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g-on-ef · 15 days
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Goddess of Loneliness ideas
Not sure yet if I will write GoL I'm tempted so imma just dump some ideas I have and see where it goes ^^
After coming back from the states Maya is isolated from everyone
Annika becomes a little mean spirited towards her and reminds everyone she always knew Maya was an awful person and she wasn't even surprised that Maya betrayed her family
Maya doesn't say anything but is hurt that her brother and Killian don't defend her and if anything Killian adds fuel to the fire
Gareth does however by reminding Annika she betrayed her family by dating the fucker that stabbed her brother almost got Nikolai killed and almost drove her to suicide
That did not end well with Jeremy as he defensed his sister
Gareth deciding they're being unfair to Maya remins everyone that their own partners have done some shitty things to them and they were quick to forgive them but can't do the same for Maya
It ends in a huge fight between him and Killian which had Jeremy and Niko separating them before it can escalate to something worst
Mia throws a comment how Maya is still ruining their family by pitting them against each other as she Niko and Kill leave
Gareth tries to sooth her but she decides to leave to go somewhere else
What no one knows is Maya has her own little cottage where she goes to escape
Maya writes in her diary and cries of being alone
She tries to talk to her mom who ignores her her dad who claims he's busy but she knows he's not
She tries to talk to Illya but all he does is yells at her calls her selfish and throws a traumatic event that happened to her back to her face making her feel worse than she already did
Trigger warning mention of eating disorder and self harm
Three weeks have passed and Maya has been a mess
Her eating disorder is back as she overhears Annika and the rest of the Elite girls talking badly of her Mia included
She gorges down on food till her stomach is full and vomits it out
She's done this before as her punishing herself so she does it again
She use to burn herself
She goes back to that habbit
Brandon catches her doing it
He approaches her but Maya dismisses him and tries to leave
Bran doesn't leave and threatens to tell Nikolai what she is doing
Maya says she doesn't care if he knows since she's not important to him and never was
No one knows this but Maya has a beautiful voice and sings beautifully she's also a huge anime nerd bigger than Cecily
She's also a talented anime artist
She's done commissions and has made a shit tone of money from it
Hell one of her drawings is hanging proudly on Cecilys walls but Cecily doesn't know it was Maya that drew it
Maya is a swifty and an army and part of the beyhive
In order she loves Jimin Yoongi Jin Hobi Namjoon Taehyung and Jungkook
Okay her list is always changing but Yoongi and Jimin are always on top
She owns rare merch and keeps in her little cottage
Annika, Ava, Glyn, and a reluctant Cecily and Mia think she deserved to be punished so they along with Killian tore up her posters she had at the mansion along with her Taylor Swift Viynal and Beyonce shirt that was a limited run and merch she had
When she went to her room she saw the state it was and felt like crying
The merch didn't mean a lot since she had bought it in double but it still hurt that someone ruined things she bought with her own money
She quietly packed everything and threw it away
Bran saw her room destroyed and helped her clean it
Maya didn't say anything she just picked up her things and threw them out
She was grateful she kept her sign merch, the rare photocards, and everything important to her in her cottage
Bran tried to talk to her but she ignored him
Bran was getting worried and didn't want her to hurt herself
He never told Niko but he was worried for her
He asked her if she wanted to hang out with him
Maya didn't say yes or no so Bran dragged her with him to go for some coffee
Maya didn't understand why Bran was being nice to her
Bran told her it's because no one should feel so low
Maya reminded him what she did to mia
Bran reminds her what his family did to hers
Maya smiles a little and it's the first time she actually did
She and Bran start hanging out more
The two bond and Maya can safely say she made a friend
Bran can say the same
Mia isn't happy and neither is Lan
Niko is conflicted
Maya brings him to her cottage and shows him her drawings
Bran is honored to be the first on here as well as the one she trusted with her drawings
Maya is happy
Well not for long
Maya is reminded once again of the pain she caused and how she'll ruin Brandon
She's tired of the constant harassment
The constant pain
Lan especially threatens her along with Eli Killian and Creighton
Having enough Maya runs away
She leaves a drawing for Bran and only Bran and leaves
She heads to California to start a new life
She doubts anyone will notice she's missing
She destroys her phone and anything that can trace her and leaves
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anelfinhobbiton · 4 months
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Goofy & Cloud, found father when you need him the most
TW: suicidiation
long of it short, Cloud has DARK thoughts and calls the one man he trusts to help him through it. If I could draw this would be a comic. Alas I can’t. If anyone wants to help realize that, please dm me.
Cloud sits in some ruined cityscape high above the ground. The Sephiroth inside him whispers in his ear as he seriously considers if HE is the danger to his loved ones, if the world is better off w/o him…and before he does he makes a phone call.
Cut to Goofy in his house, plopping around with a towel wrapped around his chest and head.
“Y’elo! Hyuk!” Goofy snorts.
“Hey Goofy…” Cloud says through a wavering breath.
“Hey’ya Cloud! How you been?” Goofy excitedly blurts out.
“Oh, you know…just been doing a lot of thinking,”
“Bout wha?”
“Umm,” Cloud hesitates as he casts his gaze upwards, eyes begin to water, “well, um…you know…”
Goofy looks around the corner. He sees Max and PJ  watching TV. Goofy quietly closes the kitchen door. His mood shifts.
“Cloud, I want ya to take a breath. Cloud does so, “Now talk to me, pal. Is that devil gettin in your head again?”
Sephiroth snickers.
“…” Cloud struggles to answer but eventually musters the strength to say a single word, “…yeah.”
“Son, listen to me. You pay him no mind. You’re a good man.”
“Am I, Goof? Are you sure about that?” Cloud mutters in fits of tears.
“Never doubted it for a second,” Goody answers assertively.
Cloud tumbles in a heap, wrapping his arm around his face.
“I miss her, Goof! I miss her so much!” he cries as Aerith’s voice quietly sings on the wind.
“Yeah…” Goofy takes a heavy breath, “I know that feelin’ better than most. But we keep our chins high and heads filled with high hopes, cause we don’t get to pay that pain forward. You been a good soldier, Cloud…and ya still gotta hold your post. Not for yourself but Tifa and the kids.”
Cloud composes himself. In that duty is a rock that he can latch himself to till the storm of fury, hurt, and despair passes. He takes another deep breath and allows his arm to fall to his side, revealing his face.
“Thanks, Goof.”
“Anytime, pal,” Goofy taps his finger on the table as he thinks up a way to keep Cloud attached. His ears perk up as he realizes it, “Hyuk! Hey’ya you know what? Why don’t you bring the kids and we’ll all go fishin’ this weekend. Don’t that sound like fun?”
“Yeah,” Cloud chuckles, “it does.”
“I’m takin’ that as a promise. Imma hold you to it,” Goofy says in as cheerful a voice as he can while still getting his point across.
“Yup. It’s a promise. We’ll be there,” Cloud replies.
“Good. And Cloud…”
“Yeah?”
“You can always call me whenever you need to. Okay, pal?”
“Thanks Goof.”
“Sure thing.”
Cloud hangs up the phone. He looks into the overcast sky to see the sun’s rays breaking through. He closes his eyes and takes one more deep breath as the warmth washes over his face. He stands up, walks away from the edge, climbs on his bike, and makes his way home.
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stormxpadme · 1 year
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AO3 has been kicking me out for around 10mins bcs of pages loading too slow on wifi and data both so it wont let me post a comment on ch 7 (i think) SO HERE IT IS i will not go to sleep till i send it to you PUBLICALLY ! (gonna also paste it into ao3 tmrw but i need to send it now and then pass out for at least 3 more hrs xD):
REMYYYYYY AAAA i literally firgot everything i was gonna say when i figured out its gambjt j'fucking adoreeeee 🥰🥰🥰
one bad mutant for eric one food mutant fir charles. theyre just playing chess at this point. assholes. also with the like killing and mystiques comment abt another talk between erik and charles i had a thiught there... hmmmm.... i wish i rmbrd what kt was. OH YEAH. it hink i said this a while ago somewhere that its like. Its a draw, and impasse, and until either one of them crossed any of the arbitrary lines they drew in the sand nothing will change
Also scott is a dumbass and katja is so extremely like. Idealistic. I love that for her bcs she still has enthusiasm amd has that righteous anger that comes off as either annoying or hopeful to someone whos been fighting a war for so long such as scott. And i love that part of the convo where scott is like we cant save the whole world. It made me think of schindlers list and that quite - the man who saves a life has saved a world entire. Which is ironic given that its eriks goons doing this, which AGAIN brings me to erkis hypocrisy this time and like. Him and charles are just two sides of a same coin arent they?
The encounter with that girl yesterday had left him more confused than he had experienced in years. - side eyeing you for this 👀🤨😤😹❤️
With this weapon, we can turn all of New York into mutants in a few days and all of humanity in six months - oh i rmbrd now! (I cooy some quites to clipboard not to forget to comment on them xd) - what i wanted to say here is that i have all the love and none of the respect for cartoonish villain plans ised to attract the attention of your ex boyfriend xD "imma turn the whole new york into SHARKS and i'll be the SHARK MASTER" like dude chill ffs just text him its okay its cool xD.
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It sent, actually! But yeah, everything's lagging there right now including my answers to you and I'm getting unnerved bc AO3 GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. So I will answer here :D And then I will send you to bed BECAUSE REASONS.
And hey, there's a definite advantage to posting here: You can include visuals :D.
I needed my red eyed Cajun baby in there :D. I mean obviously, since the team is what it's like in the 90s cartoon plus one additional weather-witch, but also because Remy is too fucking cute (and Taylor Kitsch was too fucking hot playing him).
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Yeep, exactly. Charles and Erik love each other far too much still for their own good. This whole thing would long have been over with everyone dead if they didn't hold their respective people back. With how it's going, there's just more and more collateral damage on the way, and those two still will just fuck it out and cry on each other's shoulder in the end, and they deserve all the shade thrown at them for it.
Uuugh now I get emotional about Schindler's list again, never managed to rewatch that, it broke me so much the first time already. I think it's really the hardest part about this job? Getting to terms that you can't be everywhere at once and that making as much of a difference as you can is what counts and not saving everyone because that simply won't work. And my girl is still at the beginning of learning that sigh. It's really chilling seeing Erik walk around killing off random people in this franchise just because they're normal people bc like. This is what happens when someone's been on the receiving end of this and then gets the power to turn the tables on the fascist assholes. The moral dilemma of the whole thing ugh.
Oh god, I'm so sorry for this storyline already LOL. Poor Ororo really needs better taste in men …
thanks, now I can never take that plan seriously again LOOOL. I mean, when Erik finally gets up to get this plan up and started, Charles will indeed be there in person, so I guess in the end the plan worked? :D
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choconanime · 2 years
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Rambling about Adami lore don't mind me
lil tibits i have for bsts adami as i got inspired watching anime with friends
Adami while having lawyer parent's,their very much like "if u have a dream seek it without our help especially the field your own, prove to us your worth it n well start sending money if needed" is harsh but is more like she doesn't always depend on them.
Adami office is actually located in a caffe shop! a friend ended up helping her out as they had a spare room in their coffee shop
This prolly explains her addiction to coffee n cinnamon rolls she wakes up n immediately start of her day eating them.
Her group consist: Of two assistant and one other detective, so two girls n one boy. She's the main leader+ with the new addition that Kiri join in once in a while to help on certain cases
She wants to research more about the Blackstar but if i make her the Mc,Kei prolly forbid her hence one of her assistant actually being hired by Kei to keep track of her to her dismay,she hasn't given up on looking more about it so she says Blackstar stuff it's just in hiatus ~~but she looks for clues with Kiri in her off day's~~
Kei and Heath call her Saki to hide her name so calling her saki it's like wrong either.
There's certain things she learned from certain members that should be obvious to the public eye, like she prolly learned Kei name earlier n that's where the talk of "don't search for anyone info, please adami" talk came from n as much as she hates it,she's a woman of her word n has not search further for any other boys info to her dismay+ she however told Kei she dislike they however can look for info, if she realized one of them has info she hasn't share with them she will target them specifically n she hopes that isn't an issue as it's only fair
hence i can see as the boys start caring for her, especially sussy man, they start searching less for her bcuz they don't want to get her in trouble for searching for them as they believe she's quite capable of searching.
