#Im too broke to watch NT okay

[the-story-of-the-tucks]

So was Grace Chasity a lesbian or

#Im too broke to watch NT okay #is she #pls tell me she is #grace chasity #nightmare time #angela giarratana #abstinence camp #hatchetfield #starkid

[idkanymoreaboutlife]

Soo I’ve never written for anything but anime and some tv shows, but I wanted to try my hand at writing some Dewey Finn fanfiction. He’s definitely out of character and I think I’ve definitely could’ve done better but I think with writing him more it’ll get better. Sorry for the ranting, anyways here’s what I wrote. Also, I’m on mobile so I can’t do the whole ‘read more’, I apologize for that.

Goth girl next door

Dewey couldn’t stand his neighbor. Every Friday-Sunday night at 10 o’clock loud, heavy metal music come from the thin walls next door. He absolutely hated them, granted he never met the person before, but, from the lack of sleep every weekend for the past 2 months and the constant bass thumping into his head at 12 am, he has a right to hold hatred to his neighbor. Don’t get him wrong, at first he enjoyed the music coming from the apartment. But it became apparent that this neighbor only listened to same genre; heavy metal. Dewey didn’t mind at first, he recognized a few artists like Alice In Chains ana Godsmack, but then the screaming came. God, he couldn’t nt stand hearing those deep, growling songs piercing his ears at midnight. Yes, he’s a lover of music and a self proclaimed rock god, but..it became annoying to hear the same music every weekend.

Monday morning came and Dewey sat at his desk, nursing his 3rd cup of coffee in the past 2 hours. As the kids filed into the room they passed concerned glances at Dewey. Sure, they’re used to seeing him tired and out of it on some mornings but today he looked more haggard than ever. His usually messy hair was in more of disarray, heavy bags weighed underneath his eyes and yawns kept escaping his mouth every few minutes. The kids sat in their seats and talked amongst themselves about the shell of their normally upbeat teacher. Summer took charge of the discussion, asking the others what could possibly have their teacher become like this.

“Maybe he got kicked out of his apartment?” Katie mused.

“No, he would be stressed but he still would’ve been active.” Summer commented back

“Girl troubles?” Zack spouted out, almost everyone gave a soft giggle.

“Oh definitely not that.” Summer replied.

“The last girl trouble he had was with Ms. Mullins and we all know how that went.” Alicia said, rolling her eyes.

“Well I don’t know what it could be, he never acted like this.” Summer huffed out, falling back into her seat, crossing her arms.

“Why don’t we ask him?” Tomika spoke up, her soft voice filling the silence that fell upon the students. They agreed and the students piled up to Dewey’s desk. Summer taking the lead at the front. He looked up from his notes for the day, giving a small tired smile at them.

“What’s up guys? You just gotta give me like 5 minutes and then we’ll start.” Summer put her hands on the desk, leaning forward.

“You’re acting strange, what’s wrong?” She asked, a stern lay over her voice. He gave her an odd look.

“What? Nothings wrong” ,he gave a weak chuckle, “ I had a long night with papers.”

“You’re terrible at lying Mr. Finn.” Summer said, rolling her eyes. He gave a sigh and rubbed his eyes, giving a yawn before speaking.

“My neighbor plays heavy metal every weekend all night long and I can’t sleep because of it.”

“Why don’t you just talk with them? Communication is key!” Katie said.

“Yeah! Whenever my parents get into an argument, they talk it out.” Billy chimes in. Dewey chuckled and leaned back in his chair.

“I never spoke with them before, ever since they moved in they’ve been doing this. No one else has compliments so.”

“You still have to talk with them or else it’s never going to be resolved.” Summer interjected. Dewey nodded and gave them a tired smile.

“Well I guess after class I’ll have a chat with them.” The students being satisfied with his answer, went back to their seats.

When school ended Dewey headed back to his van, getting into the drivers side and putting his messenger bag on the cluttered passenger seat. Sighing he started the van, turning on the radio to the classic rock channel and pulling out of he parking lot, back to his apartment. He drove slower than he normally would, not excited about heading home and confronting his neighbor about their music habits. He went over in his head how he’ll talk to them.

“Hey I’m your next door neighbor, your music is shit..no that sounds harsh. Hey I’m Dewey Finn, your neighbor, could you like..not play metal at ungodly hours?..no, no that’s too forward.” He sighed to himself, drumming his fingers on the steering wheel as he drove, trying to come up with a good starter.

“Maybe just start a conversation? And lead into it? Yeah that sounds good Dewey, wing it man.” He gave himself a quick affirmation nod and pulled into his parking space at the front of the building. Turning the ignition off he grabbed his bag and left the car, heading up to his apartment.

He stood at the door to his neighbors, amping himself up to knock at the dark wood door. Shaking the nervous jitters out in his hand he raises his fist, rapping on the door a few soft times. He hears footsteps drawing near the door, the chain unhooking from the lock and the door opening some. He went to speak but his words got caught in his throat. There stood a girl, mid 20s with knotted hair tied up in a bun on the top of her head, black smudged eyeshadow and eyeliner, smeared from not being taken off the night before. She wore an off the shoulder long sleeved shirt, some metal band plastered on the front, the hint of pajama shorts peeking out from underneath it. She stared blankly at Dewey.

“Can I help you?” She asked, her voice carrying into the hallway. He snapped himself out of his daze and closed his mouth, offering a quick smile.

“Hey um, im your neighbor uh Dewey, Dewey Finn..” he said, giving a small wave. She gave him a once over of his long sleeved yellow dress shirt and way too snug vest. She sighed.

“Okay, I’m y/n. What do you want.”

“Um oh you play your music uh really loud on the weekends and uh I’m a teacher, and I would really appreciate it if you didn’t play it..so loud..or as much.” She blinked at him.

“I don’t think so.” She went to close the door but he caught it with his foot, she gave him a glare of annoyance.

“We-well why not? I think it’s pretty reasonable thing to ask somebody.”

“Listen, I have work in a few hours, you’re more than welcome to go to the landlord and file your complaint. But I don’t have time for this.” She huffed and moved to kick his foot away, he stopped her by talking again.

“I get it, I do but I need my sleep but I can’t get any if you’re playing your music, horrible taste by the way, at 3 am!” His voice rose uncharacteristically, becoming annoyed by this woman being immature.

