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January 10th
10 things that happened this weekend:
Saw Matt, we fell asleep and I thought about leaving in the middle of the night, but instead I just let myself be held.
Helped Kelly when she was scared of Thrift being a creepy fuck.
Maddy turned 28 in Seattle and I miss her
Having intense/creative dreams lately
Set up therapy for Thursday because I don’t want to get knocked off track for longer than I have to
Got asked on several dates
Waiting to see if Jen is down to be our third roommate
Shaking off anxiety, one day at a time
Long walks on the beach, just for me, while the rain pours
On Being Human, by Jennifer Pastiloff
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HOLY SHIT!! MY BOOK ARRIVED!! AHHHHHH!!
A few months back Maria Bello sent out books of her favourite authors to a select few who wrote to her and I was lucky enough to get a response!!
Yesterday a package arrived at home with Jen Pastiloffs book On Being Human! I'd completely forgotten about it and figured it wouldn't come due to the restrictions and such but 😱
#On Being Human#Maria Bello#Jen Pastiloff#holy cow it actually happened#that last hashtag is funny because im currently watching cow's munch on grass
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#personal#what did hotticus say#Chris Carmack#erin slaver#life on eris#grey's anatomy#greys anatomy#Atticus Lincoln#I AM THE HAPPIEST#IG live with Jen Pastiloff#when: April 3rd 2020#my heart
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SATURDAY * AUGUST 15!! @jenpastiloff #onbeinghuman #workshop with @hello_azureantoinette and myself 11am -1 pacific time - buy tickets at link on @jenpastiloff Instagram page (link below too)! See you then!! ---- WHEN & WHERE Sat, August 15, 2020 2pm-4pm EDT (11am-2pm PDT) Online! Join from the comfort of home!! TICKETS $24 – $102 (link in bio & stories) www.eventbrite.com/e/on-being-human-tickets-115650282107 DESCRIPTION A two-hour soul experience with #JenPastiloff, #AzureAntionette, and #KevinMcKidd. Join Jen Pastiloff, poet Azure Antoinette, and musician/actor Kevin McKidd as they bring you through two hours of gentle movement, writing, and listening. No writing or yoga experience needed. Bring your preferred writing tools, your sense of humor, and an open heart. This workshop is about finding your voice and using it, stepping outside of the box, tapping into your own creativity, and becoming and staying inspired. We will become fearless-ish as we go through a hybrid of Jen’s signature On Being Human workshop with participation by Azure and Kevin, as well as poetry & prompts by Azure and music by Kevin. This is a webinar so the audience won’t be seen but we may call on some of you to share out loud (audio only.) ASL interpreted. On Being Human will be available to stream for 36 hours following the event. REFUND POLICY Refunds up to 1 day before event Eventbrite's fee is nonrefundable. https://www.instagram.com/p/CDuOQgLhZuf/?igshid=kn1nb9d0pd6e
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Tune in today for a webinar on 'Self-Care 101: Mastering Your New Normal' presented by WrapWomen
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This is fun… I get to share a wee bit about myself and, at the same time, take a trip down memory lane. Thank you for asking…
(ps this pic looks like I’m in a Marvel poster, unexplainably staring off into the top corner of the poster??! WTF?)
1. A chalk drawing my youngest did when he was 7. It is incredibly special to me. He drew us and then wrote “family – we love.” I love that little shit.
2. A 3D multi material art piece that was gifted to me years ago
3. A treasure I found in the garbage on the last day of school nearly 12 years ago.
4. A banner doodle of mine “I still compare everyone else to you babe”
5. “Moon of my Life” - Khal Drogo
6. Poetry assignment “Your absence and I are pen pals”
7. My Tough Mudder bib number. One of the most grueling and bonding experiences of my life.
8. Photo of my art installation called “Hello, I am ______”
9. My mom’s 70th birthday. She thought I was unable to come out and see her. She was mistaken. She nearly had a heart attack. She cried.
