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fear-is-truth · 2 months
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౨ৎ 𝑶𝑵𝑬 𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑴𝑶𝑵𝑬𝒀, ⋆˚。⋆ ⁣
⋆˚。⋆ 𝑻𝑾𝑶 𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑯𝑶𝑾 ౨ৎ
── 𝑲𝑨𝑰 𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑶𝑵 × fem! reader × 𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑬𝑵 𝑳𝑰𝑷𝑲𝑨
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WARNINGS: nsfw.mdni .“y/n” used twice . swearing .slight dub con. oral (m receiving).threesome.unprotected p in v.mild degradation. not proofread.english is not my first language
WORD COUNT: 2k
SUMMARY: you accompany your boyfriend to one of his “business trips”.
꒰ A/N— ok so i know the request said “euphoria inspired house party” but i don’t wanna get in big trouble with my mum for watching that show. so i winged it, sorry ꒱
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“Can we go home already?”
You grumbled, your voice barely heard over the noise that filled the crowed room. The party was in full swing, the din of laughter and conversation exacerbating your nascent headache. The room was awash in a kaleidoscope of colours— red, blue, and green lights danced overhead, casting lurid shadows that flickered and swayed with the rhythm of obnoxious pop music.
“We literally just got here. Besides, I've got to meet a client. Business stuff, you know?”
Kai replied, not looking up from his phone. He was scrolling through his text messages.
“Business”, as in forging prescriptions with Vin’s doctor’s pad, you thought disdainfully but didn’t say anything. Instead, you nodded reluctantly, a pout settling on your lips.
“Fine, but make it quick. I'll be in the kitchen, waiting. I don’t get why you always drag me to these places.”
“Yeah sure. Let's play a game then,”
Kai suggested distractedly, gesturing towards a random guy in the living room smoking a joint.
“See that guy over there? The one with the ugly-ass Hawaiian shirt? First one to give him a boner wins. I’ll even give you a head start,”
“You’re not serious, are you?” you stammered incredulously. But Kai was already moving his way into the crowd.
“Tick tock, time’s a-ticking, princess,”
With that, your boyfriend disappeared into the crowd. He was serious. With a sigh, you weaved your way through the throng of partygoers towards the living room. The whole thing was fucking stupid. Snagging two red party cups from a passing guy, you sauntered over to the designated “target.”
Kai was right about one thing—the shirt was truly hideous. But the person wearing it? Not so much. Sporting brunette curls, the guy looked attractive in a rugged way; bit of stubble on his cheek, nice jawline and dark eyes. He was lounged on the couch, eyes distant and unfocused as he took a drag from his joint. He also looked a bit stoned, which you figured would make the whole operation easier.
“Hi,” you greeted him with a faux coy smile, offering him a cup as you approached. He looked at your hand with raised eyebrows, then returned your smile with a flirty one of his own as he accepted the cup.
“Hey, beautiful. What’s your name?”
“Doesn’t matter,” you replied sweetly, flouncing onto the couch next to him.
“Well, nice to meet you, 'doesn’t matter'. I'm Warren. Warren Lipka,”
“Y/n,” you smiled. He smiled back.
“You're pretty hot, Y/n. You must know that right?” He observed plainly before taking a sip from his cup. As his gaze continued to linger on you, a nervous flutter stirred in your stomach. Kai hadn’t shown up yet, and your gut instinct told you this was way too easy; there had to be a catch. Besides, using this innocent guy as a pawn in a game didn't sit right with you. You decided it was best to explain everything and apologise in private. Fuck Kai and that stupid, asinine game of his.
“Hey, you mind if we go somewhere a bit more private? I have to tell you something.” you asked quietly, trying to keep your voice steady.
“Whatever you say, sweetheart,” he replied smoothly, rising from the couch and extending his hand to you. You took it, feeling a knot of nerves in your stomach as you led the way through the crowded living room and towards the stairs. The stairs were littered with couples, some immersed in deep conversation while others were engaged in full spider-embrace. You stepped carefully, avoiding stepping on any hands or feet.
Eventually, you both reached the top of the stairs, where the hallway stretched out before you. As you ventured further down the hallway, you passed by several closed doors, the faint, muffled sounds of moaning spilling out from behind them. You looked at Warren, silently agreeing to skip those rooms.
Finally, at the end of the hallway, you spotted a door that was slightly ajar. Warren pushed the door open gingerly, revealing a (thankfully) empty bedroom. You shut the door behind you, not bothering to lock it; after all, you had no intention of doing anything except talking.
Sitting down on the edge of the bed, you began, “Look, Warren, I—” before you could finish, his lips crashed into yours. The taste of Southern Comfort and nicotine lingered on his lips, a heady combination that momentarily clouded your senses. But as you began to respond to the kiss, you quickly came to your senses and shoved him away.
“Warren! What the fuck—” you hissed, but he just grinned devilishly and leaned in to kiss you again. The moment his lips met yours once more, the door swung open, and Kai stood in the doorway, his face an inscrutable mask.
“Well, well, well. Look what we have here. My girlfriend enjoying herself. Who would’ve thought,” he remarked dryly, leaning against the doorframe before he approached the bed. Warren stood up abruptly, his body language tense and frigid as Kai stopped in front of him. The two were practically nose-to-nose. Then, quick and unexpected as a viper, Kai's hand shot out and seized Warren's neck, pulling him into an aggressive kiss, all tongues and teeth and moans. You had to admit, the whole scene looked pretty hot.
“Ha! Guess we have a winner!” Your boyfriend crowed in triumph as he broke the kiss, a shit-eating grin all over his face as he nodded downward at Warren’s crotch. You followed Kai’s gaze and sure enough, the guy was practically splitting at the seams.
“Dude, no fucking way. I’m not gay, I’m not gonna f-” Warren spluttered, his face flushing a deep red.
“Who said anything about us fucking? Did you forget about someone?” Kai said slyly, turning his attention back to you.
“Lie down. With your head at the foot of the bed.” He instructed. Seeing the shocked expression on your face, he added;
“I won the game. Be a good sport and fucking do what I say.” Resigned, you lay down on your back, your head lolling back over the edge.
“Go ahead Warren. Have a go with her,”
“What are you saying?”
“I’m saying that you get the privilege of fucking my girl. One time offer, man. Go on, I know you want it,”
“She’s cool with that?”
“Of course she is. It’s part of our deal. Just one thing– That pussy is sacred territory. You can have her mouth though, she’s good trust me.”
