u want? there r lots of edits on this site to use!#this isnt a mad vent this is just a sad one u_u #tbd

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kazuzuhaha · 3 years

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Talking To The Moon

Childe x Reader x Tohma

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Talking to the moon,

In hopes you're on the other side talking to me, too

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“Childe?? CHILDE!!”

“Yea, huh?” the ginger haired looked at a man named Zhongli “Mister Zhongli?? What…” the mentioned male sigh “Nothing really, it seems you have something in your mind. Mind telling me?” the harbinger sigh “Nothing really” his companion hummed “Nothing? You seem to be in deep thoughts, you’ve been looking at the moon frequently”

Childe looks back to the moon “Just miss someone” the other male arched an eyebrow “Someone?? Is this someone very dear to you?” the ginger haired fatui let out a low chuckle “Yea, very very dear to me”

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(Childe is still not part of the fatui here)

“Ajax!! Come on~ Look at this!!” the male looked at the (hair/color) female who was pulling his arms towards a certain place “Jeez, ok princess. Where are we off to?” the female giggled “Somewhere beautiful” the male grinned “Are we going to a room full of you?” the male was slapped lightly in the shoulder “Stop flirting Ajax and lets go~” the male giggled “lead the way princess”

“Woah…” the female giggled “See!! Isnt it amazing?” Childe looked at the smiling female, heart beat getting quicker and quicker. Without any hesitation, he pulled the female into a warm embrace. The female giggled “Ajax, whats wrong?” she said as she caress his fluffy hair

“I Love You” the female smiled “I Love You too”

~~~

The traveler and the harbinger were walking through the streets on Liyue “You’ve been staring at the moon lately” the ginger haired let out a laugh “Whats wrong with that? Isnt the moon lovely tonight” the traveler dead-panned “Yeah sure” as he walks away. Childe looks back to the moon.

“Who knows, if I talk to the moon… it might get to her”

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“NO!! Im not breaking up with you until you tell me why!!” the (hair/color) female cried holding unto the ginger haired, not letting him go but he was stubborn trying to remove her grasp from him

“Y/n please…”

“TELL ME WHY!!”

“I… I don’t love you anymore” the female’s eyes widen

“Your joking”

“Im not—”

“Look at me while saying you don’t love me… Ajax, say it” Childe looks into the teary eyes of the love of his life “I don’t love you anymore”

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“I hope your happy, wherever you are… Y/N”

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(Y/n’s POV)

The moon looks beautiful as always… somehow I always hear HIM whenever I look at the moon…

I hope his doing good…

“SWEAT HEART!!” I jumped out of shock when someone hugged me from behind “ TOHMA!! Don’t scare me like that” he let out a giggle and buried his head in the crook of my neck “Do you still love him?” He asked in a hurt tone

My eyes widen and faced him, grabbing his head in between my hands “Love… you know how much he meant to me” he frowned avoiding my gaze “But Love, he could never compare to you… you saved me in my darkest time, literally” I let out a giggle and kissed the tip of his nose “I Love You, Only You. He is my past, you are my present and… My Future”

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Is this cringe and I regret doing this but posted it anyways?? yes.

welp- this is my first post here in tumblr pls be kind to me :’)

#genshinimpact #childe x reader #tohma x reader #childe angst

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gayboybeetle · 3 years

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⭑☆ h o w d y :] ☆⭑

my name is milo and heres a pinned post so you can know some basic info on me

!!! So !!! I'm Milo !!!

I recently accepted myself as plural, and while it's always cool to call me Milo and to refer to me as one person/as a whole, heres all the alters I'm willing to share to the World Wide Web™:

Kota - He/Vi

Cas - Vi/He

Micah - He/They

Maya - She/Any

Moth - They/It

Cricket - It/Its

Siffrin - They/Them

Rye - He/Any

Warren - He/Him

Jax - They/She

Nod - He/Any

Kota and Cas are typically the primary fronters when it comes to having our online persona. course, we're all interconnected, so all of us make up Milo together! If you have any questions feel free to ask :] my askbox and dms are always open

Other basic stuffs about us (as Milo):

I'm 21 years old (finally a full adult!)

We use Vi/Vin/Vis and He/Him/His pronouns collectively. here's a guide on how to use them :) neopronouns can be funky so if you mess up the grammar i really dont mind lmao

gender fucky! i'm a nonbinary man, but i'm basically a full boy whenever its funny lmao

sexuality is ALSO fucky becuase i'm a Gay & Bi oriented Asexual, DemiAro, as well as Polyam. so. WOOF thats a lotta labels

basically: big queer.

im SO neurodivergent you dont even wanna know. *slaps the roof of my me* this bad boy can fit so much autism in it

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my art blog is @budderball and my pokeblog (currently on hiatus) is @askplayerpkmn so check those out!!!!!

my current special interests are: Rain World, gorgonopsids, art (color theory, linework, etc), and queer labels/flags :) feel free to talk to me about any of these things and i'll shit my pants

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Salt, saltier, Yahaba and Shirabu

Haikyuu Yahaba Shigeru and Shirabu Kenjirou friendship

Fluff, mild angst, Yahashira childhood friends

Yahaba and Shirabu met when they were 8.Some may ask: How did that happen? Well this is the story:

Both of them had been dragged to a business dinner by their parents...

Shigeru’s parents were business people. That’s just what they were.Everything they did, they did it for business.

They got married for tax benefits and to combine their companies. Sure they did love each other but that wasn’t the main reason they got married.

They got children for image. They used them to seem closer to the „average family“, to try and seem more trust worthy and kind.

So that’s what he was here for.“And this is our son Shigeru.“,his mother said with a fake smile on her thin lips. She was talking to a small woman with copper hair. Something suddenly moved behind her legs and Yahaba tried to get a glance.

The woman took a step back and a boy with the same copper hair as the woman became visible.

He was a little bit shorter than Shigeru, had chocolate brown eyes and a pale complexion.

