#IN MY BRAIN AAAAAAAAAA

[hyperfixiation-station]

Ex-soldier!reader who nannies Ghosts kidd while he's away on missions. Who notice people who have never been on theirhis street before out and about. Who gets his kid out of the house just before it blows up. Who goes on the run with the kid while Ghosts enemies hunt them down. Who is injured and solely focused on keeping the kid alive. Who makes it to the safe house Ghost gave them "just in case". Who pistol-whips Soap when he shows up. Who almsot cries when the kid screams daddy as Ghost walks in behind Soap. Who resists the urge to run unto his arms just like his kid did. Who end up in them anyways when they collapse from exhaustion and stress.

Who finally gets a kiss when they wake up in the medbay.

#brain worms #i dunno man #someone write it #i have to many fics rn😭 #cod fanfic #simon ghost riley #cod #ghost fanfiction #ghost x reader #cod x reader #john soap mactavish #no beta we die like men #call of duty #aaaaaaaaaa #asdfghjk #my brain #hates me #spitball #blurb #random thoughts

[lem0nbuug]

The kinito brain rot is getting to me bro

#kinito my beloved #kinitopet #kinito the axolotl #the brain rot is real #brain rot #my brain #aaaaaaaaaa

[we-dont-talk-about-potato-nonono]

get it? cuz they’re both rabbits and from an indie show from Youtube :D

#fictional talking bunnies taking over my brain now aaaaaaaaaa #the amazing digital circus #tadc #jax #angel hare #angel gabby #fanart #fandom #my art #art by me #ibispaintx #what if.. jax is jonah? #nahhhh that’s a dumb theory xD #however i do have a headcanon that they both know each other outside their world

[pkmntrainerebee]

ADHD moment

#adhd moment #when the #when the brain just WONT #STOP TALKING #aaaaaaaaaa #actually adhd #adhd brain #adhd things #adhd problems #adhd #neurodivergent #audhd #digital art #my art #vent doodle

[7lizardsinacoat]

uhhhhhh steph color wip i may go more tealish with the shadows idk

edit: heading in this direction (may make the purple more neon ish idk)

edit: guess who changed direction again

dont look at me i want to do a good job

#brbrbrbrbbrrb #thats how my brain feels rn #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #this is looking like mariah so quickly ibe one been painting this for like 30 minutes wowie #AAAAAAAAAA #ive repainted this fully #and im not joking when i say this #5 times #hhhhhh

[lavenderr-starrs]

I don’t know what trigun is I don’t know what it’s about

ALL I KNOW

Is that I’m considering picking it up cause of this mfer right here I KEEP SEEING HIM POP UP AT RANDOM NO MATTER WHERE I AM OR WHAT IM DOING?!

I need to grab him by his face and squeeze him like a stress ball??? His names Vash so I’ve seen

Vash Sir I’m going to pinch your face like my middle eastern grandma be very afraid

#vash stampede #vash the stampede #trigun #I’m sorry to my mutuals who watch me go through different phases of blorbo #my Brain is like a nuclear microwave always thinking #and need to get shit done BUT KNOW #NO* #I got fifty blorbos frying my brain and potentially new one on the way from the looks of it?! #AAAAAAAAAA

[trentcrimminallybeautiful]

im thinkin about clear-sighted trent crimm having a demigod daughter he's terrified for, about adult demigod how-on-earth-did-he-survive-this-long ted lasso (worried for his kid, too, he's not half god but is there too much ted in him, is it safer if ted is literally an ocean away?) meeting this cynical, witty journalist and first realizing he's kinder than he looks (cracking him like an egg in under a day and trent's heart hurts) and then wondering why on earth he apparently has the worst taste in men (trent doesn't want to do this, but it's the only plan he has, finding someone with a horrible enough smell that even the monsters won't find them, and he's terrified because he wants to protect his daughter from the monsters that keep showing up and he is desperate at this point, he's had too many close calls, but actively seeking out someone who will hurt him is kind of fucking worse in some ways--he'd do anything for her but what if this is worse for her, too--but what else can he do, he's a useless old journalist and he can try and fight but what can he fucking do?) and then a monster attacks a press conference or some shit and everyone is screaming and running and ted watches in shock as trent crimm stares at the monster with wide, understanding eyes, and trent watches in shock as ted lasso pulls out a fucking sword.

