#Jessika Darkstar

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I took my mask off and I fought it begrudgingly but it’s now gone!

I am not High Functioning, I pretend to be! I am autistic! We are a DID system. Trying to learn how to function without a mask!

We are highly intelligent, but we are not able to take care of basic need. Like eating, hygiene, meds etc! But we are working on it! Think of RDJ’s Sherlock.

People compared us to Walt Disney, George Lucas, Bill Gates, Elon Musk, Einstein, Hawking, Newton, Libenitz, Comte, Neil Gaiman, JRR Tolkien, Mozart, Bach & David Bowie. Just to name drop a few! (To our main self)!

It took longer than a week to finally come back to ourselves but we feel much better.

My conclusion: we are a 10th dimensional being (all realities meet here and overlap and somehow we can communicate with each other directly, some can take and relinquish control)!

We are however the same person, we switch into modes: Musician, Artist, Performer/Comedian/MC, Boss Bitch, and some of these overlap and some don’t!

The main personality is Boss Bitch, Artist, and writer. But last night we played keyboard and it was 2am when we started and by the time we looked at the clock again it was 5am, but no fucking way did that much time pass!

So obviously musician is on its own mode, separated from the “main” that took control when we needed to escape!

Since we understand all languages spoken, we think receptive multilingualism comes from all the alt modes and we haven’t figured out how to activate speech without training ourselves the specific sentence we want to say fluently!

The weird quirk is we can invent new ones easily! Both written and spoken, but learning how to speak has been conflicting with an aspect of our personality which we concurred in English! We don’t care if we fuq it up in English, we just let the word vomit falls! But when it comes to other languages we halt ourself completely and outright! Insecure about tripping and causing international incidents from saying the wrong catastrophic thing!

We masked to be normal on high alert at all times so that we could join the Army in 2005! We survived for 7 years 11 months and 23 days before we said fuck it and gave up.

We did our best struggling our way to find ourselves again while obtaining our BFA degree in Animation and Visual Effects! We healed a lot of our emotional childhood trauma during our last year (2021)!

And as we struggled to find ourself this year, we put things in the box to be complete at a later date when we were ready for it (this is what we do all the time actually) but now we have ripped off the mask!

We still don’t have a clear definition of ourself but we have a plan on how to make ourselves happy and I’m so excited to finally be free!!

We are on the cusp of losing house and home, starvation and we are happy! Things are about to turn around for the better! We just feel it in our bones 🦴!!

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THE ROGUE DJ @ SHATTERED SOUL [METAL RETREAT]<<2HR JAM SESS>> by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: THE:[ROGUE]:DJ, L0ki Absinthe 10PM-12AM SLT/12AM-2AM CST TUES LIVEMIX: [SYMPHONIC]vs{DEATH]MEATL 4PM-6PM SLT/6PM-8PM CST SUN LIVEMIX: [SYMPHONIC]vs[DEATH]MEATL TUNE IN: www.darkstarradio.com [SS BUS] maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Acarias/130/100/1007 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ's WAR ON THE DANCE FLOOR:[SYMPHONIC]vs[DEATH]METAL. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! [DJ's DISCORD] discord.gg/SrUG4neGTK DARK STAR RADIO GOOGLE CAL (+2 SLT) shorturl.at/dqX49 SLT = GMT-7/LOS ANGELES, CA TIME PSSST: Tell me what you think of this beautiful Poster I designed!

#djing #Metal Music #METAL #Melodious Metal #Metal Songs #Metal Requests #Symphonic Metal #Death Metal #Dark Star Radio #DJ #Dancing #hang out #Club #Clubbing #Story Teller #Story Telling #war #dancefloor #war on the dancefloor #Jessika Darkstar #L0ki Absinthe #SL #SecondLife #Shattered Souls Metal Retreat #Shattered Souls #flickr

[theuniversesvoicebox]

7am SLT(9am CST) The Rogue Dj's NRGizing COFFEE & nawghty-N-SINFUL OOTZ OOTZ @ Coven by Lσӄι 乙㊉ώιε SϮaяdυϟϮ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: The Rogue Dj, L0ki Time: 7am til 9am SLT Music: Naughty Naughty Industrial, Dark Techno Bass Beats & Other like requests Where: Coven The Rogue Dj is Dark Star Radio's InFAMEous Mistress of Ceremonies. Which is like listening to talk show on acid with music accompaniment, and ends in story time where it all comes together in the perfect crescendo! GRAB DA BROOMSTIX & HEAD 2 COVEN: Visit this location at ^^ COVEN ^^ in Second Life