“Well this is Kenjirou!“, Shigeru’s mother put out her hand, she had to crouch down a little do to her wearing the heels that her son always wonder how she could even walk in, the boy -Kenjirou- took her hand and nodded to her.

The two women walked away chatting with equally fake smiles and cheerful voices, leaving their sons on their own.

The awkward silence between stretched out for multiple minutes until Kenjirou sighed.

“I’m Kenjirou Shirabu...“

“Well I know that.“, Shigeru whispered looking away.

“Hey jerk! I’m trying to talk to you!“ „Well you're not succeeding!“ „You’re talking to me, right?!“

Shigeru opened his mouth but shut it again.

He was right

The taller pouted.

“Why are you like this?“

“I’m trying to not fuck this up for my parents.“ at that Shigeru looked up at Kenjirou.

„What do you mean?“ „We just moved here and my dad says he needs friends under the other higher ups...“...“I’m Shigeru Yahaba. You’re the first other kid I’ve seen here.“

“Really?“ „Yeah. I only come along for the image.“„Well I guess we will probably have to cross paths a few more times so-“, Kenjirou extended a hand with a sly look on his face „-We should probably get along.“

Start

They were 11.

They had ended up on the same middle school.

Easy to say:The teachers both hated and loved them.

Both were smart and talented people and they knew it. And they abused it.

They didn’t pay attention in class and would always make snarky remarks only loud enough for each other to hear because they knew they could keep up.

Fun

They were 12.

“You know...I think I wanna join the volleyball club.“

Kenjirou looked up from his homework a bit startled.

“Huh?“ „I mean every time we play in gym class I just have so much fun and it makes me feel good! You know?“

Do I know? Yes I do know.

“I feel like I have the control yet at the same time I can play in a team!“

“I want to join too!“ „Really?!“ „Yeah! We can play together!“

Friendship

They were 14.

Sweat was dripping down Shigeru’s face.

24:23 for the other team...it seems useless...

The silver haired boy turns his face to his best friend.

I can’t do it. It’s too much.

Those thoughts wash away as soon as he sees him.

He was determined.

That’s what he admired the most about Kenjirou...he didn’t give up.

Shigeru was weak alone. All it took was a B on a test to send him spiraling but Kenjirou was always there.Kenjirou was his setter and Shigeru was his spiker.

They were feared for being able to know exactly what the other was thinking.

They were a threat.

Shigeru couldn’t do it on his own...but he wasn’t on his own.

Kenjirou was there and he was looking at Shigeru with that look of determination that always made him go though with all the shit they thought of.

They won.

Determination

They were 14.

This wasn’t normal.

He shouldn’t feel like this.

But he did.

Chikara Ennoshita.

The brown haired boy had been his and Shigeru’s friend since the start of middle school. He was smart, determined, kind and he was able to handle the combined salt level of both Shigeru and Kenjirou.

He had been his first real friend after Shigeru.

And now here he was...having a crush on him.

That’s all it was though: a crush. Still...he was a guy...This wasn’t right.

“Kenjirou? You ok?“

The copper haired boy jumped a bit at his best friends voice. He looked up and-“Shigeru I think im gay-“

Why did I say that? I never planned on telling anyone! Let alone Shigeru...what will he think of me now-?

“Same.“

“Wait what?“

“Well I’m not completely gay- I do also like girls...so bi? Maybe even pan or something...I don’t know yet.“

„Wait you aren’t surprised?“ „Shirababe...nothing about you staring at Chikas ass is subtle. Turn the horny down child!“ „I AM OLDER THAN YOU!“

“NO YOURE NOT! WELL AT LEAST NOT MENTALLY!“, Shigeru threw a pillow into Kenjirou‘s face.

The shorter got hit right in the face and let out a dramatic gasp while throwing the pillow right back.

“STOP WITH YOUR MENTAL SHIT, ASSHOLE!“

Acceptance

They were almost 16.

“Wait what?“

“I said I’m going to apply for Shiratorizawa.“

“But-we said we would got to Seijoh together!“

“Well there is still the possibility of me failing the exam because we both know I won’t get a sports scholarship.“

“Oh who are you kidding!? You are going to pass that exam with flying colors!“

“Well thank you.“

„KENJIROU YOU PROMISED!“

“I WAS LIKE 13!“

“YOU SAID- You said you won’t leave me alone...“

“Oh boo hoo! Little baby Yahaba can’t take being alone!“

Yahaba? He had never called me that...

“Well that may have to do with the fact that you always need to show me that your better than me in everything, Shirabu!“They stared each other down.

Sure they had had fights over the years but nothing quite like this.

There was so much to lose.

But also so much to gain.

I can’t do it. It’s too much.

Shigeru walked away.

Fear

They were 16.

Kenjirou had made it to Shiratorizawa.

He looked down at his test results with a grain of salt though.

He had passed with flying colors...just like he had said...

They hadn’t talked since their fight. They had graduated without a word to each other and now they were separated.

Shigeru got his test scores back some time ago, he would go to Seijoh after summer break.

Ennoshita would go to a different school as well.

Kenjirou‘s Heart hurt a bit at That thought as well. Not only was Chikara his only other real friend but Kenjirou also still had his stupid crush on him.

Kenjirou Shirabu was sitting in his room alone.

He was alone.

He had forgotten what that felt like.

Ever since that faithful day 8 years ago Shigeru- no Yahaba- had always been there somehow. Kenjirou had always seen him or texted him in some way and even when they were fighting he would always have Chikara to talk to.

But now both of them were gone.

Empty

They were 16.

Everything reminded them that the other wasn’t there.

It hurt.It hurt worse than when Yahaba got rejected by the girl he liked.

It hurt worse than Shirabu being beaten in his favorite subject.

It hurt more than the punches exchanged when they fought over something so seemingly little now that they forgot what it was.

How do you feel after the person you spent half your life with leaves?

Broken

Lost

Alone

They were 16.

„Yaha-Chan we Are playing a practice match today and I want to put you in.“

The dyed brown haired teen turned around a bit startled.