Kai answered smoothly. Warren ignored him and looked down at you, his Adam’s apple bobbed once before he asked,
“You okay with this?” You nodded weakly, and that seemed good enough an answer for him.
Through an upside-down point of view, you watched as Warren fumbled open his jeans and allowed his boxers– which were already stained with a small wet spot to pool at his feet. He took your chin in his hand, eagerly nudging your lips with his thumb.
“C’mon, show Warren what a good little cocksucker you are,” Kai’s voice floated from somewhere above you. You complied immediately, your mouth opening and your lips closing around his shaft as you took him in to the best of your ability. The sweet-salty taste of his pre-cum made your mouth water.
“That’s it… just a little more m’kay?… I know you can take more.” With Warren’s cock getting harder and swelling further inside of your mouth, you couldn’t respond except for hollowing out your cheeks and sucking him.
“Fuck… you’re being so good for me babygirl…”
he groaned, moving in deeper when he felt your jaw relax. Then he filled your mouth to its full capacity, your lips touching the base of his cock and his balls tickling your nose. Warren began rocking his hips, throwing his head back and exhaling sharply. Kai clicked his tongue in disapproval, though you could tell by the strain in his voice that he was definitely turned on.
“Oh my God, you're such a greedy whore. One cock isn’t enough for you? How about two?”
You felt the mattress dip as he climbed onto the bed and positioned himself between your spread legs. His hands roamed over your waist, two fingers hooking into the sides of your panties. You lifted your hips slightly, making his job easier. When Kai successfully removed the garment, he placed both palms on each of your knees and pushed your legs even wider apart.
One large hand tightened around your hipbone, the other guiding his cock to probe at your soaked entrance. You whined at the stretch, fingers gripping the bedsheets as he sheathed himself fully inside.
“Holy shit, she feels so good-”
Warren groaned, his tip nudging the back of your throat. It took everything from you to not gag around him.
“I know, right? Women can multitask so she can focus on sucking your dick while I fuck that sweet pussy.”
Kai leaned forward and pushed up your bra cups along with your sweater, playing with the soft flesh. A pornstar-worthy moan escaped your lips as he began grinding his pelvis into yours, causing you to clench tightly around him.
“See these titties, Warren? Now tell me they aren’t something, hm?”
Another hand, rougher and more calloused than Kai’s, brushed against the curvature of your left breast, rolling the already-erect nipple between his fingers. The sensation was almost too much, prompting you to arch your back and whine. Kai was pounding into you fast and hard, while Warren was giving you a slower, more leisurely pace, cradling the base of your skull to help you take him in better.
And when you all began to move in sync with one another, all was lost. The sounds grunts and moans reverberated off the walls; not all of them coming from you. Even as you clenched around them, squeezing hard, they didn't so much as pause.
There was only one way of describing the feeling of having two of your holes filled all at once—it felt fucking phenomenal.
“Oh shit, I’m gonna cum-”
Warren yelped from above you. Within seconds, you felt the sensation of his hot load filling your mouth in thick spurts before he staggered backwards, panting heavily. Kai wasn’t far behind, grunting as he chased his own release. He could tell that you were also close, the way you clawed blindly at his shoulders and how your pussy constricted tightly around him. Kai bucked his hips, squelching inside you as he grabbed your chin and stared down at you.
“You enjoyed being fucked like a whore, didn’t you? One thing you should know, is that you’re mine. I’ll fuck you over and over until you spread your legs when you see me— ah, fuck-” he was cut off by a grunt before continuing,
“Now. Tell me. Who do you belong to?”
“Nughh… Y-you, Kai! I belong to you!”
“Good girl,” Kai leaned down and crushed his lips against yours, clearly not caring what had occupied your mouth only seconds ago. He kept your lips locked until the lack of oxygen finally made him pull away, a thin, glistening string of saliva still connecting the two of you.
“Take it all, you fucking slut.”
Your whole body trembled when he drove inside you with one final, brutal thrust, his cock pressing right up against your cervix. You both came at the same time, a string of incoherent words and curses leaving his lips as you felt thick ropes of cum painting your walls.
He thrust into you for a few more times for good measure, grinding his release as deep as possible. When the residual spasms finally waned, he pulled out, your combined release dribbling out between your thighs.
The bedroom was silent, save for the sound of heavy breathing and soft, occasional gasps of air as the three of you struggled to catch your breaths. After a moment, Kai broke the silence.
“Now, let’s change positions.”
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missuswalker · 5 months
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A kinky smut session with Kai Anderson where the girlfriend reader kinda uses pain to cope with bad stuff in her life and Kai provides it to her every time she needs it by giving her a good spanking session over his knee? 🔥👀
𝐢 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 || 𝐤𝐚𝐢 𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
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𓃔 summary: kai can tell something is on your mind, and he knows exactly how to distract you
𓃔 warnings: smut, spanking, mix of degrading and praise, piv
𓃔 notes: marry me
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“does anyone know why i’m telling you this?” kai asks, looking around the dimly-lit living room. there’s a thick silence, almost suffocating. “fine. y/n will tell you.” kai sighs, pursing his lips. everyone turns to look at you, though you weren’t thinking about them. you hadn’t even heard kai. you’d been caught up in your own head.
a fist slams onto the table, causing you to jump. your attention is now on kai, an agitated look on his face. “what?” you ask, eyes dull and unconcentrated. his annoyance is evident in the twitch of his eyebrow. “i was asking you to explain something, but you seem to be distracted.”
you glance around the room, eyes all on you. “sorry,” you mumble, sitting up straighter. kai says nothing, but his dark eyes bore into your soul. he soon moves on with his speech, wether it was encouraging or fear fueling, you didn’t know.
winter flashes you a look, silently asking if you were okay. you ignore her, continuing to half-listen to your boyfriends plans and threats. as soon as his little meeting was over, you left to his room, dropping down onto his bed. you’d been struggling to get things done recently, thoughts constantly creeping into your mind.
kai knew this, of course, he just wasn’t going to do anything about it. until now.
