#Its just exhausting

[coldgoldlazarus]

To me, the Jedi worshippers complaining about how Dave Filoni is ruining Star Wars, is sounding increasingly indistinguishable from all the chuds complaining about how Kathleen Kennedy is ruining Star Wars.

#not a reblog #star wars #in both cases: #black and white thinking #blaming some hollywood person I don't care about #and going into stuff with the intent to get mad #star wars discourse #its just exhausting #wish it wasn't taking up so much mental real estate #hopefully this will be the last post #i like the jedi #but dang are these people annoying about it

[forbiddennhoney]

do any other autistics struggle with family because you want so desperately to be understood by them but, even when they mean well, they just Fundamentally Misunderstanding what u are saying? like u could literally tell them "i am not feeling upset or angry, i want to do this thing, there is just a little resistance mentally because it is a stressful task/behavior/thing. think of it like doing an exercise but adding a resistance band you know? like it just is taking extra effort i didnt account for but i will be okay!" and they interpret it as you saying"i am triggered, this is upsetting, this has to happen right now or never, i am going to cry from stress" and then try to comfort you but its like!!!! im not upset!!!!! but im Becoming upset bc im trying to explain my perspective and being treated like im broken and need gentleness when i dont really need ANYTHING other than like "alr cool sorry ur struggling" (and i can say this all Explicitly and even give a demo/mock convo of what feels good for me when sharing and its like in one ear and out the other)

#personal #i have this issue with lots of ppl to be fair i just also like #i dont know what im doing that everyone reads any emotion communication from me as me having a breakdown #i know i use a lot of words but i literally cannot be succint bc i end up missing vital pieces of info #and i think its harder w family cause socially i know this is the structure im supposed to rely on #but how can i rely on people for emotional support if they cant even understand when i am (or arent) upset #like why cant people trust me! #tbh this also bites me in the ass in the opposite way cause ik they're reading between the lines to get to the conclusions w ne #and then when they tell me things i Dont read between the lines bc it takes SO much effort for me and i dont wanna be on like that #bc its exhausting and so i respond and suddenly i dont care enough or im so cols #its just exhausting #esp when like..... the only ppl in my family who really understood this frustration i experience are either dead or i am estranged from #for other reasons unrelated to this #venty vent #i blame this on my autism mostly bc it impacts EVERY relationship i have not just family #family just happens to be the reasoning this time

[rescuerabbit]

sorry cutie, the world feels like its getting a lil more polarized every week but there are plenty of people who still have love and kindness in their hearts, i promise. hang in there okay? ❤️

thank you >x< its just difficult when transmisogyny is fucking everywhere, i wish people didnt hate me for my existence

#hopping around #ill be alright #its just exhausting

[buckyhoney]

idk if you’ve seen it but this is pretty much a part 2 of way you just posted LMAO people are so fucking weird on tiktok. idk about you but personally I don’t even listen to a thing that comes out of any chronically online person’s mouth. all your fics are some of THE best I’ve ever read, don’t worry about people complaining about pet names. they’re unhappy in life anyways

that post is why i posted it!! + i saw a couple videos this week about it- it’s just so frustrating, like keep it to yourself of find fics that don’t contain pet names!

i know a lot of fic writers including myself, use pet names and other things so it stays “x reader” friendly & use different words to keep fics from being boring- dont even get me started on people kink shaming on tiktok omfg it gets me so fired up

#its just exhausting

[stedebonnit]

Why do depression?

#im so tired of this shit #like im okay #its just really frustrating bc im doing everything i can to manage it #and i had such a good morning i felt great and got some work done #went out for a coffee took out the trash #like trying to build up my motivation and all that #and then halfway through my second coffee my brain just crashed #and now i feel sad and just...like apathetic? #which is such an annoying feeling #because i want to care #and i do like deeper down #but its under this layer of fog #and its just exhausting #my mental health got so good earlier this year #and i know itll come back #its just exhausting #anyways not much i can do but keep working on my paper so that its done #and i know itll feel good to have completed something even when im struggling #it just sucks to feel so constantly tired u know #ugh #d speaks #personal

[coyoxxtl]

my constant psychedelic use has allowed me to be incredibly introspective and self analyzing and it truly honestly sucks

#txt #its just exhausting #dissecting who you are all the time #esp since it does nothing to change how i initially feel about what i reflect about

[crazywolf828]

Y'know, you're right to speak up WRT people getting waaaay too pushy with the 'Character X is exclusively lesbian' headcanon policing. Bi people exist, as do people on a spectrum that may make interest in this gender or that unlikely but not impossible.

