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xamaxenta · 5 months
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SGDHDHDHDJ Sabo like Ace maybe 👉👈🥺 can you like edge me and keep me from cumming until it physically hurts me I think that'd be fun pretty please? Ace just "only cuz I missed you". I hate them both so much. Nah but I think they'd be super chill and open about discussing stuff like that. Like they have a super toxic codependent relationship but their sex life is wicked progressive and healthy and it's super weird and confusing for outsiders to witness.
YEAH Ace would probably be like so thrown for the loop at everything and anything that comes out of Sabos mouth like You want me to do WHAT TO YOU?
Sabo reiterates maybe describes what will happen bc Ace has such a vivid imagination and that helps him process it like oh okay sure if you wanna i trust you
Literally anyone else will probably be like wow thats uh. Kinda effed up dudes ngl and Sabo and Ace r just like 👍🏽
I think all their toxic codependency equalises out due to their hilariously progressive aforementioned sex life like they get it ALL out in the bedroom
Ace could be choking Sabo out with both hands forcing his full weight down like youre never fucking leaving me and Sabo’s already a goner like yeah im never gonna do that—
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424151998 · 2 months
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I am in Athens and tomorrow I am going to Tbilisi
Athens is cool at first I was scared and kept thinking I was gonna get pick pocketed but it’s actually extremely chill here. I’ve been wearing the same outfit the whole time tracksuit pants and cardigan and hoodie with the addition of fleece and long sleeve and two puffer jackets and scarf wrapped around my head today and gloves coz it was like 10 degrees lol soooo not that bad but it felt hellish to me it’s gonna get sooooo much worse and I’m scared
Ummm yeah having withdrawals too so I’ve been sleeping a lot and feeling irritable but I’m optimistic that I’ll be feeling more normal soon
I didn’t go to any of the ancient ruins coz they cost money so I just saw them from a distance
Just tonnes of walking and eating
Food:
Tis theatrou to steki twice now…first time was better..first time I was like 😍 marinated anchovies and vegetables in vinegar and garlic and bread and saganaki w lots of lemon 😍 second time we got like an omelette which was average and meatballs which were boring and such a bad choice by me hmm kinda just like eating bread with little accompaniments rather than bigger dishes, cheap place
Went to some place max’s friend recommended that had vinyl records as placemats and we had this amazing soup with ceviche but after that dish it wasn’t as yum it was like a big stir fry type thing and that’s just not really my thing but max really enjoyed it and also some coconut rice thing which again meh I don’t really care but that’s just vegetarian food I’m so meh but also again I am in a state of withdrawal so maybe I’m just pretty anhedonic. We did get a little carafe of wine which was soooooo good and also some digestif after I forget what it was called but similar to ouzo super strong and when we got home I passed out I felt so drunk
We went to Atlantikos this like tourist famous fish restaurant for lunch and it was good yeh idk max was really into it we had squid and it was fine idk I think we ordered badly coz I was jealous looking at some of the other tables
We had giros at o kavourras which was so effing yum
We’ve also had a couple falafel wraps
I keep waking up super early it’s funny coz my sleeping pattern is so fucked up in Melbourne it’s like super normal here I wake up at 7am like 🤩and then have to wait til midday for max to wake up but anyway yeah it’s crazy I’m like early bird here but for some reason I don’t wanna leave the apartment without max I could probs go walk around and get a coffee but I’ve just been chilling on my phone and reading my kindle hmmmm until like 1pm when we leave the apartment , after about 5000 steps im fucking done and Need to rest before I can keep going..
Currently in bed and gonna go back out at some point idk I have these Greek cigarettes I might have one later but only one
Step count:
Wednesday: 12,299
Thursday: 12,719
Friday: 11,367
Saturday: 21,146
Sunday: 5,785
Monday (so far, will update): 8,521
Umm what else I keep having insane nightmares which is disturbing but I’m Hoping it’s just my brain cleansing itself …nd max says I’m grinding my teeth heaps so maybe I’ll get teeth grinding Botox when we get to Istanbul but idk
Lol
Ummm ok that’s all
Oh yeah and I’m obsessed with how easy it is to get thru the metro gates like soo amazing and not scary like they just stay open if u put your hand in front of them unlike the myki gates that feel like they’re gonna fully slam my pelvis
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luvt0kki · 3 months
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HIIII!
HERES ME DROPPING THOUGHTS‼️
i want to say first that i'm actually a bit shy when sending asks, which is a bit funny considering that i was being very much loudly insane in the tags but OH WELL‼️
i just wanna say that i'm overall loving sway with me so much. YOU PROBABLY ALREADY KNOW THAT BUT IM SAYING IT ANYWAYS. it's genuinely so good written, and the plot is like effing amazing??? like, i am invested in EVERYTHING. i want to know more about the whole au in general, like the world there and everything, it is honestly so interesting and PERFECT. and i love how the smut is literally top tier, toe curling, mouth watering. BUT ALSO THEY ARE SO IN LOVE AND THERES SO MANY CUTE SCENES THAT I JUST GO 🥹🥹. because if there's one thing about me, is that i am slutty for smut but i am a 24/7 available whore for fluff. I LOVE ROMANCE. MAYBE A BIT TOO MUCH FOR MY OWN SANITY.
AND SWAY WITH ME JUST HITS EVERYYY SINGLE SPOT. like if there was a checklist for the perfect fic for user littlestarwoo, sway with me has it all.
this is so long im sorry, BUT LAST THING IS!! i saw the preview the next chapter...
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MATZ AODNAOXNANXJSNXNZMZMZMA ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY I JUST KNOW THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO SURVIVE. I AM FEARING FOR MY SANITY.