“get up.”
his cold voice was enough to make you obey, sitting at his side on the edge of his bed. he glances over you, narrowing his eyebrows. after a moment of complete silence, he holds his pinky out to you. hesitantly, you wrap your own around his. “tell me what’s been on your mind.”
you think a moment, ultimately shaking your head. “nothing,” you say, your voice soft. “don’t lie to me!” kai shouts, getting in your face. “you know how this works. don’t. lie.” you nod, flinching as his spit hits your cheek. “i’m just tired. i’m not thinking about anything specific, i’m just having a bad week,” you admit, not expecting him to care.
of course he didn’t care that you were having a bad week. he did care about you, though.
he takes his pinky from yours, jaw clenched. “you weren’t listening to me at all today. i’m going to have to punish you for that.” he stared you down. as soon as you blinked, he was pushing you down, stomach over his legs, knee right under your hips. he knew exactly what he was doing.
your pants and underwear were now around your ankles, a loud smack emitting from his hand meeting your ass in a quick spank, the sting bringing a small whimper out of your. “how many do you think you deserve for your behavior today?” he asks, though he didn’t intend listening to anything you had to say, his hand meeting your ass again in a clap.
this happened eight more times before he pushed you up, kicking you backwards onto the bed. “kai, i-” before you can finish, you feel a sharp burn in your cheek. he’d slapped you. “shut up. you don’t want to talk, embarrass me in front of everyone, then you will stay fucking quiet,” he growls, spreading your legs.
your eyes flicker to his hardened dick, pushing through the fabric restraints of his pants. “you’re so smart, why do you act like a dumb, clueless bitch? huh? you made me look stupid today.” he slides the sweats down to his thighs, as well as his boxers. his cock springs free, and he wastes no time, shoving it deep into your already-slick pussy.
the sharp pain of the stretch causes you to moan, earning another salad from kai. “i said shut the fuck up!” he shouts. you cover your mouth with a shaky hand, kai giving you little time to adjust, ramming in and out of you. your mind turned foggy, the pain turning to pleasure. “you like it, don’t you? need me to distract you with my cock,” he huffs, fingers digging into your hips.
your eyes roll back, reaching up to grab his arm, trying to bring yourself back into reality, but he was fucking you senseless. the sound of skin slapping and the smell of sex were the only two things in your mind at the moment, that and kai. he grunts as you squeeze around him, his hips rocking into yours at an ungodly pace.
unplanned, the two of you finish at the same time, your silence coming to an end as you call out his name, his hot seed filling you. he continues to fuck his cum into you, finally collapsing when he can’t go on anymore. he lays next to you for only a minute, and then he’s off again, throwing on his clothes.
“get some sleep. you’ll be fine.”
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me after thinking i posted this yesterday but it was just in my google docs:
ALSO, BECAUSE I WROTE IT IN GOOGLE DOCS AND COPY SND PATED IT THE FORMAT IS WEIRD?? IGNORE IT FOR NOW, ILL KEEP WRITING ON THE APP FROM NOW ON
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whoreofdilfs · 5 months
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ahsxual · 4 months
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NSFW ALPHABET - KAI ANDERSON
Genre: Smut
Warnings: death and Kai himself, that's a warning ladies and gentleman
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A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex):
Kai tends to be more affectionate after sex, silently cheeking for any bruises only to take care of them after. He's extremely possessive over you, so he feels the obligation to take care of his little lamb since it's his responsibility. On good days, he will let you cuddle with him while he runs his fingers over your legs and arms softly.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s):
Definitely your ass, nipples, mouth and vagina/penis. He likes to grab them harshly while you're having sex, and fucks every hole in your body.
As for him, he likes his veiny hands and his dick. Those body parts of his are the ones that can offer you more pleasure and make him feel powerful and desired, so they're definitely his favorites.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically):
Inside you: in your mouth, ass and vagina if you have one. He feels the need to mark his territory on you, so he definitely wants you to keep his cum inside you as long as possible.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs):
He already thought about catching you having sex with another person, and then fuck you roughly to prove who you belong to. But after that, he would fuck whoever was with you just to make you watch without touching yourself, so you feel bad about yourself and regret your actions. "Even that guy/whore made me cum harder than you ever did to me" (which is a lie, he just wants you to feel bad and make you depend on him).
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?):
After getting crazy, Kai fucked a lot of women and men, so when you met him, he was already pretty experienced. He's also a fast learner, so he knows exactly how to make you cum in a couple of minutes.
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual):
Doggy Style - that way he can change easily from hole to hole if you have a vagina, spank your ass, grab your hair, push your face against the bed or whichever surface you are against to, and have more control over you in general.
The Hook - on this position, he can go deeper inside you while watching your face. It also allows him to kiss, bite, suck and spit on your face and neck.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.):
He doesn't shave himself, not even if you asked him to (that would probably be a bad idea, since he would feel insecure which results on him being agressive and loud). If he shaves, it has to be by his own will.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc):
Kai is extremely serious when it comes to sex. He thinks sex has to be seen as something essential for humans and a very important act where two souls and bodies connect with each other. And since he has deep feelings for you, the more serious he gets about it. However, when he won the election to become the official council man, that day you made sweet love with some giggles and smiles here and there.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…):
It's rare for Kai to be romantic in sex, since he is a hardcore kinky bitch. He will grab you firmly, his hand prints being marked on your body and "love bruises" too. He likes to spank you and make you entirely submissive to him, so he's pretty rough inside the room.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon):
Everyone knows that Kai Anderson is a huge fan of masturbation and jerks off a lot. Even when he is with you, sometimes he orders you to simply kneel down while he jerks off on your face, mouth or boobs/nipples and then leaves to work on his cult meetings and future plans/projects.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks):
(Oh man, this is going to be long!!!) - Sir/Daddy/Divine Ruler Kink, bondage, pain kink, hard BDSM, choking, voyeurism, golden showers we all agree on this one lmao, hair pulling, blood kink, knife kink, dom/sub, breeding kink, overstimulation, edging, dacryphilia (watching the partner crying), podophilia (foot fetish), degradation/humiliation, innocence kink what am I forgetting.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do):
Literally anywhere. He actually enjoys the adrenaline of getting caught, so he probably prefers to have sex outdoors, or indoors with someone in the house (especially his cult members).
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going):
When you obey him and do anything for him, even the hardest things like killing someone.