“I’m so sorry for that, let me just throw out my guitar and speaker. God forbid I have a hobby.” Her eyes rolled and she let out a dry chuckle. He stared at her, guitar?

“You play the guitar?” He spoke near a whisper.

“Yeah? That’s what I just said. Listen, can you leave now?”

“Oh um yeah, but uh can I see your setup?” She raised an eyebrow at him.

“Seems like a second date question.” Chuckling to herself she opened her door up more. Before he could walk in, she stopped him.

“Five minutes, that’s it.” He nodded and followed her into the small space, closing the door behind him. Walking more into the apartment, he saw a black guitar with stickers covering it, on a stand near the window. An amp next to it with as many stickers at the guitar. Her apartment was relatively clean, save for the coffee table being littered with takeout boxes and beer bottles. He walked over to the guitar and brushed his hand over the neck.

“Is this a Fender Stratocaster?” He looked at her in amazement. She nodded and leaned herself on the couch arm.

“Yep, my dad got it for me a couple years back.”

“Wow, I’m amazed.” He looked back at the guitar, looking at all the stickers that covered the once mahogany body.

“Do you play?” She asked him, coming over to stand on the other side of him. He nodded.

“I was in a band before, now I teach kids about rock theory and how to play classic.”

“Do you wanna try it out?” He looked at her like a kid in a candy store.

“Really?”

“Yeah, knock yourself out.” She pulled the amp in and connected the cord to the body of the guitar, messing with the dials on the amp.

“Go ahead.” He picked up he guitar and out the strap over his shoulders, strumming out a few cords to test, smiling at the sound that resounded from it. He plucked out a few more strings before strumming into the opening cords to Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin. She watched him with a smile, arms crossed as she watched him getting into the zone. His body started swaying to the music, heading the vocals in his head as he played on. As he finished the first 3 minutes of it, he stopped, putting the guitar back on the stand.

“You’re good, I’ll give you that.” She smiled at him. He gave a small blush and scratched the back of his head.

“Oh you know, I dabble here and there.” They gave a soft laugh together. “Sooo, you think you can tone down the music on the weekends?” He asked, puppy dog eyes in play. She gave a roll of her eyes and sighed.

“I can definitely try and tone it down, no promises.” She walked him back to the front door, opening it for him as he stepped back out of the apartment.

“Great! Um..I mean thanks, I appreciate that.” He smiled and turned to walk away but paused, turning to look at her.

“What time do you finish your shift tonight?” She gave him an odd look.

“We close at 12, I’ll be home at 1.”

“Cool, you wanna grab a drink afterwards? I know a great place.” He smiled at her as she stared at him. Giving a nod.

“Sounds good, it’s a date.” She said her goodbyes and closed the door. He broke out into a grin, giving a small fist bump to the air as he went down the hall back to his apartment. Definitely worth the sleepless nights he thought.

#dewey finn x reader #school of rock the musical #dewey fin #alex brightman #reader insert

[freddiesaysalright]

Soft in Love Part 8

A Gwilym Lee x Student!Reader Fic

Summary: Y/N is an acting student in her last semester of college. When a professor unexpectedly can’t make it for the senior capstone class, a very famous (and handsome) substitute is called in. When they connect, they face a few challenges.

Word Count: 2.7k

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A/N: Y’all the drama is about to get so real!!!

Warning(s): Use of the word c*nt.

Part 1  Part 2  Part 3  Part 4  Part 5  Part 6  Part 7 

Part 8 here we go!!!

As it turned out, with Gwilym, making love properly meant incredibly slow, incredibly sweet, and just overall incredible. No one had cared more about you in such an intimate moment, and it made you fall for him all the more. As you lay in the afterglow with him, you looked up at his face.

“What are you thinking about?” you wondered.

He grinned at you. “I’m thinking about how lovely you are.”

You beamed and pressed your lips to his chest. His skin was still warm. You could hear his accelerated heartbeat.

“What are you thinking about?” he asked.

“I’m thinking about how much I want you,” you answered.

“You’re insatiable,” he teased.

“Just for you,” you returned.

Chuckling he rolled on top of you and kissed you some more. 

Weeks passed in this bliss. Giving Andrew space was the perfect excuse to not hang out at him and Sloan’s apartment. Although, you were pretty sure Sloan kept inviting you in order to get you to be friends again. However, more often than not, you were at Gwilym’s. You also frequently stopped by his office during office hours. Sometimes you had sex, but you usually didn’t while at school. Gwilym was too nervous about getting caught. You understood, but the thrill of it made it so sexy to you.

Of course, you still had your moments before class where you talked, and occasionally snuck a kiss in every once in a while. It made you so happy, you could barely contain your giggles.

Weekends, you also spent with Gwilym at his place. This worked out too because Sloan and Andrew worked on weekends. No one suspected a thing. Everything was falling into place while you were falling for Gwilym. And you were falling hard. You wanted to tell him you were pretty much in love with him, but the right moment never seemed to come around. And you wanted to be sure of your feelings before all of that came out.

On top of all that, rehearsal was going amazingly well. The art department had created beautiful sets, and the costumes were wonderful. You could hardly miss a note, it seemed. You told Gwilym in a private moment that it was his fault. 

“My fault?” he’d chuckled.

“Yes, your fault,” you repeated. “You’ve made me entirely too happy.”

“Well,” he said with a smile. “For that, I will gladly accept blame.”

He had leaned in and kissed you so tenderly, your heart fluttered. Everything was perfect. Just perfect.

Daniel trudged after Edith as she walked down the hall to Gwilym’s office. He hated to be doing this but she had told him she’d set him up with another friend of hers - an easy friend - and he figured it was worth it.

“I still don’t see how you’re gonna convince him to let you play Esther for a night,” he said. “He and Y/N are super close, he’d never take it away from her.”

“I’ll convince him by using my womanly wiles,” she said, batting her lashes dramatically.

“Oh, yeah, because that’s worked so well for you before,” he retorted.

She glowered at him and his sarcasm and he only shrugged.

“Look, I’ll pretend I’m all for it while I’m in there, but I don’t think he’s gonna bite,” he said. “But, I’m an actor, I’ll make the case with you as convincing as possible.”

They reached the door and Edith came to a sudden halt as she reached for the knob.

