#IMMA USE THE HELL OUT OF IT MWAH

[scorchedhearth]

imma hit you with a question myself RN!!

I think you mentioned an oc that you thought of and created more as not a part of a story or a narrative but more of as something to reflect yourself onto. I would love to hear more about them<333

also also tell me about Trent and him being pyromaniac!!! i think you mentioned that he's trans so do those two things like connect to each other in any way???

rye thank U!! mwAH xo

alright so. the oc ur thinking of that i mentioned in the post ended up way too clear of a mirror for me to comfortably talk about him in public but, in the meantime, seeing just how fun those kinds of meaningless ocs are, another crept up on me and she is SO fun u have no idea.

she's basically a frankeinstein monster of all the tropes i think are cool as hell, she's a knight turned rogue-slash-mercenary, she's covered head to toe in armor and the rare time she loses the helmet the armor still comes up to her chin and she's ugly, disfigured by a tough life and many battle-earned scars (no pretty face hidden under a helmet here, and she's in her late forties), she's in the possession of a sentient weapon that is craving blood and violence and is always in a frenzied state of rage like no being in the universe could and she uses it to draw blood for her own revenge, she's what i wish all those 'please kill me' scenes in media ended with: while held captive with her brother, he begged her to kill him before they could and she did and they stopped her from killing herself and so now she has to live knowing she took her own blood's life and she's left alone in the world feeling so guilty she did as she was asked to.

also, she exists in a schodinger's cat state of both being a high fantasy rogue knight AND a sci-fi rogue soldier where her weapon is both a big sword and a cool gun and her armor is both a knight's armor and a space suit and her ride is both a big horse and a derelict bike. and she wants revenge on an old flame (obsessive love she swore fidelity to decades ago) who directly caused her brother's death. she's so gruff and mean and exhausted by life itself and still she clings and keeps on going out of spite and honor. she's great <3

as for trent, yeah!! they do, and in a major way! trent was at first conceived many years ago as part of an x-men-like plot with super-powered kids and his big discovery of firepowers was linked to coming out to his parents and blowing up the whole family home when it went wrong out of grief and anger. now as a very normal guy, they're still linked for me.

he started feeling something was wrong in his late childhood but had no way to word or understand what was happening to him, and his background in a struggling family with many siblings meant that he couldn't come out with what was wrong with him, be it being trans or any other problems young kids have (issues at school where he had troubles learning, for example) because they were more important issues at hand than his own, so he internalized things a lot and when it eventually came to a breaking point for him, he used fire to bleed out the wounds. pyromania is an impulse control disorder, arsonists set things on fire for a reason (glory, money, revenge, etc) where the distinction here is made is that pyromaniacs use fire as a way to release stress or soothe themselves, which is exactly what trent did, and still does.

trent is characterized by being withdrawn and intense, and so fire is the one instance where he lets things out. he cannot verbalize things well, nor can he confront or work things out on his own, so when the frustration boils over (because he is hot-headed and opinionated, despite his quiet behavior) he gets the urge to set things on fire. it was harder to deal with it as a teen with his family around, and with little to no control over his life, but as an adult now he can go burn things whenever he needs to. he never saw a psychiatrist for it, doesn't think there's something wrong with him for that, he only got caught once as a teen and passed it off as a dare he did with friends, he doesn't know how many wider fire he caused because of his activity but it happened more than once when burning bigger fire. i somehow always conceptualize his relationship with fire and gender to be linked, both because that's how i first came up with the character but also it feels right, that trent hides his identity as best as he can but it always catches up with him, the idea of burning bridges with his family is a strong one with him, as is the contained fire ready to spread if the glass is broken

#thank u so much <3 it's fun talking about them!! #put a read more because i've got a lot to say <3

[eemoo1o-animoo]

Heard you wanted some questions so imma deliver one for you 😌

What's your favourite wip at the moment?

*mwah <3*

This is an interesting one to answer, I’ll give you that. It’s actually made me think a little bit. Because, I love all my children WIPs equally. (/jk)

I suppose The Story of Grelle the Reaper is stuck on repeat the back of my head because I know I should be focussing on it, but… I’ll give you two for the price of one!

(*reading off of the two small A6 pieces of paper stashed in the back of my purple notebook*)

At first I was just gunna hot down what I remembered. Then I was just going to add a pic of the page(s). Then I decided to do both because my handwriting is atrocious.

There’s a fanfic / idea that I have, for a one shot, where Grelle has a nightmare of the Undertaker dying (by… Sebastian? *fake gasp* Whaaat?).

She wakes up, and goes to do her makeup, and it cuts to Undertaker telling her that he liked her makeup the way that she’s doing it now.

She also dresses in dark colours and there’s a small moment where she looks back at her old red coat hung up in her wardrobe, but she doesn’t put it on.

She makes herself tea even though she comments on how she doesn’t, or never has, liked it.

She then opens up Undertaker’s shop, and it’s made apparent what’s happening. There will be three customers notably mentioned.

Undertaker’s death scythe is on display above the counter and a customer later comments on it, and she says that it isn’t for sale.

Another customer is later checking out a coffin, and she approaches them thoughtfully, stating, “Yes, this casket is very good if you’re burying a lover. It’s sure as hell the one I used.”

The third customer, or perhaps it is one from before, misgenders her, and calls her a drag queen, and Grelle thinks about how Undertaker would have defended her.

Closing line as she closes the shop, perhaps after her last customer runs out, unnerved: “Such is the work of an undertaker, after all”.