“But Oikawa-san I’m not even that good! I just started really playing this position! I can’t possibly-“ „Trust yourself more Yaha-chan!“

Yeah as if that’s so easy...Kenjirou was my setter and I was his spiker...I honestly just wanted to try this position but-

“I can see you overthinking Yaha-chan!“, Shigeru’s senpai snapped him out of his spiraling thoughts.

„You are a great setter Yahaba. Don’t forget that.“

The younger looked up from the ground.Instead of the usual sing songy voice of Oikawa those words were said with a kind yet very stern voice.

He cracked a little smile.

Change

They were 16.

Winning.

That was what he did all of this for.

Winning.

So this was being part of a real team, huh?

He only stood on the court for a few minutes but here he was...screaming, laughing and hugging his teammates.

The last time I was this happy I was with Shigeru-

The copper haired boy turned around to the other side of the net.

There he was.

Yahaba Shigeru was crouching over a third year crying on the floor.He went around giving everyone water bottles.

He hadn’t played.

He had sat on the bench observing and filling up water bottles.

Anger rose in Kenjirou. How could they not let him play? There was definitely more than one of the third year spikers that was way worse than Shigeru!

Why won’t they let him play?

Or did he choose to not play?

Did they think they could win against Shiratorizawa and then use him as a secret weapon?

What was up with him?

He was slapped on the back by his senpai, their setter Semi Eita.

One eye contact was all Semi need to check up on him...

One eye contact and he could feel himself falling.

He wanted to tell Shigeru.

Longing

They were 16.

Loss.

That was the worst part about this.

Losing.Shigeru was on his bed looking up at the ceiling, like he and Kenjirou used to do when they told story’s till 2am.

His phone pinged.

Bangsie:

“Heh“, Shigeru smiled. He had forgotten to reset the nickname.

What does he want though? Rub his win under my nose? Tell me how much better than me he is again?

He picked up his phone anyways.

Bangsie: Shigeru we need to talk...same place

Same place.

Shigeru knew what he meant by that.

When his older brother was younger their parents had bought him a little treehouse at the outskirts of the woods not far from the Shirabu residents.

They would go there when Shigeru‘s little brother was being noisy, they wanted to get away or they just didn’t feel safe enough at home.

The Fake brunette sighed and put on his shoes.

Fixing

They were 16.

He came.

They sat in silence.

Until The copper haired boy broke the silence: „I’m sorry.“

„I know I made a promise and I knew what it meant to you but-“„No no I get it! Shiratorizawa fits your needs as a person and for your future more...I was being selfish.“

“But you had all right to be! Your brother left you behind and he was the only one there for you, I did the same!“

“Don’t fucking blame yourself for my problems!“

They stared at each other down for a good minute until they broke and they ended up hugging and crying.

The next hours were spent catching up.

Shigeru learned about Kenjirou’s crush on his upperclassman Semi.

Kenjirou learned about a guy named Kyoutani that absolutely drove Shigeru crazy and now even quit.

He also learned that Shigeru had switched to being a setter.

The night ended like many nights in the treehouse ended: with them curled up in blankets falling asleep on each other.

Home

They were 17.

I need to get better. I need to work harder. I can’t stop-

„Yahaba!“

The ball dropped on the other side of the court and he turned around to see his spiky haired senpai Iwaizumi.

“You are overworking yourself, Yahaba...“ „Oh I’m sorry I didn’t-“ „Oh no you know exactly what you’re doing! I already have one of you dumbasses!“, he looked at Oikawa, standing in the door talking to a few fan girls.

“Don’t freak out too much, ok?“, he sounded concerned...

“I’ll try, Iwaizumi-san!“

Shigeru hurried out of the locker room.

He was late to his and Kenjirou’s weekly movie night!

While he was mentally crossing all the things in his bag off a list as to not forget what to bring the boy ran into someone...and crashed to the ground.

“Hey watch were your going!“ the guy he bumped into only gave a little growl as answer.Kyoutani.

Of course it was Kyoutani.

“You’re good...“ came a little murmur from besides him where Kyoutani had apparently set off into the same way as him home.

Shigeru raised an eyebrow.

“You’re a good Player...“ Shigeru shoot around at that.

“Wh-what? You t-think I’m a g-good player?“

“I mean yeah...“Shigeru could feel a flush creep up his cheeks.

Wait what? Im supposed to hate him! He quit the team! But...

Diffrents

They were 17.

“This arm has to be a bit higher.“

Kenjirou was maybe having a so called gay panic.

Semi was too close. He was also correcting his form and touching him in all these places- Kenjirou couldn’t do this.

He threw the ball into the air, jumped and smashed that ball to the ground.

“Not so bad-Not so bad! But there is still some things you need to work on.“

“Well I wanna see you do a jump serve.“, he whispered.“As you wish, Shirabu my highness.“ The older said with a little bow before he got up to serve.

Kenjirou refuses to admit that his heart danced a little cha cha cha when Semi said his name.

The ash blond threw the ball up into the air, the perfect hight, he took two large steps and leaped into the air and finally his hand made contact with he ball and hit the ground with a beautiful thudh.

Kenjirou stood in awe for a few minutes before he excused himself to the bathroom.

Beauty

They were 17.

The ball dropped.

They lost.

Again.

Shiritorizawa won.

Again.

Again

They were 17.

They were sitting in the treehouse again.

„You guys played really well you know...“The copper haired boy looked over at his best friend and found the tear rolling down his face.

Neither one of them have ever been good at putting their feelings into words so all Kenjirou did was hold him.

Hold him while he crys.

Emotions

They were 17.

Karasuno.

Every point was a battle for power.

Yahaba got to play again...

He got to feel the ball in his hands again...

He made points!

He let the ball drop...This was his fault.

He thought he could be better, he thought he could finally face off against Kenjirou but no.

He was still weak.That’s all he was.

Weak

They were 17.

