#Im so scared and anxious

[rockinmusicquarterly]

hm

#bug fables #idk if tumblr will destroy the quality of this so sorry in advance #how do i draw #do i see kabbu as a father figure to vi? kind of but like‚ not really #to me he's like an older sibling who is so anxious over the responsibilities he places on himself that he acts like a parent #leif just thinks it's funny #anyway i don't know how perspective works and im scared

[wildwren]

when you're out here feverishly making and sharing content for a show most people are gleefully expressing violent hatred towards all over the internet

#listen im not saying im not scared and wary #and very anxious about them letting me down with his arc #but for now i just want to scream about this fucking legend #he means so much to meeeee #arondir #the rings of power #rings of power #trop

[cinnamon-phrog]

GUYS!!!!!!! GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK WHAT CAME IN THE POST TODAY

MY SILLIES!!!!!! THE THREE OF THEM!!!!!

I taught myself to plait properly just so I can do Reds' hair [I find I can do someone elses' hair but not my own yet]

I had a chocolate bunny for easter and kept the bell and ribbon and I think it looks cute asf on Duck <33 I tied the bow myself it looks a bit shabby but idrc

Also I had a little jumper from another plush I had and I think it looks cosy on Yellow :3

#i'm more or less back to normal now. my headaches come and go #if i wasn't feeling better then i sure am now despite how. almost embarrassed i am for how awful last week was for me #dhmis #dont hug me im scared #don't hug me i'm scared #f/o #fictional other #selfshipping #selfshipper #selfship #selfship community #selfshipping community #selfshipper community #f/o community #fictional other community #polyamourous selfship #poly selfship #🎨🌻 #👄🍝 #🦆📋 #🚦🏠 #sooooooooooooooooo many tags omfg but i'm just so happy that i finally got these i'd like to spread my joy quite far #months of waiting and saving up and then months of waiting for kidrobot [who are awesome and reached out to me when i asked for help] #so many upsets by people being weird about how Yellow was described in one [1] synopsis of the plush [ew btw i trusted you man. womp womp] #i may still be anxious but these guys will help my anxiety <333

[nachosforfree]

You ever have trouble continue reading something because it makes you incredibly anxious to do so for some reason

#thats me with suitor armor i keep refusing to click on updates because it makes me SO ANXIOUS FOR SOME REASON #maybe its cause stuff is building up and im scared something bad is gonna happen to the mc

[skunkes]

blood test tomorrow and i dont think theyll let someone in with me so nobody's going to hold me down, making me feel Calm and also preventing me from escaping. smile.

#talkys #IM SCAREEDDDD #ive gotten a bit used to needles after all the covid shots but idk. #the Blood Draw Location is an entirely different beast #ykwim. vaccine injections are ok bc its the shoulder its so Secure #middle of arm feels so flimsy and frail. scared #qnd its not even ever all that bad (at least vaccines bc ive only gotten blood drawn once) #but i get sooooo anxious and then the waiting and the pulling out feels so horrendous too. #like the last covid vaccine i got wasnt bad at all! but i feel it lingered too long and i wanted to jump out of my skin. #rambling now but i annoy medical professionals bc for some reason whenever Anything happens to me #(not just injections bc its happened at the ENT too) my legs always want to fly straight up into the air #(or just Straight if im sitting) #its the equivalent of tensing another part of the body to stay calm for me idk why....weird security... #but i always get yelled at LOL like sorry i dont even do it consciously....im Scared....

[chryblossomjjk]

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#first therapy session went well ! #i didn't cry which is v surprising lol #maybe bc we didnt go too in depth about things but #therapist already picking up on things i didn't like #never really thought of myself as an anxious person #depression was more so what stuck out to me #but like therapist was like bestie... u sound more anxious than ur perceiving #like i put that i don't struggle with social anxiety bc generally in a group of people im pretty outgoing #but like my coping skills are isolation lol #and i often turn down invitations bc of my insecurities #and in general just hate being perceived despite wanting it #like i literally havent answered any asks on here in months bc #im afraid of what people think of me #and im scared of interaction #but im also dying for human connection lol :')) #i also avoid men completely bc trauma so yeah #and it all stems from a deep deep belief that i am not worthy of love n wOw im sad but like we can only go up from here right :')) #LMAO SORRY THAT THIS IS WHAT MY BLOG HAS BECOME BUT #idk this is my diary fr #anywho sorry for everything #will most likely delete all these rants bc its embarassing lol but #love you all #and im so sorry for not answering the asks #thank you for reading my fics #your comments mean sm to me truly #love you endlessly

[hearts4juzi]

have this im crawling away into the abyss

#doodles #dsaf au #idk why im so scared to post abt this au LMAO i keep getting anxious #so im only using tags for sorting purposes

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

OKAY REMAKE IS HAPPENING SOON MAYBE NEXT WEEKISH💯💯

#tbh just realized something that makes me think it's 100% the right move #ive noticed i won't post writing anymore or things that seem like theyll get interaction bc share accounts probably will see it and interac #and all love to them i support from a distance yk but interacting w sharers just makes me feel so so uncomfy #so i like. have unconciously been barring myself from doing What I Made This Blog To Do bc of it sjhfbndshf #ik that sounds so pathetic like why am i SCARED TO POST ABOUT JPEGKISSING but 😭 #ik i could just block too but i feel bad doing it now and theres so many other reasons to remake i thinks it better to just start fresh #AUGH. sorry im sucha. non-confrontational anxious loser idiot but uhmm. YEAH NEW AND IMPROVED DREAMWINGED SOON #maybe not dreamwinged we'll see. #AWUEHRAFKJFAS #.mei chats

[dreamwinged]

i am so so so horrible at replying to messages or anything else for that matter i REALLY need to work on that

#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ #sorry i am overwhelmingly socially anxious #i think im my mind i get so scared i’ll say the wrong thing so i just procrastinate saying anything at all #but then it becomes way too late and im just . AUGH

[siffrin-stardust]

Hello. its me mk back again

mcsm autism is back haunting me again HHHHH

anyways heres female and male jesse together drawn as kitty cats bcuz i can ALSO I HC THEM AS TWIN SIBLINFS AND U CANNOOOOT TELL ME OTHERWISE. GOODBYE.