Idea #2:

Tagging @magicalara, because we’ve spoken of this concept, fleetingly, in some reblogs. Plus @hobbit-in-kuroshitsuji, because she told me to tag her about this idea.

Most of the fic takes place walking down a plain corridor. It’s a third person but Will-biased narrative. Will is being led down the corridor by someone who I originally imagined to be taking the form of Ronald Knox, but this idea was only fleeting.

The (currently unnamed) reaper leading Will down the corridor explains the face of his promotion, with the original shinigami versus the grim reapers derived from humans.

They also talk about eternal happiness and Will’s “forgiveness/redemption”, and Will inquired about heaven, to which the question gets subtly shrugged off.

This only feeds into Will believing “eternal happiness” being rather interchangeable with the concept of “heaven”, which is a recurring theme.

Eventually they come to an open, equally plain/white room, where demonic looking beings are (potential design/visual ref: the exterminators from Hazbin Hotel).

Then, these beings (with their death scythes), give Will his “eternal happiness” by killing him. As he’s left to bleed out on the floor, his (unnamed) reaper guide comes over to him and tells him not to struggle, because it only makes things worse.

“What about heaven?” Will then asks as he’s choking on his own blood, and the reply from the other reaper is the closing guide:

“Oh, Will. (Hasn’t anybody told you?) There’s no such thing (as heaven).”

#trying to find an ask game list thing and failing #i can’t find any #asks #answering an ask #wips #fic idea #grelle sutcliff #grell sutcliff #original post #undertaker #the undertaker #undergrell #undertaker x grelle #fic notes #my notes #undertaker x grell #grelltaker #grell x undertaker #grelle x undertaker #black butler #kuroshitsuji #will t spears #william t spears #grim reapers #shinigami #ronald knox #angst

[elysianslove]

YES I SAW UR REPLY AND I GOT TOO EXCITED TO THE POINT THAT IDK HOW TO RESPOND LOL IM SORRY 😭 BUT TYSM LOVE AND TO SAY IM OVER THE MOON IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT 😩💖

OMG DONT U DARE TAKE BACK UR QUESTION 😡‼️ im v honored to be asked by u and imma answer this wholeheartedly 😎🤚🏻

lil head ups : (1) english isnt my first language so im sorry if theres any grammar error or other type of mistakes (2) i dont hv that much of informations ab u so i wrote this based on what i personally like ab u & which hq boys would prob too (3) i put mini scenarios to spice things up a lil bit 🧚🏻‍♀️ so here u go!

HAIKYUU BOYS THAT I THINK SAL WOULD DEF BE ABLE TO PULL AND WHY

hanamaki takahiro -> he likes u bc ur a fun companion. he's abs head over heels ever since u laughed at his worn-out fave jokes and how u two can talk abt literally anything for hours — from the serious type of convo like idk some science theories or certain beliefs to the most random things like what would u do if an alien barge into ur house when ur in the mid of showering.

akaashi keiji -> he likes u bc ur a great listener. he is very used to being everyone's listener — not that it bothers him much but sometimes he wants to be heard and to earn proper respond to his story too. i'd like to think that he is also the class president bc nobody is as dependable as akashi keiji in the whole universe & he simply couldnt say no — so going back to class bc u forgot ur pencil case just to see ur composed looking class president screaming on top of his lung is one in a lifetime sight. u just stand there🧍🏻‍♀️and say “uh do u perhaps need someone to talk to?” he remains quite for a good minute to restrain himself from embarrassment then proceed to say yeah. since that day, he never misses out ur daily life-rambles session.

miya atsumu -> he likes u bc ur considerate and good with words. im a strong believer that my boy is one of the most insecure character in haikyuu — seeing him not that sociable in the flashback scene and how cocky he could be to maintain his defensive walls. so the one thing he needs the most is reassurance, constant reminder that he's doing great. not that u do it all the time, but u always there in the most needed time. he didnt tell u his feelings tho bc his ego doesnt let him — at least thats what hes trying to convince himself, but its actually bc he cherishes u sm that he doesnt want to lose u due to his own selfishness.

i had so much fun writing these so i hope they do u justice && as always im here to remind u : dont forget to stay happy & healthy & hydrated esp these days during ramadan 😻💞 i hope this ask wont get deleted by tumblr bc i actually responded to ur thought ab fasting with seijoh 4 but i think tumblr threw it away 😢

— 🐬

PLEASE I HAVENT OPENED TUMBLR FOR LIKE 2 DAYS AND I COME ABCK TO THISBEIENEJDJ

what do i even say i ,,, i genuinely wasn’t expecting all this 😭 the fact that you not only answered it but went in depth can i marry u like 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 pls 💍 and the fact that you think so highly of me im so honored :( this is my favorite ask i’ve ever gotten im gonna bookmark this so i could just come back to it whenever :( it’s gonna be forever special to me so thank you <3 and don’t even about the english thing. my first language isn’t english either :) and!!! the fact that you can speak it and another fluently (maybe even more) is impressive as hell.

ALSOJEBSJD IM GLAD U GOT THE REPLY!! may 1st baby 😼 and ill try to look for the ask about fasting w the seijoh boys bc :((((

anyways i love you and thank you for this it made my day a thousand times better. i hope you’re always well and happy, mwah <3

#asks #sal speaks <3

[angelmichelangelo]

okay here we go. finale episode thoughts. i’m sorry for the person i have become...

the whole first half is just? incredible? loved the action, loved how well it was paced. it’s kickass time and i am HERE for it!

cool that they brought back that weird face morphing technology nat used in ca:tws - kinda always wondered why they never used that more but hello sharon good to see ur thriving

bucky on a motorcycle. that’s all.