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs):
There's nothing this man wouldn't do, really. The only thing he probably wouldn't like is being completely submissive, watching someone he was jealous of or that he hates fuck you or someone else without him being in control of the situation lol.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc):
Let's be honest here. We know Kai, so I'm almost sure that he prefers receiving a blowjob while he grabs your hair and makes you gag on him. About his oral sex skills, I would say that he's kinda messy and rough. You probably would have to tell him to go slower on you, so he wouldn't rip your clit/dick off lmao. But, when he's feeling generous, he would go down on you and make you cum in a few minutes for sure.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.):
Definitely fast and rough most of the times. He would make you beg to stop fucking you, because of how overstimulated you were and he wouldn't give a shit. On rare occasions, where he's feeling particularly romantic, he would go at a slower pace and be more careful with you.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.):
He enjoys quickies, but prefers taking his time with you. He has a very high sex drive, so depending on how occupied he is, you could have sex 2-3 times a day.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.):
For sure. He loves taking risks when it comes to sex. Especially on public spaces, where you both can be caught anytime. He really likes to try new things, so it doesn't matter how uncommon your kinks are, he would be really excited to try them out. Just say the word and prepare to have the best orgasm of your life.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…):
Kai has a very high stamina. He could go to 2-3 rounds with you. The first round he cums fast, but the next ones...
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?):
Oh... don't let me get started. When he's feeling particularly kinky, he would tie you up and stimulate you with vibrators, anal plugs, nipple clamps, spanking paddles, anything really. He would only use them on you but if you insist, maybe he would give it a try if you're lucky.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease):
He's the worst at teasing you when he's horny. He makes you beg until you can't take it anymore, so you can be ready for him just the way he likes it. However, if he's mad or had a bad day, he won't wait for you to get fully prepared for him and will go straight to the point and it hurts
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make):
We already know Kai is very loud during sex! He would groan so much while he fucks you and make the loudest moan when he finally cums. He just can't be quiet when he's inside you.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice):
One of the thoughts that can't get out of Kai's mind is fucking you after killing someone with their body right next to you or in front of his cult members to show everyone his dominance and power over you he's crazyyy.
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words):
I would say his dick is probably 6,5 inches and thick, but not too much.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?):
Like I said, his sex drive is extremely high. He's always thinking about fucking you in the most random times and places, while doing the most nasty things to you.
Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards):
Pretty fast, actually. Now that you've been together for a long time, he completely trusts you to sleep peacefully next to you and not betray him like the others did.
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kai x fem reader where he rips her clothes(maybe skirt and tee) and then they have rough sex? and then maybe after they have a cult meeting so kai gives the reader some clothes of his
Rough
Pairings: kai anderson x female reader.
Summary:
Warnings: rough sex, swearing, choking, biting.
Authors note: why are you all full of such great ideas, really making me work hard writing these.
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Your hands were clawing at eachother, groping, pinching, twisting, rubbing, anything that could be touched was played with through your clothes.
You had just came back from a day out with your friends. The group of you had went to a mall hoping to max out your cards and rock out of the centre with bags full of the best stuff. The smiles you had go in with had disappeared by the time you were leaving, upset you had found nothing time worthy.
You had huffed your way home, hesitating once you got to the front door of the house, you hadn't told kai where you went.
You were rather new to this cult business and forgotten to tell your 'leader' where you planned on going, when your friends had heard you joined a cult they laughed at you in your face claiming you had screws loose.
You took one last look at the calm night around you, the sky clear of clouds and streets clean of people, tucking your hair behind your ear you opened the door and entered the house.
Kai was livid.
He heard the door shut and came full force at you, his nostrils flared and face scrunched up in anger
"Where the fuck have have you been"
You were taken aback by his harsh approach, the thought of him getting so upset that you wen tout without telling him never crossed your mind.
"Shopping, I wanted to look nice for you-"
"You think I give a shit about what you wear, you tell me when you want to do something and I'll tell you whether or not I want you to go do it, got that"
Kai was up in your face at this point, why was he so mad?
When you didn't answer him straight away kai grew angrier, he pushed you by the shoulders making you stumble against the door .
"What the fuck, don't push me"
"I'll do whatever I want to you you belong to me now"
You decided to push kai back, you though he grew to big for his boots and wanted to push him down a notch.
"You are literally so fucking embarrassing kai no wonder my friends make fun of you"
You start to walk to the kitchen hoping to grab yourself a bottle of water but kais hand grabbing your hair stopped you from moving.
"The fuck did you say you bitch"
"I said your embarrassing and pathetic"
"You know what your lucky I don't fucking kill you right now"
Kai pushed you down onto the sofa and looked down at you, he began to lean down looking at you like you were some lonely puppy.
"But I need someone to fuck and look who's here"
You held eye contact with kai daring his to do anything.
"The whore"
You stood up and went to smack kai but his large hand encased your bracelet decorated wrist, his tongue licked your finger tips then your wrist all the while he made eye contact with you.
You didn't know how you felt, you hated when people thought they could talk bad about you and call you names but you joined this weird cult for kai because you were attracted to him and you still were.
"You think I'd suck you off after calling me a whore?"
You begin to laugh
"You expect me to let you go after joining the cult?"
Kai lowered down to the sofa and pulled you with him, his hands still holding your wrists.
He landed on the sofa with his legs spread wide, a tent growing in his pants, kais hands were still holding yours leading them to where he wanted them to go so when you fell down on top of him your hands were placed on his neck your finger tips brushing against the ends of his hair.
As you stabilised yourself kais hands wrapped around your back, his left hand loosely wrapped around your neck his fingers rubbing your jawline and his right hand on your lower back pushing your hips down and pressing it onto his.
His hands drew you closer his mouth attacking yours, Seconds later he forced his tongue into your mouth making sure to have felt every crevice in your mouth.
You felt kais right hand reach down to the skirt you were wearing his fingers fussing the fabric looking for a zip to undo. Much to his dismay he couldn't find one and decoded to push you off of him detach your mouth from his.
You stood up confused on why you had just let him French you after he had spoken to you like trash, you looked down at kai thinking to yourself, your eyes scanned his face you couldn't figure out why you were so attracted to him all of your friends had made it clear that they would rather kiss ass than his face.
Your eyes lowered down his body you watched in silence as kai undone his zip and reached to himself under his pants, you watched as his fist pumped up and down through his jeans and listened to the grunts he made to himself.
His left hand raised to you, his wrist flicking towards himself signalling for you to get closer to him, you obliged.
As soon as he felt the skin of your arm caress his hand he grasped down hard and pulled you down onto him, as you fell kai spun you arpund so your ass would be sat on his lap facing him.
You held onto kais knees for support as you felt him fiddle arpund woth the fabric of your clothes behind you.