Kiri sometimes help in other cases unrelated to Blackstar bcuz of her connections
Unrelated but enstars admai most people she contact are too are girl's
her introduction would prolly be slightly different from bsts
Like instead of a woman chasing her it was due clues+ wanting to find more n realizing one of her old clients she helped , zinnia works exactly on the place a lot of her clues lead here this pass few months but it seems when she got there Kei already was already expecting her to her dismay n it continue off as normal story went
her awkwardness come from the idea of how game saki is grounded n kinda serious but can be kind.
N I'm like imma steal that n make it adami twist of her serioness is actually her awkwardness with people but when she warms up she pretty much becomes motherly
adami i once again change what she's looking for LMAO i feel like. A child is to much of a high stake(bcuz i was gonna make it be she had a child) n seeing how slow this story is I'm giving lore it won't fit,i feel like smt less high stake
N i got an idea that it rounds back to blank place, as i was thinking more about how it worked i actually give a number of girls working there: 10 girl's,Io and Zinnia being one of them, she was working there in the first place because a customer reported a missing person who led her to the blank but by the time she got there the fire happen+ realize that every girl was there except the one girl she looking for, instead of leaving the blank alone she decided to help not only to find more clues but the situation the girls were in was...horrid.
N she still been working on this missing case on the sides,not knowing why it draw a her so much it wasn't till she learned the that this organization, the black card, that smt in her click in her concidendly she also received a card when she realize oh this dude ,Kiri dad, worked under them which led to today event's
Adami is someone even when when she isn't a saki she can easily still have good reason to be there hanging out bcuz all clues keep leading her to this damn place n instead of Kei warning her perhaps is Kasumi,someone who cares for zinnia a lot, understand that it seems Adami is someone Zinny really cares about, feels indebted in warning her to please watch out n don't go poking on people information (later being reinforced by Sin if zinnia chooses that route).
Adami feels like she seen TAKAMI before
TAKAMI: i don't think you have however many people think they met me before so I'm not surprised
Adami: mhm i see **doesn't believe him,she took of that**
TAKAMI: if that's all, excuse me have a good day **he knows that she knows she took note of that n doesn't believe him**
but also
takami ~~or kasum~~ kissing her n instead of getting shy bro my braincell barks at the idea of her while flsutered just traces her fingers accros where they kiss her n looking very pleased n they kinda dont expect that so they get flustered too
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reijixia13 · 3 months
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Believe in Me
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》It's Nice to see you Again
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✍︎ It's Nice to see you Again
✍︎ Oneshots
✍︎ 𝑌𝑢𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑟𝑜
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⚠︎Angst and Yushiro Ending Spoiler⚠︎
(I just re-read and- This has many unspeakable logics lol)
𖣔Reincarnation/Reborn/Power
❄︎POV
Yushiro has sworn his loyalty to Tamayo and had loved her for more than Hundred of years, But the time seems to stop when One day Tamayo had bought a kid at the age of A year, thin (H/C) haired.
"Tamayo-Sama, Why do you have a brat with you?" Yushiro asked in an rage voice,
One because if she did get preg he doesn't mind his just angry because she didn't tell him-
Two If it's not her what so special with it?
Three mostly THAT BRAT WILL RUIN THEY'RE TIME :))
"Yushiro, It's A Baby not a Brat. And mostly because I was just walking when I noticed this baby in the alley, It has a diffrent Heart beat, Along with its aura" Tamayo said, Tamayo looked down at the Baby who looked at her before it giggled. Tamayo almost has tears pricking in her eyes as she remembers her own child she had killed.
"But Tamayo-Sama-" Yushiro tried to protect their alone time but it seems that he's been shut down by yours truly Tamayo goddess.
"Yushiro, She's just a baby, She needs someone who can take care of her till she can fight her own." Tamayo said, She carefully brushed the little girl's face before she felt something.
Frezzing on his spot as he notice how Tamayo look at the little baby girl with shock widening eyes.
"Tamayo-Sama?" Yushiro called out at the female, The female fliched and looked at Yushiro dead in the eyes.
"Yushiro, This child.. I was wrong.." Tamayo said, she looked at the ground and hugged the little baby closely with protectiveness, Ofcourse Yushiro doesn't give a fudge but was happy that Tamayo was GONNA agree with him. Before he could talk Tamayo said in her crying voice, "Let's Protect this child.. I was wrong..She doesn't have a heart....".
Everything and Anything he could do for Tamayo I mean he is simping for over 200 years-
Anyways, He sworn the look in Tamayo's eyes that said he should agree to protect the child.
Yushiro x Reader
Requested by: (No one since No one wants to request something TnT)
So like, I may or may not have burn one of my fingers....... Uhhhhmm.. I think it's good since it didn't bleed but it's hard to stretch sometimes-
Anyways hope you enjoy this
Oh yeah- This has a bit of Tanjiro x Reader fluff since Imma mke reader close to Tanjiro since his an angel♡
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3 Years Later
(Y/N)'s 3yrs old ok?
"(Y/N)! Come here" Tamayo's voice can be heard in the hallway.
A little girl with (H/C) and (H/L) run down the hallway and to the person who called her, She smiled brightly as she see her Adopted Mom and Big Brother figure stood there.
"Yes Okaasan?" She looked up at her Adopted Mother with those semi smile with a little broken teeth in the side, Tamayo chuckled at the cuteness and patted her Adopted Child's head.
"We're gonna go to town, Do you wanna go?" Tamayo ask, The little girl took a glance at her brother figure to see him staring at her adoptive mom. (Y/N) shook her head variously as an answer, Tamayo and Yushiro are worried that the little girl's head can be a ball now.
"No! I wanna go try to draw the one I read last week!" (Y/N) said, She rushed to Yushiro with Determination, "Yushi-Niisan! Protect Okaasan out there ok? Onii-San is strong!" Innocent (Y/N) said as her eyes sparkled, Yushiro appreciated the little girl but was too tired to take in her hyperactiveness.
"Tch! Ofcourse I will, Tamayo-Sama is not alone" Yushiro said as he put his hands on his hips being proud.
Tamayo watched from afar as her Assistant and Adopted Daughter going on very well this pass few years, She wished she never had that sickness so she would have never Him and.. She sigh as she called out to Yushiro and made there way out the house.
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(Y/N) was spacing out often, She keep thinking, Ever since she turned 13 she slowly realize that.... She couldn't see Yushiro as a brother anymore, She has this feeling of warmth everytime she noticed how worried Yoshiro was for her, but she think it was forbidden as she was only 13 years old and Yushiro and Tamayo? Yeah she doesn't want to interfere to that. She knows that Yushiro was inlove with her adoptive Mother but to think that she would fall in love in just one sided.
"/N)?"
It's crazy to think that (Y/N) herself would fall in love even if she doesn't have a heart, She doesn't even know why she survive.
"(Y/N)!" A voice called out
"Huh?"
(Y/N) shook her head and out of her daze to feel two hands on her sholder and a worried expression infront of her, Those hands and expressions was no other than him himself, Her one-sided love one. Yushiro.
"You keep dozing out lately, Are you sure you're ok?"
Those worried voice and expression written to his face, She hate it.. SHE HATE IT ALL. What's the reason to fall inlove when (Y/N) herself doesn't even feel her own heart?!
"Im fine" (Y/N) said in a distant voice, Yushiro was suprise and cut off guard but so those (Y/N), She didn't even know why she was being like this.
"(Y/N) Im here, So tell me what's your problem-" Yushiro said but was cut off guard once again as he saw (Y/N) suddenly standing up and look dead in his eyes.
"IM.FINE. Kurosai Yushiro-San"
Yushiro can feel that part of himself break, She run away like a wind and out of his sight, Yushiro can also feel himself freeze. She called him formally even if they both we're always together along with Tamayo on the house for the pass 13 years so why is she acting like this?
"What is happening… I hope you're doing fine but I didn't expect you to be like this.. tch"
Yushiro's didn't expected you to be like this, It's was just like yesterday when you we're bought here in the house, It was just also like yesterday when your first words was 'Oniichan' to him. He felt like his losing his mind with this simple thing.
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12 Years Later
(Y/N)'s 15 yrs old
Tamayo and Yushiro was on their way home when they heard a commotion, The two look at each other before camly look at the scene. Both watch as a boy was yelling at someone, Tamayo's eyes widen before she composed herself and cutted on her arm, Flowers magically appeared and the people who sworn had smelled sweet bloosom smell fell to the groun and to a small deep sleep.
"That scent.. You guys are a demon aren't you?" A boy in (y/n)'s age asked, Tamayo asked and adviced the little boy and told him to meet them in their house to talk about the earlier's commotion.
~~Time skip (There's really nothing to put here so just magically skip where Tanjiro was seating himself along with Nezuko in Tamayo's house)~~
3rd POV
Tanjiro was seated infront of Tamayo, Beside Tamayo, Yushiro was their glaring at him and Nezuko who was happily sliding herself by the back on the floor.
Tanjiro and Tamayo was talking when they heard the door of the room open.
"Okaasan, I hope you don't mind me staying.." A girl with (H/L) and (H/C) said but stopped when she notice who her mother was talking to, "Tanjiro?" She asked confirming, She felt herself being hugged.
"(N/N)-Chan!" Tanjiro yelled out surprise, He watched as Nezuko patting her head with a happy expression. I mean what could he expect for a Kinoe*?
(Kinoe; Kinoe is the second highest to a Hashira or rather next Hashira
Ps. This is one of my biggest guess)
"You know them (Y/N)?" (Y/N) who was just there letting Nezuko pat her head with affection.
"Hai, I have a mission with them last time" (Y/N) said with a soft smile, She looked at Tanjiro, "Ohayo, Tanjiro-Kun, Nezuko-chan" She said before she walk towards where Tanjiro was seated and just plopped herself there and then.
"(N/N)-Chan helped us alot!" Tanjiro said with his infamous smile :D
But wait- Why the heck is Yushiro so red right now?
Yushiro watch the scene happend, Ever since (Y/N) became 13 and ranked up to Kinoe, She distanced herself from Yushiro, It was unfair for Yushiro as he was the one who babysit her godamn ass- I mean he took care of her as her 'Brother Figure' yeah.... He was just a Brother Figure nothing more..
All thoughts stop when he sense something. His Demon sense said there's something gonna happend and that is a Deja Vu.
"Everyone Get Down!!" Yushiro said, He ducked down Tamayos head by his hand in a protective matter and his other to reach for (Y/N) only to see Tanjiro on top of her like how he protectively put his hand on Tamayo but Tanjiro was hugging (Y/N).
Feeling himself wanna just kick that Tanjiro's butt, He was angry, That was his duty to protect Tamayo and (Y/N). Oh fudging stop Yushiro! This is no time to be making a plan to kill that boy later-
"(Y/N)-Chan are you ok!?" Tanjiro asked as he looked at any injuries, He was suddenly pushed by (Y/N) and watched as (Y/N) stumbled back and a Ball passed him with the speed of the wind.
"Yare yare Tanjiro-Kun, You should protect Nezuko-Chan. My rank is higher than yours" (Y/N) said in a sweet childish voice, she unsheltered her sword as she got up, "Now, No time to do this things Im still feeling Deja Vu here, GIVE ME ALL YOUR SHOTS TANJIRO!" She yelled and went after the demon who keeps playing with balls. (Why does that sound so ugly?-)
"Tamayo-Sama we should leave that boy and demon girl use them as bait!" Yushiro said with his proud voice, proudly presenting his plan.
"Yushiro are you insane?! Tanjiro, Nezuko and (Y/N) are fighting that demons!" Tamayo yelled at Yushiro disappointed lace in her voice.
"Well we can also take (Y/N)-" He stopped talking when he saw Nezuko kicking the other demon girl.
"Yushiro-San is Right! You should leave this to s Tamayo-San!" Tanjiro's yell echo, as Tanjiro said this he got distracted and stumbled to the ground.
"See!?" Yushiro said having SFX sparkles around him, He was smack at the back of his head.
"Were all being serious here Yushiro-San!" (Y/N) yelled as her hand was in air, She was the one who smacked his head, "Be serious! Tanjiro needs help!" She said as she ran again to help Tanjiro.
Yushiro give in after he was scolded by Tamayo, After giving his eye to Tanjiro, His head suddenly bounced off his body and like a ball it rolled down the ground.
"Oh my god-" (Y/N) commented, half concern half disappointed.