SAM MOTHERFUCKIN’ WILSON he looks fine as hell, he’s killing it and that entrance was sick as FUCK. “i’m captain america” yes sir yes you are

the entire chopper scene and sam being smart af literally was so fun? like hell yes! AND REDWING!!! i love that bucky had to ask ayo to get shuri to make him a new one. it’s a boyfriend thing 🥰

sam kicking ass. bucky being cool. john walker..... being there i guess? not digging this weird redemption thing theyre doing with him by having him and bucky team up and be pals but like. we can’t always have what we want.

sharon being the powerbroker is kinda hot. criminal Mommy vibes i’m here for it. though she killed karli and i wanted to see more of her so. minus point babes.

SAM’S WHOLE CALLOUT SPEECH. baby fuck it UP!!! i’m so in love with this man it is unreal. anthony mackie knocked it out of the park with this whole scene. everything he said was amazing and he did it flawless. “i’m a black man carrying the stars and stripes, what don’t i understand?” was just. yeah. incredible. captain america is a black man and racist mfs are gonna cry about it lol I JUST LOVE SAM WILSON AND SAM WILSON ONLY !!! “do better” FUCK YEAH

bucky is so in love it’s embarrassing sir those heart eyes are unREAL dude. also him calling sam “cap” in the fondest voice ever with a lil back pat? i have my grave already dug imma go lay down in it now. eat my ass, steve rogers MWAH

zemo in prison having a gay old time. cant wait to see more of him yes please and thank you. also him going to sleep like my work here is done is just so? funny to me idk why like. yeah get some beauty sleep you fruity little bitch

us agent. hate john walker but love wyatt russell so absolutely looking forward to hate-loving this guy in the future

bucky and yori. remember that grave i laid down in earlier? yeah it’s full of my tears now. bucky healing and FINALLY saying outloud that what he did as the winter soldier was out of his control. i loved this whole scene though.... it felt like it had been cut short? which sucks eggs but it was good nonetheless. short n sweet. v nice. also love how bucky gave steve’s book away because he’s moving on !!!!!! yeah babey! though i still don’t trust dr raynor like who even was she lmao?

the entire scene with sam and isaiah... gotdamn. it was just beautiful. every scene isaiah is in, im just captivated. it was just *chefs kiss* and now my tear filled grave is overflowing and i am sailing down my own river of sadness. i know we’ll probably get eli in the young avengers but PLS give me young isaiah beating the shit out of the winter soldier in the korean war because holy fuck that’d be amazing. the smithsonian scene was beautiful. marvel i love to hate you but u okay for this one. u okay.

UNCLE BUCKY UNCLE BUCKY UNCLE BUCKY !!!! baby’s first cookout ☹️ he’s a wilson now, sam adopted him he’s a feral cat but we love him !! and then sam and bucky walking off into the sunset together? heart been broke so many times

not sure why they didn’t change both their names like captain america and the white wolf but either way i gasped when i saw it change from falcon to captain america !!! like fuck yeah !!!!!!

overall thoughts are: i loved this entire series. i am in need more sambucky in my life and knowing it’s gonna be well over a year before we get more of them in the mcu again i’m going to lock myself into a tiny cupboard and scream until i pass out. also i know a LOT of this show was cut because of the whole side plot about a deadly virus (thank u covid u son of a bitch) so like, i’d love at some point for those deleted scenes to be released. pls marvel i miss them already just give me the extra scenes !!

#and with that.... i turn to dust #fatws #marvel #sam wilson #bucky barnes

[smileybokuto]

A Match Made In Hell

A Match Made In Hell

pairing: atsumu miya x gn!reader

wc: 579

warnings: none; fluff, maybe subtle hits of jealousy, crack

a/n: This is a whole ass mess but I laugh every time i read it. 

    "Ugh why would Atsumu choose them of all people? Their ugly," a young girl says in a disgusted tone. You were use to Atsumu's fans being cruel, this wasn't new. "Are you sure they are even date? Atsumu was with that girl from Karasuno..." 

     You never believe most things they say but for some reason everyone was talking about this one girl. Who was she? Why didn't Atsumu tell you about it? It probably slipped his mind. Right?Atsumu is a wonderful boyfriend he wouldn't do anything to hurt you and you knew that. Yet to be safe you decided to ask him.

   "Babe! Come on! Yer fuckin late," Atsumu laughs which turns to concern when he see you're not smiling.  "What's wrong?"

    "Do be mad okay," you cautiously say, gauging his body language.

    "I don't like when you start shit like that y/n." Annoyance and panic flash through his eyes.

    "I know tsumu, I have something I wan-"

    "Y/n I swear to god if yer tryin' to break up with me right now, I'm goin' lose my shit." Atsumu crosses his arm in front of his chest and glares at you. 

   You spot Suna and Osamu waiting for you two a few feet back. Osamu was watching his brothers body as it looked more threatening than he would like. Osamu put his bag on the ground next to him. Then leaned against the wall waiting for your conversation to finish.

   "Tsumu, I'm not breaking up with you calm down." A sigh of relief left his lips and his arms dropped to his side.

   "Then what is it?" Atsumu looked more confused than anything else.

   "I just wanted to know about the girl from Karasuno you were with. That's all. Everyones been talking about it." You say in hushed tones.

    "Oohh," he facepalms. "Remember Kiyoko. The girl I showed you on facetime." You nodded not sure where he was going with this."Thats her. The girl from Karasuno. Remember I was helpin' her find Hinata. He got lost." Atsumu say slinking his arm over your shoulder.