#this au is very very vague but it's exploding in my brain #rotating. explosion and unexplosion and explosion loop #tctvau #pjo au #this is so incredibly vague rn is just. AAAAAAAAAA #shes too young for camp damn it this shouldn't even be an issue but it is it is she's so godsdamn bright #he's terrified of when he'll have to send her away he's terrified of her dying young #and then ted. ted who shouldn't have lived this long but has #maybe just by grace of having a minor god as a parent--strong enough its an issue but small enough it could be much worse--or maybe he's go #help (beard is a satyr. btw.) #ted who Gets It #or maybe ted isn't even a demigod #fuck actually the idea of him and beard both being satyrs is. ough #or hell maybe ted's a minor god. trents like (hysterically) do i have a type??? #ANYWAY i have just. vaguely spinning

[patchodraws]

new crack theory just dropped, the curious cat is the tree !!!

the cat has been to the tree once

the cat knows when it’s someone’s time to go

the cat wants to know everything which can help it help people and know when they’re ready to move on

the cat can give part of their heart to others

the cat is the tree and they will decide when team rwby can get to the tree because you don’t go to the tree, the tree comes to you

#rwby #rwby volume 9 spoilers #i’m probably wrong but #aaaaaaaaaa #turning this theory around in my brain like a rotisserie chicken

[mabaki]

iykyk

#mabaki #sketch #my art #IYKYK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #Hi welcome to my brain in which i continue to torture him and he hates me cuz i put him in shit he wouldn't wear #who knows will i yeet this later idk dawg LMAO #im gonna run away now AAAAAAAAAA

[zhongrin]

LUSH haul bc i'm going back soon and i can hear my bathtub calling my name ✨

#rin rambles #they all smell heavenly mmmmmm #yes i bought the dragon's egg again sHUSH HSKDJSJDLSJD #*hides behind dragon hubby* #i feel like i accidentally made all of these tie together into a story but that's probably just my delusional brain again hdkirjrledjwkjrpe #i also have a bath salt a friend gave me for my birthday (that arrived super late hahahahh) and i'm excited to try them too aaaaaaaaaa

[sterling-dragon]

It is time.... time to start listening to my first book club book. I'm soooo excited.... yay...

#this was actually one I was excited to read #but my brain is like aaaaaaaaaa because 400+ page book I have two weeks to read #i rented the audiobook so we shall see how it goes #Oh! update: none of mine got chosen which personally im not upset about #i dont want to lead a discussion #do you have any idea how much i would put into it? #id make a gd powerpoint presentation #their eyes would glaze over #6 hours later and im still explaining the intricacies of the plot #havent even gotten to the discussion questions

[lem0nbuug]

SCHOOL LEAVE ME ALONE I WANT TO PLAY AND DRAW INSCRYPTION

#inscryption #inscryption game #school is kicking my ass #let me be silly #brain rot #i just want to play #the game #aaaaaaaaaa

[popponn]

poppon !! hi hii hwehe ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ i wanted tew come by ‘n visit u bcz i wanted to tell you mi thoughts abt yoichi !! (‘n i noticed darnyoure becoming a caelus luver ‘n i was jumpin up ‘n down bcz i am also a caelus luver ! i fink i hav a thing for puppie boys ) but dis is soo long ‘m so sorrie !

but i was jus thinkin abt yoichi ‘n da holidays . . how cozy ‘n warm the dates would be— baking ginger bread cookies ‘n hearing him shout ‘n panic bcz why does da dough look so gloopy ?! ‘n all you can do is just laugh ‘n tease him about how horrible he is at baking but it doesn’t matter bcz it’s yoichi, ‘n he just pouts at your tease and declares that he’ll learn this recipe inside ‘n out so he can perfect it bcz that’s just him, he was a perfectionist ‘n he wanted to do everything he could to make sure that the blush on your cheeks and the sweet little grin you give him stays on forever.