“This will be our first practice match with you as captain Shirabu.“, Kenjirou’s Coach looked at him. „You can do it.“

The new captain smiled and walked behind his team again.

“Hello and welcome at Seijoh!“ a familiar voice said. Kenjirou smiled.

“It’s a pleasure to win agains you.“

“Hahaha win? Yeah sure! We will stomp you to dust, Shirabu.“

“Game on, Yahaba.“

“Well what do we have here?, a singsongy voice said from behind Shigeru.

Oikawa Tooru

To be continued

#haikyuu #haikyuu!!#my fanfiction #haikyuu fanfiction #yahashira #yahaba shigeru #shirabu kenjirō

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3 things: What are your top three movies, have you watched annihilation 2019 and if so, would you rec it, anddd what's your favorite piece of art you've made this year?

1. Hmm not not sure what 3 movies Id pick!! But, from the top of my head; 1. Mad Max Fury Road 2. Aliens 3. 28 Days Later. Honorable mentions: Secondhand Lions, The Thing, The Village, Pan's Labyrinth, Baby Driver, Akira, and Arrival

2. I have! I also have very mixed feelings about it. Im a huge fan of the Southern Reach Trilogy, Annihilation being the first book. On one hand, the movie had absolutely gorgeous colors, they captured the atmosphere of Annihilation perfectly. The creatures and the BEAR most of all scared the pants off me. I also like how it had a nice theme that carried over from the book. However. The movie doesnt follow the book almost at all, what so ever. For the first few scenes, yes. After that, not at all. Almost entirely, completely different from the source material and honestly, the book was such a rich experience, and the movie was nowhere as scary or captivating. Jeff Vandermeer's writing isn't just about horror, it has some deeply interesting thoughts on creation, meaning, addiction, and seclusion, and the movie misses it. Plus, its cosmic horror and I dont expect a movie to capture it. So, final verdict; its a decent movie, but an bad book adaptation. Thats just my opinion, however. Ive read Annihilation 5 times 😭 The bear in the movie absolutely slaps though, scariest sound ive EVER heard in a movie

3. Funny enough, a scribble of my sona I made in like 5 mins

#latte #asks #krakens croaks

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vampish-glamour · 3 years

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I'm too lazy to do it right now, but I swear we should just make the straight people their own colorful flag. Im thinking we take the colors from the pan flag and remove the yellow, so all you're left with is "attracted to men/women" stripes. Then we slap a big A for ally on it, and a chevron for trans people, and the intersex symbol.

Everyone who is actually LGBT will never use this flag, but it gives the "Q" straight people something to wave. With a flag that's already so inclusive, maybe they'll be less inclined to fuck up our spaces lol.

Here you go!! Snatched the intersex/trans chevron from @ruimtetijd’s ultra inclusive flag lol

I think the q’s wouldn’t like this one because they don’t want to call themselves “allies”… so we can just tell them the A stands for “All inclusive”.

But then I can also see a flag like that becoming the New Rainbow Flag… because the whole damn point is to fuck up our spaces 😂 it wouldn’t be any fun for them, otherwise!!

#asks #blue-and-amaranth

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lovenona · 3 years

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https://twitter.com/grmms_otk/status/1431151030213885955?s=19

my babies :’)

+ fuyutora

holy SHIT i’m literally going to PASS AWAY

+ izana and mikey

besties for life am i right <3

+ the haitanis 1 , the haitanis 2 , the haitanis 3

THESE R SO PRECIOUS

+ angry n smiley

ANGRY SMILEY FUCKERS COME GET UR JUICE

+ my other fav trio

STOP THEY’RE SO ADORABLE IM HHHHHHHHH

+ izana and kaku , here they r but children

1. honestly.....kaku can get it 2. THEY’RE SO FUCKING ADORABLE

+ hottest couple in tokyorev , here they are again being sexy

besties they r AT IT AGAIN

+ sanzu <3

yeah <33

+ mikey

buddy why r ur hands bleeding let me HELP U

+ haitanis again

[BANGING MY POTS AND PANS TOGETHER]

+ bajifuyu

baji’s tiny glasses NO ONE LOOK AT ME

+ baji

POV BAJI ABT TO MURDER U 🥰

+ the new jjk homies from ch 153 and their names r slipping me, oh my god they’re back and I'm crying

LISTEN I FUCKING LOVE THEM THEY’RE SO RAD FOR WHAT. FOR WHAT!!!!!!!

+ mitsuya

[whispers] big brother mitsuya.........

+ mikey n draken

bestie u better put that gun down my guy

+ bonten mikey

this shit slaps holy shit the COLORS

+ ran , ran but he is flying

the versatility of this man is astounding

+ hanma

hi hanma let me know if ur free today when I am free

+ bajifuyu 2

[SCREAMS AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS]

#THANK U FOR ANOTHER GOOD HAUL!#I AM SORRY I AM SO BUSY NOW #BUT I LOVE THEM ALL DEARLY #U ARE SUCH A GEM #GOD [SOBS]#THE JJK INSTALLMENTS [SOBS]#BAJI [SOBS]#letters to adele #twitter anon #aka beloved carrier pigeon

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snkpolls · 3 years

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SnK Episode 61 Poll Results (for Manga Readers)

The poll closed with 359 responses. Thank you to everyone who participated!

Please note that these are the results for the Manga Readers’ poll. If you wish to see the results for the Anime Only Watchers’ poll, click here.

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RATE THE EPISODE 347 Responses

While this episode wasn’t as big of a hit as episode 60, overall most viewers still enjoyed the content and are looking forward to more next week!

amazing amazing! I'm so delighted with this season so far!

Im so beyond pumped i love everything

Dissapointing but acceptable.

I’m like angry I loved it so much.

I just wish we didn't have to wait a week

It was amazing. We all gotta apologize to MAPPA for ever doubting them.