    "Right! She hot." You smile at him.

    "Huh?!?" Atsumu drops his bag and gives you puppy dog eyes. "Not hotter than me right."

   "Yeah not hotter than you but Suna is..." Osamu and Suna who had creeped up behind Atsumu bursted out laughing as Atsumu's face dropped. "I'm kidding babe," you laugh as he storms off.

    "Sooo... y/n... we datin' or what?" Suna wiggles his eyebrow.

    "Not a chance in hell, foxy." You pat his chest and Osamu chuckles. "What are you laughing at Samu? You lost to Sangwoo." 

    "Look who's talkin'. Yer actually dating that piss haired asshole."

    "I hate you all," Atsumu says walking over and grabbing your hand dragging you behind him. 

    "Tsumu where are we going?"

    "I'm takin' yer home. Whats it look like." He mumbles glancing back at you. "Do you actually think Suna's more attractive?"

    "Atsumu, like I would actually like Suna. He's got nothing on my off brand Sangwoo. Mwah." You giggle a little as he groans.

    "If one more person compares me to that fuckin' bee or Sangwoo again imma come for their kneecaps."

    "Sangwoo vibes."

    "I hate you." 

    "No you don't." You pulled his to a stop and kiss his cheek. "Let's go out for ice cream.

     "Okay." He says stealing another kiss. 

     "You two are disgustin',"Osamu makes a gagging noise behind you too.

     "Stay mad," You and Atsumu say sticking your tongues out and flipping him off. 

    "A match made in hell for sure," Suna mumbles under his breath. 

#atsumu #atsumu miya #haikyuu!! #haikyū!! #haikyu #haikyuu #haikyuu fluff #imagine #fluff #inazarki #suna rintarō #suna #osamu miya #osamu

[rynhaswritersblock]

quaranteens (hc) | p.p.

summary: how you and petey boi spend your quarantine <3

i'm not even writing a warning for this one at this point y'all now how i write HAHA

+ + +

- covid-19

- coronavirus

- lil shitbag asshole virus

- Y'ALL KNOW THE DEAL

- it's QUARANTIME WITH Y/N AND PETER

- let's get it !

being quarantined with peter parker at avengers headquarters

- lots of animal crossing

- like lots

- you and peter visit each other's islands and it's SO FUNNY

- you keep BONKING each other on the head with your nets

- you shake a tree and a wasps nest falls out

- naturally you yell "SHIT" and steve yells "LANGUAGE"

- so you start fucking SPRINTING (in the game lmao) TO RUN AWAY FROM THE WASPS

- AND POOR PETER GETS STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF IT

- AND THE WASPS START FOLLOWING HIM

- AND HE GETS BIT

- you start fucking WHEEZING

- you cannot breathe

- peter just sets the switch down and throws his head back, letting out an annoyed groan/yell

- "bitch ass motherfucker" he whispers as he picks the switch back up

- let's not forget to mention the fact that

- the entire time you and peter are playing

- the two of you are like intertwined

- most of the time your head is in his lap or vice versa

- like y'all get into the WEIRDEST POSITIONS on the couch

- sometimes steve or tony or nat or any of them really will walk by and be like "wtf... kinda cute doe"

- but it's so comfy!!!!!!

- and when y'all play at night it's of course in your rooms

- usually it'll start with the two of you separated

- and then one of you is usually like "why the fuck are we apart right now" and goes into the other's room

- then y'all will get all close to each other and play and there'll just be occasional giggling and tiny conversations and cussing here and there

- peter just starts to HARASS one of ur villagers

- you get a little upset but it's AL so you're like... lol not my problem

- one day peter shows you this tiktok where some couple was playing together and it was like "how me and my bf are spending quarantine apart"

- AND THEIR CHARACTERS ARE LIKE... FUCKING

- BUT ANIMAL CROSSING STYLE

- ANIMAL CROSSING: NEW HORIZONS. RATED E FOR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

- but you and peter find it SO FUNNY

- SO NATURALLY

- you know what's coming

- YOU AND PETER COPY THEM

- irl the two of you are DYING in his bed

- like rolling all over the place because you're laughing so hard

- peter uses a popper as... you know... and you YELL CAUSE YOU LAUGHED SO HARD

- also it's 4 in the fucking morning

- MEANWHILE

- on the OTHER SIDE OF THE HALL

- sam is FED UP

- !!

- he's like what in the everloving HELL are they DOING!!!

- so

- the man enters the premises like

ಠಿ_ಠ

"what the hell are you two-"

"look!"

- you can barely get that word out because of your laughter

- but you hold up the switch

- sam watches and realizes RIGHT AS PETER USES ANOTHER POPPER

- HE SEES THAT YOU'RE LIKE LAYING DOWN ON THE BED AND HE'S STANDING IN FRONT OF YOU AT YOUR FEET

- the LOOK on his face

- he fucking smiles and buries his face in his hands, shaking his head

- when he finally composes himself his eyes are fucking

watering

"i might just have to get that game.."

- okay that's it for the animal crossing section of this imagine lol i'm obsessed with this game AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE IT

- I HAVE WATCHED FAR TOO MANY VIDEOS

- OKAY MOVING ON!!!!!!!!!!

- the AMOUNT of TV the two of you watch

- the two of you alternate shows you pick (so like peter chooses then you then peter etc etc)

- peter chooses b99 (bae)

- y'all finish that shit in a WEEK

- then you recommend euphoria

- he's like uh okay

- cause he knows how inappropriate that show is lol

- so every time there's a dick on the screen he covers your eyes

- and every time there's b00bies on the screen you cover his

- and some point he's like

"y/n you do realize that i've seen boobs before"

- you're like

- i mean yeah but i refuse to think about that because you're supposed to be innocent and pure and a puppy dsfjkdfnkj

- so you retort

"and you do realize that i've seen a dick before?"