“What are you waiting for?” Daniel asked.

“Shhh!” she returned. “Listen.”

He leaned closer. Through the door, he heard a steady rhythm of skin on skin. Some soft grunting. Then, a quiet whine.

“Gwil…”

Daniel cringed. He knew it was you. 

“Y/N, quiet, darling,” Gwilym hissed.

“We shouldn’t be listening to this!” Daniel hissed to Edith.

“I just found my ammo,” she returned, ignoring him.

She turned on her heel and started down the hall. He jogged after her.

“Where are you going?” he demanded.

“To the Dean’s office,” she said.

“You’re going to tell?!” he gasped. “Why?! Y/N could get suspended! Or worse!”

“Exactly,” she said with a smirk. “With Y/N out of the picture, I’ve got a shot at the starring role.”

“Edith, are you serious?!” he cried. “Gwilym will be fired! You could ruin both of them!”

“Since when are you Mr. Morality?” she challenged. “Don’t tell me you’re still carrying a flame for her.”

“Look, she and I aren’t like that, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about her,” he explained. “I wouldn’t wish what you’re about to do on anyone.”

“Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t,” she said, crossing her arms over her chest.

His mind searched wildly for an answer to give her. She stood to gain a lot by removing you, but maybe he could use Gwilym as a way to soften her.

“Tell Gwilym what you heard,” he said. “Use it as a bargaining chip to get to play Esther for one or two shows or something. You can even say he has to end it with her and go out with you instead. But if you go to the Dean right now, all opportunities go out the window.”

“You’re right, Dan,” she said, looking away thoughtfully. “With this information, I can have them both at my mercy.”

“Yeah,” he said, nervous. “Think about it, okay? Don’t act rashly.”

She opened her mouth to respond, but then the door to Gwilym’s office opened. Daniel and Edith jumped into the side corridor and peeked around, watching you. You kissed Gwilym with a massive smile on your face, and he had one to match. They heard you say your goodbyes and then head down the hall, away from your peeping classmates.

Edith watched you disappear and then got a wicked gleam in her eye.

“I’m gonna go talk to him,” she said.

“Right now?!” Daniel wondered.

“Sure,” she said. “This is my opportunity, and I’m going to take it. Before you can tell Y/N and spoil everything.”

She threw her hair over her shoulder and then marched down the hall.

“I’m not coming with you,” he said. “I can’t support this.”

“With this information, I don’t need your support,” she shot back.

She knocked on the door and Daniel sighed. He watched her disappear into the office and then took off down the hall, desperate to find you and warn you. Edith was right, he was going to try and ruin this for her.

Gwilym was startled to see Edith, but allowed her into his office. She took a seat on a chair across from him and met his eyes, mischief on her face.

“So, what can I help you with, Edith?” he asked politely.

“I want to play Esther for three nights,” she said.

He blinked. “Why would I take that from Y/N? She earned the part.”

“Doesn’t matter,” she returned. “You can’t refuse.”

“I am refusing,” he said. “I could never do that to her.”

“Oh, but you’ll fuck her?”

Gwilym froze. Edith smiled at him in such a villainous way it sent a chill down his spine.

“What are you talking about?” he said finally.

“Don’t play dumb,” she said, rolling her eyes. “I heard you.”

“You’re wrong,” he insisted.

“I’m not,” she returned. She closed her eyes and raised her voice a few octaves as she threw her head back and mimicked you, “Oh, Gwil…” She cleared her throat and donned a British accent “Y/N, quiet, darling!”

The blood drained from his face. How long had she been out there? He didn’t see her when you left. Had she hidden herself away? Just so she could come in and rob you of shows that were yours?

“Give me three nights, or I take this to the Dean’s office,” she said. “Then both of you will be out of my way.”

“Why not just do it then?” he challenged. “Get rid of us?”

“Come on, Gwilym, I’m not so evil,” she sighed. “I’m willing to play ball and at least let her graduate.”

He sighed, resting his elbows on his desk and putting his face in his hands. He thought you both had been so careful. This was his worst nightmare. And now, it meant you lost three of the shows. Either way, you were being punished because he was too weak to refuse you. Gwilym had never hated himself more than in this moment. He rubbed his eyes and looked at Edith.

“What nights do you want?” he asked.

“I knew you’d see it my way,” she returned. “I want night three, night five, and closing night.”

“You can’t have closing night,” he said flatly.

He had a few surprises for you that night. You had to be the star.

Edith glowered at him. “Why not?”

“I can’t tell you,” he said. “You just can’t have it.”

“I don’t think you can really dictate the terms of -”

He cut her off. “I’ll give you opening night.”

Inside, he was cursing himself. He imagined the look on your face when he broke the news to you. It would crush you. You would be hurt and confused, and how could he explain this? He couldn’t let you feel the guilt.

“Opening night?” she repeated. “Are you serious?”

Opening night was usually the biggest turnout. It was going to be a massive blow to you.

“I’m serious,” he said. “Opening night, night three, and night five. Those are your terms?”

“They are,” she agreed. “Let me have those, and I won’t say anything to the Dean and Y/N graduates with no black marks on her record. Deal?”

She extended her hand. Gwil hesitated. Could he really do this to you? Wasn’t it better than suspension? Expulsion? Loss of your scholarship?

He shook her hand.

“Pleasure doing business,” she said as she released him. “See you in class tomorrow.”

He just scowled at her as she left, wiggling her fingers as she closed the door. He heard her laugh before walking away down the hall. Gwilym had one more question: could he tell you about Edith’s blackmail? Or should he carry this guilt alone?

He decided on alone.

The next day in class, Gwilym didn’t meet you there early. You checked your phone, but he hadn’t texted or anything, so you guessed he was busy with something and didn’t have time. You scrolled through Instagram as you waited for class to begin. You other classmates filed in before Gwilym, who came in looking rushed. You saw him exchange an odd look with Edith and you frowned. What was that about?

“Morning, everyone,” he said, running a hand through his hair. “Sorry I’m late.”

“Gwilym, you’re right on time with everyone else,” Sloan pointed out.

Gwilym met your eyes fleetingly. You knew he meant he was sorry he didn’t come early and spend that time with you.

“Right, sorry,” he said. “Anyway, let me just take roll.”

