#Im still figuring it out but so far i kinda like it

[uh-oh-its-bird]

Fuck ok, gather 'round it's time for another fic idea spinning off of a crumb from my last post ab time traveling team Ro into founders era:

Summary:

Fact 1; Kakashi is now 3 weeks the last living Hatake.

Fact 2; Tobirama Senju, according to dusty old scrolls Kakashi finds in his father's study, was apparently half Hatake himself.

Lonley and hurting, Kakashi grabs on to this fact with both hands and squeezes it so tight to his aching heart that his hands bleed.

Or, still processing his father's suicide, Konoha's favorite baby genius finds out he's distantly related to history's favorite baby genius and immediatly starts projecting to cope.

Digging through old journals, history books, Kakashi begins to try his own hand at the man's favorite past time; creating jutsu's. It's the both the hardest thing he's ever done and the most satisfying to date.

Ft.

1) Weirdly chill scene with Danzo (fuck that guy but hear me out) where he kinda looks at Kakashi and sees the hint of the shadow of the man who taught him. Not quite there yet, not fully, but crumbs of it. Enough to make him nostalgic, and enough to hand over an old journal that used to belong to Tobirama.

A calculated risk, he tells himself.

An unspoken challenge, both Danzo and Kakashi understand.

He wants to see how far Kakashi can go, finds himself almost eager to see how close he can come to the shadow of the man he seems so determined to chase.

(and if this side project temporarily distracts him for long enough that Orochimaru slips through his fingers, well, it's not like he knows it was this event specifically that caused that plan to fall through)

2) The fact that, both due to time and the Hatake clan's less than stellar reputation during the warring states era, Tobirama's Hatake ancestry got buried. Kakashi finding him on a dusty old family tree has ✨️political implications✨️ for Kakashi specifically. Ones he isn't all too interested in — unless it means he might be able to access things he otherwise wouldn't've.

Also just general fun surprised Pikachu faces from some people as an added bonus.

3) Kakashi becoming even more terrifying than he rightfully should be at that age !! Danzo pretty much handed him a missile and went "lmao good luck" with that journal! He should not have that! He's learning things! He is experimenting! Someone take the missile away from the baby before he learns how to make his own— oh fuck it's too late hes somehow made a nuke instead

4) Orochimaru poking Kakashi with a stick and vice versa. They are making baby genius <--> baby genius eye contact it's mildly concerning, Minato is concerned. Obito is jealous, he wishes the Snake Sannin would poke HIM with a stick

5) Kakashi bites someone. That's it that's the bullet point I just think he should get to bite someone is all.

And more !!! Im ngl I think I like Tobirama just existing in the fic as as an ever present shadow, super influential in just every single chapter but never actually present. But I won't lie if I'm giggling over the thought of Kakashi finding Edo Tensei and going ".... ok but what better way to figure out this new jutsu / seal than to ask the source directly."

Orochimaru would so help he's having too much fun with this to bother experimenting on children for Danzo. Don't talk to him rn he's having fun with corpses!! No not the corpses you asked him to have fun with, the other ones!

#birds fic talk #naruto #kakashi hatake #hatake clan #hatake clan lore #naruto clan lore #warring states period #warring states era #dogteeth kakashi #tobirama senju #senju tobirama #hatake kakashi #kakashi #tobirama #danzo shimura #kid kakashi #hatake tobirama #obito uchiha #minato namikaze #orochimaru #snake sannin

[d0llyrat]

Hello again splatoon fandom. I have stuff to share!