~Skip cause I don't know how to fighting scenes~
(Y/N)'s POV
I stumble a little after the fight, Okaasan, Yushiro, and Nezuko are inside the broken house, I watched as Tanjiro passed the ball to the demon girl. He sure have the heart of sympathy.
I got up and walked towards Tanjiro, I almost tripped but Catched myself, I bend in one knee.
"Come Tanjiro-Kun, I'll carry you inside" I said as I waited for Tanjiro.
"But I might be too heavy for you" Tanjiro said, I looked back at him before saying things that made him give up.
"Im not weak, Your still in Mizunoto rank, Mines higher which means I can carry you" I said and smiled a little back at him, I felt himself made himself up to my back and Carefully I stood up and walked inside the broken Home I grew up.
"Nee, Didn't you say that Yushiro-San was your crush?" Tanjiro asked with a teasing voice, I blushed at that. Well you see I grew attached to Tanjiro since he's around my age and his nice like duhh, So like we grew attached for a few weeks like we know each other for years!
I continue to walk, Knowing where they are I slowly walk down the stairs to the basement.
"Stop that Tanjiro, And here I thought your kind but so mean!" I said with a defeated voice, Tanjiro just laughed a little while I chuckled.
I continued to walk till we saw Okaasan and Yushiro walked out the room followed behind was a running Nezuko and Hugged Me.
"Nezuko!" Tanjiro happily called out to Nezuko, She patted my head as I put Tanjiro down so he could stand, He stumbled a litle but Nezuko and I catched him. Nezuko hugged him and Tanjiro was patting her head.
"Im relief you guys are ok" Okaasan said as she smiled, I smiled too as I see Nezuko running up to Okaasan and embraced her with a hug, She looked shocked and was about to cry.
Nezuko patted Yushiro's Head making him blush and rage but Nezuko returned to hugging Okaasan, Okaasan looked at Tanjiro.
"She sees Humans as Family and Demons as Enemies" Tanjiro said, I already knew this as he also said this.
"Yeah, Okaasan, Yushiro-San. Nezuko sees you as family!" I said with a happy voice, Nezuko run back to me and hugged me, OmFG we all are having a hugging session here.
"Would you like Nezuko to stay here with us or would you bring her with you?" Okaasan asked, Tanjiro thinks for A moment, I patted his back and nodded my head with a smile.
"No, I promise to protect her and Having her by my side made me want her to protect her more" Tanjiro said, He smiled as he turns around and took the box Nezuko stays in.
"Alright then" Okaasan said She turned to me, "Are you still staying (Y/N)?" She askes me, I shook my head.
"I think I found more paths to take Okaasan! I'll be helping Tanjiro-kun find a cure for Nezuko-chan!" I said with a smile, "Tanjiro and Nezuko are special so I'll be there to protect him!" I said again with a smile, I walk toward Tanjiro and Nezuko.
Tanjiro, Nezuko and I wave goodbye before Tanjiro was called by Yushiro.
"Wai- wait!" Yushiro called out, Tanjiro looked back and so does I because Im curious lol. "I think your sister is pretty after all" Yushiro said with a blush, I smiled alittle at what he had said, Im proud he said that because Tanjiro keeps complaining about him calling Nezuko ugly-
"Right, Should I give you another farewell smack for calling Nezuko ugly Yushiro-San?" My sweet sickly smile appeared, "Nezuko is as pretty as a flower" I said with another smile, I swear Im gonna be like Shinabou-Senpai.
'THE HECK? DIS THIS BUDDHA LOOKING KIND ANGLE BOY MAKING MY LITTLE (Y/N) A DEVIL-' Yushiro said in the mind.
Long story short Yushiro's mind just exploded with lots of 'My' or Angry insult to poor shivering Tanjiro.
"Yushiro, Stop being in the daze and help me move the stuff. Muzan Already know our Location and it's still best to move" Tamayo snapped Yushiro out of his Insulting Tanjiro in mind, Yushiro Look at Tamayo who was helping the Woman earlier and sighed.
Yushiro took out some boxes and gone to Tamayo's testing room to boxed and rapped them, Once Yushiro was done he moved to one certain room. He opened the door to see the room ceiling still sparkling like a galaxy sky, The walls have clouds and few wall drawings on them, The desk that was abandoned their was still neat but dusty, The bed that hasn't been made for 3 years still as messy as ever. He saw one drawing close to a book shelf, He walk up to it and look closely.
Yushiro chuckled at a memory
A little girl with (H/C) was drawing at a certain wall, Her eyes sparkle at whatever she had thought.
"(Y/N)?" A femine voice can be heard as the voice called out to the little girl, the little girl with (H/C) looked to the side to see her mom.
"Okaa-San, Look! Look! I made a drawing of you and Yushi-NiiSan!" The little girl happily squealed, Tamayo smiles a little at the cute drawing before she reaize she's looking at a drawing in the wall.
"That's beautiful (Y/N) but walls aren't papers to draw, How about if you be a good girl and I'll buy you an art paper?" Tamayo said with a smile before scooping the little girl in her arms, "But before that, Let's go eat Dinner with Yushiro" Tamayo said as she smiled once again.
(A/N: I don't know what its called ok?)
Yushiro Watched from the other room before he moved to see the drawing and ofcourse not until the little girl an Tamayo was gone to the kitchen, He look closely that The small drawing of him and Tamayo was close but to the side he sees a little sad girl that look a little exactly like (Y/N)
As the memories gone far he slowly remember the small drawing but when he looked to the side where the drawing of a sad little girl was, It was scratched and nothing else, He sighed and thinking it was just his Imagination playing tricks again. He decided to box the old books an notebooks (Y/N) have on her dusty desk, Slowly and gently putting it in the boxes he doesn't even know why he was packing this when it was just abandoned, sighning again He put back every books and notebooks neatly on the box when something fell of the desk. The smll sound of a clink and thud was heard.
A small note book close to it was a broken neckless.. no it's locket
Yushiro crouches down to pick up the small but thick notebook, He also picked up the locket.
(That's the best I can do lol dont mind- skskkskejjdkwkke)
It was the three of them, He was sorta shocked since WHO THE HECK WOULD TAKE A PICTURE OF THEM WHILE TAMAYO WAS CUTTING HER WHIST-
Hayyts anyways, He look at the book and locket t the same time. Thinking it was wrong
"But It wouldn't hurt since it was already abandoned here" He said out loud, He hesitated to open the small note book but he got over it and open the first page.
(To people who can't see it
"Dear f̶u̶t̶o̶u̶r̶e̶ future,
Hello from the past! Im (Y/N) and I made this to show to Y̶u̶s̶h̶i̶-N̶i̶i̶s̶a̶n̶ Yushiro-San, That I have a tiny winnie c̶r̶a̶s̶h̶ Crush on him.
I would like to one day to c̶o̶n̶n̶f̶e̶s̶ Confess to him! but I was having a secong thought, Yushi has a crush on Okaa-San
I saw how the way he looks at Okaa-San, But when you c̶o̶m̶p̶e̶r̶e̶ Compare how he looks at me like im Litte sibling :(( " )
He was shocked to see and read this, And heck this was the very first page of the small notebook, Now looking back at how her behavior got to a loving sister bacame a cold person to him. Damn that made him sad. Just because him and Tamayo came from M̶i̶c̶h̶a̶e̶l̶ J̶a̶c̶k̶s̶o̶n̶ Muzan from their Deheemon squad doesn't mean they can't feel sad, This was the first time in 200 years he felt sad.
(Bruhh were on 3341 words why does this takes so freaking long?-)
~Time skip again by Author reading the manga part and to the part of the freaking fight (PS since I haven't fully read it I will be halfly making the end :")) )~
3rd POV
Tamayo was looking at Yushiro and Tanjiro's direction yelling at them to get as far as where they are now, But it was too late as Tamayo's neck was suddenly being held.
Tamayo look at the said Monster.
"Look at you now, You are still pathetic as ever aren't you Tamayo?" Muzan commented, Before Tamayo could retort back her neck was suddenly snapped, Her body gone limb to its knees and down the floor. Her eyes were getting heavier.
"NO! TAMAYO-SAMA!!" Yushiro yelled as tears were running down his cheeks beside him was Tanjiro who look lost at words as he saw one of the best people who help him turn nezuko back, He couldn't help but cry at the sight.
"Yu..shi..ro... Take..Tanjiro..away... and protect.. (Y../N)" Tamayo said before she took her last breath at the hands of the most lord Demon, cruel monster and the most person she despite the most.
Arriving at the time, (Y/N) saw this and couldn't help but screamed.
"OKAA-SAN!!" (Y/N) yelled tears of river down her apple cheeks holding her sword infront of Muzan (Hee-Hee Man) "HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO MY OKAA-SAN!" Before she could go near the Lord of Demons, Her arms were Yanked away and to the door she came through before she got to the scene, The sound of the strings can be heard as the room was another scenario. She tried to fight back. "LET ME GO!" She yelled once more as tears were running through her eyes.
"(Y/N)-Chan.. Gomen.." A soothing voice said, She looks up at Tanjiro. Her eyes were dull, She felt a hand put on her hand, She looks back at Yushiro and at Tanjiro.
"Tanjiro..Yushiro.. Let's fight for Okaa-san.. For everyone who sacrificed themselves!" She yelled, Her voice cold, stern and harsh but nonetheless Yushiro and Tanjiro agree before splitting up.
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(Y/N) lay there in the ground as Kakushis started to form around her.
"Fight (Y/N)-Sama! AID ARE COMING THIS WAY PLEASE!" Her kakushi said, Other Kakushi tried to cheer aswell.
Arriving at the time, (Y/N) saw this and couldn't help but screamed.
"OKAA-SAN!!" (Y/N) yelled tears of river down her apple cheeks holding her sword infront of Muzan (Hee-Hee Man) "HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO MY OKAA-SAN!" Before she could go near the Lord of Demons, Her arms were Yanked away and to the door she came through before she got to the scene, The sound of the strings can be heard as the room was another scenario. She tried to fight back. "LET ME GO!" She yelled once more as tears were running through her eyes.
"(Y/N)-Chan.. Gomen.." A soothing voice said, She looks up at Tanjiro. Her eyes were dull, She felt a hand put on her hand, She looks back at Yushiro and at Tanjiro.
"Tanjiro..Yushiro.. Let's fight for Okaa-san.. For everyone who sacrificed themselves!" She yelled, Her voice cold, stern and harsh but nonetheless Yushiro and Tanjiro agree before splitting up.
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(Y/N) lay there in the ground as Kakushis started to form around her.
"Fight (Y/N)-Sama! AID ARE COMING THIS WAY PLEASE!" Her kakushi said, Other Kakushi tried to cheer aswell.
"You can't leave us too!"
"(Y/N)-Sama we still want to do the honor to serve you!"
"There there.. Your ok (Y/N)-Sama.."
Comments flew and flew trying to distract her from closing her (E/C) eyes, They stop to look at her.
She was smiling. Tears we're in her eyes as she chuckle even though blood flood over her mouth and so does in her other body parts.
"..Are you all really looking down at me?.. Im yet to become your honoured Hashira that... your.." She paused as blood still flood her, Her eyes getting heavier. The kakushi look at her, "Ara....Im sleepy.. Can you put a blanket on me..when Im..c-cold?" She asks, Her kakushis all nodded as one got her a blanket. She smile.
"Please don't sleep yet my dear.." A Voice, She looks beside the Kakushi. Her eyes softened even more. Ayame-Sama. Beside her was a smiling healthy Kagaya along with their children smiling down at her.
"Umai! (Y/N) that's not how you gonna die right? Your still need to eat alot with my brother!" A loud comforting voice said. Kyoujuro-NiiSan.
"Haha..Gomenne Ayame-sama.. Oyakata-sama, Imoutos.. Kyou-NiiSan" She blankly look at them with her bloody teeth as a smile, Blood drool beside her upside lip. "I feel sleepy.." she said, her eyes blurry as her eye lids slowly closing.
The Kakushis listen to this, They watch as she slowly close her eyes just like the Honored Flame Pillar. Smiled in her last breath.
"(Y/N)-Sama.." A battle screamed of cries of the kakushis can be heard.
There was no way to see her Heartbeat.. because she doesn't have a Heart..... But it doesn't feel like that because she was the heart of the Demon Slaying Corps, Who was treasure amongst every single one.
As (Y/N) took her last breath, Yushiro sits upon infront of Tamayo's dead, cold body. In his arms was Tamayo's head.