He began taking attendance and Sloan leaned over to you. 

“Is it just me or is he fucked up about something?” she whispered.

“No idea,” you breathed back. “Definitely seems weird, though.”

When he finished with roll, he looked at the class.

“You can all begin wherever you like, but first I need to speak with Edith and Y/N,” he said. “Ladies, if you’ll follow me backstage.”

You and Sloan looked at each other, confused.

“This doesn’t sit right with me,” Andrew said. “Be careful, Y/N.”

“Thanks, Andrew,” you replied.

You got up and followed Gwilym and Edith backstage into one of the dressing rooms. Your mind raced with all the questions you had. Gwilym closed the door and then faced you both.

“Y/N, I’m sorry, but Edith is going to be playing Esther for three nights of the show,” he said.

It would have shocked you less if he’d punched you in the nose.

“What?!” you cried. “Are you joking?”

His downturned mouth told you he wasn’t.

“Why?!” you demanded.

Edith opened her mouth, but Gwilym held up a hand to stop her.

“It’s just...circumstances,” he said. “She’s got opening night, night three, and night five.”

You actually stumbled backwards. Your chest felt heavy with this....this betrayal.

“Opening night?!” you went on. “You’re giving her opening night?! How could you? I’ve rehearsed, I auditioned for this part, and you’re just giving it away at some request? What’s going on?!”

“I’m sorry,” he said again. “I don’t have a choice.”

“What are you talking about?” you pressed. “You always have a choice. You’re choosing her!”

“I’m not, Y/N, believe me!” he said desperately. “Please trust me! This is for the best.”

Tears welled up in your eyes. How could he do this? Three nights? And opening night as one of them!

“Gwilym, please,” you choked out. “Don’t do this to me.”

He sighed so heavily, you almost felt sorry for him.

“I’m sorry,” he repeated. “I’m so sorry, Y/N.”

You could see in his face how much he longed to take you in his arms and comfort you. Not that you would have accepted it. You were so angry at him, you could have spit nails. But mostly, you were hurt.

“Can you give me a minute, please?” you said, barely audible.

“Look on the bright side, Y/N,” Edith began.

“Save it, bitch,” you snapped.

She sneered at you and left. Gwilym lingered. Something was on the tip of his tongue, and you willed him to say it. To give some explanation for this. But he didn’t. He sighed again and left you.

You cried for a few moments. It wasn’t so much losing those nights, though that was devastating. Opening night was important. A lot of casting directors came that night to check out upcoming talent. What hurt more was Gwilym allowing this. What on Earth could she have said to him to convince him to do it? He clearly didn’t want to.

A soft knock interrupted your thoughts.

“Go away!” you called.

Whoever it was opened the door anyway. You thought it was probably Sloan and Andrew, but you didn't want to talk to them. They didn’t know about you and Gwilym, and therefore could not understand why this was such a blow to you. To your surprise, it was Daniel.

“Hey,” he said.

“I said go away,” you returned with a sniffle.

“I’m not a good listener,” he said with a shrug. “Look, I came in here because I know what happened.”

“Everybody probably does by now,” you pointed out. “Edith’s surely gloating.”

“Don’t be too hard on Gwilym, okay?” he said. “He’s just looking out for you.”

“Looking out for me? By giving away my part?”

“He’s only doing it because Edith’s blackmailing him,” he said. “She heard you two in his office yesterday.”

Shock went through you. You stared at Daniel, wide-eyed and horrified.

“She didn’t hear -”

He cut you off. “I heard it too, Y/N. There was no mistaking it. You said each other’s names and everything.”

“Shit…” you breathed.

He explained everything. What they heard, Edith’s plans, and that he’d tried to find you and warn you, but couldn’t. You took it all in, feeling very sorry for Gwilym now. This was what he had feared all along.

“Why would she do this?” you wondered. “Even for Edith, it seems so mean.”

“Because she’s a terrible person who enjoys being a cunt for no reason,” he said.

You laughed a little and a beat passed.

“My advice?” said Daniel. “Break it off with Gwil. Get rid of what she holds over you.”

“I can’t do that,” you said stubbornly. “I won’t.”

“Come on, Y/N,” he said with a groan. “Surely you’re not so horny that -”

“We’re not just messing around!” you interrupted. “I love him!”

As soon as the words left you, you clapped your hand over your mouth. Your heart raced with regret. The first person to hear that should have been Gwilym. Daniel’s jaw went a little slack as he stared at you.

“Well, shit, Chip,” he sighed. “That’s different. Does he know?”

You shook your head.

“Look, the choice is yours,” he said. “Break it off, or just let Edith have her way.”

He left. You remained in the dressing room wondering where to go from here. Gwilym was always wanting to protect you. If Daniel was right, would this be your chance to protect Gwilym? Were you strong enough to let him go? Were those really your only options?