I AM SO READY THO! I AM SO EXCITED.
and also, you mentioned that @songmingisthighs helped you with the ideas of 004. SO THANK YOU SONG MINGIS THIGHS‼️ I ALSO WANT TO KISS YOUR BRAIN‼️‼️‼️ THANK YOU‼️‼️‼️WE LOVE YOU SONG MINGIS THIGHS‼️
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AND I THINK THATS ALL I HAD TO SAY (for now.) IM SO SORRY THIS WAS SO LONG.
YEHDJDKGKWIF I LOVE UR ENERGY SO MUCH 😭💕 I appreciate all the love you have for this fic 🥹💕 like. I write these fics for myself too like cause it’s in my head and I share with you guys. And when I do I ALSO WANT TO FANGURL ABOUT IT AHDJJSHFHAUS I appreciate all the love and long messages you have AHHHH IT REALLY MAKES ME HAPPY AND LESS ANXIOUS about my fics
I honestly feel chapter 005 will be the longest one yet , I’m 5k in and it’s all build up and no smut yet HSJKDKSJFJW
(Let’s be moots? If u want? IM SUPER SHY SHFJKEF BUT LIKE YEAH :< idk how to maintain moots because I’m a very low maintenance messager 😭 BUT YUH if you’re open to being moots 🥹✨👯 I’m an INFP and I emphasis the introvert in the I. Feel free to shoot an ask anytime or dm, I’m just a little awkward with DMs hshfjdjgf it’s the introvert in me )
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br4inr0tx · 8 months
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Hey welcome home fans! Here’s a list of everything I’ve found so far since the update. If I do find more, I’ll update!
So I’m going to separate everything I’ve found into three sections:
- The “Answers”
- Wally’s Recordings
- “Staff Only”
Since there’s SO MANY, I’m not gunna be super thorough with how I found them all. I will explain somewhat though. I compiled most of these in my notes so all of them (I think) will not be directly linked, since I just copy and pasted them. It’s not to much for you to do the same, right? Let’s get to it!
THE “ANSWERS”
For these it’s the same process. On each different page- EXCEPT FOR THE GUESTBOOK PAGE -there are bugs of different varieties that lead you to a video of two characters talking to each other. Most of the time they end with any sort of mention of Wally, but I think there’s one or two that don’t. ALSO! I PUT THEM IN ORDER! (Unfortunately, I could not find numbers 3, and 14)
https://www.clownillustration.com/1-14-ph (Bug on Media Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/2-14-sp (Bug on Playfellow Page, they’re really hidden! They’re on the top right!)
https://www.clownillustration.com/4-14-bf (Bug on Welcome Home Intro Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/5-14-be (Bug on Transcripts Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/6-14-jf (Bug on Merch Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/7-14-ej (Bug on Guestbook Submissions Page 1)
https://www.clownillustration.com/8-14-ef (Bug on Eddie’s Profile in Neighborhood Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/9-14-fp (Bug on The Neighborhood Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/10-14-js (Bug on About Us Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/11-14-jb (Bug on Stickers Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/12-14-hb (Bug on News Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/13-14-he (Bug on Guestbook Page)
WALLY’S RECORDINGS
These recordings show up in the form of doodles (presumably by Wally?) scattered around most of the pages. You have to sit on the page for at most 10 seconds for them to show up. They’re mostly unsettling recordings of Wally speaking. I noticed each of them are labeled with a word, therefore it probably spells out a sentence. IM UNSURE IF THERE ARE ANYMORE HOWEVER! They are put in no specific order.
https://www.clownillustration.com/help (Doodle on Welcome Home Intro Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/will-2 (Doodle on Welcome Home Intro Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/a (Doodle on About Us Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/i-2 (Doodle on Stickers Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/find (Doodle on Guestbook Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/i (Doodle on Welcome Home Main Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/will (Doodle on Wally Intro Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/neighbor (Doodle on So Below Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/soon (Doodle on 404 Page, this is the most creepy one imo)
https://www.clownillustration.com/understand (Doodle on Playfellow Page)
https://www.clownillustration.com/understand (Doodle in “You” Info Page)
"STAFF ONLY" PAGE
So you remember the letter trick you’d enter into the search bar? Here’s a cool one!
Enter in "staff-only" into the search engine, and it will take you to a password page. To get the password you must go to the merch section and find a quiz page in the photos section. The answers being Barnaby, Sally, Poppy, Julie, and Wally. Therefore, the password is "BSPJW".
Have fun exploring that page! There’s a passage you can read on it!
That’s all I have for now! Happy exploring!
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Uhhh a Very Long Very Invested Blorbo Post, reader beware. Or.. maybe just skip this post loll
Wow look.
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The. Literally Casey's whole face looks exactly like Lou's except his eyes, which are obviously Cass's.
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Like.. super obviously Cass's. Like. Copy and paste Cass's.
SO WHAT IM SAYING IS
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Editing before I post because There's More
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Various other human hamatos. Even though you can't see Karai's ears very well, they all have very square ears. And especially (Atsuko? And Sho? Sorry)'s, which match up with Lou's Verrry Square Ears. Cassandra's ears are quite round. So.
NOW LET'S TALK ABOUT EYEBROWS!
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I'm out of image room dangit. But look. The Baron has some intense eyebrows. As does Casey. And I mean the Hamatos clearly have intense eyebrows but none of them are as thick as Draxum's.
Except for Casey Effing Jones.
Almost As If He's Also Related To Draxum.
As if one of Draxum's kids is his dad.