don’t get mi started on da actual decorating part! i always thought dat yoichi was good at drawing since one of his fav subjects was art hwehe so ofc he gives you a smug little smirk when he sees how messy your gingerbread man looks compared to his, ofc dat grin goes away when you huff and pluck off his gingerbread man’s gum drop bcz gasp ! “how dare you?! a gum drop button?! those are precious!” he’d whine while grumbling and taking the bowl of frosting and using his finger to smear it across your nose. oh now it’s an all out war ! the kitchen is filled with the da sounds of your giggles ‘n shouting as you chase each other around your apartment, trying to run as fast as you can away from him but he’s so fast! he’s much too fast but you shouldn’t be surprised, he’s a professional athlete so when he catches you by your waist and spins you around so fast it makes the both of you dizzy, ‘n he falls onto the plush cushions of your couch while you two pant and laugh breathlessly, mindlessly looking up at the ceiling. it’s quiet for a few minutes, both of you basking in the delightful sounds of crackling fire from your fireplace and the gosh scent of gingerbread and vanilla frosting wafts over to you both like a warm hug . “come here,” he murmurs to you, reaching for your hand lazily as you thread your fingers together. you crawl into his arms and cling, gently throwing your leg over his own and he drops a kiss onto the crown of your head. “merry christmas.”

tumblr user yaakultt your taste in man is superb i approve!!!!!! and it's the charming greenflags you know :(( i understand :(( and DONT SAY SORRY I ENJOY THIS SO MUCH THANK YOU WHATT

10000/10. no notes. i wont add anything. this is perfect. omg. this is glorious ue ue yoichiii :(((( ue ue winter cuddle with the boy of all time :'''(((( truly where happiness lies

#kayla ueaudkad this made my day thank u for sharing this omg :((((( #so domestic so sweet so yoichi aydhiald im sobbing <33 #when he catches you by your waist and spins you around i feel like ascending kayla ily ily ily #babblings #i hope u dont mind if i tag it just a bit so some lucky souls could get this yoichi sweetness too!! :3 #isagi x reader #isagi fluff #isagi yoichi x reader #guys kayla is a gift to this world do u know ue ue ue kaylaaa :((( im a broken radio but this is AAAAAAAAAA #i will reread this over and over again then i will also come to your inbox the moment my brain is no longer a fluffy mush!! wait for me!!!

[vaxxy-the-raven]

14 year old me deserved better

we shouldn't have been bullied, our parents shouldn't have emotionally neglected us, we shouldn't have been allowed free reign on the internet

i have irreversible trauma all because my parents didn't understand the difference between giving shelter & food to someone and real parenting

i felt abandoned and unloved and pushed away and hated

i felt utterly worthless to, and unwanted by, the very people who had fought to have me

my parents went through IVF to have me, you know, and yet my whole life I've never really felt loved or wanted by them

i ended up so alone and scared i fell into an older person's trap and was hurt in ways that i didn't understand back then

i felt so broken and discarded, like i truly had nothing left to give to anyone else

it really fucked me up

i understand how this all happened and it sickens me

i hate that some parents hate their children and hurt them internationally, i hate that some parents don't know love and therefore can't give it to their own children in the future

i hate that people refuse to accept that girls can be evil and predatory, i hate that we treat victims as criminals even if they "followed every rule"

its no wonder i gave up on my education in the end

its no wonder i stopped living

im stuck and I feel helpless

i was talking to people, I was getting help, I was making progress (and technically i still am but not in ways that truly help in the long run) but it got too overwhelming and i just fucking shut down again

i feel trapped in a body that doesn't belong to me

it never did and never will

i feel trapped in a cycle of anger and sadness and sickness and exhaustion

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i feel so fucking stuck

so fucking done

i woke up at 6am today and i couldn't fall back asleep

i trued writing it off, literally by writing fanfiction, and I've refreshed tumblr and twitter so many times since I woke up that in kind of sick of them

its now 8am and I feel dead

but not energy wise

just emotionally unwound

I'll probably feel better after i have some water and talk to my boyfriend, knowing me

but i wanted to talk about how just fucked everything feels

i feel like a vase someone smashed into smithereens and that was put back together with paper mache and string

her name kills me almost every time I see or hear it now

i think i might hate myself less than her these days, honestly

she stole my innocence and my trust and my childish love

she robbed me of a colour, of a book series, of a movie, of a flower and of so much more

she probably doesn't even remember me anymore, if she's still alive after everything

i don't know what I'd prefer

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would i rather she got help and found love and happiness?

would i rather the opposite?