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Beacuse tumblr is bein mean and doesn't let me publish the story if it's an answer to an ask I'll have to do it like this. Hope you enjoy lol. ANGST. THIS IS SUPER ANGSTY. SUPER SAD. ONLY READ IF YOU WANNA CRY. (I mean i almost cried when writing it) Mention of depression, anxiety, lots of crying. Pairings: None. Maybe platonic Logicality Entry no. 1 Feelings. The bane of my existense. Unnecessary. Useless. Complicated. I haven't been affected by them for the past 28 years. I had some slip ups when I was younger but now I am in perfect control over them. The other three seemed to have them. They always showed some kind of emotion. Patton was mostly the emotions. I need to find out what is so great about emotions. I need to find out more about emotions. Entry no. 10 I have failed many times. I've been trying to study emotions. I looked up everything I could. And yet I can't find anything. I need a plan. Entry no. 16 Something terrible happened. This was a risk I took when I decided I will study emotions. I've been affected by them. I started to have feelings. I need to find names for my feelings. I don't understand them. It's getting out of control. Entry no. 20 I found a name for one of my many confusing feelings. Loneliness. Loneliness: /ˈləʊnlɪnɪs/ noun sadness because one has no friends or company. I never knew this was something I could feel. I have been alone for so many years. And now I have a name for it. Interesting. Frustrating. Confusing. Entry no. 25 Weird. Since I found out I have been feeling lonely I feel down. Feel. Feeling down. This must be a new emotion. Sadness: /'sadnəs/ noun noun: sadness; plural noun: sadnesses the condition or quality of being sad. Sad: /sad/ adjective adjective: sad; comparative adjective: sadder; superlative adjective: saddest feeling or showing sorrow; unhappy. I heard Patton talking about this. When he watched a so called 'sad-movie'. Sadness followed crying. But I've never cried in my life. So I'm not feeling sad. Sadness-Incorrect Entry no. 29 I have been experiencing a new kind of emotion. It is oddly weird. It must be a bad emotion like sadness or loneliness. I don't understand it. Love: /lʌv/ noun noun: love; plural noun: loves 1. a strong feeling of affection. 2. a great interest and pleasure in something. verb verb: love; 3rd person present: loves; past tense: loved; past participle: loved; gerund or present participle: loving 3. feel deep affection or sexual love for (someone). Have I been feeling this for weeks? Months? Years? I always had this weird somewhat would say 'warm' feeling when the others were around. Is this love? I doubt it. I need to test it out. Somehow. Entry no. 31 I haven't left my room for a month now. The others haven't searched for me. Not even Patton after a week. He gave up. Everyone gave up. Disappointment: /dɪsəˈpɔɪntm(ə)nt/ noun: disappointment sadness or displeasure caused by the non-fulfilment of one's hopes or expectations. I thought they would care more. They were emotions didn't they think I have been feeling lonely? I should get out of my room. But they wouldn't want me around anymore. They hate me. I'm afraid to go outside. Fear: /fɪə/ noun: fear; plural noun: fears an unpleasant emotion caused by the threat of danger, pain, or harm. Anxiety: /aŋˈzʌɪəti/ noun: anxiety; plural noun: anxieties a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease about something with an uncertain outcome. Negative emotions. Again. Will I ever experience positive emotions? Entry no. 35 Sadness: /'sadnəs/ noun: sadness; plural noun: sadnesses the condition or quality of being sad. I cried. I cried today. I didn't know I was capable of crying. Another negative emotion. I don't think I will ever get any of the positive emotions. Sadness-Correct Entry no. 42 I have cried a lot today. Or in the past week. I have been crying all day. I broke down crying on my desk. I don't understand it. I have been feeling. Nothing. I'm back at where I was. Depression: /dɪˈprɛʃ(ə)n/ noun: depression feelings of severe despondency and dejection. I need a rest. I haven't slept for weeks. I need to clear my head. There are too many emotions. Too many things I don't understand. I need a break. Logan closed his diary. He really needed to just take a break from every emotion. He needed relaxation. He looked at his clock. 4 a.m. Perfect. No one will be awake at this hour. Even Virgil went to sleep at 3 a.m. usually. He can go outside without any of them noticing. Maybe he can even watch Tv. He hasn't done that in over a month. He missed the shows about space and science. Maybe he could try to imagine a starry sky in the commons room. Maybe he could just stargaze for a bit. He quietly opened his door and went down the stairs to where the kitchen and the commons room were. A coffee couldn't hurt, right? He made his coffee quickly and went into the commons room. He sat down on the couch and turned on the Tv. He found the channel he usually watched if he was alone. He quietly sipped his coffee and relaxed. When he finished his cup of coffee he sat down in front of the couch where the soft carpit was actually pretty comfortable. He layed down and stared at the celiling. He thought of a clear, starry sky. After a few minutes of thinking the ceiling turned into exactly what he imagined for himself. It was relaxing. He never stargazed without writing notes. But he didn't have his notebook with him and he definitely wasn't going to stand up just to go and get it. He didn't mean to fall asleep. He knew he can't fall asleep beacuse then the others would find him. But he was too comfortable. Too relaxed. Too tired. So he quickly fell asleep on the ground. ~ When Patton woke up the others were usually still asleep. This is why he found it odd that Logan's door was open. And Logan haven't been out of his room for a month. Did he finally came out of there? Is he okay? He opened the door further more just to see an empty but very messy room. Logan, who usually kept everything neatly in place and order had the messiest room out of all four of them now. Which was unusual as Virgil's room was complete chaos. He saw a diary on Logan's desk. The desk was a mess, papers, books everywhere. But nothing was around the black diary. He went closer just to see what was written on it. Study of Emotions Did Logan stay in his room to study emotions? For a whole month?! Why didn't he just asked Patton or Virgil or maybe even Roman? He knew it was a bad thing to do. He knew he shouldn't open it. But he had to. Maybe he can help Logan with the things he found. He opened the little book and saw Logan's neat handwriting. Everything perfectly written. No scribbles. No smudges. Just pure perfection. He read the first entry, then the second and so on. When he got to the end he was crying. He felt horrible. He wasn't there for Logan. He didn't help him. He gave up. And Logan noticed. Logan cried. Logan was depressed. He quickly shut the diary and went into the commons room. He had to sit down, he had to calm down, he didn't want to tell the others just yet. But when he got there he found Logan on the floor sleeping. He looked relaxed. A coffee mug was on the coffee table. The Tv was on, volume turned almost fully down on Logan's favourite channel. He looked so peaceful. He didn't want to wake him. But he had to. He made a coffee first, beacuse he knew the other would appreciate it. He then went back to where Logan was still on the floor, put the mug down on the coffee table and gently shook the other's shoulders. "Leave me aloneee" Logan whined still clearly asleep. Patton would have chuckled, maybe he even would have left the other side to sleep a bit more but they had things to talk about. They had to talk about emotions. "Lo you must be really tired, I don't think you slept much but we need to talk." He said as he shook the other again. Logan slowly opened his eyes to see pair of worried eyes. "Oh-oh apologise. I-I didn't mean to fall asleep here. I'll.. I'll just go back to my room. I have some work to finish." He said as he stood up from the floor. "Nuh-uh you are staying Logan. We need to talk about something." Patton said as he sat down on the couch and patted the space next to him. "Sit down please." "We-we don't have anything to talk about. My work is-is rather important so please Patton if you would just let me go." Logan tried to force himself out of Patton's grip on his wrist but he was too tired, and too weak. "Emotions" Patton said and looked at Logan. The logical trait couldn't look into Patton's eyes. He must have found his diary. He must have read it. But he was Morality. He knew reading other's personal stuff was wrong. So he wouldn't do it. It was just a guess. When Patton still didn't let go of his wrist he sighed in defeat and sat down next to the older trait. "I read it. The whole thing. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I gave up. I'm sorry that I disappointed you. I'm sorry. For everything." Patton said. Logan looked up to meet Patton's eyes that were starting to water. "I..I'm sorry too." The logical one said an broke down crying. Patton hugged him and he quickly returned the hug. His loneliness was no longer there. He wasn't lonely anymore. He had Patton to hug him. To hold him. To protect him. "We will fix this I promise" Patton said as he cried into the other's shoulders. They were both crying, their emotions out of control, in a chaos but Logan didn't care. He wasn't lonely anymore. He wasn't afraid that the others would hate him. He didn't feel sad even though he was crying. It was a different kind of crying. He wasn's disappointed anymore. He felt something. The warm feeling he only felt when he was around one of the others. He felt Love. A/n: IM SORRY ALRIGHT THIS GOT SO FUCK DEPRESSING I ALMOST STARTED TO CRY WHILE WRITING THIS I FEEL FUCKING HORRIBLE I LITERALLY JUST JESUS CHRIST KILL ME. So uhm yeah angstttttt. Cool huh? This was an experience to write thats for sure. Also thanks tumblr for bein a total asshole bc now none of the words are how I want it but sure alright its fine like this. If you wanna read it in a somewhat better quality then I suggest my wattpad for you where I have a little sanders sides one shot book that you can read btw. Here's the link for my oneshot book on wattpad: https://my.w.tt/UiNb/IzwcA4nGWG Tagging some people hope its okay i just wanna know what you think? I hope its okayy. @romananalogicality @pirate-patton @mewsicalmiss @emeliethetimelady @notjustaterran