Hearing some curse words you gasped as the sound of your skirt ripping flooded your ears, you looked down at your lap and saw the skirt begin to grow slack and fall off of your waist leaving you in your shirt and underwear, not to mention it was a thong.
You felt kais large hands knead the skin of your ass as he stared down at your figure, the feeling of something hot being rubbed against your back shocked you slightly, you reached your hand behind your body inspecting what kai had put against you.
Kai let you feel around, he waited until you found it and smirked as your hand clasped around it and twisted, a lewd moan left his lips as you kept hold of his cock.
Hearing this made you stop but without the relief of his boner kai was annoyed, and as punishment kai smacked your ass hard and unexpectedly.
The sting of your flesh made you clasp harder onto kais cock the feeling making him thrust up into your hand.
Now feeling impatient kai snatched your hand away from his dick and shuffled closer to you, sitting himself up his hand reached under your thong and pulled the fabric to the side.
You knew what was going to happen, would it be weird for you if you said you were ready for this?
The feeling of kai pressing himself through your thighs made your back arch slightly. You could feel how hot he was as he pulled his cock back and pushed himself against your wet slit.
You could feel the head of his dick pressing against your entrance, the pressure built as kai pushed himself inside of you, your pussy welcomed his cock swallowing the inches with your warmness.
Kai thrust into you until his hips were flush against your ass, he held your body to his, his left hand gripping your neck keeping your collar bone open to his access. His right hand reached to your chest cupping your tits.
"Tell me you won't leave the cult"
Kais breaths fanned against the back of your neck as he pulled himself out of you before slipping his cock back into your pussy, his left hand tightened arpund your neck his thumb caressing your jawline, his right hand kneaded your chest, groping hard and rolling your nipple between his thumb.
You couldn't help but release a breathy moan as much as you didn't want kai to know how much you were actually enjoying his actions you couldn't help but close your eyes and roll your hips onto kais as he thrust into you.
"Do as I fucking say"
Kais right hand moved from your chest to you shoulders holding you down onto his body, his thrusts became harsh the sounds of your skin slapping against his thumped through the room.
"Say. It. Bitch"
Every word came with a thrust of his cock.
"I-I won't...t.. leave" you struggled not to moan as you spoke.
"You won't leave me"
Kais head was laying on your shoulder blades as his hips forced themselves into yours.
"I-won't leave....y-you..k."
Something over took kai in that moment, pushing you off of his lap he spun you both around, you were now both standing up, you were bent over having to lean against the cushions on the couch to stay standing and kai was behind you pistoning his hips and thrusting his cock into your cunt.
You weren't expecting the slap of his hand coming down on your ass and were prepared for the sting it caused.
Kai watch your body move with his, with every thrust your tits bounced making him want to reach infront of you and squeeze them until you cried.
And what kai wanted to do, he done.
Before you knew it kai had you pressed against him with your back to his chest as his hands rubbed at you tits, his right hand making making you cry by pinching your hardened nipple.
You felt asthough you were bleeding when kai sunk his teeth into you shoulder, he always took marking you to the next level.
"This is all your fucking fault bitch"
Kais left hand reached to your neck forcing you to straighten your body.
"Tell me your sorry"
He ordered you
"Say you'll follow my orders"
Kais right hand moved from your breast and slicked down your body to your swollen pussy, he delivered a slap to your clit making you grab onto his body from behind you to keep yourself standing up.
"I'm sorry, please kai-a"
"Shut the fuck up slut"
Kai delivered a few more slaps to both you pussy and ass before he hooked his arms under your arms and held tightly onto your shoulders before beginning to pound into you.
You couldn't do anything, you couldn't move or speak you could just barely breath.
You stood and took kais rough thrusting, you yourself were becoming undone with kais cock pulsing inside of you but you couldn't give him the satisfaction of knowing you enjoyed every minute of him treating you like nothing.
When kai came you felt your cunt fill with his cum, the feeling of stairs emptying inside of you made your band snap and pushed you into your own orgasm, you felt full of him with his cock still inside of you gently thrusting as he rode out his orgasm.
As soon as kai had calmed himself down he pulled out of you and pushed you to the side, you just so luckily landed on the sofa but the feeling of kais cum leaking out of you made you squirm and press your worn out thighs together.
"We've got a meeting in a minute"
Kai threw his shirt at you without bothering to look at you.
"You better fucking be there"
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bosinclairsgff · 28 days
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Dating Kai Anderson
Warnings : Abuse, toxic relationship and Kai anderson himself
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- Dating Kai is definitely not easy. He’s very possessive, controlling and mean. If you don’t do what he says you will get punished. You always have to ask him if you can go out somewhere or who you can even talk to. He has the passwords to all your social media accounts.
- Kai even controls how much time you spend with your family. He doesn’t like you having a relationship with anyone that isn’t him. The only person you really hangout with other than Kai is his sister, Winter.
- For dates he’ll take you out to eat or to go see a movie. Always late at night, so you don’t have the opportunity to really socialize to much. He really likes to keep you isolated.
- He will manipulate you into thinking no one else but him can keep you safe. That you are nothing without him. You know you can’t leave him, you have no money and he’ll hunt you down no matter where you go.
- He gets jealous very easily. If anyone even smiles at you and he catches you smiling back…oh boy you are fucked when you get home. Even at the meetings with his followers, you aren’t allowed to say much or do anything. You just sit there next to him, making me feel better about himself you guess.
- If Kai ever hits you he makes sure to put the blame on you, “Look what you made me do y/n, why can’t you just listen to me.” He will tell you he’s doing it to help you.
- Kai doesn’t just control who you see/ talk to, he controls everything. He controls what you wear, eat and how you act. You belong to him, you will do as he says.
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The Girl Next Door Part 1
It’s the off season in my career, so I’m trying to write as much as I can at night to unwind. I’m enjoying this creative outlet so so so much and want to thank everyone for reading everything I put out! 
This will be a Pre-Cult Kai Anderson Flashback series dedicated to @iluwmycats​ <3 I hope you like it!
Summery: You see someone outside a coffee shop that catches your eye. You realized the same man who had thrown his latte at the two woman in the street was the same man who you had grown up with, and who had stole your heart as soon as you had moved next door. 
Warnings: language, mature content. 