(I actually have an even longer, nerdier ramble about the turtles and their resemblances to Draxum, but thats for another time lol.
Now clearly there are other explanations, which are valid. He could be a clone, which I think is most likely. It could be a huge coincidence, which is also very likely. But I didn't spend hours grasping at straws coming up with the theory that Stelsa is secretly a purple blood (it's on my insta btw) to not chase incredibly obscure theories down rabbit holes. So let the theory stand that Casey Jones Junior is the son of Cassandra and one of the turtles. And I think you know which one I'm thinking of.
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bladeoftruths · 9 months
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ok so while im at it i guess i'll just share my thoughts on ff16's story overall since i have a fair share of yays, nays and other abt it. SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT!
the yays:
- the prologue is still a banger no matter how many times u watch it. it was such a solid opening.
- cid's arc is a banger, even tho im sad that he died halfway thru the story but this is final fantasy. your cid can either live or die so that mid could run, or vice versa.
- jill's arc is my favourite. killing your abuser is ok but again, i have a bias with her.
- i like that they give each of the main cast a time to spend with clive in respective arcs.
- kaiju battles. yes i am a sucker for that. i grew up watching tokusatsu so this is nothing new to me. titan fight is my favourite among all, bahamut second.
- clive and jill's slowburn romance is just AUGHENSKSKDKS I FRICKIN LOVE IT. the mutual pining, the slowburn and the payoff just feels... AUGHHHHHH GRAAAAHHHHH SO EFFING GOOD I CANT DESCRIBE IT IN WORDS *eats a brick everytime i see them hold hands, hug or kiss*
- the worldbuilding is also good especially in the sidequests.
- i like how they portrayed dion and terence's relationship. its not everyday u get to see a well written gay relationship that didnt feel fetishized. we need more of this. also they are both childhood pals to lovers so it hits a soft spot on me.
- the side characters are also loveable in their own right!! enough to be in the top 10 even.
- i think im lowkey glad that they decided to go for an all white/white passing cast for the game bcos god some parts of the game is super fucked up esp wrt the bearers and how the ppl of valisthea treated them. i cannot imagine the sheer backlash yoshiP and his team will get if they have a brown/black/asian character in especially if they are bearers/dominants :')
nays:
- i didnt like how benedikta just comes and goes at the same arc. like i really wish we get to know her more or at least, after she went berserk she could at least be saved so that cid could take her in and we get to know her more. GIVE US A DLC, CBU3!!!
- waloed arc to me is my biggest downer. i want to know more abt waloed. i want to know more about barnabas and how did he get influenced by ultima. the part after jill gives away shiva's power to clive at the shadow coast just... drops and until they arrived at drake's spine it just feels... eh to me. kinda like the idyllshire/hinterlands arc in HW (given that ff16 story is written by the same guy who wrote HW in FFXIV, i am not even surprised).
- i understand that they want to make waloed and origin arc the time where clive and joshua finally gets to bond together but damn i wish they didnt just leave out jill like that in the last two arcs. poor girl, let her fight even tho she can no longer use her eikon power anymore.
- i know i have beef with waloed arc but god, odin fight is so underwhelming. no kaiju battle??? i sleep.
- i want to know more abt the rest of the dominants apart from the rosfield bros!! jill's life before she was sent to rosaria, dion in general, kupka's backstory and his relationship with benedikta, cid in general, benedikta again and again, barnabas. hell, i also wanna know more abt leviathan. GIVE US THE DLC OR FIT IN THEIR LORE IN THE ULTIMANIA!!!
- i think most of us agree that the sidequests were better at telling the worldbuilding and character insight more than the msq itself. the msq focused a little too much on clive over how he and the comrades react to the world around them.
- i think we also agree that we need more characters bantering over each other especially the dominants. im sad that dion didnt get to interact with clive and jill more, nor even we get to see the rosaria trio bantering and reminiscing the good times together at the hideaway.
other thoughts:
- i'm very mixed abt the ending tbh. i like the ambiguity and open endedness a la FF tactics but at the same time WTF??? i was high on copium when i first see thru the ending but now that i looked back my brain is just on hopium. im just gonna cling to the subtle hints that were mentioned in the game where they point out clive, dion and joshua SOMEHOW survived.
- i dont get people saying that ff16 didnt feel like final fantasy... like all FFs are different in its own right?? ff15 is like contemporary modern meets fantasy, ff6 is steampunk fantasy, ff4 is fantasy with airship... the settings are different sure but as long as you have crystals being the core part of the story, as well as anime fights with giant monsters and summons plus its own unique FF-schtick its still a final fantasy.
- i also dont get the hate on 16 for being more game of thrones-ish... like this is not the first FF to have gone this route. you have effing FF tactics being the first one to do that. the only difference is how they present it. i personally feel that 16 deserves the M-rating so much bcos of how technological advances gives you more creative freedom on how u want to tell the story. back in the day you could only work with what u have so yasumi matsuno really had to restrict with how he want to write the story for tactics. also his writing inspired the ff16 writing team a lot if u notice. and while this is not the first final fantasy game to get an M-rating (FFO did it first) it is the first mainline to get one.
overall i think the game isnt bad nor is it perfect. it manages to hit the right spot but at the same time i have my fair share of nitpicks. i just hope that it makes enough sales on ps5 and wait for the announcement of a pc release bcos god i would still love to play this game even if i probably suck at action rpg games.