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[semenguine]

it’s. just after 7:30 when i har the nock. 7:35 maybe. or 7:40. imin the twins room. chaing their diapers. and. im finishing up with adelpha. i’m putting on diaper cream. she’s drooling. i’m already miserable because of what happend to me because of what i did. two nightsb efore i. 

i was stupid. the kock comes again. and. i tape adelpha’s diaper on and pick her up and give her butt a little pat and she just goes n drooling. and i put her in the same crib as her sister becase they dont cry when i leave the room if theyre togetehr. and i see eden trying to get down the stairs and i tell her no no ill get it. and she says ok. and shes really hungover anyway not just alcohol all sorts of shit. so she hobles back to bed. 

the person knocks aigan. i shold have. lookd through the pephole but i didnt. ijust opened the door. i thought maybe itwas the mailman or somethng, bit. t wanst

i open the door. and ts him . and i freeze for a second and. hes stronger thanme because everybody us and. the next thing i know. hes in my home. and. he closes the door an locks it and. i dcant breathe. and i wish i never went to him.and remibded him i exist. that we exist. and i frorgot he knowswhere i live.  

what re .you diong in here i whisper. i messaged eden, he says and he pouts. but she didnt reply and it really hurt my geelings. i just awnted to come by and see if shes ok. pleaes dont hurt eeden, i say. pelase. please. she shouldnt have left me on read he esays. thats crazy i say. please hurt me instead dont hurt her please. she’s isck she broke he rankle i say desperately. please.

he grabs me by the wrist and says if i have to go looking for her things are only gonna get worse for her. where is she? i want to cry he holds on to me so tight i take him to me and eden’s bedroom.gary pushes me in ahead of him.

i stumble. who was at the door? eden asks. p-put this on, eden, you have to, i say quickly, i rush over and bring her her shirt and shorts- why she says. does someone wanna talk to me? she clutches her head and she groans. yes eden please, i say. are you okay? she asks. she’s a little shaken up, says gary. eden’s eyes go wide. gary grabs my wrist again. don’t hurt her please, i beg. he ignoesm e. 

what the hell are you doign in my house? eden demands. she’s more alert now. she. grabs the clothes and he lets go of me and walks right over and yanks them out of her hands. you won’t need those, he says. for the shit im gonna do to you. you aint ifnna do shit to me, edn says. angrily. you know what i dont care what you here for. let me show you the exit and maybe ill jus t tell the police you got lost.

you won’t tell the police anything, he says. because they don’t give a fuck. you know that. eden’s chest rises and falls. she doesn’t say anything. why didn’t you reply to my texts? he asks. cause i dont like to entertain crazy people, eden spits. aw, gary says. im not crazy. im just angry. you understand, dont you? its kinda like how it was, his eyes narrow. when you broke my nose. you know? or maybe how sierra felt, he gr abs me again and pshes me onto the bed. when she made me lose my FUCKING job! his nostrils flare and he takes a deep breath.

tears are streaming down my face please gary i beg. i cant pay rent he rants. i have to move back in with ym mom next month. what do you want ,eden says. i hear your ankles broken that true? gary asks. eden looks at me i swallow. gary pulls the covers off eden, who scrambls to cgover herself. thats cute, gary mocks. thats how you lseep huh? in your little dino undies. youre a psychopath eden says. i cry .

you’ll never be a real man edne says gary. oh thank god says eden. you couldnt give y our wife what she needs gary whispers. so ehe came trunning to me. the fact tha t you’re violent and evil enough that a sexual abuse survivor wlould come to you  when she want s to retraumatize herself is a weird fl ex eden replies. 

shut up, says gary. he gets in to the bed no please i say please dont hurt her. he wont edensays. he smiles at her. you think youre so tough that youre such a man he says. well men he squeezes her chest and she shoves his hand away and raises her arms defensively oevr it. dont hav e .these. youre just something else arent you but, when it comes to babymaking you do the mans job dont you eden he whispers. so i guess you’re moer man than girl.

eden’s dead silent and then she attakcs him.but shes hungoer and her ankle is broken. all i he gdoes is put pressure on her ankle and shes cries ou tin pain nad he pins her down to the bed. no i cry. gary please. bring me some tape he orders me and maybe ill be gentle. i dont knwo what else to do so ijsut agree. 

i fee stupid as soon as ai bring it back he tapes over eden’s mouth. it muffles her screams. she kicks and thrashes and tries to get him off but hres pinnedh er arms down her noiesse increasie in fratnicness as he pull sh er underwwar off her. he strts talking . about hoe we ruined his life and how much he loves watchinglesibian porn and alwaysa wishe he could be part o i now look he ist and how rede n will never be a man . eden kicks desperately. shes’ cryingnad triyng to scream i can tell but the tape the stupid dape.

