Mom’s favorite verse in the bible and included with her daily prayers for everyone.
People cannot imagine how many countless times my mom has been praying for my well-being after living in Reno for such a long time and whenever things were going south or there was a prayer request that needed to be made; she was the one that was praying alongside with me.
During the moments where my husband wasn’t well and he was hospitalized, moments where I fucked up in my relationships by misunderstanding a lot of the events that occured to even the night terrors that plague me till this day.
The truth is, I have a lot of problems that are internal that I’m still working through and the night is the hardest for me because that’s when things manifest themselves in my life; looking back at all the mistakes, regrets and even emotional and physical hurt I’ve received from my exes and even among my own family.
Yesterday, i had therapy and I was asked who my support system was. It was hard for me to admit that it was my family because the truth was that although they were and are there for me; I had to learn to cope with most of these situations along and still am even during these difficult times.
The problem is, I always tend to lack communication and distance myself a lot from speaking my mind about what’s bothering me from the people I care about; it’s a habit that’s formed over the years and to fully speak my mind with someone could result in being blackmailed later which really sucks a ton.
This morning I had an opportunity to smoke a cigarette, it was a great feeling being able to finally relax and not feel depressed like I usually am sometimes; unfortunately I’ve been very exhausted as of late and I can only imagine it has to be due to those night terrors.
Door dash is my only employer atm, I really thank them for giving me this opportunity even while living in another state and would only hope to slowly and surly resolve my own problems sooner rather than later.
Mom has a doctor’s appointment today so I’m giving her a ride, that means ending this post on a final takeaway and that is “keep going, you’re doing just fine kid. Don’t regret anything and appreciate another day to live, not a lot of people do. ”
Stay safe reader,
Art by Maewix
Valentine’s Avalon by OlchaS
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In 1994, Richard Kostelanetz created a list called “Inventory of Audioart on Cassette” that included 240 audiocassettes. From March through September 2019, I scoured the Wordship to reconstitute the collection and compiled 150 cassettes.
The index includes works by:
John ADAMS, Jonathan ALBERT, Frances ALENIKOFF, Dominic ALLELVIA, Charles AMIRKHANIAN, Beth ANDERSON, Carl ANDRE, Bruce ANDREWS, Antonin ARTAUD,Walter BACHAUER, Sven-Erik BACK, Giacomo BALLA, Anna BANANA, Rafael BARRETO-RIVERA, Samuel BECKETT, Erik BELGUM, Max BENSE, Carla BERTOLA, Mario BERTONI, Ambrose BIERCE, Philip Kent BIMSTEIN, Bill BISSETT, Lars-Gunnar BODIN, Edward BRAITHHWAITE, Claus BREMER, Anthony BURGESS, John CAGE, A.F. CALDIERO, Haraldo da CAMPOS, Sergio CENA, A. CHEKHOV, Henri CHOPIN, Noah CRESHEVSKY, Jean-Paul CURTAY, J.A DE SILVA, Paul DE VREE, Charles DODGE, Fyodor DOESTOEVSKY, R DOHL, Ruth DRAPER, Francois DUFRENE, Paul DUTTON, Rolf ENSTROM,Jon ERICKSON, Oyvind FAHLSTROM, Rolf FEISSBUHLER, Morton FELDMAN, P. E. FENCOTT, Sue FISHBEIN, Jack FOLEY, Stephen FOSTER, FOUR HORSEMEN,Marlin FRANKE, Peter FROLEICH, KLEINE GESCHICHE, A. (Tony) GNAZZO, E GOMRINGER, Glenn GOULD, Nicola GRANGIONE, Lily GREENHAM, Donald HALL, Peter HANDKE, Sten HANSON, Raoul HAUSMANN, Sorrel HAYS, Bernard HEIDSIECK, Dick HIGGINS, Ake HODELL, Langston HUGHES, Ernst JANDL, Bengt-Emil JOHNSON, Joe JOHNSON, David Evan JONES, James JOYCE, Mauricio KAGEL, Doug KAHN, W. Bliem KERN, Alison KNOWLES, Ferdinand KRIWET, Lawrence KUCHARZ, Marina LA PALMA, Katalin LADIK, Maurice LEMAITRE, Rune LINBLAD, Vachel LINDSAY, Carl LOEFFLER, Ralph LUNDSTEIN, Toby LURIE, Jackson MAC LOW,Hugh MACDIARMID, Allan Harding MACKAY, Chris MANN, F. T. MARINETTI, Peter MAYER, Steve MCCAFFERY, Bobby MCFERREN, MEDIA MYTH, Zinka (1906-1989) MILANOV, Laura MILLEN, F MON, Meredith MONK, Massimo MORI, Charlie MORROW, Maurizio: NANNUCCI, bp NICHOL, Per Anders NILSSON, L NOVAK, Alanna O'KELLY, Pauline OLIVEROS, Bert PAPENFUSS, Paul PORTNER, Vincent PRICE, Patsy RAHN, Man RAY, Steve REICH, Karl RIHA, Lesser RIKA, Clive ROBERTSON, Ernest ROBESON, Jerome ROTHENBERG, Gerhard RUHM, Steve RUPPENTHAL, Luigi RUSSOLO, S.E.M. ENSEMBLE, Enrico SEROTTI, Carles SANTOS, R. Murray SCHAFER, Klaus SCHOENING, Thomas SCHULTZ, Stuart SHERMAN, Kenneth SHERWOOD, Zenon SLAWINSKI, Mary Ellen SOLT, Owen SOUND, Ronald STECKEL George & Charles STEIN, Demetrious STRATOS, Melody SUMMER, Rod SUMMERS, W. Mark SUTHERLAND, Jim THEOBALD, Dylan THOMAS, Leo TOLSTOY, Alberto VITACHIO, Frits WEILAND, A. WELTALL, Larry WENDT, Walt WHITMAN, Jon WHYTE, Dennis WILLIAMS, Emmett WILLIAMS, Rick WOLFE, Richard WRIGHT, Kevin ZIPPER
Dollar have Powell on its side
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This is a pretty neat song, definitely recommend you take a listen.
Barbarian Serie 4 by JdelNido
Art by Mae Algae
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