"Tamayo-Sama.." His eyes watered like forever as it got blurry.
A light emerge beside the body infront of him, A vision of the Familiar loveable Female Demon doctor.
"Yushiro..Child..Take Care, (Y/N) is still waiting for you.. but please wait for her a little longer.." She said before walking away to the light waiting for her.
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It was that day that every Slayer that has survived that war was honored as the Heroes.
But it was also That Day, That Yushiro realized what Tamayo had said, Determined to do her request. But stumbling by (Y/N)'s cold body as he walk through, Heard the cries.
He felt like the world was nothing but cruel, But this.. The only person who he now realize the person he really actually LOVED the MOST laying there in the ground, Smiling but not breathing.
The hard breaking truth hurt him
But he was Willing to wait
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(A shi- here we go.. Uhm this is it guys get your tissues)
3rd POV
'I started to paint your figures because I don't want to forget neither of your faces.. One day.
I believe that, We're destined to meet again.'
Yushiro walked through the hallway, Painting of 2 figures in the wall. A Woman with beautiful Violet eyes with such beautiful black raven hair while the 2nd figure was a Teenage girl with a Beautiful sweet smile, sparkling (E/C) eyes and (H/C) shining through the lights.
Yushiro stopped in his tracks..
A woman with the same description of Raven Black hair and Violet lovely eyes stood at one of the paintings, Tears in her eyes. She noticed his presence and quickly wiped her tears.
Yushiro stood there, His hand on his heart.
'If she's here.. does that mean she has a high chance to be here too?..' His mind questions filling it before he snapped as he heard a high pinched voice of a child.
"Mom, Mom! Look!" The kid called out to the lady as the Lady scooped the child in her arms, "Doesn't the painting resembles you? OH and (Y/N)-Oneechan!" He said pointing at each paintings.
"Ara? Oh how gorgeous of this people" The lady said with a smile as the Kid continue to awed at the painting before a deep voice called out for them. Making their way to the Build up man before walking away.
Yushiro thought he could meet (Y/N) as the child called her, Older Sister.
His thoughts we're once again snapped as his cat, The only thing left from the two started to follow the 3 people... He smiled sadly before carrying the cat in his arms, and starts to walk away.
"Ack, Yui! Stop running around!" A girl's voice can be heard making Yushiro halt his walk, The cat in his arms look pass his sholder before wiggling out of his grip. "Yui! If you keep running around like that, Okaa-san, Otou-san and even my Oto-oto will be mad at us for missing out!" She scold, Her eyes widen a little at a familiar cat. She ducked down to look at it closely.
As this was happening, Yushiro slowly turn around. This time he can hear and feel his heartbeat ready to burst along with the long tears he wanna let go. He slowly walk to her before halting infront of her 2 meter away.
The Girl, Now looking closely has long (H/C) Hair, cute beaming (E/C) eyes. Her eyes slowly looked up at the foot sight, trailing it up before her eyes locked with Light purple eyes with clouds of tears forming. The girl kindly smiled at him before taking the familiar cat in her arms, As Yui put itself on her sholder hanging there as she stood up straight.
"It's Nice to see you Again, Yushiro" She said with a smile.
Yushiro's eyes finally gave out as he was now crying and embrace the girl infront of him.
The cat in her arms and sholder now jumped off at the side gaving the (H/C) haired girl hugged back at the male standing infront of her, Putting her face in his chest as little, Her own eyes was forming with tears.
"It has.. My Lady" He said.
'I thought that you would forget about me and everyone like Tamayo-sama but.. Im so happy to embrace you right now I don't know what to say...'
The End
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Ahh :")) Finally done, it's 12:33am and I still don't plan to sleep lol
(Ps one of my longest chapter since it's needed)
Me for 7 weeks writting this along with 2 more chapters: sheesh now I feel the pain of Oneshots.
Other authors I interact: You, Me both.
Anyways hope you enjoy♡
Me after totally..realizing that it took so long just to make this oneshot to be understand:
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simply-m-a-d · 2 years
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eerna · 5 years
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WaSSUP MY EUROPEAN SQUAD I'M BACKKKKK
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hooman4ever · 2 years
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!Slight NSFW! ‘Beautiful & Dangerous’ David x GN Vamp Reader
Haha- I did it.
My first attempt at writing for The Lost Boys. Not really romantic but oh well. Imma prob do some poly stuff next with these men. 
Contains: Vampire Reader, Blood Drinking, Surprise David- Get Bit, Kissing, Flirting, Gender Ambiguous Reader
The sky was dark but the pier was bustling with life. Lights from the multitude of attractions that found a home on the bustling dock illuminated the night in a rainbow of artificial colors. Shouts from excited patrons and fair music surrounding you as your feet move you forward. A multitude of fair foods met your nose, yet nothing was more appealing than the scent of the young man giving you sly looks not so sneakily from over his shoulder a few paces in front of you. 
He was tall and blond– his broad shoulders clad in a black trench coat. Three other men seemed to be clinging to the blond, bumping shoulders with him as they walked, not a care in the world. 
Your eyes met with the dazzling blue of what you deemed to be your next meal. Biting your lower lip, you held the man's gaze, shooting an overly flirtatious wink his way. Letting your hips sway back and forth a little more than normal. The smirk that spread across his lips and the way his eyes darted down your form briefly let you know everything you needed to. He would be an easy meal. 
Speeding up your languid stride you let yourself pass the group, looking over your shoulder one last time while beckoning the blond to follow. Much to your delight, he listened. Trailing behind you quickly till he was walking beside you. 
You and the man leaning against you were hidden in the shadows under the dock. Lips pressed hard against yours, leaving no room for breath as the blond’s hands gripped your hips. The lips against yours were skillful. Easily taking the lead and dominating your mouth in a messy, possessive kiss that would have had you swooning if it wasn’t for the hunger gnawing at you. Practically tearing you apart from the inside out. 
The blond’s lips moved away from you, dipping down your neck and peppering your skin in kisses. Seeing your chance, you surged forward. Colliding your mouth with the man’s neck and plunging your fangs into his skin. He went rigid, his movements stilling as his blood flowed into your mouth. Warming your tongue and flowing down your throat. It was heavenly, feeding. You couldn’t remember the last time a meal had left you feeling so satisfied. 
Letting your eyes close, you leaned forward practically moaning at the taste of this man. 
A hand fisting the back of your hair had caught you off guard drawing a shocked yelp from your mouth. With a harsh pull, your teeth were dislodged, neck-snapping back so you were looking into the blond’s eyes. He looked amused like you had just told him the funniest joke in the world instead of feeding off him. “As adorable as that was,” he cooed his eyes flashing yellow while his thumb ran along your jawline, swiping at a stray line of blood that trailed from your lips “I’m afraid I can’t exactly let you drain me dry, here.” his thumb was sucked into his mouth only to emerge clean of the crimson that previously pooled on it. 
Hollering surrounded the both of you abruptly, the bright light of bikes blinding you making it impossible to see anything past the blond’s head which was surrounded by the yellow light. He was beautiful and dangerous if his sharp canines were anything to go by. Then again, so were you. 
“Now then, I think you should come with us. Little bat.” 
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dendro-bunny · 2 years
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"Stop stealing the blankets!"
Haruhi Fujioka x reader
Genre: Fluff, Christmas event
Warnings:
(a/n): I love her so much. She is so amazing and I love her personality 🥰. I probably won't do much justice to her in my writing but I will try!
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Crickets chirp as a cold breeze rustle the grass and leaves. The grass already had a bit of frost on the tip of them. You were probably just as cold. You decided to spend the night at your long time crushes house, Haruhi Fujioka. Everything was going just fine till it came to night time.
I didn't know she was a bed hoarder...
You try to rub your hands together and get warmth. It's been about 20 minutes since the both of you laid down for bed. You really wish she told you cause then you would have brought your favorite throw blanket with you.
"Haru- Haruhi, are you awake?" You lightly tap her warm shoulders with you ice cold hands.
"Ah! (Y/n) senpai what the hell, your hands are so cold." She shudders and pulls the covers closer to her body, and even further from you.
"Well they wouldn't be if I had covers!" You whisper yell.
The only response you get was a light snore. That's where you draw the line. You lightly tug on the blankets to pull them a bit towards yourself.
"H-huh? What are you doing?" Haruhi clings to the covers like her life depends on it. Yours life does as well seeing as you're one sneeze away from hypothermia.
"Stop stealing the blankets!" You huff at her and tug harder so she turns to face you.
The two of you are now having a tug of war over a blanket.
"you are not stealing the covers back!" She whisper shouts.
Just as she says that you have got a brilliant idea. With all your might you pull the covers away from both of you. She flies forward into your chest, then you set the cover over the both of you as you hold her close. Your hand up behind her head and the other on her waist.
"Fine then I'll just steal your heart!" A smirk lays itself on your lips, and thanks to the dimly lit room Haruhi can't see the blush that covers you face and ears. It's also a good thing you can't see hers.
She's quite for a while, then she finds herself snuggling further into you.
"I better get some fancy tuna as compensation for sharing my blanket." You can feel her pout. She can feel you chest rumble with a soft chuckle.
"I will get you all the fancy tuna you want. Just stay close like this... Please..." You feel yourself start to doze off and so does she...
Maybe it ain't so bad to be a blanket hoarder if it ends like this...
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I'm so sleepy y'all, imma pass out 😴
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originofkaen · 3 years
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Y’all need something.
Just saying
I’m a twenty five year old woman.
Tho I do have crushes on fictional characters like we all do.
Like inuyasha.
Who’s yes pass 100 demon years.
BUT
HOW WILL IT WORK.
Yes ok age fine fine fine. Idgaf leave me df alone.
Anything pass 20 is fine by me .
But she looked young.
When gave birth to the twins.
Rin did.
So
I give. NO FLYING FUCKS.
She LOOKED LIKE A KID WHO GAVE BIRTH TO SESS KIDS. AMD ALL SHIPPED IT. AND FANART AND SO ON.
No no no.
The fanart I love seeing of the two?
Is like a father and daughter vibe.
Same of Kagome now.
Plus even tho I love the Hanyous. So so much. If I was the human woman’s. Togas second wife, Kagome Kikyo, etc.
EVEN THO I LOVE INUYASHA
I would not spend my life married etc to him if I was human.
I would grow old and then of course die. Then he will eventually move on I hope like kikyo etc. love someone else etc idk.
🤷‍♀️
Get the picture??
Plus he be looking like his dad prob or something. Idk. Considering half human. 🤔.
I’ll look like a feudal Japan cougar beside inuyasha. I would not be happy beside him to kiss, etc at all 🤷‍♀️
Would you???
TELL ME.
Huhhhhh
TELL ME RIGHT F.ING NOW IF U WERE LETS SAY 87 YEARS OLD AND INUYASHA COMES BACK FROM A JOB AND GOES TO KISS YOU. WHAT WILL YOU DO?!
ALSO THIS REBLOGING MY POSTS AMD BLOCKING IS
P
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RUDE
I HAVE A OPINION. A GOOD ONE AT THAT MIND YOU. THAT SHOWS YOU A LOT ABOUT ME. THERE WAS SESSRIN SHIPPERS BEFORE YASHAHIME CAME OUT MIND U. AND THATS WHY I DRAW THE LINE. THAT WAS THE PEDOPHILE LINE THE SHIPPERS SHOULD SEE. BUT DNT. TILL THE FREAKING CREATORS GOT THEM TOGETHER. WHICH THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT SINCE SHES AAAAA WOMAN.
BUT SHE DIDNT LOOK LIKE ONE WHEN GAVE BIRTH. POINT MINE. END OF DISCUSSION. MYYYY DAMN DISCUSSION I STARTED ON MY PAGE. YOU WANNA KEEP IT UP. DONT REBLOG. DONT SCREENSHOT MINE. DONT COPYPASTE. JUST WRITE YOUR OWN OPINIONS LIKE ME. AND BE A MAN, WOMAN, OR WHATEVER YOU WANT OK. ILL SUPPORT YOU. JUST DO NOT
DO
NOT
COME AT ME AT MY PAGE , DOING A REBLOG, HASTAG STOP CROSSTAG AND THEN BLOCK CRAP. GTFO MY PAGE THEN OK. ITS MY PAGE.
