#It's exhausting and draining

[bigfatbreak]

Birds of a Feather previous / next

#my art #feralnette au #birds of a feather #long tags #sorry I went apeshit in the tags #LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW #I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO #its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical #and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread #as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational #in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away #and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do #shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again #legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it #but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings #alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird #she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her #knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself #between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot #and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo #essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that #busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way #to show her she's self sabotaging #cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD

[faerieicetea]

me going into hibernation when it's time to recharge my social battery

#positivity #positivity blog #self love #self care #self healing #self growth #self awareness #self esteem #mental health #mentally exhausted #mentally drained #mental illness #recharge #social battery #introvert #relatable #healing #recovery #inner work #inner thoughts #inner child #inner healing #inner strength #invisible illness #light academia #classic academia #romantic academia #dark academia #light academia aesthetic #chaotic academia

[thestralboy]

I can’t do it anymore, fr I‘m so tired

#depressing quotes #mental illness #borderline #diagnosed #sad boy #self h@rm #bpd #bpd thoughts #exhausted #mentally drained

[themindofmine]

I feel sick. Sick of myself, my life and my feelings.

#mental health #kinda depressing #deep thoughts #tw depression #own thoughts #thoughts #deep feelings #mentally exhausted #emotionally exhausted #emotionally drained #dead inside #i cant do it anymore #tw vent #deeptalk #tw depressing thoughts #feelings #tw depressive #reality

[lostmf]

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #i'm sad #depressing life #tw depressing stuff #childhood trauma #poetic #childhood #mixed art #artists on tumblr #struggling mentally #mentally drained #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #childhood ptsd #childhood truama #truamacore #tw truama #kill my thoughts #kill my feelings #kill my life #deppressed #depressing quotes #poetry quotes #sad poetry #sad poem #writers and poets #this is a cry for help

[endlessmidnights]

I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there

#mentally drained #mental health #anxitey #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #i hate me so much #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw sui ideation #mental problems #tw sucidal ideation #tw selfhate #please let me kms #i wanna cvt #let me go #you’re losing me #i wish i could disappear #you’re on your own kid #mental illness #mentally exhausted #i wanna die #ready to kms #let me disappear #please end my suffering #please let me die #why am i this way #please help #i cant do this #i’ll never recover #why can’t i just be okay

[nessproblem]

i think the solution to my problems is to just kms

#tw sucidal ideation #tw selfhate #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #anxitey #i hate me so much #tw depressing thoughts #tw sui ideation #depressing shit #mental health #tw depressing stuff #please let me die #you’re losing me #what is wrong with my brain #tw sui vent #tw self h4rm #mentally fucked #so fucking exhausted #what is wrong with me #bpd vent #bpd thoughts

[7nvk]

i think i was born wrong. faulty, incomplete. something is inherently wrong with me, and i’m not sure if anything can fix me

#depressiv #depressing shit #sad quotes #quotes #mentally fucked #mental illness #mental health #mentally drained #mentally exhausted #mentally tired #depressing quotes

[brokenfrombirth]

🎶 Where were you when everything was falling apart? 🎶

#mental health #mentally unstable #bpd #borderline personality disorder #mentally exhausted #emotionally drained #mental battle #emotionally damaged #childhood trauma #emotional abandonment #mentally drained #mentally ill #mental illness #emotionallyunstablepersonalitydisorder #emotionally destroyed #i feel alone #alone #suicidal #selfharm

[bpdcrybaby213]

Sometimes I want to let the mental illness consume me fully so I can stop fighting and not be exhausted anymore. Sometimes I want to give up and feel the release.

#sick and tired #borderline personality disorder #living with bpd #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd things #mental illness #mental exhaustion #mentally drained #actually mentally ill #mentally ill #mentally exhausted #i’m so exhausted #bpd struggles

[mermaidinthedeepocean]

#anxious #sad quotes #anxienty #dead inside #depressing post #depressing quotes #depressing shit #effy stonem #darkness #dead #exhausted #mentally drained #mental illness #emptiness #late night thoughts #mental disorder #im crying #insomnium #im fine #im lost

[void-aaa]

I don't feel safe anywhere

#bpd #mentally drained #mentally exhausted #borderline personality disorder #vent post #bpd vent #numb #self destruction #social anxiety #bpd thoughts

[girlyteengirl16]

i think no matter what i do, ill always be this way forever

#mentally sick #mentally unstable #mentally tired #mentally drained #mentally exhausted #i am not mentally well #trauma #i wanna kms #tw depressing thoughts #depression relapse #take your meds

[themindofmine]

I just have this overflowing feeling of hopelessness about my future

#mental health #tw depression #i feel empty #kinda depressing #dead inside #emotionally exhausted #mentally tired #why am i like this #i hate it here #tw vent #deep thoughts #own thoughts #mentally exhausted #life #tw depressive thoughts #i cant do it anymore #emotionally drained #tw anxiety

[faerieicetea]

sometimes self care looks like staying home, canceling plans, lounging in your sweats, watching movies, ignoring several text messages and doing you

#positivity #positivity blog #self love #self care #self healing #self growth #self awareness #self esteem #self improvement #self help #mental health #mentally exhausted #mental illness #mentally drained #mentally tired #healing #recovery #inner work #inner thoughts #inner child #inner healing #inner strength #invisible illness #light academia #classic academia #romantic academia #dark academia #chaotic academia #cottage academia #introvert

[endlessmidnights]

I hate that everywhere I go and everything I see, involves me thinking of a way to kill myself

#tw self destructive behavior #tw sucidal ideation #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #tw self destructive thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tw relaspe #tw depression #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #mentally drained #anxitey #sorry for being depressing #i hate me so much #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #please let me die #you’re losing me #please help #please let me kms #ready to kms #i wanna kms #might kms #i should kms #i want to kms #mental problems #ready to die #born to die