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A Tent for the two of us [FT. Weeekly Jihan]

tags: Fluff, huddle for warmth, classmates to lovers Words: 2.8K Author's Note: Shoutout to @octoberautumnbox, @libraryoferos and @4m1rz For Beta reading and Editing this lovely piece, I hope you will all enjoy reading this fic like I enjoyed writing this fic.

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You have to admit: you don't get the charm behind camping.

Like seriously, what is the fun of going to a forest in the middle of nowhere, having no normal food, and no reception, to add salt to the injury you have to suffer this experience with your school, which already is a pain in itself since you’re not the most popular guy in school,

And that is not even the worst part…

“What do you mean you didn't bring a tent??” your teacher asked, her eyes looking at you with an aura of annoyance.

Even after telling your parents about the trip 2 months in advance, reminding them almost daily 2 weeks before the trip, the only thing you were able to get was a sleeping bag and a rolling mattress. However, it's not like you could have blamed them, they were so busy you are surprised that they even had the time to make you a bag for the camping trip in the first place.

“My parents thought I wouldn't need it, since we are sleeping inside a building” You tried to explain your parent’s very questionable logic, feeling your teacher's face palming inside her mind.

“For the second day! On the first day, we are sleeping in tents. Weren't they present in the Zoom meeting about the trip?” She answered and asked simultaneously. You knew your parents didn't have the time to join the Zoom meeting so you had to join the meeting on mute and with no camera.

“If it's not a problem Ms. Lee, I can sleep without a tent, my parents got me a sleeping bag and a matres-” you tried explaining as your teacher stopped you again.

“No no no no, I can't take responsibility for you, doing something like this, you can get a cold from sleeping outside,” she said, taking a deep sigh and rubbing her temples with both hands; Your situation was indeed a challenge for her to figure out. “Did you talk with any of the boys? Maybe they could share their tent with you?” she asked.

“I already asked them, and all of their tents are either too small to have two or they are already two inside of a tent,” you explain as another sigh comes from your teacher. It was already close to the lights-out hour and you didn’t have a place to sleep in, as the desperation of Ms. Lee was at its peak.

“Good night, Ms. Lee,” a girly voice was heard from behind you, looking back you see Han Jihyo, one of your classmates going toward her tent, she was already ready for sleep with her pink coloured pyjamas, but as she passed near both of you her smile turned into a worried look.

“Is everything ok? Did something happen?” the girl asked, walking near you as she joined you and your teacher’s conversation.

“Well Seungkwan forgot a tent for the trip, so he doesn't have somewhere to sleep for the first night,” Ms. Lee explained, “Right now we are trying to think of ideas of where he could sleep that won't get him sick.”

“Oh, if this is the problem, I could let you sleep in my tent Seungkwan, it has enough space for someone else besides me” Jihan exclaimed, smiling brightly. However, both you and your teacher reacted very differently to what your classmate expected.

“No no no, I can't let this happen” Ms Lee stopped Jihyo, already throwing her idea to the pretend trash can. “I can't let a boy and a girl sleep in the same tent,” she added as you were quick to join on your teacher’s side.

“Oh come on, look at me: I am wearing full pyjamas, so he won't see any private parts of my body,” she exclaimed. “And besides, I don't mind sharing a tent with a guy,” she added, reassuring your teacher.

“I agree with Ms Lee, Jihyo” You added. Your face heated from the idea “What if someone else finds me sleeping in your tent? I would be called a pervert!” you added.

“Well my tent is not close to the other girls’ tents, so they won't know you are here,” she counters your argument without any hesitation, determined to let you sleep at her tent, “And besides Ms. Lee, this is the best solution we have right now,” she added.

A minute of silence, your teacher is thinking about everything meanwhile many questions run through your head: Why is she helping you? You both never really talked at all during the school year, so offering help is very suspicious of her. You look into Jihyo’s eyes, feeling the warmth in them as you feel a bit less uncomfortable with her idea.

A loud sigh finally comes from Ms Lee as in heavy defeat she says: “Okay, Seungkwan can sleep in your tent” In reaction to this your face turned surprised while Jihyo’s face brightened up. “go bring your stuff so you can get ready to sleep, it's already lights out time” Ms Lee added as you walked toward your bags.

“Well, I guess this is happening, might as well make the most out of it” you think to yourself, but you can’t help but notice your mouth forms a weak smile. Were you happy that she let you sleep in her tent?

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Well… Jihyo’s tent was as big as she said it was.

Scratch that, it might as well be a family-sized tent with how spacious it was, having enough space for a family of 5 to comfortably rest there. “See? I told you it wasn’t a problem of space for me,” she exclaimed, a cute grin forming on her face.