I HAD A LONG WEEK AT THE SHELTER OK. IM DONEEEEEEE GOODNIGHT. IMMA RELAX AMD CHILL HERE AND THERE ON APPS.
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residentlesbrarian · 3 years
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The Fourth Book I Read In the Dark: Of Expectations and Other Relatabilities
Of Gryphons and Other Monsters by Shannon McGee
Hey, guys, sooooo...this is aaaawwwkward. I wrote 95% of this review when I wrote the other Books I Read in the Dark series for the blog, but the ADHD hit me and COVID was still you know...a thing! So I am gonna post this review, finished of course, OH, but also pay extra close attention to the conclusion alright! Hmm...this is a bit like a time capsule...here are my concentrated thoughts from 6 months ago while I was slightly delirious on books and darkness. So go forth and uh yeah this one is...you can just feel the feral “I haven’t had access to proper internet so I’ve been curled in the corner like Gollum with my books” energy coming off it so...enjoy?
Okay, so yeah, I really didn’t have a reason to end my last review that way I just wanted to, so sue me for injecting a little excitement into a series of posts about me literally sitting in my house reading nonstop for 2 ½ days, my reviews my rules. Back to manufacturing my own excitement shall we!
It’s Day 2! I’ve just finished my last library book, whatever will I do! I could always reread The Neverending Story for the 1,273rd time, but I have a need. A need for GAY! I rack my brain, there has to be a solution. My town is without power, my local library won’t be open, but then it hits me. It’s so simple! It’s meant to be really! Like the universe knew this was coming and it made sure I was prepared! Like a prepper stockpiling mental SPAM for my stimulus needing ADHD riddled brain! I have an entire shelf of books that I haven’t read yet! Way back in Clexacon 2019 my best friend (Lookin at you @justalifelongphase) gave me way too much money from missed birthdays and Christmases all at once before the con started because the world has deemed it impossible for us to live geographically close to one another. Anyway, I went a little book-buying-crazy and have not had the time or opportunity to read any of them since then. Their time has finally come!
I figured after going full whimsy with The Lost Coast and sci-fi superhero with Dreadnought and Sovereign why not take a dip into more traditional fantasy, also this one was first in line on the shelf, yay for not having to actually make a decision! No more dawdling, let's get right into the review!
Unicorn Rating:
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Blurb: Taryn always loves and hates gryphon season. She finds the lesser gryphons more cute than anything but the ever present fear that a greater gryphon might be just out of sight is terrifying, and this gryphon season proves to be the one that will change her and her families lives forever! Just let a girl herd her sheep in peace!
Disclaimer: I will try my best to not spoil anything from the book, but my book loving rambles may give more away than a traditional review. Here we go! Ramble time!
Review:
I genuinely enjoyed this book. It took me a bit longer to get through it than the others, but I think that was a combination of three things: A. I was starting to feel the fatigue of reading so much in such a short amount of time. B. Our local Wal Mart had power restored on Day 3 and our entire household went on a trip to buy non-perishable food stuffs and I was like a solitary confinement prisoner being let out into the yard for the first time in months when my phone picked up a wifi signal and it was a bit hard to get back into the swing of reading after talking to other humans, even virtually, that weren’t imaginary or in my head. C. Our power was finally restored on the afternoon of Day 3 so yet again I was inundated with the draw of technology and all of my friend-os I hadn’t talked to, but the book had drawn me in enough I did the most unmillienial thing and left my phone in a different room to charge while I finished this book before going back to the land of technology and interwebs. That should tell you something.
McGee was able to write this story in a way that pulls you in so you care about what happens to these characters and this little mountain town. You learn just enough about the world to understand where they fit within the overall weave of it, but you aren’t given a Tolkein-esc dissertation on the world lore. I felt the worries and the fears. I was concerned when the routines had to change. I mean she made me care about the freaking sheep! Sheep, people! One of the reasons I think this works so well is we are so firmly rooted in the head of our protagonist, Taryn. Imma use that lovely bridge I just built to skip right on over the plot section of the review to get to the characters first, don’t worry we’ll circle back round to the plot. I always do, but I just wanna talk about my newest set of brain babies.
Taryn is a character that, if the title of this post is anything to go by, I found very very relatable. Now I know relatability can be pretty subjective, some people can latch onto something with the all consuming, “It me!” While others just stare on dead eyed not understanding the appeal. I feel like Taryn could be that kind of protagonist. You are either going to really relate to her or you won’t understand where she is coming from at all. I obviously fall in the former category. I was the quintessential middle child, still am really, though my relationship with my parents has shifted now that I’m an adult. More mutual respect and friendship than parent to child. I always did my best to pick up the slack, if ever there was any, and just tried my best to be as little of a burden as possible to my parents. I see so much of that aspect of myself in Taryn and how she sees her place at the farm and even in the town, she has her place and her role, but those expectations are heavy. One of those expectations being that she will inevitably get married and help take over the farm from her parents and have kids to continue the line. The fact she finds the lesser gryphons that flock near the farm far cuter than any of the local boys that she will eventually have to choose from to fulfill that inevitable expectation is just...sad at best and down right tragic at worst. And her family doesn’t help matters either. They won’t let her forget that she will have to settle down with one of these local boys, a boy who would make a good husband and take good care of her and the farm. She knows that, logically, but she also wants to be in love, like her parents, and she just doesn’t feel like that for any of the boys in town. She doesn’t know how to make those two things line up. It’s a struggle between her head, the obligation of what she has to do, and her heart, what she really wants for her future, to be happy in doing what she has to do. Wow, I went off a little bit there, but this was my long winded way of saying I have never read a protagonist that really captured the utter confusion of being raised in a heteronormative environment without it being drenched in internalized homophobia and fear. Protagonists like this seem to always know something is off but just don’t have the words for it so they just hide it because they know it’s “different” and out of the norm, but Taryn is just livin’ her sheep herding life and ain’t got no time for these boy crazy fools. She knows her mom wants her to find a good boy to court her so she can marry someday but she’s still young. She’ll think about that tomorrow, and she just repeats that ad infinitum. The thought that maybe she doesn’t fancy any of the boys because well...girls...never even occurred to her. It's not how things are done in this small mountain town, not because of homophobia reasons, but just stubborn tradition reasons. We are even told there is a gay couple living in town who are staples in the overall dynamics in town, instrumental even, but the idea of having a lineage, being able to pass your land down is so ingrained no wonder poor Taryn was so in the dark about her own probable gayness till it slapped her in the face. As someone who was raised in a medium sized Oklahoma town...girl I feel you. I was 22 and in the middle of Appalacia, way up in the mountains for college when my gay awakening popped up and said “Hello!” Everything that never quite made sense in my life came into perfect clarity. Not quite what happened with Taryn, but the arrival of Aella surely helped, as pretty girls are want to do. Oh look a segue, good, cause I could talk about Taryn for literal hours and I’ve already gabbed about her too much for this review.
Aella, you smooth motherfucker. Like I wish I could possess a quarter of the smoothness that you do. Like I’m lucky to string sentences together around a pretty girl, but here you are just strutting about being the smoothest of smooth. Honestly, I just...I can’t with you Aella. On a serious note though Aella is a character that served as showing Taryn a glimpse at the world beyond her small mountain town, as much as she had no desire to leave, unlike her brother. Nope, sit down, we’ll get to you, Michael! Oh, we’ll get to you. She’s traveled and has stories from all over and she is fairly open about the fact that she only likes girls, but she doesn’t have land, responsibilities, and a family line to continue. She just gets to live her life the way she choses. And y’all know I am a sap for the hard dark characters that are totally softies underneath that rough exterior. I think Aella was a great foil to Taryn and great at showing her what she could have if she was willing to leave, to stretch what she was allowed to wish for, but of course the biggest issue with her wishing for anything was...Michael.
Michael was such an interesting character. I loved him. I hated him. I wanted to hug him. I wanted to punch him. Again as with the town and the people of the town I was so deep seated in Taryn’s head and feelings that her conflicted feelings about Michael and how he was acting became my feelings on the matter. Not enough to not separate a tad and see what was coming or at least try to predict it as I always do when reading, but emotionally I was right with Taryn the whole way. The one thing that really pushed Michael from just a character I was conflicted about to one I really wanna give a swift kick in the nads to, is that he knew. He knew all about Taryn’s absolute lack of romantic inclinations toward any of the boys in town and her doubts that she would ever find someone to love and marry to take over the farm. He was the only person she confided these fears in and he still selfishly followed his own pursuits with little regard to her or her worries. You sir, are a terrible brother and overall a shit human, so sit your ass down and shut your mouth.
The plot for this book was so embroiled with the characters and their journeys that I can’t talk on it much but the twists at the end and the final climax was very satisfying for me and left me excited to dig into the next book. Also something of note that I didn’t talk about in the character section cause I felt it was dragging on a touch, I really only talked in depth on our three biggest players but there is a very colorful cast of side characters ranging from Taryn’s nervous pony to the boy-who-cried-gryphon neighbor no one can stand to the troupe of hunters led by Aella’s mother to Taryn’s best friend Nia, all of whom play important parts in building that sense of caring about the people of this town and the town itself, which in turn made me deeply care about the outcome of the plot at the heart of the story. And the sheep! The god damn sheep!
One thing I do want to say before my final thoughts is that whoever designed the cover of this book in a genius because as I dug into the story I found myself constantly closing it to spout off about theories of what I thought was happening on the cover and what it all meant, I was kind of reader fatigue delirious for most of those theories but some of them I was right! I might have reenacted the Captain Holt “Vindication” gif IRL just because it felt too good not to. I just love when a “cool” cover turns out to be so much more than that once you’re “in the know”. So yeah, now y’all know to pay attention for that.
My final thoughts on this book are pretty positive. I can tell the author is building us toward so much more, hence the name of the series, Taryn’s Journey, and it feels like it. This is only the beginning and I honestly can’t wait to take the next steps with her.
Queer Wrap-up:
Hey it’s me from the future...present...whatever...so, this is when I stopped writing the review six months ago and there is a reason for that. I, kind of, agonized over what to rate this book on the scale. Multiple times having to call my brother and go back and forth just to then repeat the same arguments with myself as soon as I got off the phone. Now why was this such a hard terrible no good awful back and forth well...SPOILER WARNING...seriously anything past this point will be spoiling some character beats for the majority of the book...okay? We understand one another. DANGER ALL YE WHO ENTER HERE...or you know scroll on.
So, Taryn is never confirmed to be queer in the text of this book. Now you would have to be wearing the tightest hetero goggles in known history not to see the heavy HEAVY subtext saying THIS BITCH GAY! It’s basically a full grown elephant painted sparkly rainbow trying to hide behind a dead shrub aka not hiding at all. I so desperately wanted to give this book four of those darling unicorns but in this rare case I just don’t think I can justify it. We have a protagonist that is still figuring herself out, which is amazing that we get to see that and go on the journey with her. Some of the things Taryn does and thinks are queer coded as hell, especially if it involves Aella who is explicitly gay on the page, but Taryn herself never express whether she herself is queer. Which, fair, other really important and traumatizing things were going on and I love that about her as a character, she didn’t meet Aella and suddenly that was all she could think about. Aella, of course, is representation who I’m counting because even though she shows obvious interest (you smooth motherfucker) in Taryn she is so much more than just a love interest and her character isn’t just boiled down to her sexuality. Now in this wrap up I’m also including the doctor and his husband in the town. They are very minor characters but they give us interesting insights into the town and the people. They are accepted and treated well in town even if some do almost, pity isn’t the right word, but they seem sad that they won’t be able to have any kind of legacy or lineage. As I said in the review it’s not homophobia it’s being stuck in your ways and it’s an interesting take.
Links:
Shannon McGee Website
The Storygraph
Okay so this one is a bit of a mess. Pieces of it were written 6 months apart and most of it was written while I was kind of delirious but hey at least I can say it’s honest. I still stand by everything my past self wrote and I still really enjoy thinking and talking about this book and am excited for whenever I get around to reading the sequel to continue on Tayrn’s journey with her. This is a book I probably would never have known even existed without ClexaCon and trolling through artist alley for literally every table that had books on them. I guess, moral of the day is maybe you won’t just find great books on library shelves but on unassuming convention tables too and it never hurts to look. Trust me, I’m a lesbrarian.
