#It’s tragic

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

You know what the sad part is? Simon was trying to get better.

He had a therapist. He had someone to talk to you about his issues before shit hit the fan. He knows how important it was to have someone to talk to, to get in touch with a professional who can help him learn how to manage all the trauma he has.

And it was ripped away from him.

I don’t think he’d be someone to say that going to therapy is weak, or that he doesn’t need it. He knows he needs it, he knows that it helps because it did help.

He probably wouldn’t go again for the fear he’d get another therapist killed but also who has time when you carry the entire world on your shoulders. It’s easier to hide behind the mask and hope that he can hold on just a little longer

#simon ghost riley #mw2 ghost #simon ghost riley x reader #it’s tragic

[the-darkestminds]

Idk about y’all but the idea of a rejected mating bond is so incredibly unromantic to me it makes me cringe. Who would want that

#and without even giving it a chance? #at least find out if this person you’re meant to be with is a good fit #don’t just ignore it for all of time #sorry but #being with someone who is fated to love another #it’s tragic #not romantic #sarah j maas #gwynriel #azriel #elucien #ugh

[queenmelancholy]

My advice to you, Thomas, would be to accept the burden that chance has seen fit to lay upon you, and to fashion as good a life as you are able.

Remember, harsh reality is always better than false hope.

I hate to think he was so unhappy.

“Are you alright, Mr. Barrow?”

“Of course. Why wouldn’t I be?”

#when a man can see no way of living a good life #it’s tragic #thomas barrow #dr clarkson #phyllis baxter #CYOP #downton abbey #s5e6 #s6e8 #rob james-collier #robert james collier

[youngyoo-apologist]

When it comes to OG!Cale ships I like both OG!AlCale and OG!ChoiHan but it really depends on the scenario

For example, I like OG!AlCale in both regression aus and TBoaH adjacent timeline things because I think a huge thing I like in their dynamic is how mysterious they both are to the other party. The fun of their dynamic is them discovering more about each other and the various miscommunications they have cause of their own personalities, and I think that works very well no matter the universe.

But with OG!ChoiCale, I feel like I can really only enjoy it in TBoaH adjacent things or if they both have the memories of the first life.

To me, a big thing about OG!ChoiCale is about the life they lived together, how they hated eachother, how they both didn’t know eachother for years, how they could have spent time together during the war due to unfortunate circumstances(there not being enough people left)

Like, I think OG!ChoiCale can be such a cool dynamic, such a sad, but comforting one at the same time. It’s a little bitter how the man you thought you would hate forever became a close companion, how he’s more similar to you than your younger self woild have ever thought, but do you really hate it?

Can you really hate having a person who understands you, when so many people have died? When so many are gone?

Something about the sadness of it all, how it was tragedy that brought them against each other at first, but now it brings them together. How they could only ever grow to understand eachother because of the pain they face, the pain that they shared. At some point, can you really hate him, even until the end? After all those years? After coming to understand him? No, you cannot.

Like, it adds in extra layers when they both care about each other at some point mid-way through the war, but they still can’t really talk to eachother properly. They care, but they frustrate one another, anger each other. Choi Han doing increasingly more risky and self sacrificial things because ‘I’m a hero’ ‘I have to do it.’ ‘It is justice to save people’, despite the fact that it’s at the expense of himself

And Cale’s frustration at Choi Han’s attitude. He can never wrap his head around the fact that Choi Han destroys himself for the sake of other people, and believes it’s heroic(He knows Choi Han doesnt, he know Choi Han hates it too, but he doesn’t know what else to say to himself other than the fact that ‘it’s for the greater good’, because he will go crazy if he doesn’t)

He’s mad, but there’s some twisted sense of understanding in there too. Cale understands, because he became trash for his family, he became trash to protect them, he had to do it.

But that’s only what he thought.

He was older now, he had lost them all, and he had seen how his trash act hadn’t done anything to protect them. It only distanced him from them, and now they were gone, and he could never see them again, he could never make amends.

Cale is mad at Choi Han for sacrificing himself because while Choi Han is hurting himself, the people who he loves, and the people who love him, watch him do it over and over again and he doesn’t listen to their worried cries.

He’s mad, but he understands. It was frustrating to be on the other side, watching someone destroy themselves for the sake of others when the people who cared about them wanted the exact opposite. The only difference between him and Choi Han was that Choi Han was never a good liar, he could never hide how much pain he went through.

In a way, Cale thought it was better that way.

At some point, there is love that is there. Love that follows them, and it’s so painful because they both know the tragedy edy to it that is how they are doomed, how they can never be happy in the first time line where they knew each other.

Because as Cale and Choi Han, they can’t be happy. Not when so much has been lost, not when the world is falling apart, they may love each other, but loving each other as they are means being in a world where everything else they love is gone.

It is a cruel kind of love.

Like let’s say they do pursue these feelings, even though knowing those two I don’t think they’d ever say anything in that scenario. If they did it would probably be Cale going like:

“Choi Han, do you love me?”

Choi Han doesn’t say anything, but his silence in place of adamant refusal is enough of an answer.

“Do you love me, Cale?”

Cale doesn’t say anything either, only smiling at Choi Han with his signature, cynical and bitter smile.

He didn’t deny it either.

It was a confirmation of feelings, but unlike the confessions from romance novels and stories, the main character and lead do not end up together and live happily ever after.

They stay together, but the world around them is not happy, not at all. They are together, but not as partners or as lovers, but two people who live in their suffering because all they can do is live.