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omake: my favourites among the cast overall:
boys (top 5):
- dion, clive, cid, joshua, gav (bonus: byron)
girls (top 5):
- jill, mid, tarja, martha, isabelle 'the dame' (im so sorry benedikta u deserved better :'))
all (top 5)
- jill, dion, clive, cid, joshua
i have a soft spot for jill bcos she is very much reminded me of ysayle and im weak to ice coded ladies, and dion is just aymeric but a dragoon and bahamut fucker. i know what u did there CBU3
and this comes to no surprise but i fucking love clive/jill. i am weak to childhood pals to lovers with a mix of mutual pining and angsty slowburn romance, and they just hit the right spot for me. im so glad they managed to pull off an adult slowburn romance for them so well auuughhhhhh
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merv606 · 1 year
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Soldier!Terry in Vietnam during the last legs of the war, humming Danny-boy to himself, thinking only of Daniel, the high school boy he left behind when he was drafted. The literal boy-next-door with the big brown eyes, and dark floppy hair, and rabbit teeth who earned some money running errands around their shared shabby apartment complex that last summer. 
Daniel with the sweet smile, bratty temper, and affectionate personality who eventually admitted that he loved Terry, and stood on his tip-toes one night for the kiss that never happened, and left Terry’s apartment broken hearted, rejected.
Because Terry had just been drafted. Because he wasn’t sure he was going to make it back. Because he couldn’t bear to hurt Danny-boy like that. Because Terry couldn’t tell Daniel that he had fallen hard for him even before Daniel realized his own feelings—because Daniel wasn’t even of age, and Terry a good ten years older. Old enough to know better. Old enough to stay away.
But now the war is ending. American soldiers are leaving Vietnam, the final helicopters are departing. Terry hopes to return home to the States very soon, and return to Danny—to tell him that he made a mistake, that he was just waiting for him to grow up some. That he wants Daniel to be his in every way.
He only hopes that his boy will still want him, might still be waiting for him—though Terry hasn’t heard from him in over a year.
(Yeah, angsty but of course with a happy ending because im a soft loser) Bonus if Terry is Daniel’s first in allll ways so he can go feral <3
“Don’t tell me,” Terry lowly teases after they break apart, propping Daniel’s chin up with his fingers, “that I was your first kiss? That no one else has kissed this mouth,” he traces Daniel’s reddened mouth lightly, “before me?”
Daniel colors, but continues to look up at Terry, determined. Honest. “No. You’re the first.”
Terry’s breath catches at that. What? His fingers tighten on Daniel’s jaw. Could it be...
Daniel swallows, his voice dropping even as his color rises. “...There was a girl in my senior year, Jessica. We became real good friends. I kinda thought I liked her, thought we could go to Prom together, maybe go steady—but she had a boyfriend, and I had a soldier I couldn’t get outta my head. I hoped that you would...wanted you to...Terry?” His voice climbs up again, higher, a little louder. Frightened? No, Danny didn’t get frightened. Nervous? But—
“Is that okay?” Daniel asks, clearly worried that it wouldn’t be okay. That Terry wouldn’t be okay with being his first in every single way. That Terry would somehow have a problem that no one else had ever touched Daniel before him. Terry lets out a shaky laugh. Was the boy insane? 
“More than okay,” Terry says in a moment, his voice slightly rougher. He pulls Daniel in tightly, so much so that the boy whimpers, his thin little body trapped in Terry’s arms.
To be the first one, the last one, the only one who will have Daniel; to know that no one ever will touch my boy but me Terry thinks heatedly to himself. And then he leans down to claim what’s always been his—and now always will be. 
Gross sobbing in the distance - ugly crying.
LISTEN HERE NOW!!!!
I sat on this and sat on this and I wasn’t going to add anything - honestly felt like I’d ruin it if I did.
But, I also do so love super soft landings, so this is going to be sooooooo soft (and maybe I’m also using that sex scene in EF as inspiration)
I’m talking Charmin triple ply soft.
Of course - cause I’m a sucker for a man in uniform, and because there really needs to be more Terry in uniform and Daniel going feral for it - let’s say he goes over to Daniel’s right away, still in uniform.
Very long and so very NSFW
He goes over to Daniel’s right after the obligatory conversation with his father about how, now that he’s back, he will be back to working for the family business, where he will eventually take over as per the original plan; before Terry had refused to let his dad get him out of being drafted, before everything - a lifetime ago now. They’re both going to try their damned hardest to pretend the war didn’t happen.
“Was there anyone for you…” he starts, biting his lip, afraid to bring up Terry being over there, away from him, going through god knows what, “while you were over there.”
He doesn’t want to think about Terry being over there - away from him - going through things he could not even begin to imagine. He’s seen soldiers return, some physically fine, most not, but neither really whole.
There was one. A boy with dark skin, and big brown eyes and thick dark hair. Terry thought if he closed his eyes he could imagine, just for a moment, but there was no fooling his heart. It was the only time, and it only cemented what he felt for Daniel and how stupid he had been and how it made him determined to return home, to make it right. Daniel will never know though.
“I guess I was waiting too,” is how he answers.
Daniel goes up on his tip toes, sloppily licking into Terry’s mouth. He is unpractised but, clearly eager and willing.
He gathers the smaller boy in his arms, thin legs wrapping around his waist.
“You’re shaking,” Terry says softly, his lips moving softly against Daniel, their faces are so close.
“I don’t know why,” Daniel breathes back.
Terry’s hand cradles his face.
“You don’t need to be scared. I’m not going to hurt you. You must know that.”
“I know Terry. I do, I’m not scared.” He presses their foreheads together. “Well, not of you.”
“What of then?”
“What if I’m not worth the wait? What if I disappoint…..”