Oh bet you thought this post was over. I did the sign off and everything but oh no no! I have some info and such to impart. I am WELL AWARE these reviews have been fairly inconsistent to down right sporadic. Well, this is just a little info dump letting you guys know I am gonna be putting up one more review after this one that I wrote ages ago and I mean AGES (think years, as in multiple) and just never got around to posting and then the old blog is probably gonna be going through a PLANNED dormancy while some pretty big stuff is coming down the pike. You may notice visual changes and other stuff before anything else is announced but just keep an eye out. To quote the Fates from Hercules, “It’s gonna be big!”
Okay now for the actual sign off, I got shit to do! No one look behind the curtain, it’s a surprise!
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wait-im-not-out · 3 years
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*bounces into your inbox* ninjago OC tell me about them please??
Ok I am FINALLY GETTING AROUND TO THIS I’m so sorry for leaving for so long but here we go.
I created her for my au, which does not yet have a name. Her name is Celeste and she is the master of light (I know we have mr pale but sensei G also said he was a distant relative so yeah Imma just make them like third cousins or something). I haven’t gotten around to drawing her properly yet but I did steal a colouring page off google and made a few changes so enjoy:
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Ok so quick backstory: she is Lloyd’s younger sister by about a year. However, when she was literally a few days old, there was a battle (still working who against). Garmadon was almost completely as he was in pilots-season 2, but still had a little good. Wu asked his brother to help and he agreed. However, whoever they were fighting against attacked wherever garmadon and misako were living. Lloyd and misako were hiding but Celeste accidentally got left in the cradle, being taken as a hostage. They taunted garmadon and wu with the baby, saying if they didn’t yield, they would hide the child where she could never be found. They refused to yield, knowing they couldn’t be trusted. Suddenly they pull out this teapot of travellers tea and open a portal, throwing the child through. She ends up in a world pretty much like ninjago just without anything making it different from our world (boring, I know).
Also now is a good time to note the time difference between the realms. I can’t decide which is more angsty for later, either it’s faster in the earth realm (as I call it) or it cycles eg. for around 200 years ninjago goes faster, then they even out for a bit, then the earth realm is faster. Either way, at this point in time, time passes faster so Celeste is still around a year younger than Lloyd even though tomorrow tea.
When Celeste is about 16 she is getting bullied, and she just shrugs it off - she has a strong support network and deals with it. She manages (she is NOT good at standing up for herself). Then one day, her bullies push her down a flight of stairs, knocking her out. When she comes to, she is in a field. She is captured by serpentine who are still following pythor, who then use her as bait to trap the ninja (they have no idea who the hell she is but wu does - there is a PrOpHeSy because hey if Lloyd gets one so does his sister).
Anyway the trap fails and they rescue her but she’s super weak, but she heals. Wu reveals that she is to be the master of light, leading Celeste to promptly freak out and have a panic attack during dinner. She leaves and Lloyd comes to check on her bc he knows how to help. *also idk if this is where I’m gonna put this but he has a pillow he squeezes when he’s not feeling great and he gives it to her and it’s a really cute moment - they share it later on*
Basically Celeste takes some time to think about it but agrees to become a ninja. They defeat pythor easily because old dog but no new tricks. But then garmadon starts to become an issue (btw idrk yet when specifically this is set but it’s after season 10 - I’ll just wait till the I can no longer make the canon work). Anyway garmadon gets Celeste alone and YET AGAIN she gets thrown through a portal (you know that meme about how Lloyd always gets put in cages? Well Celeste’s thing is portals) and gets transported back to the earth realm with only a tiny bit of travellers tea to get back. She’s injured though, so she decides to try and wait it out.
Anyway she falls into a forested area and just chills there for like an hour before she hears people coming - voices she recognises and this is when she realises she’s in the earth realm (she knows at this point that she was born in ninjago but wu being wu, has not yet told her that Lloyd is her brother or vice versa - misako is also not present). She ends up playing it off as a kidnapping (which everyone thought it was anyway) and just pulled memory loss. She is anxiously waiting for her leg to heal, but it takes a while. When it’s nearly better, she sees one of her bullies picking on her friend (the bully and the friend have history so Celeste already hated them) so she steps in, the bully thinks Celeste doesn’t know self-defence so he starts fighting but she fights back (bc duh ninja skillz). Except she gets a little too carried away and accidentally does spinjitzu. A fair crowd had emerged watching the fight, and some teachers had just come out (also the spinjitzu did the thing where it can change her into her gi so yeah oops).
Basically she makes a run for it using the tea and gets back to ninjago. But garmadon has taken over. I realise I forgot to mention this earlier but when they went to fight garmadon, wu taught them a spell of sorts - basically if anyone got captured, before they put the vengestone on, release your powers and transfer them to someone else (won’t work after vengestone and the person the power is transferred to gets to keep their own as well). Anyway, Celeste gets back, and accidentally discovers she has everyone’s powers except for Lloyd’s.
Anyway she knows this means that Lloyd is still out there so she starts searching. A week goes by without being caught but she still hasn’t found them. Celeste loses hope, and she sings quietly to keep herself motivated, but the song that first comes to mind this particular time is really sad and has a line that goes “sometimes it’s easier to just swim down” when she notices the sewer lid. She hears a patrol coming and so she quickly makes her way down, falling at the bottom and once again, injuring herself. She isn’t found though, so she attempts to find her way around - above ground is swarming with patrols, anyone left either left the city, or is underground. She can barely walk so she’s limping. She suddenly hears a female voice (Skylor btw bc I love her) being like “Lloyd we need to attack before we lose anyone else” and Lloyd says something along the lines of “no we can’t do this without Celeste” and Celeste is about to call out to them but she trips. Since the two are on the run they assume it’s a patrol and they run. Celeste tries to run after them but she falls. She tries to crawl but eventually she’s too exhausted and in pain to keep going, so she seals off on of the tunnels using cole’s earth power, then when skylor and Lloyd try to run another way she uses ice and just calls out “wait! Please wait!” Or you know something like that. Lloyd recognises her voice, hugs her blah blah blah and they bring her back to their hideout, where we find the core of the other elemental masters. Here we discover that wu and misako have also been captured, but misako left a note for Celeste . She reads it and in the envelope is a photo of misako, garmadon, Lloyd and Celeste as a baby. Basically, Lloyd and Celeste finally find out their siblings. So misako’s mother was the master of light, but the powers skipped a generation (explains why garmadon knew pale man on the ship to the ToE in s4).
So from there, they rescue everyone, defeat garmadon (but don’t kill him bc I still need him mwahahaha), and from there, the au is basically a bunch of one shots from there on, although I am working on a corruption arc 😈
But yeah basic facts about Celeste :
Crippling anxiety yayyyyy
She’s closest with Lloyd, then Cole but gets along with all of them
She tries to have activities that she enjoys doing with each of the ninja - musicals with Lloyd, dance with Cole, video games with jay, cooking with Zane, tattoo designs with Kai and extra trick training with nya
She soon learned how traumatised the ninja were so she forced them to start family game nights to offer a distraction - they take turns in picking what to play (Celeste usually comes up with her own)
Was low key salty with wu for not telling her but she hates confrontation so yeah just rants to Kai and Lloyd
She was decided as the second best cook, after Zane - Lloyd loves her chocolate cake, but she’s not just a sweets chef either.
also here’s some au fun facts I came up with a month ago or something and almost forgot about (image)
That’s all I can think of so far but if anyone has any questions please let me know!! Also enjoy this rough picture I did of corrupted Celeste for her corruption arc (still incomplete but you know - also the orbs are like ‘dark light’ so like black light).
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gritt3y · 3 years
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lemonlushff-iy · 4 years
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Yeah...I suck at this. Swear it’s the last one till March 14. Part two was too gut punchy to just leave it there. 
Fic inspired by @clearwillow​‘s “New Moon Ride”
Read Part One of One Last Ride here.
Read Part Two of One Last Ride here.
One Last Ride: Part Three
His parent's house was just as she remembered it. 
It was a quaint, two story farmhouse with white siding and a wrap around porch. His grandfather and built it years ago, and it had been passed down to their only child when he passed - Inuyasha's father, Touga. 
Kagome hadn't been well acquainted with his grandfather at the time - she had only been eight when he passed - but she had remembered seeing Inuyasha when he came to visit him before they had moved in.
He was the cute little half demon boy that would play in the creek running from behind his house to behind their house because he had wandered too far from his grandparent's land. Eventually, when they moved in, he became the cute little half demon boy who would climb their tree and throw rocks at her window to get her to come outside and play. The cute little half demon boy who fell out of that same tree once and landed on his arm the wrong way and broke it.
She remembered that day well. He picked out a red cast and was so downtrodden...she made her dad drive her over and brought him the last of the ice cream from their freezer. They sat on his porch, splitting it from the same, waxy paper box while their parents sat inside, drinking decaf coffee and talking. She could remember how the setting sun washed over them, making his gold eyes shimmer as she had the honor of being the first person to write on his cast.
And then…
Then she had given him his first kiss. It was only on the cheek...but the look on his face…
That had sealed their fate together.
"It hasn't changed," she commented as they got closer to the house.
"Don't tell Ma that," he snorted. "She had us out here a few weeks back repaintin' the whole damn thing."
"Is that why it looks so clean?" she joked, but he didn't reply. "Well...you did a lovely job."
"Thanks," he whispered, and she felt him pull her closer as if forgetting himself for a moment as he guided Bessie over to the porch. They came to a stop, and she waited for him to move, but he didn't.
"Inuyasha?" she breathed, silently asking him what was going on as his fingers flexed against her waist.
"I...I know it'll be hard," he began, swallowing, "but let's try 'n be civil when we go in. Please? For Ma?"
"Of course," she whispered, turning around to look at him. He looked so...sad and shattered, like that little boy who fell out of the tree and broke his arm. Her heart ached to comfort him and kiss away his tears...but she couldn't.
That wasn't them anymore.
"You…" he began, his eyes landing on her lips before he shook his head.
"What?" she pressed.
"You still smell good," he admitted, and she felt herself soften. She knew how big that had always been for him. Dog demons had such sensitive noses...and even though he was only half human, he hadn't been an exception to the rule. "It...it would be so much easier if I didn't…" he sighed, dropping his head for a moment. Finally, having composed himself, he let go of her, swinging his leg around to dismount before reluctantly offering her a hand.
She took it and ignored the way her body still sung at his touch, accepting his help to step down from the mare.
"Why don't you go on in?" he encouraged once she had her feet on solid ground. "Ma will kill me if I don't wash up a bit first."
"Ok," she nodded, smiling. It was nice to know that she hadn't changed either. "Do you want some help," she asked before her brain could stop her, almost as if on reflex. It was like she had slipped back in time to seven years ago. She hadn't even thought about what she had said until the words were out of her mouth.
"I...No," he replied awkwardly, his chest letting out a hurt sigh. His pain was tangible...she...she hadn't meant it. She hadn't wanted to rub salt in the wound. "I can hose off just fine on my own now."
"Of course," she nodded, turning on her heel and heading inside. She carefully opened the storm door. The old hinges squeaked noisily as she entered - the plastic clattering shut behind her.
She hadn't realized how much she missed that sound. Or how hard her heart would clench when she heard it.
It was the sound of her childhood.
The sound of them running in from the yard for a popsicle after playing during long, lazy summer days. It was the sound of Inuyasha chasing her to the family room before they started working on their homework together. It was the sound of his parents returning when they were upstairs in Inuyasha's bed with their hands and lips all over each other's bodies.
Good lord. How they had never actually had sex, she still had no idea...Only, that wasn't true.
It was...it was too scary at the time.
Too big a step.
They were young and adventurous...and...while he had made it clear that if she wanted to go further, he absolutely would...she hadn't quite been that adventurous. She had been shy and nervous and…
She sighed.
She would have much rather slept with Inuyasha than waste her first time by getting drunk at a college party and screwing around with the first thing that had a dick.
Hindsight was 20/20.
She looked around the kitchen and got out two glasses to fill with cold water from the pitcher in the fridge, knowing that Inuyasha could use a drink whenever he came back in. It was hot out there, and he had been working hard and—
"Boys? Are you back already? That was faster than…" Izayoi gasped, clearly not expecting to see the raven haired woman now standing in the middle of her kitchen with two glasses of water. "Kagome?"
"Hi Mrs. Takahashi," she greeted weakly. She was sure she was giving the poor woman heart failure right about now. It wasn't like...things weren't what they used to be. Seeing her wasn't as normal or as common an occurrence as it once was.