#Firestorm secondlife .industrial #stamphen #aggrotech #noize #Drum N Bass #unz unz #Dark Star Radio #The Rogue DJ #Mistress of Ceremonies #Story Teller #Storytime #Story #Storytelling #DJ #mixDj #live DJ #Jessika Darkstar #Zowie Stardust #Coven #Witch #vampire #werewolves #hangout #club #venue #music #SL #Secondlife #porndustrial secondlife:region=Coven Hollow secondlife:parcel=^^ COVEN ^^ secondlife:x=107 secondlife:y=107 secondlife:z=3003 #flickr

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THE ROGUE DJ @ SHATTERED SOUL [METAL RETREAT]<<2HR JAM SESS>> by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: THE:[ROGUE]:DJ, L0ki Absinthe 10PM-12AM SLT/12AM-2AM CST TUES LIVEMIX: [SYMPHONIC]vs{DEATH]MEATL 4PM-6PM SLT/6PM-8PM CST SUN LIVEMIX: [SYMPHONIC]vs[DEATH]MEATL TUNE IN: www.darkstarradio.com [SS BUS] maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Acarias/130/100/1007 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ's WAR ON THE DANCE FLOOR:[SYMPHONIC]vs[DEATH]METAL. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! [DJ's DISCORD] discord.gg/SrUG4neGTK DARK STAR RADIO GOOGLE CAL (+2 SLT) shorturl.at/dqX49 SLT = GMT-7/LOS ANGELES, CA TIME PSSST: Tell me what you think of this beautiful Poster I designed!

#djing #Metal Music #METAL #Melodious Metal #Metal Songs #Metal Requests #Symphonic Metal #Death Metal #Dark Star Radio #DJ #Dancing #hang out #Club #Clubbing #Story Teller #Story Telling #war #dancefloor #war on the dancefloor #Jessika Darkstar #L0ki Absinthe #SL #SecondLife #Shattered Souls Metal Retreat #Shattered Souls #flickr

[l0kiabsinthe]

12PM SLT THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ INDIGO <<2HR JAM SESSIONS>> by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: DJ: L0ki Absinthe (me) TIME: 12PM-2PM SLT/12PM-2PM CHICAGO LIVEMIX:[GOTH/ALT ROCK]vs[DARK ELECTRO] www.darkstarradio.com [INDIGO BUS] maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Twilight%20Terrace/182/55/... THE:[ROGUE]:DJ's WAR ON THE DANCEFLOOR:[GOTH/ALT ROCK]vs[DARK ELECTRO]. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! DJ's DISCORD: [L0ki's Playground] discord.gg/GZDsteAAcm

#dj #goth #Dark Electro #Jessika Darkstar #The Rogue DJ #Djing #hang out #Club Indigo #SecondLife #SL #Story Teller #Story Telling #Mistress of Ceremonies #flickr

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12PM SLT THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ INDIGO <<2HR JAM SESSIONS>> by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: DJ: L0ki Absinthe (me) TIME: 12PM-2PM SLT/12PM-2PM CHICAGO LIVEMIX:[GOTH/ALT ROCK]vs[DARK ELECTRO] www.darkstarradio.com [INDIGO BUS] maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Twilight%20Terrace/182/55/... THE:[ROGUE]:DJ's WAR ON THE DANCEFLOOR:[GOTH/ALT ROCK]vs[DARK ELECTRO]. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! DJ's DISCORD: [L0ki's Playground] discord.gg/GZDsteAAcm

#dj #goth #Dark Electro #Jessika Darkstar #The Rogue DJ #Djing #hang out #Club Indigo #SecondLife #SL #Story Teller #Story Telling #Mistress of Ceremonies #flickr

[l0kiabsinthe]

8PM SLT THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ CLUB ZERO <1HR SLAM>> by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: DJ: L0ki Absinthe in SL HOST: NORI TIME: 8PM-9PM SLT/10PM-11PM CHICAGO. LIVEMIX: [TECHNO] vs [AGGROTECH] www.darkstarradio.com [ZERO BUS] maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Nocturna/171/172/22 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ's WAR ON THE DANCEFLOOR:[TECHNO]vs[AGGROTECH]. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! [DJ's DISCORD] discord.gg/AacCwgqCpR

#Djing #SecondLife #hang out #Techno #Dark Star Radio #DJ #L0ki Absinthe #Jessika Darkstar #Zowie Media #Song Requests #Aggrotech #Club Zero #Clubbing #SL #Story Teller #Story Telling #STORYTIME #flickr

[theuniversesvoicebox]

8PM SLT THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ CLUB ZERO <1HR SLAM>> by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: DJ: L0ki Absinthe in SL HOST: NORI TIME: 8PM-9PM SLT/10PM-11PM CHICAGO. LIVEMIX: [TECHNO] vs [AGGROTECH] www.darkstarradio.com [ZERO BUS] maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Nocturna/171/172/22 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ's WAR ON THE DANCEFLOOR:[TECHNO]vs[AGGROTECH]. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! [DJ's DISCORD] discord.gg/AacCwgqCpR

