blue october at austin's fuel room (libertyville, 2014) by carrie petri
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5 Songs I love
@poppiesandpromises tagged me to list 5 songs I'm obsessed with lately. Thank you!
Eddie Vedder - Society
Wintersleep - Orca
Rotting Christ - The Raven
David Guetta - She Wolf
Justin Furstenfeld - Morning Everything (thanks @unmondefou for the rec.)
Tagging (no pressure): @unmondefou @artymys @jonaswpoetry @dreamingthougths @winged-wolf-s-collection-of-arts @zelphafrost
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where did you go i'm less of a mess these days
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I hope you like sappy love songs, I'm in a sappy love song mood today. 💕 Side note, I went to a Blue October show a few years back with VIP tickets and Justin Furstenfeld is one of the nicest people I've ever met. Heart of gold this guy.
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18th Floor Balcony
Song by Blue October
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"...And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was yours
That I was so yours for the taking
I'm so yours for the taking
That's when I felt the wind pick up
I grabbed the rail while choking up
These words to say and then you kissed me..."
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I could drown in someones voice and be quite content doing so
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I am so normal about this band you wouldn’t freaking believe. Except for the part where I made a Financial Decision to buy the jacket.
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Part of my journey to recovery is listening to the latest two albums of blue October. A band my ex didn’t like because it’s “too emotional” for him.
I’m pissed I didn’t even know their latest album came out on my birthday last year. If I had been in touch with myself and my interests I would have been so fucking excited to get my favorite band’s latest album on my fucking birthday.
This music is helping me to feel things I haven’t felt in years.
My ex thinks Star Trek is the closest thing I have to religion… but in all honesty? The closest I’ve ever felt to a religious experience was the Blue October concerts I’ve been to in the past.
It was meeting Justin Furstenfeld.. was getting my picture taken with the band.. was getting drunk as fuck and pouring my heart and soul out as I belt the lyrics to this band.
Healing will include visiting one of my best friends, 9 hours away from me.. and seeing them in concert for the 11th time.
It should say something that they came to town last November and I skipped it because I couldn’t bring myself to being my wasband. I couldn’t share this with him because this band holds such a huge piece of my heart and I couldn’t trust him with my heart anymore.
I’m healing. This is the first time I ever truly felt like I’m healing. I’m getting better. I feel the weight of his draining energy truly lifting from my shoulders.
Everything is going to be okay.
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listened to black orchid by blue october for the first time in literal years and just. maybe it’s weird feelings because Getting Older but there’s something surreal about listening to the song you used to listen to when you’d lay in bed thinking about how you were going to kill yourself. like. I’m twenty five. I didn’t think I’d live past eighteen but I have, and life isn’t great a lot of the time but. I’m living it. and for better or for worse, I like to think younger me would be proud of that
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Blue October - Only Lost is Found
I'll climb the wall if I am able to
But only lost is found
A warm, sedated kind of love
It's a lonely miracle
I stand until I don't believe my eyes
I found the light of God
The light of God
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