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You watched the strange man retrieve his order from the counter, the beanie on his head fit snug over his vibrant blue hair. You had been sitting for hours at the coffee shop, your eyes glued to the computer screen as you tried to type the manuscript your editor had been begging you for all week. He had somehow stuck out to you out of all the people coming in and out of the small shop since you’d parked yourself at the table next to the bay window. You tried not to stare, but you felt your eyes watch his every move as he swiftly exited the shop, not even trying to hold the door open for the two Hispanic men waiting to get inside. What an asshole, you thought. Taking one of the earbuds from your ear you narrowed your eyes, wanting to watch him walk away- trying to rack your brain on why the hell he looked so familiar. You didn’t know anyone with blue hair, or did you? His gaze landed on the couple walking across the street, both female. You watched him take a sip from his cup before splashing the women with the rest of the contents in his cup. The couple stood stunned as they dripped with coffee- the blonde girl gasped and turned towards the man who was smirking and a sorry excuse for an apology rolling of his lips. 
You realized once his face curled into a charming smile exactly who he was. It was Kai fucking Anderson.
*First flashback* 
“Don’t start the game without me!” Your fingers quickly tapped the screen on your phone, typing the message to your neighbor, Kai. He had messaged you earlier while you were working that the new Call of Duty game he pre ordered had finally came in. You normally didn’t play games that were so violent, but you knew that Kai was sick of playing Mario cart. It was really the only game you were good at, always beating him in every race. He was such a sore loser, which had shocked you since he was generally a pretty easy going guy. 
Your family moved next to the Anderson’s when you were 12, and after your mom had basically pushed you to hangout with the Anderson’s youngest daughter, Winter, you realized you had zero interest in painting your nails and talking about boys (and girls).
You remember asking to grab a water in their home while your playdate was in session. Winter pointed to the kitchen from her seat at the coffee table painting her nails. You walked quietly into the kitchen where your eyes landed on an open comic book. It was an old copy of Terror Tales- a vile scene painted the pages and you picked it up to examine it more.
“Winter, is this your comic book on the table?” You called out.
“Nope, it’s mine,” A voice rang out, making you jump. You looked to the sound to find a slightly older brunette boy perched on the countertop, shoving a slice of pizza into his mouth, taking a rather large bite and chewing loudly.
That was the first time your eyes intertwined with his, their darkness utterly possessing you.
Clearly Winter wasn’t happy when you had showed up the next day eager to show Kai your dark comic collection instead of hear about her dabbles in sexual explorations with some girl named Leah. 
“Hurry up, doors open and I’m starting up the playstation now!” Kai’s messaged scrolled across your screen and you felt your heart do a little dance. You didn’t know when you had stopped seeing Kai as your slightly older geeky friend and more like a potential love interest. Maybe it was because you’d finally gotten your period and his acne was gone. One day you had just looked over at him while you played video games and noticed the handsome features of his face, and the way his hands looked playing with the game controller made your stomach do that weird thing it did every time you went on the pirate ride at Six Flags. You decided on an outfit, one that snug a little closer to your ass, which you had been working on. Noticing that Kai always watched movies with girls who had round plum backsides had made you examine yours closer.
You opened the front door of the Anderson household, calling out a greeting as you did. Mrs. Anderson was in the kitchen hovering over a cutting board full of vegetables, chopping away. 
“Y/N, he’s in the basement.” You smiled as you quickly made your way to the door but before you could make your way to Kai his mothers voice stopped you “Wait, you two can’t spend the whole night on that damn screen. Do yourselves a favor and go do something fun OUTSIDE the house tonight okay?” You could tell she had done a once over at your outfit, noticing it wasn’t your usual leggings and XL hoodie. 
“Sure, Mrs. Anderson!” You flashed her another smile before retreating to Kai’s quarters. He was a few feet from the tv, sitting with his legs tucked to his chest and his arms wrapped around the controller as he shot at things in his video game.
“I told you to wait for me,” You moved your body so it was in front of the television. For a moment Kai just tried to look past you to his game, but as soon as he saw what you had on, his eyes widened.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen this much skin on your body,” He scoffed, eyes landing on your breasts. You felt the heat creep up onto your cheeks but thankfully you knew the blush you had put on was a good disguise. 
You turned off the TV, Kai’s eyes pulling away from your boobs and he raised his hands in confusion and annoyance. “Hey, I didn’t even save the game. I’m sorry, I should have waited for you.” He hands his controller over to you and stands up.
“Your mom asked us not to be down her all night, and she’s right. It’s time we tan up our vampire skin.” You tossed the controller onto the couch as Kai sighed. He wasn’t big on leaving his house, especially when he had a new video game to play. He just placed his hands on his hips, slowly nodding. “Fine, I’ll grab us some sweatshirts and we can go take a walk or something.” Kai looked you over once more before he narrowed his eyes at you. 
“Or we could go to the Party Seth is having while his parents are in Mexico.” You wiggled your eyebrows at him. 
Winter had told you about her plans to go to Seth’s party when you saw her that morning at the breakfast joint you worked at. You knew that it would take an arm and a leg to get Kai to come, but it was a perfect way to get him to look at you in a different light- especially with alcohol running through his veins. 
“No way, that guy is a major piece of shit. Didn’t you Hear he roofied his cousin so his friend could fuck her?” Kai ran his hair through his hair as he reminded you of the crazy scary rumor you had heard about Kai’s old childhood friend who lived up the block. 
“Kai, that was like two years ago and we don’t even know if that’s true.” You gave him your best puppy dog eyes and grabbed his arm. “Please, I promise I won’t let anyone touch my drink,” You watched him search your face, wanting your features to turn from pleading him to go to saying fuck it, turn the tv on and hand me the controller. 
When your face didn’t change he sighed heavily. “Fine, but If I see one thing that weirds me out we are out of there okay?” You nodded, debating on telling him that Winter would be there. You decided against it, knowing Kai would loose his shit if he knew his little sister was planning on hanging out at that place without her brother’s protective shadow. 
You two walked two blocks over to Seth’s house. Kai was quiet as you told him about all the rude customers at the restaurant that morning. 
“You know you can do better than that place, you’re above all this small town bullshit,” Kai’s words were appreciated, and you felt your fondness and attraction towards him grow stronger. 
“Thanks Kai, that means a lot.” You smiled over at him, and he flashed you a  shy one back.
Suddenly Kai wrapped his arm around you, shielding you from the wind that had picked up around you both.
“I told you to take my sweatshirt,” Kai laughed, sneaking glances at your tits pressed together by the force of his hug. He was glad you didn’t notice as you snuggled yourself in him to get away from the gust of wind whirling around.