It's a huge stepdown from episode 1. At times the animation was straight up painful to watch. My expectations were low and yet I'm still disappointed :/

WHICH OF THE FOLLOWING WAS YOUR FAVORITE SCENE/MOMENT? 349 Responses

Reiner-centric scenes were the highest on people’s radar, with 24.9% of respondents enjoying his reunion with the warrior cadets, and not far behind, 22.9% enjoyed Reiner bringing up the 104th at the dinner table. In third, with only 13.5%, was Pieck and Porco’s formal introduction to the audience.

Hearing Zeke greet his grandparents with such happiness warmed my heart. I do believe that he loves them.

They just had to add one last image of Ymir's broken face before she died, huh? :(

WE FORGOT TO ASK LAST WEEK D: WHICH OF THE FOLLOWING SCENES/MOMENTS FROM EPISODE 60 WAS YOUR FAVORITE? 348 Responses

Last week we forgot to include what your favorite scenes were. The scene from episode 60 that got the most favor was Reiner’s, “I’m sick and tired… of walls” with 33.6% of the vote. 16.7% most enjoyed Zeke’s titan transforming scream. 14.9% were hyped about Reiner and Porco wrecking Fort Slava.

MAPPA WENT ALL OUT WITH THE CINEMATOGRAPHY IN THIS EPISODE. WHAT DID YOU THINK OF THE CINEMATIC PANS AND ROTOSCOPE ANIMATION? 349 Responses

Overall, a total of 74.5% respondents have positive feelings about MAPPA’s use of rotoscope animation and camera panning. Some felt like it was akin to watching a movie, while others are just happy to have the dynamic movement. A smaller amount of respondents didn’t have feelings one way or another, and a minority (about 10.3%) really are not a fan of this type of animation style for the series.

It felt odd sometimes as they used it for long scenes (like Udo talking or Gabi telling the story to her family) but overall it was pretty great and I prefer it to WIT's stale animation during season 3

I liked the more dynamic movement during dialogue, but my roommate found it super awkward and off-model. So a fifty-fifty split in a sample size of two lol

It could have been animated better, but I like the extra dimension it gives to scenes

Enjoyed it a lot! However, there were a few scenes that felt a bit off, like some frames were missing. Specifically, when Udo was doing all those gestures while talking with the rest of the Warrior Candidates.

It felt dynamic to the point of looking unnatural - some gestures and expressions just moved wrong

i'm split, in some scenes it was great (like reiner waking up), but in the dialogue scenes the constant movement seemed kinda unnatural and distracting

It was amazing but at the same time I'd didn't look fluid enough, especially at Udo's mouvements which made the character look kind of...video game-ish in constant moving.

I thought it looked great the rotoscoping,the movements all looked amazing

The animation during Urdu’s scene is so cool! I was caught of guard at first though lol. It’s so realistic!

NOW THAT WE’VE GOTTEN TO HEAR A LITTLE MORE OF THE NEW OST TRACKS, HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE SOUNDTRACK SO FAR THIS SEASON? 344 Responses

So far, reception to the newer music is overall positive. 31.1% are really enjoying the music and think the songs are being used immaculately, and 40.4% really feel that the song choice compliments the scenes they’ve been used in. 13.1% think the songs are good, but miss having that sole Sawano feel to them. 10.8% just feel the music is “ok” and 2.6% aren’t a fan of the new OST tracks so far.

I mean it sounds good, but we haven't gotten to important moments that require a memorable track, so we'll see!

First episode slapped because it really complemented the scene but it's more... generic. I didn't like how it was used in this episode, there wasn't enough of it and again, generic. I miss Sawano's unreal scores.

the animation absolutely blew me away, and i love the intense music that played during Reiners monologue

The music is fine.

I've heard both new and old songs from the previous seasons. Still too soon to make an opinion as we need to hear more.

I am deaf, I can't hear no damn soundtracks

That music guys when they came back to Liberio and reuniting with they parents, made me tear up but also because the scouts never had the chance to go back home with victory in the arms of their family, I wish I could have seen EMA like this.. It kinda felt unfair X) but I was happy for them nevertheless.

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE CLOSEUP OF ZEKE’S MOUTH? 346 Responses

Our first of probably too many crack questions in this poll, 32.7% thought the closeup of Zeke lighting his cigarette was cool looking. 21.4% are concerned about Zeke’s lung health. 19.1% are probably annoyed with us and simply don’t care (lol). 13.3% wouldn’t mind smooching Zeke, and 11% were just plain grossed out.

Does smoke even affect a titan shifter? Surely his lungs just heal themselves

ASMR for the eyes, right there. Aww yiss

It was awesome! Zeke is shown as relaxed person with a big drop of mystery.

Smoking Bad but he is gonna die in a year anyway

Suuuuuuucc

It might've just been an artistic choice to include it in there, but i gotta say I'm oddly fascinated and idk why

I don’t remember it lol

I didn't even notice.

Zeke looks hotter than he has ever looked

WHAT’S YOUR OPINION ABOUT ELDIAN ASSES? 341 Responses

Most of the responses seemed to feel rather positively about Eldian asses, with almost 40% seeking out Zeke’s ass wiping technique. About 17% simply stated their appreciation for them, while almost 13% are just thirsty. In contrast, a little over 17% seemed confused to the question’s inclusion and about 10% were confused outright.

MAPPA WHERE IS PIECK'S ASS

More into Eldian thighs, really

I bet Levi’s is nice

If only Eren had one

zeke has the energy of a straight man who doesn't wash his ass

Only Shadis' ass

GIVE IT TO ME 😏😏

They are like normal, human asses. Do not turn them into some magical, special snowflakes, just because they belong to Eldians.

Seek help

Enough

DO YOU WANT REINER TO GIVE YOU A HEAD PAT? 343 Responses

A definitive majority, almost 59 percent, openly expressed enthusiasm for the prospect of a head pat from Reiner. However, a near 30% fraction of responders didn’t seem too happy about this recent chain of less than serious questions. We’re sorry about that. 😅. The rest either didn’t seem interested in said prospect or noted they wouldn’t care either way.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE DECISION FROM MAPPA TO CONDENSE REINER’S FLASHBACK INTO (PRESUMABLY) A SINGLE EPISODE? 346 Responses

It would appear that the majority of those who took our poll express cautious optimism at the prospect of seeing all (or the vast majority) of Reiner’s backstory being adapted into a single episode, with a near 47% supporting the move, thinking it could make the narrative “more coherent”. Almost 20% argue it would work better pacing wise. On the flipside, just over 17% state that they would rather have a more accurate adaptation to the manga. 11.6% simply say they have no opinion. There were also more than a few write-ins.