i grab on to garys legs please stop i plead she didnt do anything please. he kicks me and i fall off the bed. i land hard. i cant move im so dizzy. i just lie there and my whole body hurts. eden screams nad itheres nothing  i can do. when gary tells her she’s so tight she makwes a good woman in some ways there isnt anythin g i can do.

that hurts doent it gary syays this is what you did to me this is what you did to my life now how does it feel. wish there was a bit more space in hre eh says. so short i can only fit ab out half of me in but then i guess its cause ths little hole donest lead to anywhere huh ? how sad. i hate fucking you its so messy .so much damn blood. 

edens still screinamng. i hatem yeslf i hate myself for leading  him here. i never wantedto hurt anyone you knwo that? gary starts crying. but you bitches made me. i had to do this. you did nt give me a choice. hekeeps goinga nd going. he takes the tape off eden’s mouth i har the rip but he 

she doesn’t screma for long he cms in her mouth she starts gurgling an d coughing. theres a slapping nois e fucking swallow it you bitch he tells her to suck the b lod off. eshes crinyg and sobbing and choking. stop it, i try again. my voice is weak and stupid. please.

t then. one fo the twins starts crying i am fiilled with fear. oh he says i almost forgot. i haen’t met your kids yet. NO, i cry. no don’t hurt them gary please they’re just babies they’ven ever done anythign to yo uplease, i sob. please please don’t hurt them please don’t hurt my babies don’t hurt my babies. i crawl to his feet hurt me instead i beg. 

i look at eden and there’s so mcuch blood on the sheets and on her elsgs i almost scream. she looks e mpty. thersf cum a an d spit allover her chin. he looks at me and gets up. no i scream desp earetly. i grab on to his legs and try to hodl him back . please please i sob. dont touch my babies ont hurt my babies.

i just want to say hi, he says. but. do you know how easy it is to suffocate a baby? NO PlEASE, i sob. eden drags herself out of bed. she half crawls half drags herself along the floor. i if you la y a fucing hand on my  k kids ill kill you, she says hoarsely. yo ucant even stand gary says.

d dont need to shes cryig. to kill you. gary drags me along and i mst il l cilinging trying to hold him back. eden drags hers elf to the nursery. a mara is crying. she.cant get up eden whispers throug hthe crib bars its o k. dadas her e. 

gary tries to get closer i bite him. get away from me! he shakes his leg btu i keep clinging. adelpha starts crying too i can tell they are scared both of the babies they are bot hscared. i sob. gary gets closer. edeng goes crazy she. growls . aa nd. claws and bites himhe cant  shake her off. 

he moves back. eden glares at him on all fours naked, blood trickling down her legs the cum drying on her chin tears all over her face gr ubting and pantimg animalitcially she bear s her teeth at h im . oyu’re pathe tic he say s. look at y ou. but i can i thin k he is scared .

hopefully he says. you wont ig nore one of my mes sages agin. right? you’ll fuckin rspond back wont oyu? edens silent . wont ouy? he demands. i look at eden p l adingly. hshe look at me and back at the tw ins. yes she says. good. he says. youre no t a man . you can never mke a gir lhappy. dont for get, gary sneers. and if y out tell te police about this i’ll make your lives a awliving hell.

he grabs me by the wrist and throws me to the floor and ki cks my rirbs in. i scrmea. stop it, edne says. sotp it, he mocks. stop it. he kick s me gain and then says . . i think im ight stay her for abit. you havea guest room dnot you?

no ,eden lies . he smile s. well make one, he says . hhhe went out buty hell be back. thats what scares me the most is he’l be back hes stayign nad anything coudl hapen. he tt tok pictures of eden. nad hell s hare them out  ii f. we odnt do what he says. 

i dont tihn k i hav e to watch you he said . you two are sma rt people. i thinkyou know hwat it ocudl do to eden’s career.

and h hes right we kno w so we cant get help we cant do an y hting. were at ihis mercy .

[atruthuniversallyoutthere]

im bored so i’m gonna answer some Qs

What do you think of love?

its great and its not reserved for romance

When is the last time you went to a party?

fuck have i ever been to a party? i dont know. what kindof party do we mean because i dont think i’ve ever been to a house party, but like... idk maybe like my friends wedding was the last party type event i was at?

When is the next time you'll hit up a club?

if i ever have friends in the future who’re inclined to go clubbing? maybe white night if i can wrangle someone to go with me?

If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what?

idk, raw salmon or maguro sushi as long as its fresh

Have you dated anyone on your top 4?

oh... this is from back when myspace existed and the answer is no

Has your number 2 on your friends ever made you cry?

bitch most likely. but fucked if i know i dont remember

How do you feel about abortions?

i dont. you do you. pro choice i guess. its kinda up to whoevers body it is and their own consciousness/moral compass. 

Do you eat junk food everyday?

nope, and i try not to

How often do you drive?

not as much as i want

Where did you last drive to?

idk home from my aunts house or something

Describe your bestfriend?

an idiot i love who i can laugh with, who reads dumb fanfiction to me over skype

Who was the last person to touch you?

idk my mum? my cat?

How did you and your number 1 become friends?

i dunno bitch im not on myspace right now its 2019

How late did you stay up last night and why?

i went to bed at like 9 and fell asleep at like 11 because chronic fatigue

What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?

theyre my mother/ if we’re going by any type of text i fb msged my cousins

Do you like someone?

i like a lot of people. but not really in the way you mean. its fucked up, i develop crushes but theyre never more than that and it really annoys me, like i cant connect with people any more than that or something and i HATE IT

Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?

my dad when i was a kid probably. i dont know, probably jokingly by others

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?

yep i kiss my mum on the cheek

How's your life lately

okay, could be worse, could be better. a bit lonely

Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?

if i think hard enough i could probably think of someone. i think one of my distant cousins fathers is or was but i dont know if i ever knew him personally

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

yep ugh such regrets

What do you think about the current gas prices?

let me go places for free

Would you sex tape with you in it for 3 million dollars?

this question makes no sense, a vital word is missing, and the answer is i have no idea honestly. like the money would be great, depends who i was selling it to and me + sex is something i’m currently really weird about and i wish i wasnt

Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out?

yes

Do you think that you’re a good person?

majoritively. i try to be at least

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?

yes

Are you happier single or in a relationship?

probably single, but i’m lonely, but i need to fill that with friends not neccisarily romance

Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?

i dont know, probably when i was a stupid moronic teenager?