10. The big meatball and me. I lost him in the divorce.
11. Pilfered pic from Tumblr. I can’t reblog this dog’s smile enough.
12. Doodle of a potential tattoo.
13. “We live in a world where image seems more valued than truth. Struggle seems more like failure and vulnerability more like weakness”
14. Jen Pastiloff quote “Instead of getting caught up in who doesn’t like you, get caught up in who does. It’s much more interesting.”
15. Truth.
16. 30th grad reunion pic in custom t-shirt. “I don’t usually do the graduation reunion thingy, but when I do… its unorganized and last minute. (like my school work was)”
17. A photo from the Berlin Wall a friend traveling Europe sent to me long ago.
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Fuck that story
When I think about the years that Jen spent waitressing while simultaneously dreaming of being an actress—a story she tells frequently in her workshops—I think about how paradigmatic that story is for all of us. Our life choices surge out of us when the pressure to move gets bigger than the pressure to hold it all in. It’s no Cinderella story. Fuck that story. Most of us just bust ass and fail and fall and get up and try again; we buy our own shoes and we get the fancy dresses at discount and we no longer wait for the world to hand us a crown, a glass slipper (who could run away in those?), a gown, or even a decent bra. Almost none of us jump into our dreams without rough beginnings or a damn difficult struggle along the way or giant falls that cause us to have to start the hell over again.
—Lidia Yuknavitch, in her introduction to “On Being Human: A Memoir of Waking Up, Living Real, and Listening Hard” by Jennifer Pastiloff (Dutton, June 4, 2019)
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Book Review- On Being Human by Jennifer Pastiloff
Book Review- On Being Human by Jennifer Pastiloff
[image description: a photo of the book On Being Human: A Memoir of Waking up, Living Real, And Listening Hard
Okay buckle up babes.
If you’ve been here a while you’ll remember Beloved Jen from this post. AND after months let’s get it going with my review.
At first blush, On Being Human* and really Jen’s stuff probably doesn’t seem like my shit. Like I hate doing yoga and on the surface at first…
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Balanced Mom or how to relax with a toddler
Balanced Mom or how to relax with a toddler
Balanced Mom or how to relax with a toddler
Who said motherhood is easy-going?
It isn’t!
Or better said, it isn’t always!
I was practicing Yoga before pregnancy, almost until the very end of my pregnancy and I started about six weeks after birth again to roll out my mat and loved it but what happened then?
My baby started to move around. I think that was the point when I began to let go.
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#Balance#Balanced mom#breath#deep breathing#Instagram#instagram moms#jen pastiloff#Letting go#life with a toddler#life with kids#motherhood#motherhood truth#no bullshit motherhood#relax with a toddler#toddlerlife#Yoga#yoga during pregnancy#yoga mama#yoga mat#yoga routine#yogamamayogababy
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Rumi and Jen Pastiloff cutting right to the core of my heart. Rumi: “If you feel distress within yourself while your eyes are unclosed, know that you have shut the eye of your heart. So open it. Recognize the craving of the eye of your heart, seeking the immeasurable Light. [Mathnawi Il: 86-87] I read this passage briefly after reading @jenpastiloff’s chapter From On Being Human, “Bringing People Together” (ch. 18). It’s her recollection of leading her first ever retreat in Ojai, California. That writing touched me deeply. We all have something to share. No matter how small, it matters. Over the past couple of days, I’ve been noting to people that I feel like I’ve been through a nine month gestation—I know I’m about the birth something. I’m not sure what that is. I but I feel it coming, I know it’s a good thing. Very good. As one of the midwives to my journey, the dear @jeanneheilemanyoga noted in a recent interview regarding her own path, “you just keep going…“ I use other words to describe it, but her words are essentially a core mantra of my life. Feeling deeply, deeply. I’ve been to the fathomless depths of the abyss before. This is different. This time I’m plotting a course to the depths of being, of the heart, of divinity. The eye of my heart is wide open. 📍Tongva and Kizh Lands (at Tongva Land) https://www.instagram.com/p/CayXOHMLkmUM9zuuvOQuWcWB5ZbAejpSvhbFrg0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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January 5th: Dreaming and Doing
So I’ve been kicking ass this first week of January. Doing my little body exercises and meditations. Collagen shots and downloading resume templates. Reading and writing, baking and planning little outfits to keep me out of the cold.