#ok so im still kinda figuring out how I wanna draw them gnfjdjfjf #but so far??? i like them like this #they don't leave my mind bro. i think about them all day #i need splatoon friends 👉👈 fdgssgjffg #splatoon #agent 3 #agent 4 #agent 8 #neo agent 3 #new agent 3 #splatoon 3 #dollyuwu #im gonna draw them moooore

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Assortment of sketches n doodles of my most recent brainworm inducers

#couldve cleaned some of these up more and arranged them more nicely but ehhhh #sharing anyway tho cos they are On The Brain <3 #dao #oc: noya tabris #oc: var'renan mahariel #mutton the mabari #(he gets his own tag too :] ) #my ocs #my art #i think i gotta change my strategy for this playtrhu cos so far ive been 'leading' with noyas and consequently kinda rushing thru renans #which makes sense cos she is the one who does most of the talking n stuff rn but its still a shame #ik im probably making this wayy more complicated than it has to be lmao but its fun to figure out in any case #edit: oh also side note cos i know it probably doesnt make much sense w/o context hdfslfd but noya and renan dont get on very well rn #bc they both got prejudices and theyre both not making it any better bc noya wants to actually like. talk #cos how are we gonna solve anything otherwise?? but also renan is not in the headspace for any of this rn which she doesnt get #so its just a cycle of them getting fed up with one another #but yea theres a lot going on with them rn and im super bad at explaining it hdlsjdf

[allylikethecat]

I just posted the All the King's Horses update and I tagged it as "Happy Friday!!" and realized I missed out on the golden opportunity of having On a Friday be my Friday update fic. Oh well

#allylikethecat #ally's thoughts #ally's musings #that cold from before I went to LA is back #because i never really got over it because i instantly got home then left for germany #i still dont have covid according to my doctor which is good #but i got home and instantly took cold medicine tonight #and now im having all kinds of overly deep fandom thoughts #i also just paid $20 to doordash myself a chocolate chip cookie #that hasn't arrived yet #because my friday night is WILD #and i am actively hiding from my friends so they cant make me do things #im also kinda afraid to eat food because ive had three allergic reactions this week and i cant figure out to what #but i'll eat dinner and then my lips will swell up and i look like kylie jenner which is not a vibe for me #so far so good today though #my chicken broth and egg noodle combo did not harm me #hopefully the cookie will be okay too #my mom thinks its olive oil #but idk #i hope its not olive oil i love olive oil so much #sorry for oversharing in the tags #my mother is still out of the country which means i cant call her while im driving to tell her about my day #and i miss her #so im over sharing in the tags instead

[belphieslilcow]

"dilly you can't go by the house and see the brothers it's too dangerous, anyways we're sending you to the house to tell them to stay home"

#IM SORRY FOR BEING SO NEGATIVE BUT THE WRITING SO FAR IS..... #like i've felt that about almost all the nb events really #like i feel like obey me og ended with some really solid events and yeah some of the earlier ones were kinda rough #but nb doesnt have the excuse of being new and still figuring out the characters #cause theyve already existed

[the-trans-dragon]

Hello "use Firefox" entities. If anyone would have fun expanding upon the suggestion, my phone came with like 20 google apps and I would prefer to have 0. I'm doubt that is 100% possible because there are very few default programs. Example: no default calender or photo app--just google calendar and google photo. But good lord there are too many of them

Is there a "use Firefox" suggestion for email/calendar/map/file viewer/anything?

<3

#i almost got a plain flip phone to avoid Advertisements but the cheapest was like....$100.... so i got a $200 smartphone and its #moderately adequate. i am still figuring out how to answer calls. you swipe to do it but if you dont swipe with a specific velocity it just #wiggles things around. im not sure how im supposed to lock my phone bc the lock button is also the “reads your fingerprint and unlocks your #phone“ button. so ill lock it and then it immediately registers my finger (which i need to use to press the button to lock it???) and then #it unlocks. #humans are not designed for this. we are crafty and clever and cunning but this is beyond my established skill #i miss my first “phone.” everything customizable. app. font. brightness. scheduled volume changes to silence my phone #during school hours. keybind any key to anything. double-press volume-down to pause audio without looking #i had a “swipe down menu” before they were default :3 i picked exactly which options i wanted in it. i remember my first #real phone had the swipe down menu. i was kinda mad because i knew the original designers and programmers hadnt been #compensated. it was open software. but its different when apple uses the programming in hundreds of billions of dollars worth of products. #gah and then they took SOME of the ideas and locked them behind subscriptions 🙄 like when youtube decided that you #had to pay for Youtube Plus or it pauses media if you turn off the screen. why does this app even know if my phone is locked or unlocked? #its annoying... i stay very far away from any work-arounds that could have consequences. so im stuck hopping #from newly-found method to the next. they vanish as soon as the wrong person discovers it and someone codes it out of existence #i love my little mp3player. no wifi. no bluetooth. no google. the few features it has require non-intuitive button pressing. #but....no ads. just music. purchased music! no subscription. it has a headphone jack. fits in my palm. the exterior isnt glass lol. #wow sorry i am raaaambling. oh well. its my post lol. #sorenhoots

