#It's just... Seeing the My Chem homecoming shows would fill me with joy.

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Genuinely have been debating on spending the money to do both Newark shows lately and I think I might just bite the bullet and do it. 

#personal #Is there a possibility that the US tour will be postponed though? Absolutely. #So I'm telling myself it's still okay if I spend the money and that ends up happening. #Some things are holding me back though... #Like if it still goes on... I'm gonna have to spend the money on a hotel for 2-3 nights. #Also I'll be doing both shows alone which is not a huge setback for me but like... #The anxiety of doing two arena shows... alone... #Unless one of y'all doing either Newark show see this. #I was genuinely telling myself I wanted to do a Newark show when I was trying for tickets but I knew Philly was closer. #It's just... Seeing the My Chem homecoming shows would fill me with joy. #The feelings I would feel? Unparalleled.