She watched as Izayoi blinked hard and long as if she had to have been imagining the woman in front of her.
"Kagome," she whispered still in shock. "What are you doin' here?"
The sound of the storm door creaking open and slamming shut again drew their attention to Inuyasha as he walked in, rubbing his face with the hem of his shirt. Water beaded up on his skin, making it shimmer in the kitchen light.
Kagome tried to not let the view affect her.
She really did...but he had really matured since she last saw him and...well...she was only human ok? A human with eyes. A woman with red blood, and it was all working against her right now.
The fucker. The way he smirked at her told her that he was doing it intentionally, too. Like he wanted to remind her of what she had given up...and how much better it was now. It was like he was saying, 'and to think...all this could have been yours'.
He let the hem of his shirt fall as he greeted his mother with a hug, barefoot from ditching his shoes outside the door so he wouldn't track mud in. She always yelled at the "boys" for tracking mud in.
"Her rental car broke down just outside the ranch," he explained, raising an eyebrow at the glass of water she offered him. She wanted to roll her eyes and tell him that it wasn't poisoned...but they had agreed to be civil for the sake of the woman in front of them. "The engine overheated. We have to wait until it cools down before we can do something about it."
"So you came here?" She asked tightly.
Oh.
Good.
She was thrilled to see her too.
Had she pissed off everyone in his family?
"Yes Ma," he sighed, downing the glass of water. "It's closer than her family's ranch, and the car broke down here. It made sense."
"I see…" Izayoi replied, glancing between them.
"It's ok, Ma," he gently reassured her. "Imma big kid now. I can make adult decisions," he tried to joke lightly, but it didn't ease his mother too much.
"Well Mr. Big Kid - Kikyo called while you were out," Izayoi informed him, leaning against the door frame leading from the living room into the kitchen.
Kagome watched his puppy dog ears perk up and felt her heart sour.
Kikyo? Really?
Were they...were they dating now?
She tried to mentally shake herself, but it was hard. Kikyo had always been interested in Inuyasha. She shouldn't have been surprised...Yet…
Was he really replacing her with Kikyo?
Whatever. He wasn't hers anymore. He could do whatever the fuck he wanted. It didn't matter. But...why the hell hadn't he brought it up when he was asking about her "pet cat". That was just…
Rude? Deceptive?
It wasn't fair that he seemed to know a hell of a lot more about her than she did him.
"Oh yeah? What did she want?" He asked, drawing her out of her thoughts. His smirk grew at the mention of Kikyo as he went to refill his glass of water.
"She said something about going to the Rusty Bucket after you go to the highschool to help set up for graduation tomorrow. I thought I'd let you call her back and get all of the details."
"Yeah. It sounds fun. I'll call later after we get her situated," he grinned tilting his head towards Kagome.
He was loving this, wasn't he? This was everything he could ask for...being able to show off his new life. Show her how fine he was without her. Show her how much he didn't need her. She was sure it was all kinds of fucking satisfying for him.
"Rusty Bucket, huh? I haven't thought of that place in a long time."
It was their local bar. Well...local being the operative word. It was the bar in the closest town...the truest definition of a dive bar. Dark lighting, pool tables, a mechanical bull...top it off with sticky furniture and greasy food? Perfection.
"We weren't exactly old enough ta get in when you were here last," he grinned.
"I've been a few times."
His smile faltered at that.
"Huh. Shame I didn't run into ya."
Running into him wasn't exactly her goal when she went. Running into him was never her goal.
"Have you called your mother yet, Kagome?" Izayoi asked, running interference between them. "I'm sure she must be worried sick about you."
"No...not yet. I was going to do that after I got him some water," she confessed, causing Izayoi to raise a suspicious eyebrow in her direction.
"Well. No time like the present. You're welcome to stay for dinner...sounds like it will be a while until the car cools off. Touga and Sesshomaru have the truck right now and the sedan needs to be looked at."
"I...dinner would be lovely. Thank you," she replied awkwardly, and Izayoi nodded her head.
"I'm going to finish up folding the laundry and then I could use your help making it. Baby, are you gonna go back out there and help your father and brother? Or are you done for the day?"
"I think they'll be fine without me," he smiled smally. "I wanted to take a shower if that's alright. I smell like an ogar's armpit."
She wanted to ask how that was different from normal...but…
She mentally sighed and held her tongue instead.
"Go on Sweetheart," she encouraged, and he finished his glass of water before disappearing, squeezing his mother's shoulder as he passed.
The second he was gone, Izayoi nailed Kagome with a hard look, making her shift uncomfortably in her shoes.
"Seven years," she whispered, looking her up and down. "You've changed quite a bit in seven years. Turned into a very attractive woman."
"Thank you, Mrs. Takahashi."
"Mmm...seven years can do a lot to a person, can't it? It can make them grow up. Mature. Move on."
Kagome suddenly got the feeling she wasn't going to like where Izayoi was going with this.
"You know, it's taken my baby a long time to learn how to smile again after you had your way with him. He's finally laughing. Looking forward to each new day. The darkness you left in his eyes and his heart has finally disappeared...and he's turned into a fine young man.
A respectable young man.
A young man with a new twinkle in his eye and a respectable, good woman on his arm.
Kagome Higurashi...I swear to God and to all things Holy...if you hurt my baby, or try to get between him and Kikyo...you could move to New York and I'd still hunt you down and pull your teeth out your ass. We clear?"
"Y-yes Ma'am," she stuttered, the vehemence in her words and the ice in her stare freezing her blood.
"Good. You know I always thought of you as the daughter I never had...but after what you did to my boy?" She paused to tsk and shake her head. "You come for your lil' visit and then you get outta here. You understand me?"
"Yes Ma'am," she whispered, trying to ignore the feeling of her heart shattering into a thousand pieces.
What was she expecting though? A warm hug and a kiss on the cheek?
All of this was a giant mistake. She should have just...just asked him to take her home. It would have been easier than facing her past. Then again….maybe she should be.
Maybe it was time to face her demons, once and for all.
Pun only slightly intended.
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impala-dreamer · 5 years
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When Sam Wore A Kilt
SPN FanFic
~ Sam has a new costume to go undercover with and Y/N cannot help herself...~
Sam x Reader, Dean.
1,612 Words
Warnings: NSFW. Sexyness. All the pre-loving goodness.
A/N: This is for my 'Fic Imitating Art Challenge'... Art/title by @feelmyroarrrr, fic by me! Hope you enjoy :)
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Y/N pushed open the motel room door and let it slam shut behind her, not caring about anything other than plopping down onto the closest bed. The day had been long and disgusting.
Dean looked up in passing as she fell face first onto his bed, eyes still churning through the article in the magazine she��d left that morning. "How'd it go?" he asked, curious as to why her jeans were caked in dust to her knees.
"So nasty," she mumbled into the comforter. "Anyone know how many air fresheners it takes to get the dead body smell out of a basement?" she asked rhetorically, rolling over onto her side. The movement sent a wave of stink up to her nose that crinkled on impact. "Or out of clothes? Gross."
"You'll get used to it. I don't even notice anymore." Dean turned to the next article, 'How To Tell If He's Really Into You Or Just Wants Sex'.
“Sure you don’t, Guru Winchester,” she scoffed, sitting up on one elbow. “I saw you gag in the morgue last week.”
“That’s totally different,” Dean said nonchalantly, mentally clicking through the checklist. “I had too much breakfast sausage.”
“Mhm…” Her hum of disbelief turned into a whistle of shock as Sam stepped out of the bathroom. “What the…”
“Is it that bad?” he asked, face instantly blushing.
“No…” Y/N’s eyes were wide and amused as she looked him up and down. “God, I love undercover work.”
Sam was clad in a classic red kilt, complete with belt, knee high socks, and dress shirt. A formal black jacket hung behind the bathroom door, ready for him to shrug into. “Really?”
Dean bit back his laugh but Y/N stood up, floating over to him with stars in her eyes. “Sam Winchester, I never knew you had such beautiful calves…”
His cheeks burned as red as his kilt. “I…”
Teeth dug into her bottom lip as Y/N approached, the draw of the new Scotsman in the room too much to resist. She hooked a finger around his belt and leaned up on her toes. “Whatcha wearing under that kilt, Sam?”
His breath came in on a shaky gasp and he backed away quickly, clearing his throat and reaching for his jacket. “Uh… We ready to roll?” he asked Dean, trying to ignore the heat pulsing off of Y/N’s hand.
Dean nodded and stood, tossing the magazine onto the bed. “Let’s go!”
“Sam…” Y/N’s pout nearly knocked him off of his feet, but Sam kept his cool. “You’re not gonna tell me?”
He stumbled to reply, not used to her forwardness at all. “M-maybe later?”
She laughed sweetly and let him leave, calling over her shoulder before the door shut. “Don’t think I won’t hold you to that.”
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Y/N was clean and settled in by the time Sam returned that night. He was still dressed to kill and thankfully a bit more relaxed. Dean was nowhere to be found and Y/N’s head buzzed with ideas when she saw that Sam was alone.
"Well, hello there, Mr. Winchester."
Sam grinned as he shut the door. "Hi."
"How was the party?"
"Oh, just...great." He wobbled a bit, tripping as he tried to toe off his shoes. "Crap."
Y/N laughed and sat up, eyeing him suspiciously as she swung her legs off the bed. "Sam?"
He hummed innocently in response and steadied himself against the door.
"Are you drunk?"
Sam scoffed and tried to open his jacket. “That’s… no.”
Y/N gasped and bit her lip to hold her excitement at bay. “You are. Oh my goodness.”
“Shut up.” Sam’s cheeks were bright again, but not just from embarrassment. He managed to shed his jacket and then untucked his shirt, pulling the stiff white fabric from his waistband.
“How much does it even take to get you drunk? I’ve never seen this before.” Y/N slowly rose from the bed and tiptoed towards him, one bare foot in front of the other.
“Champagne,” Sam confessed. “Lots and lots of champagne. And… Irish Mist? What is that?”
“Delicious,” Y/N smiled and licked her lips as she neared him.
“It was.” Sam laughed, giving up on his shirt buttons and leaning back against the door. He slumped down a bit, legs spreading out to brace him up.
“I think I like you like this,” Y/N cooed as she stepped between his legs.
Sam stared down at her with glassy eyes, pink lips wet and gently parted. “Like what?”
She lifted a hand to run through his hair and Sam closed his eyes, leaning into her touch. “All drunk and happy,” she said softly. “And in a kilt…” Her kiss caught the side of his mouth and Sam laughed quietly.
"You gonna ask me again?"
Y/N dropped down off her toes and looked up coyly as she slid her hand firmly down his hard chest. "Ask what, baby?"
Sam moaned as she pinched his nipple through the stiff dress shirt. "Ask me what's underneath," he whispered, dipping his chin to chase her lips again.
With a quick tug, Y/N pulled the front of his shirt free from the kilt, nearly popping a few buttons as she yanked. "Why don't I just find out?" she teased before flicking her tongue across his waiting lips.
Sam shuddered and grabbed her face, big hands covering her cheeks temple to jaw as he held her still for a proper kiss. She let him lead up top, but dropped her hands, slowly sneaking up beneath the heavy wool to find him bare and hard.
“Oh, Sam...oh my.”
“Had to go authentic,” he said, practically panting into her mouth as Y/N wrapped her fingers around his quickly stiffening cock.
“Very glad you did…” She pumped him gently, hand working slowly to bring him to life as he attacked her mouth with sloppy kisses. His tongue was hot and sweet; his usual minty taste replaced by something light, almost fruity.
"Fuck…" Sam moaned as you rubbed your palm over the tip of his erection, his head pushing back against the door.
"Oh, we're gonna fuck," she laughed, letting go of him to get back to the buttons on his shirt. He tried to protest, reaching for her hands, but she kissed him dumb and slapped his fingers away.
"You just relax."
She started at the already open bottom and carefully undid each tiny clear button, slowly peeling back the shirt until his perfectly tanned, heavenly carved and chiseled torso was revealed. She kissed a line down his sternum as she pushed the shirt off his big shoulders, tugging it down until it snagged on his thick arms.
Sam hummed happily; words that got caught in his throat as her lips grazed his nipple. His stomach tensed as she kissed further down, his tight abs revealing themselves as he pushed out a loud breath.
"God, I need you so bad," he managed, tongue sealed by the booze, brain melted by her touch.