[klonoadoortophantomile]

started mother 3 . real good so far but the battles r kinda driving me crazy w the rhythm game thing

#IM STUPID !!!!!! I CANT DO THSI SHIT #i dont really play rhythm games the only other thing ive played is the fucking. rhythm heaven tutorial level at my friends house #multiple times. ive never beaten it. IM SO BAD ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY #i dont even get what ur supposed to be timed to or whatever in battles tho like #i keep putting enemies to sleep and trying to do it to the heartbeat thing but it doesnt ?? do anythint ??? #the stupid thing that tells u abt the rhythm battles in game says you can get by without doing it but i kinda doubt that #like…. thats half the whole battle gimmick youd imagine the game is balanced around it being utilized #also im judt absolutely getting my ass kicked rn i never got any game overs until i got to the castle #i forgot how to spell the name sorry #uh anyways i died like 7 times . sigh #still havent gotten thru all of it but whatever ill figure it out eventually #i needed to take a break anyways #its kinda bumming me out how much trouble im having w this but ive only played for like 3 hours its a whole game ill probably get better #as the game continues ??? idk #inqusitivewaltz.txt #characters and whatnot r very fun so far but again im only 3 hrs in so not much has happened i didnt already know abt XD

[desperatepleasures]

trying not to think about it but also i need to figure out what im gonna do with my hermit crabs and it's not like. urgent but at some point im gonna have to figure out how to change out their substrate and also there's a solid chance i'll have to rehome them someday :(

#(not rehoming them anytime soon but i wanna mentally prepare myself a little for when that day comes) #anyway re: substrate change. this is a 45gal tank filled with ~50lbs of sand etc. and i live in a 4th floor walkup #playsand comes in 25lb bags which i am not physically capable of carrying up 3 flights of stairs. my ex had to do it when we moved here #maybe i can like. hire someone to carry it up the stairs??? #but then i have to figure out how to dispose of their current substrate which again. LOTS of sand. #i could probably board them at work for a week or so in a smaller tank while i do the changeout #idk man it's just like. a lot #i feel bad their tank is so fucked and it's like. i can't physically fix the problem!!! #and as far as rehoming like. idk if move out someday i really doubt im gonna wanna move the tank. #i guess it depends on what kinda living situation im going to #and eventually i'll have to move out. or my roommate will move out and i won't be able to afford the mortgage on my own #and still have to move out lol #anyway again none of this is happening soon i just need to accept the reality of the situation #and like am i really gonna go through the nightmare logistics of a substrate change only to rehome them soon after? #but on the same token. am i really gonna give someone a nasty-ass tank? lmao #so. idk. i gotta think on that one. #i just feel bad for them i mean they have a fairly good quality of life #especially considering what most hermit crabs suffer lmao #but. i wish i could do better for them #i could probably find someone to take them at least because of my job lol #the logistics will suck no matter what and also i love those little guys and i'm getting sad just thinking about it :( #but they're only gonna get bigger and i definitely can't upgrade their tank in my current living situation #so either way something has to give ya know?