“Oh sweetheart,” Terry starts, effectively cutting him off. He can’t stand to hear anymore. “You could never disappoint me. Daniel, you kept me going. There were times when I …..” he stops, his voice caught in his throat as he swallows around the lump forming. “But knowing you were home, knowing that I may have a chance to make it right, a chance to …… I did everything to make sure I could come home, to you.”
Daniel crashes their lips together then.
Slowly, with a strong arm wrapped around a narrow back, his legs still griping tight, Terry bends over the bed, lowering them both down to it.
Daniel only breaks the kiss when his back feels the softness of the bed.
“So, if no one has touched you here…..” and he nips at those kiss swollen lips, as he brings a ham dip to grip the bottom of Daniel’s thigh, hoisting it up. “Then no one has touched you here,” his finger ghosts over the entrance to his body.
“No,” but he breaks off to cry out as Terry applies pressure tip of his fingers going to the soft centre, feeling his hole yield ever so slightly.
“You like it though,” he asks, as he withdraws his fingers to get them wet, coating them on his own saliva before returning them back to where Daniel so clearly wants them, if the squirming and the whimpers are any indication.
“I would use my own fingers,” he says, looking anywhere but at Terry. “I used to pretend it was you ….. and I had that picture of you in your uniform that you sent……”
Terry stills his fingers, forehead touching Daniel’s as he closes his eyes, breathing both slowly and steadily. The image of Daniel fingering himself while thinking if Terry, wishing it was Terry, has the older man calling on every ounce of control he has not to flip Daniel over and just push inside. He’ll give them both what they need, of that there is no doubt, but he promised he wouldn’t hurt Daniel, and he intends to keep that promise no matter what.
“Is…. Is that okay,” he asks, his inexperience showing as he mistakes Terry’s sudden stopping for displeasure at the admission when it’s the complete opposite.
“More than okay,” and his voice is rough and low, Daniel looking him straight in the eye now.
“Will ….. will you put yours inside me?” he asks. “Please. I need to know what it feels like. I want to know if it’s better than I imagined …..”
Terry curses under his breath. Who would have thought he’d make it through the war only to die like this.
“What did you use?” he asks. “To ease the way.”
Daniel reaches out in the direction of his worm down bed side table, old and clearly having seen better days. His arms can’t reach all the way though, and Terry is making no sign to let him up; he’s never going to let him go for anything.
Terry stretches out over him instead, and opens the drawer, the table rocking on it’s wobbly legs as he does so, hand feeling around until it hits a tin of something. Turns out to be a small ton of Vaseline and Terry quirks an eyebrow at the fact that it’s mostly empty.
Daniel’s face glows scarlet.
Terry divests Daniel of his clothes first, before sitting back slightly, making sure his weight isn’t pressing into the much smaller body, as he removes his own uniform jacket. Fingers clumsy with need, he wrenches his shirt open and he hears a few buttons go flying.
Daniel reaches up, running his hands over the older man’s defined chest and abs.
Skin to skin now, Terry’s body eclipses Daniel’s as he goes back to kissing him, before he focuses his attention on Daniel’s flat chest, tongue leaving over the two small brown nipples until they’re hard under his tongue as Daniel presses his chest insistently against his mouth.
He presses his crotch into the body trapped under him, letting Daniel feel his need, and feeling that Daniel’s own is just as hard.
Terry grips Daniel high up on his upper arm, pressing his thumb into the underside, as he pushes it up over Daniel’s head, hand slowly trailing up his arm until he reaches the delicate wrists, his hand encompasses it easily, as he pins him to the bed, rocking into Daniel, their cocks trapped between them.
Daniel bites Terry’s lip as he moans, pressing his head into the bed, arching up as much as he can under the larger body.
And that is just too tempting, Terry thinks as he licks up the cords of Daniel’s slender neck as he statins, biting and sucking large bruises into the unmarked olive skin.
Daniel blindly seeks out Terry’s lips, wanting more.
“Rolls over on your stomach for me.”
Daniel is a bit puzzled. He would always just plant a foot flat on the bed and finger himself like that.
Still, he does as he’s told, rolling to his stomach, trusting the older man completely.
Terry takes in the unbroken line of a narrow back, lips itching to trail down the knobs of his spin, tasting the warm smooth skin.
When he reaches the small of Daniel back, he uses his thumbs to spread his cheeks, breath ghosting the tiny hole hidden there.
A quick kiss to both cheeks and a small little questioning, “Terry?” before Terry licks over the prize.
Daniel screeches, hands clawing at the sheets as Terry repeats the action, eating him out until the hole is loose with spit and more pliable to his finger when he returns them back to their prize.
Daniel is whimpering, breath coming in short gaps, tiny mewls of pleasure.
When he’s had his fill, for now, he kisses back up his spine.
A finger, thick and long, coated in Vaseline, presses against his hole, flesh opening up beautifully, walls yielding to the questing digit as Terry pushes in to the first knuckle.
It doesn’t take long for Terry to find what he’s looking for - the little bundle of nerves that will make this all worth it for the smaller body.
Thin hips working back, his boy clearly greedy for it, so Terry teases a second finger against the loosened rim before pressing it in along side the first.
He works two in and out, in and out, slow and steady, hooking them as he drags them out, eventually withdrawing to play with the rim.
Two become three and Daniel bites the pillow as Terry abuses that spot ruthlessly, both their cocks leaking none stop.
“Taking it so well for me. Look so good, sweetheart.”
He can feel Terry smile against him.
“You’re almost ready for me.”
Nuzzling into his neck as his cock slips into the boys cheeks.
“Wait,” Daniel says and Terry stills.
He tries to turn over but Terry stops him with a hand on his hip.