Y/N licked at the hard lines of his hips as she toyed with the ornate leather belt, taking her time to reach his cock again even though it poked through the plaid, calling to her.
“Please…” Sam grunted as the belt crashed to the floor. His left hand fell to his thigh, gathering up the skirt, ready to pull it up and away for her, but again, Y/N slapped his hand away.
“Nope,” she warned, suddenly climbing back to her feet and pulling away.
He watched her leave with troubled eyes, mouth hanging in shock, cock twitching against the wool. “What?”
Y/N stripped slowly as she walked to the bed, tossing her shirt over her shoulders and stepping out of her cotton panties. Sam swallowed hard but stayed propped against the door, unsure of her plans, but loving the reveal.
“Fuck, you’re beautiful,” he whispered, mouth flooded with hunger for her.
She smiled and lay on the end of the bed, legs spread and knees high, elbows holding her up so she could watch him drool. “So are you, big boy.” With one hand she played with her tits, kneading the firm flesh as she looked him over. “Why don’t you come over here and show me just how beautiful.”
Sam cocked a sexy grin as he pushed away from the door and started across the room. He moved like a runway model; champagne twisting his hips just so, all shyness gone from his system. Two feet from the bed, Y/N stopped him, a single hand raised.
“Right there,” she grinned. “Now, show me what’s under that kilt, Sam. Show me everything.”
He moved like a jungle cat, long lines swaying seductively with each movement as he opened the kilt and slowly pulled it aside. His cock was hard and long, it’s own weight making it hang down between his thighs. Y/N spied a sheen at the tip and licked her lips, imagining the delicious saltiness on her tongue.
“Gorgeous,” she praised, running a hand down her body to tease her pussy.
Sam chuckled softly and fisted his cock, watching her fingers disappear for a second into the hot slick of her cunt. “Thanks. You too.”
Her hips rolled, grinding her clit against the heel of her hand and Y/N hissed at the ache. “How long ‘till Dean gets back?”
He glanced quickly at the door, then the clock on the nightstand. “About twenty mins,” he said with a shrug.
“Well then,” she cooed, spreading her legs nice and wide for him. “We better get a move on…”
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nad-zeta · 4 years
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Match up ♥
Hiya, hon! ♥ I love your match-ups and honestly, I’ve been meaning to request one for a loooong time, but I haven’t had the chance to do so till now cause I’ve been drowning in lots and lots of homework TwT
I’m female, 25 years old, dark chocolate, shoulder-length hair, brown eyes. I’m a small potato 157 cm (5'1 ft) and I’m curvy.
I’m a Gemini, INFP-A. I love and need my alone time, though I enjoy spending time with my friends and loved ones. I use my free time to write fics, read books (Though I haven’t read a book out of sheer pleasure in a long while thanks to college lol,) draw my stickemen and play League of Legends.
Being surrounded by too many people is draining af and it can quickly become overwhelming tbh. I prefer to be surrounded by a couple of calm people and be my yahoo self with them. Even though I’m a mature person, I can be very childish and stubborn at times. I’m the Mom Friend™, a worrywart cause I care, I have a strong personality.  I’m caring, kind, friendly, funny, assertive, strong-willed. I’m usually the one people goes to when they need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. I will stand for my friends without giving it a second thought. I definitely won’t tell you what you want to hear, but what you need to hear. And due to the way I express myself, people who don’t know me at all tend to find me intimidating which is kinda funny! 😂
When I’m with my friends, I try to come up with jokes or puns to make them laugh. I don’t take myself too seriously…I laugh at my own dumb-ass 😂😂 cause it’s okay to make mistakes, nobody’s perfect after all. And this is probably why it pisses me off when people make fun of my friends. Binch, fite me! So I just go and stand for them as politely and civilized as I possibly can. I’m usually talkative but every once in a while I just feel like isolating for a bit and be there exclusively for myself.
Hmm… I’m corny af and a hopeless romantic, I’m weak for smooth flirts and I like being teased cause I LOVE teasing back. I have a sweet tooth, I love tea. I love eating…in general.
I’m afraid I’m rambling at this point so Imma stop it here 😂
Thank you so much for doing these awesome match ups! ♥ ♥ ♥
Hi, there love! Thanx so much for the kind words, and can I just say I absolutely love your writing!  ♥ ♥ ♥ Hehehe also I feel you with the school work! I hope you enjoy it love, and I hope you have a good day! @venulus
So I match you with………………………. Hideyoshi
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So for me honestly it was between Hideyoshi and Mitsunari lol
Classic Hideyoshi did not trust you one bit. The moment you arrived, he saw you as a threat to his lord and was watching you like a hawk. You were quiet, stubborn and assertive and to him, that meant just one thing…. SPY. 
You worked super hard and quickly started adapted to the castle life. Everyone that has worked with you absolutely adored you. Although Hideyoshi was still not buying it. He legit thought that sweet kind friendliness was all an act, to get the people around you to trust you. You kept mostly to yourself in any case, as you found loud people to be overbearing and exhausting, and unfortunately for you that would be most of the castle residents. Although in saying that you had started to form some good friendships among the Oda forces.
One day Nobunaga announced that they were going to war and that you and Mitsunari were to stay behind and guard the castle. You were super happy about that- well not happy that your new friends could die, but happy to get some alone time and not have Hideyoshi continually looking over your shoulder. Plus Mitsunari was one of your close friends so you were super happy he was staying behind with you! 
You honestly never realized just how bad Mitsunari’s habits were until he passed out in front of you one day, while informing you of the state of the war. You knew the warlords cared for him, but you never realized to what extent. Your mama bear instincts instantly kicked in. You semi moved into Hideyoshi manor while he was away, so that it would be easier for you to take care of the resident angel. You made sure he was well-fed, room was clean and he got a decent amount of sleep. Hell, you even helped him work out an eating, training and sleeping schedule which you stuck on his wall to remind him to eat and sleep. After a while Mitsunari fell into a good routine with the schedule and was now almost capable of caring for himself
Mitsunari had one day informed you that the Oda forces had won the war and were now on their way back. The two of you cuties excitingly waited at the gate for your friends to return only for your faces to go from joyful to concerned in 0,2 seconds flat. Hideyoshi was passed out and heavily bandaged. Seem like the idiot went a bit over the top with protecting Nobunaga.
That night as you and Mitsunari gave your reports regarding the castle affairs in his absence, Nobunaga couldn’t help but noticed how healthy and good Mitsunari looked. You told him that you helped him organize his time and made sure that he all the basics were taken care of, i.e. sleeping, training and eating. Nobunaga thought for a moment and then broke out into the biggest grin “I commend you for your work with the castle and Mitusnari fireball, and I now assign you to care for my right-hand man”. You had no complaints, even though Hideyoshi hated you, the inner mom friend in you could never refuse someone in need of assistance.
You moved into Hideyoshi’s manor full time now. While you were there, you cared for both men. You changed Hide’s dressing, cleaned his wounds and made sure that he got plenty of food. Most nights, you would actually sleep in Hideyoshi’s room, caring for his high fevers and low key doing some of the easy paperwork just so that the man wouldn’t be overloaded with work when he was healed. Hideyoshi would shift in and out of consciousness, and boy was he confused to see you sleeping at his writing desk one night. Sometimes when he opened his eyes, he would see you place a cool soothing cloth on his head, other times he would listen to you talk about anything and everything. He would smile a little thinking that your presence in his room was a fever-induced dream.
After a week, his fever finally broke, and the wounds were now slowly, starting to close up and heal. He woke up that morning to you passed out at his writing desk. He had to do a double-take. He thought you caring for him had all been a big dream. He watched your beautiful sleeping face for a moment or two, draped his blankie over your shoulders and went to Nobunaga to receive work. His mind couldn’t help but wander back to you sleeping in his room, how many nights had he woken up to see you there by his side, and then the thoughts got dark, how many time had he accused you of being a spy of calling your kindness an act. HE felt his stomach drop, he honestly needed to make it up to you. But first he needed to check in with Nobunaga.
Nobunaga basically chased him away, saying he would only receive work once you reported that he was completely healthy and ready to come back to work. He walked back to his manor deflated, only to be met with you at the front door “where have you been young man, last time I check you just barely escaped death and are in no state to be walking about”. Hideyshi’s eyes widened he had never been scolded before. You stood there hands on your hips with the biggest frown, eyes filled with worry and concern. It made Hideyoshi’s heart melt that even though he had treated you like an enemy you still cared for him and spent countless days and nights by his side. You led him back to his futon and tucked him in. You brought him lunch and filled him in on everything that had happened since his been unconscious. 
TBH as the days went by Hideyoshi was falling more and more in love with you, he could kick himself for treating you so horribly. And spending countless days with you, gently and sweetly caring for him, makes him realizes more and more what a gigantic fool he was. Yes, you were stubborn and assertive, but you were also the kindest, sweetest, gentlest, friendliest girl in the whole world. 
He made a vow to himself, to make it up to you once he was all better. It took two months, but finally, this boy was back to his full health and absolutely smitten with you and you with him. 
You had come to realize during your time with him what a naturally flirty charmer he truly was, and the mountain of letters he received from women no longer surprised you. Honestly his smooth flirting even had your knees going weak. You had come to enjoy the light teasing and banter the two of you engaged in as you cared for him. He loved that you weren’t afraid to give him the hard solid facts and be a friendly shoulder for him to cry on, especially during times when he felt so weak and worthless for being injured and unable to serve his lord. You would tell him what he needed to hear, not what he wanted to hear. 
The time had finally come that you had to move out of his manor and back into the palace, and TBH Hideyoshi was actually a little sad. He was definitely going to miss your vibrant energy, and hours and hours spent together, talking each other’s ears off. 
Now that he was healed it was time to make up for the ill way he treated you in the past, and low key thank you for taking such good care of him. He would take you out for tea every moment he could get. He knew you had a sweet tooth like Nobunaga, so he would ensure that there was always something delicious to eat at the little tea date the two of you went on. You of course never complained cause the three things you loved most in the world would be right infornt of you, tea, sweet and Hideyoshi. 
You discovered that Hideyoshi actually had a hilarious sense of humour. The two of you would laugh and tease each other all throughout the dates. Ooh boy, did he love your puns and honestly you couldn’t help but laugh at his hilariously unfunny dad jokes.
Hideyoshi is very much like you, a hopeless romantic, so during his free time, he is always planning some or other fun activity for the two of you to do. Whether it’s holding your hand as the two of you, stroll on the beach or taking you up a mountain to watch the sunset together. He has always got something cute up his sleeve 
Your favourite moment was one day when the two of you were out for tea, the sky started getting dark. The two of you were having such a good time you didn’t even notice it was about to rain. As the two of you were walking back to the castle the cloud burst and the light drizzle turned into a full-blown downpour. Even though you were super mature, you did have your childish moments. You looked up at Hideyoshi with the biggest grin on your face and started dancing in the rain, while he took cover at a nearby shop. With outstretched arms, you started twirling in the rain and splashing in the puddle “Hey you’re going to catch a cold”, at that you simply took Hideyoshi’s hand in yours and dragged him into the rain to dance with you. He shook his head at you, but couldn’t help but dance along with you. 
You stared up into his amber eyes, and this was when Hideyoshi decided to make his feeling for you known. He cupped your wet cheeks in his warm hands and leaned down to capture your lips in a kiss. 
After he pulled away and saw your sunshine smile, he picked you up and twired you around in the rain. He was so happy. The two of you played in the rain together without a care in the world until sunset.
Hideyoshi staying true to his doting self, of course, ran the two of you a warm bubble bath to fight off the chill from spending the afternoon in the rain. He pampered you from the moment you walked into his manor door. After your relaxing bath, he dried your hair and gave you a foot massage followed by a cheesy candlelit dinner for the two of you. He had been waiting so long to confess his feeling for you that he couldn’t help but want to pamper the shit out of his love
This man definitely respected your alone time and knew that everyone needed some time to themselves every now and then. 
He loved it when you worked in his room and kept him company as he worked. Hideyoshi is definitely the type to drop a few kisses on your forehead, cheek and lips whenever the two of you bump into each other in the hallway. 
He loves to spoil you any chance he can get. The two of you honestly turn into the castle mom and dad caring for everyone in the castle. Often the two of you cuties can be found nestled in each other’s arms or sharing sweets at your favourite tea house.
Other potential matches……… Mitsunari 
 I hope you liked it, dear! <3<3
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