#Djing #SecondLife #hang out #Techno #Dark Star Radio #DJ #L0ki Absinthe #Jessika Darkstar #Zowie Media #Song Requests #Aggrotech #Club Zero #Clubbing #SL #Story Teller #Story Telling #STORYTIME #flickr

[l0kiabsinthe]

12PM SLT THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ INDIGO [AGGROTECH & TECHNO] by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: DJ: L0ki Absinthe (me) HOST: MO TIME: 12PM-2PM LIVEMIX:[AGRROTECH/TECHNO] www.darkstarradio.com [INDIGO CLUB BUS]http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Twilight%20Terrace/182/55/1983 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ is STIRLING THECAULDRON w/ AGGROTECH & TECHNO BASS EARGASMIC BEATS. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! Dark Star Radio's & DJ's community Server: [L0ki's Playground] discord.gg/6dVYFANMp7 PHOTO CREDIT: TAGGED!

#dj #Aggrotech #Techno #Djing #SecondLife #SL #hang out #Harsh Industrial #industrial #music #Dark Star Radio #L0ki Absinthe #Jessika Darkstar #Story Telling #Story Teller #STORYTIME #Story #stamphen #flickr

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12PM SLT THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ INDIGO [AGGROTECH & TECHNO] by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: DJ: L0ki Absinthe (me) HOST: MO TIME: 12PM-2PM LIVEMIX:[AGRROTECH/TECHNO] www.darkstarradio.com [INDIGO CLUB BUS]http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Twilight%20Terrace/182/55/1983 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ is STIRLING THECAULDRON w/ AGGROTECH & TECHNO BASS EARGASMIC BEATS. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! Dark Star Radio's & DJ's community Server: [L0ki's Playground] discord.gg/6dVYFANMp7 PHOTO CREDIT: TAGGED!

#dj #Aggrotech #Techno #Djing #SecondLife #SL #hang out #Harsh Industrial #industrial #music #Dark Star Radio #L0ki Absinthe #Jessika Darkstar #Story Telling #Story Teller #STORYTIME #Story #stamphen #flickr

[l0kiabsinthe]

8PM SLT LET'S MOSH w/ THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ CLUB ZERO by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: DJ: L0ki Absinthe HOST: Waite TIME: 8PM-10PM SLT/10PM-12AM CHICAGO GENRE: Symph/Death Metal www.darkstarradio.com [CLUB ZERO BUS] maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Nocturna/171/172/22 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ is dealing Eargasmic Metal to your ears. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! DISCORD: [L0ki's Playground] discord.gg/GZDsteAAcm Dark Star Radio's SCHEDULE ⬅CHICAGO TIME (((Hover over THE:[ROGUE]:DJ to see Set Information!))

#djing #dj #The Rogue DJ #Thrash #Metal Music #METAL #Metal Songs #Metal Requests #Symphonic Metal #Death Metal #Metalcore #Clubbing #Club #Club Zero #Dark Star Radio #Jessika Darkstar #L0ki Absinthe #hang out #playtime #Party #Story Teller #Story Telling #STORYTIME #Story #SL #SecondLife #flickr

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8PM SLT LET'S MOSH w/ THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ CLUB ZERO by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: DJ: L0ki Absinthe HOST: Waite TIME: 8PM-10PM SLT/10PM-12AM CHICAGO GENRE: Symph/Death Metal www.darkstarradio.com [CLUB ZERO BUS] maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Nocturna/171/172/22 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ is dealing Eargasmic Metal to your ears. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! DISCORD: [L0ki's Playground] discord.gg/GZDsteAAcm Dark Star Radio's SCHEDULE ⬅CHICAGO TIME (((Hover over THE:[ROGUE]:DJ to see Set Information!))

#djing #dj #The Rogue DJ #Thrash #Metal Music #METAL #Metal Songs #Metal Requests #Symphonic Metal #Death Metal #Metalcore #Clubbing #Club #Club Zero #Dark Star Radio #Jessika Darkstar #L0ki Absinthe #hang out #playtime #Party #Story Teller #Story Telling #STORYTIME #Story #SL #SecondLife #flickr

[l0kiabsinthe]