It felt good. And then last night I decided to treat myself to a little weed and slept until fucking mid-day. Also that’s a lie I slept until 2 pm. They were very sexy, creative, edgy dreams that I sometimes have when I smoke weed and low key I wanted to stay there.
My arms were tired, my brain was tired: but not in an all-together unpleasant way. I didn’t feel like shit about myself and throw the day away on my side, full of hatred, scrolling through hinge trying to find someone to love me.
Instead I put on a meditation ( the theme of which was to discover instead of replicate). So instead of replicating self-hatred, I just started my day at 2 pm. Where I was with what I had. I made my bed, got dressed, took my meds and a collagen shot, and went on a walk to get coffee.
It’s been storming in SD so I was rocking a thick thermal and a sweatshirt that looked almost exactly like David’s infamous black and white one from Schitt’s Creek. I did my therapy over the phone (bimmer still in the shop) and started where I was: on the street walking home.
How does one go to Jen’s emo-themed birthday and not drink? Am I really going to just let the super hot, 6′5 liberal doctor out of my life? And are all these little habits going to make a difference in a years time?
My therapist and I agreed, we don’t know, but that I do seem happier and sober January is a probably a good idea.
Other things that happened on a day that started late, but still hit all it’s goals:
Lumos broke out again last night (because he hates us) and Kevin McCarthy is still holding revotes to become speaker of the house (because he hates himself?). I did a 7 minuet yoga session, made myself some leftover lasagna, and signed myself up for a free Orange Theory Class tomorrow (TBD on the whole “loving or hating” myself thing.)
My current book: On Being Human by Jennifer Pastiloff
Current mood: the fourth step is trippy
Current music: Lizzo, The Wallows
And that’s enough for me.
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“When I get to the end of my life and I ask myself one final...What have I done?...Let my answer be...I have done love." Jen Pastiloff #plantingkindness #love #kindness https://www.instagram.com/p/CG-sZWoHpnsIljradhdYRZ4Yrmw8yk7WqVqd5Y0/?igshid=1xr1hmuhdu3jx
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Mark AUGUST 15TH for this #OnBeingHuman ONLINE WORKSHOP with @therealkmckidd @hello_azureantoinette & @jenpastiloff. WHEN & WHERE Sat, August 15, 2020 2pm-4pm EDT (11am-2pm PDT) Online! Join from the comfort of home!! TICKETS $24 – $102 (link in bio & stories) www.eventbrite.com/e/on-being-human-tickets-115650282107 DESCRIPTION A two-hour soul experience with #JenPastiloff, #AzureAntionette, and #KevinMcKidd. Join Jen Pastiloff, poet Azure Antoinette, and musician/actor Kevin McKidd as they bring you through two hours of gentle movement, writing, and listening. No writing or yoga experience needed. Bring your preferred writing tools, your sense of humor, and an open heart. This workshop is about finding your voice and using it, stepping outside of the box, tapping into your own creativity, and becoming and staying inspired. We will become fearless-ish as we go through a hybrid of Jen’s signature On Being Human workshop with participation by Azure and Kevin, as well as poetry & prompts by Azure and music by Kevin. This is a webinar so the audience won’t be seen but we may call on some of you to share out loud (audio only.) ASL interpreted. On Being Human will be available to stream for 36 hours following the event. REFUND POLICY Refunds up to 1 day before event Eventbrite's fee is nonrefundable. https://www.instagram.com/p/CDmx8Hehg7A/?igshid=16xebuxbsi0r2
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Pink shares her scary experience with coronavirus The singer filmed a conversation with her friend and author Jen Pastiloff after revealing she and her 3-year-old son, Jameson, had recently tested positive for Covid-19.