[whomturgled]

:^(

#feelin like a big lonely loser tonight teehe ^__^ #thought maybe i had plans but then not n everyone else i asked didnt answer or had plans w other ppl too #n i had suggested a plans with stef but she never rlly confirmed or denied but i figured not plus im kinda sick now too but #also called her just to be like hi n i miss u bc idk im SICK n i hate being sick n the way she sounded was weird AaagghGGHHHHH #n im just now realizing maybe she also ended up doing plans w other ppl #just feels like nobody likes me i GUESS which is dramatic but . aagggghhghgh #to be fair a bit of a 180 from i love u so much lemme say it 50 times last night to i call her n say ilu n shes like uhh ok haha #anD I FEEL LIKE EVERYONES GIVING ME RLLY SHORT ANSWERS N LIKE #but i dont know if i have the energy to give a lot of. energy. ?? to expect it back? but its like #an endless cycle of feel bad so less energy or want to bug less so then deserve less in return anyway so feel worse #its kinda feeling like isolation time which i havent done in a hot minute but i tried so hard to get out of it but like . for what yknow #i got to talk to some ppl some more n meet some ppl but at the end of the day i still feel alone n alien teehee #but maybe im just bejng dramatic bc sick. and rsd with the Tones and ppl having Plans With Others #like its perfectly reasonable to have forgotten or just idk had better options or maybe bc i didnt say anything sooner buT . IDK. 😔🥺 #im sick n i hate being sick n i want someone to take care of me ugh #instead i just kinda sat here. played some OW. got mad at OW. ordered pizza to engage in basically food self harm LOL n watched some #of a show ive been meanjng to watch. jts neat so far. but yeah now i just feel like shit i guess #idk how to like. not be insane. or like. ask ppl for like. idk. reassurance or smthn or. share feelings. without feeling like i am.... bad #for doing so or itll end poorly or its excess or burdensome or unreasonable. bc it kkinda is unreasonable but idk not entirely ig yknow #and i really need to shower but i especially dont want to now that i ate food bc id rather die than look at myself naked but yea #YEAH. IDK. i feel. like shit. and garbage. and i can almost see this as being the turning point to me sabotaging my ownnpotential future #whatever ive been slowly building that i just. end up giving up now. #god i wanna call stef or pidge or someone n... ig not even talk abt this bc i dont wanna be a bother but. just hear ppl. u_u #feel like i am wanted in the world slepflsjhggbjwjr #It's My Blog I'll Use It As A Diary / Thought Organizing Thing If I Want To !!!!

[yuridovewing]

thinking…

#i say whitebirch very loosely cause theyre not dating. he just kinda serves as a father figure because holly’s gathering just happened #in reality whitewing is i believeee figuring out shes aroace and birch is in a relationship with applefur #theyre very close friends though #still unsure on the how and why of dovekits adoption… cause i think holly did tell the clans she was pregnant at that gathering #probably saying her sinful blood tainted her to do the same as her bio mother or something #but like. when was dove born… was holly trying to hide the pregnancy at this point #was she born before or after that gathering? how was it handled? idk #i do want to think that holly personally wanted white to adopt her though. i like them being friends #razorverse #oh but my other hesitation for not having ivykit be hers biologically as well… what if she had absent mom angst #like on top of the sister angst #so far im leaning more towards this but thats another thing to consider #also maybe if they both had pushback and shame from TC for being halfclan medic kits…

[kaijujungle]

transitioning to vgen for smoother commissioning! you can now follow me as an artist so past requests can be saved!

#vgen commission #commision info #im still figuring this system out bc im kinda a dumbass but i really like it so far

[reading-writing-dying]

Hey the feeling of liking someone a lot and they like you back??? Unmatched

#im seriously falling for this girl #so much it makes me nervous #but like shes told me the same #i am 26 years old and finally getting into a relationship for the first time #since my long distance one in hogh school #before i even knew i was a lesbian #but ive kissed her twice so far and wow #first time i wasnt sure how i felt #bc it was my first real kiss #not like a drunken peck from a friend #but then i kissed her again and i wanna kiss her more #i kinda understand kissing #for the first time in my life #i still question if im any good at kissing #bc its not like ive had practice #but im trying my best not to overthink #making out is still a hurdle illl have to figure out but ill get there when i get there #cant wait until next weekend tho #bc i wanna talk to my parents about her #and maybe also find a time to introduce her to them??? #only when shes comfortable with that obvi tho #its something we'll talk about #i dont get to see her again until thursday though #and boy i can not wait until the. #personal #tag ramble

[libraryspectre]