- peter is the more jealous baby

- he pauses the show and shifts his body towards you

"wait, where?"

- you cringe

"some kid i'd just met sent me a dick pic.."

- peter's like okay convo over

- the two of you keep watching but now it's more uncomfortable

- at the end of the episode you were watching (imma say episode two lol)

- you bust out laughing

"you know the kid's dick was like... small, right? like i didn't enjoy receiving that picture? it was unsolicited, peter"

- he laughs lightly

"yeah, okay"

- you poke his cheek

"someone's jealous"

- he gasps

"i am NOT jealous!"

"you just don't like the fact that i've seen a dick"

"i guess, yeah"

"peter, i'm going to eventually"

- the poor kid is like we need to stop talking about penises right the fuck now

- SO YOU TWO KEEP WATCHING

- im so sorry for writing that part in haha it just came to mind and it's CONTENT you know and i really feel like it's a realistic convo to have in that situation

- the last episode makes you cry and you don't even realize you're crying until peter holds you closer and wipes the tear off your cheek

- bae

- let's just say the two of you finished euphoria in a day

- okay also

- DANCE PARTIES!!

- the amount of dance parties the two of you had... insurmountable

- like y'all would be training together and a bop would come on and you'd stop punching just to jump around and make complete fools of yourselves

- the two of you had to have a dance party after finishing euphoria because that shit put you in a FUNK

- but yeah

- dance!!!!!!!!!!!

- okay BAKING!!!!!

- y'all made so much food

- cookies

- cake

- pretzels

- brownies

- like

- never going hungry

- half the time the kitchen is a whole MESS but it's okay cause when you do clean it up you and peter throw bubbles at each other and it's great

- steve swears everyone is going to get so out of shape

- so he comes up with a system

- everyone gets snack time together and then thirty minutes later everyone goes and trains to make up for the extra calories

- and lemme just say

- the training sessions go HARD

- everyone is fucking sugar high it's the most chaotic thing ever

- music blaring

- sam and bucky are wrestling

- tony and steve are arguing in the corner (award for most calories burnt)

- nat and wanda are fighting bruce and pietro and nearly kill each other

- meanwhile you and petey boi are seeing who can do the most complicated gymnastics set

- as soon as the boy does a layout you're like okay BYE

- so yeah

- baking!!!!!!

- time for even more fluff

- cuddling

- oh

- my

- god

- you and peter LITERALLY NEVER LEAVE EACH OTHER

- the two of your are in physical contact 99% OF THE TIME

- and that's mainly peter's fault because he lowkey clingy but YOU LOVE IT

- the two of you build a fort in the commons and have movie marathons along with your tv marathons

- occasionally one or more of the team will come chill with y'all

- there's an overall "no judgment zone" that has been declared at headquarters

- aka mind ya own fucking business

- unless someone is literally in a deep state of depression then something needs to be done

- but like

- literally everyone notices how often the two of you are just intertwined with each other

- it's 🅱razy

- also y'all order tons of pizza

- like tons

- thankfully u and peter are like ayo fast metabolism check! (smh i wish lol once i quit soccer it really hit me OOPS)

- OH AND SCHOOL

- y'all are switched to online school

- you and peter-man get really competitive with it to see who can finish all their work the fastest

- thing is the two of you literally have pretty much identical schedules so you end up going at the same pace to work together

- maybe you help each other on quizzes and tests

- no one will ever know

- and overall you two are lowkey thriving in that department because you end up finishing your work for the week in like two or three days and have the rest of the time to just VIBE

- a/n y'all i seriously recommend actually doing that like i get a SUPER big workload at the beginning of the week and as soon as i can i just ZOOOOOM and try to get it all knocked out and it's honestly really helpful

- obviously this can be really difficult for people who aren't self motivated and maybe depressed but i would just try!! if you can!! okay note over BACK TO THE SHITS N GIGGLES

- so yeah

- i don't really have anything else to say but

- overall being quarantined with peter and the team is really nice and the vibes are THERE

- fuck i got another idea

- okay

- it's the middle of the night and you and peter are watching some movie that netflix autoplayed

- the two of you get a notification and look at your phones at the same time

UPDATE: Midtown School of Science and Technology has now been shut down for the rest of the 2019-2020 school year. Online school will continue.

- the two of you visibly shrink

- deadass

- like you just slump over and toss your phone

- you curl up into the boy and a tear rolls down your cheek cause it finally hits you

- this shit is real..

- you sniffle and peter immediately turns to you and wipes your cheek

"hey, it's okay. i'm here."

"i don't know, i just... miss everyone, i guess."

- he nods

- and then he kisses you

- oh so softly

- i'm here

- ...

- okay MOMENT OVER I CAN'T TAKE HOW SERIOUS THAT WAS

- BASICALLY AFTER THAT YOU TWO DON'T REALLY DECLARE ANYTHING BUT YOU DO SPEND A LOT OF QUARANTINE MAKING OUT.... OOPS

+ + +

thank u for reading loves

MWAH

#peter parker #tom holland #peter parker imagines #marvel #mcu #spiderman #peter parker x reader #spiderman x reader #fanfic #fluff #writing #peter #parker #thomas holland

[seenashwrite]

14.12 Round-Up

I mean... okay.

