#ITS VERY OBVIOUS MIN HAS HAD A CRUSH ON RYAN SINCE AT LEAST LIKE MIDDLESCHOOL OR HIGH SCHOOL

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i could write a 3 page essay on the romantic tension and turmoil contained within min about ryan before i even touch on the other way around bro the gay subtext is so fucking palpable

#cherryz txt #infinity train spoilers ? #<kinda ig bcus i wanna ramble in the tagz here we GO #ITS VERY OBVIOUS MIN HAS HAD A CRUSH ON RYAN SINCE AT LEAST LIKE MIDDLESCHOOL OR HIGH SCHOOL #BUT ITS ALSO LIKE SUPER CONFLICTED FOR HIM DUE TO THE PASSIVENESS INSTILLED ON HIM BY HIS PARENTS #CONFLICTING WITH RYANS IMPULSIVENESS DUE TO HIS PARENTS' NEGLIGENCE AND HIS NEED FOR ATTENTION HE DIDNT RECEIVE #WHICH ARE THINGS MIN COULDNT BRING HIMSELF TO EVEN THINK ABOUT MENTIONIGN UNTIL THE TRAIN SO LIKE #ok ill stop shouting now but its a GOOD SOLID few years of that turmoil kinda building up in min and thats not even GETTING to like #it being the 80s and the way his parents are theres probably internalized homophobia in there too which adds this layer of shame to it all #min out here getting the hots for his rowdy rocker best friend and internally curling up into a ball over it #VERY MUCH NOT HELPED BY RYAN ON THE TRAIN LIKE..... this man leaves for a few months and comes back and they end up in fucking #FUCKED UP TRAIN DIMENSION and dudes bein CUTE and FLIRTY and FRUITY on a FRIDAY NIGHT..... #ryan is the fruitiest motherfucker in teh whole series btw theres no debating that it definitely doesnt help mins situation either #its like min repressed all these thoughts and feelings for a while and then ryan comes back and the train knows EXACTLY how to bring it bac #back up ** tag limit jdfhkjgf but i dont think the train could cure the comphet esp w all teh factors contributing to it #so while their friendship is improved in terms of communication n shit min still has sum very gay demons locked up for a bit ykno?? #im rambling like crazy my point got muddled JHFJKSDGS #ITS SO PALPABLE AT EVERY TURN THO LIKE yea mins a reserved and shy guy being embarrassed by touchy feely stuff is normal #but the extent is like.... bro ur best friend hugged u and u get red in the face.... and then later ur initiating that contact instead? #INTERESTING VERY INTERESTING MR PARK THIS IS GOING ON UR PERMANENT RECORD #and then theres the MAZE SCENE oh boy oh boy WHATS YKNOW MEAN HMM? all the dialogue in that scene is definitely like #far far deeper than just what happened at the gallery car and relates back to the turmoil like min cares so much abt ryan #min has these INTENSE FEELINGS hes FEELING the EFFECTS but ryan is just too reckless and that definitely scares min like ryan almost DIED #min was raised on being careful and realism and planning ahead and doing what ur Supposed To and even tho ryans whole fuckin #rowdy adventure boy shit is very attractive to him its also like. no thats WRONG BAD THINGS ARE GONNA HAPPEN!! #ITS HARD to put trust in someone who is so sporadic and who its hard to have a sit down convo abt that stuff w #at least for someone like min it is and the gallery car highlighted this and made a lot of his turmoil abt ryan bubble over #which is the point of the train duh its the plot of the season n shti but its just #its such a good complex depiction of relationships and shit and im fuckigng obsessed #I HAVENT EVEN TALKED ABT RYANS PERSPECTIVE HERE THIS IS ALL ABOUT MIN BAYBEY!!!!!!!! THERES SO MUCH