Female jesse (left) Male jesse [ who i call JJ ] (Right)

THIS IS A WIP FOR A DOODLE IM COLORING SO I WILL POST IT ONCE FINISHED. geheheheh

#minecraft story mode #mcsm #mcsm jesse #mcsm fanart #mks silly art archive #dude i missed this game #so much. #eueueueueueue #hi. autism is kicking in #i want mcsm moots but im #scared and also very anxious. #nervous laughter

[kugisaaki]

dunno if online therapy would be as effective as going in person

#my psychiatrist suggested a combination between medication and therapy but i’m so anxious about actually going through the process #my parents are supportive ofc but i dunno im so scared #<-that’s exactly what i need to work on #mehak.exe

[silenthillbunni]

🐰💬

#sooo now when the surgery is 3 days away im starting to get very nervous nd anxious T-T #i know it's like a minor surgery nd i mean im gonna get to go home the same day so it's not supposed to be super bad #and the recovery time isnt supposed to be that long either. so like i know this is an easier surgery #im still sooooo scared nd nervous omg. i've never even broken a bone so this is like crazy for me sksksk #but i try to think positively #and i try to focus on the positive: many ppl say that they 'get their life back' after gallbladder surgery #so i can hopefully start feeling better and more normal again. nd regain my physical health #i miss going for long walks everyday. i miss being able to eat. i miss not being scared of the pain nd feeling uncomfortable everyday #so yeah.. trying to focus on that instead of being scared of the surgery itself. but i cant help it im just an anxious person #i just rlly wanna live normally again. i wanna go to the gym. i wanna eat well nd also yummy nd healthy. i wanna go for walks. #i wanna not be depressed anymore nd start writing again nd reading more nd watch shows nd be able to work on functioning as a normal person.

[frecklystars]

Noah Calhoun is on the romantic F/O list as of March 26th!! soon I'll think of a ship tag for him 🥰🥰 yay!! new springtime boyfriend ♡

#well. he was already kissed & thrown into the pile since July. but he wasnt Official with a Ship Tag™ #but i keep thinking of him and kicking my feet and giggling and sighing like im in looove #so. congrats Noah it took me... a lot of rewatches of ur movie... but we are finally dating now!!! #so now that is THREE !!!! ryan F/Os ive gained in the month of March!!! wowie!!!! #completely unplanned but that's how it all just simply fell into place ♡ #and our anniversary!! March 26th!! when it's raining!!!!! it's so perfect 🥰🥰 #love notes #Noah tag TBA #i couldnt sleep and i was just crying and anxious so i put on the movie #and idk i just felt so comforted. like. he'd be so gentle with me #and he wouldn't pressure me to be anything other than myself #i wouldn't have to be scared with him #and even tho im so broken and scared all the time #i think he'd still say i'm lovely and he'd kiss me anyways #ken's gonna have a field day welcoming this baby goose into the mojo dojo casa keri ken dreamhouse #and noah blinks twice and says 'the what' and ken gladly repeats it. smile unwavering #i love my boys

[chryblossomjjk]

i keep gettin degrees to procrastinate :3

#my school has an accelerated nursing program for graduate students #so u can get ur bachelors in 17 months #and i really think that’s my calling #so im going to apply to that #i feel like a whole loser bc ill be 24 w a degree that im not using #trying to get a new one lol but yeah #it’s going to be fucking tough but #i think i got it #idk #confused n scared n sad n lonely n anxious n all the things

[officialladynoirette]

Walks in late with a Starbucks, new nephew on one hip, positive covid test and shop updates in hand, commissions in pocket, hyperfixations for weeks, and eye bags that may as well be gucci-

Hello

#kim speaks #im not dead yet! #only one of those is a lie #i dont really drink starbucks #but anyways i hope yall are well! #expect drawings from my absence and twitter sporadically #i missed yall #ive been scared to post because of the long time after comic update #but its my blog #my comfort and stress is directly correlated to art production #and once i missed a post i was too anxious to show my face #but i like posting my art #and the comic too :V #so mini life update more like it #hope to see yall soon ;9

[altschmerzes]

have a consultation to start therapy on saturday. anxious about it for many reasons but also preemptively compiling a basic ‘this is what aromanticism is and this is an explanation of my marriage and if you cannot take me at my word on my orientation and the nature of my relationship this is not going to work’ primer because ive made my peace with people making a lot of assumptions about those things but i absolutely refuse to be cool with that in the context of my own therapy.

#gav gab #like it’s fine i know people are gonna make assumptions and that’s fine #people assuming my relationship is romantic feels like being misgendered #but like it’s not a big deal #not enough to make it worth the stress and discomfort of correcting people #and legitimately it’s cool it’s fine it doesn’t bother me much #but this is. both necessary and stressful #on top of already not being sure how this is gonna go #idk I’ve had a lot of bad therapy experiences #and im anxious and scared about how this is gonna go and how much it’s gonna help Vs how much it’s gonna be painful to do #but it’s necessary and im committed to it #so what’s the saying? do it scared? yeah