“I want to see your face,” Daniel says quietly.
“It’ll be easier like this. For your first time,” he explains.
“I don’t care …. Terry please I need to see your face.”
A pillow is put under his hips, as Terry places a leg over his shoulder, pressing a quick kiss there.
He lines up, pressing the head inside and Daniel gasps as his feels his entrance stretch open much wider than it had for the three fingers.
“Relax sweetheart. You have to let me in.”
Daniel whimpers, he’s so big. It feels good but also like it’s too much. A tinge of pain amid relentless pressure, sparks of pleasure as his cock presses against his spot.
“I thought about this too. So much, Daniel. You feel so good.”
He feels the pressure ease up on his cock as he rubs a soothing circle on Daniel’s belly. He slides in a few more inches.
“That’s it, just like that.”
Inside all the way, Terry lowers himself, so there is no space between them - neither knowing where the other ends and the other beings. Daniel’s legs come up on either side of Terry.
“That’s it sweetheart. Just breath. Let me make you feel good. This is what you’ve been wanting, all those nights by yourself.”
Terry just rocks in, not even withdrawing and when he does, it’s only a few inches, searching for … Daniel cries out, body clenching down as Terry’s cock brushes over his spot.
Daniel moans, and Terry laces their fingers together as he pins Daniel’s wrist to the bed.
He smiles, now that he has it, he grinds in, in, in.
The sound of the bed creaking mixes with the soft sighs, moans and groans.
Tears leak out of Daniel’s eyes, and Terry’s hand comes up to bracket him in, as he buries his face into Daniel’s neck, lower half working.
“Yes, yes, yes,” Daniel lowly chants as blunt nails dig into a broad back.
Terry wraps a hand around his cock right as he fucks in, right where Daniel needs it, and he comes, those nails racking up his back as his body clamps down on the thick length inside him.
He no longer has the strength to keep his legs pressed to Terry’s side and his legs fall open wider now as Terry snaps his hips, chasing his own release now, and one two sharp thrust into the even tighter embrace of Daniel’s body and he comes, pushing is as deep as he can, to fill Daniel.
He whines as Terry slowly pulls out, and Terry shushes him.
Examining the small hole for damage, it’s red and swollen, to be expected, and he hisses slightly, clearly sore, when Terry presses a quick finger inside to check, to make sure, relieved when it comes back wet with only his cum.
He gets a warm cloth and cleans him up, smearing vaseline around his entrance.
He grabs an Advil and helps him sit up to swallow it down, bringing the cold glass of water to his lips.
Maybe later on they can exchange blowjobs. It’ll be a few days at least before he takes him again.
But they’re both satisfied for now, and he gathers Daniel into his arms, and covers them both in a blanket.
Everything he went through - they both did - was worth it for this.
It’s also the first time in years that the ghosts of war leave him be.
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maiverie · 2 years
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( ୨୧ ) ── ꒰ update ! ꒱
hi hi everyone !! just wanted to share a super quick update <3 i know this account hasn't been properly active in a month so i firstly wanted to apologise for the inactivity and also keep u all in the loop abt what i have planned in the future :>
( note : it's kinda late here so i'll answer asks tmr :0 <3 )
ㅤㅤ↳ the reason for my inactivity is quite multifactorial but boils down to a lack of motivation to write / be on tumblr + many commitments irl !! ive been working + studying a lot, which has kept me busy :(
ㅤㅤ↳ i don't have plans to deactivate this acc or anything so don't be concerned about that!! not that anyone would even care saslkddjsj just wanna put that out there!! i still very much have a passion for writing, though admittedly my motivation has taken a bit of a hit. nothing really to do with you guys / tumblr,,, i think i just have a tendency to overthink things and sometimes writing can be stressful when ur brain literally mf hates itself :’>
ㅤㅤ↳ a few months ago i reached a new milestone (4 digits!!! that is literally so effing slay IM CRYING) but didn't get the chance to say anything soooo THANK U ALL SOOO MUCHHHH AAAA im seriously in awe at that number because tbh i really don't feel like i've achieved much w this acc T_T sometimes im super embarrassed that my masterlist is so puny and i've only got the one completed fic,, but reaching such a cool milestone is more than enough for me to be utterly grateful. in saying that, i'm so so so sorry abt how horrible my updating schedule is :’’> i'll definitely try to work on it and be more consistent :( in the meantime, if anyone has any idea on like milestone ideas then pls pls pls lmk *-* <333
ㅤㅤ↳ anyways, if you're wondering what my plans are next, the first thing i want to do is update & finally complete triage !!! i have about 2-3k written so far but the final chapter will probably reach 7k+ (kms) :’’> i have sm wips i want to publish and start, but i probably won't do anything about them until my other ongoing fics (misconduct and doublespeak) are on a somewhat steady trajectory to getting finished (i.e. i have a good understanding of where they're headed).
ㅤㅤ↳ to any moots that are reading this (but tbh blr literally looks so dead that i wouldn't even be surprised if nobody sees / reads this HAHAHS), i will defs catch up on all ur updates <33 i really wanna be active again on this acc so ill probably be reaching out sometime soon to say hi :’>
ㅤㅤ↳ lastly, i noticed some people are recommending my fics and asldk;fjl;kjew im literally crying like it genuinely makes me so happy that people are even reading my shit like?? hello?? yall got some questionable ass taste but tysm for enjoying my fics :< i gen love yall sm u !! don't !! even !! know !! sooo yeah thank you so much for all the likes, comments, reblogs, recommendations, or any other sliver of interaction bc yall are the best and i love writing and i love enhypen and i love u all MWAH MWAH MWAH !! anyway i'm probably gna sleep now but tysm for reading this long ass post aksjjadjss ill answer asks tmr!!!
