I really appriciate how often Machete is depicted struggling and feeling like a burden, while still being loved and supported by Vasco. It gives the top tier angst of "i'm not good enough, I'm not worth it" but you frame it in such a way where it's clear that's just how he *feels* and is not how things really are, but also it's so nice to see someone who struggles quite often in a loving and unique relationship that suits them. The narrative of not being able to love or be loved unless you're consistently healthy is really tiring lol.
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im sorry to hear people are stomping all over your boundaries, big props to you for sticking up for yourself and putting your foot down. I hope you're doing ok (/gen)
on another, hopefully happier note, i noticed your info post mentions that you self ship! I'd love to hear about your favourite self ships if you're comfortable talking about them some time?
i actually never did or had interest in this but then haitham waltzed in so hes the first and only one (this whole thing flusters me so its smth i indulge in for myself in private by reading or daydreaming or sometimes i babble and ramble about him very in depth)
(most hkvthm things i draw is just me going 'wish that was me' and drawing it LMFAO)
ohh also same w kaveh but in a slightly different way than haitham (theyre both the only ones) i want them to hold hands. i want them to hold my hands. there
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Yeah I'll try not to post much here (ADHD memory I'll try my best) for the strike as it's all I can do, maybe some Palestine posting for it too, so I'll save ask answers and fnaf posting for afterwards. There's currently a big ol' storm here at the moment making the internet a bit spotty so it's not like it's easy to post right now anyway so you're not really gonna be missing much
And to the anon in my inbox, hi I see you. You're not annoying or anything with your asks I'm just slow and now participating in the strike so I'm sorry but you'll probably be waiting a spell for those answers. Doing what I can, even if it's tiny, is more important right now I feel
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Feeling weird and mushy today.
I think I have realised that there may not be many people out there that truly care for me. But today it hit me that that is ok and I should appreciate those I have.
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Honestly, as much as being able to hate on everyone under the sun because they have NPD (or because someone thinks they do) sucks ass, I think the opposite is true for BPD. This does not mean there is no stigma, or shared cluster b disrespect. But a lot of people really do have ridiculous double-standards on how these conditions should be treated, sometimes even people with one of these themselves and it drives me crazy. You're not allowed to bring up that a person with BPD can be just as abusive as someone with NPD (OR NO CONDITION BUT MY POINT'S THE SAME, DUDE), or even exhibit a lot of the same behaviors as NPD neutrally, because the general idea held by even some people who talk about the stigma is that NPD is worse because they are "more aware of their actions" or some shit? Like, wtf? (Way to insult loads of people at the same time, wow.)
Not helped by this is the fact that, I'm not going to lie: the BPD subreddit is also a god-awful mess of abuse justification, because BPD people are so horribly "woobified" by their own issues that apparently it's okay if they do what they're doing. Outside of that, you seriously can't talk about BPD people being abusers or exhibiting abusive behaviors without a million caveats about why they do that (despite the fact that the same holds true for every other disorder). They are so victimized by their own condition in people's heads that it's impossible to call them out on their behaviors.
I'm not saying that painting a group of people as abusers is ever right, but it's also not right to paint them as the victims always simply because of their mental disorder. That's absurd.
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Body horror and disability is so !!!! Yes!! My body is a prison, a cage that actively despises me!!!! I want to kill my body, be freed from it, but it won’t stop eating away at me!!!!! My own body has betrayed me and holds me down!!! Yessss girl!!!
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Let's take a moment here to just.... Think about myself again.
5 years ago I could never see myself living on my own, working at any capacity and much less feel happy
Guess who's doing all those things? Yeahhhhhhh
I laugh everytime I say it out loud but I am basically living my dream life. Only a few things off the mark
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Sometimes I'm wondering if I'll ever have another cat or dog after the ones I'm living with now have passed. I'd definitely like to! My dream still is a Papirunners puppy. Or if not that specifically, definitely a Papillon from another responsible breeder. But if a dog is not possible for health and/ or financial reasons, maybe I'd like to share my life with a cat again? Ideally I'd maybe love to have both so they're not all alone if I have to leave the apartment for xyz reasons. But I wonder?
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