“Wow, do your parents own HYBE or something?” you jokingly ask while the girl casually laughs at your comment.

“Heh, they might as well do, well let's get in, we should head to sleep,” she said as she entered as you followed her, grabbing your baggage and dragging it inside.

“So” She says through a small yawn “This is your side, you can put your bag here” Jihyo said, pointing toward the left side of the tent you obliged, letting your bag fall to let you get out your sleeping bag and mattress. “By the way, my parents brought me a big one so we can both sleep in the same one,” she added.

“It's okay, I have my mattress,” you said while getting the sleeping bag out, now attempting to take the mattress out of your bag. “I'm not that stupid to forget that” you add, looking into your bag to try and get out your mattress, after a while, you finally manage to lay your mattress out. However, when Jihyo scans it she simply shakes her head in disappointment.

“Yeah right, I'm not letting you go to sleep with that mattress, it's too thin” she explained as she leaned her hand in to take the mattress of your hand, but her hand accidentally touched yours, her entire body suddenly stiffened as she feels like she touched the inside of a freezer.

“OH GOD! And you are already so cold,” she added as she shook her hand, trying to let it get some warmth from the movement. “There is NO CHANCE you are sleeping on your mattress, you are sleeping on mine and this is final!” she adds. You realize that you do not have any way of avoiding sleeping her way, so you sigh in a sign of giving up, laying yourself on her mattress.

The first thing you feel is how surprisingly soft this mattress feels, as if a herd of sheep voluntarily shaved their wool to donate it to the mattress.

“You see? My mattress is 20 times more comfortable than yours.” She giggled, seeing how you gave in to the softness while joining you on the mattress, however instead of a sleeping bag she pulled up her blanket, covering herself around it swiftly and her eyes turned themself toward you while a weak smile was forming on her face. Feeling puzzled you ask:

“What?”

“Heh, it's nothing, it's just…we never really talked before, have we? I think we are also in the same class, however, we never really spoke before…and here you are, in the same tent as me,” she explained.

“I mean yeah, I am not sitting” a Yawn takes over your voice. “close to you in any of the classes we share, so I guess we never really had the chance to talk,” you reply, trying your best not to fall asleep. “Are you not tired? It's like 11:30 PM,” you add, yawning as you get inside your sleeping bag while turning your head to the tent’s roof.

“Not really, like I'm like sleepy, but not…Sleepy, you know what I mean?” You could simply shake your head in confusion as Jihyo continued. “Like I'm not gonna fall asleep as soon as I close my eyes,” she explained.

“Well I do, and I'm gonna try to get some sleep because I doubt I could get sleep on the bus tomorrow,” you explain, remembering how earlier today during the ride you could hear the rest of your class (including Jihyo) talking and singing so loud you couldn't get even a second in peace.

“Oh…well good night,” she says, her tone still upbeat despite the tiredness filling her face as Jihyo simply turned her head to the other side, laying on her mattress as you copy her, trying to get sleep. However, as much as you wanted the tiredness to take over your body and let you fall asleep, another feeling has captured your body instead.

“Fuck…so cold” you internalize your thoughts, covering yourself with the sleeping bag. But the cold goes through, making you shiver lightly. Way to go to the student council that decided to plan the school trip in the middle of winter,. If this trip was 2 months from today the entire school would be much happier.

Suddenly you can feel movement in the mattress; as you turn your head to see what is going on, you see your tentmate going through her backpack, looking annoyed. After a minute or so she finally finds what she is looking for. “Have this.”

The girl throws something at you, as you pick it up you see it read the word “heat pack.” “Everyone probably can hear you freezing. You should warm yourself,” Jihyo adds.

“Uhh thanks, but I don't think it’s necces-”

“No buts,” she interrupts, giving you a light smack on your head with the heat pack, “you are going to sleep with the heat pack, end of the argument,” she retorts, but even her angry face is followed with a pout that can only be described as cute, not being able to help yourself but slightly blush.

You sigh, “OK, thank you.”

“You're welcome, now let's get some sleep,” she says, turning her head again and going back to sleep. You manage to do the same for a second or two, but now you can't help but think about the situation, realizing how the girl didn’t object that hard into sharing a tent with you, especially when you two are a boy and a girl, sleeping together in the same place.

If it wasn't for Jihyo, you would also have to sleep outside in the cold. Deep inside you were hoping someone would help you get a place to sleep in, even though on the outside you were adamant about sleeping outside, so in a sense you can say that she saved your trip by keeping you from getting sick.

In a sense she saved you.