It's something I see all the time too and it's almost always from inside the LGBT community. Like, het people will sexualize bi people, but I have never had my sexuality attacked more than by lesbians and gays. People just gotta chill, like if she does get confirmed as a lesbian, awesome I will rock with that and be so happy for her. But until then? Just let people headcanon what they want, if you don't like it then don't be a dick about it y'know?

#also no clue what wrt means #i am out of the loop on slang #but this is something ive gone off about so many times #its just exhausting #don't mind me #answered #ask #anon

[meow-minola]

I love how I have it set to always show my pronouns in zoom meetings, my pronouns are in my email footer, my pronouns are in slack too, and yet I constantly get called she/her cause I have tits

It's like people are trying to be blind

#i scream #its just exhausting #nonbinary

[plasmaniac]

why is talking to people so difficult lately

#mitri.txt #its just exhausting #i have so many messages i need to reply to and i just cant

[livingasaghost]

i know im like not allowed to be mad at my friends for their poor time management skills but i just gotta say it is insane that the universe decided to make me best friends with the type of people that drive me batshit fucking insane bc they do not adhere to time

#like sure im kind and forgiving and i expect the worst always #but god just once it would be nice if someone would respect my time #its just exhausting #personal #and why lie my boss is the same way #woe is me blah blah blah

[languidangel]

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#i dont normally make vent posts but i kinda just want to put it somewhere someone will see it but dont want to bother my friends #the way im constantly aging but never getting better #its just exhausting #first my hair and now just the constant cycle of hating myself #im too scared of death rn for anything drastic #but the way i never really had a chance at youth and the one chance i had is taken away just by the circumstances of my existence #im tired #and i dont see it ever getting better

[sicko-phant]

Had the maggot nightmare again.

#if i ciuld change one fucking thing about my brain itd be no more nightmares #i used to be all haha i love my scary dreams too #its just exhausting #and when ur an adult u have to be aingle and no onr to crawl into bed with to protect you

[fancy-brudgom]

being the vaguely mentally stable friend with oldest daughter syndrome is WILD. Like someone has a problem I will drop everything to make sure they're okay. I will make damn sure they have eaten and drank water. I would happily go to the ends of this earth for my partner or any of my friends but at the end of the day having to be responsible for another person is fucking exhausting. but I'll still wake up tomorrow and do it again

#vent in tags #all ive ever known is how to look after people #and when i was struggling with my own mental illness i stopped being able to look after other people #and relied heavily on other people to look after me #and then when i realised no one was gonna help me i developed helping other people as a coping mechanism #most of the time i dont even mind #its just exhausting #and sometimes i still feel like i need help but no ones gonna help me so i just keep having to help everyone else #but thats why idm helping my partner because ik that if i did need help theyd be able to give me that #even if they need me more than i need them #but anyway #just some thoughts

[wu-does-art]

coming out as a "Will snores obnoxiously loud" and "Nico breaths so quietly you can barely tell hes alive" truther

#LISTEN OKAY. WILL WORKS CRAZY HOURS. EXHAUSTS HIMSELF PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY #hes going to snore. really loud. as soon as he hits the pillow. #its not uncommon for even people who dont snore! that i know anyways. #happened to family members of mine who dont usually snore #also additionally nico sleeps like a corpse so it works out for both of them #i think personally nico is usually like 3/4's awake but once his body actually lets him rest? out. gone. #sleep deprived x also sleep deprived for different reasons #also on a different note (slightly) i feel like will just grabs nico sometime in the middle of the night like hes his teddy bear #nico is lets himself get dragged into wills arms because he too. is completely and utterly asleep #solangelo #nico di angelo #will solace #the sun and the star #rrverse #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo

[bigfatbreak]

Birds of a Feather previous / next

#my art #feralnette au #birds of a feather #long tags #sorry I went apeshit in the tags #LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW #I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO #its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical #and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread #as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational #in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away #and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do #shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again #legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it #but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings #alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird #she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her #knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself #between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot #and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo #essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that #busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way #to show her she's self sabotaging #cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD

[umbreoncomplex]

i lose a decade off my life every time i see another post about the hlvrai chuck e cheese debate. you guys are actively killing me. my coffin is arriving in the mail tomorrow

#it was funny the first time #now it is repetitive and annoying #because i can't just block it out yknow? #theres not a chuck e cheese debate tag or whatever and im actively a fan of hlvrai #the debate doesnt matter #did you know something doesnt have to be one or the other? it can be both #head in hanfs #youre not a bad.person for.posting about the debate or anything #its just exhausting