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?

uuuum.... i feel like it was nt too long ago but i dunno

Ever ordered from an infomercial?

i’ve wanted to, i think my mum has... maybe on my behalf when i was a kid...

Do you believe in love at first sight?

not really. attraction yes, full on love??? im not sure. I dont know because you never stop learning about people. and if you decide you love someone before getting to know them it can sometimes be harmful. I think thats the reason why i’m so cautious now. because i would do most anything for someone i love, yet i dont want to do things i DONT want to do. so i believe you can be charmed by someone and be attracted to them and enamoured or bewitched by them on first sight, but i dont think you should call that the same as love, deep love at least.

Have you ever requested a song on the radio?

i dont remember. i think i sent a message online or something but id if they played it lmfao

Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?

um, no. i wouldnt really bother talking to someone i hate

When is the last time you took a nap?

yesterday

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

lmao it was my mum. again

To text you?

my mum lmao

To send you a myspace message?

myspace is a million years old. i think it was my cousin if we talk facebook

To send a friend request?

me or them??? idk i think it was some random friend of a friend from america (kateera i’m looking at you, why are all these random friends of yours adding me this is the 2nd dude in like a month lmfao)

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?

miineeee????

Have you kissed anyone in the last week?

my mum on the cheek probs, maybe other various members of my family on the cheek maybe MY CAT

Do you miss anyone?

yep! lotsa people!

What does your 8th text message say and who was it from?

“haven’t heard” from my mum

What are you listening to?

the fan and my dad watching stargate atlantis

Is there one place you'd like to visit?

they are many bih

Have you held hands with anyone today?

naqh

Do you like winter time?

nooooooooooooooot really

Do you own uggs?

ew no

Do you regret anything?

yep

What are you excited about?

jegnerg idk ufjwoiefkl the prospect of life 

Plans for today?

i should be doing more uni work hahaha

Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?

doubt it?

What are you doing tomorrow?

not sure

How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?

probably like a handful

Where is your number one person on your friends list?

bih im not on myspace

Do you want to dance?

with sooooomebody whoooo looooovessssssssss meeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEE!?

Who do you not get along with?

i get along with everyone until they are radically annoying 

Last movie you watched?

was it deadpool 2? im not sure

What are your plans for the weekend?

it is the weekend

What do you notice first about a guy?

oh look a person

Something interesting happen lately?

i ate watermelon

Where is the person you like right now?

up ya butt

Last time you took a shower?

had a bath 3 hours ago

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?

sleepin

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

filling this shite out

When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?

when we broke up and he ghosted me

Have you ever been around someone who was high?

yes

Do you like where you live?

the town, sure, the house, no

Last thing you purchased?

...pants

Have you kissed your number one on your top?

have you

Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?

at my parents house doing uni work, i wish i was out in the sun, like a at beach with friends or something

Explain why you last threw up?

i was brushing my teeth and my gag reflex is turning to shit

Where did your last hug take place?

in my driveway a few nights ago or maybe it was at my friends house or down the street

Who was the last person to hold your hand?

my nephew, harvey (:

Are you a jealous person?

probably

Did you have a good birthday this year?

yup

Are you tired right now?

not tired, but sore

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?

where s mine

Do you chew on your straws? 

sometimes

Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?

harvey and gemma

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?

nope

Do you have curly hair?

wavvy, but straightish

Who was at your house last?

support worker

Do you lead people on?

not intentionaly

Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?

yep probably

Have you kissed anyone today?

no

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

yes lmfao

Last person you cried over?

probably myself

Do you cry easily?

i guess

Do you have any brothers?

no

What do you think of them?

none

Where did you go today?

my parents house

What should you be doing right now?

uni work or something productive/self care-y

Are you a heavy sleeper?

yes

When was the last time you hand washed the dishes?

every time i do dishes

Name everyone that made you smile today?

my cousins, my cat

Who was the last person to put their arm around you?

my mum??? i dont remember

Three feelings at the moment?

ouch my back, content, wanderlust

What are you listening to right now?

didnt i already answer this?

The highlight of your week?

bubble cup in melbourne

Who were the last people you ate with?

my family

What really makes you mad?

heaps of thins

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?

no

What are your plans for tonight?

shut up

What does the seventeenth text message in your inbox say?

“True!!!”

What's the last piercing you got?

right conch

Ever toilet papered someone’s house?

no

Do you want to be married right now?

not really? i dont know. theres nobody i would like to be married to right now

What were you doing at 4am this morning?

sleeping

What do you usually do first in the morning?

take my meds and feed my cat

Do you have college plans?

i am studing graphic desing right now 

Are you mad at anyone right now?

yes, this quiz

How many different beverages have you had today?

coffeee and green tea

What did you do today?

had a bath

What is your favorite flavor of jelly?

blue?

Do you want children?

ye

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?

watching something on tv

You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends would come to visit you?

my family memebers 

If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?

that sucks

Do people underestimate you?

no

Are you named after a grandparent?

middle name, kinda

What's something you're scared of?

deAth And The VOId

Name some of the people you love?

mich, linky, vinny, harvey, gemma, kateera, mikayla and more

What's your favorite color?

the gradient between aqua and hot pink because im an edgelord

Ever been kissed under fireworks?

not that i can recall

Do you wish someone would call you?

maybe idk

Is there someone you wanna date right now?

not really idk

Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?

both lmao>>????/

Is there a meaning behind your profile song?

ya mum ba dum tis

Do you have a best friend?

not really

Do you belive that what comes around goes around?

sometimes

Who was the last person you were mad at?

quiz for being a repetitive piece of crap

What is the last song to make you cry?

dont rememeber

Is your best friend pretty?

yep

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

constantly

What do you miss?

this is a loaded question

Do you give out second chances too easily?

probably

Ever felt that no one relates to you?

sometimes

Had plans and broke them?

yup

When was the last time you saw your grandparents?

theyve all passed away

Who are you jealous of?

yo mumma

#op