ㅤㅤ— lots and lots of luv from mai <333
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drunkcries · 4 months
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✩ about me ,,
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basics!!
you can call me sticks or aki!! he/him, transmasc, gay(like actually), minor(over 25 dni), gemini, stomachake on discord
byf!!
as mentioned, i am a minor. i swear sometimes but im just silly like that. also i hate super bright neon stuff so if you post stuff like that could you add #stickity dont look thank you🙏
dni
adults over 25. transphobes, homophobes, people who shame people for their interests, and overall effed up, disgusting people. people who talk about religion and politics alot.
interests
basketball, crk(ish), genshin(ish), BANDORI!!, lockwood and co, sdv, star wars(esp tbb), queer cartoon shit ( toh, amphibia, the hollow etc) nd more!
MUSIC!!!RAAAH
mcr, saosin, radiohead, foo fighters, misfits, jack off jill, queen, laufey, faye webster, julie, girl in red, mejibray, the gazette, buck-tick and like 10000 more
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stortstorts · 6 months
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Welp, I made it into an academy. Three weeks in and I’m mentally exhausted. NGL, I’ve had thoughts of giving up because I keep putting down that barrier that I can’t seem to get around.
It was super intense the first week and even now, about to go out and pick up calls. Im going to be tested for every call. A part of me is super nervous but another side doesn’t even want to start. And that’s bumming me out because maybe I could be really good at this job! Or I’ll be horrible. But that day I did a ride out with Malia, I had a great time! Even though we didnt have anything exciting.
I need to find that confidence. Being a bike messenger gave me so much freedom and excitement because I didn’t know what job I was going to get and where I was going to go…… I just wanna e really good right now and hate these awkward parts in the middle because I self doubt myself so effing quickly 🤦🏻 plus I have some kinda tendonitis going on in my arms and when my body doesn’t feel good my mind goes so quick after it. So if you read this. Just shoot a thought to the universe and maybe throw in that I got this. Because it’s not a very big thought in my head :/
Thanks
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daggerpinknife · 11 months
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i effed my sleep schedullleeee i kept taking depression naps for hmm well too many days in a row!! then it spiraled to stayinhg up super late here im so interested in sooo much aiyaaaa
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bit nervous abt postin this (understatement!!!) but today is 4 yrs since effing dbh came out and i got sucked in by these two lmfao, so here are a few pics that did rly well, which is frankly surprising because i did NOT fix up the lot after i placed it lol 😂
it was strange, to me, keeping my fandom stuff so separate from my sims stuff, but i am a very anxious person and i will admit i was very nervous abt ppl finding out that i spent SO MUCH TIME playing fandom sims and posting abt it and had a nsfw twitter abt it but like....... idk esp for a d cage game and a cOnTrOvErSiaL ship lol but like, most of my ts4 experiences have been w these sims like i played every new ep w them for the longest time.  but it felt like it was something shameful or to be embarrassed abt or something, idk? and ive made passing references to them here and there, but posting something so directly is scary lol!!!!
but now that im back i feel like...... ive got a new attitude and enough time has passed that i don’t feel...... super relevant anymore?  or not as visible, or something, idk, and i feel like thats a good thing for me and my anxiety lol.  not trying to claim that i was ever super popular or anything, but u feel me!!! 
im just trying to make my online spaces into places that work for ME and make ME happy and also like, love myself more and not think poorly of myself for what i do for fun but thats a whole other thing 🤷‍♀️
also i met my gf thru dbh twitter so like, huge shout out to that
and like, ofmd has taken over most of my brain rn, but these two are still living there rent free, too 🤣 idk if u read this, thank u, and thanks for following me and all that stuff!!! ok.  im gonna post some edstede shortly to bury this post on my blog like a dead body 🙈
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yikes-00 · 1 year
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tgm for fandom
Hey anon!!💕 so for the ask:
Favorite male character: JAKE “HANGMAN” SERESIN!!!!! Glen powell has me in a chokehold and I’m not mad about it. Cocky blondes do things to me.
Favorite Female Character: Nat!!! I love nat and how she vibes with everyone. She’s also super cool and bad ass and I love that about her character.
Least favorite character: cyclone. Idk, he can just catch my hands lol
Favorite friendship: Javy and Jake. I love their dynamic as such a duo it makes my heart happy when I see scenes with them together.
Favorite quote: “hangman, you look good.” “I am good Rooster, I’m very good. In fact, I’m too good to be true”- RENT EFFING FREE
Worst character death: ICE😭😭
This made me so happy you have no idea moment: toss up for me between the Hard Deck scene where Jake and Bradley first talk or when we find out that Mav and Ice have been texting for 20 years🥹 either one. I’m not picky, my ships sailed this movie.
Saddest moment: ice’s funeral. Like I cried both times I saw the movie.
Favorite Location: im a sucker for fast planes so on the carrier runway watching planes take off😬
Thank you so much for playing!!💙
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Also sorry I’m being a pest but something I realized (or at least came to a very personal conclusion) when reading the manga is that Saitama is a edgy emo kid. And a hypocrite/liar (because he is an edgy emo kid). Which is why I like Genos’ appraisal of him and why I cherish their relationship very much. As I said in my last ask, Genos for a big part of the manga emulates and serves as a conduct of Saitama as a character. In a way, Genos is a translator of Saitama as a person and a hero. And through Genos, plenty of times, I learnt Saitama is not unfeeling, and he does NOT take the hero job just for fun.