“I do need to be thankful, right?” you rhetorically ask yourself, sighing as you slowly turn yourself. However, instead of seeing a sleeping Jihyo near you, she was fully awake, looking into your eyes.

“Can't sleep as well?” she faintly asks, and surprised by her being awake you find yourself moving backward.

“Yeah…” you simply whisper as you move closer to her again, your eyes looking at the ceiling of the tent, an awkward silence is forming between you two for a good 10 seconds or so, but it comes to an end as you mutter:

“I just wanted to say thank you…for like…you know…” Your cheeks turn a small shade of pink, slowly heating up, Jihyo in the meanwhile can't help but smile at your shyness.

“I know?” she asks, obvious that she was acting like she didn't know what you want to say You simply just take a deep breath and continue talking, throwing the awkwardness to the side.

“Thank you for letting me sleep in your tent.” You muster up the courage to say those words to your tentmate, your eyes magnetically find themself looking at hers. “And sorry if I was so against the idea before.”

“Oh it's ok Oppa, it's what friends do.” Her right-hand finds itself on your shoulder while her eyes join her mouth in forming a smile that might as well replace the heaters around your camping site, you can't help but slowly smile at her ba-.

“Wait did Jihyo just call you oppa?” you now realize how she was calling you as your face completely turns red, you have watched enough dramas to know what happens when a girl calls a guy Oppa

It was hard for you to deny that during the school year, you both were in the same class, so it wasn't hard for to form a small crush on Jihyo. While at first, you were pretty sure that you just liked her as a friend and nothing more, as time passed you couldn't help yourself but think about her: when you were trying to listen in class, during your video game sessions where you were hyper-focused on the game (Maybe that is why you always found yourself losing focus suddenly) and to when you were ready to close your eyes.

This serene moment of both of you looking into each other's eyes finally stops when she speaks, breaking the silence in half.

“Are you still cold Oppa?” she asked, looking at the heat pack she gave you. Touching it with your finger, you could feel how it isn’t warm anymore, you can't seem to recall how much time has passed since she gave you that heat pack.

“A little bit, yeah…” you answer. “Do you have another heat pack by chance?” you ask, but in response, your tentmate shakes her head. “No this was the only one I had,” she explains You can't help but sigh, but Jihyo’s words come next manage to catch you off guard.

“I…do have another way of warming up,” she says timidly. Although it's hard to see in the dark, you seem to notice that her cheeks are painted in a red blush, and it only takes you about 5 seconds or so to finally do the 2+2 in your mind as you can't help but mentally facepalm yourself.

“Only if it’s okay by you, I don't want to make you uncomfortable” she adds, you could feel the fluster in her voice. Even though you could feel yourself getting awkward more and more after she suggested that idea, you manage to say:

“It's okay…you can go ahead” you mutter, loud enough for her to hear you. It's almost impossible not to feel a bit warmer just by the smile of the girl near you, making you do the same.

“Okay, I will need you to come closer” she explains as you oblige, nudging close toward her enough that there is close to no space between the both of you. You can feel how her arms slowly but surely wrap around your body, you simply let yourself fall into her embrace, putting your hands around her back as well as you are now essentially cuddling together.

“Is it better?” she whispers to you, nodding in response. “Great” she yawned quietly. “mmm… you don't mind if I…” She closes her eyes and you feel the left side of the face resting itself on your chest. You could feel how soft her cheeks were as if there were giant marshmallows with how fluffy they were.

You giggle slightly at how cute Jihyo looks in your arms; when she was speaking to you before she looked confident, but now you can feel how deep inside when you know her she just becomes a soft, precious being, something that you must protect.

It's hard for you to stay awake so slowly you start closing your eyes as well, but before you fall fully asleep you mutter some words that you had no control over, in reaction your tentmate seems to giggle cutely.

“Hehe…I like you too oppa,” she says as well, eyes still closed as you both finally fall asleep, letting yourself get lost in your dreams, but in the newfound warmth of each other.

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erospandemos · 1 year

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The Right One

Jihan x Reader

Length: 2k

Tags: fluff, comfort, reassurance, past rejection, confession

She probably wasn't the one, but no one is the one. You were laying on your bed and staring at the dark ceiling, the darkness of the room was wrapping around you in a nest of comfort. It hid everything you didn't want to see, everything you didn't want to hear or think about. A dark patronizing figure that hugs you in their chest and plugs your ears.

There wasn't a clock in that room, only your phone but you didn't pay attention to it, scrolling posts you only had eyes to the videos. Some of them were dance challenges, random videos of shows and movies that people gushed over in the comments, or moments of reality shows. The female voices stinged your ears, and their smiles melted in your eyes. The voice was loud, almost like it was right beside you...

