#Im not pretty or likable enough to have someone just get so strong intrest in me its impossible...

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Biggest problem with me is really that I can't seriously think someone likes me more than like maybe a friend. So if anyone does show such signs... I just kinda mentally shut it down and deny it and sabotage myself potentially

Because I can't see anyone without any ulterior motive showing interest in me

#miranda talking shit #I really just end up.... Trying to figure out what they want? Like... What could you gain from being nice to me....? #Because no one sane would look at me or learn anything about me and decide im dating material #Aaaalso probably why i am so hung up on friends to lovers bc i... I just cant see anyone liking me otherwise #I guess its a good thing i think this way too? Bc its not uncommon for there to be people out there hoping to manipulate you for their own #Gain. But i also think i... Am probably just doubting genuine people but it just puts me so on edge ? #Considering my autism and how easy it usually is for us to trust others it might be a blessing i do this... #I just assume anyone showing romantic things towards me are either joking or want something from me #Im not pretty or likable enough to have someone just get so strong intrest in me its impossible... #Liking me is insane like .... Who would ... And if you do... Im sorry /: like i feel bad for friends who even like me .... Damn #Negative