Now that Im older than Saitama, and caught up with the manga after stopping for a few years. I just started noticing more and more that Saitama is just like a typical sensitive but dulled 25 year old kid that says big shit on his “dead” feelings and his purpose. He is unreliable. But not necessarily because of the reasons everyone has been talking about these past few chapters, but because through Genos, ONE and Murata often tells us things Saitama won’t admit about himself, mainly: he is unfeeling and second, he is a hero for “fun”.
Like yeah, he gets “bored” so “poor me I’m so strong I don’t feel anything” (which is the kind of thing I would’ve say pre-therapy when I was younger, if I were as strong as he is). But… very pretty early on he shows he cares. From the crablante situation to Mumen Rider against Deep Sea King, to worrying about Genos very early on in the manga. Saitama SAYS things. Talks utter shit. But he has always SHOWN something entirely different. And Genos always sees that :,) Saitama is wise, ethical, tenacious and heroic. But if we got to see that so obviously… the other characters wouldn’t be able to shine, and the trope of the hero that doesn’t get recognise takes on a whole ‘nother level, if the readers get wrapped up in the plot and aren’t able to recognize Saitama for his wisdom… isn’t that hilarious? That we laugh at him getting a C rank but collectively ignore that which Genos was always able to see and remark upon. If Saitama as a character has to suffer for everyone else to be in the spotlight, AND we get to laugh and be mad that Saitama is always effing late then… maybe that’s why it’s meant to happen. For everyone to ignore Saitama’s subtle development and then act all surprised when we get to know that he DOES notice that he always arrives late and that it DOES weighs in his mind…
I can see what you're saying. :') The things Genos notices about Saitama allows even the readers to appreciate the subtleties of Saitama even more, for the things even HE doesn't notice about himself (or downplays).
The way you say he talks shit but shows his merits in other ways...ahaha, well lookie there - now that's a parallel he shares with Garou, and even how Tareo is able to see the good things within Garou that he denies about himself too. :')) (Including being inspired by him as his personal 'greatest hero'....sound familiar?) :D
But as for your last point....I feel like those Saitama subtleties were far stronger during the King talk he had after the tournament arc. Where we already knew this feeling was weighing on his mind, but waiting to see what becomes of it. I feel like it shouldn't have taken (past the point of no return) everyone he loves literally dying for him to have these second thoughts again. It's.....it could have been done in less drastic ways, you feel? Without sacrificing everyone else for the point to sink home. ;o; It becomes super unfair to him after the fact, even. For now, we can only see how strongly this weighs/scars on his mind from now on. :'))
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i had fettuccine alfredo for dinner and it was really good But im lactose intolerant and had extra cheese on mine im in Pain can u tell me abt ur blorbos
AW MAN. so sry :( BUT EMMM ok ill tell u Abt sum of my NEW blorbos. ERM.ok this is my friend EliSunday:)
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He crazy.He rly gay AF!!!!!!! he’s a self proclaimed prophet in like Early 19th Century so he sort of Brings faith n shit To his small little town little Boston.EMMM He’s rly Odd.Crazy. Even. He dies by being plunged by a Bowling pin. The movie sort of Confused me but He wanted to Fund his little church and basically Dug himself into a littttle bit of trouble and so . The economy gets effed up and he gets So upset and that’s when The other guy beat him over the head with A bowling pin.
And OF COURSE. The riddler ^_^
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You seen the movie ^ but I want him in my Hosue. Soo bad. Sry that’s all that all I wanted to mention. And he so autistic + schizo phrenic Btw.it’s ok i can say that I’m Schizophhrenic and autistic. ERM.he awesome and my Gf foreverrrr. Except he Should be in jail and never released cuz he been Super bad.Bad bad riddler. bad
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This is My friend Pierre bezukhov From bbc show War and peace.Adapted from the novel war and peace. Also stars in the Musical Natasha, Pierre and the great comet of 1812 EMM he sweet ^_^ he cute in theeeee face. He’s super Lgbt. And also he straps a Police Man to a bear and throws Him into the river.He crazay. He also a littttleeee chubby And well…….Sry it makes him Look kind in the face. He’s Rich + a Count.and Russian I think. ? He’s super Weird and the people Of everywhere hate him Because he acts Odd all the time.But he so sweet forever.
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thatswhatsuuup · 3 months
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Life stuff
I passed stats which was a win I needed
Decided though since I still effed up school and starting clinicals, that I would take my therapists advice and take a break from school at least until the fall and then I can decide whether or not to continue school or not.
I had a video interview for a pretty dang sweet job that I’m actually excited for and pays pretty decent and is REMOTE and that’s the dream for real so all my fingers are crossed. I feel like the interview went too good so I’m psyching myself out but Matt says I sounded great since he was in the other room lol
Have I mentioned how gross job hunting is just ewwww i hate it
Honestly if i get passed up on that job I’ll be crushed but im trying to be positive.
I’m currently making/sewing a purple shimmery cloak for my Circle of Stars drow elf druid DnD character Elerra. First time working with patterns and sewing in quite some time and it always feels so fun and fulfilling to create things especially by sewing.
I’ve been listening to music a lot more lately and it’s been really nice. I had been listening to podcasts for so long I kinda stopped listening to music but now im just focusing on music and it’s been great.
I think im going to go rollerskating soon. I need to exercise and I fucking love roller skating and found several local rinks here in Ft Worth with wood rinks which i much prefer to sport court surfaces, but will honestly skate on anything. I’m super excited.
Anyway here’s one of my fave recent memes. My phone is equal parts cats, memes, dnd/mtg pretty much at this point
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