"Hey! You in there?" you heard from the other side of the door. You immediately jumped up, leaving your phone to roll down the bed, and tiptoed to the door. "Come on, open up! You can't stay in your room all day," called the female voice. You put your head near the door and again she said, "Come on, open up. I just want to talk so please... open up."

You stood there for a moment until the voice formed an image in your head. Then you recognized her and opened the door. Her smile came in faster than the light of the hallway, but died down even faster after seeing you. Her neck stiffened as she took a step back.

"Here you are," she said, forcing a small smile.

"Jihan... What are you doing here? How did you get inside?" you asked. You would lie if you said you didn't want to see her, but this wasn't how you wanted her to see you.

"You gave me a spare key, don't you remember?" Jihan answered, taking it out of her purse, and then she said, "I'm here to check on you. Nobody has seen or heard from you for days."

You looked away and shoved one hand in your pocket while the other wandered behind your neck. Did she really come over here for you? Partially hidden in the room, you were scared of looking at her eyes. Already hurt, the last thing you wanted was to hurt her. This couldn't be happening.

"Hey, are you okay?" aked Jihan. "Did something happen?"

"No, nothing," you said. She knew the answer already, like everyone - everything is okay - but then no one would care less if the other answer was given. Jihan, however, was there for a reason.

"I can tell you're lying. Come on, we've been friends forever. You always told me what bothered you. You don't need to hold it in." You swallowed your saliva and stared at Jihan. Her eyes were waiting and her eyes ready to listen. But you didn't want to bother her any further.

"Really, nothing happened," you said and tried to say something else, "..." but no excuse came to your mind. "Yes, nothing."

"I'll bug you until you tell me!" she exclaimed, getting closer. Jihan raised her arm and poked your cheek. You flinched and stepped back and looked back only for her to do it again. And to your side. And poking your belly. Poke. Poke. Poke.

"Fine. I'll tell you," you surrendered. Jihan beamed and showed her dimples. It reassured you.

"Uhm... you remember the girl I was talking about? She found a boyfriend."

"Her?" Jihan recalled your past conversations and widened her eyes."Wait, she got a boyfriend? Since when?"

"Since two days ago."

"Oh, that's why. But you always hang out together."

"Not anymore."

"Right," Jihan said. She felt saddened but at the same time relieved by your answer. Jihan felt wrong for thinking so and quickly shook it off. "You deserve better. Don't worry."

"Honestly, I don't blame her..."

"What do you mean you don't blame her?" Jihan raised her voice and planted her hands to the sides.

"I mean, I don't really have anything to offer. She's better with the other guy, at least he tried instead of being scared and weak like me," you confessed. Jihan must've realized that as well, your classmates did. It was foolish of you to even think you had a chance. You were defeated but not angry. You emitted a long low sigh and hid more into the shadow, your hands into your pockets.

"Hey, listen. You don't need to be so hard on yourself. You're an amazing person and I'm... angry because you didn't realize that," said Jihan. "I'm not gonna say there are plenty of fishes in the sea, but it's not the end of the world. And to be honest... I'm kind of glad you are not chasing after her anymore."

"Why do you say that?"

"Well, she was kind of... shallow. Yeah, I'm not sure if you could tell but we didn't really get along that well. She totally took advantage of how nice you are. God, she seemed so passive aggressive toward me."

You looked down to the floor. You wasted your time on this woman?

"Don't feel bad. Come here..." Jihan stepped closer and you felt her hand on your shoulder, coming down to your back. You raised your gaze to see her face centimeters away and then her head disappeared as she held you. Her chin was on your neck and her arms tightened on your back. She pressed hard your body, coming on her toes and tripping you over.

"I know it sounds kinda cliché but it really is her loss," Jihan whispered into your ear. Her voice was usually very bright but it turned down right now. More than a rush of wind, it was a gentle breeze caressing you.

"Do you mean it?" you asked, hiding more in her and coming out to hug her better.

"I really mean it. She totally overlooked how great of a guy you are!"

"You think I am a great guy? Me?"

"Of course I think you're a great guy. Who wouldn't?" Jihan sighed and stepped back to look at you. When she saw your smile she returned hers, bunny teeth, dimples and all. You missed it.

"You know what would help right now? Some cuddles!" Jihan suddenly exclaimed.

"Are you sure? I don't think..."

"Yeah, I'm sure. You look like you could really use some right about now. Come on, let's use your bed!" Jihan announced and raised her arm high, like a captain guiding her ship and she entered the room. But she didn't go to bed, instead she rushed to the window and opened it. The light came rushing in and hit you like a truck. "Oof. I can't breathe here. How did you stay here for so long?"