I do wish everything could be animated to full detail, but pacing and structure will benefit here

They've done a good job so far, so I'll reserve judgement until I actually watch it.

It will be difficult as they're chapters with loads of dialogue, but they can pull it off if unnecessary stuff gets cut out or changed in some type of way (like watching Marcel's death for the sixth time, them breaking through the wall or even Jean and Eren fighting)

If they get the pacing right, then the rearrangement will be for the better.

Reiner flashbacks + Reiner suicide attempt + Falco meeting "Kruger" (more than 2,5 chapters) in a single episode? HELL NO! WTF MAPPA!

Worried and cautiously optimistic.

At least it looks like they're going to stick to just one episode for the RBA flashback. It was mostly just filler anyway, so there was never any need to stretch it out and waste precious time getting back to the Paradis side of the story

I doubt that that's exactly how it is, but if so, then I don't think that that's a wise idea

It’s gonna be rushed as hell

Reiner flashback is very long and there is tons of dialogue, so I dont know how its going fit in only one episode, but if they can make it work then its fine for me

WHICH CHARACTER DESIGN DID YOU LIKE BEST IN COMPARISON TO THE MANGA? 346 Responses

This question gave us a somewhat evenly split pie chart, but Porco nonetheless managed to gain the bigger piece with just over 55%. Surely due to that bomber jacket and haircut. Nearly 45% picked Pieck (gottem) instead. Must have been the somewhat inconsistent nose.

WHO’S SEIYUU DID YOU LIKE BEST? 335 Responses

On the flip side, 68.4% seemed to prefer Pieck’s soft voice. Porco with his (how the hell does Porco sound like… how can you describe his voice) managed to win the hearts of 31.6% of responses.

Pieck voice wtf? I imagined Pieck with a more Hanji-ish voice, not this sweet and high pitched.

DID MAPPA DO PIECK’S NOSE JUSTICE? 345 Responses

The debacle over Pieck’s POWERFUL nose gave us quite a colorful pie chart. Almost 39% of responses noted that Mappa was on point with Pieck’s nose for most of the episode. Afterwards, 26.7% stated that they thought that Mappa got it right only in some points of the episode. On the flip side, another 26.7% thought that Mappa was generally quite on point throughout the entire episode. A small minority (7.8%) thought that Mappa simply did a poor job.

The animation is good, and while I don't want to complain, I have a small problem with the drawings themselves. I feel like they lack precision (like Pieck's nose, idk if that's clear).

I'm grateful for Pieck's nose. I always respected Isayama for drawing imperfect characters, because this way he has made them to look more realistic. Even though Pieck has so-called imperfect nose, she is still absolutely gorgeous. Her imperfections are part of what makes her beautiful and unique.

PORCO’S HAIR - WERE YOU TEAM RED HAIR OR BLOND HAIR? AND ARE YOU HAPPY WITH HIS ANIME COLOR SCHEME? 345 Responses

A far less controversial debacle concerned Porco’s hair scheme. The folks supporting a Blond color scheme were universally content with his hair color (all 57.4% of team Blond). On the flip side, an almost universal approval was also present from team Redhead (13.6% of those supported his blond hair color). 27.5% of the responses seemed to care not about this issue at all, however.

NOW THAT WE KNOW PORCO BETTER IN THE MANGA, DO YOU THINK HE WOULD HAVE *ACTUALLY* DONE A BETTER JOB THAN REINER IF HE HAD INHERITED THE ARMOR AND WENT TO PARADIS? 348 Responses

Porco inheriting the Armored Titan is a rather interesting what-if scenario. Perhaps of the most interesting as a whole, so it’s no surprise to see a rather divided opinion of those who took our poll. A little over 36% believe that Porco doing a better job than Reiner on Paradis is a definite possibility. Just over 24% believe it’s not likely Porco would have done better than Reiner. On the flip side, 21.6% think that is is likely Porco *would* have a more successful conduct on the island. 9.2% believe that Porco’s success is a given and in opposition to that, 8.9% think that Porco’s success would have been basically impossible.

HOW ABOUT IF PIECK HAD GONE TO PARADIS WITH THE WARRIORS? 346 Responses

Much less division here, however. 70.5% of responders believe that Pieck’s possible trip to Paradis (in the initial attack) would have not have resulted in a given “mission success” for the Warriors, although she would have been a rather useful ally. Nearly a quarter, on the other hand, think that Pieck’s inclusion would have ended the story right then and there. The rather small minority of the other responders think that Pieck would not have been useful had she participated in the mission.

GABI HAS ALWAYS BEEN A CONTROVERSIAL CHARACTER. HAS MAPPA BRINGING HER TO LIFE CHANGED YOUR FEELINGS TOWARD HER? 342 Responses

64.6% of respondents overall have positive feelings toward Gabi as of right now, with 39.5% having already been enjoying her character throughout the manga. 25.1% now view her more positively with her being brought to life. 20.2% don’t really care about Gabi either way, and 11.7% feel very negatively toward Gabi, without the anime swaying their opinions.

Gabi still sucks

Sakura ayane as gabi is probably the best thing to happen to me all year

WITH SUCH A DIALOGUE-HEAVY ARC, CUTS WERE INEVITABLE. WHICH CUTS WERE YOU DISAPPOINTED IN, AND WHICH CUTS CAN YOU LIVE WITH?

Overwhelmingly, the scenes that were most missed by manga readers were “Pieck walking on all fours/scaring Porco”, “Zeke mentioning the Ackerman Clan”, “Reiner’s smirk when his family talks about ‘Island Devils’”, and “The imagery of Eren and Armin wrecking ships”. Smaller character details, such as Reiner mentioning how he acted like Marcel on Paradis, Gabi wishing to understand Reiner’s feelings, Falco pointing out how Reiner almost had the Armor taken from him, were also very missed by manga readers, although just less so.