8PM SLT "It's STOMPing TIME" w/ THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @CN by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: ☿ DJ: L0ki Absinthe (ME) ☿ TIME: 8PM-10PM SLT/10PM-12AM CHICAGO TIME ☿ GENRE: DARK ELECTRO/INDUSTRIAL ☿ www.darkstarradio.com ☿ [CABARET NOCTIQUE] SL TAXI: maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Acarias/130/100/1007 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ Dishing out the Stompilicous Bass Beats & DELISHiously Quelling Dark Electro. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! SCHEDULE : shorturl.at/dqX49 ⬅CHICAGO TIME (((Hover over THE:[ROGUE]:DJ to see Set Information!)) DISCORD: discord.gg/t7nymHVu

#Industrial #Dark #Electro #Dark Star Radio #DJ #Dance #hang out #hiring #Dance Party #Cabaret #Noctique #DJ Set #SecondLife #SL #Story Telling #STORYTIME #stamphen #Story Teller #Music Venue #Harsh Industrial #Dark Electro #Dancing #Jessika Darkstar #L0ki Absinthe #Z0wie #M3dia #flickr

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8PM SLT "It's STOMPing TIME" w/ THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @CN by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: ☿ DJ: L0ki Absinthe (ME) ☿ TIME: 8PM-10PM SLT/10PM-12AM CHICAGO TIME ☿ GENRE: DARK ELECTRO/INDUSTRIAL ☿ www.darkstarradio.com ☿ [CABARET NOCTIQUE] SL TAXI: maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Acarias/130/100/1007 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ Dishing out the Stompilicous Bass Beats & DELISHiously Quelling Dark Electro. This inFAMEous Storytelling Mistress of Ceremonies will turn your world ⬆side⬇. With Her Siren Like Vocals. STAY TIL THE END TO HEAR THE STORY (PROMPTED BY SONG TITLES)! SCHEDULE : shorturl.at/dqX49 ⬅CHICAGO TIME (((Hover over THE:[ROGUE]:DJ to see Set Information!)) DISCORD: discord.gg/t7nymHVu

#Industrial #Dark #Electro #Dark Star Radio #DJ #Dance #hang out #hiring #Dance Party #Cabaret #Noctique #DJ Set #SecondLife #SL #Story Telling #STORYTIME #stamphen #Story Teller #Music Venue #Harsh Industrial #Dark Electro #Dancing #Jessika Darkstar #L0ki Absinthe #Z0wie #M3dia #flickr

[l0kiabsinthe]

8PM SLT THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ CLUB ZERO [IT'S METAL TIME] by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: ✪ DJ: L0ki Absinthe ✪ HOST: Waite ✪ TIME: 8PM-10PM SLT ✪ GENRE: METAL[DEATH/SYMPH] ✪ www.darkstarradio.com ✪ [CLUB ZERO] ✪TAXI: maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Nocturna/140/156/23 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ is a real deal temptress, a storytelling megalomaniac who has decided CLUB ZERO was the place to be. COME MOSH WITH US, DEVIANTS! Enjoy the tunes and stay for the story (Prompted by all the songs they played during the set at the end)! You won't want to miss it! MY SCHEDULE. MY MIXCLOUD MY TUMBLR!

#djing #live #dj #Live DJ #L0ki Absinthe #The Rogue DJ #Thrash #Tunes #Mistress of Ceremonies #Music #Metal Music #METAL #Melodious Metal #Metal Songs #Metal Requests #Death Metal #Symphonic Metal #Metalcore #Dark Star Radio #Jessika Darkstar #Clubbing #Club Zero #SecondLife #SL #Story Teller #Story Telling #STORYTIME #Story #Metalhead #flickr

[theuniversesvoicebox]

8PM SLT THE:[ROGUE]:DJ @ CLUB ZERO [IT'S METAL TIME] by Z㊉ώȋ੩ M3dȋΔ™ (l0ki.absinthe) Via Flickr: ✪ DJ: L0ki Absinthe ✪ HOST: Waite ✪ TIME: 8PM-10PM SLT ✪ GENRE: METAL[DEATH/SYMPH] ✪ www.darkstarradio.com ✪ [CLUB ZERO] ✪TAXI: maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Nocturna/140/156/23 THE:[ROGUE]:DJ is a real deal temptress, a storytelling megalomaniac who has decided CLUB ZERO was the place to be. COME MOSH WITH US, DEVIANTS! Enjoy the tunes and stay for the story (Prompted by all the songs they played during the set at the end)! You won't want to miss it! MY SCHEDULE. MY MIXCLOUD MY TUMBLR!

#djing #live #dj #Live DJ #L0ki Absinthe #The Rogue DJ #Thrash #Tunes #Mistress of Ceremonies #Music #Metal Music #METAL #Melodious Metal #Metal Songs #Metal Requests #Death Metal #Symphonic Metal #Metalcore #Dark Star Radio #Jessika Darkstar #Clubbing #Club Zero #SecondLife #SL #Story Teller #Story Telling #STORYTIME #Story #Metalhead #flickr