This one is essentially what I would’ve posted had I live-blogged. No analysis, really, because there’s nothing to analyze. So, let us begin with my first thoughts whist gazing upon the first scene:

It's. Made. Of. Trash. Cans.

Yes, he's teary-eyed, and yes, and stellar Jensen work, and yes, and feels, and yes, and “Sam!”, and yes, and shit, but - and I can't emphasize this enough----

It's. Made. Of. Trash. Cans.

More importantly, like I said last week, he can imagine this scenario just fine, except it's the cosplay dude in there. Under the ocean of your mind is easier on the noggin than walk-in freezer, methinks. Tinier bangs, muffled screaming.

Clawed-up wall is very nice touch.

SERIAL KILLER?!?!  YASSSSSS!!! IS THIS AN ACTUAL CASE?!?!!? Oh and nice underwater visuals... kicking it this week, set design and cinematography!

Why is there no other way, Dean? I can think of three. But none of that matters - Sam and Cas, here's what y'all do, it's called valium. Slip five of those in his whiskey, his system can take it. Then I'd like to introduce you to two of my friends, intubation and a propofol drip. Stick him in a room - preferably Maggie’s, after you kick her out - and presto, time to figure out how to open The Cage and swap Michaels.

I know y'all hate Nick but that guard was working my nerves, so props to ol' Limpy, there. And again with the pretty color and nice shot. More props to the crew, yo.

What is this trip about? Y'all keep talking about what it isn't, so what the shit is it? Is it one last bro bonding for the road? Y'know, for the road on the road? Or are they on their way to dump him into the ocean? Then where's the casket*? The casket which, I feel it necessary to point out---

Is. Made. Out. Of. Trash. Cans.

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* ETA: I’ve been informed it was in a trailer on the back of Baby, which somehow I compleeeeetely missed. I zoned out a lot in this one, it was so damn repetitive between the heavy-handed comparisons in the subplot to Dean’s situation, and the identical-but-with-different-words convos between Dean and Sam/Dean and Cas that kept happening over and over and over and over and over and....

.

Blah-blah-blah Pharaoh's plague, first born, got it. And I assume he's another prophet since y'all blew that wad in the title and in the "Then" with the Donny stuff. And plus the whispery voices. And it's happening because he's brain-dead, not dead-dead. Watch. I'm right.

[mere moments]

Hey, girl. Yeah, you. You, in the mirror. You're hella good at the pedestrian scripting stuff. Mwah. Let's see if you're right about the rest.

(I'm right. I’m always right. #humbly)

Ahhh, half-time. Good. I need a brownie.

Ooooh Sam with the gritty voice upon entry (I absolutely meant that to sound dirty) and hey it's Gabriel wallpaper!

Welp. A choke, two punches, and a gunshot later, we are off to an exciting second half, I hope.

Oh.... ohhhh.... thank you Cassy baby for that scoop. [clears throat] Hey, girl. It's me. Me-You, again. You and your sexy brain that predicts the easily predictable deserves a second brownie. Double-mwah.

Nicky, you're about to get a case of the ghosties----- and damn, there we go! Oof, awkward. Or hell maybe it is Luci. Testing him. In a way, I hope not, I was hoping he'd be all skeletal and tarred. Minus the dollar store Terminator effect, of course. This is a good scene. It's well acted. Pellegrino just gives 120% with any material he's given, he's a gem.

YES, CAS. Give him the business. PS: I love whoever has the stethoscope on Misha like that, or if he did it I love him - my point is, somebody is close to somebody in the medical profession because we---- ER, UM, I MEAN THEY #secret identity--- don't just hang out with the 'scope like that. Hilarious. *chef's kiss* Perfect for Cas.

No, he won't die, dude. Why do they write Sam as the dumbest smart person sometimes?  It's a vent, not fucking bypass. Vents are for people who can't breathe on their own for whatever reason or because they're in surgery or whatnots, and Donny was making with the conscious. He was wide awake. It's all good, yo. Your bigger worry is D-Dog coming out of it and still being loopy and spazzing out and jerking the tube, jacking his trachea.

I would happily wake up to that mug in my face, btw. Hey, girl, he'd say. Look who's wakey-wakey eggs and bakey. Because he's Dean, and Dean would say something sexy like that because he'll be so swoony when his tired ass eyes met my bloodshot crusty ones. Supes romantic.

Are we really almost done with this episode? I feel like we haven't gotten a lot accomplished. Not Dean-Sam-Cas wise, I mean. There's been plenty of story, and a decently cool story, otherwise. The rest has been repetitive "Don't do it" - "Imma do it" dialogue.

He's not gonna do it.

Know how I know?

*Boop*

Yeah, yeah, I should separate real life and pretend, but to this I say: not all conflict and drama has to be life-or-death for the main players. It's actually kinda ridiculous to try to do it in modern times (at least, not constantly) with how tapped-in fans are with the industry, we know about contract renewals and such. You know the last best drama this show had? Dean waking up with demon eyes. You wanna talk about some cliff-damn-hanger motherfucking drama. The possibilities, all the unknown. Not only is he not dead, he's also *himself* - a different version of himself, a primal version. That, friends, is seldom done and even less frequently done well, and Ackles did it very, very well. Ah, Demon Dean, we hardly knew thee. I've digressed.

This ending scene is basically Jared's AKF drill, and I'm not shitting on it, legit, I'm truly not - my point is to say it's effective because he means it. Padalecki is at his best when they give him something of significance to work with, they should do it more often. And hey lookee there, Dean agreed. ::sigh:: But, I mean... what about... all that hard... all those five minutes you... I just.... what about the box? You know, the kickass piece of craftsmanship that, I would be remiss if I didn't remind us all -----

Is. Made. Out. Of. Trash. Cans.

