#JSHFKCHKSHDKS i mean ... shes still a great character but oh my goooddddddddd. s t o p.

[boyancient]

i just finished rewatching t.ua s1 (with my sister) for the first time since i first watched it when it came out and my perspective on characters apparently changed drastically since then sjhdjsbc

#five is still five #but oh my god i love allison with my whole entire heart. I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND HER STORY IS SO INTERESTING AND I WNTED TO KNOW MORE #she's SO INTERESTING SND NUANCED AND FRESH AS A CHARACTER?????? LIKE EXCUSE ME I LOVE HER ?????????????? #also every time luther showed up on the screen or said smth my heart grew three sizes. i love that big sensitive lonely man w my whole heart #but vanya :). i sympathized w her a LOT the first time i watched this show but now im like :) vanya shut the hell up #JSHFKCHKSHDKS i mean ... shes still a great character but oh my goooddddddddd. s t o p. #the show and fandom dont hold her accountable nearly enough :) #the book alone is 😌😌😌😌😌 a huge problem l o l like ok writing it out and taking charge of the narrative of ur own trauma is valid. #but PUBLISHING THE BOOK. HOLDING SIGNING SESSIONS. AND READING SESSIONS. VANYA THATS NOT ABT UR TRAUMA ANYMORE SJHFKDHCKDHCJD #plus she was also writing abt everyone else's trauma from HER perspective w HER opinions and HER words. which was not only unfair but #actively cruel and malicious. not everyone of the har.greeves processed their trauma the way she did or even processed it at all. #everyone was going at their own speed and putting together their own perspective on what happened. she took that away from her siblings #purposely #and got paid a lot of money and got a lot of exposure and validation for it #she had NO RIGHT. NONE. and she didnt know everything that everyone was going through either. just wrote what she thought happened #the way she thought it did. her words. her opinions. AND PUBLISHED IT JSHFKDJF LIKE?!?!?!?! #and so many ppl in the fandom get up in arms when u bring up the book like SHE WAS PROCESSING HER TRAUMA! no she wasnt. #not when she PUBLISHED the book and reaped the benefits both financial and personal. she was being spiteful and vengeful and #actively hurting the rest of her siblings #all t.ua characters are deeply flawed and dynamic and it would be REALLY NICE to see more ppl explore it realistically smh #ooc. #child abuse tw #trauma tw