General Calvi talking about Zeke’s loyalty, Gabi getting praise from her parents when they reunite, and Magath trashing the Marleyan navy, were moments that many respondents didn’t feel strongly about one way or another, or felt that these were details that weren’t really needed anyway.

Cutting the scene where Falcon talks about why Reiner kept the AT was really bad. Also the table scene could have been better. Some imagery when Reiner was describing the 104th and his smirk.

The cuts the anime has done made the spectators less informed about some story background stuff. This is in order to direct attention to the marley's eldians planning how to overcome the world's disparagement towards the power of the titans.

I'm sad they cut the gate guards. They humanize the marleyans a bit. Hope they add their scenes next episode and do them justice.

I hope we will get the Gabi/Reiner talk about understanding each other through PATHS when she eats him next episode

Gimme crawling best giiiirl

MAPPA cut Pieck's ass so this episode wouldn't be so ass centered with Zeke's ass wiping technique. This is my theory lol

Great episode but U was so looking forward to the Reiner scene talking about Paradis “devils”. In the mange it was a powerful scene really adding to the duality of Reiner and the pain he has, and the animation did not do it justice. Plus some parts of his speech were probably hard to understand for a non mange reader without the flashback. (Like which one is referring to Jean for example). I really wish it had been better delivered

IS THERE ANY CHANCE WE’LL SEE SOME OF THESE CUTS ANIMATED IN A LATER EPISODE? 342 Responses

them into different scenes. Overall, the majority answered a big, fat, “maybe.” 15.8% are confident that what’s done has been done, and 12.6% are more optimistic that MAPPA will find a way.

Overall I was a bit disappointed. I feel like the amount of material cut from every conversation included really added up overall and gave it a very rushed feel to me. I really hope they add it all in later.

ON THE FLIP-SIDE, WHICH ADDITIONS/CHANGES DID YOU LIKE/DISLIKE?

The changes and additions that MAPPA made were overall viewed very favorably, with the scene of Porco and Pieck interacting with the warrior cadets being the most liked addition. This is followed closely by the overall character movement during dialogue scenes, the small detail about Pieck’s father being unwell, and Gabi shouting “Watashi!” on the train.

I loved the additional details made it very emotional

IT WAS A GREAT TIME TO BE GALLIPIECK TRASH

Sneakier Eren's a nice addition too

Porco my boiii I'm so happy he's here 💖💖💖💖 if mappa is adding some extra scenes then gimme more of gallirei 👀

WHICH SCENE FROM THE PREVIEW ARE YOU MOST LOOKING FORWARD TO? 338 Responses

Unsurprisingly, 42% of respondents are hyped about Kenny’s brief return and Annie’s unlikely encounter with him in the Underground. 22.2% are eager to get that sweet Reiner angst as he is rejected by his Marleyan father. 17.8% are looking forward to Reiner’s training days.

ADDITIONAL THOUGHTS ON THE EPISODE?

great! it was inevitable they would cut stuff but it hasn't changed any major plot point or thing i would want to see desperately

It was just really great to see the scenes animated, it adds another level of depth and understanding to the story I believe.

Loved anime-onlies missing Eren completely. Some even thought it was him but then noticed the leg and thought against it

I think it was very well done. Just need a little getting used to with MAPPA on the reins now. I think MAPPA added some scenes to show how those Eldians over there are still just human after all and they have their own problems to deal with. 8/10 episode.

I feel like they took a lot of emotion way from reiner. made him seemed stoic and determined to go to the island even though in the make he looked scared about having to return.

I thought the rotoscoping was really well done! I’m happy with the pacing, the fact that the episode felt like it went by fast is good considering it was dialogue based.

Incredible. The direction, the cinematic quality, we are feasting. MAPPA is elevating the story beyond anything I could have imagined! I'm beyond hyped for the rest!! But where is asshole Marley guards/Hobo!Eren's appearance as a favorite moment?!

Incredible, it adapts the source material very well while adding some touches that make it unique in it's own way. As a manga reader, I'm really glad that they're doing this because it feels like a completly different experience from reading it and makes me excited on what changes or directing choices they're going to make during the course of the season, great job so far MAPPA!

Such an amazing episode. Made 20mins feel like 5. MAPPA is doing fantastic. The characters have never felt more alive and the animation style is something I never knew I wanted until now.

I can't believe they didn't cast Mads Mikkelsen to voice Mads Mikkelsen

The episode was good but the dinner scene didn't do justice to the manga. It didn't have the same feeling to it. I saw a lot of anime onlys thinking Reiner was just trying to talk shit about the 104th. I feel like the flashbacks during that part in the manga gave it a nostalgic feeling that helped convey what he truly felt about his time on the island. His facial expressions were not quite there either. Specially sad because it was the moment I was expecting the most this episode and because it's a big part of Reiner's character, maybe next episode can kind of fix this.

I haven't seen the anime only poll results, but given personal conversations with them I imagine quite a few could care less about the Warriors and are looking forward to the 104th showing up to stir shit up. Boy are those folks in for a treat :)

I knew I'd feel more attached to all of them once they got animated. I didn't expect getting real thirsty for Lainah.

I was so happy with how much detail MAPPA put into the background scenery. Also, I think that an underrated moment during this episode was the Marlian douchebag triggering the Eldian soldier’s PTSD. You could really feel their terror, and THEY KEPT THE HOBO EREN PART IM SO HAPPY!

Its consistently very pretty and well animated which is great of course, but I worry the team won’t be able to maintain this quality for some of the meatier scenes in the later episodes. The fast pace of the episode (compared to the manga) as well as the many cuts make it a bit harder for scenes to stick, I wish there was a bit more breathing room at times. This also makes the fancy animation and frequent rotoscoping cuts feel less impactful for me—with every scene being cut down to its core ingredients, and every scene having at least one cut with more motion and energy than we’re used to, I can’t help but feel it all kind of mashes together without sticking out as much, leaving less of an impact. (I feel really really weird actually complaining about good camerawork/animation, what the hell lol) Also hobo <3

Plenty of questions about ass but no questions about the full ED? Or how we thought the episode did at hiding Eren in plain sight?