Okay, that was largely uneventful, given the content. It's weird - the content means I shouldn't feel "meh", but I'm "meh". Opening scene by far the best, and again, set design and cinematography get high-fives throughout. See ya next week - that preview looked encouraging.

#SPN Spoilers #14.12 #Nash Watches Live #SPN Season 14 #SPN S14 #SPN XIV #Queueby Dooby Doo #Dad's on a blog post and #he hasn't been queued in a few days

[bangimaginestantexts]

JHope rough daddy kink smut oh god end me please (48 Hour Asks) I'm shameless but I luv u~

Crazy in love - Beyonce

Warning: SMUT

“Don’t talk to me like that. You know how Daddy doesn’t like it.”

The sudden turn of events got you flustered. Your boyfriend was usually the dominant type though tonight, he was acting a whole lot different to what you were used too.

“Daddy? Is that what we’re doing now? We hadn’t discussed this.” 

He grabbed your arm roughly, pulling you towards the exit of the restaurant he had brought you too. What you thought was going to be a romantic night out, had turned into a weird experience for you. He had been acting above you all night, holding onto you like you were his most prized possession, and being very flirtatious and touchy. Although he usually was soft and caring towards you when you went out, this wasn’t at all close to what you were used to. As you both rushed out the front doors of the restaurant into the cold night, he pulled you to the side of the building. The area wasn’t open to many eyes as it was dark were you stood but, the casual leavers of the restaurant were still open to barely see anything you two were doing. 

His lips came in contact with yours harshly, leaving you shocked, although you didn’t really want to stop him. When you finally gained your focus back to reality, you pulled away, pushing your hands against his chest. You looked around nervously, seeing if any eyes had caught you in the moment with your boyfriend but thankfully, there was no one around.

“Hobi! What the hell?!” 

You yelled, hitting his chest. He just smirked at you, leaving a feeling of uncertainty in the pit of your stomach. He suddenly grabbed hold of your wrists, bringing them up around his neck, his hands then quickly moved down to grab your ass roughly, and then he slapped you hard. You yelped a little, but you’d be lying if you said you weren’t turned on by how rough he was being with you. He rested his forehead to yours, his eyes baring into your own.

“Don’t, call me that kitten.” 

You could feel the heat rising in your body, and also between your legs. He was looking at you like you were honestly his last meal. 

“What should I call you then?”

Playing along with his game, as dangerous as it was coming across, you pushed yourself harder against his body, and you heard the faintest moan leave his lips. 

“Daddy, Kitten. You’re going to call me Daddy. Now lets get out of here before I fuck you against this wall.” 

The motel you found only 5 minutes away from the restaurant was dark and vintage. Almost creepy, though you were confused as to why he didn’t just drive the both of you home to continue this little play thing he was trying to accomplish.

“Are you gunna be good kitten?”

He whispered into your ear from behind. As soon as you walked through the door to your room, he had his tie off in seconds. He grabbed your wrists roughly, pulling them behind your back. He had never tried to tie you up before. It wasn’t even something you’d spoken about with him, though the more he kept surprising you, the more you wanted him to fuck you. 

“What happens if I don’t?” 

You heard him laugh at you as he finished tying the tie around your wrists. One of his hands moved to your waist and the other to the middle of your back as he started forcing you towards the bed. 

“You’ve already messed up kitten. One, you didn’t call me Daddy, and two, you’re being a smartass.” 

As he said that, he pushed you hard down on the bed, making you land on your stomach. It didn’t take much time for him at all to roughly pull up your dress, exposing your ass and the little black thong you had decided to wear earlier that evening. His low chuckle filled the room and that’s when you looked up, noticing there was a mirror above the bed, and you could see the look on his face perfectly. You already knew how wet you were from his actions, and you were craving for him to touch you. 

“I’m being a what, daddy?” 

You said in a childish tone, wiggling your ass a little. He noticed you looking at him in the mirror and his expression changed quicker then you blinked your eye. He looked slightly angry. 

“I said, you’re being, a smartass!”

He said through gritted teeth, then suddenly, a hard slap came across your ass. Causing a choked moan to leave your mouth. Light, loving taps were what you were used too but this, was just amazing. You wanted so much more, so you wiggled your ass again, moaning out his name. Then another hard slap hit the same spot again, and again. You cried out in pleasure, feeling the sweet sting on your skin.

“You’re such a disobedient kitten you know that?”

You moaned loudly as you starting moving your hips against the mattress, trying to show him how bad you wanted him. 

“I said,”

Smack.

“Call me.”

Smack.

“Daddy!” 

Smack. 

“Daddy please.”

You begged loudly. Your legs spread further apart now. You felt his fingers hook under your thong but he was in no rush.

“Please Daddy what?”

“Please Daddy, please fuck me good. I promise I won’t disobey you again.”

He laughed again, slowly dragging your underwear down your thighs. The cool air on your heat made you shiver slightly.

“Mm, my kitten like’s it when Daddy takes off her panties doesn’t she?” 

You whimpered at his words, never hearing him talk like this before.

“Yes Daddy.”

Suddenly, you felt his finger rub over your clit fast, causing an intense amount of pleasure shoot through your body, but he stopped quicker then he started, gliding his finger down to your entrance for a second, before pulling away. 

“Mm you’re so wet for Daddy kitten. I haven’t touched your pussy all night and you’re already good to go. Fuck Daddy’s gunna fuck you good.”