i feel too tired to care

she's not the last, nor am i certain she was truly the first

but she ruined me in ways nobody else could dream to

she left a sickness in my veins that i cant get rid of

its almost become lovely

i would miss it if it were gone

the hate is ugly and hisses, but i take comfort in its heat

maybe i am broken, maybe she broke me, maybe

i woke up today with terrible thoughts of things i dont want to do to myself or to others

thats fucked up

i can't remember if i was always like this or if she did this

maybe its both

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all i know is that im tired

i want to stop hurting

i want to stop being scared

i want to stop being angry

i want to stop being sad

i want to stop being so tired

i just want to live and love

i love people, i do

i hate feeling such strong hatred that im not so sure is even really my own

i just want to be happy

i feel sick

#im safe #i just need to vent #already calling my boyfriend #please don't worry #just brain busy must yell #cw whatever the fuck this is #how do i tag this shit #triggering content #is this the ocd or the trauma? is it both? (: #vent #aaaaaaaaaa #cw child neglect #cw intrusive thoughts #cw grooming #i guess??? feels wrong to me but i think?? #im so fucking tired #will probably delete later

[nerdyenby]

I am having Thoughts about the parallels between DL and Limited Life Scott and Martyn.

From the get go of both of these seasons, people were making groups and finding allies all around them, but these two ended up alone.

Scott struggled to find his soulmate in Double Life and got increasingly discouraged as more and more people found their partners around him. Eventually he got tired of waiting and decided to make a bond with someone he chose and someone who chose him: Cleo. When eventually Pearl and Martyn came back to finally meet their soulmates, they had moved on. Their destined partner no longer wanted them, and this drove a wrench between the two. Soon they no longer had each other either, and Martyn was alone.

Starting Limited Life, Scott didn’t have any alliances off the bat, but everyone else did. While he was off preparing, everyone moved on and established alliances, leaving him in the dust. Similar happened to Martyn. They found each other, agreed to be allies, and went back to gathering resources independently as they were before. Only for Martyn to catch the bogeyman curse. He had already been excluded from the server’s established groups, who most people were sticking with at the time, and he only had Scott. If he went back to Scott, he could be consumed by the curse and lose the only tentative friendship he’s managed to make, so he stays away, running in the opposite direction until he’s able to satiate the bloodlust threatening to consume him.

Of course, he can’t tell Scott why. He can’t tell Scott anything, not with the urge to kill pumping through his veins. So Scott knows nothing except for the fact that Martyn said he’d be back and he isn’t. He was abandoned. Again. A near perfect reflection of the first episode of Double Life.

#something about Martyn not coming home out of fear of losing Scott before even getting to be together in the first place #the bogeyman curse is eating my brain #also I haven’t watched Martyn’s pov yet so this is primarily based off of Scott’s and also vibes #traffic smp #limited life smp #limited life scott #limited life martyn #mean gills #double life smp #I am so normal about the traffic series if you can’t tell #EVERYONES A VICTIM AND EVERYONES AN ANTAGONIST #THEY JUST GET HURT AND HURT EACH OTHER AND GET HURT AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN #AAAAAAAAAA #nerdy’s traffic analysis

[girlwiththegreenhat]

nobody talk to me this is literally all i am going to think about for the next week

#deltarune #deltarune spoilers #deltarune chapter 3 #queen #rouxls kaard #GIRL WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGG LMFAO #BOTH OF YOU??? ?? #THAT IS THE SILLIEST STRAW IVE EVER SEEN #WHY ARE YOU JUST CHILLIN LIKE THAT HOW ARE YOU COMFORTABLE #FUCKED UP WOMAN!!! SHES FUCKED UP I LOVE HER SM!!!!! #ALSO!!!! POINTS AGGRESSIVLY THEY ARE STANDING IN THE SAME ROOM TOGETHER THIS HAS SHORTED OUT MY BRAINCELL #rouxls is almost surely a lamp because queen is bullying him or perhaps he thinks hes being sneaky #but ill take what i can fucking get they are hanging out this counts in my stupid little brain my faves are Hanging Out (no they are not) #theyre in the same. room together....... #WHERES LANC ER #my brain is vibrating so hard its about to clip out of my skull and slam into the wall at terminal velocity #im actually insane rn. for many reasons. DID YALL SEE TASQUE MANAGER AAAAAAAAAA #AND TWO THIRDS OF SCC AND MORE LIGHT WORLD SHENANIGANS WITH KRIS AND SUSIE YEAHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAA #liz blogs