"Huh, it's not that bad," you said.

"No, It's really bad." Jihan laid on the bed and rolled around. "Hey, at least your bed still smells nice. Just get under these sheets, it's nice and warm under here."

You laid your knees on the edge of the bed and came on top. She was holding up the blanket for you and you hid underneath. She closed it and took you under her wing.

"Come here big guy. I know usually when we cuddle I'm the one being taken care of. But tonight, it's all about you." You laid down beside her but Jihan took you and guided you toward her. You usually wouldn't do it, she always looked so fragile and delicate, but this time she wanted it. You sniffed her scent and hugged her, laying your full weight on her. You didn't care. You need her.

"Yeah just like that, rest your head on my chest," Jihan whispered. You didn't think much of it, but it felt nice and more than that, it was... right. Snug and safe in her arms, on her chest, you smiled and let her comfort you.

Jihan chuckled and caressed your hair. "So what's on your mind? I mean, you've listened to me whine about all my guy problems in the past, It's only fair that I return the favor. So, come on, spill. I'm all ears."

"I don't want to be lonely... I don't think there is a girl for me," you said honestly.

"What? You're crazy, of course there's a girl out there for you," Jihan responded.

"Are you sure?"

Yes, I'm sure! Come on," she said, flustered and with slight embarrassment in her tone, "you... you're like the perfect guy. You're... smart, you're funny, you're so friendly all the time, and you're just always awesome to be around!" Her energy was getting to you, slowly penetrating your skin. "Yes I'm sure there's a girl out there for you, maybe you're not looking hard enough... Or, I don't know, maybe she's closer than you think..."

"What are you talking about?" you asked, curiously.

"Well it's just that..." Jihan whispered under breath, shutting whatever was coming out of her mouth. She held you a bit harder to suppress her words. But it didn't work and she suddenly got up and looked at you, furiously. You stared at her, at her glaring eyes, under her, at her reddened face.

"Why not me?!!" Jihan blurted out. "You're always talking about how you want to find a girlfriend, so why not me? We've been best friends for like 10 years now, and over the years we've grown closer and closer to the point where you're practically all I think about. I wake up thinking about you, you're the last thing I think about before I go to sleep, I dream about you... a bit more than I'd like to admit... And... I-I want to be more than friends."

You remained quiet. Frozen in shock.

"I wanna hold your hand, I wanna hug you in a different way, I wanna cuddle you in a different way, I want you to look at me the way you looked at her, and... I-I wanna kiss you." Her last words pierced you in a different way. If the others stabbed your arms and legs, this one directly pierced your heart, like a spear. You wanted to say something but choked. You wanted to move but froze. Jihan's face softened and there came panic. She stared at her sweaty palms, trembling and falling back. She laughed nervously and her eyes went all over the place. She really said it. Everything.

"Look, I know it's a lot of information, and I'm sorry for dropping it all on you at once but..."

"Why didn't you say that sooner?" you interrupted her.

"Well, I didn't want to risk losing you if things went bad. I couldn't imagine not having you around."

"I... like you too," you confessed. Jihan's eyes widened.

"Really?" she breathed.

"Yeah... but I thought I couldn't be with you so I always tried to find another girl to change my feelings, but they remained."

"Then you won't mind if..." Jihan whispered and... laid her lips on you. You were surprised at first but then closed your eyes, completely trusting her. Jihan didn't rush the kiss. It was slow and passionate, feeling you around, trying it and telling you what she felt. You understood everything.

Jihan breathed heavily, leaving your mouth and stared at you, she couldn't believe it. "I love you," you said and she kissed you again. You kiss again, and this time, it feels familiar. You know exactly how you fit together, your arms around her waist, her hands on your neck, the pressure of her lips on hers. You have each other memorized, it finally happened.

Her hand trailed around and crawled on top of yours. Her soft small hand laid in yours as your bigger hand wrapped your fingers within hers. It was a simple action but it gave her enough reassurance for her to talk again. And she looked at you with embarrassment but happily.

"I-love you too. I was so nervous to say that, but with you.. it just feels right," she confessed and a weight was lifted from her shoulders, leaving her floating with you. Everything around you disappeared.

"Can we stay here like this for a while?"

"Yes, of course," said Jihan. You tried to remove your hand but your pinkies were still linked together. You didn't want to let go and neither did she. So you cuddled while holding hands. This time she squeezed you and stroked her face into you, needing it more than anything else.

That girl, she wasn't the one. Because Jihan was the one.

"Hey," she called you. You listened. "I love you."

THE END

Written, 16 July 2022 - 17 July 2022

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