Between your legs was on fire now. He needed to do something quick before you started screaming. You felt him move your legs so that you were spread on your knees, your chest still against the mattress. The jingle of his belt hit your ears and you started getting even more excited knowing he was about to give you what you wanted. His hands grabbed the middle of the tie wrapped around your wrists, and pulled you upwards roughly so you were now able to look him dead in the eyes through the mirror. The expression on your face wasn’t something you’d seen before, and same goes for him. He looked powerful and in control, and you looked fucked out beyond belief. 

“Daddy please fuck me now. I need you inside me.” 

Credit to GIF owner

HEHE ok I don’t know how I wrote this but I did so yeah. Eff me up Hoseok is all I can say. God dam. Anon sorry this took me a while but peeps be asking for deets and imma deliver! MWAH x

#hoseok smut #jung hoseok #jhope smut #jhope #jhope imagine #bts smut #hoseok daddy

[buckybilson-blog]

Research in Games with a capital R (and a capital G)

Are there any video games you can think off of the top of your head where you have to do Research (with a capital R - creating a question, info gathering and then info sorting and discarding, preferably across different formats) in order to succeed/survive?

YES! I mean this is a deep question but I think the answer is definitely yes.

The root of gaming lies in problem-solving, the application of skills to an unknown and alien, or indeed familiar environment. There are obviously games that require minimal problem-solving (think a lot of FPS shooters: DOOM, CoD etc) but even they when different intentions are applied (multiplayer, speed-running, achievement-hunting) can become exercises in complicated min-max'ing activities and strategy designing.

Let's take some examples of games that require you to design a question (how do I defeat this particular enemy?), collect information (attempt multiple different strategies), sort that information (what worked/what didn't work?) and identify the optimal strategy (Yay I won). Imma list a few:

Dark Souls (1-3) + Bloodbourne + Demon Souls (IE FromSoft back catalogue)

Darkest Dungeon

ARK

Payday 1+2 (more 2 tbh)

XCOM

MOBAs in general (Dota, LoL, HotS)

Card games (Hearthstone, Gwent etc)

Final Fantasy I-XXXXXXXXX

Metal Gear Solid I-V

Player Unknown (sooooort of)

Stellaris

Stardew valley

Offworld Trading Company.

I'll split those into... let's say three categories:

Single-Player Combat: Dark souls Darkest Dungeon XCOM FF XXXXXXX

Single-Player Empire/Economy: Stellaris Stardew Valley Offworld Trading Co

Multiplayer Competitive: MOBAs Player Unknown Hearthstone

Bugger, that leaves Payday and ARK which don't really fit. I guess Payday can be collaborative multiplayer and ARK is both that and Multiplayer Competitive. I'll use them as examples like somewhere.

So Single Player Combat:

These games are hard and a lot of people resort to guides to complete them. Well, fair enough that's a really simple way of stating "yes research is required to complete this game" but that's a little simplistic. These games require the player to understand them at a deep level. In the case of Dark Souls it can literally come down to learning how many frames of attack (ie literally how many miniscule motions) an enemy has in order to maximise the possibility of defeating them. For a player not following a guide, this requires many many attempts and different positioning to learn each moveset that an enemy has to design an optimal path. Darkest Dungeon has enemies with completely unknown behaviours until you see them happen or create the environment for them to occur. In order to learn the possibilities, you have to test theorums (this enemy has a suprisingly low number of moves which makes me wonder whether they have more. I wonder what happens if they catch fire NB: YOU CAN'T SET PEOPLE ON FIRE.). XCOM: the AI has identified my standard movements, I need to adjust and develop new strategies. FF One through to a billion (I lost count) learning about bosses takes multiple attempts and different team formations and development of characters.

In a broader sense, RPG elements: only by experimenting with different stat and equipment loadouts can you learn which will be successful. AI elements: if the enemy AI is learning your movements, you need to formulate new strategies in order to counter this.

Single-Player Economy:

This will be shorter: Games will have optimal strats (See Stardew Valley, strawberries for life yo) but identifying the method to getting there and identified that strawberries were designed to form the greatest communist society the world has ever known (seriously Stardew Valley is low-key communist uprising material, check it out) takes time.

Stellaris literally has researchers that you send out to collect information about the worlds around you. Yes this information is usually pretty basic (this planet is habitable, this planet is unhabitable, this planet is covered in bees so like you make the call) but you as the emperor/hive-mind need to decide which is best for your people/robots/hegemonous swarm to move to.

Multiplayer Competitive:

This is probably the easiest example for me because I spend so much time playing them but as a competitive Hearthstone or MOBA player, you are expected to keep up with the meta and learn about the current archetypes being played. You need to know about all the interactions that abilities/cards play against another, I mean watch this: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nJDHtyh7PU 

and tell me that isn't some complicated mechanics that the player has to hunt down themselves and understand and then adjust their play style to account for.

In games like Player Unknown, there are so many random variables that it is difficult to identify what an optimal strategy is. Hearthstone/MOBA games can probably by and large be expressed as mathematical equations (this was in fact done for a derivative game-type of Hearthstone to a high degree of success) but competitive FPS' are much more random. HOWEVER, there are significant elements to research and adapt for. Player Unknown, the global phenomenom that it is, is buggy as hell. Use of these bugs is now commonly adopted and gives a great advantage to the experimenter (look up crouch-jumping, snap-aiming etc).

IDK that feels like a lot to be getting on with and hopefully answers the question. MWAH. bye.

#Research #gaming #friendinoquestiono