rip Reiner's chocolate abs :'(

The episode wasn't as interesting as the first one. I was yawning from time to time. Yet, I think that Mappa did a great job, because it's hard to animate full of dialogues chapters. I was disappointed of the fact that flashbacks from Paradis have been cut. I hoped to see Sasha, Connie, Ymir and Marco while Reiner was speaking about them. Without the flashbacks we just got the dry speech and this way hard to say what Reiner is really thinking about people he met on Paradis. We - as manga readers - already are aware of his feelings, but anime onlies may not know and see Reiner as cold hearted person. I'm not complaining over animations or the OST tracks because no studio is perfect and some small mistakes here and there won't destroy my fun. I just sit and enjoy the episode.

Very good, with the exception of the dinner scene, in which the director missed the mark completely with the tone.

WHERE DO YOU PRIMARILY DISCUSS THE SERIES? 328 Responses

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y/n and jake give a tour of their home

summary; y/n and jake give a tour to AD

warnings; none

notes; i LOVED doing this omg i love AD so so much anyway sry it’s so short im rly tired but i wanted to get this done

Y/N adjusted her slip dress, standing at the door next to her husband. Her left hand was hooked around his elbow, the afternoon sun shining through the windows hitting the sparkling diamond perfectly. On the other side of the door stood the camera crew waiting to film their home. Jake gave his wife a wink before opening the door.

“Hi AD, we’re the Gyllenhaal’s and welcome to our home!”

They led the camera crew into the first room which was the living room. It was cozy, with a cream sofa and tons of blankets thrown around. In front of the couch was the fireplace, with two bookshelves on either side. Hanging above the mantle was a large flat-screen TV.

“So, when we first got married, we had a lot of arguments on where we were going to live,” Jake began. “Y/N had never lived in the city before and I’ve always lived in or near it so we kind of butted heads for a while.”

“Yeah, we looked for a while and Jake made me a deal that if he got to pick the location I could decorate it however I wanted to and so we settled on this little house that’s kind of the perfect location,” she continued. Jake stepped back with a soft smile, watching her take over. “So we went with more of a farmhouse theme so there’s a lot of whites and grays in it but not that it’s a cold feeling. Honestly, a lot of the decor was from TJ Maxx.”

“Yeah, when we were decorating this place is when I found out what a bargain hunter Y/N was. I mean she had me going to flea markets, consignment sales--the whole nine yards and she’d come home and craft them up,” Jake bragged, causing her to blush.

“My mom helped a lot, the table we actually got for free off Facebook and we just refurbished it. We have a lot of guests here too, a lot of times we’ll have our nieces over and since they’re so young I didn’t want anything white in the house that couldn’t be cleaned, so if you look really closely, the couches and chairs are actually an off-white color so it’s easier for spills,” she laughed.

Jake nodded along, “I’ve also really liked how cozy it feels in this room, even though everything is basically white. On the bookshelves over here, we have a bunch of old records and books, some movies, the whole shebang along with some photo albums Y/N’s made and had over the years. I think my favorite part in the living room would probably be this photo collage and it’s just got all our family in it.”

Y/N smiled and squeezed his elbow, starting to lead the crew to the kitchen. “Now I’ll show you my favorite part of the house: the kitchen. I love to cook and bake so this is where you’ll usually find me. I begged Jake to let us have an island. Growing up we never had one and I’ve always dreamed about it. Anyway, this is the kitchen, but my favorite part about it is the pantry.”

She gestured to the large wooden rolling door that had the word “PANTRY” painted on it. She pulled the door, revealing all the food neatly put away in its appropriate spot.

“I really like to cook and bake for people so this is really my domain. Jake will lie and say he’s an amazing cook but he’s really only good on the grill so don’t take his word for it.”

The camera panned over to Jake, who held an offended look on his face. Y/N looked over to him and giggled.

“So next up on our list is our bedroom, which is my favorite room and not just because of the sex,” Jake joked, causing Y/N to slap his arm. The room was larger, with their bed in the middle and two wooden nightstands on either side. Across from the bed was a chest of drawers full of nick nacks here and there. Above it was a TV. Above the iron headboard were calligraphy letters that read “let’s stay in”.

“Y/N’s cousin actually made a lot of the decorations in here--she’s super talented and crafty and she actually made the pillow on the bed, and it’s got our anniversary on it. Honestly, I think that’s my favorite decoration in the whole room.”

Y/N nodded along, “The bedframe was actually my great grandmother’s, but it used to be white and we spray painted it black to fit better. I was really close to my great grandmother and it’s really special to me that I have it. It’s been passed down for four generations now--my great grandmother obviously, my grandmother, my mom, and ironically it was actually my childhood bed so it’s pretty cool that it’s our bed now.”

“Last on our tour is our bathroom, it’s pretty basic,” Jake explained, stepping into the ensuite. The walls were covered in shiplap and different trinkets. There were his and her sinks and right next to it was a class shower. Nestled across from the sinks was a large tub that sat beneath a large window. Jake grinned, pointing to a sign above the toilet that said ‘have a nice poop’. “This here is my favorite sign in the house, I love it. Y/N actually painted it as a joke and now it’s in our bathroom. We have an identical one in the half bath as well. The shower is really cool as well because it actually lights up inside with this little remote thing, I have dance parties all the time.”

The couple led the camera crew back out the front door. “Thanks for stopping by!”

Later that night as they curled up in bed, Y/N rested her head on Jake’s chest, watching while he scrolled through Netflix looking for something to watch. She sighed contently, fingers fiddling with the gold chain around his neck. His arm was wrapped around her waist, his hand gently scratching her back underneath her shirt.

“I really love our home,” she mumbled. “And I’m really glad you got lucky enough to marry me.”

Jake let out a chuckle, bending his head down to press his lips to her forehead, nose, and finally her lips. Her hand came up to cradle against his cheek, his beard scratching her in a familiar way.

“I’m really glad I got lucky enough to marry you too, Sweetheart,” he replied, kissing her again.

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