“It’s not that cold,” You responded, and Kai broke the hug as things died down and you were suddenly at Seth’s front steps.
You both climbed in the stairs and opened the door, the music blasting from the basement of the house, which was set up a lot like you and Kai’s homes. 
“I’m going to go grab beers for us,” You yelled over the music and you both entered the large basement. You went to leave, but Kai grabbed your wrist. “Be careful and be quick,” Kai’s dark eyes were filled with concern, but his face stayed stern. “Yes Kai, Jesus. You need to relax a little!” You wiggled out of his grip and chuckled to yourself as you walked into the other room to where the kegs were. You grabbed two cups and started to fill one before you felt someone hug you from behind and whisper in your ear.
“You made it, you bitch.” Winter’s hot breath touched your ears and you shoved the beer at her. 
“I did, now go bring that to your brother.” Her smiled dropped and her features twisted in shock. “There is no fucking way you got my brother out of the basement,” Winter questioned you, but you only grinned wildly and nodded, turning back to the keg and filling another cup.
“I knew you had him whipped, but I didn’t think it was this serious!” Winter let out a small laugh. 
“What do you mean?” 
Winter studied you, waiting for you to let go of the game, but when she realized you were not joking she froze.
“You’ve got to be kidding, y/n. You can’t see that my brother is like so in love with you?” You felt that familiar flush raise over your cheeks and you took a gulp from your beer cup. The hoppy taste was not as satisfying as you hoped. “He is not,” You shook your head, feeling your heartbeat in your throat. 
“Is too, let’s go ask him!” She grabbed your arm before you could reject and was dragging you into the room where you had left Kai. But when Winter had stopped cold you didn’t realize you’d be looking up to see Kai’s arms wrapped around someone’s waist that was not you, whispering into an ear that was not yours.
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babydollxxblood · 6 months
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i love how everyone agrees that kai anderson would use 'little lamb' as a petname
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emmyrosee · 1 year
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Kai Anderson
FEAR ISN’T LIKE A VIRUS. WHEN FEAR FINDS MORE HOSTS, IT GETS STRONGER, SCARIER. 
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fanfics
n/a
drabbles
Slow Kisses Filled With Passion
Make Me Blush
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fear-is-truth · 3 months
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♱・𝑹𝑬𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 — kai anderson.
𝓣ags ⋮ nsfw ⭒ mdni ! fem reader・degradation・oral (m!receiving)・misogyny・spitting・piss kink・etc..
𝓐/𝖭: i tried to minimise the trauma. please scroll past if the theme makes you uncomfortable! my deepest apologies in advance!
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“The fuck were you thinking? Huh? Why’d you let him look at you like that, you’re gonna leave me for him? Is that it?”
Kai was beyond anger; he was livid, tight-lipped and fist clenched as he glowered down at you.
“I swear I didn’t do anything, he just wouldn’t leave me alone!”
You protested, desperation lacing your words. Throughout Kai's live interview with Beverly, one of the cameramen had been persistently making eyes at you, going as far as asking for your phone number after the interview wrapped up. You had declined of course, but it didn’t make much difference. Kai was still pissed.
And naturally, he pinned the blame on you.
“What can I do to prove myself? I swear I’ll do anything, too-” you pleaded, “-to prove my undying loyalty to you. Please, Divine Ruler.”
His jeans were already becoming uncomfortably tight, cock throbbing at the sight of your grovelling. Fear, to Kai, was aphrodisiac. The trap have been set, and you had waltzed straight into it. Too easy.
“Get on your knees and open up.”
you complied immediately, knowing that disobedience would result in excruciating torture followed by a horrific death. He gathered up saliva in his mouth, releasing a glob of spit that found its target onto your tongue with accuracy. You flinched at the bitter aftertaste of Adderall assaulting your senses before gulping it down, and he took the opportunity to grab your face in his large hand.
“Wiiider, little slut. Don’t act all shy on me now, you know the drill..” he cooed, fingers splayed on the back of your head. With his other hand, Kai unzipped his jeans and yanked out his cock out of its confines. Thick. Pulsating and veiny. Hard already as he stroked it once, before pressing the head against your lips.
“That’s what women’s mouths are made for—one: shut the fuck up when men are talking. Two: take cock.”
He taunted in a strained voice, groaning loudly when he felt you swallow around him. He fucked your face with three rough thrusts, hitting the back of your throat each time.
“God, you’re such a pathetic little bitch aren’t you? Think that guy would spare another look at you if he saw you like this?”
A sadistic grin graced his lips as he yanked a fistful of your hair, hips bucking into your face.
“Get ready, ‘m gonna cum..”
To your complete horror and disgust, a warm stream of liquid— most definitely not cum– filled your mouth and trickled down your throat, the salty, slightly bitter taste making you gag even more than his cock had ever did. Kai held your head in place, ensuring that you swallow every single drop before finally loosening his death-grip on you.
“Now this is what you get for being a filthy whore.”
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𝓙ackie’s note: i traumatised myself writing this request. also i am a disgrace to feminism.
tagging: @taintandviolent @stveharringtn @doll3tt33 @nickrhodeslittledarling @bluerthanvelvet444 @nahoyasboyfriend (im sorry)
 fear-is-truth 2024 — all rights reserved. please do not modify, repost, translate, or plagiarise my content.
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whoreofdilfs · 7 months
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I need him to fuck the depression and suicidal thoughts and ideations out of me
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evanchantingpeters · 5 months
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All my feminism goes out the window when I lay eyes on this man... Uff😬
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wh0re43van · 6 months
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“I need him biblically,,, I need him in a way that is concerning to feminism.”
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Currently rewatching asylum for the first time since it aired. Evan really put his whole evussy into this role stg 🙏🏻
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kaiscumsock · 9 months
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early 2000s evan peters <3
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blackroseguzzi · 1 year
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The Girl Next Door Part 2
*This series will go back and forth between flashbacks, and I promise they all tie together to why the characters don’t talk anymore (but I think I might add in a few present day chapters along the way) 
Summery: Another flashback of your relationship with Kai. Angsty conversations over an Adderall deal.
Warning: Language, mentions of drugs
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*Flashback* 
You slipped on your sweatpants and University sweatshirt, knowing that you had an entire night full of studying left. Caffeine was coursing through your body, but your eyes still felt heavy like sleep would be the only way to comfort you. That’s why your roommate had asked her boyfriend to hook the two of you up with his Adderall dealer. It was your last year of college, and you had to finish strong in all your classes. Of course, you had your fair share of partying and sex but you had never done drugs. A little wiggle room would be okay since you knew the only way you were going to stay up and cram for this test was to take something to keep you awake - Caffeine pills just made you shit your brains out.