Sometimes one gets the urge to do something exceedingly transgender

#i think i just need some good ol gender euphoria #just feelin kinda dysphoric #its been bad lately! #realized recently that i still have a lot of unresolved gender stuff #like as far as identiy goes i feel pretty good #like i have a solid grasp of what my gender is #but when it comes to what i want from presentation #what would make me feel happy and fufilled #i have a lot to figure out #as evidenced by the fact that every time i think of it for longer than 2 seconds i mentally and physically get hives #i have so successfully swept dysphoria in my physical form under the rug #and now i have peeked under the rug and the dysphoria is escaping #these tags are a mile long cause im just venting

[teruthecreator]

2022 was lowkey kinda awful! not gonna lie. i had some good things happen, obviously, but there were also some very very very VERY bad things that happened that can’t really be ignored. i think at the start of a new year it’s completely normal to feel kind of bummed out or disappointed that the year prior didn’t turn out the way you expected. that maybe you didn’t check off all of your new years resolutions, or that those big goals you thought you’d reach are still far away. it’s perfectly natural to feel...kinda shitty! i think, especially with the rise of social media, that envy and jealousy over people having better years than you is extremely common! but it’s important to remember that social media like instagram, twitter, hell even This shithole are all HIGHLY superficial and not everything is as it seems. 

so if you’re feeling less than jolly at the crest of 2023, do not fret! you’re not weird or a bummer or needlessly pessimistic. it’s okay to feel kinda let down by 2022. BUUUUUT that shouldn’t stop you from hoping for a better year to follow! because things CAN and WILL always get better! and maybe the next year you’ll be able to look back a bit more fondly <3 

#ignorance cloud on #just my thoughts! i hope everyones doign okay and having fun #its perfectly okay to be kinda bummed that 2022 was terrible bc it WAS terrible for pretty much all of us #i think for me esp its very important to acknowledge that this year was bad! #yes there were some good things in it that im eternally grateful for #i met my beautiful wonderful girlfriend. i celebrated my 22nd birthday surrounded by all my friends. i started meds and therapy #i started to kinda figure out what my life is gonna look like for the next two or so years which is New for me #my sister got engaged my brother got a girlfriend. i maintained a very solid friendgroup of people that i love and cherish #BUUUUUT i also worked a terrible job that tanked my mental health. i had to say goodbye to college life and my apartment of nearly 4 years #all of my closest friends moved very far away. i was isolated and depressed and suicidal for A Lot of this year! #and i still havent fully recovered. but im still hopeful for 2023! bc im of the mentality that greener pastures are always ahead #u just have to keep truckin :-) so take solace in this post if ya need it! #chill out and take it easy on urself

[chisatowo]

Ghhh I wanna come up with a proper name for the time loop story but I have like nooo idea how to name stories. I came up with One story name like 3 years ago and my brain is still on the story naming cooldown from that siskudkdi

#rat rambles #oc posting #eternal gales isnt even that well thought through of a name I just thought it sounded nice #well it kinda related to sorta outdated dodie stuff but like. extremely loosely. #but yeah I wanna name this story since it is its own seperate thing from everything else Ive made #butttt Im shit at naming stories #but hey it has way more of a plot so far than the old version but I do still need a few more characters #honestly the real reason it needs a name is I cant rly call it the timeloop story anymore since its no longer solely abt the time loop now #but yeah idk Ill figure smth out maybe possibly

[this-should-do]

feeling like michaelangelo in quill drawing gordon for the past 3 or 4 hours lol, but thats enough vr drawing for the night lol

#him...... #im am DRAWING him.. #my beloved #also did sum coloring just to test what it would be like later.. #it was kinda hard to do and didnt look the best but thats why it was a test before i wen tin there #for the actual color and then end up frustrated why it sucks so hard lol #also not sure how im going to make any good shading with this progam but.... #well figure it out #this is only my first time testint this program out so ive still got sum figuring out to do #also wish the grid showed up in the captures but i couldnt see an option to include it #but the full body ones are dunny because he looks real liddle with the grid instead of just far away lol #noses are real hard to do in 3d lol #so still wokring on that too #imWIPingandnaenaeing