#coronavirus#entertainment#experience#pink#Pink details her scary experience with coronavirus - CNN#scary#shares
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गुलाबी विवरण 'रोलरकोस्टर' कोरोनवायरस वायरस उसके बेटे के रूप में, 3, कहते हैं कि वह 'बेहतर महसूस कर रहा है'
गुलाबी अपने स्वास्थ्य के बारे में खोल रही है हाल ही में खुलासा करने के बाद कि उसने उपन्यास कोरोनावायरस (COVID-19) के लिए सकारात्मक परीक्षण किया ।
शनिवार को अपने दोस्त और लेखक जेन पास्टिलॉफ के साथ एक इंस्टाग्राम लाइव चैट के दौरान, "ब्यूटीफुल ट्रॉमा" गायिका ने अपने 3 वर्षीय बेटे जेम्सन के साथ संक्षेप में बात की, जिसने कहा कि वह अब COVID-19 के लक्षण दिखाने के बाद "बेहतर महसूस" कर रहा था। ।
40 साल की पिंक ने तब समझाया कि वह और उसका बेटा "वास्तव में बहुत बीमार हो चुके हैं," यह कहते हुए कि जेम्सन "इससे सबसे बुरी है।"
"दो रातों की माँ ने बहुत सारी रातें रोई हैं और मैंने अपने जीवन में कभी भी प्रार्थना नहीं की है।" “यह हास्यास्पद है, लेकिन एक बिंदु पर, मुझे लगा कि उन्होंने हमसे वादा किया है कि हमारे बच्चे ठीक होंगे। इसकी गारंटी नहीं है। ऐसा कोई नहीं है जो इससे सुरक्षित हो। ”
पिंक ने कहा कि जब वह और जेम्सन दोनों बीमार हो गए थे, उनके पति केरी हार्ट और उनकी 8 वर्षीय बेटी विलो स्वस्थ हो गई हैं।
"जेम्सन वास्तव में, वास्���व में बीमार हो गया है," उसने कहा। “मैंने पिछले तीन हफ्तों से उनके लक्षणों के बारे में जानकारी दी है। वह अभी भी, तीन सप्ताह बाद, एक 100 तापमान है। यह हम दोनों के लिए एक रोलरकोस्टर रहा है, लेकिन केरी और विलो पूरी तरह से ठीक हैं। ”
इस पोस्ट को इंस्टाग्राम पर देखें
इंस्टाग्राम फेल लेकिन इंसान नहीं। इंसानों में सबसे ज्यादा इंसान @pink है। भाग 2 आ रहा है (एक मामूली सा संपादन करना था।
) यदि आप मेरे कैमरा कौशल पर टिप्पणी करते हैं तो मैं आपको अनदेखा करूँगा- k, धन्यवाद!
हम छोड़ सकते थे, लेकिन हमने इसे बंद कर दिया bc गुलाबी ने मुझे लोगों को खिलाने के लिए पैसे जुटाने में मदद करने के लिए निर्धारित किया था। जैव या onbeinghuman2020.com पर दान करें।
Jen Pastiloff (@jenpastiloff) द्वारा 4 अप्रैल, 2020 को शाम 6:10 बजे पीडीटी पर साझा की गई एक पोस्ट
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संबंधित: पिंक से पता चलता है कि सकारात्मक कोरोनावायरस टेस्ट के बाद वह और उसके बेटे ने लक्षण 2 सप्ताह दिखाना शुरू किया
पिंक ने कहा कि जब से उसकी और जेमसन की स्थिति में सुधार हुआ है, माँ-बेटे की जोड़ी अभी तक पूरी तरह से ठीक नहीं हुई है।
"हम उससे बेहतर थे," उसने कहा। “पिछले हफ्ते मैं नेबुलाइज़र पर था। मुझे अस्थमा वास्तव में बहुत बुरा लगा, यह मेरे पूरे जीवन के लिए था। यह वास्तव में, वास्तव में डरावना था, मैं झूठ बोलने वाला नहीं हूं। शुरुआत में, हम सब सुन रहे थे कि 'यदि आप युवा हैं, तो यह 65 वर्ष की उम्र का है, सभी बच्चे ठीक हैं।' "