“Lets go, he’s just down the street behind the 7/11. Robbie is going to drive us,” Your roommate, Sophie, called out. You checked your appearance in the mirror. You never went anywhere in your sweats, but you figured you didn’t have to dress up to go get drugs. 
“Geesh relax, I’m coming.” You both left the dorm and walked quickly towards Robbie’s beat up truck. You snuck in the back, cringing inwardly as the couple exchanged a wet kiss. 
“This dude isn’t some freak, right?” You asked as you watched the snow fall outside of the truck. Robbie’s laugh filled the air.
“I mean he’s eccentric but I doubt he’d hurt a fly.” 
“That’s what they said about Jeffrey Dahmer!” Sophie smacked her boyfriends arm playfully. They pulled into the 7/11 and Robbie pointed towards the back next to the dumpster and bathrooms. 
“Alright, He’s back there. Y/N, just knock on his window and he’ll give you what you need.” Robbie twisted himself in his seat to look at you in the back. You scowled at him, realizing they expected you to go by yourself.
You weren’t scared, obviously but you were annoyed. You gave them a tight lip smile, knowing the momentary alone time was going to be spend touching each other as much as they could.
You hopped out of the truck, the light dust of snow falling down onto your head. You pulled up your hood, and smashed your hands in your pocket where they $100 dollars in 20’s lay rolled up. 
You walked towards the back of the 7/11. There was one old black car with tinted windows. Before turning around and running away from this sketchy situation you found yourself knocking on the driver side window. You watched as the man opened the door, stepping out as he dug into his pocket and pulling out the ziplock bag of blue pills.
“Here. $100 for 6 pills.” The guy finally looked up and you felt your heart stop when you noticed his dark eyes and familiar low voice. 
“Kai?!”  You pulled back your hood, revealing yourself and staring at him like you’d seen a ghost. It had been three years since you’d last seen Kai. You two had an extremely rough ending to your friendship/relationship/friends with benefits or whatever you’d like to call it. 
“Oh wow, y/n,” Kai’ voice sounded different. He also looked nothing like the mental picture you always had of him in your brain. His hair was much longer and unkept, his eyes sunken in with dark circles around them and his clothes were much more baggy. What struck you the most was that his cheerful demeanor was replaced with seriousness. 
Speechless, you just reached into your pocket and handed him the wad of 20s. You wanted to get this interaction over as soon as possible.
 He looked between the pills and your money.
“Nah, I can’t do business with you.” He pushed your hand away, about to get back into his car. You let out a cruel laugh, grabbing his sweatshirt and twirling him back to face you. 
“Are you kidding me Kai? After four years you can get rid of the protective savior complex.” 
“Why do you need Adderall anyway?” Kai narrowed his eyes at you. He was used to your anger, especially when it came to his protectiveness over you. If you had been any other girl he would have taken that money without a care, but after all those years he still held you on some kind of pedestal, yet he’d never admit it after the way you had hurt him.  
“Isn’t your job just to take the money and give the drugs?” Eyebrows raised, you shoved the money back towards him. 
“Answer my question.” Kai growled. 
“I have a fucking test I need to study for and I’ve had a long week. I don’t think I can really focus unless I get something to help me,” You kept pushing the money at him until he grabbed your wrist. 
“You don’t need this, I’m not giving them to you.” He shoved your hand away and the money flew to the ground. 
“You’re such a fucking piece of shit, Kai. As shocked as I am to see that you’re a freaking drug dealer now, I’m glad you’ve sunken this low.” Your words hit hard, Kai’s face sunken with regret and pain as he watched you retrieve the wet dollar bills off the cement. The snow was sticking to your dark hair, and as you popped back up he could see tears brimming your eyes. You clearly still harbored the same pain as him.
“Jesus Christ y/n, just go back home. I don’t ever want to see you buying drugs again. I’ll make sure that nobody in this area deals a fucking thing to you either so don’t even try.” 
You slowly shook your head, a few tears now slowly falling from your eyes, down your cheek and onto the ground.
“Why after all these years do you still need to make sure you can control me?” You felt all your emotions over the last four years tumbling around in your stomach. Just looking at him made you an anxious mess, and it’s why you tried your hardest not to go home for holidays unless absolutely necessary, staying only a very short time without a thought of visiting the Anderson house. 
“ME, control YOU??” Kai let out a scoff and ran his hands through his long greasy hair. You wanted to know how he had gotten to this place in his life, your soul screaming that you were partially responsible.
 “Last I knew you made all of your own choices, without me.” You could see the anger in Kai’s words, his face twisted in a way you’d only seen a few times in the many years of knowing him. 
“Looks like I made the right choice,” You spit out, eyeing up and down his disheveled drug dealing state.
Kai walked up to you, his face inches from yours, his hands wrapped around the extra fabric in the shoulder of your sweatshirt. You wanted to push him away, but your body was frozen in fear.
“Like I said before..Go the fuck home. I don’t ever want to see you again.” As much as you wanted to break the stare between you two, you couldn’t help but watch his pupils glass over as his final words left his mouth. 
Everything in you wanted to retaliate, to breath out more hatred towards the man you once considered your best friend, the one who you’d grown to love, the one who you had clearly broke - but those famous words replaying in your head; “it takes two” had gotten you through a lot of guilt. It wasn’t hard to forget that he too hurt you just as much. 
You clenched your jaw as you threw the hood of your sweatshirt over your damp hair and marched yourself back to Robbie’s truck. 
“So?” Sophie turned to you, her eyes wide and her lips were tickled pink from the friction of Robbie’s.
“He ran out, said he only had Oxy and I can’t do that shit.” You avoided her glare, knowing it was disappointed.  
“What are you talking about, he said he was all good on the phone earlier,” Robbie questioned you further which deepened your anger.
“Fuck, I don’t know Robbie! I didn’t get the Adderall so please just drive me back to the dorms so I can start to study.” You pushed your head back in the seat and Robbie decided not to pry more, just turned up the radio and pulled his truck out of the parking lot. 
You were never going to be able to concentrate on studying after that interaction. 
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likablenightmare · 6 months
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I.. uh..YES. I’m down. Sorry guys.. are u mad at me?
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