I feel like anything they do together would always have an air of melancholy to it. Maybe they kiss, once, and no more, because there is no point in making it a regular thing. Not when everything in their world will end, even if they keep on fighting for it to not be that way.

They kiss, and it’s short, but in that short moment, the world is nothing but Cale and Choi Han.

Isn’t that selfish? If it’s like this, then they could ignore how everything has gone so badly. But that is exactly why they cannot be together, there is no ignoring the reality of their situation, no matter how sweet it would be to live in a false dream and never wake up.

I like my OG!ChoiCale a little doomed.

#I LOVE DOOMED YAOI!!!!!!!! #I can only like OG!ChoiCale when they’re different from TCF ChoiCale #actually that’s something I don’t like in a lot of things #where it’s just TCF copy and pasted but Roksoo is gone and OG Cale is in his place #it’s something I don’t prefer personally #because I like OG Cale as he is #and not as KRS’s replacement #I like both of them and they both deserve their own stories #not to say that OG AlCale is similar to TCF AlCale #they aren’t really similar #but I guess I’m more particular about how I feel on OG ChoiCale cause they’re my favorite ship 😭 #yes the ship with zero screentime is my favorite #I know #it’s tragic #but yeah I like OG!ChoiCale as doomed old man yaoi #I think there is a lot of potential in their dynamic #because of how doomed the TBoaH universe is #tcf #lcf #just rambling #trash of the count's family #lout of the count’s family #tcf novel #lcf novel #og cale henituse #choicale

[pandoraistheloml]

having someone that is the james to my sirius is lovely and everything except for the fact that we’re long distance

#marauders #marauders era #the marauders #james potter #sirius black #long distance friendship #like what #it’s tragic

[sunnyxjarrus]

I CANNOT DRAW ARMOR

I might actually cry if this doesn’t turn out I have a reference and I have an idea of what it needs to look at I just want to draw Cody in his armor for Cody day (2/2/24)

Edit:

I have decided that you are getting this even if it’s just an arm

Helmets are hard

#it’s tragic #he deserves it #commander cody #kote #cody #star wars #cody day 2224

[bohemian-nights]

Alyn x Baela? Do you think he was just flat out cheating on her or they had an open relationship?

Sigh, unfortunately, yes I do think he was cheating on her. I only say that because it seems like Alyn and Baela’s relationship mirrors Corlys and Rhaenys relationship and that was no picnic in the park(and I doubt Baela would willingly share Alyn just like Rhaenys did not willingly share Corlys).

Tragic as it is, Baela seemed to live out the same life as her grandmother(a Targaryen woman who should’ve been the heir but was passed over because she was a woman, had a daughter and a son, a cheating husband, never really got her just dues, living in the shadow men’s poor decisions, etc.)

We probably won’t really get that deep into the regency period, but I do hope Baela and Alyn’s relationship is explored on screen.

#bnask #bnasks #I like them but yeah it’s not pretty #it’s tragic #baela targaryen #alyn velaryon #alyn x baela

[dawg3i]

some matt and trey drawings over the past few months 🎉

#matt stone #trey parker #baseketball #south park #matt and trey #south park fanart #baseketball fanart #i’ve been on this app since like 2020 and my ass still don’t know how to tag #it’s tragic

[single-snail]

why give sylvie that haircut if you’re not even gonna give her a girlfriend?

#it’s tragic #mcu loki #sylvie

[shallowseeker]

I think Dean took a lot of cues about grieving from John.

You don’t talk about them. You tell yourself you can’t work through it. It scares the Hell out of you. You’re a shell. You drink it all away. You’re alive but going through the motions.

You can see it early, in how he forbids Sam from talking about Lisa and Ben.

#dean #tfw + grief #the thing is that grief IS shaped like that a lot #acknowledging it aloud is like hemorrhaging #it can twist you into your worst self #it’s tragic #growing around it is hard #it can become a living self-immolation

[failingcollege]

nothing is worse than accidentally voting for the wrong thing in a poll

#mobile life #I just mean to scroll #and then I accidentally vote #it’s tragic

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

Literally every time I see Price I just have to drink him in. He’s just so hot, he’s just so beautiful and I am so head over heels for this man Who isn’t even REAL

#it’s tragic #captain john price #I really want to be married to him #but god #he’s so hot

[no-nightingalez]

the crowley/freddie mercury tag on AO3 is unironically one of the most heartbreaking tags in the entire fandom

#it’s tragic #every single one of em #i cry every time #good omens #crowley #good omens fanfic #gomens fanfic #ao3 tags #anthony j crowley #let there be queue

[resident-gay-bitch]

heyooo, important psa to all my readers out there, erm, kinda sad to say it but I’m just gonna come out and say it… I’m weird. I’m a weirdo. I don’t fit in- and I don’t wanna fit in. Have you ever seen me without this stupid had? That’s weird.

Anyway, hope you can understand <33

#idk the horrors took over me I guess lmao #I’ve been quoting this since I heard it #it’s tragic #I’m so funny #jughead jones #cole sprouse #jay talks

[cyberr-v0id]

Finding out how to pronounce Nasuada from the eragon audio book like ‘noooo don’t tell me i was that off with the pronunciation 😭 I’ve only just recovered from learning i was mispronouncing Sloan, Saphira, and Murtagh’

#cyberr speaks #it’s tragic #eragon #eragon audiobook #eragon fandom #eragon shadeslayer #eragon audio book #inheritance fandom #inheritance #inheritance cycle #inheritance cycle fandom

[riizeblr]

any eunseok thoughts to spare ?

#my inbox is eunseok free #it’s tragic #I can’t bare it