"हाँ, मुझे अस्थमा है, लेकिन जेम्सन, वह तीन साल का है, वह पूरी तरह से ठीक है," गुलाबी जारी रहा। “हम देश में रहते हैं, सही है। सबसे बुरी चीज जो हमारे यहां हमला करती है, वह पराग या पहाड़ी शेर है। लेकिन वह वास्तव में बीमार हो गया है और यह डरावना है। वह ऊपर और नीचे है और मैं 30 साल में पहली बार नेबुलाइज़र पर हूं और यह मेरे लिए वास्तव में डरावना है। ”
स्टार ने कहा, "मुझे उम्मीद है कि हम जंगल से बाहर हैं लेकिन यह बात एक रोलरकोस्टर है। जब आप सोचते हैं कि आप बेहतर हैं, तो कुछ और होता है। ”
पिंक ने शुक्रवार को इंस्टाग्राम पर खुलासा किया कि उसने सीओवीआईडी -19 के लिए सकारात्मक परीक्षण किया, क्योंकि वह और जेमसन घातक वायरस के लक्षण दिखा रहे थे। उसने स्पष्ट नहीं किया कि क्या जेम्सन ने भी सकारात्मक परीक्षण किया है।
“दो हफ्ते पहले मेरे तीन साल के बेटे, जेम्सन, और मैं COVID -19 के लक्षण दिखा रहे थे। सौभाग्य से, हमारे प्राथमिक देखभाल चिकित्सक के पास परीक्षणों की पहुंच थी और मैंने सकारात्मक परीक्षण किया, ”पिंक ने इंस्टाग्राम पर शुक्रवार को कद्दू के पैच में अपनी और जेम्सन की एक तस्वीर के साथ लिखा ।
“मेरा परिवार पहले से ही घर पर आश्रय कर रहा था और हमने अपने डॉक्टर के निर्देश के बाद पिछले दो हफ्तों से ऐसा करना जारी रखा। कुछ दिनों पहले ही हमारा फिर से परीक्षण किया गया और अब शुक्र है कि वह नकारात्मक हैं।
संबंधित: गुलाबी संगरोध के दौरान पीने के दौरान एक बुरा बाल कटवाने देता है: 'मैं ठीक करने की कोशिश कर सकता हूं'
पिंक ने यह भी उल्लेख किया कि वह सार्वजनिक स्वास्थ्य संकट के मोर्चे पर उ�� लोगों की मदद करने के लिए अपनी ओर से कर रही है।
"हर दिन फ्रंटलाइन पर जूझ रहे हेल्थकेयर प्रोफेशनल्स को सपोर्ट करने के प्रयास में, मैं अपनी मां जूडी मूर के सम्मान में फिलाडेल्फिया में टेंपल यूनिवर्सिटी हॉस्पिटल इमरजेंसी फंड में 500,000 डॉलर दान कर रहा हूं, जिन्होंने कार्डियोमायोपैथी में 18 साल तक काम किया और हार्ट ट्रांसप्लांट सेंटर, ”वह अपने पद पर बनी रही।
"इसके अतिरिक्त, मैं लॉस एंजिल्स के मेयर के आपातकालीन COVID-19 संकट निधि के शहर में $ 500,000 का दान कर रहा हूं," उन्होंने कहा। “हमारे सभी स्वास्थ्य सेवा पेशेवरों और दुनिया में हर किसी के लिए धन्यवाद, जो हमारे प्रियजनों की रक्षा के लिए इतनी मेहनत कर रहे हैं। आप हमारे नायक हैं! ”
संगीतकार ने अपने अनुयायियों से स्टे-ऑन-होम ऑर्डर और सोशल डिस्टेंसिंग दिशानिर्देशों का पालन करने का आग्रह करते हुए लिखा, "ये अगले दो सप्ताह महत्वपूर्ण हैं: कृपया घर पर रहें। कृप्या। रहना। घर।
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